I'm watching this video to learn about DID, and I was wondering what does it feel like? Like does it feel like completely different people, or different aspects of the same person? Are you always aware of what's going on, or does it kinda blank out when you're not the one fronting? (Idk if this is rude to ask... I'm really sorry if it's rude, just trying to learn)
@@purplebean7 yeah no worries! Gonna try to answer your questions as best as I can Each system is different. We identify as both DID and OSDD 1 as our system doesn’t perfectly fit into either of those boxes. In our system, it’s a mix of both. Some of our members feel like pieces of eachother where others are completely their own individuals. With DID and OSDD 1-b, each member is completely their own person with their own likes, dislikes, gender, name, etc. In OSDD 1-a, you tend to see members be screenshots of the body at different times. They might share the same name and gender, but one member is Sarah at age 8, one is Sarah at age 4, one is Sarah at age 15 and one is Sarah at age 36. These systems experience blackouts. Over all, it’s better to assume we are parts of a system, not a person. We chose the name Disco System because each reflective shard on a disco ball is needed to brighten up a room, but if all the pieces were to become one you’d just have a weird mirror ball. In OSDD 1-b, you see more distinct alters (name, pronouns, age, likes, dislikes, etc), without memory gaps. They will normally remember what another alter did while they were in the body, even if it feels like a dream since they didn’t do it. Although there’s a million different kinds of amnesia (blackout, greyout, emotional, Retrograde, etc), not every system will experience every kind of amnesia. In DID, each member is very distinct (like in OSDD 1-b), but they experience hard dissociation (blackouts) (like in OSDD 1-a). It’s super important to note a lot of systems have no idea they’re systems. The brain convinces you that it’s normal, or it can convince you that you’re not losing time in the first place. In our system, we have fluctuating levels of amnesia. Sometimes we can know everything that happened when someone else fronted (OSDD 1-B) or we have absolutely no idea and it’s just a black out or SUPER fuzzy (DID and OSDD 1-a). It depends on what happened out here, who was fronting, and how long they were fronting. M and SF have barely any amnesia between them, but BF and SF have extreme amnesia between them. We have this thing called the “inner world”. It’s a place where alters are when they’re not fronting (taking over the body). We all have our own bodies in there for the most part, and can interact with the world similar to how you do out here. It obviously works differently in there (don’t need to drink water for starters), but it’s kinda inbetween a dream and reality. Some members can’t access the inner world, and instead exist in the void. They’re there, but they can’t interact with other members as easily. Sometimes we can only talk to them when they front. Please don’t call out here the “real” world. Our headspace/inner world is real. We live there. If you’re going to refer out here, just use the term “outer world”. There’s something called “co fronting”, where two or more members are taking control of the body. This is where you might hear people say they feel like a different person. If I (a roughly 20 year old fox person who identifies as lesbian) was co fronting with say Druggy (a roughly 30 y/o gay man), I’m gonna feel different. I might find myself attracted to men or wanting to cut our hair short even though I have extremely long hair inside. Members can kinda “blend” or “blur” together when we’re all in front, so figuring out where one alter starts and another ends is really hard. Like a colour gradient between yellow and orange. It’s uncommon (although not impossible) for everyone in a system to know what’s going on all the time. Even in OSDD 1-b (or systems with less to no memory amnesia), we can’t tell what’s going on outside all the time. It’s kinda like having an “inside” brain and an “outside” brain. The inside brain has things like the bodies name, age, the family/friends, house layout, etc. When someone fronts, they get access to that knowledge through the “outside” brain, and stop having that connection when they go inside. It’s important to note this is almost strictly with low amnesia systems (wether the low amnesia is because of the disorder or because of therapy), and not everyone in a system can access that if the brain or another alter says they can’t. I hope this helped! Feel free to ask any more questions
I just like to say at 17:14 it’s kinda hard to say “you have osdd you can’t be polyfrag” since it means different things to different people. Just like how the term “integrate” can mean fusing or becoming aware of your system. 8:09 gets closer. Polyfrag can mean 100+ members, it can mean sub-systems, etc. Polyfrag doesn’t NEED to come from strictly ritual abuse. A system that grew up in war or with an extremely unstable could be polyfrag. Polyfrag DOESNT mean you have an inner world. Plenty of systems have innerworlds that aren’t polyfrag, and plenty of systems DONT have innerworlds and are polyfrag! It’s really hard (and kinda ableist) to try and define polyfrag since different systems will experience (or not experience) being polyfrag differently.
@@Shady_Boi hey no worries! Literally been watching your content for nearly a year now, it’s a guarantee somethings gonna be wrong. Hope my comment helped clear things up and have an amazing day! You’re doing great
Thank you so much for bringing this up. We have osdd and have called ourselves polyfrag bc we have quite a few sub-systems and an unstable alter count. Also it didn't really justify its statement other than "polyfrag is really complexed and has many fragments". As if osdd itself doesn't have the capability to be extremely complex and to form fragments. -Aina & Era
Thank you! I got a bit annoyed at the "polyfragmentation doesn‘t have anything to do with higher alter counts", because the amount of alters needed to cope is directly correlated with the complexity of the trauma. The average number of alters in a system is 8. Managing 100+ alters is way more complex, just as subsystems and layers are more complex to deal with. The ICD is thinking about naming polyfragmented DID cDID because of their more complex nature.
We love this channel sm its so hard to find genuine system content that isnt "FAKE DISORDER CRINGE PART 20000000001" or full of hateful comments this is so swag - BF/Boyfriend 🚫🎤
I’m soon to be a psychology student and DID/OSDD have been my interest due to it being super interesting and the concept somewhat complicated but makes me want to learn more about how individuals with these disorders cope with it and how they live, can any system give me their experience? I would love to understand more about it, there are certain things like terminology that I don’t understand but want to learn in the matter ❤️
this so comfrting im in tears holy sh!t. I'm a questioning system but this all hits so close o home its wild. I'm so happy I've found people i share experiences with. even if i turn out to not be a member of a system i think this is still a good thing, and community is nice.
Idk if you already know the song now , but just in case you don't, it's called "Harder , Better , Faster , Stronger" by Daft Punk , and even if you already know it , I'm just gonna leave this here in case anyone else wants to find it!
7:18 no?? we have many fragments and subgroups but all share the same memory and dont even have a headspace yet...this is just straight up false info and it doesnt do anything productive anyways aside from gatekeep a very personalized disorder so.what 😭😭
me now: I prob don't have a system.. I just think theyre cool and would be great for an oc or good representation! Younger(past) me literally having 4-6 versions of myself in my head i would talk to daily and make personalities for: .. (educate me if this isn't the same thing i'm just confused and now have to think about yet another thing i might have)
3:01 This actually made us realize we have another alter. It was like a trigger of me to shift. We are pretty sure we are a system so yeah. I was originally an oc that the host made but i guess im an alter. - Jinx
I dunno if I’m a a system or not. I’m pretty young so I think I may be developing it? There’s this guy named Elijah in my head who tells me e it’s going to be okay and sometimes “takes over” for me. Is that normal??
Maybe don't immediately jump into the conclusion of having DID. It's not just about having fun little people in your head comfort you and take over your body sometimes. It's much more than that
Woo! Would love to see more, we enjoyed these so much!!! Edit because funny: 3:01 is too relatable We randomly went through a host change, so now Matthew is our main instead of Evan like it was before Apparently, if I (Matthew) listen to "The Mangle," Evan immediately kicks me out We only recently discovered that we are a system And we've discovered a positive trigger As well as a few others for our latest alter that came into existence So that's fun But randomly switching because of a song is really funny, happens often lmao
This is so awesome. (Would type something more but Im not the alter that watched the video. I just work here. Littles wanted to comment but cant write, switched and now I dont know what they wanted to say.)
When I was little I had two voices in my head. I was raised Catholic so I called them my guardian angels. Then I started having memory issues and a friend told me there was someone else coming out (I was 17) I’m 30 now with a diagnosis for DID
3:27 THE WAY THEY STARTED JUMPING UP AND DOWN HELP ME 5:40 im a questioning system currently AND WHY IS THIS AN ACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF WHAT IM GOING THROUGH??
I started doing research after getting consistent reports from people in my life that when I get really angry, I start yelling in a Southern accent. It isn’t a strong southern accent, but people who knew me well clearly noticed it and knew it was weird for someone who’s lived in New Jersey their whole life to start speaking in a Southern accent out of nowhere. I also used to comment that I felt like I was possessed and couldn’t control my own body, especially in times of high stress or emotion, and when I’d get in trouble at school or at home I’d be unable to remember doing anything despite evidence that I had done something.
not a sys but i do have voices and they sometimes possess me (but very rarely and you won't see or notice them if they BEHAVE /silly) + the jokes here are all funny and great
System here, comps like this helped us a lot in the beginning. Feeling like we weren’t so alone was so important.
I'm watching this video to learn about DID, and I was wondering what does it feel like? Like does it feel like completely different people, or different aspects of the same person? Are you always aware of what's going on, or does it kinda blank out when you're not the one fronting?
(Idk if this is rude to ask... I'm really sorry if it's rude, just trying to learn)
@@purplebean7 yeah no worries! Gonna try to answer your questions as best as I can
Each system is different. We identify as both DID and OSDD 1 as our system doesn’t perfectly fit into either of those boxes. In our system, it’s a mix of both. Some of our members feel like pieces of eachother where others are completely their own individuals. With DID and OSDD 1-b, each member is completely their own person with their own likes, dislikes, gender, name, etc.
In OSDD 1-a, you tend to see members be screenshots of the body at different times. They might share the same name and gender, but one member is Sarah at age 8, one is Sarah at age 4, one is Sarah at age 15 and one is Sarah at age 36. These systems experience blackouts.
Over all, it’s better to assume we are parts of a system, not a person. We chose the name Disco System because each reflective shard on a disco ball is needed to brighten up a room, but if all the pieces were to become one you’d just have a weird mirror ball.
In OSDD 1-b, you see more distinct alters (name, pronouns, age, likes, dislikes, etc), without memory gaps. They will normally remember what another alter did while they were in the body, even if it feels like a dream since they didn’t do it. Although there’s a million different kinds of amnesia (blackout, greyout, emotional, Retrograde, etc), not every system will experience every kind of amnesia.
In DID, each member is very distinct (like in OSDD 1-b), but they experience hard dissociation (blackouts) (like in OSDD 1-a). It’s super important to note a lot of systems have no idea they’re systems. The brain convinces you that it’s normal, or it can convince you that you’re not losing time in the first place.
In our system, we have fluctuating levels of amnesia. Sometimes we can know everything that happened when someone else fronted (OSDD 1-B) or we have absolutely no idea and it’s just a black out or SUPER fuzzy (DID and OSDD 1-a). It depends on what happened out here, who was fronting, and how long they were fronting. M and SF have barely any amnesia between them, but BF and SF have extreme amnesia between them.
We have this thing called the “inner world”. It’s a place where alters are when they’re not fronting (taking over the body). We all have our own bodies in there for the most part, and can interact with the world similar to how you do out here. It obviously works differently in there (don’t need to drink water for starters), but it’s kinda inbetween a dream and reality. Some members can’t access the inner world, and instead exist in the void. They’re there, but they can’t interact with other members as easily. Sometimes we can only talk to them when they front.
Please don’t call out here the “real” world. Our headspace/inner world is real. We live there. If you’re going to refer out here, just use the term “outer world”.
There’s something called “co fronting”, where two or more members are taking control of the body. This is where you might hear people say they feel like a different person. If I (a roughly 20 year old fox person who identifies as lesbian) was co fronting with say Druggy (a roughly 30 y/o gay man), I’m gonna feel different. I might find myself attracted to men or wanting to cut our hair short even though I have extremely long hair inside. Members can kinda “blend” or “blur” together when we’re all in front, so figuring out where one alter starts and another ends is really hard. Like a colour gradient between yellow and orange.
It’s uncommon (although not impossible) for everyone in a system to know what’s going on all the time. Even in OSDD 1-b (or systems with less to no memory amnesia), we can’t tell what’s going on outside all the time. It’s kinda like having an “inside” brain and an “outside” brain. The inside brain has things like the bodies name, age, the family/friends, house layout, etc. When someone fronts, they get access to that knowledge through the “outside” brain, and stop having that connection when they go inside. It’s important to note this is almost strictly with low amnesia systems (wether the low amnesia is because of the disorder or because of therapy), and not everyone in a system can access that if the brain or another alter says they can’t.
I hope this helped! Feel free to ask any more questions
@@goblinguy3103 That was a really good explanation, thanks for helping me learn! :)
I swear I see you everywhere
That's why im here too!!!
Not that one guy having a guess who board of the other persons alters-
That made me laugh so much.
It’s actually a genius idea I might try it 😭
I just like to say at 17:14 it’s kinda hard to say “you have osdd you can’t be polyfrag” since it means different things to different people. Just like how the term “integrate” can mean fusing or becoming aware of your system.
8:09 gets closer. Polyfrag can mean 100+ members, it can mean sub-systems, etc.
Polyfrag doesn’t NEED to come from strictly ritual abuse. A system that grew up in war or with an extremely unstable could be polyfrag. Polyfrag DOESNT mean you have an inner world. Plenty of systems have innerworlds that aren’t polyfrag, and plenty of systems DONT have innerworlds and are polyfrag! It’s really hard (and kinda ableist) to try and define polyfrag since different systems will experience (or not experience) being polyfrag differently.
Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know that!! I'll try to do my research better next time!!
@@Shady_Boi hey no worries! Literally been watching your content for nearly a year now, it’s a guarantee somethings gonna be wrong. Hope my comment helped clear things up and have an amazing day! You’re doing great
Thank you so much for bringing this up. We have osdd and have called ourselves polyfrag bc we have quite a few sub-systems and an unstable alter count.
Also it didn't really justify its statement other than "polyfrag is really complexed and has many fragments". As if osdd itself doesn't have the capability to be extremely complex and to form fragments.
-Aina & Era
@@goblinguy3103 thank you!! :D
Thank you! I got a bit annoyed at the "polyfragmentation doesn‘t have anything to do with higher alter counts", because the amount of alters needed to cope is directly correlated with the complexity of the trauma. The average number of alters in a system is 8. Managing 100+ alters is way more complex, just as subsystems and layers are more complex to deal with. The ICD is thinking about naming polyfragmented DID cDID because of their more complex nature.
We love this channel sm its so hard to find genuine system content that isnt "FAKE DISORDER CRINGE PART 20000000001" or full of hateful comments this is so swag - BF/Boyfriend 🚫🎤
0:21
If my partner doesnt do this, ion want 'em
real
As someone with polyfrag DID, I love this. -Blue + blurry
Also we're switching a lot to deal with dysphoria today, but that's okay I guess. Just the clothing crisis is endless
YIPPEEE LOVE UR COMPSS
Otherkin tiktoks are coming soon, i'll add agender to the list!! :D
@@Shady_Boi yaayyy ty!!
We don't know if we are a system yet, but a lot of this is relatable and it's awesome you put this out there for others' so they can relate.
Have you figured it out yet? This reminded me of my own situation so I figured I’d ask
@@Just_a_dork Yes. And we are a system with OSDD 1B.
I’m soon to be a psychology student and DID/OSDD have been my interest due to it being super interesting and the concept somewhat complicated but makes me want to learn more about how individuals with these disorders cope with it and how they live, can any system give me their experience? I would love to understand more about it, there are certain things like terminology that I don’t understand but want to learn in the matter ❤️
These people are faking.
@@FunkyCatLololo How would you know?
@@mightyxt en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Factitious_disorder_imposed_on_self
@@FunkyCatLololo But no one except their psychologist can tell if it’s that or not.
@@mightyxt are you their psychologist?
this so comfrting im in tears holy sh!t. I'm a questioning system but this all hits so close o home its wild. I'm so happy I've found people i share experiences with. even if i turn out to not be a member of a system i think this is still a good thing, and community is nice.
Same
The tictoc at 3:01 literally triggered a switch in my system even though I've never heard that song before
-Zaps ⚡
Idk if you already know the song now , but just in case you don't, it's called "Harder , Better , Faster , Stronger" by Daft Punk , and even if you already know it , I'm just gonna leave this here in case anyone else wants to find it!
these are awesome, we can't wait for more 🖤
-Peter 🕸
7:18 no?? we have many fragments and subgroups but all share the same memory and dont even have a headspace yet...this is just straight up false info and it doesnt do anything productive anyways aside from gatekeep a very personalized disorder so.what 😭😭
yea i have no idea why an osdd system couldnt be polyfragmented, the brain is complex so its crazy to say that anything is impossible
me now: I prob don't have a system.. I just think theyre cool and would be great for an oc or good representation! Younger(past) me literally having 4-6 versions of myself in my head i would talk to daily and make personalities for: .. (educate me if this isn't the same thing i'm just confused and now have to think about yet another thing i might have)
3:01
This actually made us realize we have another alter. It was like a trigger of me to shift. We are pretty sure we are a system so yeah. I was originally an oc that the host made but i guess im an alter. - Jinx
We have an alter with a similar name, it's name is Jynx!
I was just watching one of your complimations of Otherkins and I saw this and got so happy, I don't got DID but im trying to get diagnosed for osdd!
hey yall! if anyone sees this i would like to vent about my plurality
Go ahead! I'm listening:-)
@@lavender-folk sorry didn see it!! it solved now :] -gabby
I dunno if I’m a a system or not. I’m pretty young so I think I may be developing it? There’s this guy named Elijah in my head who tells me e it’s going to be okay and sometimes “takes over” for me. Is that normal??
try talking to him? (not a normal thing btw) -?
Maybe don't immediately jump into the conclusion of having DID. It's not just about having fun little people in your head comfort you and take over your body sometimes. It's much more than that
Also, DID doesn't present the same way in children as it does in adults.
@@FunkyCatLololo No shit man. Plus you're fakeclaiming others, wouldn't take one bit of advice from you LOL.
I found out one of my friends probably has D.I.D so I'm doing research to get more understanding on it!
hi who the heck am I it feels like I just popped up in the bedroom what’s going on with me
Bro I was about to leave a gate comment say osdd systems can be Pollyfragmented but then I did more research and now Im just confused 😅😅😅😅😅
Woo! Would love to see more, we enjoyed these so much!!!
Edit because funny:
3:01 is too relatable
We randomly went through a host change, so now Matthew is our main instead of Evan like it was before
Apparently, if I (Matthew) listen to "The Mangle," Evan immediately kicks me out
We only recently discovered that we are a system
And we've discovered a positive trigger
As well as a few others for our latest alter that came into existence
So that's fun
But randomly switching because of a song is really funny, happens often lmao
This is so awesome. (Would type something more but Im not the alter that watched the video. I just work here. Littles wanted to comment but cant write, switched and now I dont know what they wanted to say.)
Hi we're back. We rewatch the videos a lot because of slight amnesia, so it's familiar but still entertaining.
-liam
3:02 STOP WHY DID THIS AUDIO TRIGGER ME OUT THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER [⭐️]
NO BC ITS MAKING MY HEAD HURT TOO AHHAHA
BRO SAME LOOOLL {🎁}
When I was little I had two voices in my head. I was raised Catholic so I called them my guardian angels. Then I started having memory issues and a friend told me there was someone else coming out (I was 17) I’m 30 now with a diagnosis for DID
7:19 It doesn’t sound right, but I don’t know enough about DID, OSDD and polyfragmentation to correct it.
5:40 this is really relatable, especially because like my most active front doesn’t believe I have DID because he doesn’t remember anything about it.
3:27 THE WAY THEY STARTED JUMPING UP AND DOWN HELP ME
5:40 im a questioning system currently AND WHY IS THIS AN ACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF WHAT IM GOING THROUGH??
I started doing research after getting consistent reports from people in my life that when I get really angry, I start yelling in a Southern accent. It isn’t a strong southern accent, but people who knew me well clearly noticed it and knew it was weird for someone who’s lived in New Jersey their whole life to start speaking in a Southern accent out of nowhere. I also used to comment that I felt like I was possessed and couldn’t control my own body, especially in times of high stress or emotion, and when I’d get in trouble at school or at home I’d be unable to remember doing anything despite evidence that I had done something.
not a sys but i do have voices and they sometimes possess me (but very rarely and you won't see or notice them if they BEHAVE /silly) + the jokes here are all funny and great
As someone whos questioning being a system, videos like these help a lot!! :3
7:37 what is this switching called? It happened to me before and I want to know more
System representation Yasss (OSDD here)
Last clip was so funny cuz so true haha!
Hey! Cool compilation!! -June🌺 (did system)
Most these people don’t have DID
do you have any proof to back this up??
@@_wend1go.idk about most but i do know one of the creators was actually faking, it was the iris/jonas one
Frrrrrrrr
@@ilovesoouthpark yeah the way they "switched" seemed very fake, especially with the "guess the player" or whatever.