My miscarriage story on the Cimorelli channel: ua-cam.com/video/kKrySLXPYHQ/v-deo.html 💗 PS - thank you all SO MUCH for the overwhelming response to this video!!! All of your support and encouragement has been SO healing for me. I love you guys!!!
Thank you for being open and honest about what happened with your baby, your body and your emotions. The kindness and understanding you have been able to give yourself and encourage others to have is such a special and important thing! I was fortunate enough to not have been through this myself and because I have not known anyone closely that has gone through this I did not understand what a huge process miscarrying really is. Hearing your story will help me respond in a much more helpful and validating way when miscarriage comes up and if someone close to me does experience a miscarriage I will be able to offer adequate support. You are amazing! ❤️❤️❤️
When I had my miscarriage I was between 8-9 weeks and when people would ask how far along I was and when I told them the reaction was almost always "oh so barely pregnant" and acted like since I really wasn't "that far along" that I shouldn't be too upset about it... it really broke me down for the longest time.
Thank you.. God has now blessed us with 4 beautiful babies here on Earth and we are so very thankful for every single one. I can't wait to watch your little family grow 💗 I have watched you for 10 years here on UA-cam and I love watching you all grow as individuals and as a group.
it was the hardest thing I've ever went through. I wasn't in good terms with my family at the time and for people to say that "oh u wernt that far along ,etc." made me feel horrible and alone til this day it's hard for me but nobody really knows what I went through. But I'm here for everyone who's lost a lil Angel. Blessings and much love 💕
I'm so sorry people tried to invalidate your experience. It is painful REGARDLESS of how far along. People dont realize that it's not just the loss of a child. It's the loss of all the Hopes and dreams that you had for you and your baby. Keep strong and don't let others tell you what is okay to feel and what isn't. This is your life and you deserve to grieve and experience your emotions. Stay strong 💛
Nurse here... Advice: EVERY single person in your family should get tested for blood disorders, in order to prevent other major health issues in the future. Blood clots are too dangerous. A common consequence is stroke.
I think that your impulse to immediately pick up the baby when it passed is very telling of how nurturing you are and what a great mother you already are
I don't think that's fair because I'm sure a lot of women have an impulse to flush because it's too painful for them, but that doesn't mean they're not nurturing mothers.
If your husband feels okay with it, maybe he can talk a little about his experience with it. What he thought/felt during the miscarriage, what other men can do when they find themselves in that situation. How he deals with the loss and how he or other men can support their wifes/girlfriends during that time. Thank you Christina for sharing! Lots of love and strength
My mom had a miscarriage 10 years before I was born. She and my dad kept trying for a baby and she kept losing them. Eventually she looked to adoption and adopted my brother. 5 years later, adopted me. Now I’m 19 years old and my family is strong. I love my mom and I know it was extremely hard for her to keep losing her babies but just know that God has a plan for you. Gods plan for my family was adoption. I’m so proud of how strong you are through this
Christina, I'm not sure who these people are who shame women for talking about miscarriages, but those people are the ones who should be ashamed. This topic should most definitely be discussed more & more, especially if there's concern for a genetic blood clotting disorder. We cannot keep living in the Dark Ages where we sweep things under the rug and ignore the harsh realities that will inevitably have to be faced. Thank you for sharing your story; and I hope that God willing, you will have a second chance at bringing new life into the world :)
Wonderful information to be putting out there. Not enough women feel like they can talk about this and you are helping to break the stigma. Thank you for your strength!
It’s very important for women to talk about this because misscarriges are very common and it’s something that for some reason is considered “bad” to talk about. Such a powerful video.
I was 10 weeks when I lost mine. I also found out I had a genetic disorder as well as a clotting disorder. I was never able to conceive again but I was having IVF. I suffered through god awful pain. I was alone, at times on the floor on my knees begging god to make it stop. Went to dr next day and confirmed. Then had to have a DNC. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Thanks for sharing, Sandi. I hope you and your family are well. You are a strong woman! Your pearl opening video was neat, you should consider doing more like it. :)
I had an early miscarriage last week, and I have to say you popped into my mind a couple of times throughout so I felt the need to come back and comment on this video. Watching your whole story has truly helped me see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. This is literally proof that talking about this HELPS. I have been very open with the people around me since mine definitely somewhat because of you because I now TRULY see that being open about such a topic really can help others. I remember watching this video when it was put out, not thinking for a second that it would happen to me but that just goes to show how common and normal (is that the right word) and just how often this happens to women. All my love.
My miscarriage was 1. The most devastating experience of my life. 2. In my case, MUCH more painful than unmedicated labor. I had that fun humongous-clots-gotta-go-to-the-ER kind. You are already so strong and although you didn’t get to see this baby grow, you are in the Mom club. 🖤
I’m the Chilean girl that at the Boston show just a week after this happened. We knew you were going through something but not exactly what, that’s why the only thing I could do it was pray, give you a big hug and the genuine “thank you for being here” I told you right before you went into the van. I really think God sent me at that moment to support you in every way I could. You’re so strong and I will for ever support you! Ly sis
Gosh, you are such a strong person for being able to talk about this twice in a video! You are such a genuinely amazing person, so strong 💪🏼 my family has has a lot of pregnancy issues (infertility, miscarriages, needing surgery’s to become pregnant, etc.) I’ve tried to make myself very aware of the possibilities of everything possible when I do become pregnant, and even though I’ve never been, I have this feeling that I either can’t become pregnant or that I will have a miscarriage (due to my family’s history) and I’m so thankful for this video! I’ve watched both videos, and I’ve cried with you and prayed for you and your family. Thank you for your strength! ♥️
I knew i was miscarrying/was going to miscarry and was given strong pain killers to help which didnt even touch some of the cramps. Can't imagine how much worse it would have been being both unexpected and without painkillers. I'm sorry this happened to you and best wishes for the future.
I've never had a child, never been pregnant, but this is very interesting and insightful. You're a strong woman to talk about this in the detail that you did. I'm glad that you got some potential information on why it happened.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful, yet tragic story. I hope it has brought comfort and hope to other women. I myself lost two beautiful babies much later (20 & 21 weeks) it’s absolutely devastating. I do agree that being able to name and burry your child is very healing and provides much needed closure for the parents/family. Blessings to you always.
Sending you bucketloads of cuddles, lovely lady xx We lost our daughter at 15 weeks in 2018. She had a hole in her skull and had no chance of survival. The absolute worst experience of my life. I shared my story on my channel and the support I received was incredible. Sharing your story will help other women and hopefully help with you healing too!
My best friend had a miscarriage with her first pregnancy and she knew that their was a genetic blood clotting issue in her family and her doctor just ran a test and said that her levels were low so it’s fine. She lost the baby and was devastated, such an awful thing and I’m so sorry. Anyway she changed doctor and when she got pregnant again and told her doctor about the history the new doctor was adamant that even if her levels were low they should have treated her because as you go through pregnancy the levels rise. So she had to inject herself daily through the pregnancy and now has a gorgeous baby boy! Please get second and third opinions about what caused it and how to avoid it next time. You are so strong ❤️❤️
Im sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage in November. I want to thank you for being open about yours. I agree that they aren’t talked about enough and we shouldn’t feel like we need to hide it. I have found talking about mine has only made me stronger. I do wish I knew more about miscarriages before I experienced mine because I didn’t expect a lot of what happened and the cramps I’m still getting. My amazing friend sent me a beautiful necklace from Seededhope. It is to honour the baby I lost. I wear it everyday and hold it tight often when in grieving.
I appreciate you uploading this not once but twice. Even during a difficult time in your life that will be painful for the rest of your life, you still show amazing strength and you still wanna help people. I thank you for that! You are so very strong and appreciated. The cim fam loves you 💕 happy to be apart of this amazing family! Ps still praying for you!
The strength it takes to share this kind of story... i had a miscarriage on my second pregnancy and it is still hard to talk abou and that was almost 6 years ago now. Thank you for sharing your story 💗 we love you!
I really appreciate how raw and even graphic this is. What's important is normalising talking about these things, so thank you. You've done a wonderful thing by posting this.
One of my friends recently went through this and I know she doesn’t like to talk about it. But I wish there was a way I could help her. You are so strong. If you have any tips for friends trying to help, I would appreciate it. Maybe something someone said to you that helped/ didn’t help. I have never experienced this, but the female body is amazing and I learned a lot from this video.
Just give her some time to heal! It might be extremely hard for her to talk about without breaking down. Just let her know you are there to support her. I went through 2 miscarriage and just never wanted to talk about it. For some it is a hard topic to talk about. But just let her know you are there for her.
Would it be helpful to send her the link to this video? She might not watch it or respond, but it would open the door to have a healthy discussion about her experience. I don’t know your friend, so you’re the best judge if this is a good idea. Prayers for all those who’ve had miscarries.
Haven’t experienced miscarrige, but some other rough stuff, and I think your friend will appreciate honesty! So just be honest and say ‘hey, i feel silly but I really don’t know what to say. I don’t have the words. Is there a way i can help?’ this way you both get comfortable, your friend tells you what they need, and you don’t doubt yourself if you’re doing the right thing! 🤍 people come to me later on like ‘hey sorry I didn’t reach out I didn’t know what to do’ and that’s more hurtful than someone saying ‘ i wish I knew how to help but I just don’t know’
Chris you are amazing and so strong. The way you are so open about your baby to us is beautiful. It makes me feel closer to you and that you trust us. I love you so so much and pray for you and nick everyday. Love you so much
Same Christina! I’m also a person that gets attached and need to feel everything...I’ve never had a miscarriage thank god, but I would probably do the same as you and DO NOT FIND IT GROSS. IT CAME FROM INSIDE YOU.
Christina, you’re such a strong woman... I can’t even imagine all the pain you went through. Like your song says “It’s only gonna make you better in the end” and I really glad that it did.
I'm so so sorry you went through this. I can only imagine how traumatizing it was for you. I'm not a mother but I thank you for sharing this and for your strength. If one day I am in the same position, I will be more educated on what might happen. So, thank you. Hugs hugs hugs.
My heart goes out to you.. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks back in November the day after seeing my babys heart beating away.. the morning of my miscarriage I had no warning apart from spotting until I went to the toilet and my little one came out into my hands😪 perfectly formed with fingers and toes. Its heartbreaking.. even more so when you feel like you cant talk to anyone about it as people act like it isnt a big deal.. thank you for sharing this story as its helped me feel less lonely about everything xo
Thank you for sharing your story with us. I just lost my baby on February 8th and I’ve been so depressed and my anxiety has been crazy. My husband and I had/have been praying for a baby since we got married in 2017, but we have been together for 10 years. This has been the hardest thing I have been through. I lost my mom in 2012 and she was my best friend but this pain has hurt far worse then I imagined and I’m not just speaking about the physical pain. But thank you for sharing your story, I’ve only talked about it with my pastors wife, and a couple others because I am feeling a lot of different emotions. Guilt being the hardest one I am dealing with. Praying for you and Nick to have a successful pregnancy❤️
Christina, I applaud you for having the courage to upload this video, and I cannot imagine how hard it must have been for you to talk about it. We're all here for you!
Thank you so much for sharing. I went through this two different times. I have always spoken out about my miscarriages because I have wanted others to feel safe talking about it too. The amount of negativity, shame, belittling I got was disgusting. Such a tough time in my life. We need to end the stigma and taboo surrounding miscarriages. Yes, that’s still your baby. Yes, you’re a mom. Yes, you’re strong as hell. ❤️
You are so strong for sharing this!!My miscarriage experience was similar to yours. Only I was bleeding so much that I actually thought i was dying (no one had educated me on what to expect so I thought mine was going really south). I passed out in the bathroom and was able to eventually go back to sleep once the pain sort of subsided. I think my body was just so tired from what I had been enduring for hours that i was able to sleep. When I woke up I had bled through the "pad diaper" I had made myself and my leggings were even soaked. Still had not passed anything so i was honestly very anxious. I drove home (I went through all the prior stuff overnight at my boyfriend's house), and when i got home the first thing I did was go to use the bathroom, and immediately pushed out when I know was my baby. It was the weirdest feeling ever and I was so upset and couldn't handle what had happened mentally so I didn't even look, I just reached around and flushed. That whole experience was scarring, but I have had two healthy pregnancies since! You will too and you will make a wonderful, beautiful mother! Thank you for sharing your story!!
I am so sorry for your loss. I have so much respect for you making this video and I can’t imagine how hard this must have been for you but it is so helpful to be open and talk about this 💛
I’m so glad you have talked about this and opened up about your experience, my mum has recently been through a miscarriage and this video has helped me understand what she may of went through, thank you ❤️
You are so strong. I found when I had mine 20 years ago, itvwas also my first pregnancy, that writing a letter each year to who they would have been helped get through it. I've had 2 more children since then and I tell both of them about their sibling. Stay positive. Stay strong. :)
I’m so sorry my sister had a miscarriage as well. but you just have to know it’s all apart of a great big plan and you just have to trust it. It will be ok. Stay strong 💪
My Mother experienced a miscarriage, and another child (My Sister) that died at 6 days old, so I grew up aware of those things. I know you said that your Mother experienced that too. I think you have handled it about as well as anyone could. Stay strong Christina.
You are so brave to talk about it like that, with open heart. Thanks a lot, I'm sure that your video will help someone who's dealing with the same thing. You will be a GREAT mom one day! =D
hey chris... just wanted to say how proud am I.. you have been so brave and strong! I’m sure Spero is safe in heaven 🥺. Never give up on your hopes because I’m so sure you will give birth to a beautiful healthy child❤️ Spero will always be with us no matter what 🥰 I love you Chris
I am so so sorry for your loss. I just experienced my first miscarriage last week and was also about 6-7 weeks pregnant. I am so proud of you for being so brave and being so open about this. I have kept to myself because I hadn't told anyone I was pregnant yet.
Thank you for being a Big sister to not only your own birth siblings, but to any of us that may need one. This conversation is important, and you’re goin to help a lot of people by sharing it. ❤️
this (and the one on the other channel) is the first miscarriage video I've ever watched that made me feel like I could ever get through a miscarriage myself and come out the other side! especially the way you said in the other video that you were able to see the baby and even share that moment with your husband and the two of you could name the baby, mourn it together and that you see yourself as parents of a baby that's in heaven and I believe something similar. (In my personal religious belief I believe that god would keep my baby his memory exactly how it would have been in for as long as it takes until he could resurrect it in the new world to live forever with me and my family in paradise on earth.) But the basic principle is very similar, so it made me feel very comforted that you were all able to think of it that way and I now think me and my family could see it like that as well. I'm not pregnant, I'm not married yet and I'm not even in a relationship yet, so who knows if I ever even get to be pregnant. I haven't decided if I really want to have biological children either. But whenever I've thought about it in the past, as a woman I've always felt like miscarriage is something I could never recover from. And I was so terrified of the possibility that it was genuinely a big reason why I thought maybe it would be best not to try to have children even if I ever did get the opportunity. I know that my grandma lost a baby, so there is definitely a chance that it could happen. But I can honestly say that, now that I watched your videos, possible miscarriage would not be a reason for me to decide against trying to have children anymore, because now I think I could get through it and I know that I would already be a mum no matter whether the pregnancy ends in birth or miscarriage. so thank you so, so much for sharing! ❤ ❤ ❤
I'm in awe of how you have dealt/are dealing with this! On behalf of everyone that's seen this, I can proudly say that we're all so proud of you, and we love you so much!
I'm proud of you Christina for staying strong I'm also proud of Nick for being by Your Side for when you need it in the most when you were ill I'm proud of both of you because staying strong and through getting the tough times so you've had I'm proud of both of you😊🌠⭐👍👍👍💞😉😊☺😊😇😭😩😰😢😩😘😊☺😉😞👶🌟✨🌟✨💫👍💪💖👍👍👍😊😉☺😊😉😔
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We love you Christina! This one may have miscarried but god blessed you with a second chance. You are so strong and deserve the world with your situation! Stay strong girl!❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is very important to talk about....its such a hard thing to handle because everyone is different and every situation is different. I had an early miscarriage in 2019 before I got married around 4-5 weeks when I hadn't even known I was pregnant prior to that, although looking back the signs were definitely there. I was incredibly private about it and so was my husband. I don't think he told anyone about it, and I only told my mother and my best friend because I needed the emotional support from another woman. It happened a few days before mothers day so it hit me very hard and I was very upset for a few weeks and cried a lot privately. I dont talk about it often if ever because I feel a bit of guilt for even being upset because we hadn't been trying and I hadn't known before and had that time before to be happy first. I learned about it when it was already gone and that hit me really hard and made it very hard to talk about to anyone seeing as no one had know I was either and it was so early. Everyone handles things their own way, and there is no right or wrong with grieving.
I had my miscarriage at 11 weeks earlier this month. If you/anyone in the comments have any tips or suggestions on how to push through alllll of the feelings, I’d be incredibly grateful. So sorry you went through this, Christina. Praying for you and your family (and I’m sure that precious baby is praying for you and Nick in heaven as well)
I lost my baby September 30th 2017. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through. I never let anyone know I much it truly effected me. I faked smiles and that I was going through life normally when I was actually shut down. I got pregnant again end of 2018. It woke me up. I had my rainbow baby July 30th 2019. I love my son with all my heart and he’s given me a reason to live again. But I always think of the baby I lost. He’s with me always. You’re a strong Momma (even though you lost the baby). It does get better! Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
Christina! You are so strong girl! And an angel for making this video! It was hard to watch but the part where you said “ feeling like something is wrong with you” really yanked the tears out! I feel like that EVERYDAY! And every negative test after my miscarriage brings that feeling of “something wrong with me” a million times stronger! It’s been almost 2 years and it hasn’t gotten easier for me. I want to thank you for the first video and thank you again for this one. It’s so helpful when someone else can relate. To also look out for these extra tips! I’m so sorry you had to experience this awful thing, but you are an angel for talking about it for others benefit after! I love you so much girl and I PRAY for you and Nick to get another Blessing. God Bless you, God Bless Nick, and God Bless your angel baby. 💞
You're amazing Christina, thankyou for sharing your story with us, you're helping so many women who go through this or have concerns about this in their lives. Miscarriages run in my family as well, I'm not pregnant, but I've always been too scared to ask the women in my family about it because I don't want to hurt them. Thankyou, we love you!
I feel your pain... My mother had a miscarriage 2 years ago and it’s still very hard for me. Your video made me cry 😭 I love you. You are a strong women ❣️ I miss my brother 💔
Thank you for sharing the details of your story with us, Christina. It took a lot of courage to do it, but you pulled through. Stay strong, okay? We all love you. 💕
It is hard to loss a child the way that you went through. I lost my baby at 8 weeks. Definitely hard, here if you have any more question or just a ear for you to talk too
I miscarried last July with my twins at 13 weeks. All I ever wanted was to be a mother and it honestly was so hard to go through. I was alone at the time and had no idea what was even going on because I had no idea I was even pregnant. I had all the signs and symptoms but I never got a positive test. So when I started bleeding I just assumed it was my period up until i lost them. I had contractions but had no idea that’s what it was until afterwards. At first I just thought I had to have a bowl movement honestly then it got really painful. Then I had to work the next few days (in the medical field) and my placenta didn’t come out In one piece. I started feeling awful at this point. My house supervisor on nightshift had me lay down with a heating pad because I started running a fever getting really sick. I ended up going to the ER after my shift was over. Never really talked about it with anyone but watching this my comment just flowed. I don’t think I’ve ever fully dealt with it yet because my sister was also pregnant at the time and I was a week ahead of her so as I watch my nephew grow I think about how my babies would be. We are actually celebrating my nephews first birthday on in a couple days. Thank you for sharing your story with us. I’m so sorry you went through it as well! ♥️
I am so sorry but so happy that you were brave enough to put your story out on UA-cam to help other women going through the same thing. I love you so much❤️
I have Choriocarcinoma (a cancer that formed from an ectopic pregnancy) and I feel like I couldn’t relate to anyone because no one talks about miscarriage. Thank you for being brave and posting this. I know it must be hard. Praying for you.
I am so sorry for your loss Christina and I also want to thank you for making these videos. I went through a miscarriage as well. Found out Feb 8th i was 4.5 weeks and then Valentine's night I started bleeding. I waited because I didnt know if it was just spotting or what, but in the morning I ended up going to the hospital after I had massive bleeding and cramping. They did confirm I was pregnant, but my hcg was 16. They did confirmed it, but I knew. I felt so off for three days. Fainting spells, cramping and just off. I expressed to everyone I felt like the baby wouldnt survive and they thought I was being overdramatic. I've watched you guys for years, but havent been really active the last couple of months. My friend told me to watch your video and I cant tell you the weight lifted off my shoulders after watching it. You helped me get peace and helped me start to heal from the loss. I love you so much for being so open with us ❤❤ You didnt have to, but you do make a difference being so real with us.
My miscarriage story on the Cimorelli channel: ua-cam.com/video/kKrySLXPYHQ/v-deo.html
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PS - thank you all SO MUCH for the overwhelming response to this video!!! All of your support and encouragement has been SO healing for me. I love you guys!!!
Thank you for being open and honest about what happened with your baby, your body and your emotions. The kindness and understanding you have been able to give yourself and encourage others to have is such a special and important thing! I was fortunate enough to not have been through this myself and because I have not known anyone closely that has gone through this I did not understand what a huge process miscarrying really is. Hearing your story will help me respond in a much more helpful and validating way when miscarriage comes up and if someone close to me does experience a miscarriage I will be able to offer adequate support. You are amazing! ❤️❤️❤️
I hope you have a big family ❤️
And it is amazing that you don't cry when you talk about
We love you Christina. Your baby is in heaven watching over you. Your sweet baby is being taken care of by their 5 aunts and uncles in heaven.
AlleyIsNotFamous aww thank you so much!!!! 💗💗💗
Isnt it 4 because there were 15 and then 11
nibz nibbles no, Christina said one of her moms miscarriages was twins
That is not biblical but I digress.
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When I had my miscarriage I was between 8-9 weeks and when people would ask how far along I was and when I told them the reaction was almost always "oh so barely pregnant" and acted like since I really wasn't "that far along" that I shouldn't be too upset about it... it really broke me down for the longest time.
Omg I’m so sorry for your loss! Your pain is/was totally valid. I’m so sorry you had that experience! I’m right there with you 💗
Thank you.. God has now blessed us with 4 beautiful babies here on Earth and we are so very thankful for every single one. I can't wait to watch your little family grow 💗 I have watched you for 10 years here on UA-cam and I love watching you all grow as individuals and as a group.
Oh I felt the same way. Like I am not allowed to grieve. But I was. You were! ♥
it was the hardest thing I've ever went through. I wasn't in good terms with my family at the time and for people to say that "oh u wernt that far along ,etc." made me feel horrible and alone til this day it's hard for me but nobody really knows what I went through. But I'm here for everyone who's lost a lil Angel. Blessings and much love 💕
I'm so sorry people tried to invalidate your experience. It is painful REGARDLESS of how far along. People dont realize that it's not just the loss of a child. It's the loss of all the Hopes and dreams that you had for you and your baby.
Keep strong and don't let others tell you what is okay to feel and what isn't. This is your life and you deserve to grieve and experience your emotions. Stay strong 💛
Nurse here... Advice: EVERY single person in your family should get tested for blood disorders, in order to prevent other major health issues in the future. Blood clots are too dangerous. A common consequence is stroke.
I think that your impulse to immediately pick up the baby when it passed is very telling of how nurturing you are and what a great mother you already are
alfamelia13 exactly what I thought
I don't think that's fair because I'm sure a lot of women have an impulse to flush because it's too painful for them, but that doesn't mean they're not nurturing mothers.
@@Matea448 Exactly. I don't think you can judge a mother's character by her actions in such a traumatic moment.
@@Matea448 I don't think they were saying that mothers who dont do this aren't nurturing. More so commenting on Christina's nurturing nature.
Absolutely! ❤️
If your husband feels okay with it, maybe he can talk a little about his experience with it. What he thought/felt during the miscarriage, what other men can do when they find themselves in that situation. How he deals with the loss and how he or other men can support their wifes/girlfriends during that time.
Thank you Christina for sharing! Lots of love and strength
I agree! There's not enough videos like this for our partners, it would be very helpful!
My mom had a miscarriage 10 years before I was born. She and my dad kept trying for a baby and she kept losing them. Eventually she looked to adoption and adopted my brother. 5 years later, adopted me. Now I’m 19 years old and my family is strong. I love my mom and I know it was extremely hard for her to keep losing her babies but just know that God has a plan for you. Gods plan for my family was adoption. I’m so proud of how strong you are through this
Aww
That’s so sweet!!
Christina, I'm not sure who these people are who shame women for talking about miscarriages, but those people are the ones who should be ashamed. This topic should most definitely be discussed more & more, especially if there's concern for a genetic blood clotting disorder. We cannot keep living in the Dark Ages where we sweep things under the rug and ignore the harsh realities that will inevitably have to be faced. Thank you for sharing your story; and I hope that God willing, you will have a second chance at bringing new life into the world :)
Wonderful information to be putting out there. Not enough women feel like they can talk about this and you are helping to break the stigma. Thank you for your strength!
It’s very important for women to talk about this because misscarriges are very common and it’s something that for some reason is considered “bad” to talk about. Such a powerful video.
I was 10 weeks when I lost mine. I also found out I had a genetic disorder as well as a clotting disorder. I was never able to conceive again but I was having IVF. I suffered through god awful pain. I was alone, at times on the floor on my knees begging god to make it stop. Went to dr next day and confirmed. Then had to have a DNC. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Sandi Butler so sorry for you.🥺
@@rokayanasrr thank you!
Thanks for sharing, Sandi. I hope you and your family are well. You are a strong woman! Your pearl opening video was neat, you should consider doing more like it. :)
@@dandymcgee oh gosh, forgot that was there, lol. I don't think I'm ment to behind the camera but thank you!
Sending you a virtual hug x
Plot twist, she is pregnant in this video. Love u Christina! 💖
who else was confused when it said “chriscim” 😂😂 i kinda forgot about this channel
Yeah.. me too.. I kinda forgot this channel and the latest video upload in this channel is 9 years ago 😂
@@kathh_1467 lmaooo
Me too i forgot.
I thought it was one of those channels that steal content and re-upload it as theirs. Was literally running to report it lol
Imagine my confusion :/
I'm happy that you can share this story with other that may have experienced similar things 😔
I had an early miscarriage last week, and I have to say you popped into my mind a couple of times throughout so I felt the need to come back and comment on this video. Watching your whole story has truly helped me see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
This is literally proof that talking about this HELPS. I have been very open with the people around me since mine definitely somewhat because of you because I now TRULY see that being open about such a topic really can help others.
I remember watching this video when it was put out, not thinking for a second that it would happen to me but that just goes to show how common and normal (is that the right word) and just how often this happens to women.
All my love.
Praying for you!
My miscarriage was 1. The most devastating experience of my life. 2. In my case, MUCH more painful than unmedicated labor. I had that fun humongous-clots-gotta-go-to-the-ER kind. You are already so strong and although you didn’t get to see this baby grow, you are in the Mom club. 🖤
Im so sorry. God will take care of you!
I'm so sorry :( that sounds like a nightmare.
I love you
Simply said just how it should be
@@remythefatrat omg
thank you for sharing because I always wondered what happens. I'm sorry you lost your baby, he/she is in a good place!
I’m the Chilean girl that at the Boston show just a week after this happened. We knew you were going through something but not exactly what, that’s why the only thing I could do it was pray, give you a big hug and the genuine “thank you for being here” I told you right before you went into the van. I really think God sent me at that moment to support you in every way I could. You’re so strong and I will for ever support you! Ly sis
Gosh, you are such a strong person for being able to talk about this twice in a video! You are such a genuinely amazing person, so strong 💪🏼 my family has has a lot of pregnancy issues (infertility, miscarriages, needing surgery’s to become pregnant, etc.) I’ve tried to make myself very aware of the possibilities of everything possible when I do become pregnant, and even though I’ve never been, I have this feeling that I either can’t become pregnant or that I will have a miscarriage (due to my family’s history) and I’m so thankful for this video! I’ve watched both videos, and I’ve cried with you and prayed for you and your family. Thank you for your strength! ♥️
AWWWWWWW WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH CHRIS ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭
I knew i was miscarrying/was going to miscarry and was given strong pain killers to help which didnt even touch some of the cramps. Can't imagine how much worse it would have been being both unexpected and without painkillers. I'm sorry this happened to you and best wishes for the future.
I've never had a child, never been pregnant, but this is very interesting and insightful. You're a strong woman to talk about this in the detail that you did. I'm glad that you got some potential information on why it happened.
You’re so strong Christina. We love you.
I APPRECIATE HOW YOU ARE WILLING SHARE THIS EXPERIENCE WITH US. YOU'RE SUCH A STRONG WOMAN. I LOVEEE YOUUU CHRIS
Thank you for sharing your beautiful, yet tragic story. I hope it has brought comfort and hope to other women. I myself lost two beautiful babies much later (20 & 21 weeks) it’s absolutely devastating. I do agree that being able to name and burry your child is very healing and provides much needed closure for the parents/family. Blessings to you always.
I cant watch this RN (im doing school work) but I wanted to let you know that you are so so sooo strong 💜
Why on earth would someone dislike this? You’d have to have the coldest heart ever for that
Sending you bucketloads of cuddles, lovely lady xx
We lost our daughter at 15 weeks in 2018. She had a hole in her skull and had no chance of survival. The absolute worst experience of my life.
I shared my story on my channel and the support I received was incredible. Sharing your story will help other women and hopefully help with you healing too!
My best friend had a miscarriage with her first pregnancy and she knew that their was a genetic blood clotting issue in her family and her doctor just ran a test and said that her levels were low so it’s fine. She lost the baby and was devastated, such an awful thing and I’m so sorry. Anyway she changed doctor and when she got pregnant again and told her doctor about the history the new doctor was adamant that even if her levels were low they should have treated her because as you go through pregnancy the levels rise. So she had to inject herself daily through the pregnancy and now has a gorgeous baby boy! Please get second and third opinions about what caused it and how to avoid it next time. You are so strong ❤️❤️
Im sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage in November. I want to thank you for being open about yours. I agree that they aren’t talked about enough and we shouldn’t feel like we need to hide it. I have found talking about mine has only made me stronger. I do wish I knew more about miscarriages before I experienced mine because I didn’t expect a lot of what happened and the cramps I’m still getting.
My amazing friend sent me a beautiful necklace from Seededhope. It is to honour the baby I lost. I wear it everyday and hold it tight often when in grieving.
I will be praying for you.
you are so strong. I love you.
"i haven't uploaded in sO long"
sis it's been an eternity, 9 years haha
we love you christina :)
I’m so sorry Christina.. praying for you guys💕
I appreciate you uploading this not once but twice. Even during a difficult time in your life that will be painful for the rest of your life, you still show amazing strength and you still wanna help people. I thank you for that! You are so very strong and appreciated. The cim fam loves you 💕 happy to be apart of this amazing family! Ps still praying for you!
I'm so sorry for your loss. You are so strong and such an amazing person. I love you and stay strong. 💜
The strength it takes to share this kind of story... i had a miscarriage on my second pregnancy and it is still hard to talk abou and that was almost 6 years ago now. Thank you for sharing your story 💗 we love you!
I'm so sorry for your loss, Christina. I hope you find closure, and have a beautiful baby when you're ready❤
I’m so sorry for your loss xx
I‘m glad that Nick was supportive and educating himself as well. You deserve that.
Thank you for this. Miscarriages need to be talked about more, and I’m praying for you and baby spero in heaven❤️❤️❤️
I really appreciate how raw and even graphic this is. What's important is normalising talking about these things, so thank you. You've done a wonderful thing by posting this.
One of my friends recently went through this and I know she doesn’t like to talk about it. But I wish there was a way I could help her. You are so strong. If you have any tips for friends trying to help, I would appreciate it. Maybe something someone said to you that helped/ didn’t help. I have never experienced this, but the female body is amazing and I learned a lot from this video.
Just give her some time to heal! It might be extremely hard for her to talk about without breaking down. Just let her know you are there to support her. I went through 2 miscarriage and just never wanted to talk about it. For some it is a hard topic to talk about. But just let her know you are there for her.
Would it be helpful to send her the link to this video? She might not watch it or respond, but it would open the door to have a healthy discussion about her experience. I don’t know your friend, so you’re the best judge if this is a good idea. Prayers for all those who’ve had miscarries.
Haven’t experienced miscarrige, but some other rough stuff, and I think your friend will appreciate honesty! So just be honest and say ‘hey, i feel silly but I really don’t know what to say. I don’t have the words. Is there a way i can help?’ this way you both get comfortable, your friend tells you what they need, and you don’t doubt yourself if you’re doing the right thing! 🤍 people come to me later on like ‘hey sorry I didn’t reach out I didn’t know what to do’ and that’s more hurtful than someone saying ‘ i wish I knew how to help but I just don’t know’
omg yay, was waiting for this. you’re so strong Chris, we love you so much 🥺
my sister miscarried back in November 2019. she doesn’t like to talk about it but she definitely knows how christina is feeling.
Chris you are amazing and so strong. The way you are so open about your baby to us is beautiful. It makes me feel closer to you and that you trust us. I love you so so much and pray for you and nick everyday. Love you so much
Same Christina! I’m also a person that gets attached and need to feel everything...I’ve never had a miscarriage thank god, but I would probably do the same as you and DO NOT FIND IT GROSS. IT CAME FROM INSIDE YOU.
@@syberyah why you HAD to make this comment though
Chidinma Oguamanam For attention like so many of the ignorant people who comment things like that.
pls i’m so glad i edited this comment 😃 proud of you chris, ilysm. you have come a long way
Christina, you’re such a strong woman... I can’t even imagine all the pain you went through. Like your song says “It’s only gonna make you better in the end” and I really glad that it did.
I'm so so sorry you went through this. I can only imagine how traumatizing it was for you. I'm not a mother but I thank you for sharing this and for your strength. If one day I am in the same position, I will be more educated on what might happen. So, thank you. Hugs hugs hugs.
Havent watched it yet but i hope you you stay strong becaude you are an amazing person!
Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family 💖🙏💖🙏
Tame thank you so much I really appreciate it!!
I'm so sorry for what you have gone through 😔
My heart goes out to you.. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks back in November the day after seeing my babys heart beating away.. the morning of my miscarriage I had no warning apart from spotting until I went to the toilet and my little one came out into my hands😪 perfectly formed with fingers and toes. Its heartbreaking.. even more so when you feel like you cant talk to anyone about it as people act like it isnt a big deal.. thank you for sharing this story as its helped me feel less lonely about everything xo
Thank you for sharing your story with us. I just lost my baby on February 8th and I’ve been so depressed and my anxiety has been crazy. My husband and I had/have been praying for a baby since we got married in 2017, but we have been together for 10 years. This has been the hardest thing I have been through. I lost my mom in 2012 and she was my best friend but this pain has hurt far worse then I imagined and I’m not just speaking about the physical pain. But thank you for sharing your story, I’ve only talked about it with my pastors wife, and a couple others because I am feeling a lot of different emotions. Guilt being the hardest one I am dealing with. Praying for you and Nick to have a successful pregnancy❤️
MnB family You're in my prayers.
Christina, I applaud you for having the courage to upload this video, and I cannot imagine how hard it must have been for you to talk about it.
We're all here for you!
Thank you so much for sharing. I went through this two different times. I have always spoken out about my miscarriages because I have wanted others to feel safe talking about it too. The amount of negativity, shame, belittling I got was disgusting. Such a tough time in my life. We need to end the stigma and taboo surrounding miscarriages. Yes, that’s still your baby. Yes, you’re a mom. Yes, you’re strong as hell. ❤️
awww i’m so glad you shared this!! i know this will help so many people!!
You are so strong for sharing this!!My miscarriage experience was similar to yours. Only I was bleeding so much that I actually thought i was dying (no one had educated me on what to expect so I thought mine was going really south). I passed out in the bathroom and was able to eventually go back to sleep once the pain sort of subsided. I think my body was just so tired from what I had been enduring for hours that i was able to sleep. When I woke up I had bled through the "pad diaper" I had made myself and my leggings were even soaked. Still had not passed anything so i was honestly very anxious. I drove home (I went through all the prior stuff overnight at my boyfriend's house), and when i got home the first thing I did was go to use the bathroom, and immediately pushed out when I know was my baby. It was the weirdest feeling ever and I was so upset and couldn't handle what had happened mentally so I didn't even look, I just reached around and flushed. That whole experience was scarring, but I have had two healthy pregnancies since! You will too and you will make a wonderful, beautiful mother! Thank you for sharing your story!!
I am so sorry for your loss. I have so much respect for you making this video and I can’t imagine how hard this must have been for you but it is so helpful to be open and talk about this 💛
I love you Christina you are so incredibly strong ❤️
I’m so glad you have talked about this and opened up about your experience, my mum has recently been through a miscarriage and this video has helped me understand what she may of went through, thank you ❤️
You are so strong. I found when I had mine 20 years ago, itvwas also my first pregnancy, that writing a letter each year to who they would have been helped get through it. I've had 2 more children since then and I tell both of them about their sibling. Stay positive. Stay strong. :)
I just came from finding out she is pregnant again! But Christina and everyone going through a miscarriage is so strong I couldn't imagine.
I’m so sorry my sister had a miscarriage as well. but you just have to know it’s all apart of a great big plan and you just have to trust it. It will be ok. Stay strong 💪
Kay I have my tissues ready. Love you, girl.
My Mother experienced a miscarriage, and another child (My Sister) that died at 6 days old, so I grew up aware of those things. I know you said that your Mother experienced that too. I think you have handled it about as well as anyone could. Stay strong Christina.
I’m so happy that she is open to helping people and that she is open to helping others love you!!!
You are so brave to talk about it like that, with open heart. Thanks a lot, I'm sure that your video will help someone who's dealing with the same thing. You will be a GREAT mom one day! =D
Been waiting for this. We love you Christina ❤️
hey chris... just wanted to say how proud am I.. you have been so brave and strong! I’m sure Spero is safe in heaven 🥺. Never give up on your hopes because I’m so sure you will give birth to a beautiful healthy child❤️ Spero will always be with us no matter what 🥰 I love you Chris
I am so so sorry for your loss. I just experienced my first miscarriage last week and was also about 6-7 weeks pregnant. I am so proud of you for being so brave and being so open about this. I have kept to myself because I hadn't told anyone I was pregnant yet.
You are an angel. I look after you even more after this video. Thank u for being so strong and true. I love you Chris ❤️❤️
she is so ripping strong i can’t deal
Thank you for being a Big sister to not only your own birth siblings, but to any of us that may need one. This conversation is important, and you’re goin to help a lot of people by sharing it. ❤️
this (and the one on the other channel) is the first miscarriage video I've ever watched that made me feel like I could ever get through a miscarriage myself and come out the other side!
especially the way you said in the other video that you were able to see the baby and even share that moment with your husband and the two of you could name the baby, mourn it together and that you see yourself as parents of a baby that's in heaven and I believe something similar. (In my personal religious belief I believe that god would keep my baby his memory exactly how it would have been in for as long as it takes until he could resurrect it in the new world to live forever with me and my family in paradise on earth.) But the basic principle is very similar, so it made me feel very comforted that you were all able to think of it that way and I now think me and my family could see it like that as well.
I'm not pregnant, I'm not married yet and I'm not even in a relationship yet, so who knows if I ever even get to be pregnant. I haven't decided if I really want to have biological children either. But whenever I've thought about it in the past, as a woman I've always felt like miscarriage is something I could never recover from. And I was so terrified of the possibility that it was genuinely a big reason why I thought maybe it would be best not to try to have children even if I ever did get the opportunity. I know that my grandma lost a baby, so there is definitely a chance that it could happen. But I can honestly say that, now that I watched your videos, possible miscarriage would not be a reason for me to decide against trying to have children anymore, because now I think I could get through it and I know that I would already be a mum no matter whether the pregnancy ends in birth or miscarriage.
so thank you so, so much for sharing! ❤ ❤ ❤
I'm in awe of how you have dealt/are dealing with this! On behalf of everyone that's seen this, I can proudly say that we're all so proud of you, and we love you so much!
We know Baby Spero is now in a good place with God. We love you Christina and Nick💖
I'm proud of you Christina for staying strong I'm also proud of Nick for being by Your Side for when you need it in the most when you were ill I'm proud of both of you because staying strong and through getting the tough times so you've had I'm proud of both of you😊🌠⭐👍👍👍💞😉😊☺😊😇😭😩😰😢😩😘😊☺😉😞👶🌟✨🌟✨💫👍💪💖👍👍👍😊😉☺😊😉😔
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You are so strong and amazing! Everyone close to you is so lucky to have you in their life!
We love you Christina! This one may have miscarried but god blessed you with a second chance. You are so strong and deserve the world with your situation! Stay strong girl!❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is very important to talk about....its such a hard thing to handle because everyone is different and every situation is different. I had an early miscarriage in 2019 before I got married around 4-5 weeks when I hadn't even known I was pregnant prior to that, although looking back the signs were definitely there. I was incredibly private about it and so was my husband. I don't think he told anyone about it, and I only told my mother and my best friend because I needed the emotional support from another woman. It happened a few days before mothers day so it hit me very hard and I was very upset for a few weeks and cried a lot privately. I dont talk about it often if ever because I feel a bit of guilt for even being upset because we hadn't been trying and I hadn't known before and had that time before to be happy first. I learned about it when it was already gone and that hit me really hard and made it very hard to talk about to anyone seeing as no one had know I was either and it was so early. Everyone handles things their own way, and there is no right or wrong with grieving.
I had my miscarriage at 11 weeks earlier this month. If you/anyone in the comments have any tips or suggestions on how to push through alllll of the feelings, I’d be incredibly grateful. So sorry you went through this, Christina. Praying for you and your family (and I’m sure that precious baby is praying for you and Nick in heaven as well)
I lost my baby September 30th 2017. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through. I never let anyone know I much it truly effected me. I faked smiles and that I was going through life normally when I was actually shut down. I got pregnant again end of 2018. It woke me up. I had my rainbow baby July 30th 2019. I love my son with all my heart and he’s given me a reason to live again. But I always think of the baby I lost. He’s with me always. You’re a strong Momma (even though you lost the baby). It does get better! Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
Christina! You are so strong girl! And an angel for making this video! It was hard to watch but the part where you said “ feeling like something is wrong with you” really yanked the tears out! I feel like that EVERYDAY! And every negative test after my miscarriage brings that feeling of “something wrong with me” a million times stronger! It’s been almost 2 years and it hasn’t gotten easier for me. I want to thank you for the first video and thank you again for this one. It’s so helpful when someone else can relate. To also look out for these extra tips! I’m so sorry you had to experience this awful thing, but you are an angel for talking about it for others benefit after! I love you so much girl and I PRAY for you and Nick to get another Blessing. God Bless you, God Bless Nick, and God Bless your angel baby. 💞
Thank you for speaking up about this! You are truly helping women by showing a healthy way to cope with a very difficult situation. ❤️
Anna Muster thank you!!!
You're amazing Christina, thankyou for sharing your story with us, you're helping so many women who go through this or have concerns about this in their lives. Miscarriages run in my family as well, I'm not pregnant, but I've always been too scared to ask the women in my family about it because I don't want to hurt them. Thankyou, we love you!
They day will come in time. When you & Nick will have a beautiful family. That you will raise to be
Caring adorable sweet children just like you. ❤
I feel your pain... My mother had a miscarriage 2 years ago and it’s still very hard for me. Your video made me cry 😭 I love you. You are a strong women ❣️ I miss my brother 💔
Thank you for sharing the details of your story with us, Christina. It took a lot of courage to do it, but you pulled through. Stay strong, okay? We all love you. 💕
You are so brave and stronger to talk about you lost ,but I know that the Ãngel you have is what gives it to you, God bless you and a Nick to
It is hard to loss a child the way that you went through. I lost my baby at 8 weeks. Definitely hard, here if you have any more question or just a ear for you to talk too
You are a very strong woman, we are always with you, we will always support you, you are a piece of my heart, I love you very very very much ❤️❤️😭
I miscarried last July with my twins at 13 weeks. All I ever wanted was to be a mother and it honestly was so hard to go through. I was alone at the time and had no idea what was even going on because I had no idea I was even pregnant. I had all the signs and symptoms but I never got a positive test. So when I started bleeding I just assumed it was my period up until i lost them. I had contractions but had no idea that’s what it was until afterwards. At first I just thought I had to have a bowl movement honestly then it got really painful. Then I had to work the next few days (in the medical field) and my placenta didn’t come out In one piece. I started feeling awful at this point. My house supervisor on nightshift had me lay down with a heating pad because I started running a fever getting really sick. I ended up going to the ER after my shift was over. Never really talked about it with anyone but watching this my comment just flowed. I don’t think I’ve ever fully dealt with it yet because my sister was also pregnant at the time and I was a week ahead of her so as I watch my nephew grow I think about how my babies would be. We are actually celebrating my nephews first birthday on in a couple days. Thank you for sharing your story with us. I’m so sorry you went through it as well! ♥️
I am so sorry but so happy that you were brave enough to put your story out on UA-cam to help other women going through the same thing. I love you so much❤️
I dont know if you need to hear this but Christina, none of this is your fault!
I have Choriocarcinoma (a cancer that formed from an ectopic pregnancy) and I feel like I couldn’t relate to anyone because no one talks about miscarriage. Thank you for being brave and posting this. I know it must be hard. Praying for you.
Awwww Christina :(
I am so sorry for your loss Christina and I also want to thank you for making these videos. I went through a miscarriage as well. Found out Feb 8th i was 4.5 weeks and then Valentine's night I started bleeding. I waited because I didnt know if it was just spotting or what, but in the morning I ended up going to the hospital after I had massive bleeding and cramping. They did confirm I was pregnant, but my hcg was 16. They did confirmed it, but I knew. I felt so off for three days. Fainting spells, cramping and just off. I expressed to everyone I felt like the baby wouldnt survive and they thought I was being overdramatic. I've watched you guys for years, but havent been really active the last couple of months. My friend told me to watch your video and I cant tell you the weight lifted off my shoulders after watching it. You helped me get peace and helped me start to heal from the loss. I love you so much for being so open with us ❤❤ You didnt have to, but you do make a difference being so real with us.