COSY WINTER VLOG 🍂 Get Ready With Me & A Very Serious Chat ☕️💭
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- COSY WINTER VLOG 🍂 Get Ready With Me & A Very Serious Chat ☕️💭
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Hi Suzy, firstly, you looked very glamorous in the outfit selected to attend your friends wedding. The venue looked beautiful. Hope everyone had a fabulous time. Suzy, I agree. Keep your new baby, and you're older safe. You don't have to explain to anyone. This is "internet"world where you must be on guard. Stay Safe x
Hello 🥰 Yes so true thank you for your support & understanding 🤎🤎
Another Fab video hun x your whole outfit looked lovely x The Wedding Venue looked Beautiful x Agree with every thing you have said x You do right blocking and deleting people no Need For Negativity and Gossiping x
Thank you for understanding & supporting me, it’s a shame isn’t it, but I’ve heard it can worse the bigger your channel gets 🙈 I will continue to remove people who are downright disrespectful ~ I really have no time for it 🕊️🤎
Suzy-you looked like a Grecian Goddess, in that dress, and faux fur-absolutely stunning! Loved how you were talking to Ralph-ie; he seemed to understand everything you were saying, but still wanted to go to the party! Such a bond between you! I am so pleased you are going to be more protective of your privacy.
Baby girl cannot consent to being in the public domain. The safety of all of you is paramount. I love your infectious enthusiasm for life, and watching your videos, but not at the expense of yours and Ash's personal security. You are making the right decision, for ALL of you. Sending lots of love and light. Sue xxx
Thank you I felt amazing! Ahaha he’s a very clever boy I’ve talked to him since he was a baby, he does understand everything I say! Oh I love him like you wouldn’t believe 🙏 He very much still wanted to go to the party, he loves people 🥰 Xo
Hi Suzy…your wedding outfit look stunning on you, you are glowing 😊
Suzy, you have made the absolute right decision with regards to your new baby and family. Definitely keep your personal life separate please…this world we are living in everyone feels entitled but don’t let anyone pressure you into doing or making any decisions you’re not comfortable with. And well done to you for addressing this issue and reaffirming the lack of respect that is much needed. Thank you. Love your content and your Chanel ❤
Ahh thank you for your support it means a lot to me 🫶
You’re welcome 😊
Your so right there’s boundaries and respect that people need to take on board and realise you’re just a normal person sharing your life to what you feel fit to reveal why the hell would they think there entitled to know all your business you are amazing and a beautiful soul take care xx
Ahh thank you, for understanding me, & respecting me as a person 🫶
What a great venue! Your outfit was beautiful as well! I'm sorry it was a harder event for you! Glad to hear that things should be settling down activity wise now!
100% respect and appreciate your boundaries Suzy! I truly hope that you're safe and you're family is too! I truly enjoy your content and even though I enjoy seeing how you live there and what-not, I absolutely respect your privacy and decisions for your family! I'm sorry that you've had to come across this type of behavior and am so glad you're setting the record straight and putting it on the record that it's not acceptable to do or act in such a way! Sending you heartfelt thoughts Suzy! ❤
Thank you I felt incredible in that dress from Vinted! Looking forward very much to Christmas and just nesting and resting Ahaha!
Thanks so much for listening and understanding me. I truly truly appreciate my friends here so much ✨
Glad you had a great time at the wedding. Your advice was spot on, your life only concerns you and your family. 👍
Thank you for listening & understanding me 🫶✨🥰
Hi Suzy, I agree what you are saying about your privacy. I really enjoy your blogs. Take care of yourself. Love Joan from Nottingham xx ❤
Thank you for understanding 🥰 I’m not going anywhere don’t worry ✨
You don't need to justify anything. Just find the rhythm that suits you, Suzy.
What a beautiful venue.
Be kind to yourself 😊❤
You look fabulous 😊❤
Thank you darling 🤎🤎
Hi Suzy, you looked gorgeous in your wedding outfit, the jacket looked amazing. Love Joan from Nottingham xx ❤
Thank you so much lovely, that’s really kind I did feel lovely 🤩
So sorry to hear you had these comments, how scary. Safety is really important to us all and sadly social media can be a risky place. I think sadly people feel they have a right - which they certainly don’t!
You looked so beautiful at the wedding, lovely outfit. ❤
Thank you, nothing much will change only I won’t be sharing the baby, or any personal info etc ~ We will just continue to do the home interior renovations & fashion & hauls videos ✨
Hi Suzy, I love the rib high neck top you are wearing, you look so beautiful ☺️ Have you always been into vintage or was it in recent years that you found your love for it? You’ve really inspired me over the past year to vintage decor I love a good nosey on market place and seccond hand furniture places now ❤
Hello ☺️ No I’ve not always been into it, I mean I’ve always had a love of history & oldy world things & ways, but It’s this house I think that’s really inspired me with the Decor.. oh it’s the best isn’t it! Going out to find the treasure & your own vision coming to life ~ it’s a feeling you just don’t get from purchasing something new & it’s cheaper!! Now that blows my mind 🙃✨
Hi Suzy you looked lovely at the wedding, total agree with everything you’ve said, take care of yourself x
Thank you lovely 🥰
Suzy only share as much or as little as you want to we have no right to ask you anything do whatever makes you feel comfortable keep safe. hugs x
Thank you, yes very true let’s just say I’m growing a thicker skin by the day 😅🙈
Hello beautiful girl 🤍 You looked so glowing and beautiful in your gorgeous dress ✨ I'm so sorry you've received such awful & intrusive comments and that experience you had sounded so scary. You do what you need to darling, to protect you and your beautiful family and I'll be here to enjoy & support you whatever content you decide to share. Absolutely love you and your channel. Sending you so much love & light sweetheart 🤍✨✨ xxxxx
Ahh thank you what a beautiful comment to read 🥰 Thank you for listening & understanding & supporting me ~ it means the world! 🤎🤎
You looked fabulous in your wedding outfit Suzy, just perfect. Your 100% correct to say what you did at the end of this video, take care ❤xx
Thank you 🥰
Ah bless your heart, Suzy , do what feels right for you lovely. No one has the right to ask you all these things. You share what feels right for you.
Life will take a little adjustment to what you were originally expecting. But life’s a journey, and you will have a magical, time on a different path than you were expecting.
Baby girl is going to be blessed with a lovely mummy.xx
Thank you for understanding 🙏
Yes.. I know it’s an adjustment & I know I’ll be just fine, it’s just anxiety I guess 🫶
I think you are amazing . I agree 100% with all your thoughts. Lovely video from start to finish 🌸🌸
Thank you, how kind 🥰
I totally get your feelings about being a new Mum again after so many years. I had a significant gap between my two but wouldn’t change a thing.
Thank you.. that’s really encouraging 👌🏽✨🤍
Baby Girl has such a beautiful set of parents to look after her, 🙏💞xxx
She sure has ✨🤍🤍🙏
Suzy...
I love your content. I'm happy to see what you want to show us, nothing more and nothing less.
Keep safe of your beautiful family. ❤
Thank you my lovely 👌🏽🤩🤎
Hi Suzy, lovely video. You looked stunning in your dress 👗 for the wedding. I’m so sorry you are having to go through this, it’s dreadful what goes on with social media, please take care. You deserve a private life. It’s not anyone else’s business but your own. People can be so rude and intrusive. Sending lots of love your way xxx 🥰🤩
Ahh thank you for listening & understanding, nothing much will change, only I won’t be sharing the baby, or any other personal moments etc 🥰
You looked Beautiful in your outfit Suzy!x❤
Thank you Angel! 🕊️
Suzy you look beautiful in that dress ,venue looked lovely , love that jacket you rest up take care Xxxx
Thank you ☺️
You looked lovely and the large diffuser from ivy grey interior that's where I got mine, and the smell is so lovely xx
Amazing thank you I’ll take a look but definitely on my wish list 👌🏽
Take care of yourself Suzie ♥️
Xx
Thank you darling I’ll do my best ✨
Suzy , you looked absolutely stunning in your outfit ❤. 100% agree with you on , respect, values, boundaries and manners 👏 Rest well sweetie 😘 xx
Thank you for your understanding. It really goes a long way doesn’t it? Communication and understanding and boundaries & accountability I think it would solve a lot of today’s problems to be honest! Xo
Hi Suzy, you looked fantastic in your wedding outfit. Lavish Lodge Interiors sell huge reed diffusers and also Rowen sell them in their store in the Metro Centre Gateshead and they sell them on their website and have some lovely things xx
Oh brilliant! Thank you I’ll have a look 🤩
You looked beautiful in your dress & i loved the fur coat absolutely gorgeous. It was also lovely seeing you & Ash together with Ralphy . Yes you needed to put your foot down on this , it's your life & you need to put safe guarding in place . Sending love & wishing you well Suzy xx🙂🥰🤗
Thank you so much for understanding ✨🫶
@SuzyDarling04 💖🤗🙏
Loved your outfit for the wedding and in love with the jacket from Boo Hoo, glad you got a rest when you got home, pregnancy can be exhausting especially the last months, remember it well, but you are definitely blooming❤
Thank you that’s so kind 🤩
Love the dress and the way you styled your hair I totally agree with you you need to protect yourself and your family first and foremost Suzy you look beautiful and happy 😊
Thank you my lovely I’m really trying me best 🫶
Hi suzy you looked beautiful as always ❤ i have a couple of the huge reed diffusers and bought them from a shop called Avoir interiors. They are huge and have long black reeds, mine are fig and other one is Alang Alang smell lovely all the time if turn reeds.❤ lovely vlog suzy really enjoyed.❤
Thank you I’ll take a look on there! They sound wonderful 👌🏽
O.m.g. suzy I've been abit poorly so I'm just catching up with your vlogs I can't imagine how frightening that situation must have felt asking you personal questions and I fully understand how you reacted and the steps you are taking to safeguard yourself little one and hubby . Some ppl are strange and blatenly nosey if you wanted people to know personal things you yourself would mention it to whoever maybe privately if necessary but broadcasting stuff on here and asking personal questions is bang out of order I do hope your ok and it hasn't shook you up too much lovely you keep staying safe look after yourself and remember you need to do things slower now your in last stages and if you think of the extra your carrying around with you it's no mean feat talking from experience lol but as say just keep looking after you and yours simple as take care til next one lovely xx❤
Oh and forgot to mention you looked gorgeous for the wedding loved the dress and cozy fur jacket you looked the part pity you didn't get chance for a map but had a de ent sleep when got home that's good lol ill leave you be now take care lovely xx ❤
Aww thank you for such a lovely message. For being my friend I really appreciate it 🫶✨🙏
@@SuzyDarling04 your very welcome my lovely xx ❤️
Hi Suzy best to be safe than sorry you do what you need to do xx
Thank you I will do 🤎🤎
Hi Suzy, you looked stunning in your dress. Totally agree with everything you said in the last part of your vlog, you can never be too careful. Unfortunately some people feel they have the right to know everything cheeky buggers. Take care xx
Thank you, what a lovely dress that was I felt lovely 🥰 🫶
Absolutely agree with everything you said in the last part of your video. Nobody has a right to know anything about you other than you want to share. Makes you think doesn’t it. Manners and respect these days ….. some people haven’t heard of them. Sue 💐❤️
Yes.. thank you I knew you’d understand, it’s not like I’m hiding anything but I’m just not comfortable baring my soul 😅 Xo
Take care Suzy. Thank you. 😊
Thank you! You too! 🫶
I’m enjoying your videos ❤️keep safe and don’t let the nosey unkind people get you down .xx🙏🏻
Thank you I won’t! I’m growing thicker skin by the day 😅 Xo
Great honest vlog suzy.so proud to be your Aunty.xx❤❤
Ahh thank you Aunty, that’s really nice to hear 🥰
Wow you looked amazing in your wedding outfit ❤
I think you can never be too careful with your safety. I didn’t realise I shouldn’t use my full name on here until recently 😂There’s nought so strange as folk 😂 xx
Thank you, so kind 🥰 No it’s risky business isn’t it 🙈
You looked stunning in your dress. I think weddings although enjoyable can be tiring. Looking forward to your next video. Take care ❤
Yeah it’s a lot for a pregnant lady I must say 🥰
@ especially a pregnant lady. Get plenty of rest mummy to be 🥰
You looked amazing in your dress suzy .i know I've not been on your channel very long .you have to be very careful these day's. you are doing right keeping your baby off the Internet.love your channel tho .xx❤
Oh thank you, darling. I felt really lovely in that dress! Which is a win considering nothing bloody fits me anymore! Ahaha! Yeah, it’s a sad world we live in sometimes but don’t worry nothing is going to change just not going to show baby girl that often, we are still going to do the usual stuff we love on this channel 🤍🤍
Hi suzy you looked lovely at the wedding in that gorgeous dress and jacket the venue looked lovely the views open country side..❤ isn't it a shame that some people have no respect for other people's feelings i think you're making the right choice ❤❤❤
Thank you, yes it was a wonderful day & gorgeous countryside views 🫶
Hi suzy ive just seen on renovation44 she had a big defuser from homeunits x some people think they have to know everything about you, take care of yourself and your lovely family .Please dont get to stressed my darling xxx
Thank you, I’ll try not too 🥰 a lovely lady found the diffusers! They’re from Chloe jade home ✨
Lovely video Suzy with you 100% with your concerns ❤
Thank you 🥰
Hi suzy,absolutely you and your family's safety comes first,there are some strange people out there.sad ,so fully understand what you mean.you looked beautiful in the dress.look forward to your temu haul.have a good wk,❤🎉😊
Thank you ☺️ I can’t wait to show you my TEMU Haul 🤩🤩
You looked absolutely beautiful for the wedding Suzy, gorgeous venue too 🥰 I can't believe people nowadays, the sense of entitlement is something else 😮 Be careful my love, thank God you have Ash for protection, it would want to be a very brave man to come anywhere near you or your home! All my love and hugs 🤗 I think you need it today ♥️ God bless ye xx
Ahh thank you ~ Yes I’m so grateful for him 🤍🤍
U looked fabulous the place looked wonderful u looked little standing by Ash when taking your fur baby for a walk I know how u feel big changes when u had time to your self when I had my last it was my time to do what I wanted to do had having 5 before all grown up it just turned my life upside down I had to stop myself think like that and I cannot lie it was difficult at first but I wouldn’t change a thing and I’m still running around after my baby who is 24 now brilliant so just enjoy Suzy love your vlogs 🏴💞
Ahhh it’s a crazy ride being a mum isn’t it.. I just got my head around finishing the job so to speak like it’s my time now yet I’ve plummeted back into it & wasn’t even expecting it. Still shocked I think? 🙈 I know I’ll be fine I’m just in my head with all these hormones & it’s crazy 🤪
I understand your concern re comments. I have often thought your disclosure could cause you issues. Its human nature, I compare it to nosy neighbours, none of their business but gossip is a firm of entertainment for some 😢
Yeah I guess so…. Well I will be keeping things a lot more private around here from now on. Thank you for your support 🤎🤎
Hi Suzy I have 2 of the reed diffusers in the white,I bought them from Chloe jade home ❤
Thank you! Yes someone else pointed me in that direction! ✨ They have gone on my Wishist 🤩
Wow, Suzy, it's beggars belief that some people assume they have the right to know everything about you when clearly they don't.
I thought you looked gorgeous in your dress for the wedding and it's great that you managed to get a good lot of rest when you got home. Take care 🥰
Ahh thank you & for your understanding 🙏 i have been so lucky still being able to sleep & rest so good..! 🙏 very grateful for that ahaha xo
Oh by the way…you looked gorgeous in your choice of outfit.👍😊
Thank you darling that’s so kind I felt lovely ✨
you looked amazing Suzy for the wedding ❤ the reed diffusers are from CHLOE JADE HOME,they are rather pricey at £99.99
Oooh thank you! Added to my wish list..! I need one of those in the house 👌🏽
@ they are rather nice 😊
Suzy you looked really glamorous at the wedding , I cannot believe how silly someone can be giving away those sort of details and nasty comments. Stay safe Suzy x😊
Thank you so much ✨ I knowww right? It’s so stupid It begs the question if it’s being done on purpose.. you know? xo
Don't explain yourself. Your true followers understand. I totally agree with not sharing your baby on the Internet suzy. SAFETY FIRST.❤😊❤
Thank you, I was already uneasy at the thought & just lately it’s been absolutely cemented for me 🙏✨🤍👌🏽
Hi suzy ,you.looked lovley at the wedding. Some people don't know what crossing the line is. Boils down to basic manners, and thought lessness. . Please take care ,.x❤
Yes indeed! Thank you ✨
Sorry you've had to deal with some issues .. unfortunately some people can be strange..saw the UA-camr who had to address and say she's not ever alone due to someone having her personal address..and on her drive..shocking...basically
Your wedding outfit
looked stunning the jacket just finished it off
Yess! I couldn’t believe what she was saying, & I felt really scared for her! 🥹
Thank you o felt lovely 🥰
Hi Suzy, love your vlog as always.
I think I’ve mentioned before I live in the same town as you but believe me I would never dream of intruding in your space and it certainly wasn’t my husband that approached you at Sainsbury’s. He doesn’t have a clue or care what I watch on UA-cam😂
I don’t think it’s right to invade anyone’s personal space so rest assured it won’t be happening from me x ❤
Ahh thank you, I don’t mind being approached or someone saying hello, but personal space, and displaying where I live I’m obviously not comfortable with. I mean it’s common sense for most of us, but clearly not for all & I had to address it & explain my boundaries ✨
Oh absolutely, I’ve 3 little ones and am a very private person when it comes to my family so I get that.
Just didn’t want you thinking it was me as I live near. I’m not that kind of person ❤️
Hi Suzy, start taking preganacare it will help with energy levels and focus and it's also good for baby ❤
Ahh really I’ll take a look at those thank you so much 🤩
Thankyou for another lovely vlog ❤️ It a sad reflection on todays society that you have to point out to sticky beakers that your personal information is none of their business and they should not be asking certain questions. People like that are sadly lacking in their own lives. Block them all You don’t need followers like that 😊
So true I will be doing just that 👌🏽 Thank you for your support 🫶
Your dress was lovely take care ❤❤❤❤
Thank you! Very kind 🤩
You looked beautiful Suzy at the wedding. I watch you love what you put on your channel. But bloody hell no one has the right to infringe on your privacy. I have lots of friends but certainly wouldn't delve into what's going on in their life. I don't think it's your fault about what you have said I just think those that have to poke their your nose where it's not wanted you are right to call them out. I don't need to know what colour bra your wearing today to watch you I enjoy your content and are happy you share what you do look I look forward to it so lot of love xxx ❤❤ keep on doing what you want to do xx ❤❤❤
Ahh thank you for your support that means so much to me 🫶✨🥰
Home Bargains has a large diffuser like that one. I just ordered one myself. I'm so sorry to hear some of the things you have been dealing with on here
Thank you, I will have a look in there 🤩
you are definitely doing the right thing as regards your new baby. Your baby cannot give her permission to be shown to the world so you have to advocate for her. Sadly there are some right nut jobs in the world and the internet is a crazy place at times. Do whatever you have to do to stay safe.
You’re right, thank you so much. I will definitely be doing that 🤍🤍
Hi Suzy , firstly can I say how lovely the wedding looked and you looked stunning. Secondly , I cannot believe what you've just told us my god how scary you must have been when the man grabbed your arm , he was probably very excited to see you but as you said you didn't know him ! I'm afraid I probably would have punched him !!!! Also I don't understand how people can be so nasty and bloody nosey for gods sake what is wrong with people !!!! No respect at all !!!! Please do what you need to do Suzy and keep yourself and that precious baby girl safe do not worry the true "friends" of youtube will totally understand.. sending a massive hug to you . Helen .xxxx❤
Thank you so much ~ I will do my best 🫶
I’m sorry that you’re having to deal with these intrusive people 🤍
Ahh thank you ☺️✨
Hi Susie,
On behalf of all the crazies…
Who maybe stalking you Susie and grabbing you invading your space asking personal questions Please don’t think people are being mean. I think some folks are so emotionally invested in you and your family. Everyone wants you to be a bestie.
Hello, maybe so, but I find it rather uncomfortable from my shoes from my point of view and if explaining this helps people to think from another point of view my message will have been well received 🤍
Omg I’m so sorry you have had this. What is the world coming to. 🙈. Yes boundaries need to be set
Thank you.. it’s all going delulu isn’t it 🙃
Aww suzy ❤dnt stress you look beautiful pregnant xx
Thank you ☺️✨🫶
Just leave your telephone number and address here Suzy, we’ll all pop around!!!
Geezzz what’s wrong with people, are they not aware that there are a lot of wronguns out there!! as for respect and over stepping the mark my mind boggles. Treat people how you would want to be treated, the world would be somewhat a better place.
Great vlog Suzy, loved your outfit you looked simply gorgeous xx
I knowww right?! 😂🙈 It’s absolutely ridiculous isn’t it! Thank for your support 🫶
@@SuzyDarling04 absolutely Suzy, it’s bonkers with what some people come out with or expect 🫶
OMG Suzy you should not have to put up with all that crap….what is wrong with some people! We watch your vlogs, well the majority of us watch your vlogs because we love your personality and all the content you post. We don’t need to know your personal details. Totally agree with you about your daughter and understand why. Keep being you and don’t put up with the negative or nosy people!🥰🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲
Thank you I knew you’d all understand 🥰 I’m so grateful to have you as friends 🤍
What a lovely wedding location and you looked stunning in your dress ♥Unfortunately people are nosey buggers they also like to think they know something to add to the gossip , makes them feel superior, but what they fail to remember is this is your real life , not some soap opera and they should keep their bloody nose out !
Thank you, I loved the dress I wore & so did hubby ✨🫶🤩
Yeah I don’t understand the motive behind those types of people at all because it’s not in me to be like that 🙈 Xo
Suzy the man grabbing your arm is assault if it happens again report it to the police please x
Ahh I think he was just excited in the moment because he was in fact lovely it was just an invasion of personal space not to mention I had no clue who he was, a little scary 🙈
I personally wouldn't put my child on the Internet, we all know how some people are in the world , and anyone asking for personal details id be replying once they put all theirs on publicly id get back too them ( nosy b***) ! , And the reed diffuser ls are on Chloe Jade hoke for £99.99 but they are fab
It’s absolutely ridiculous isn’t it 🙈 🤎
Hi Suzy. First of all, you never, ever have to apologize for being tired. Right now I feel like I need a stick of dynamite underneath me to get motivated, and I'm not growing a human being. Second, I don't know what is wrong with people! Nobody should be prying into your life. There is a horrific lack of common sense and tact in people. Just because you're online, it doesn't give anyone the right to interrogate you on anything. If you choose to share something, that is fine but no one should be asking you about things of a personal nature. It's this ignorant behavior that ruins it for those of us who love your channel and are content with what you feel inclined to share. I'm so sorry that you have been made to feel personally violated. I wish I could thrash anyone who is that clueless and intrusive to make you feel uncomfortable and unsafe. I'm sending you a hug. Hopefully these mindless people got the message. 🙏🏵️🍂🌻🍁
Ahh hug received 🥰 thank you for listening & understanding it means a lot to me 🫶
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I dont understand why people want to know anything about influencer s life at all im just for how thay do homes up what clothes there showing home decor thats all i watch for no interest about there lives at all weird i think
I don’t know why either, I find it weird too I just don’t think like that 🙈😅
No one needs to know your personal business. I dont understand why anyone thinks that if they watch a content creator on youtube or tv or wherever, entitles them to know anything personal about them. I would delete and block those people if you can. No one needs that kind of crazy.
Thank you, yes I totally agree I just don’t understand how certain information will benefit that person..? It’s irrelevant..? 🙃 Xo
What's wrong with some people they must lead very sad lives
It baffles me because I just don’t think like that 🙈 Xo
@suzyy.darling04 your look glowing & fabulous. The venue looked absolutely gorgeous, & beautiful views. I am not surprised that you are exhausted, you are growing a human, i would be exhausted i am not even in pregnant. Sorry to hear you feel like that, such a shame certain people can ruin it. Happy Bonfire nignt, 1 month until i am 40!!! 🎉🎈🥳🪩
Thank you, yeah I had to clear it up as to why i won’t be sharing as much moving forward. I’ll also be 40 in January ~ We can do this ahaha 🙈
@SuzyDarling04 yes i completely understand where you coming from protecting your family, i would be the same. Oh yes a few weeks after me, i am 40 first week of December, i know i cannot believe i am going to be 40, another decade complete 😲🤯😲.