Accusing Nikki of using her brother’s death for sympathy made me so angry. I’m 99.99% sure she’d rather have her brother back instead of ur sympathy. How heartless and bitter do you have to be to believe that?
I totally agree you could see the emotion in her eyes. I thought that comment border on cruel , I don't think the person who said it has lost anyone really close to them. And I'm glad they've never had to have their soul shattered. It was cruel and uncalled for.
Agnes Bendixen It’s because she stays out of drama and people probably think, “OOOOHHHHH, SHE MUST THINK THAT SHE’S BETTER THAN US. LET’S GET SOME DIRT ON HER.” It’s truly disgusting, but as a person who prefers to stay out of drama, I have experienced this myself. EVERYONE, all of a sudden think that they should rope you into it. It’s their own insecurity.
Liza David that makes me so sad. She seems like a genuine person, and every time there’s “drama” about her, I feel like it’s exaggerated and “forced”. People fucking suck, lol
This is THE most open and honest and real we’ve ever seen you and IM 👏🏼 HERE 👏🏼 FOR 👏🏼 IT this was so refreshing and I felt like we really got to know you more!
💜💜💜 I so loved when she talked about her reviews being professional and giving feedback. We are so used to brands getting dragged for entertainment, we forget that real people are behind the creation of those products. It's nice that some people want to help those brands try and improve 🙌🏻🙌🏻 Maybe not beauty blender though 😂
It actually made me really sad that an assumption would be you use your family problems to get attention 😞 losing your brother and you being open about it was showing extreme vulnerability and trust. I never ever got the impression that you were extorting the loss for your own benefit. ❤️❤️❤️
@@rebecagonzalez6722 it's more of like a novelty thing because she always does them off camera. Also, do not underestimate eyebrows. Trust me once you try doing your eyebrows you gain mad respect for booty gurus.
seeing nikkie try not to cry about her brother makes my heart ache :(( edit: thank u for the likes!! stan nikkie! girly hella unproblematic and i luv her for it
Can‘t believe somebody actually had to say the stuff about your Family. Seeing you this sad truly broke my heart.. please know that the big majority of us would never dream to think like that!
I think it’s great that u never moved out to LA. That environment is toxic and almost always changes ppl...I moved out of CA and it was the best decision i ever made
whoever said she uses her family problems to make people feel “empathy” is so pathetic. She made the choice to share her story & she’s so strong for doing it, love you Nikkie! 💕
my boyfriend had testicular cancer last year and it broke my heart to see that girl say she used her brothers cancer struggle to gain empathy from others cancer effects everyone. luckily my boyfriend made a recovery after many surgeries and chemotherapy but it was wrong of her to say that we love you nikkie 💞
My dad passed away 1 month ago from cancer and I can NOT believe someone would say something like that to her. She’s so kind of a person to get hit with something so hard :/
Silvia Gonzales I didn’t even know what that comment was about until o read the comments but I totally agree. I guess people will be people and they might think that, but to say that to someone who lost someone they really love is just extremely low and made me almost cry. You could hear the sadness in nikkie’s voice when she read that comment
That comment about her brother....I felt that in my soul. We just lost my father-in-law last august suddenly to lymphoma. It's abhorrent that someone would accuse Nikkie of using her brother's illness and death for sympathy. When you lose someone far too soon, you absolutely don't want others to go through that same pain, and I appreciate what Nikkie has done to help and inspire others.
QuiteChefy 1) I fully agree, I lost my grandpa last January and it was really hard for me and I was having a really difficult time talking to people about it. 2) I am very impressed by your use of the word “abhorrent”
Also I’m not sure what’s wrong with reaching out to her followers for support during a hard time? She helps us feel better all the time, isn’t supporting her back the least we can do?
My 4 year old nephew is going through lymphoma right now, I love that she shares her story. Cancer is not talked about enough and the world needs more education. I know for sure I knew nothing before his diagnosis
SHE GOT SO TEARY EYED WHEN SOMEONE SAID SHE SHARES HER STORIES FOR EMPATHY. nikkie i think is one of the most genuine and honest youtubers in the industry, i can’t believe someone would think she shares her brother’s story for clout :((
"You hide too much. You should open up more." "You use your personal family troubles to get sympathy and views." These are 2 examples of what UA-camr's probably see all the time. Why are humans like this?
It's people that are sooo curious about the private lives of youtubers, yet, when youtubers open up about their lives and troubles they are called attentionseekers
I think people confuse “cockiness” with “self confidence” you have definitely grown in self confidence!! We appreciate your openness and love you even more. 🥰🥰🥰
Tmariecreation yeah I agree, she seems so much happier and more comfortable and confident. It has even helped me to a certain extent, don’t attack me anyone. It’s just how I feel ❤️❤️
Can‘t believe somebody actually had to say the stuff about your Family. Seeing you this sad truly broke my heart.. please know that the big majority of us would never dream to think like that!
Wow her reaction to the " fishing for empathy" question, watching her fighting and holding back the tears really got to me. 😢 she handles all the negativity and drama so gracefully. All power to you Nikkie- we love you
I am a new viewer. You are an old soul and it is so refreshing. I am 56 and new to makeup. I love watching you. Thank you for letting me know it is ok to stand up for myself.
Totally agree with you there girl! Nikki is a happy bubbly talented woman. People these days are hateful off others success! 😱 she worked hard to get here 🙌🙌😍😍
Nahh, its because she's a tool of the antichrist kingdom which is being built right now before your spiritually blinded eyes. And you people refuse to try to learn anything that's true by way of His Holy Spirit.
As a cancer patient, I understand to share it. It's not a card to play, it's a form of therapy. To share loss, confusion, fear and hope. I love the videos you make❤ you are my go-to when I'm admitted 🏨❤
When she read that, my heart broke for her. But she handled it with such grace, as she seems to publicly handle most things. She's a good role model for girls growing up and someone that some adults should even try to emulate.
I feel like theres ALL of youtube and all of the drama and scandals and then theres Nikkis channel which is like its own little world in a bubble thats very calming and therapeutic. Idk i just feel like that what it is
TOTALLY didn’t think u where talking abt ur brother for empathy. Would NEVER think that at all. I believe you are one of the most humble and caring people alive. I haven’t gone through anything like that but it still opened my eyes a LOT. THANK YOU for sharing that story. I love your channel
I'd like to make an observation about the assumption from "sky smiles" (The one that said they thought you got stuck up and cocky). In my 45 years on this Earth I've gained a lot of experience & knowledge. In my opinion, when people see women becoming confident in themselves they OFTEN mistake CONFIDENCE for cockiness. Sadly, if you were a man you wouldn't get comments like that. So, while I respect "sky smiles' " opinion, I COMPLETELY disagree with it. In my opinion, you seem to be confident in yourself; and I'm SO PROUD of you for that sweetie pie. 😘😍👍👏
No one thinks that No one thinks that No one thinks that No one thinks that Who ever sent that assumption needs to reassess themselves. Seeing your reaction to that person broke my heart. No. One. Thinks. That.
The assumption about your family was frankly disgusting. What a cruel thing to say. Also beauty blender are so trashy at the moment, coming for other brands etc. Ugh.
Diana Fernandez Gonzalez it's a joke that nikki was held hostage by maybelline because they released makeup tutorials featuring her and she looked like she was not enjoying/did not want to be there
Oh no... she isn't one of these teenager here on youtube. I like seeing her being professional and growing up. That's the natural way and Nikkie spreads love and joy, just an adult opinion :)
When the assumption about you talking about your family came I got so so mad. You barely talk about it, just enough for us to know, and to make you feel better just to talking about it. I hope no one really thinks that's of you because that's such an impersonal way to look at someone
tereenunpostit seriously! i feel like that person just thinks that for themselves. i never once thought that, she was sharing to like she said to show it happens to anyone why would she want any empathy considering her little brother died? people are ignorant
OMG... about the family issues, I can't believe someone thinks you shared that just for everyone else to show empathy. My brother passed away 10 years ago, he went on a trip and drowned in the lake which was heartbreaking and traumatic. I was 16 and he was 19, he was my best friend and partner in crime, I miss him so much still and people used to think I would cry in the middle of a class just to get everyone else's attention but there were just a few people that really understood I just needed support, in reality there is little to none understanding as to what you're going through and I hope no one has to lose a loved one to avoid saying those cruel words. Nikie, you're amazing and the fact you shared your experience made me feel there are people out there that understand how much pain I've been through and I'm not alone. Thanks for doing that! To everyone who has siblings, live your lives as if it was your very last day with them, one day you're here and one day you're gone. Take advantage of this blessing and love until you die. LOVE YOU NIKKIE!
Joselyn Rodas same. My little brother passed away suddenly sep 1, 2016. Ten days after he turned 29. We are five years apart. It has shattered everyone in our family. She was not fishing for empathy. What’s wrong with ppl Ppl are vile I’m sorry for your loss And Nikki I’m sorry for your loss
@@Delioncourt82 Sorry for your loss also and thank you for sharing that, but if you don't mind me asking... what happened to him? 😔 I really don't understand why some people would think we do this just to get attention, that's fucked up... Hugs! 🥰
There are smaller channels full of this kind of beauty gurus. Unfortunately, people keep going on about the same 10 channels insted of looking for new ones.
The assumption about fishing for empathy was uncalled for people will do anything for clout if you actually watch her videos you would know she would never do something like that😐
I'm still here, but then I am trans too. But I never would have guessed. Although many are too afraid of rejection & losing friends & loved ones, to come out. But she is all woman and her truthful video shouldn't make the slightest bit of difference. She has given so much help and advice to others about makeup etc. So now is the time we give back & show unswerving support. Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind, no longer matter!!! We love you Nikkie xx
Jenna Jewels Even when she was 14 she still presented as female... masculinization did not take place for her. Just because we are women and we have generally gotten the short end of the stick throughout history and now doesn’t mean that we shouldn’t be welcoming of peaceful others! The person above me is right, you should be a little more respectful of her! Your chromosomes do not determine your gender, and we shouldn’t limit people in this way.
Nikkie is literally one of the very few genuine and kind beauty gurus and for someone to assume she uses her family's tragedies for empathy is so vile and cruel Nikkie, don't give such toxic people your time. We all know your truth.
People need to stop asking questions about her life. She has a heart too.If someone asked you personal questions,would you like it? Or if someone talks about another person who’s passed away unfortunately,wouldn’t you be upset? Nikkie has lost her brother and what hurts me the most is that people don’t even care:(❤️❤️ ilyy Nikkie🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️😭
Hi Nikkie! Just a suggestion, it would be really helpful if you would paste the code emojis in the description box so viewers could reference that throughout the video if we forget what’s what!! Xoxo
the thing with her family and empathy makes me so angry.. nikkie, you're special. we all fear loosing someone with cancer and i send you big hugs from switzerland..
15:40 *just changed my whole impression of you! Not gonna lie, I used to think the same about you, but I loved how you explained that the companies work so hard on launching new things that if a big beauty guru like you ripped it apart it would just be... cruel and damaging to them. What kind and humble **_QUEEN_* 💞
Hey Nikkie, Perhaps a nice idea: Do all the female badgirls from the movies like: bride of Frankenstein, the green witch from The Wizard of Oz, Ursula the seawitch, Bride of Chucky, Valak the Nun? Let me know what you think! Hope to hear from you. Oh and you rock girl for eleven years! Greetings from me (groetjes uit Enschede)
I wanna put one thing straight, NOBODY is thinking you talk about family issue for any type of sympathy. The fact you shared such personal information with us is amazing! I literally wanted to cry when that question was asked because its unfair. Thank you for sharing your life and feelings with us Nikkie 👸🏼
I just want to tell you, when you start talking serious, I can tell that you are from Europe. I don’t know how to describe it, but you’re not like everybody else in the best way! You’re so real, smart and spiritual. You’re not living in a capsule, you’re in the real life. You’re special and sooo beautiful! 💕
I cant believe someone said you try and get empathy by sharing you and your familys pain!!! Im sorry I absolutely did not think that by seeing you be so open and vulnerable and sharing that very private pain made me see you as a real person not just UA-cam Nikki thank you for feeling like we are here for you and thinking of us as friends and your youtube family!!!
I'm so glad you shared your brother's story with us. And you're right it could happen to anyone. I lost my brother as well and I felt such a closeness to you after this. Did I empathize with you...of course! Because I've been there..but I never thought that was you were doing it for attention. Hugs and kisses Nikki for keeping it real. I also have that weed, paranoid, anxiety thing..ummm...yeah...but no😂. Love ya!
Nikkie, you stay strong. There are some very mean people. I can't even imagine how someone can say that about your struggles. I'm sorry you had to hear that.
I lost my brother, too, so I know your pain. You do whatever you need to do to get through it, and I admire you sharing your story. It does help when you know someone else shares your pain. Also, you're gorgeous and I love your makeup!
Nikkie, your raw kindness and open honesty is *so* refreshing. I've drifted from your UA-cam channel over the years but this video is what will bring me back. Thank you so much for being you.
ASSUMPTIONS is the perfect word. Thank you for doing this video because people need to know that it's not reality if its an assumption. Spreading toxicity is not okay!
So recogniseable that as soon as you finally have confidence in yourself and it shows, people start calling you stuck up. Being confident is so often mistaken for arrogance!
For the 1% who see this You are amazing and beautiful just the way you are. You don't have to change a thing, the world can change its heart!! Have a lovely life 🌹🌹❤️❤️❤️
Magical Panda NEW UA-camR!☺️ it would mean a lot if you could take the time to watch my recent video about being pregnant at 17 whilst going through an abusive relationship. Don’t forget to like comment & subscribe, GRINDING FOR 1K!😩
i think she doesn’t it’s just a thing people believe because they don’t see into her daily life they just say that because she made a song long time ago about being one
I feel like Beyonce deserves to act like a diva 😂 but she doesn't really. Like compare her to the level of Mariah Carey's diva level.( No shade, love queen Bee and Mariah)
A intresting idea for a video would be applying makeup only using the tools that are included with the makeup, like the powder puffs in conpacts,sponge applicators for eyeshadow and the brushes that come with a eyeshadow pallete. I got this idea while i was trying to figure out how you would apply the butter bronzer with the sponge thing it came with😂
*WHAT DO TOU THINK??*
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Ur amazing
Just a personal thingy but I hate it when people make assumptions about me
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NikkieTutorials I love youuu x please heart this x
Accusing Nikki of using her brother’s death for sympathy made me so angry. I’m 99.99% sure she’d rather have her brother back instead of ur sympathy.
How heartless and bitter do you have to be to believe that?
Honestly, some people is just unbelievable gross...
Same. Honestly some people is just unbelievable gross...
I know right. It broke my heart too. Sometimes some people are just heartless
I totally agree you could see the emotion in her eyes. I thought that comment border on cruel , I don't think the person who said it has lost anyone really close to them. And I'm glad they've never had to have their soul shattered. It was cruel and uncalled for.
no honey. sympathy brings merch sales. merch sales gives her lots of money. so yes, i do think she used his death for sympathy
I feel like people are trying to make Nikkie a problematic beautuber, for no apparent reason.
She’s a nice person, let her be that
Agnes Bendixen It’s because she stays out of drama and people probably think, “OOOOHHHHH, SHE MUST THINK THAT SHE’S BETTER THAN US. LET’S GET SOME DIRT ON HER.” It’s truly disgusting, but as a person who prefers to stay out of drama, I have experienced this myself. EVERYONE, all of a sudden think that they should rope you into it. It’s their own insecurity.
Liza David that makes me so sad. She seems like a genuine person, and every time there’s “drama” about her, I feel like it’s exaggerated and “forced”. People fucking suck, lol
facts
Agnes Bendixen exactly, people don’t let anyone live in peace now a days
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When Nikkie started tearing up about the comment in regards to her family situation it broke my heart. That was a really heartless assumption. 😞😞😞
This is THE most open and honest and real we’ve ever seen you and IM 👏🏼 HERE 👏🏼 FOR 👏🏼 IT
this was so refreshing and I felt like we really got to know you more!
💜💜💜 I so loved when she talked about her reviews being professional and giving feedback. We are so used to brands getting dragged for entertainment, we forget that real people are behind the creation of those products.
It's nice that some people want to help those brands try and improve 🙌🏻🙌🏻
Maybe not beauty blender though 😂
So agree!
if you are honest you don't hide yourself behing 2 kg make-up!!!!! beurkkkkk
RawBeautyKristi amen !!! Love her and you too!!!
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It actually made me really sad that an assumption would be you use your family problems to get attention 😞 losing your brother and you being open about it was showing extreme vulnerability and trust. I never ever got the impression that you were extorting the loss for your own benefit. ❤️❤️❤️
halie813 if it’s a private thing why would she want to tell the whole world?
Sofia Olave actually she wanted to let it out of her chest wouldn’t you do it too if you were a UA-camr?
Sofia Olave because she has the right to, it was something HER and HER FAMILY went through
@@sofiaolave6420 because she wanted to share the story and say to the world how it really feels having someone you love pass away.
SUBSCRIBO that is not true. she is a WOMAN. not a man.
*11 years and still the most chill UA-camr in the beauty community!!* honestly we stan
Daisy Murf remember when Tati used to be the most chill? lmao 🐍
And bretman rock to😹
Amy Duong still is
Maybe its maybe line
Vlog Music sub to me I sub to you
*For the 20th anniversary of your channel you have to promise us that you will do your eyebrows on camera.*
elsypie x yass! This needs more likes so she sees it lol
Yasss please
Oh yes! Especially since you've changed it since the last tutorial you did on your brows.
It's just eyebrows. You need her to make a video of how she does eyebrows?
@@rebecagonzalez6722 it's more of like a novelty thing because she always does them off camera. Also, do not underestimate eyebrows. Trust me once you try doing your eyebrows you gain mad respect for booty gurus.
I think Nikkie should do like a full face of Dutch makeup brands or something.
Colby's Chemical Romance omg all HEMA products hahahaha
Francesca Botticini Etos Hahah
Or at least products we can actually buy xD. A lot of the products are not being shipped here
Hema makeup sucks 😂
Christopher Waddell omg I love hema makeup I always get B.A.E products
The comment about her fishing for empathy was unnecessarily mean.
Yh was jus gonna say
waqas khan very unnecessary !!! Why do people feel entitled to question her life that way it blows
Was just about to say the same
And she handled it like a pro
waqas khan I was like, what evil ass ppl have that assumption ?? So wrong.
How dare they mention Nikki's sweet little brother?!?! I can't even pull up all my English to comment this because my eyes get all tear up
Same...
why ehat happened to her lik bro that makes u tear
hello darkness my old friend he sadly passed away
Yes, that was pretty disgusting. Who on earth would think such a thing!?
Vile... They are just vile! Smh
seeing nikkie try not to cry about her brother makes my heart ache :((
edit: thank u for the likes!! stan nikkie! girly hella unproblematic and i luv her for it
What happened to her brother🤔
@@natashnatash6426 he was 15 I believe and passed from cancer
I teared up when I heard her voice crack. 😭
time stamp please
nvm. frick that guy
Can‘t believe somebody actually had to say the stuff about your Family. Seeing you this sad truly broke my heart.. please know that the big majority of us would never dream to think like that!
It's so insensitive.
I think it’s great that u never moved out to LA. That environment is toxic and almost always changes ppl...I moved out of CA and it was the best decision i ever made
Val 0 as a Los Angeles born local i approve this message influencers keep moving to LA thinking it’s luxurious however it is not !
With that said I’d never move away I love the environment without including the stuckup areas
Couldn't agree more!!! 👏👏👏👏
I moved from southern California and I miss it a lot. It is really about who you surround yourself with. I don't miss the higher cost of living tho.
I super agree!!!
“You don’t have to live in LA to be successful.”
THANK YOU, I solely believe you can be successful in your home. Love you Nikkie❤️❤️
Exactly! This 💜💛💜💛💜
It's more like once you become successful you MOVE to La
Living in LA doesn’t guarantee success!!!
Am I the only one whose mood instantly improves the minute they see Nikkie go "Hello guys! it's me! Nikkie!"
It's the cutest thing ever.
Andre Dias I say it with her and smile.
Andre Dias *I AM SUUUBBBING TO EVERYONE*
*WHO SUUUBBBING BACK* 🔥👍😊
Same 😁
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I dont ever watch make up tutorials but I sooo love her vibe and her happiness! She seems so nice :)
Omg she is so unproblematic and she is like so mature compared to other people in the beauty community I love it
Indeed ~ I love Nikki
whoever said she uses her family problems to make people feel “empathy” is so pathetic. She made the choice to share her story & she’s so strong for doing it, love you Nikkie! 💕
The person's Instagram username is up with the question.
@@lexibailey999 Nicki wouldnt like anyone to harrass others no matter what they have said.
@@lexibailey999 i think they changed their user name
My assumption is that eyebrow fairies do Nikkie’s eyebrows off camera for her 😂🧚♀️
I like you Give me your number
I'm The Millionaire wth
@@GOOGLEACCOUNT-zb5zv bruh moment
It’s actually Eyebrow Elves, like the ones that helped the cobbler make shoes. But for eyebrows
@@Jakirra ... What
the person bringing up what her family went through.... smh some people will just do anything to get featured in videos...
brigitta brigo yeah it was a really unnecessary comment that person did
@@Panther888 unfurtunately some people have the emotional intelligence of a potato
brigitta brigo Don’t disrespect the Potato community ! Im a potato 🥔 a sweet one 🍠
@@Panther888 excuse me of my ignorance 😂🥔
19:26-35 "I feel so comfortable in my own skin"..."he accepts me for who I am" **stares off into distance** It all makes sense now....
^^^ watching this after she came out be like
And worse, now youtube thinks i need to watch 40 million makeup people. No thanks.
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my boyfriend had testicular cancer last year and it broke my heart to see that girl say she used her brothers cancer struggle to gain empathy from others
cancer effects everyone.
luckily my boyfriend made a recovery after many surgeries and chemotherapy but it was wrong of her to say that
we love you nikkie 💞
My dad passed away 1 month ago from cancer and I can NOT believe someone would say something like that to her. She’s so kind of a person to get hit with something so hard :/
Silvia Gonzales I didn’t even know what that comment was about until o read the comments but I totally agree. I guess people will be people and they might think that, but to say that to someone who lost someone they really love is just extremely low and made me almost cry. You could hear the sadness in nikkie’s voice when she read that comment
Not everybody is so lucky AS your boyfrend . And IT look for me like you do same . Use your boyfrend canser to Get attension .
Wenchede Wenchede you made no sense
Silvia Gonzales and I am really sorry for your loss 😔❤️
That comment about her brother....I felt that in my soul. We just lost my father-in-law last august suddenly to lymphoma. It's abhorrent that someone would accuse Nikkie of using her brother's illness and death for sympathy. When you lose someone far too soon, you absolutely don't want others to go through that same pain, and I appreciate what Nikkie has done to help and inspire others.
QuiteChefy 1) I fully agree, I lost my grandpa last January and it was really hard for me and I was having a really difficult time talking to people about it.
2) I am very impressed by your use of the word “abhorrent”
Also I’m not sure what’s wrong with reaching out to her followers for support during a hard time? She helps us feel better all the time, isn’t supporting her back the least we can do?
I agree, I lost my grandma coming up 2 years this November. Its still not easy to deal with at holidays. And that comment hit a little to hard.
My 4 year old nephew is going through lymphoma right now, I love that she shares her story. Cancer is not talked about enough and the world needs more education. I know for sure I knew nothing before his diagnosis
Nikki reading that out loud really broke my heart 💔
SHE GOT SO TEARY EYED WHEN SOMEONE SAID SHE SHARES HER STORIES FOR EMPATHY. nikkie i think is one of the most genuine and honest youtubers in the industry, i can’t believe someone would think she shares her brother’s story for clout :((
Conspiracy theory: maybe she has her own brow product in the makes which she uses off camera and doesn't wanna reveal it yet
Yes! Like Holo Taco. Lol!
@@Ay-B omg yes! 😍😍😍 (I've been binge watching Cristine which makes your comment all the more special)
Mmhhh maybe
Fiddle Sticks oHMygod Same
Ay B yassss I love her so much
How dare someone say Nikkie lies, she’s literally the Hufflepuff of the beauty community
Katy V never related with a comment like this
Hufflepuff for the win 💛🖤💛🖤
Ten who is in slitherin?🙃
Klaudia ummmm James Charles, Tati, manny mua
@@rachaelrice2320 Kat von D for sure but idk about Tati...
"You hide too much. You should open up more."
"You use your personal family troubles to get sympathy and views."
These are 2 examples of what UA-camr's probably see all the time. Why are humans like this?
It's people that are sooo curious about the private lives of youtubers, yet, when youtubers open up about their lives and troubles they are called attentionseekers
A-men...
I think people confuse “cockiness” with “self confidence” you have definitely grown in self confidence!! We appreciate your openness and love you even more. 🥰🥰🥰
Cockiness is "self confidence" but a step further idiot, it's like confusing running and jogging nigga
Tmariecreation yeah I agree, she seems so much happier and more comfortable and confident. It has even helped me to a certain extent, don’t attack me anyone. It’s just how I feel ❤️❤️
@@bergenkludt-painter8030 ok idiot
Especially if they’re using it to describe a successful woman 💁
@@kavitakumar76 who the fuck, are u, your comment make 0 sense, 1 digit IQ shithole
Watching after her coming out story and she’s still the same person, her voice is so soothing!
Yes. I love you because there are so many a**holes calling Nikkie a man and it makes me mad
Can‘t believe somebody actually had to say the stuff about your Family. Seeing you this sad truly broke my heart.. please know that the big majority of us would never dream to think like that!
The fact that Nikkie put my assumption about Tom Holland literally made my day. I take this as a belated birthday gift
Really it was urs??
Obaid Starrr yes!! 💘
Sonia Pighini I didn’t see any assumptions about Tom Holland...?
T E A the one that she would leave her boyfriend to marry Tom Holland
Layal Turkistani 19:17
Wow her reaction to the " fishing for empathy" question, watching her fighting and holding back the tears really got to me. 😢 she handles all the negativity and drama so gracefully. All power to you Nikkie- we love you
The fact that someone could assume you used your family's situation like that reflects what kind of person THEY are. Love you Nikki
I am a new viewer. You are an old soul and it is so refreshing. I am 56 and new to makeup. I love watching you. Thank you for letting me know it is ok to stand up for myself.
im new to makeup too. I'm 19.
some of those assumptions where really unnecessary and mean especially the one about her family ☹️
Omg thx for all the likes ( edited )
Charlotte Young I absolutely agree with you. It's just so mean to say or even think. Sad.
I couldn’t agree more.
It is actually disgusting someone said that.
Who ever says Nikkie shared her little brothers’ story for empathy.
I Will physically fight you.
Come at me.
Zamari Safi shut to up
sanne2299 I will help
Thats true
Ugh SERIOUSLY 👏👏👏 People are gross.
Agreed. It broke my heart watching Nikki answer that assumption AND to back it up even further, that someone would even THINK that...
People have been hating Nicki lately because shes so positive and people are so miserable.
Totally agree with you there girl! Nikki is a happy bubbly talented woman. People these days are hateful off others success! 😱 she worked hard to get here 🙌🙌😍😍
Nahh, its because she's a tool of the antichrist kingdom which is being built right now before your spiritually blinded eyes. And you people refuse to try to learn anything that's true by way of His Holy Spirit.
Die-Is- Gain um, no.
Die-Is- Gain you’re not a Christian, you’re a cultists. No true Christian acts like this
@@innyen19d God isn't real anyway😜
7:07 "trust me when I get married you are the first im goig to tell.. well um my mom"
One week later she's engaged 💍💍💕
As a cancer patient, I understand to share it. It's not a card to play, it's a form of therapy. To share loss, confusion, fear and hope.
I love the videos you make❤ you are my go-to when I'm admitted 🏨❤
I hope you defeat it for good and feel strong and healthy again soon. Sending love from South America!
مو حلو فاشل 🤢🤪🤪😵🦶🦶🦶🦶🦶🦶🦶🦶🦶✌🦶🦶🦶🦶🦶✌✌✌🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿🦵🏿
Edi Mesa sending you lots of love💖
Hope you get through it healthy, kisses from me 💕
Edi Mesa Stay strong ! Sending lots of love 💕💕💕
The pain in Nikkie's eyes when she read the assumption about the family issues 😥
When she read that, my heart broke for her. But she handled it with such grace, as she seems to publicly handle most things. She's a good role model for girls growing up and someone that some adults should even try to emulate.
@@lizdoonan8682 agreed ❣
Margarita Hurmiz can‘t find it!
@@margaritahurmiz its almost at the end part.. minute 18 i think
@@RockBottom1999 watch till the end ❣
Loved this! But can we please have a makeup room tour?!?! Love u Nikkie!!!
Yaaaas
Yeeeees
YES!
Yarrrrsss
Can you do a wedding look? I am getting married soon and I don’t know how I should do my makeup
Sarah Basket mmmmmm. Hire an makeup artist?
Lala lili, I would but I’m not rich
yes that would be cool and btw congratulations
isabels style, thank you
Ash Settle, yeah that’s a good idea, thanks
I feel like theres ALL of youtube and all of the drama and scandals and then theres Nikkis channel which is like its own little world in a bubble thats very calming and therapeutic. Idk i just feel like that what it is
Yes I feel that also
You are 100%
TOTALLY didn’t think u where talking abt ur brother for empathy. Would NEVER think that at all. I believe you are one of the most humble and caring people alive. I haven’t gone through anything like that but it still opened my eyes a LOT. THANK YOU for sharing that story. I love your channel
Nikki nicely saying she's too BOOKED AND BUSY to be bothered by UA-cam drama
Yass Queen
her views are plunging sis. shes cancelled. end of story.
@@christopherrichardson8526 how im curious
@@christopherrichardson8526 2.2 million views
CaNCelLeD
I'd like to make an observation about the assumption from "sky smiles" (The one that said they thought you got stuck up and cocky). In my 45 years on this Earth I've gained a lot of experience & knowledge. In my opinion, when people see women becoming confident in themselves they OFTEN mistake CONFIDENCE for cockiness. Sadly, if you were a man you wouldn't get comments like that. So, while I respect "sky smiles' " opinion, I COMPLETELY disagree with it. In my opinion, you seem to be confident in yourself; and I'm SO PROUD of you for that sweetie pie. 😘😍👍👏
No one thinks that
No one thinks that
No one thinks that
No one thinks that
Who ever sent that assumption needs to reassess themselves. Seeing your reaction to that person broke my heart.
No. One. Thinks. That.
I totally agree! I know that Nikkie has ALWAYS been sincere. :)
@@thomasmettham855 what assumption can you share the time ????????
Blink/ Army I’m pretty sure they’re talking about 17:41
@@@morganclaiborne3122 Thank you very much !!!
The assumption about your family was frankly disgusting. What a cruel thing to say.
Also beauty blender are so trashy at the moment, coming for other brands etc. Ugh.
Haters back off she can say what she wants on HER channel OK !!!!!!!!!
haylie bould Nobody said she couldn’t ? lol Calm down kid.
Sorry if I bugged u but she can talk about what she wants and people are allowed options 😂 x
But are we gonna forget when she was held captive by maybelline? 😩🤚
Hannah Bee whaaaat
Hannah Bee ?
Diana Fernandez Gonzalez it's a joke that nikki was held hostage by maybelline because they released makeup tutorials featuring her and she looked like she was not enjoying/did not want to be there
Almira Kristine I haven’t seen that, can you send a link?
Sara Himari just look it up on UA-cam
“As soon as I moved to Amsterdam or LA the mental health has left the chat” 😂😂😂 ik ga stukk!! 14:46
First Lady het is ook gewoon waar🤣🤣🤣
What are yall saying ........
Whitney Soto ik ga stuk? It is like lmao or lol
@@yesgirl207 O
O okay.
Whitney Soto more like ‘lmao I’m dying’
Can we just appreciate how flawless your hair always is ?!! Hair tutorial??
Mara A omg yas
Yeees, I alwaaays love her hairstyles!! We need a video
nikkie you should do a drunk makeup tutorial so then we can really see a dif side of u
*Oh gawd*
*Oh gawd*
Omfg yas👏🏼
Oh no... she isn't one of these teenager here on youtube. I like seeing her being professional and growing up. That's the natural way and Nikkie spreads love and joy, just an adult opinion :)
That's what kids or attention seeking people do, Nikkie ain't like that.
I feel like Nikkie is literally one of the most genuine and real youtubers on this platform.
When the assumption about you talking about your family came I got so so mad. You barely talk about it, just enough for us to know, and to make you feel better just to talking about it. I hope no one really thinks that's of you because that's such an impersonal way to look at someone
tereenunpostit i know, that broke my heart!!!
tereenunpostit seriously! i feel like that person just thinks that for themselves. i never once thought that, she was sharing to like she said to show it happens to anyone why would she want any empathy considering her little brother died? people are ignorant
"brands put a lot of time and effort in their launches"
*thinks about jacklyn hill*
"NOT ALL OF THEM"
Angelina dtp exactly what I thought 😂
Yes I was like the tea !!
I thought the same thing omfg 😂
Lol nikki totally had a little shade lmao love it
🍵
17:45 i had to skip forward i could NOT watch you answer that, it broke my heart AND infuriated me at that same time
bran right omg
uglyskies made me so fucking angry and uncomfortable that she even asked that
OMG... about the family issues, I can't believe someone thinks you shared that just for everyone else to show empathy. My brother passed away 10 years ago, he went on a trip and drowned in the lake which was heartbreaking and traumatic. I was 16 and he was 19, he was my best friend and partner in crime, I miss him so much still and people used to think I would cry in the middle of a class just to get everyone else's attention but there were just a few people that really understood I just needed support, in reality there is little to none understanding as to what you're going through and I hope no one has to lose a loved one to avoid saying those cruel words.
Nikie, you're amazing and the fact you shared your experience made me feel there are people out there that understand how much pain I've been through and I'm not alone. Thanks for doing that!
To everyone who has siblings, live your lives as if it was your very last day with them, one day you're here and one day you're gone. Take advantage of this blessing and love until you die.
LOVE YOU NIKKIE!
Joselyn Rodas same. My little brother passed away suddenly sep 1, 2016. Ten days after he turned 29. We are five years apart. It has shattered everyone in our family. She was not fishing for empathy. What’s wrong with ppl
Ppl are vile
I’m sorry for your loss
And Nikki I’m sorry for your loss
@@Delioncourt82 Sorry for your loss also and thank you for sharing that, but if you don't mind me asking... what happened to him? 😔 I really don't understand why some people would think we do this just to get attention, that's fucked up... Hugs! 🥰
okay girl drop the tutorial on how you do your hair because I am living for every single one hairstyle you've ever did
Nikkie is the only beauty guru I follow. She’s least problematic and so talented 💗
right .
There are smaller channels full of this kind of beauty gurus. Unfortunately, people keep going on about the same 10 channels insted of looking for new ones.
you should check out kathleenlights! she's amazing too!
Truth
Bratmen is unproblematic too
The assumption about fishing for empathy was uncalled for people will do anything for clout if you actually watch her videos you would know she would never do something like that😐
Who's here after she came out? We love you nikkie 💖💕
Love Nikki even more now...just for the journey she's been through. Strong Woman!!
Me she's amazing
He’s big AF 😳
@@Lambsear565 and that gives you what exactly? Do you feel better now? You are a terrible person.
I'm still here, but then I am trans too. But I never would have guessed. Although many are too afraid of rejection & losing friends & loved ones, to come out. But she is all woman and her truthful video shouldn't make the slightest bit of difference. She has given so much help and advice to others about makeup etc. So now is the time we give back & show unswerving support. Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind, no longer matter!!! We love you Nikkie xx
“From an insecure 14yr old to... whatever this is”
That’s every adult 😂😂😂👏👏👏
You know wat she really wanted to say right?
@@youran1312 right!
NOW IT MAKES SENSE !!
@Jenna Jewels she doesn't. Show some respect
Jenna Jewels Even when she was 14 she still presented as female... masculinization did not take place for her.
Just because we are women and we have generally gotten the short end of the stick throughout history and now doesn’t mean that we shouldn’t be welcoming of peaceful others!
The person above me is right, you should be a little more respectful of her! Your chromosomes do not determine your gender, and we shouldn’t limit people in this way.
Nikkie is literally one of the very few genuine and kind beauty gurus and for someone to assume she uses her family's tragedies for empathy is so vile and cruel
Nikkie, don't give such toxic people your time. We all know your truth.
People need to stop asking questions about her life. She has a heart too.If someone asked you personal questions,would you like it? Or if someone talks about another person who’s passed away unfortunately,wouldn’t you be upset? Nikkie has lost her brother and what hurts me the most is that people don’t even care:(❤️❤️ ilyy Nikkie🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️😭
Aminah Mahmood she puts herself out there tho.... just like Kim k
Rachel Combs,I’m not talking about Kim tho lol.
shes a mess and needs to be cancelled already
Christopher Richardson,yeahhh! :)
Who’s here after she posted that she’s GETTING MARRIED?😂
MEEEEE
Me too. Congratulations Nikkie.
The assumption about her being married is at 7:02 for anyone wondering 🙋🏽♀️
Me 😂🤣
Camilla Castillo meeee
Okkkk Necker Island memories! BEST times with you, Nikkie! 💖
Wait wait WAIT! people are ACTUALLY accusing her of begging for sympathy for sharing the story of her brothers death, like what the heck😢😡
Night Walt and if she didn’t share her death everyone would’ve been like oh she hiding stuff from us blah blah. They can never be happy🙄
Cancer is an evil killer, my hearts with everyone who’s been affected by this disease
Hi Nikkie! Just a suggestion, it would be really helpful if you would paste the code emojis in the description box so viewers could reference that throughout the video if we forget what’s what!! Xoxo
13:29 yeah... stay in Holland, from all the crap that's going on in the States... Europe is the best place to be.
Pinky Malin ??? Not for Black people or non white people lmao
@@felisha209 cause the US is such a great place for black people to be?
brexit means brexit because you only leave once
felisha209 if anything people of color don’t get gunned down here on the streets...
We have problems in Europe too.
When Beyoncé’s MUA did your makeup, that more subtle brow he did was my favorite brow look on you ever. 👌🏼
No one:
Absolutely no one:
Nikkie tutorials: for today's video I'm gonna grab the monster by the balls.
Jerrod Smith 😂😂😂 The not so english version of the Dutch ‘grabbing the cow by its horn (koe bij de horens vatten/pakken)’
When she said that I had to rewind to make sure That was really what she said
who’s here after her coming out?
Nobody
Lucía Lacarrubba but u are
Me !
Woot woot!
@@lucialacarrubba mee
the thing with her family and empathy makes me so angry.. nikkie, you're special. we all fear loosing someone with cancer and i send you big hugs from switzerland..
15:40 *just changed my whole impression of you! Not gonna lie, I used to think the same about you, but I loved how you explained that the companies work so hard on launching new things that if a big beauty guru like you ripped it apart it would just be... cruel and damaging to them. What kind and humble **_QUEEN_* 💞
Hey Nikkie,
Perhaps a nice idea:
Do all the female badgirls from the movies like: bride of Frankenstein, the green witch from The Wizard of Oz, Ursula the seawitch, Bride of Chucky, Valak the Nun? Let me know what you think! Hope to hear from you. Oh and you rock girl for eleven years! Greetings from me (groetjes uit Enschede)
Aye enschedeee😂
Yes,that's great idea. Great content for her next video. Thank you 💖💖💖
Her doing a bride of chucky look would be so cool
Yes dude! best idea ever!
Michel Habers Lily Minster and Morticia Gomez
I wanna put one thing straight, NOBODY is thinking you talk about family issue for any type of sympathy. The fact you shared such personal information with us is amazing! I literally wanted to cry when that question was asked because its unfair. Thank you for sharing your life and feelings with us Nikkie 👸🏼
0:46 i thought she was gonna say " for today's video BITCCHHHHHHH"
^ i really need to stop watching bretman rock the entire day ^😂
Nonii I read it in his voice 😂
Saaaaammme 😹
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
fr 🤣🤣
Lmfaoooo I have that stuck in my head 🤣
When you are too early so there are no juicy comments yet
Was just thinking of a juicy way to comment the same thing...
Ashley Deardon you have more likes then Nikki’s comment
Whitney White, it’s an honor for sure
I just want to tell you, when you start talking serious, I can tell that you are from Europe. I don’t know how to describe it, but you’re not like everybody else in the best way! You’re so real, smart and spiritual. You’re not living in a capsule, you’re in the real life. You’re special and sooo beautiful! 💕
Oh God that was my first thing crossed my mind as well!!
I love your brutal honesty ! I feel like you're doing the best job as being you and not sugar coating anything. Love your videos
Some of those assumptions made me sick to my stomach, made me want to slap someone & just roll my eyes...
YOU LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE NIKKIE!!
my 6 year old daughter just passed by and said "oh momma she's preeeeetttyyy!!"
Love you Nikkie💖💖
Lindsey Cassels 😭😭😭 so cute aw
awwww this is so cute
I cant believe someone said you try and get empathy by sharing you and your familys pain!!! Im sorry I absolutely did not think that by seeing you be so open and vulnerable and sharing that very private pain made me see you as a real person not just UA-cam Nikki thank you for feeling like we are here for you and thinking of us as friends and your youtube family!!!
7:04-7:11
"Trust me when I get married. You are the first to tell. Well, and my mom"
👏SHE👏WASN'T👏 KIDDING👏
I'm so glad you shared your brother's story with us. And you're right it could happen to anyone. I lost my brother as well and I felt such a closeness to you after this. Did I empathize with you...of course! Because I've been there..but I never thought that was you were doing it for attention. Hugs and kisses Nikki for keeping it real. I also have that weed, paranoid, anxiety thing..ummm...yeah...but no😂. Love ya!
Nikkie, you stay strong. There are some very mean people. I can't even imagine how someone can say that about your struggles. I'm sorry you had to hear that.
Nikki: brands put a lot of effort into that product.. well not all of them...
Jaclyn and her lab pouring her lipsticks in Chernobyl: what?
Bless this mess 😅😅👌🏼
Nooooot Chernobyl!!!! 🤣😩😩🤣😩🤣🤣😩🤣🤣😩😩🤣🤣
being from Ukraine and to see your comment HERE is... well, LMAO
Amazing hahah 😂 best comment ever
💀
I lost my brother, too, so I know your pain. You do whatever you need to do to get through it, and I admire you sharing your story. It does help when you know someone else shares your pain. Also, you're gorgeous and I love your makeup!
Nikkie, your raw kindness and open honesty is *so* refreshing. I've drifted from your UA-cam channel over the years but this video is what will bring me back. Thank you so much for being you.
someone : Nicki doesn’t show of how rich she’s
Nicki wearing 34k bracelets😂
Exactly, in her snapchat stories she wears a lot of Gucci clothing
Yeah but that’s been her life for a while now so if she did stop UA-cam she’d not be able to maintain that lifestyle for a long time
that's a whole year of college...I'm JEALOUS
Each of the three bracelets is 36k :-D
I come here for the hair and jewellery.
YOU ARE THE MOST GENUINE PERSON ALIVE DON’T LET PEOPLE BRING YOU DOWN
Anonimia Another I read worst omg I’m so sorry😭😭😭
Shes the beauty queen who does not get into drama :/
I love her she is so nice and confident
Awwww I could see how hard it was to talk about your brother. Bless your heart. You have a beautiful soul Nikkie 💗
ASSUMPTIONS is the perfect word. Thank you for doing this video because people need to know that it's not reality if its an assumption. Spreading toxicity is not okay!
An underrated queen.
Because ppl prefer drama than work of art
🤷♀️🤷♀️
👌
She has 12 million subscribers? Underrated much?
@Yea, Okay. well the amount of talent she has and if you compare her with all the other beauty guru's honey, she is underrated!
Love you boo, thank you for turning my insecure 14 year old self into the confidante I am today. 💖💐
Your profile pic is so cutee
Jenny Hunt confident***
So recogniseable that as soon as you finally have confidence in yourself and it shows, people start calling you stuck up. Being confident is so often mistaken for arrogance!
at the end of the day nikkie finds the good in everything. LITERALLY everything. i love you sis 🥰.
For the 1% who see this
You are amazing and beautiful just the way you are. You don't have to change a thing, the world can change its heart!! Have a lovely life 🌹🌹❤️❤️❤️
You too
Thank you 🥺I was feeling down and that made me cheer up ! Thank u💚
❤️
Magical Panda NEW UA-camR!☺️ it would mean a lot if you could take the time to watch my recent video about being pregnant at 17 whilst going through an abusive relationship. Don’t forget to like comment & subscribe, GRINDING FOR 1K!😩
Sarah Bee of course!! Thanks for the love everyone... We need to spread positivity in this world!
Even Beyoncé shouldn’t be okay with acting like a diva.. I can’t stand people like that, money doesn’t make anybody better or more important.
Exactly! And Beyonće is so overrated😐
I was about to comment the SAME thing
i think she doesn’t it’s just a thing people believe because they don’t see into her daily life they just say that because she made a song long time ago about being one
Unfortunately a lot of ppl don't think like this. Even the slightest of money makes some ppl lose their mind. They think they're better somehow.
I feel like Beyonce deserves to act like a diva 😂 but she doesn't really. Like compare her to the level of Mariah Carey's diva level.( No shade, love queen Bee and Mariah)
A intresting idea for a video would be applying makeup only using the tools that are included with the makeup, like the powder puffs in conpacts,sponge applicators for eyeshadow and the brushes that come with a eyeshadow pallete. I got this idea while i was trying to figure out how you would apply the butter bronzer with the sponge thing it came with😂