My Archery Journey - my Way of the Bow

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  • Опубліковано 15 лют 2021
  • Upon multiple requests, here we go: My Journey
    How I got into archery and how did my Way of the Bow develop over the years until now.
    Pretty sure I forgot half of it, but at least some milestones on my way :)
    Enjoy, I hope you find it informative. Thank you
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 324

  • @markmiller5735
    @markmiller5735 3 роки тому +23

    I'm a seventy year old new fan, plan on buying a Tatar bow after watching a review video by Armin.

  • @PakngahWantaro
    @PakngahWantaro 3 роки тому +5

    I only has one teacher in archery and my teacher is you...from Malaysia with 💘

  • @HistoricalWeapons
    @HistoricalWeapons 3 роки тому +23

    Why would anyone dislike this?

    • @LifeisGood-ye8rl
      @LifeisGood-ye8rl 3 роки тому +4

      It’s the government agents

    • @Kersich86
      @Kersich86 3 роки тому +1

      exactly... you start wondering if youtube adds dislikes on its own so that the algo does not go crazy.

    • @josephkretschmer3388
      @josephkretschmer3388 3 роки тому

      Vielleicht wurden ja heimlich Quoten-Hater eingeführt 🤔

    • @Archerstidbits
      @Archerstidbits 3 роки тому +2

      Stupidity can't be cured sadly, that's why 🤔

    • @Archerstidbits
      @Archerstidbits 3 роки тому +2

      @@HistoricalWeapons Too much time, no purpose in life to do anything with that time. Just sad and a waste imo

  • @josipzagar57
    @josipzagar57 3 роки тому +14

    With or without the quiver your channel is still my favourite. I guess I'll never meet you in person in Malta, but maybe I will see you in Austria (my neighbouring country). Wherever you'll be, try to keep this channel alive because it is an inspiration to many of us.

  • @Rajhamsa
    @Rajhamsa 3 роки тому +12

    I am only 16 but as an obsessed archer your story inspires me.

  • @UncleDanBand64
    @UncleDanBand64 3 роки тому +10

    I started Archery in the early 70's. I was just a kid living in the middle of Nowhere Texas. I went out to get the mail. I lived on a dirt road and there was a quiver full of wood arrows just laying in the road. I guess it fell out of someones car. My Dad helped me carve a bow out of Willow. It did not take me long to destroy or lose those arrows. I eventually got a Bear Takedown. It was the metal riser with the slide in limbs. I got a compound bow my Senior Year of High School. It was a Browning Batam. I fooled with compounds a couple of years then back to traditional. I am 56 now and have found my way to horse bows. I am afraid my longbow and recurve will be collecting dust.

    • @UncleDanBand64
      @UncleDanBand64 3 роки тому

      God Bless you for not kissing government @$$! You would be a Hell of a Texan sir!

  • @cavoneant
    @cavoneant 3 місяці тому +2

    This story really touched my heart. I am nothing like you. I went to university, got a job, work long hours (6nights a week), and go home to eat and sleep. Only to do it all again the next night.
    I never got married because I always thought, "what if it doesn't work? What would a divorce do to me financially and emotionally?"
    You have followed your heart. I followed a safe paycheck, a pension, good health insurance.
    You followed your dreams.
    Now I am in my late 50s still dreaming of "someday."
    Your story, your journey is so inspiring. You have to live a life without regrets. That would be my message to young people.
    What a beautiful journey your life has been.

    • @iggiboi2501
      @iggiboi2501 3 місяці тому

      It’s never to early to live your life bro.
      And it’s also never too late.

  • @cherno2232
    @cherno2232 3 роки тому +4

    For an 17yo archery nerd like myself who had no Idea what he wants to do with his life, this video is realy inspirational. Thank you for this, maybe someday we'll meet hopefully.

  • @andyhillsden
    @andyhillsden 3 роки тому +42

    A great and interesting story, I am proud to have been a small part of it. All the best for your future path.

  • @tomkirtley4534
    @tomkirtley4534 3 роки тому +25

    I MISS FIVE MINUTE FRIDAY

  • @awesomereviews1561
    @awesomereviews1561 3 роки тому +5

    Thank you sir. I seriously picked up archery almost 3 years ago, and any time I had try archery before that I would shoot from the “wrong side” of the bow. It felt natural to me but the instructors always took offense to it, so I never stuck with archery. Then I found out your channel and I saw you shoot with a thumb draw, and I was like “that’s it, it’s not the wrong way to shoot”. So I literally got into archery because of you. You saved me so much time in research with your videos. I very honestly thank you for what you did for me even though you are not aware of it. Keep living your dream.

  • @DownToEarthMind
    @DownToEarthMind 2 роки тому +1

    I am 54 and just started with archery. Best thing I have ever done...

  • @miguelveratraditionalarche9374
    @miguelveratraditionalarche9374 3 роки тому +20

    As always Inspiring Armin 🙏🏹I hope your future is blessed and come from many successes and love👊😃

  • @yunwiyawaya8593
    @yunwiyawaya8593 13 днів тому

    Thank you for sharing Mr. Hirmer.
    My first bow was a branch from an oak tree with kite string and my arrows were the straitest little branches i could find from anything lol. One of my brothers was a boyscout and he showed me how to make. My arrows were unfletched. I was only about 8 years old. Eventually my Mom got me two little long bows from a garage sale for just a few dollars.

  • @carlbrauneis2817
    @carlbrauneis2817 Рік тому +1

    Mr Hirmer, I don't know where you are or what you are doing now, as always, I am late to the party...
    I have only just started watching your videos, but your expertise and instruction is timeless. I hope you are well. Thank you sir for all of the help you have given me, and I'm sure, countless others.

  • @Killianwsh
    @Killianwsh 3 роки тому +8

    Felt as if I was there , in person, listening to you share some of your story. Very personal. Thanks Armin. :)

  • @esoel
    @esoel 3 роки тому +4

    I lived in Malta in 2014, it's a shame we didn't meet. You inspired me to try traditional asiatic bows and thumb release and now I'm absolutely in love. Great story and good luck for the future.

  • @jedgurley
    @jedgurley 9 місяців тому +1

    Wow, I would have died halfway through from stress, lol you are an interesting person my friend.

  • @RoyMcAvoy
    @RoyMcAvoy Рік тому +1

    Very interesting story. What I learned from your life journey is nothing will go according to our initial plans. People who are fast to adapt normally are the one who will survive and thrive.

  • @dermotshaw5722
    @dermotshaw5722 2 роки тому

    Wherever you go,we, your loyal friends, will follow. If you happen to come to Ireland and set up shop, I'll be there every weekend 😁😁😁

  • @h0tkoko
    @h0tkoko 3 роки тому +5

    Yes, I would love to hear how you run an archery range, as I am also planning to set up an archery range near my small village

  • @nathanielbaptiste9088
    @nathanielbaptiste9088 3 роки тому +1

    Awesome I am ready for my archery journey or adventures 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹🏹

  • @zetazsigmond4922
    @zetazsigmond4922 3 роки тому +1

    The Archer. a six-year-old asked me why am I an archer? good question ... because it fills my life. Armin, the bow fills your life.

  • @benspragge33
    @benspragge33 2 роки тому +5

    Very inspiring story, thank you for sharing! And I'm so glad you pursued what you felt best and healthiest even when gov was pushing against you. Keep up the great work. Such a humble and real gentleman. There's a lot of popular entertainer UA-camrs who care more about numbers and money (I know some personally, and makes me sick watching those, like goofy ads), but it's great to watch someone who talks in a normal voice and is really passionate about what they do. You've got a new subscriber and follower. God bless 🤟😁 🏹

  • @rwgoodship3653
    @rwgoodship3653 3 роки тому +4

    We’ve had similar pasts. I started archery with the purchase of my first bow, a Bear Grizzly recurve in 1976. I was 15. Mostly self taught but eventually met some older archers and stumped with them as they helped me learn the art. Living in a northern Ontario small town there were no archery clubs but I didn’t care. As long as I could walk the trails, summer, fall, winter and spring I was happy. Later I went away to school and joined a fencing club and eventually became an instructor. While getting my engineering degree I joined the military and life and work took me away from archery. I left the military for the police and eventually retired from forensics. I began writing books but after a bit I had trouble concentrating and I began to worry. My doctor suggested I take up something from my youth and I rediscovered my love for archery. You had a big hand in helping me get back into it so I’m forever grateful, Armin. Now I’m making archery videos of my own. Maybe someday I’ll have a few subscribers too. I found out that because of past head injuries and my health I now suffer from retinopathy. Things are okay for now, and after a few surgeries my eyesight is pretty good but at sometime in the future I’ll have to give up my bow, but for now, as long as I can see even the blurriest of blob for a target, I’ll keep shooting. Great video, Armin. Cheers and good shooting. 👍😎🇨🇦🏹

    • @rwgoodship3653
      @rwgoodship3653 3 роки тому

      @janarules that’s great Jan. Sucks about not getting the other bow, but glad you finally got one. There are excellent videos here, Armin being about the best, but there Grizzly Jim from archery adventures, Greg at 3D archery, Jeff at the nocking point, flea at bows and errors just to name a few. Enjoy, good shooting and share your archery.👍🏹🇨🇦

    • @ArminHirmer
      @ArminHirmer  3 роки тому +1

      Thanks for sharing your story William and do not worry. I taught a blind woman to do archery from scratch and she did great, never give up on your dreams

    • @rwgoodship3653
      @rwgoodship3653 3 роки тому

      @@ArminHirmer Thank you Armin.👍 Cheers, mate.

  • @jack765ful
    @jack765ful 3 роки тому

    Nice! Thank you for sharing!

  • @fire_lord862
    @fire_lord862 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing, Armin!

  • @rawframeshandcrafted
    @rawframeshandcrafted 7 місяців тому

    Fascinating journey, thank you for sharing

  • @stewartgaudin2023
    @stewartgaudin2023 3 роки тому

    Sorry to hear you may well be leaving Malta. Am glad we managed to visit. All the best for the future. Stewart & Jane.

  • @lebondave4377
    @lebondave4377 3 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing your journey 😎❤️

  • @karlwolfe9028
    @karlwolfe9028 5 днів тому

    Thank you Armin. I have always loved the idea of doing archery since I read about Robin Hood as a child, never really had the opportunity but all that has changed now so I am going to buy a Mongol bow and start out, let us see where this ends. I am a bit of a late starter (we are about the same age) and Asiatic archery appeals the most.

  • @JSmithski
    @JSmithski 3 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing your story, very inspiring.

  • @michaelhrivnak1719
    @michaelhrivnak1719 2 роки тому +1

    And what an incredible journey you have embarked on! To elevate the "sport" of archery, to an art form. And beyond. To bring a lot of restless souls like myself, into the NOW. When someone can inspire people to control their egos, that's truly a gift. Where I live, this is terribly needed. Thank you for sharing.

  • @jonniecallan86
    @jonniecallan86 3 роки тому

    Amazing story, very inspirational!

  • @benji4840
    @benji4840 3 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing your story master Armin

  • @vaportrail226
    @vaportrail226 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing. Thoroughly enjoyed the video!

  • @BogensportBoerdeland
    @BogensportBoerdeland 3 роки тому

    What a way! Amazing!

  • @neimadperseus5892
    @neimadperseus5892 3 роки тому +1

    Thanks for the interesting story... 🙏

  • @laurentthiemard
    @laurentthiemard 3 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing ! good luck for the rest of your journey

  • @davidlargen6945
    @davidlargen6945 3 роки тому +2

    You are the reason i got into asiatic archery. Thank you for opening me to a new style

  • @rodrigoconcha1788
    @rodrigoconcha1788 3 роки тому

    Thanx mr Hirmer for sharing ....very inspirational

  • @stephenmckay7954
    @stephenmckay7954 Рік тому

    Thank you for this.

  • @amirg5912
    @amirg5912 3 роки тому

    Amazing photos and story, Armin

  • @duckow1
    @duckow1 3 роки тому

    I just started getting into archery 6 wks ago - at 77 I really have to get back into shape - your videos helped me a lot to avoid injury (had 'frozen shoulders' 20 yrs ago) my range is still somewhat restricted :-( but I am working on it. Danke fuer deine Information und viel Glueck in Deutschland. I'm from Canada and came from Germany in 1960.

  • @RosssRoyce
    @RosssRoyce Рік тому

    Beautiful and fascinating journey, thanks for sharing!

  • @thomaskallenbach8373
    @thomaskallenbach8373 3 роки тому

    Thank you, Armin, very interesting 🏹

  • @twoowls4469
    @twoowls4469 Рік тому

    Thank you for sharing your history. It's amazing.

  • @bigernbladesmith
    @bigernbladesmith 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for the story. Best wishes on your next move. Whenever that maybe.

  • @JJahan
    @JJahan 3 роки тому

    Thank you Armin.

  • @2DGraphicDesign
    @2DGraphicDesign 3 роки тому

    Thank you for your story Armin. It was interesting.

  • @rayjohn3946
    @rayjohn3946 3 роки тому

    Thanks Mr. Armin. Great video! I'm glad you stayed the course.

  • @gerhardheydrich3146
    @gerhardheydrich3146 3 роки тому

    Great video, really fascinating! Keep up the great work always Armin!

  • @incorporeal3793
    @incorporeal3793 3 роки тому

    Glad I found your channel, Armin.

  • @alananderson5202
    @alananderson5202 3 роки тому

    awesome. Thank you for that biography, so far.. more to come of course.

  • @elgecske
    @elgecske 3 роки тому

    looking forward to seeng you Wienna !

  • @SuperHyee
    @SuperHyee 3 роки тому

    Thanks and respect !

  • @muathalshaiji7867
    @muathalshaiji7867 3 роки тому

    Always inspiring.. love the channel and love the work .. all the best to you my friend

  • @kythuydang1525
    @kythuydang1525 3 роки тому +1

    Very nice to watch and listen to your Archery journey. Thanks

  • @redz20876
    @redz20876 2 роки тому

    Great story, thanks for sharing. My first bow was also a compound from Bear Archery. It was a Bear Legion, but this was 2012..😁

    • @ArminHirmer
      @ArminHirmer  2 роки тому +1

      Haha the year does not matter :)

  • @ArsArcanaArchives
    @ArsArcanaArchives 3 роки тому

    I've watch it all twice, very interesting!

  • @Hotspur8383
    @Hotspur8383 3 роки тому

    Thank you very much!

  • @erik_1953
    @erik_1953 3 роки тому +1

    I think in Tanzania it's nice warm right now. Not much restrictions. But probebly there will be a coup in the next months...

  • @Daylon91
    @Daylon91 3 роки тому

    Great way to spend 30 min. Thank you for your story Armin always looked up to ya all these 2.5 years I've known ya :)

  • @kern-sladeengineering1325
    @kern-sladeengineering1325 2 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing your story, life is the journey as the destination is the same for all of us ,stay happy and sharing your gift to those who want to learn

  • @tonyanddeb1012
    @tonyanddeb1012 3 роки тому +3

    Fascinating. Enjoyed every moment. A friend of mine started her working life in Regensberg after the wall came down (she was a teenager in Chemnitz), my ears pricked up when I heard you speak about it! May you continue to be as successful as ever and continue to inspire others. Chapeau as we say in France.

  • @scottmacdowall527
    @scottmacdowall527 3 роки тому

    You are a inspiration Armin your videos are very informative and well spoken. Best of luck with all of your future endeavors.

  • @daigans
    @daigans 3 роки тому

    really interesting subject, your history (at least the few moments of it that you just told us ) is very inspiring thank you for sharing your experiences with us ! i don't know for the others people but i will continue to following your high value reviews . encore merci

  • @markhorner6182
    @markhorner6182 3 роки тому

    Thank you for all you do! Dedication and a huge heart, such a positive influence on so many

  • @sheafletcher663
    @sheafletcher663 3 роки тому

    Such an amazing story. Very inspiring. Wherever you go after Malta, never give up this channel.....we’ll always watch your videos 🙏

  • @janvissersportmassageprakt8303
    @janvissersportmassageprakt8303 3 роки тому +1

    Great story Armin ! Set your goals to came there...nothing is easy..nice personal story...thank you for sharing this with us...

  • @N0rnagest
    @N0rnagest 3 роки тому

    Inspiring and informative ... I saw this pop up a couple of weeks ago ... but I had to wait till I could give it my full attention.... thank you Sifu Armin.

  • @fmagalhaes1521
    @fmagalhaes1521 2 роки тому

    Hallo Armin: I am starting the journey in my late 50’s. Your videos have been most helpful. Danke sehr fuer die grosse Hilfe!! Grusse von die V.S. :):)

  • @joeytheetge9268
    @joeytheetge9268 3 роки тому +1

    How great is you tube. Good luck in your journey.

  • @ydocc3374
    @ydocc3374 3 роки тому

    Shot my Kóvács Magyar bow today for the first time. Awesome!!! Great video!

  • @rakyatmusallas6178
    @rakyatmusallas6178 3 роки тому

    Your story is inspiration for me Sir ... thank you for sharing ... and yes I love to know how you manage your shooting range.

  • @In_fluss
    @In_fluss 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing. Great to hear your journey. Funny how things turn out. I'm an English man living in Bavaria.

  • @liammerrick6399
    @liammerrick6399 3 роки тому

    Great story. you've been a great source of information during my own journey. i really appreciate what you have done for the archery community. no value can be put on your reviews Armin. Priceless information saves us all so much money and time in trial and error. Chinggis Khaan is the reason i got into archery. actually it was Conn Iggulden's conqueror series about Mongolia's Khan dynasties. Such a romantisization of the Bow. It's a beautiful thing

  • @laurenceanderson7942
    @laurenceanderson7942 3 роки тому

    Very interesting archery history, thanks for sharing. I enjoy your UA-cam videos, so much so, am trying to learn thumb shooting!

  • @tiobi6633
    @tiobi6633 3 роки тому +3

    It was a realy good idea to make a video like this, was realy interesting. Ever since i started archery and i found your channel, i learned a lot from your videos... well tbh almost everything i know comes from you, so therefor im truely gratefull.

  • @sigmanarchery54
    @sigmanarchery54 3 роки тому

    Very nice that sounds like a really cool idea, I would love to go to a place like that 👍🏼👍🏼. For me it is a thing that really got inside me and I think about it all the time. Thank you sir for sharing appreciate it

  • @dan_the_dj
    @dan_the_dj 3 роки тому +4

    I always wondered how you ended up on Malta...
    Interesting story indeed 😁
    The feeling when you found out about thumb release was the exact same feeling I got as a kid when I first discovered that there were other ways of shooting, other than pinch grip. 😂
    Btw, Im really glad you didnt get fined during lockdown 🙂

  • @ianhathaway602
    @ianhathaway602 3 роки тому +1

    What an adventure, thank you for sharing. I remember stopping by the Embassy range a couple times per week when I worked in Valletta. First started learning thumb release there with Sean and Michele. It was a happy place, for me. Thank you!

  • @jonathanzammit4022
    @jonathanzammit4022 3 роки тому

    Hey Armin, great video, thank you for sharing so much knowledge with us, it has been great to have you around in Malta and I hope you stay here for a while longer! :)

    • @ArminHirmer
      @ArminHirmer  3 роки тому +1

      I will always come back and visit Malta Archery and my friends

  • @kolowrath
    @kolowrath 3 роки тому

    Inspirational story Armin, thanks for sharing, even though I'd myself enjoy an extended version:)
    also, very interesting in hearing about how to run/start with an archery range, thinking of opening one shortly.. come to Vienna, we'll be dangerously close to each other, and maybe you'll visit one day or vice versa. Anyway, many of us started with a horse or Asiatic bows if you like after watching your videos, so I guess it's a good time now to say thank you :) have a good one Armin, wherever you are or going to be, you definitely know what you want from your life, and people like you, travelers, people ready to do something and stop being cry babies I admire. Enjoy!

  • @geomystery8343
    @geomystery8343 3 роки тому +1

    Yes, come to Vienna, I would definitely go to your course there, I am from South Moravia.

  • @andypearce1122
    @andypearce1122 3 роки тому

    Inspiring as usual, from another professor Selby convert, may your future be prosperous and fun...

  • @johanneslauffer6613
    @johanneslauffer6613 3 роки тому +5

    The Archer! I smiled genuinely when you humbly mentioned "sure if you want to, write a book, I don't mind". ^^
    So many lives touched and influenced, thank you for that.

  • @charlieperry26
    @charlieperry26 3 роки тому

    Started watching you about three years ago, love the videos very informative, and a true pleasure to watch.

  • @MARINELSONFREIRE
    @MARINELSONFREIRE Рік тому +1

    Obrigado Armin eu também fui inspirado por você a admirar este esporte. Não participo de competições devido a idade mas o amor pela arte foi a mesma que vc teve. Continue assim.

  • @Aksbug90
    @Aksbug90 3 роки тому

    Thank you Mr Armin Hirmer for introducing me to horse bows and thumb draw. I always loved archery but you opened another door and as you said a more natural feeling style of archery. I started my thumb draw journey just recently. A few months ago I got the Alibow fiberglass horse bow at 30# and for it not to be the most fancy looking bow I feel like it's a performer. I just wanted to thank you again for introducing me to this awesome style of archery. Cheers from America friend and keep up the great reviews and hard work

  • @tacoma1309
    @tacoma1309 2 роки тому

    Being able to do what you truly love to do and make a living at it is no mean feat. O medito gozaimashita! I had a teacher of Kendo, Omoto Sensei. Bun bu ichi--pen and sword in accord...he taught me simple caligraphy...i once did a character Ji Hi. He said it means a great big feeling. I always think of how he managed to put that feeling into me, through kendo kata and teaching. So then, you are on the path--Gambate, as they say, and thanks a whole lot for sharing!
    rc

  • @dogdieonce
    @dogdieonce Рік тому

    Lots of respect from your Chinese fan❤

  • @gletschertroll
    @gletschertroll Рік тому

    I have to repeat: welcome to Vienna. I'm sure you'll be successful. Weatherwise it is not Malta, but it is not Sylt either. Only the next four months might become a little bleak in this regard - but March/April will be very nice again in Vienna. If you want any advice on things local -- you know where you can find me....

  • @K3NJ1K1
    @K3NJ1K1 2 роки тому

    I'm a newbie. Your video is very inspiring. I hope the archery could be a way of life for me and my kids. Thanks a lot Armin.

  • @AnthonyDibiaseIdeas
    @AnthonyDibiaseIdeas 2 роки тому

    What a inspiring story of perseverance and passion. Thank you for sharing this. I wish you all the best. You have probably already thought of this. . . Your explanation of the relationship that naturally builds among people lined up shooting shoulder to shoulder is very interesting. Leadership coaches and the Human Resource professionals might want to use this to build teamwork among business professionals. Just a thought.

  • @raywhitehead730
    @raywhitehead730 3 роки тому

    Thanks, a great story and really appreciate it. Ray from Riverside, California

  • @UTxTheArchangel
    @UTxTheArchangel 3 роки тому +3

    *Armin uploads a video*
    Me: Pulls up a seat.
    This is an awesome video, the throwback photos are great, and just in general this video, the idea of giving us a rundown on your begin to where you are now...is great.
    You inspired me, I was always into archery, it was always something I loved. But you inspired me to try different things with archery. Because of you and your videos, I wanted to learn thumb draw. So I'd watch you, mimic you to learn, bc I'm in the US and it's not that big a thing here, and when I found your channel the pandemic lockdown was in full effect, so couldn't go to a range. So unintentionally you were my teacher. I left behind recurves and Mediterranean draw to only shoot horsebows and thumb draw. You aren't just a great teacher, a great reviewer, a very charismatic guy, you are an inspiration.

  • @wahyu37
    @wahyu37 3 роки тому

    good Job and amaizing

  • @martinkycek7659
    @martinkycek7659 7 місяців тому

    Bravo brate!

  • @kevinmaughan4290
    @kevinmaughan4290 3 роки тому

    Wow great story. Whats better is there is still alot more of the story to come. It would be great to see you in Ireland some day. I will definitely be there for that one. Thanks again for all your help. I personally would never have picked up a bow or even known about thumb release if it wasn't for you.