I have it pretty bad, I used to be a DJ but I sold my equipment because I just stopped caring and stopped getting the feeling of excitement it used to give me. I think it's something to do partially with age, when you experience all the things this life offers, the excitement and novelty wears off. Honestly the less I care the better off I am. Apathy is a blessing. Especially in regards to the human race, the more you care the bigger of an L you are going to take. Sometimes if I drop something completely for a long time then sit down and take the time to focus on it I can sometimes get interested again.
Society is suffering from overstimulation….every song, joke, or story is at our fingertips. Overstimulation causes blistering. The blistering eventuality turns to a callous.
I think depression/anhedonia could be your body/mind's way of preparing for death. The ultimate detachment; when you can see the game and no longer can play and/or chose not too. Unfortunately, it should actually be more common in this hell of a reality. "Happpy" people are abnormal, as they have a cope that's strong enough to delude them into continuing to play.
People with schizoid personality disorder experience anhedonia and prefer isolation. From watching some of the videos these people say that they do have some feelings, its is a spectrum. So if a dog attacks a person that has anhedonia that person will get scared probably less so than a regular person but still. These people even say they "love" another person although a lot of them dont want to have sex with another person. They also have hobbies, they play music and they say that they do enjoy it a little bit that is why they do it. So i dont really buy this feeling nothing line. I do however lost intrest in most things that used to bring me joy and I do things mainly to kill time but I do experience emotions.
For me it was literature and to a lesser extent music. Still get some inspiration or amusement from these but it's much decreased. I'm pretty sure this happens because of a combination of sustained suffering and aging. Misery seems to numb our nervous system over time, and misery it is to live in this world and with the kind of people that are in it.
If I’m surrounding myself with a lot of negativity that may happen. Currently I’m able to enjoy simple things, but I feel very pessimistic about the values and infrastructure of the country I live in.
I was also active now everything is just a fkin drag. I kinda bring myself to do shit but it's extremely inefficient hardly anything gets done. But the good news is that i dont really care...i think the reason why everything is so slow because i truly dont give a shit whether it gets done or not. I really am ready to die any minute like i sooo dont have anything in this world anymore. I'm building an electric race bike now but it's kinda like one bolt per day pace...even in the car i just drive in dead silence. You know what changed dramatically...back then when i was watching a movie i just HAD to know the end even if it's a shit movie like right now i dont give a shit if the most interesting movie is interrupted forever. I think it will be the final season of handmaids tale. I'm 100% happy if i never get to see the end i might see it tho or i might not but i have zero insistance anymore. Life too is just a shit movie imo and you miss NOTHING if you stop "watching" it right now.
Everything is empty. We just come to realize this. Don't know why people call it "mid-life crisis" when in fact it is the realization. I am losing my favourite books as well. When I try to re-read them, over 90% sucks now.
I hate working the most in my life. I can live in solitude but I would need at least 250 000$. I am so j3wish about money only inflation could destroy my savings.
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I have it pretty bad, I used to be a DJ but I sold my equipment because I just stopped caring and stopped getting the feeling of excitement it used to give me. I think it's something to do partially with age, when you experience all the things this life offers, the excitement and novelty wears off. Honestly the less I care the better off I am. Apathy is a blessing. Especially in regards to the human race, the more you care the bigger of an L you are going to take. Sometimes if I drop something completely for a long time then sit down and take the time to focus on it I can sometimes get interested again.
Hey each to their own of course but DJ'ing and producing can be fun... my passion right there... you
like dubstep as well by chance??
Society is suffering from overstimulation….every song, joke, or story is at our fingertips. Overstimulation causes blistering. The blistering eventuality turns to a callous.
I think depression/anhedonia could be your body/mind's way of preparing for death. The ultimate detachment; when you can see the game and no longer can play and/or chose not too. Unfortunately, it should actually be more common in this hell of a reality. "Happpy" people are abnormal, as they have a cope that's strong enough to delude them into continuing to play.
Art is still interesting, occasionally. Most everything else is expense, hassle and tedium. The enthusiasm of the proles is sort of mind boggling.
People with schizoid personality disorder experience anhedonia and prefer isolation. From watching some of the videos these people say that they do have some feelings, its is a spectrum. So if a dog attacks a person that has anhedonia that person will get scared probably less so than a regular person but still. These people even say they "love" another person although a lot of them dont want to have sex with another person. They also have hobbies, they play music and they say that they do enjoy it a little bit that is why they do it. So i dont really buy this feeling nothing line. I do however lost intrest in most things that used to bring me joy and I do things mainly to kill time but I do experience emotions.
For me it was literature and to a lesser extent music. Still get some inspiration or amusement from these but it's much decreased. I'm pretty sure this happens because of a combination of sustained suffering and aging. Misery seems to numb our nervous system over time, and misery it is to live in this world and with the kind of people that are in it.
If I’m surrounding myself with a lot of negativity that may happen.
Currently I’m able to enjoy simple things, but I feel very pessimistic about the values and infrastructure of the country I live in.
I was also active now everything is just a fkin drag. I kinda bring myself to do shit but it's extremely inefficient hardly anything gets done. But the good news is that i dont really care...i think the reason why everything is so slow because i truly dont give a shit whether it gets done or not. I really am ready to die any minute like i sooo dont have anything in this world anymore. I'm building an electric race bike now but it's kinda like one bolt per day pace...even in the car i just drive in dead silence. You know what changed dramatically...back then when i was watching a movie i just HAD to know the end even if it's a shit movie like right now i dont give a shit if the most interesting movie is interrupted forever. I think it will be the final season of handmaids tale. I'm 100% happy if i never get to see the end i might see it tho or i might not but i have zero insistance anymore. Life too is just a shit movie imo and you miss NOTHING if you stop "watching" it right now.
I definitely see what you mean about not being interested in lot of things any more it seems really natural at this point
I'm dead inside.
Wow. Losing interest in music. I'm not at that point yet, but I may get to that point sometime very soon.
I did to an extent
I’m still into making art and I still want to write a series of fantasy novels although I’ve had trouble with finding motivation to work on it
Everything is empty. We just come to realize this.
Don't know why people call it "mid-life crisis" when in fact
it is the realization.
I am losing my favourite books as well.
When I try to re-read them, over 90% sucks now.
nice
Same boat.
Some wisdom!
I hate working the most in my life. I can live in solitude but I would need at least 250 000$. I am so j3wish about money only inflation could destroy my savings.
Goofy Chema
I recommend listening to Playya 1000 - Sunday Afternoon