Bankrupt. 1M USD debt, and depression. I really wanted to die.

It was just a failure in the business once, but the big debt of 1 million dollars was too much for me.
I couldn't get hold of anything, and I couldn't think of any other way but to die.
While experiencing symptoms of lethargy and depression, I decided to change myself and overcome it through a certain period of time.
Starting with this video, I want to grow back from the bottom and overcome my current situation.