Did the same thing...I prayed so hard to be "fixed"; I thought I had done something so, so, so wrong, God couldn't forgive me. I used to punish myself for having "bad" thoughts and to try to "cure" myself. That was a bad time. The world is a much better place with you here; I'm glad you're here.
These videos are incredible. I enjoy hearing life stories like this b/c I struggle with coming out. I have some friends that know I'm gay, but I'm scared of how society will judge, I don't want to stand out that much. Thank you for being open to talking about your life. This really gives others the confidence they need to not give up. I'm so glad God made a person like you. It's friends like you that I wish I had in middle and high school :)
Same here too.. I remember praying to God to just simply erase my existence... I just couldn't handle the stress of keeping something that big from everybody especially my rentz and just the sheer feeling of utter self-destructing loneliness cos I couldn't tell anyone... It caused me to be really depressed when I was on my own... The fact that I'm an only child didn't help there... Lol Thank god I'm better now.. :) You are inspirational... Lol... :D
@cautionMCRfan yay for inspiring someone! :]:]:] *hugs* thanks a lot. yeah religion kicked my in the ass when i was growing up :] its all good now though. hope you do consider making a video.
I am so touching.. I dont know what exacly i have to say.. I know this video is from 2010. I want just say you are amazing and i am your big fan.. You should see my reaction when i saw you write me back on tt. I felt like a kpop star wrote something to me.. Take care because i want more Patrick..^^
In my opinion, religion only worsen things. Especially those whi are devoted to it but may have feelings that go against it. If you believe in a God, then let him be the judge of ones sexuality, not the pope, priest, or pastor. Only He can judge (Im not a believer, by the way, but im not ignorant either, so I know how religion works).
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Did the same thing...I prayed so hard to be "fixed"; I thought I had done something so, so, so wrong, God couldn't forgive me. I used to punish myself for having "bad" thoughts and to try to "cure" myself. That was a bad time.
The world is a much better place with you here; I'm glad you're here.
These videos are incredible. I enjoy hearing life stories like this b/c I struggle with coming out. I have some friends that know I'm gay, but I'm scared of how society will judge, I don't want to stand out that much. Thank you for being open to talking about your life. This really gives others the confidence they need to not give up. I'm so glad God made a person like you. It's friends like you that I wish I had in middle and high school :)
Ahhhhh!!! Your videos are sooooo contageous to watch! I have to watch the rest. It's sooooo interesting(:
Same here too..
I remember praying to God to just simply erase my existence... I just couldn't handle the stress of keeping something that big from everybody especially my rentz and just the sheer feeling of utter self-destructing loneliness cos I couldn't tell anyone... It caused me to be really depressed when I was on my own... The fact that I'm an only child didn't help there... Lol
Thank god I'm better now.. :)
You are inspirational... Lol... :D
Phew I'm half-way finish watching this hahaha I love you Patrick :)
@cautionMCRfan yay for inspiring someone! :]:]:]
*hugs* thanks a lot.
yeah religion kicked my in the ass when i was growing up :] its all good now though.
hope you do consider making a video.
I love your santa hat btw :D
@Yoyotwo001 haha thanksss. more to come tomorrow :P
I am so touching.. I dont know what exacly i have to say.. I know this video is from 2010. I want just say you are amazing and i am your big fan.. You should see my reaction when i saw you write me back on tt. I felt like a kpop star wrote something to me.. Take care because i want more Patrick..^^
@NZavala18 hahaha *hugs* its ok. theres nothing wrong with a lil hug :]
@ximei29 haha half-way there :]
& thanks :] ilytoo!
aww i would want to hug you too but i'm not a creepy guy or I'm i lol
in budism i heard that they dont mind being gay??
Omg i was a BANDO too
In my opinion, religion only worsen things. Especially those whi are devoted to it but may have feelings that go against it. If you believe in a God, then let him be the judge of ones sexuality, not the pope, priest, or pastor. Only He can judge (Im not a believer, by the way, but im not ignorant either, so I know how religion works).
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