I'm with you, healing generational trauma is exhausting. Especially when you're navigating love from a place of not knowing what that looks like. So, add personal trauma on top.
Ugh, I love how color coordinated you are even down to your beautiful rings. Fall is truly in the air! 😍🥰🍂🍃 I also love these particular decks and the way you get into your inner witchy Fall/Halloween vibez!
Pile1. Seven generations back in my family experienced slavery. The idea of that level of trauma being carried somewhere within me is very heavy. Other aspects of that pile also resonated. I’ve done so much inner work but there’s still more to do it seems.
Super thanks for this reading- helps me a lot with a guidances, especially at the end, where you gave clear examples of gift, wisdom I could not be aware I have :) - pile 2
Pile 2 resonated :) I’m definitely struggling letting go of someone from the past…Could you do a reading about “Is he happy in his current relationship? Will it last?” 😅
Pile 3 called to me. The cards are just what I needed to see even though my interpretation was different from yours and that's ok. Thank you for drawing these cards for me so I can interpret them for my situation.
Pile 1 thank you so much for this 💕🙏🏼 & yes went through unimaginable pain when I lost my husband last year so yes it was very emotional for me to hear this reading.. thank you 🙏🏼
Thank you for pile 1. Yes, I have been through a ton of betrayal from multiple family members. My mom died 7 years ago, and she was the family member I felt accepted by and connected to. I feel a strong connection to my matrilineal line. I have felt many times that I'm here to break generational curses of addiction, emotional abuse, self-harm, and stress-related illnesses. I have many women on the other side who guide me and support me, although I feel alienated from my living family. I need to work on fully releasing the betrayal trauma I have been holding on to so I can get on with my work here.
Im switching between two personalities in a snap. One is a cold aggressive closed off man, the other is the toddler in the crib who was left completely alone who is yelling for help, but no one came. The 10 year old kid who's heavily bullied at school, but no one is looking. The 16 year old who realised nobody loves him, only getting confirmation from his own mother that even she thinks he's a selfish freak of nature who's unlovable. If people only knew, but if they knew would they embrace me or ignore me. The answer is kinda obvious to me.
Namaste Moon Moth Goddess 💖 Pile 2. I divorced two years ago and the relationship was extremely draining. I have been healing ever since. I was also ghosted by who I thought was My twinflame. I Am just now starting to feel a little like Myself again. Im thankful for the advice to be patient with Myself. Thank You for All You Do. 💖 Also I send conforting energy to whoever is pregnant dealing with this. Im sorry You have to deal with it but know that You & Your Baby Are Loved & Protected. Ashe 💖
Omg pile 1!!! Hit me hard 😢😢😢😢.. so much abuse endured in my childhood into my adulthood in relationships as well. My mother was abused by my dad while pregnant with my siblings n myself. Sadly feel like i got stuck in all the abusive relationships. All my other family members are married n have kids w/ great partners . Definitely tried to block n forget alot. But definitely feel the need to let it finally go and heal. Always said i wanted to be set free from all that.. the emotions n mindset. Thank you for this message!!! Still a beautiful ending to my story
#1: I do need to move. And I am having trouble seeing the next step because of outdated negative self talk, the victim mentality you referred to. It’s really hard for me to think about putting myself first because I’ve never been allowed to. Things seemed really clear when I went on a meditation retreat 6 months ago. I do need to turn inward again to get clarity on the steps.
Pile 3 is very accurate❤❤ However,the part in which you said"we may find that we are in love with someone who may tendencies to ghost or not give us want we desire, and someone else comes in wanting to give us all of that and we dont feel the same way about that person and then it turns out that we are pushing away that which we may have been looking for. I honestly feel like I can not be open to love with someone I don't have feelings for because they are the ones who are open to loving me because thats when we will be using each other for comfort convenience!!
Pile 1: yes this relationship is draining..its toxic but im trying to work itout..but realizing not to keep expectations..im on my own. Letting go of this
1...personal attack...but thank you. My ancestors are constantly guiding me, but sometimes...oof. I have a friend I believe connects with me, too. I'm the odd duck out and have always been the one willing to listen. Lately, I've been so aggrivated by relationships where I'm used to heal their traumas. I heal, but every time, it takes more out of me. The guilt for detaching is real.
Pile 1… Have never told My abusive alcoholic ex how much he hurt me…. Will Definitely write a letter to him then burn it… 🌻 Thank you…. I can hear my Nanna’s voice so clear….(you don’t need a man dear) 😅
Pile 1 I have so much pain from so many experiences in my life. Past family issues and definitely alot of relationship betrayals and abuse it's so hard trying to fix myself time and time again but I'm doing my best. The last person I talked to hurt me by lying and manipulating time after time
Picked spider because there is a spider in my room somewhere and each time I try to capture it, it keeps running away. Now everytime I go in my room I think of the spider lmfao and I keep gettting spider thoughts. Pile 3 resonates with me.
Pile 1. As always, the reading is so accurate and direct to the wound. My mother had a very traumatic pregnancy and I was not able to have children. I'm going to make a Family Constellation and use the Golden Obsidian egg that I've had pending for a long time. Thank you for crying with me ❤…..love de ducks 🦆
55:58 I'm currently listening to you pile 1 and I have no one right now to help me my family did what they promised me they wouldn't do and no me and my 23 month old child are homeless from my family and I'm trying so hard to have strength for my son... The lies and decet from my family would kill anyone I have tried not to be scared for my son's sake I needed to hear this and release them here thank you since I don't have time for my self at all right now... Sending u love and light and all my thanks❤
I am going to get a private reading with you soon especially for my birthday in November ❤ again and again you always synchronise with exactly what i need to hear. Or if I'm thinking of a topic it's like you cover it the next day, I have literally never vibed with a psychic reader more in my life as I do with yourself monique ❤ we must be really compatible spiritually. Your readings are always so accurate and on point for me. And omg I literally pulled a card from the deck you used today with the message of 'what is your intuition telling you' ❤
This intuition Target starting to piss me off I've been looking deep. I'm pissed. I'm mad. I'm sad. I learned stuff about somebody who I loved, and I don't know if it's true or not! I want to manifest a job. and then go to school. so I can get to a career. so I can get another car. so I can get into a house. I want to manifest my son going to school full day. And talking more. I want to manifest continuing to learn, and I want to manifest a man who cares about me, and is open.I want to manifest Josh reaching out to me, and telling me what the fuk is going on with him. N Being honest. Then we choose on how we move forward.
What pile 3 said when working towards a goal. I am 72 years old who is on a fixed income and on oxygen. My car's brakes need repair and my septic ta n k needs work plus my house, saving money is hard to do as b y the time the bills are paid :there is not much left. How do I do the work of young people to manifest money? I have asked spirit but the answer is quite vague. I have been going 😊 😅through a roller coaster of emotions. Aby guidance?
I would say check into your community resources or organizations that can provide assistance. Or local government housing departments...Call local city/government to ask if they have resources or links to resources for you. ❤
Pile 3: I’m currently in a situation like the one you mentioned. I’m in a relationship with someone who really loves me and cares about me. Which in theory, I should be really happy.. but I’m not. Since we first met, I knew she wasn’t my type, but I tried doing the whole.. ‘don’t look at the outside, look at the inside’ type of thing. And now I feel I’m being ungrateful.. as you mentioned . But at the same time, I can’t just make myself have feelings for her. Ugh.. ☹️
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No words describe the heaviness in my heart as I listened to pile one, I haven't cried alone like this in a while
Hugs
Me too😢
I'm with you, healing generational trauma is exhausting. Especially when you're navigating love from a place of not knowing what that looks like. So, add personal trauma on top.
i had a solid cry yesterday: sending u lots of luv n comfort
Claiming Plie 3!!! Thank you so much, Monique❤
Ugh, I love how color coordinated you are even down to your beautiful rings. Fall is truly in the air! 😍🥰🍂🍃 I also love these particular decks and the way you get into your inner witchy Fall/Halloween vibez!
🍂🍁🖤 Thank you!! 🍂🍁🖤
@@neptuneschildtarot Your welcome. ☺️💕
Pile1. Seven generations back in my family experienced slavery. The idea of that level of trauma being carried somewhere within me is very heavy. Other aspects of that pile also resonated. I’ve done so much inner work but there’s still more to do it seems.
Pile 2. All of the above! This mentioned a lot of pain from the past. Thank You.
Can you do a pick a card reading for " Whats blocking your blessings"? Thank you Monique! 🤍
Woww thank you! Pile three was so helpful 🕷️🕸️🕷️🕸️
Super thanks for this reading- helps me a lot with a guidances, especially at the end, where you gave clear examples of gift, wisdom I could not be aware I have :) - pile 2
Pile 2 resonated :) I’m definitely struggling letting go of someone from the past…Could you do a reading about “Is he happy in his current relationship? Will it last?” 😅
Pile 3, thank you!
Pile 3 called to me. The cards are just what I needed to see even though my interpretation was different from yours and that's ok. Thank you for drawing these cards for me so I can interpret them for my situation.
Pile 2 completely resonates with my life now
Pile 3 🙏🏻
The little Halloween ducks 🎃🦆 so cute 🥰
Pile 1 thank you so much for this 💕🙏🏼 & yes went through unimaginable pain when I lost my husband last year so yes it was very emotional for me to hear this reading.. thank you 🙏🏼
Thank you for pile 1. Yes, I have been through a ton of betrayal from multiple family members. My mom died 7 years ago, and she was the family member I felt accepted by and connected to. I feel a strong connection to my matrilineal line. I have felt many times that I'm here to break generational curses of addiction, emotional abuse, self-harm, and stress-related illnesses. I have many women on the other side who guide me and support me, although I feel alienated from my living family. I need to work on fully releasing the betrayal trauma I have been holding on to so I can get on with my work here.
The duck though 😅
Im switching between two personalities in a snap. One is a cold aggressive closed off man, the other is the toddler in the crib who was left completely alone who is yelling for help, but no one came. The 10 year old kid who's heavily bullied at school, but no one is looking. The 16 year old who realised nobody loves him, only getting confirmation from his own mother that even she thinks he's a selfish freak of nature who's unlovable. If people only knew, but if they knew would they embrace me or ignore me. The answer is kinda obvious to me.
Namaste Moon Moth Goddess 💖 Pile 2. I divorced two years ago and the relationship was extremely draining. I have been healing ever since. I was also ghosted by who I thought was My twinflame. I Am just now starting to feel a little like Myself again. Im thankful for the advice to be patient with Myself. Thank You for All You Do. 💖
Also I send conforting energy to whoever is pregnant dealing with this. Im sorry You have to deal with it but know that You & Your Baby Are Loved & Protected. Ashe 💖
Thank you ❤❤
Omg pile 1!!! Hit me hard 😢😢😢😢.. so much abuse endured in my childhood into my adulthood in relationships as well. My mother was abused by my dad while pregnant with my siblings n myself. Sadly feel like i got stuck in all the abusive relationships. All my other family members are married n have kids w/ great partners . Definitely tried to block n forget alot. But definitely feel the need to let it finally go and heal. Always said i wanted to be set free from all that.. the emotions n mindset. Thank you for this message!!! Still a beautiful ending to my story
#1: I do need to move. And I am having trouble seeing the next step because of outdated negative self talk, the victim mentality you referred to. It’s really hard for me to think about putting myself first because I’ve never been allowed to. Things seemed really clear when I went on a meditation retreat 6 months ago. I do need to turn inward again to get clarity on the steps.
Pile 3 is very accurate❤❤
However,the part in which you said"we may find that we are in love with someone who may tendencies to ghost or not give us want we desire, and someone else comes in wanting to give us all of that and we dont feel the same way about that person and then it turns out that we are pushing away that which we may have been looking for. I honestly feel like I can not be open to love with someone I don't have feelings for because they are the ones who are open to loving me because thats when we will be using each other for comfort convenience!!
Thank you for pile 2! 🌈💛
Pile 1 - Thank you ❤
3🌹 Let's pray my intuition doesn't blow it again...🙏🏾
Pile 1: yes this relationship is draining..its toxic but im trying to work itout..but realizing not to keep expectations..im on my own. Letting go of this
Powerful... Monique you did a fantastic job reading for pile one. Thank you.
1...personal attack...but thank you. My ancestors are constantly guiding me, but sometimes...oof. I have a friend I believe connects with me, too. I'm the odd duck out and have always been the one willing to listen. Lately, I've been so aggrivated by relationships where I'm used to heal their traumas. I heal, but every time, it takes more out of me. The guilt for detaching is real.
Pile 2, I didn’t want to hear it but I definitely needed to. Thank you. I finally want to move on.
Thank you for #1❤
Pile 3 please and thank you spirits and thank u
Thank you dear friend!
Pile 2 for me. 💯 Nailing it. 12 years... 💔
Beautiful reading, Monique. Thank you 💜
2nd 🤍🖤🤍🩷💜🪽💫 by poch8ng the card right away without showing the picture as well first choice turning the cards and placing the ducks 😅
Pile 1…
Have never told
My abusive alcoholic ex how much he hurt me….
Will
Definitely write a letter to him then burn it…
🌻
Thank you….
I can hear my Nanna’s voice so clear….(you don’t need a man dear) 😅
Pile 1 I have so much pain from so many experiences in my life. Past family issues and definitely alot of relationship betrayals and abuse it's so hard trying to fix myself time and time again but I'm doing my best. The last person I talked to hurt me by lying and manipulating time after time
Picked spider because there is a spider in my room somewhere and each time I try to capture it, it keeps running away. Now everytime I go in my room I think of the spider lmfao and I keep gettting spider thoughts. Pile 3 resonates with me.
Pile 1. Thank you!
Pile 1. As always, the reading is so accurate and direct to the wound. My mother had a very traumatic pregnancy and I was not able to have children. I'm going to make a Family Constellation and use the Golden Obsidian egg that I've had pending for a long time. Thank you for crying with me ❤…..love de ducks 🦆
55:58 I'm currently listening to you pile 1 and I have no one right now to help me my family did what they promised me they wouldn't do and no me and my 23 month old child are homeless from my family and I'm trying so hard to have strength for my son... The lies and decet from my family would kill anyone I have tried not to be scared for my son's sake I needed to hear this and release them here thank you since I don't have time for my self at all right now... Sending u love and light and all my thanks❤
Ouch. Pile 3.. so true
Thank you 🙏❤🕯️
I feel ya
Moon moth goddess your so on point , 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻❤️
I picked pile 1
Letting go.. is.. closure ❤
The Mummy Duck Third Harvested Cat Duck Spider from Piles 2 & 3 are tied, but Pile 1's Silent Vampire Duck definitely qualifies. Looks like for the next 3 hrs I'm here with ya, just shy. Well Hello and. . .
Let's goooooo 🎉
🙏👇🔮
Pile 1: 5:32 • {1:08:57} • 36 • Silent Vampire Duck ~
[11, 2, 33, 55, 6, 7, & 8]
(12/31/77 & 11)
(88/88)
(111, 333, & 10/10)
Pile 2: 1:14:29 • {47:50} • 38 • Mummy Duck Third Harvest ~
[11, 22, 3, 44, 5, 7, 8, & 9]
(12/31/77 & 88)
(11/11 & 222)
(144, 11/11, & 222)
Pile 3: 2:02:19 • {48:21} • 37 • Cat Duck Spider ~
[11, 222, 33, 4, 7, 8, & 9]
(12/31/77 & 111)
(144, 111, 222, & 33)
(12/31, 11/11, & 22)
🥰🥰
pile 1 :)
I am going to get a private reading with you soon especially for my birthday in November ❤ again and again you always synchronise with exactly what i need to hear. Or if I'm thinking of a topic it's like you cover it the next day, I have literally never vibed with a psychic reader more in my life as I do with yourself monique ❤ we must be really compatible spiritually. Your readings are always so accurate and on point for me.
And omg I literally pulled a card from the deck you used today with the message of 'what is your intuition telling you' ❤
Beautiful 🥰❤🙏
Can’t believe how the spider web resonates
I’m trying to manifest and fall into Scarcity.
Thank you for your reading.
This intuition Target starting to piss me off I've been looking deep. I'm pissed. I'm mad. I'm sad. I learned stuff about somebody who I loved, and I don't know if it's true or not! I want to manifest a job. and then go to school. so I can get to a career. so I can get another car. so I can get into a house. I want to manifest my son going to school full day. And talking more. I want to manifest continuing to learn, and I want to manifest a man who cares about me, and is open.I want to manifest Josh reaching out to me, and telling me what the fuk is going on with him. N Being honest. Then we choose on how we move forward.
pile 1 thank you # might i say count Duckula😉🤣🤣
Oooh. That's a good one! 😂 I will have to call him that!
In pile one what is the name of the oracle cards used for the last message: listen to the dead?.. I couldn't find it in your description
Halloween Forever Oracle?
What pile 3 said when working towards a goal. I am 72 years old who is on a fixed income and on oxygen. My car's brakes need repair and my septic ta n k needs work plus my house, saving money is hard to do as b y the time the bills are paid :there is not much left. How do I do the work of young people to manifest money? I have asked spirit but the answer is quite vague. I have been going 😊 😅through a roller coaster of emotions. Aby guidance?
I would say check into your community resources or organizations that can provide assistance. Or local government housing departments...Call local city/government to ask if they have resources or links to resources for you. ❤
How much do you charge for a reading?
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Pile 2
Group 1❤
#2❤
❤😘
😊🖤🩶🤍
Pile 3: I’m currently in a situation like the one you mentioned. I’m in a relationship with someone who really loves me and cares about me. Which in theory, I should be really happy.. but I’m not. Since we first met, I knew she wasn’t my type, but I tried doing the whole.. ‘don’t look at the outside, look at the inside’ type of thing. And now I feel I’m being ungrateful.. as you mentioned . But at the same time, I can’t just make myself have feelings for her. Ugh.. ☹️
Do the honorable thing and break up. Gonna be tough, but you both deserve to find a love that is deeply fulfilling❤
Thank you ❤
Thank you! Pile 3
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Thank you ❤️❤️❤️