Its like the people on the sidewalk dont know the building is on fire. Damn that was so real. And I think its selfish to say its selfish to commit suicide. How can you call wanting somebody to live miserably so you don't have to deal with their death selfish. Its alot of things I just never thought selfish. Its the people who want them to stay regardless of quality of life that are being selfish. Not that I think suicide is a good idea. I've just been there before and I know how dark it can get.
This is an amazing video. My daughter has been battling severe depression. She got into cutting herself. I have depression myself so I've been trying to talk to her about it which has been a losing thing for me. I had her watch this video and she started to open up to me now. And she really appreciated the different view and is relieved there is others feeling like she does....
I had my pistol to my head and was pulling the trigger, something stopped me and I just sat i my car crying my heart out, then as soon as I get on UA-cam I find this video and it hit me so hard. I grew up with a horrible childhood and so often I would come home from either work or school and just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep every night. I never had anyone to talk to, I never had any family that really truly cared, I’ve been alone for so long. When he said about the girl that didn’t try to hurt herself she tried to kill herself and that she wanted to escape the pain, I felt that deep deep down.
Well I sincerely hope you're okay now! And I'm so glad you commented and shared your story. You're a brave and courageous soul for doing so!! Also SO happy that the trigger didn't pull! Have you contacted anyone about this? I really hoped this video helped in more ways that one. But please Mark, for yourself and for everyone around you, contact someone to talk to them. If you message me privately on IG I can talk when I have time but, I wont be able to give you what you need. (Nate.Alger) Please let me know how you're doing now. Again, thanks for sharking and I'm glad you're still with us!
I just want you to know that I appreciate the words you say and have said no one has said anything like that to me and I needed to hear what you said more than you will ever know I feel a little stronger and when you feel so weak every small little bit is a world of difference thank you. I will fight again tomorrow. I tell myself everyday it won't hurt to live one more day if it's already the worst then it can't hurt to live just one more day... That had become very dull and powerless but I do believe you're worth just to hear a stranger say thank you for fighting.. thank you for not giving up is that the world wants me here I know you're not saying it directly to me but I appreciate it I am so glad someone like you posted something like this for someone like me define just a little bit more help when it feels like there isn't any... I don't know if I'll make it.. but I do know I will continue to fight.
please keep doing what you're doing! this is amazing and you've helped me look at A LOT, in a different perspective. you helped me and I can't even explain it!
Only at 10:30 of the video but I felt like I had to comment. Thanks for this. It actually helps to hear that others have travelled a similar path. Thanks
Thanks so much for posting this video. I have just discovered your channel and your videos really resonate with me and you talk about things that matter and they are really helping me 💜
thank you for this video. I know its not going to make anything for me go away but it definitely gives just a little bit more hope that one day i will overcome this feeling of nothingness. I am in high school and almost everything you said you felt during this time of your life i can relate to.
I battle everyday. I had suicide take so so many of my family members. I watch family battle. I watch my kids battle. But fighting is my only choice. I know what it's like to be left behind by suicide. So I can't do that. And that's why I'll fight to help my loved ones stay. It's heavy, but I will fight for me and my loved ones to know we need to be here. I lose some battles but I aim to win the war. I like your videos.
I share traits of psychosis and schizophrenia, and because of that it essentially snowballed into manic depression and this horrible, crippling anxiety. Its keeping me under, i was a grade A student, and I was supposed to do extremely well in my exams, and a year before they were due, something snapped. I remember telling my mom about the knives i would hide in my room, the copious amounts of medicine i took before i went to sleep in hopes that i wouldnt wake up. It ruined that chapter of my life, and i still havent recovered from it. I struggle relating to anyone i know, i dont feel anything, its just apathy now, but i cant shake the idea of death being a better option than having to tolerate another day of what to me is torture. Im currently not in education because im not mentally able, and because im not mentally able i cant sleep, and when i do i sleep for hours on end, i mean im writing this right now, its 7AM, and i still havent slept. But there is always a silver lining, because of these rough few years, ive developed a passion for music, a few months back i picked up a guitar, im learning piano, i feel like i have reason again. I wanted to study the hard sciences but now ive had a completely different change of perspective and i want to study music :) being able to put emotion into something other than words, is truly remarkable, and i can confidently say that for the first time in two years, I want to wake up tomorrow. Thank you for the video, I really appreciate this
Check out my video "Every Dreamer NEEDS to know their worth!" see if thats what your looking for. If its not, be more specific and i would LOVE to make a video on the topic of self worth. and YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME! Thanks so much for your comment and suggestion!! Keep fighting the good fight my man.
@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit I was actually suprise when i saw your comment on my post! You are making a huge difference here for alot of people that are/went through hard time.. and it's honestly inspiring. You indeed talk about it in this video, but hmm i would love to hear more! i can literally sit in my chair and watch you for many hours (like i did tonight) It made me cry, i had some revelations and i feel genuiely better. Keep up the good work and i wish you the best in life!
sometimes when u wake up u feel so sick that you just want that feeling to go away and dont know how to and the only way to fix is suicide because no sleeping drugs or sex or anythung can take that pain away from that hole in your stomach, the depression, burning everywhere, and feeling so scattered to insanity,
I’m honestly done with everything at this point I’d give my self another year in a half before it’s over. I don’t enjoy anything except for one thing in life I’ve ruined many friendships and relationships. Even my college graduation college means nothing to me. I’m exhausted. I feel like I’m resisting the flow of a black hole.
man this made me cry ... its crazy .... people can mistake a person for some one who has it all when really they have no clue abt the thoughts that gos threw their head .... i guess anybody can fake being happy or living that good life etc but not every body can escape from being a victim dealing with their own war inside their head kinda reminds me of that song :why by NF i belive the lyrics went some thing like this :: Yeah, what's your definition of success? (Ayy!) I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head (woo!) I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest Who I am and who I wanna be cannot connect
My cousin sent me a message at 7am today and it said. "A strong man knows how to keep his life in order. Even with tears in his eyes, he can still say ( I'm fine ) with a smile."
I don't know if I fully agree, I think the intent was good, but I think sometimes you have to admit that you are not in fact, fine. It is only in acknowledging there is a problem that you can seek a solution. Speaking on a personal opinion based on my own experiences, constantly saying you're fine when you aren't is like feeding the monster in your closet because you have a lock on the door... sooner or later the monster will grow strong enough to break the lock and you will not be prepared. Again, only my personal view on it everone's mind is wired differently.
I want the feelings of pain and hurt to stop and cutting myself helps to a point, numbs to a point, I have to cut almost daily just to stop the suicidal thoughts, I pushed the perfect girl out of my life a girl I wanted to marry a girl I wanted to raise my future kids with and I blame myself constantly for pushing her away these thoughts fill my head and it hurts and I just need it to stop
I've stopped doing things that used to do I'm now at the point that I don't answer my phone no matter who it is calling and I sit and watch UA-cam videos what's crazy is the video's with you and your father doing reactions brought me to this video thank you stay in the fight brother the video of you and your father talking about words brought me here and on this one Saturday nother notch to me growing into a strong Soldier and Warrior
So, I started out watching "Pastor reacts to I'm Sorry by Joyner Lucas" and ended up here about 6 hours after I subscribed. Whether your views are true, false, or indifferent, they have obviously been critically evaluated and make for high quality content. Thank You.
I have fought drugs, poverty, mental illness and homelessness and made it through each one to this point, largely due to an extremely supportive wife. Now I found myself back in this frame of mind as I am facing imminent Divorce and I questioned my ability to face life's challenges without her. The truth I pulled from this video, is that I (whether she was there or not) gained valuable knowledge through those trials and I possess the strength on an individual level to handle anything I need to as long as I (as a friend constantly puts it to me) just keep doing the next right thing. It's when I give in to what I referred to in one of my poems as "the velcro bed" that my problems get worse and eventually consume me. Thank you for your guidance during my period of reflection in a dark time, I will never forget it.
@@kevindorsi1753 Im blown away... Thank you so much for sharing your story! This comment made my day. So happy to hear people are watching my content and its actually making a difference in peoples lives. so encouraging. Again, thank you for sharking!!
Pardon my language or the way i try to express myself since english is not my first language. I would've said that it's gods work that i came across your channel but since i don't believe in god then i will consider it a funny coincidence. i'm 20 years old and i been dealing with depression for six years , my dad passed away when i was 14 which i don't think contributed to my depression ( atleast subconsciously) cuz our relationship was not that great and i didn't feel that i miss or him or sadness towards him from the day he died till this moment which i don't what what does that say about me , i'm in college right now but i'm living with my mom which i think i love her ? , and i've been dependant on her in almost everything cuz my dad used to spoil me on the materialistic side but not emotionally so i continued the same cycle with my mom , im pretty sure she loves me but she is 65 yrs old cuz she had me pretty late in life so she's not really emotionally there , so im sayin all this to note that i didn't have a single person in life to talk to about what am going through or how i feel or understands me from a very young age till now. So what makes me depressed ? i pretty much overthink everything i do and strip it to the level of its not even worth working for and to the level that its all gonna vanish someday so why even try ? , i never had to work for anything in my life , and i feel really lazy and not giving a shit about whatever im supposed to do. I physically tried to suicide 2 times before but i think what kept me from actually doing it is self-preservation and basic human insects and now i just live to satisfy my human animal self of basic needs like food and sex , cuz i absolutely find nothing in this world is worth working or trying for cuz it will all go away someday , and the other thing that is contributing to my depression is that i stutter alot so i did avoid social contact for the past 6 years as much as i can and just stayed home , i know i'm all over the place with what i'm saying cuz i pretty much have ADD , and i have alot more to say about nothingness and how pointless our existence is but i don't think it matters anyways. sometimes i really want to get out of my head from how much thoughts are going through it , it feels like an absloute dark and chaotic place that has no principles or limits of manners , i feel like i can do anything without a slither of guilt.
I hear you bro. Its tough. Life's not such an easy thing but you're doing it man, and you are living and still here even after 2 attempts of suicide. IM GLAD YOURE HERE!! Did anything I said in this video help? If not its okay. Im no specialist, I just know what has worked for me and I have hope that it will work for others. Bottom line, I appreciate you commenting and telling me your story. Like I said, life's tough, but Im glad you're still here! You're a fighter bro, and you're winning! Im glad you're still with us.
@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit I appreciate what u said. If anything what makes me sad the most is how of a weak person i am and how much i am not willing to try, and sometimes i feel like i can do so much but it meets it with alot of downs but if i took anything from your video it will be "just keep doing it" and hoping for the best , hoping someone or something will come and take me out of that dark bubble i'm in. And it felt a bit better to talk to someone like u that went through a similar experience aaand yea.. good to know that im not alone kinda helps me to get up in the morning.
brother, Jesus Christ loves you sooo much!. the past i, had depression and was suicidal. but Jesus Christ saved me. forreal!❤ and He wants a relationship with you. He loves you sooo much. His love is endles. His love is forever
the past i had 3 years of depression, the past i wanted to die and do suicide. but Jesus Christ has save me, and now i love my life so much and i am a christian now. PLEASE PEOPLE, DONT DO SUICIDE! GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH😢😢 “For God so [greatly] loved and dearly prized the world, that He [even] gave His [One and] only begotten Son, so that whoever believes and trusts in Him [as Savior] shall not perish, but have eternal life. JOHN 3:16
I had trouble uploading last night and the video once uploaded didn't turn out. It was a rendering issue in premiere, so I deleted it and then re-uploaded the correct fully rendered version.
As being there myself, I can say the feeling of nothingness is true. For me it was feeling numb, like everything I did was just a blur, like no one cared even though I KNEW people did. It gets hard but it can also get easy to stay happy, actually be happy and not put on the mask of happiness
I have watched SO many motivational videos and NONE hit as hard as this video! I really mean it! Thank you for sharing your wisdom and insights.
Its like the people on the sidewalk dont know the building is on fire. Damn that was so real. And I think its selfish to say its selfish to commit suicide. How can you call wanting somebody to live miserably so you don't have to deal with their death selfish. Its alot of things I just never thought selfish. Its the people who want them to stay regardless of quality of life that are being selfish. Not that I think suicide is a good idea. I've just been there before and I know how dark it can get.
This is an amazing video. My daughter has been battling severe depression. She got into cutting herself. I have depression myself so I've been trying to talk to her about it which has been a losing thing for me. I had her watch this video and she started to open up to me now. And she really appreciated the different view and is relieved there is others feeling like she does....
That’s incredible! Thanks so much for sharing. It’s really encouraging! All the best for you and your daughter!
I had my pistol to my head and was pulling the trigger, something stopped me and I just sat i my car crying my heart out, then as soon as I get on UA-cam I find this video and it hit me so hard. I grew up with a horrible childhood and so often I would come home from either work or school and just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep every night. I never had anyone to talk to, I never had any family that really truly cared, I’ve been alone for so long. When he said about the girl that didn’t try to hurt herself she tried to kill herself and that she wanted to escape the pain, I felt that deep deep down.
Well I sincerely hope you're okay now! And I'm so glad you commented and shared your story. You're a brave and courageous soul for doing so!! Also SO happy that the trigger didn't pull! Have you contacted anyone about this? I really hoped this video helped in more ways that one. But please Mark, for yourself and for everyone around you, contact someone to talk to them. If you message me privately on IG I can talk when I have time but, I wont be able to give you what you need. (Nate.Alger) Please let me know how you're doing now. Again, thanks for sharking and I'm glad you're still with us!
Okay. This was helpful. I will listen again tomorrow night.
I just want you to know that I appreciate the words you say and have said no one has said anything like that to me and I needed to hear what you said more than you will ever know I feel a little stronger and when you feel so weak every small little bit is a world of difference thank you. I will fight again tomorrow.
I tell myself everyday it won't hurt to live one more day if it's already the worst then it can't hurt to live just one more day... That had become very dull and powerless but I do believe you're worth just to hear a stranger say thank you for fighting.. thank you for not giving up is that the world wants me here I know you're not saying it directly to me but I appreciate it I am so glad someone like you posted something like this for someone like me define just a little bit more help when it feels like there isn't any... I don't know if I'll make it.. but I do know I will continue to fight.
ryan burns keep fighting the good fight brother. You’ll make it #justkeepgoing
Your changing lives brother. Proud of you. Keep up the work
Joshua Alger love you bro!!
More people need to see this💯
Thank you.
Eyes Wide Open you’re welcome! 🙏🏻
Bro I could hug you right now. The world needed this. Myself included. Thank you! Keep up the great heavy content.
thanks so much bro!!!
thank you for this. I just discovered your channel today & I never knew how much I needed your videos. thank you so much!!
Thats so great! Thank YOU!!!
please keep doing what you're doing! this is amazing and you've helped me look at A LOT, in a different perspective. you helped me and I can't even explain it!
Only at 10:30 of the video but I felt like I had to comment. Thanks for this. It actually helps to hear that others have travelled a similar path.
Thanks
Thanks so much for posting this video. I have just discovered your channel and your videos really resonate with me and you talk about things that matter and they are really helping me 💜
So glad you found my channel and like my videos!! You are extremely encouraging!!
I suffer with bipolar disorder. The depression is unbearable at times. I’m in tears listening to you and I relate
Thank you for putting in to words perfectly what i feel the homesick quote really hit hard..
thank you for this video. I know its not going to make anything for me go away but it definitely gives just a little bit more hope that one day i will overcome this feeling of nothingness. I am in high school and almost everything you said you felt during this time of your life i can relate to.
YOU are amazing. Thank you for your comment. Keep fighting the good fight!!
Thankyou 😊💛💛💛💛💛
I battle everyday.
I had suicide take so so many of my family members.
I watch family battle.
I watch my kids battle.
But fighting is my only choice.
I know what it's like to be left behind by suicide. So I can't do that. And that's why I'll fight to help my loved ones stay. It's heavy, but I will fight for me and my loved ones to know we need to be here.
I lose some battles but I aim to win the war.
I like your videos.
YES! Keep fighting the good fight! Thanks for watching!
Love is what keeps me going. That is for my 3 children. I wouldn’t do anything that would make them shed a tear.
stay strong brother
I share traits of psychosis and schizophrenia, and because of that it essentially snowballed into manic depression and this horrible, crippling anxiety. Its keeping me under, i was a grade A student, and I was supposed to do extremely well in my exams, and a year before they were due, something snapped. I remember telling my mom about the knives i would hide in my room, the copious amounts of medicine i took before i went to sleep in hopes that i wouldnt wake up. It ruined that chapter of my life, and i still havent recovered from it. I struggle relating to anyone i know, i dont feel anything, its just apathy now, but i cant shake the idea of death being a better option than having to tolerate another day of what to me is torture. Im currently not in education because im not mentally able, and because im not mentally able i cant sleep, and when i do i sleep for hours on end, i mean im writing this right now, its 7AM, and i still havent slept. But there is always a silver lining, because of these rough few years, ive developed a passion for music, a few months back i picked up a guitar, im learning piano, i feel like i have reason again. I wanted to study the hard sciences but now ive had a completely different change of perspective and i want to study music :) being able to put emotion into something other than words, is truly remarkable, and i can confidently say that for the first time in two years, I want to wake up tomorrow. Thank you for the video, I really appreciate this
wow...Thank you so much for sharing!!! Music really truly is a remarkable thing. I love it! Keep fighting the good fight!
🙏🏼I'm happy for You.
i'd really like to see a video about Self Worth from you.. This helped me alot and i just want to say thank you!"
Check out my video "Every Dreamer NEEDS to know their worth!" see if thats what your looking for. If its not, be more specific and i would LOVE to make a video on the topic of self worth. and YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME! Thanks so much for your comment and suggestion!! Keep fighting the good fight my man.
@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit I was actually suprise when i saw your comment on my post! You are making a huge difference here for alot of people that are/went through hard time.. and it's honestly inspiring. You indeed talk about it in this video, but hmm i would love to hear more! i can literally sit in my chair and watch you for many hours (like i did tonight) It made me cry, i had some revelations and i feel genuiely better. Keep up the good work and i wish you the best in life!
@@uknowme7882 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! This comment made my day!!!
sometimes when u wake up u feel so sick that you just want that feeling to go away and dont know how to and the only way to fix is suicide because no sleeping drugs or sex or anythung can take that pain away from that hole in your stomach, the depression, burning everywhere, and feeling so scattered to insanity,
I’m honestly done with everything at this point I’d give my self another year in a half before it’s over. I don’t enjoy anything except for one thing in life I’ve ruined many friendships and relationships. Even my college graduation college means nothing to me. I’m exhausted. I feel like I’m resisting the flow of a black hole.
man this made me cry ... its crazy .... people can mistake a person for some one who has it all when really they have no clue abt the thoughts that gos threw their head .... i guess anybody can fake being happy or living that good life etc but not every body can escape from being a victim dealing with their own war inside their head kinda reminds me of that song :why by NF i belive the lyrics went some thing like this :: Yeah, what's your definition of success? (Ayy!)
I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head (woo!)
I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest Who I am and who I wanna be cannot connect
it feels like a hurricane and throw up and cant eat and cant sleep and waking up is painful
Thank you for your bravery and willingness to share. This needs WAY more views #JustKeepGoing
more people need to see this
Thank you that's all I can think of right now
Omg i love you! Thank you for this!
My cousin sent me a message at 7am today and it said. "A strong man knows how to keep his life in order. Even with tears in his eyes, he can still say ( I'm fine ) with a smile."
I don't know if I fully agree, I think the intent was good, but I think sometimes you have to admit that you are not in fact, fine. It is only in acknowledging there is a problem that you can seek a solution. Speaking on a personal opinion based on my own experiences, constantly saying you're fine when you aren't is like feeding the monster in your closet because you have a lock on the door... sooner or later the monster will grow strong enough to break the lock and you will not be prepared. Again, only my personal view on it everone's mind is wired differently.
This video man. This video needs to be more widespread
Depression + anxiety = no good
I want the feelings of pain and hurt to stop and cutting myself helps to a point, numbs to a point, I have to cut almost daily just to stop the suicidal thoughts, I pushed the perfect girl out of my life a girl I wanted to marry a girl I wanted to raise my future kids with and I blame myself constantly for pushing her away these thoughts fill my head and it hurts and I just need it to stop
I've stopped doing things that used to do I'm now at the point that I don't answer my phone no matter who it is calling and I sit and watch UA-cam videos what's crazy is the video's with you and your father doing reactions brought me to this video thank you stay in the fight brother the video of you and your father talking about words brought me here and on this one Saturday nother notch to me growing into a strong Soldier and Warrior
Thank you for your message
So, I started out watching "Pastor reacts to I'm Sorry by Joyner Lucas" and ended up here about 6 hours after I subscribed. Whether your views are true, false, or indifferent, they have obviously been critically evaluated and make for high quality content. Thank You.
I have fought drugs, poverty, mental illness and homelessness and made it through each one to this point, largely due to an extremely supportive wife. Now I found myself back in this frame of mind as I am facing imminent Divorce and I questioned my ability to face life's challenges without her. The truth I pulled from this video, is that I (whether she was there or not) gained valuable knowledge through those trials and I possess the strength on an individual level to handle anything I need to as long as I (as a friend constantly puts it to me) just keep doing the next right thing. It's when I give in to what I referred to in one of my poems as "the velcro bed" that my problems get worse and eventually consume me. Thank you for your guidance during my period of reflection in a dark time, I will never forget it.
@@kevindorsi1753 Im blown away... Thank you so much for sharing your story! This comment made my day. So happy to hear people are watching my content and its actually making a difference in peoples lives. so encouraging. Again, thank you for sharking!!
wow you’re amazing
So true the examples your describing
Pardon my language or the way i try to express myself since english is not my first language. I would've said that it's gods work that i came across your channel but since i don't believe in god then i will consider it a funny coincidence. i'm 20 years old and i been dealing with depression for six years , my dad passed away when i was 14 which i don't think contributed to my depression ( atleast subconsciously) cuz our relationship was not that great and i didn't feel that i miss or him or sadness towards him from the day he died till this moment which i don't what what does that say about me , i'm in college right now but i'm living with my mom which i think i love her ? , and i've been dependant on her in almost everything cuz my dad used to spoil me on the materialistic side but not emotionally so i continued the same cycle with my mom , im pretty sure she loves me but she is 65 yrs old cuz she had me pretty late in life so she's not really emotionally there , so im sayin all this to note that i didn't have a single person in life to talk to about what am going through or how i feel or understands me from a very young age till now. So what makes me depressed ? i pretty much overthink everything i do and strip it to the level of its not even worth working for and to the level that its all gonna vanish someday so why even try ? , i never had to work for anything in my life , and i feel really lazy and not giving a shit about whatever im supposed to do. I physically tried to suicide 2 times before but i think what kept me from actually doing it is self-preservation and basic human insects and now i just live to satisfy my human animal self of basic needs like food and sex , cuz i absolutely find nothing in this world is worth working or trying for cuz it will all go away someday , and the other thing that is contributing to my depression is that i stutter alot so i did avoid social contact for the past 6 years as much as i can and just stayed home , i know i'm all over the place with what i'm saying cuz i pretty much have ADD , and i have alot more to say about nothingness and how pointless our existence is but i don't think it matters anyways. sometimes i really want to get out of my head from how much thoughts are going through it , it feels like an absloute dark and chaotic place that has no principles or limits of manners , i feel like i can do anything without a slither of guilt.
I hear you bro. Its tough. Life's not such an easy thing but you're doing it man, and you are living and still here even after 2 attempts of suicide. IM GLAD YOURE HERE!! Did anything I said in this video help? If not its okay. Im no specialist, I just know what has worked for me and I have hope that it will work for others. Bottom line, I appreciate you commenting and telling me your story. Like I said, life's tough, but Im glad you're still here! You're a fighter bro, and you're winning! Im glad you're still with us.
@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit I appreciate what u said. If anything what makes me sad the most is how of a weak person i am and how much i am not willing to try, and sometimes i feel like i can do so much but it meets it with alot of downs but if i took anything from your video it will be "just keep doing it" and hoping for the best , hoping someone or something will come and take me out of that dark bubble i'm in. And it felt a bit better to talk to someone like u that went through a similar experience aaand yea.. good to know that im not alone kinda helps me to get up in the morning.
brother, Jesus Christ loves you sooo much!. the past i, had depression and was suicidal. but Jesus Christ saved me. forreal!❤ and He wants a relationship with you. He loves you sooo much. His love is endles. His love is forever
I can relate to the over thinking/doomed part for sure👍. Keep ya head up.if I gotta be here then y'all do too.Lol
Can we get to know each other?
the past i had 3 years of depression, the past i wanted to die and do suicide. but Jesus Christ has save me, and now i love my life so much and i am a christian now. PLEASE PEOPLE, DONT DO SUICIDE!
GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH😢😢
“For God so [greatly] loved and dearly prized the world, that He [even] gave His [One and] only begotten Son, so that whoever believes and trusts in Him [as Savior] shall not perish, but have eternal life.
JOHN 3:16
hopeless emptiness
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18:08 LOVE IT
Did you reupload?
I had trouble uploading last night and the video once uploaded didn't turn out. It was a rendering issue in premiere, so I deleted it and then re-uploaded the correct fully rendered version.
@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit Oh! I loved your video as well. This truly reached out to me. Thank you for this wonderful channel ^^
@@razorsmith2327 Thank you for watching!!!!
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As being there myself, I can say the feeling of nothingness is true. For me it was feeling numb, like everything I did was just a blur, like no one cared even though I KNEW people did. It gets hard but it can also get easy to stay happy, actually be happy and not put on the mask of happiness
Everyday