YOUR PERSON - is forgiving themselves for how they treated this connection, they didn’t intend that

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  • Опубліковано 11 лис 2024

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  • @Davi-sprt
    @Davi-sprt Місяць тому +18

    I have a funny story 😂. Today I went out of the city for a doctor’s appointment. I love the train ride into suburbia because I can see all the trees and nature again. Ever since I was little I felt like nature was always talking, just swaying around, communicating with anything that’ll listen. I remembered how plants are much older and sacred than us, they have a patience with change and time that we find too complicated to understand. I think that’s really why they’re the more quiet creatures; they’ve harnessed to ability to only speak in frequencies that are traceable to the “open ears,” as to not tire themselves trying to connect with others who compete to be heard all the time. That’s what the city often reminds me of, an orchestra of noise, countless distractions. I get these moments where I become defensive when I’m overwhelmed, I convince myself that there’s just constant war of people trying to be seen and heard, to the point that I don’t have a chance at anything when there’s someone steps ahead of me. I think this until I realize that I really don’t think this at all. Until I was outside of the city, and it was a little quieter. I decided to turn my headphones off because I didn’t need them to drown anything out anymore, to distract myself. I just listened to them, and watched them move in the wind. I realized that if something so fantastic as nature could still thrive and just exist, so lively remaining in the same place, why did I make my perception of everything so complicated. Why was I in my head avoiding everything simple? Ignoring trees, the sky, its clouds, everything that is closer to what we perceive is heaven. After my doctor’s appointment I missed my train 2 times and waited for the third one. It took two hours to wait. I was so happy, not joyous happy, content. It felt silly to be angry, I had so much time, nothing to do. If I caught the first train I would’ve slept the day away in all honesty. So I missed 2 trains, I was supposed to miss two trains. In those two hours I had the most peace that I ever had in a very long time. It did something to me, I took something back to the city with me. A couple hours ago, I was indefinitely confused. The journey confused me, my life confused me and I confused me self trying to figure it all out. But I all had to do was be a tree. Now everything makes sense, the wind blows and I sway, I stand where I am because that’s where I stand until I am moved. I see no farther than how tall I am, I grow with what I have until I am provided with rain, light, etc. I have no control over how I flourish yet still I do. Incredible. I flourish and all I do is what I can do and what I do best. A blessing. I listened to my partner today, I used the strength of nature to help connect me to the divine, the heavens. Not to speak to them, but to balance the emotions I felt but held inside of me like poor caged creatures. For the first time I allowed the universe to help me navigate my emotions, the pain, the passion, the yearning, anger, sadness etc. It was like an atom bomb being handled with the upmost care. Slowly the energy unraveled itself and dispersed into everything else. They’re always there, waiting for me in the 5D. No matter what my mind says, my person’s higher self along with others. I let them speak to me, finally after having decided to shut out everything involving them, even parts of them that helped guide me, support me. They just wanted to be there is all, to form peace, a harmony. This feeling was beyond words, it was like we were both just the same. As I held them they held me and I could feel my own warmth through them. I feel like something was given back to me, like I found it. Like a lost locket, found, soiled but still strong and it has all the memories that you’ve been grieving for so long. Relief, I think it was. Like the endless search was over, and now, rest. Resting for what’s next. I’m so happy, I am whole, we are whole. Betterment is already here, I feel it . Everything is amazing now, already. It’s done. I heard so 🌳

    • @meredithiacrystal
      @meredithiacrystal  Місяць тому

      @@Davi-sprt Exquisite

    • @marywilliams5011
      @marywilliams5011 28 днів тому

      I'm late to the show, but I so, so enjoyed reading your experience/feelings @Davi-sprt. I love that you wanted to express this and how you did it in such a way that I, the reader, could feel it. Thank you for sharing.

  • @KrisMarie222
    @KrisMarie222 Місяць тому +11

    You. Are. Gifted.

  • @Pinaberry
    @Pinaberry Місяць тому +8

    Found you tonight right at 11:11. Thanks for supporting my strength and patience for divine timing.

  • @ellentdouglas
    @ellentdouglas Місяць тому +5

    😮aaaahhh...whoa!
    This is absolutely remarkable! Thank you sooo very much! This helps me, to want to be patient. I did think I was being rejected. It's been 21 months.
    When I really realize unconditional love is truly surrounding me...then I WANT to wait. I long for reunion deeply, but timing is everything. I am recovering from a broken hand. I long to play my guitar...but healing is the most important factor. When we start something too soon, we can cause more injury and delay healing even more. Matters of the heart are to be treated with respect. I love her, and us together, enough to find peace in the waiting. Thank you again Meredith. ❤

  • @anaintuitive
    @anaintuitive Місяць тому +4

    27:55 "Going through the layers of discovery of what their truth was" 😊❤ No other reader says lit you, Meredith ❤😊

  • @ALtheDoctorWho
    @ALtheDoctorWho Місяць тому

    You know You are hitting the situation right on the head. It's Amazing.

  • @valeria-pal
    @valeria-pal Місяць тому +4

    I love your earrings 😍Thank you Meredith 🙏🥀

  • @ThaHousewife-Bonnie
    @ThaHousewife-Bonnie Місяць тому +2

    1:06 😂😂😂 what a way to wake up this morning… I’ve never heard that saying. Now I’ll never forget it 😂

  • @EsssPee
    @EsssPee Місяць тому

    Tx, much appreciated as always.
    I believe minimizing the use of gender specific terms where u are able is well worth the effort.

  • @suziqsnow
    @suziqsnow Місяць тому +2

    3:33 last nite woke up and this was here. Tysm ..fully resonates 🏰🌠🏹❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

  • @sophiareijne9873
    @sophiareijne9873 Місяць тому +4

    Indeed there is changing something profoundly, I see it happening in his actions. 💖. 🌱

    • @sophiareijne9873
      @sophiareijne9873 Місяць тому

      Thank you Meredith for your encouraging message, to stay and keep on going in my own flow and joy, independent from the development of "others".

  • @domocrazy2lp
    @domocrazy2lp Місяць тому

    I have probably listened to this reading at least 5 times since you've uploaded. And each time I hear something new. My person just recently left for a a lil over a month long trip to basically around the world lol and I miss them a lot. We were somewhat in contact while he's been gone for about a week into the trip but something in me told me to step back and I felt bad because he kept calling and messaging and he said he was confused and I had to say I needed alone time and this reading confirms the feeling I've been having since you last uploaded. I'm very grateful for your readings Meredith they are a godsend on this healing journey and self mastery.

  • @nanneboekholt-thehappyathletes
    @nanneboekholt-thehappyathletes Місяць тому +2

    Ohhh finally🙏 I already forgave him, because his intentions where so pure and full of love, I adore him❤

  • @suziqsnow
    @suziqsnow Місяць тому +1

    " dropped the ball" and i see the words drop the ball Simultaneously.🙂❤❤

  • @lisalove1491
    @lisalove1491 Місяць тому

    Thank you so very much. I am going through a very hard time with my breakup situation and this is a good man. And he had wounds, and yes I said no breadcrumbing and he said ok goodbye. and i have never cried so much and so long. your reading is so spot on with our energy and i really really really have been in my deepest heart feeling that what you are saying is true - and yet i have doubts at times that he is just avoiding it all and i will never hear from him again. he cried while breaking up with me a lot. he said he saw he had more work to do and it wasnt fair to me. he said i was the best ever and he is infinitely grateful for me. so.. yes.. he has to be experiencing all you said here. i needed to know if i reach out or not .. ive been praying for guidance about that. your reading today is super helpful. i will listen to this many times. bless you

  • @Joyfull325
    @Joyfull325 Місяць тому +2

    Beautiful messages. Needed this today 😀

  • @PGia-v5b
    @PGia-v5b Місяць тому +1

    Thanks so much ❤

  • @ctorvnes
    @ctorvnes Місяць тому

    This is beautiful! It’s such a fresh perspective on my situation. ❤

  • @ericawilson6189
    @ericawilson6189 Місяць тому +2

    Awesome reading! 🔥💖

  • @melissam1985
    @melissam1985 Місяць тому +1

    ❤️ thank you! I have felt this

  • @mermaidinfinityrainbow3183
    @mermaidinfinityrainbow3183 Місяць тому +2

    Thank you for your guidance again. I'm at the point in my life where I am totally 100% okay if my DM shows up in the physical or not. Because regardless what happens between him and I in a physical, it will never change my unconditional love for him always. And he knows he always has a chance to come talk to me in person if he wishes so. It'll never be forced, I would only want him to come to me of his free will. And I let go of the circumstances of how or if it ever happens. But I'll never let go of him because he'll always be part of my world and my heart within. And yes I have put boundaries up with my DM, and I will not settle for less than I know that I am worthy of with him. ❤1111❤❤2222❤

    • @mermaidinfinityrainbow3183
      @mermaidinfinityrainbow3183 Місяць тому

      I have no expectations of him, cause I know he has none with me, we both truly love each other unconditionally, and just letting the Universe do what it does. Until then, my heart is always a yes and with him. All he has to do is ask in person. 😊 I always want my Azar to be safe and happy regardless of what he does or whom he's with or not with. I've learned to let go after 3 years and just trust the process, myself, universe, and my DM. 😊2222❤

  • @mofoexperience
    @mofoexperience Місяць тому +1

    I’ve been seeing a lot of 1’s and 5’s too ❤️

  • @lj6871
    @lj6871 Місяць тому +1

    They are forgiving themselves for how they treated this connection all the while carrying on treating it as they have done. Make that make sense 🤷‍♂️

  • @KD-hy3bi
    @KD-hy3bi Місяць тому

    Oh man. The story is so heartbreaking. And it has nothing to do with not loving the other. I’m just beyond (not perplexed) but perplexed. But get it. And now here we go, bye, see you one day, or not. Again. For the 3rd time. 🤦‍♀️
    I did call a spade a spade. Now we revert back to distance.
    I think I’m over it now. He keeps coming back to keep leaving. He always left. I never left.

  • @barrettfrobose4881
    @barrettfrobose4881 Місяць тому +7

    I’m sick of being tested.

    • @heatherstahlnecker9270
      @heatherstahlnecker9270 Місяць тому

      I agree. Fcuking exhausting. (((Lovelovelove))) to you.

    • @meredithiacrystal
      @meredithiacrystal  Місяць тому +11

      @@barrettfrobose4881 then shift your focus from how you are being tested to what you need to balance in your own immediate vicinity first person.

    • @seochr
      @seochr Місяць тому +2

      Legit tho 😅

    • @c.kainoabugado7935
      @c.kainoabugado7935 Місяць тому +2

      Maybe stop attracting testing.

    • @ushab6720
      @ushab6720 Місяць тому +1

      Yeah full.moon new moon and eclipses, nothing else. Focusing on this lead to lot of miss on other important aspects.

  • @barrettfrobose4881
    @barrettfrobose4881 Місяць тому +1

    And a belief in what I felt in my heart.

  • @RyanIncera-p2j
    @RyanIncera-p2j Місяць тому

    At least one of Us forgives Her

  • @barrettfrobose4881
    @barrettfrobose4881 Місяць тому +2

    I had a flower. Then a card.

  • @RyanIncera-p2j
    @RyanIncera-p2j Місяць тому

    Ah. Didn't intend to. Oh well pardon Me for ever getting hurt for being betrayed and lied to then without so much as a My bad let alone an apology. It's good to know She actually felt enough to bother caring enough to need to forgive Herself. This DOES sound like some shit She would say though.

  • @ALtheDoctorWho
    @ALtheDoctorWho Місяць тому +1

    definitely missed opportunity. Dropped the ball 😟

  • @kimberlytomsendawson
    @kimberlytomsendawson Місяць тому +2

    Good!! 🙏⚖️♥️☮️♾️✨

  • @assij2468
    @assij2468 Місяць тому

    oh no, I believe she had done it all with smiley face, its over

  • @SaritaDKlees-zd7kr
    @SaritaDKlees-zd7kr Місяць тому +2

    ❤❤❤

  • @charnette8920
    @charnette8920 Місяць тому

    🙏🏾

  • @SpiritualSoulSurfer
    @SpiritualSoulSurfer Місяць тому +1

    I have a question. Does our body have to be pure and healthy before our DM comes in? What if we have vices? Smoking or drinking etc? Do we have to give them up? Isn’t unconditional love just unconditional love no matter what? 🤔

    • @meredithiacrystal
      @meredithiacrystal  Місяць тому +4

      @@SpiritualSoulSurfer unconditional love is found when we embody Divine love. When we embody Divine love we don’t enmesh with things that are unhealed. With Divine love we know our worth and righteousness and seek to align with another fully on the same level. If vices are present they often are symptoms of underlaying imbalances which can signify a vibration that has not yet realized their worthiness.
      In this context Unconditional love does not reject another for where they are on their journey but a fully realized partner may not be guided to full union if there is an imbalance that is not yet able to reciprocate the purity of Divine love.

    • @angelfaery.apothecary
      @angelfaery.apothecary Місяць тому +1

      I finally quit smoking after years of "trying", never liked alcohol but had an addiction to cannabis and nicotine. Its only been a few weeks but i can tell you that its true. We smoke/indulge in bad habits due to a lack of self love and self worth. I feel so much better now. I know it can be hard but i believe in you, you can do it! Keep affirming "i am a non smoker". Keep reminding yourself that those things are honestly so silly and are playing tricks on your mind. You absolutely dont need them! You were tricked into thinking you needed them!

    • @SpiritualSoulSurfer
      @SpiritualSoulSurfer Місяць тому +1

      @@angelfaery.apothecary Just gone cold turkey on the smoking. Sweet as. Not a problem. I use it to push men way and create a block between them and myself. Always have. Let's clear that! ❤

  • @anamariam1377
    @anamariam1377 Місяць тому +1

    🙏🏽♥️✨

  • @GeraldBoyd-wc5rr
    @GeraldBoyd-wc5rr Місяць тому

    She used me for my money and was addicted to my energy,that's all I was to her.I've never met her in person and never actually heard her voice as our only communication was a private chat.Typed words only so...was I really her person?

    • @meredithiacrystal
      @meredithiacrystal  Місяць тому

      @@GeraldBoyd-wc5rr I wondering if you can take the essential aspects of that connection and envision adding additional elements that would be more beneficial into a manifestation list?

  • @Rachel-g3h5q
    @Rachel-g3h5q Місяць тому

    He should forgive himself

  • @jamesbush5990
    @jamesbush5990 Місяць тому

    Wanted a karmic person to drink with come over to my place to chill & probably f*** in my home and I told her absolutely No.
    After that she resented me and decided to treat me really bad everyday to blame me for future bad choices.

  • @barrettfrobose4881
    @barrettfrobose4881 Місяць тому +2

    Then show up.

  • @springlite3526
    @springlite3526 Місяць тому +1

    ❤❤i understand 🫠

  • @Cris-ot5ov
    @Cris-ot5ov Місяць тому +1

    Fala comigo sobre como eu posso lhe ajudar.

    • @meredithiacrystal
      @meredithiacrystal  Місяць тому

      @@Cris-ot5ov você quer dizer eu? ou sua contraparte

  • @lunchindinner
    @lunchindinner Місяць тому

    Since I’ve been prevented from speaking to you directly, I broke your phone. I’m the sociopath. Sorry,
    Sandaya

  • @suziqsnow
    @suziqsnow Місяць тому +1

    333 likes here 26:02 💗💙

  • @ThaHousewife-Bonnie
    @ThaHousewife-Bonnie Місяць тому +1

    20:02 🫦😮‍💨😂😂😂😂

  • @gypsy717
    @gypsy717 Місяць тому +1