I can easily relate to this... The day I left my ex, my drinking problem started. I fell deeply in love with this girl and I don’t know how to let her go. Keep up the good work!
It gets better. Young love heart-broke. Learn from mistakes and gain wisdom. You will grow stronger. Find the lord and talk to him, no need to drink and bring you down. Stand tall with your head up and one feet over the other and move forward day by day.
I never drank as early as I did or started after I broke up with my ex but when my mom passed I mainly smoked and stayed with weed dropped weight and drank more after my ex but at the same time and same sense I drink and smoke mainly to numb me and take away all of the pain away rather it's from my ex how wrong bad and dirty she did me treating her like a queen breaking my back and busting my ass off at work but nothing satisfied her and at the same time makes the pain and heart break go away from my momma passing so its true you dont miss the ones you love and adore the most til they're gone which is my momma towards my ex and anyone else I let in and gave my all too and got done wrong or dirty I can careless about specially when I or you give and gave your all and they still treated you wrong and bad theres no other love than your moms til she's gone but many treat their mom wrong and bad and when shes gone you really have nothing left and on the other hand my dad is still here and kicking but yet shows me tough love and seems he dont care and bump heads til this day so I dont really speak to him much or care to speak to him much at all and dont ask for or beg for help no matter what I'm going through in life or my struggles been struggling since a kid with my mom so its nothing new to me as an adult
I love all of your songs seriously. I can relate to it all as a recovering heroin addict. That inspiring song about your moms addiction, that shit hit hard. My kids and I listen to it and cry. You got this. I just had my heart crushed after swearing off love after my kids dad and I split 12 years ago. Now I've been broken again. It will get better. Love you
Your ability to relate to our messy and ugly parts of ourselves is absolutely mind blowing. You remind me of my favorite saying.."What doesn't break us will only make us stronger"
You’re music is great! There’s so much heart in every one of your songs and can be relatable to almost anyone in some way. You are becoming “the light” to many people, I hope you can see that you’re making a difference 💛 I wish you the best in your future career.
He is right 💯 but hes building the broken people nation love you gremlin been here for two and a half years watch all your videos and listen to all your new songs BrokenpeopleNation
Your such a beautiful soul ❣️ don't focus on past mistakes we all make them, your doing amazing, helping people the way you do, you deserve the best because you are the best, love you bro 💯
[Verse 1: Gremlin] There's so much on my mind, Im talking all the time/ sorry if I forward you if you call my line/ Im just lost inside my thoughts with a cigar and wine/ I can tell my chakras now are not aligned/ wish someone could tell me what was wrong with this heart of mine/ it's overshadowed by the darkness when it starts to shine/ I really need to lie in bed to calm my mind/ but I been drinkin so my home right now is hard to find/ Im just an artist who is partly blind/ only sees the bad and never good when he starts to rhyme/ I wish you cared that I never had a solid heart/ but when I fall apart, you call it art/ pinpointing suppressed memories is awfully hard/ so I numb the shit with shots hitting all the marks/ I'm just tryna find myself in this/ but the more I look for help the more I feel the helplessness [Hook: Gremlin] Ima drink another one, even though I really wish that I could slow down/ Ima drink another one, always say I'm gonna stop but I dont know how/ Ima drink another one, sorry mom I really wish that I could slow down/ but ima drink another one, always say Im gonna stop but I dont know how/ I dont know how/ [Verse 2: Gremlin] To hell with this, maybe I should see a therapist/ so they can tell me what is wrong like there it is/ actin like she can solve it with some narratives/ while shes going home getting divorced like her parents did/ There's always issues we dont deal with cause were scared of it/ I look at my reflection I dont know who's eyes im starin in/ its terrible, man I really know I should take care of it/ cause in order for me to move forward its imperative/ but, Im scared to find what's underneath/ cause whenever I get terrified Its tough to breathe/ These feelings are a parasite, and I have nowhere to hide/ so I just wear the hide of fuckin sheep/ See Im hopin, that yall can take it/ I dont think Im broken, I think my hearts misshapen/ thats why my relationships can, get overly complicated/ and why I always get more, toxic when intoxicated/ far from perfect but I swear to god I'm worth it/ cause Im giving you all that I got and not whats just on the surface/ so it really doesn't even matter to me if this song gets purchased/ I just want you to know that I write every song with purpose/ and the purpose of this ones for you to see inside/ and show you whats been eating me alive/ what am I to do when liquors causing me to be deprived/ at the same time, only thing thats helping me survive/ [Hook: Gremlin] Ima drink another one, even though I really wish that I could slow down/ Ima drink another one, always say I'm gonna stop but I dont know how/ Ima drink another one, sorry mom I really wish that I could slow down/ but ima drink another one, always say Im gonna stop but I dont know how/ I dont know how/
This song truly expresses how i honestly feel. I have been through alot in my life. Lost my dad. Mom. Brother. I struggle with Depression an alcohol. Let me say no one understands me not even my therapist or psyhatrist. Life is hard. I have 2 Sisters an 1 Brother an it truly hurts they dnt talk to me. I have 2 therapy cats that are pulling me through this
Kinda small world I have listened to the song u wrote for ur mom LOVE IT. I ended up at CDC this past weekend met ur sister in law who told me to look u up n listen to real talk. I find u an inspiration as I am a recovering addict and ur songs hit home. Keep it up ur awsome can't wait till u go real big god bless. An for u go help others is such a wonderful blessing God has big plans for u. God bless
UR VIDEOS HAVE TOUCH ME IN SO MANY WAYS. EVERYTIME I GET DOWN I GO TO YOUR VIDEOS. THEY GIVE ME CHILLS AND ITS A BLESSINGS. YOU KEEP GOING N REACHING FOR YOUR GOALS AND EHAT GOD HAS BLESS YOU TO B N HAVE WITHIN YOURSELF.
This guy knows exactly what I’m going through word for word I love your music there isn’t 1 song that doesn’t hit close to home keep doing what your doing I’m feeling it
Really happy I came across your music!! Thanks for bringing real rap!! This is why I dig deep for good rap because subs and followers mean nothing about the quality of music. Keep grinding and you will continue to shine! Your music hits the soul!
Every song you write hits a spot...I love this song man verse 2 goes hard and I can relate to just about every line. Keep up your good work. Your music helps especially on them dark days...
Your lyrics hit bro, whenever I’m in a bad mood I come listen to your music, it’s been really hard for me right now, my friends are leaving me slowly, so music is the thing I listen to. I’m trying to keep my head up, and I’ll get better, and so will you, for every negative there’s always a positive.
I feel every word of most of your songs hitting my right in the heart I have try everything from being the perfect son brother uncle ect.. To trying to give God my life by becoming a priest to now living in my car drinking daily snoring and smoking anything I come across to just to be able to keep going another day but I fear everything and everyone I'm a complete outkast I feet no where or with anyone.
All of your song really hit me right in the feels. I love them all. So much real, raw emotion in each of them. You don't listen to your music, you FEEL it. Thank you.
Man, I love this so much. Coming from someone who traded one addiction for another.. at the age of 17 after catching his first charge at 18.. There is so much meaning & power if you listen to the words behind this‼️🙏🏼
I absolutely love it, strait from the soul. Nothing is more pure than that. Thank you for sharing such a wounderful song. I hope your life gets better! I have hope for you 💜
I just saw one of your videos for the first time the other day I was married to someone who was consumed by so many demons drank and did drugs to feel better I’ve finally broken free from all that your music really touches me I have your music on repeat listening to it your very talented I hope you know how much power your words have I hope your ok and know that people are looking up to you. You have a purpose and a beautiful soul anyone can change there life your words about women are empowering
That was alot more powerful than I thought It was gonna be. Keep up the solid work. Theres not many out there who could spit a deep track the way did out there. Thats sick.
Bro, you fucking kill it. Your music has given me do much hope and inspiration. I am a recovering addict, and hearing the words to your songs really gives me hope. I'm not going to give up. You truly are an amazing and gifted artist, but more importantly you are a wonderful spirit. Blessings to you and your family.
Ugh I'm the same. Ty. Your music let's me know am not alone. I'm trying soo hard to deal. My drinking brings honestly but is not easy for those I love. I pray every night that I can
I feel this completely bro... I'm soaking in the bathtub with a a fifth of whiskey half gone and a cig in my mouth as I type this. Kinda wild lol. Chilling listening to you're music. It always seems to speak to me man
damn bro I was sitting here tipping a bottle of vodka back and saw this pop up. It's weird hearing you sound melodic instead of rapping but I like it. I've been listening to Tower 28 on loop the past few weeks because I'm going through hard times. I literally play it like 3 times on the way to work in my car lately
It’s amazing how people love to see other people fall apart and see that as art why can’t people be okay with not falling apart it like the world is okay with falling apart
Even all the new songs are absolute bangers, this one still will always be my song! Lost my voice a lot of times singing my heart out to this like it was meant for me! I have the instrumental memorized as well as the beat and the music, I can play this song anytime, but sometimes I just really need the lyrics 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Sick jam was playing this in the car n my homie was like who TF is this n I put some other of ur songs on nd he said u get down! Much love from Santa Maria CA 805
Wish I could stop this drinking habit and just being sad about some relationship. I know what I should do but I don’t ever make the right steps to do anything anymore . This songs dope bro I appreciate it 💙🕉
Bro I really need “that’s why” that song was amazing as fuck bro it went so hard. “That’s why I’m gremlin, the reason why I’m so cold. And why I’d never grow old, I’ll probably take my life this day I don’t pray alright that’s why I’m gremlin” trust me man been thinking about this song for the longest . Get back to me brotha! Love your music bro. I’m from Costa Mesa, went to Mesa for middle school
This masterpiece really hits me...💔💯 By the way Gremlin is the only one rapper I can listen to so it speaks for itself. His songs are full of emotions and have a real meaning
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Hey everything you do is amazing man, seems like everytime I hear your music it just hits home, keep going man I appreciate your music a lot
Love it
Nice
Keep on preachin gremlin ✌🏻✌🏻
I love you I'm going through a lot rn this helped
I can easily relate to this... The day I left my ex, my drinking problem started. I fell deeply in love with this girl and I don’t know how to let her go.
Keep up the good work!
I can relate. Drinking is the only way to numb me
Same brother
It gets better. Young love heart-broke. Learn from mistakes and gain wisdom. You will grow stronger. Find the lord and talk to him, no need to drink and bring you down. Stand tall with your head up and one feet over the other and move forward day by day.
I never drank as early as I did or started after I broke up with my ex but when my mom passed I mainly smoked and stayed with weed dropped weight and drank more after my ex but at the same time and same sense I drink and smoke mainly to numb me and take away all of the pain away rather it's from my ex how wrong bad and dirty she did me treating her like a queen breaking my back and busting my ass off at work but nothing satisfied her and at the same time makes the pain and heart break go away from my momma passing so its true you dont miss the ones you love and adore the most til they're gone which is my momma towards my ex and anyone else I let in and gave my all too and got done wrong or dirty I can careless about specially when I or you give and gave your all and they still treated you wrong and bad theres no other love than your moms til she's gone but many treat their mom wrong and bad and when shes gone you really have nothing left and on the other hand my dad is still here and kicking but yet shows me tough love and seems he dont care and bump heads til this day so I dont really speak to him much or care to speak to him much at all and dont ask for or beg for help no matter what I'm going through in life or my struggles been struggling since a kid with my mom so its nothing new to me as an adult
Definitely relate, drinking numbs me from reality.
This song relates to everything, i always say I'm going to stop but I can't.
I love all of your songs seriously. I can relate to it all as a recovering heroin addict. That inspiring song about your moms addiction, that shit hit hard. My kids and I listen to it and cry. You got this. I just had my heart crushed after swearing off love after my kids dad and I split 12 years ago. Now I've been broken again. It will get better. Love you
it will get better, you got this!
That hits right at home your songs are the same way I feel you have past the road I going through.
I’m so so proud of you this song made me cry 😢💙
Your ability to relate to our messy and ugly parts of ourselves is absolutely mind blowing. You remind me of my favorite saying.."What doesn't break us will only make us stronger"
You’re music is great! There’s so much heart in every one of your songs and can be relatable to almost anyone in some way. You are becoming “the light” to many people, I hope you can see that you’re making a difference 💛 I wish you the best in your future career.
Thank you very much ❤..
YOU ARE SO UNDERRATED
I agree 100%
He is right 💯 but hes building the broken people nation love you gremlin been here for two and a half years watch all your videos and listen to all your new songs
BrokenpeopleNation
×1000
Your underrated bitch
I'm sorry I misunderstood you I'm so sorry
Deep. I love how ain’t scared to express real trials n tribulations. Keep it up! 💋🌹
Never 🙏
I have this song on repeat understanding & feeling the energy I'm related to this jam
Your such a beautiful soul ❣️ don't focus on past mistakes we all make them, your doing amazing, helping people the way you do, you deserve the best because you are the best, love you bro 💯
[Verse 1: Gremlin]
There's so much on my mind, Im talking all the time/
sorry if I forward you if you call my line/
Im just lost inside my thoughts with a cigar and wine/
I can tell my chakras now are not aligned/
wish someone could tell me what was wrong with this heart of mine/
it's overshadowed by the darkness when it starts to shine/
I really need to lie in bed to calm my mind/
but I been drinkin so my home right now is hard to find/
Im just an artist who is partly blind/
only sees the bad and never good when he starts to rhyme/
I wish you cared that I never had a solid heart/
but when I fall apart, you call it art/
pinpointing suppressed memories is awfully hard/
so I numb the shit with shots hitting all the marks/
I'm just tryna find myself in this/ but the
more I look for help the more I feel the helplessness
[Hook: Gremlin]
Ima drink another one,
even though I really wish that I could slow down/
Ima drink another one,
always say I'm gonna stop but I dont know how/
Ima drink another one,
sorry mom I really wish that I could slow down/
but ima drink another one,
always say Im gonna stop but I dont know how/
I dont know how/
[Verse 2: Gremlin]
To hell with this, maybe I should see a therapist/
so they can tell me what is wrong like there it is/
actin like she can solve it with some narratives/
while shes going home getting divorced like her parents did/
There's always issues we dont deal with cause were scared of it/
I look at my reflection I dont know who's eyes im starin in/
its terrible, man I really know I should take care of it/
cause in order for me to move forward its imperative/
but, Im scared to find what's underneath/
cause whenever I get terrified Its tough to breathe/
These feelings are a parasite, and I have nowhere to hide/
so I just wear the hide of fuckin sheep/
See Im hopin, that yall can take it/
I dont think Im broken, I think my hearts misshapen/
thats why my relationships can, get overly complicated/
and why I always get more, toxic when intoxicated/
far from perfect but I swear to god I'm worth it/
cause Im giving you all that I got and not whats just on the surface/
so it really doesn't even matter to me if this song gets purchased/
I just want you to know that I write every song with purpose/
and the purpose of this ones for you to see inside/
and show you whats been eating me alive/
what am I to do when liquors causing me to be deprived/
at the same time, only thing thats helping me survive/
[Hook: Gremlin]
Ima drink another one,
even though I really wish that I could slow down/
Ima drink another one,
always say I'm gonna stop but I dont know how/
Ima drink another one,
sorry mom I really wish that I could slow down/
but ima drink another one,
always say Im gonna stop but I dont know how/
I dont know how/
This song truly expresses how i honestly feel. I have been through alot in my life. Lost my dad. Mom. Brother. I struggle with Depression an alcohol. Let me say no one understands me not even my therapist or psyhatrist. Life is hard. I have 2 Sisters an 1 Brother an it truly hurts they dnt talk to me. I have 2 therapy cats that are pulling me through this
Kinda small world I have listened to the song u wrote for ur mom LOVE IT. I ended up at CDC this past weekend met ur sister in law who told me to look u up n listen to real talk. I find u an inspiration as I am a recovering addict and ur songs hit home. Keep it up ur awsome can't wait till u go real big god bless. An for u go help others is such a wonderful blessing God has big plans for u. God bless
The lyrics !
I felt that.
😥😪
Been following you for several years... deeply connect to everything you rap about... nothing I don't love
I don't care how old this is.. I listen to it on repeat all the time no joke. It's my life almost to a t.. my heart man.. no joke. 🥺
I'm late same here 😪
Absolutely hit the heart ... Great song♥️🤙
Man this just hits another way. The vibes are real. Amazing artist.
Very very deep💯😔
UR VIDEOS HAVE TOUCH ME IN SO MANY WAYS. EVERYTIME I GET DOWN I GO TO YOUR VIDEOS. THEY GIVE ME CHILLS AND ITS A BLESSINGS. YOU KEEP GOING N REACHING FOR YOUR GOALS AND EHAT GOD HAS BLESS YOU TO B N HAVE WITHIN YOURSELF.
Depression is gonna kill me I really can't get enough of this song
This guy knows exactly what I’m going through word for word I love your music there isn’t 1 song that doesn’t hit close to home keep doing what your doing I’m feeling it
Much love 🙏
Really happy I came across your music!! Thanks for bringing real rap!! This is why I dig deep for good rap because subs and followers mean nothing about the quality of music. Keep grinding and you will continue to shine! Your music hits the soul!
Omg it gave me chills !! Love your music!!! I will be listening to this song over and over!! 💖
Every beat
Played this over 100 times man my favorite song of yours !! Besides she was you !
I wish I could get my thoughts and feelings out together like you do!
Love it, B.C. its hard to find people who relate to you with out judging
Every song you write hits a spot...I love this song man verse 2 goes hard and I can relate to just about every line. Keep up your good work. Your music helps especially on them dark days...
Thank you for the love!
I cry every time I listen 2 this sums me up In 1 verse frfr 💯
Your lyrics hit bro, whenever I’m in a bad mood I come listen to your music, it’s been really hard for me right now, my friends are leaving me slowly, so music is the thing I listen to. I’m trying to keep my head up, and I’ll get better, and so will you, for every negative there’s always a positive.
Always my go 2 when I feel down and shyt frfr 💯
I feel every word of most of your songs hitting my right in the heart I have try everything from being the perfect son brother uncle ect.. To trying to give God my life by becoming a priest to now living in my car drinking daily snoring and smoking anything I come across to just to be able to keep going another day but I fear everything and everyone I'm a complete outkast I feet no where or with anyone.
Crazy I remember having youtube to let me know when this released on UA-cam so proud of you
#Gremlin
Love this song 🖤
Bro how do you only have 29 thousand subs? You definitely deserve to be over 100 thousand. Great music 👍
Nah. Dude deserves to be over a mil in subs. He's a fucking beast.
The heck? He had only 29,000?! That's not fair
Like he's better than Eminem.
( Rn he has 500K )
All of your song really hit me right in the feels. I love them all. So much real, raw emotion in each of them. You don't listen to your music, you FEEL it. Thank you.
Man, I love this so much. Coming from someone who traded one addiction for another.. at the age of 17 after catching his first charge at 18.. There is so much meaning & power if you listen to the words behind this‼️🙏🏼
I absolutely love it, strait from the soul. Nothing is more pure than that. Thank you for sharing such a wounderful song. I hope your life gets better! I have hope for you 💜
Ur amazing! I have 3 yrs sober i am my boys can say that! All ut stuff is so deep man thanks💚💜💜🙏
I just saw one of your videos for the first time the other day I was married to someone who was consumed by so many demons drank and did drugs to feel better I’ve finally broken free from all that your music really touches me I have your music on repeat listening to it your very talented I hope you know how much power your words have I hope your ok and know that people are looking up to you. You have a purpose and a beautiful soul anyone can change there life your words about women are empowering
Please never stop singing bro every word you say I feel😔🙏
Damn, You speak allot for me. Your music is bitter sweet for me. Bless 👆
You are worth it Gremlin.
Dang so Underrated already.
This is my favorite song right now man your music is amazing 🎶 🎼 🎵
Love this u are already blowing up everywhere amazing 👏 💕
All this people are hurt just like you ....you sing from the heart very nice
One word!!! (GOOSEBUMPS) 😩
That was alot more powerful than I thought It was gonna be. Keep up the solid work. Theres not many out there who could spit a deep track the way did out there. Thats sick.
You always keep it real and deep follow your heart!!
Wow!!! Your a truly gifted artist!!! God bless buddy!!!
Yo so relatable today or in my old mistakes deep brother🎙🔥🔥🔥
Thanks bro
This really hits home
Your lyrics are always so relatable man, total felt tour pain
thanks bro
Love this song, can relate to this
I love this song man
Bro, you fucking kill it. Your music has given me do much hope and inspiration. I am a recovering addict, and hearing the words to your songs really gives me hope. I'm not going to give up. You truly are an amazing and gifted artist, but more importantly you are a wonderful spirit. Blessings to you and your family.
Gremlin, you are great. Just bought your t shirt. You need to make more music. You tell the truth. Keep it going!
Another hit 🎶 🎶
You go hard man. You helped a lot homie. Keep it up brotha 👍🏽
Never stop listening to this you keep it 💯 in every single song you create absolutely enjoy your music totally underrated artist
Love your mind and your music😭
"What am I to do when the liquor causing me to be deprived, at the same time, only thing that's helping me to survive"... I really felt that
This song is my story atm and listening to this song helps me resits my urges to smoke 💨 you are a true inspiration ❤️I love you gremlin! 💚
It's almost wierd how much I relate to so many lines and so many of your songs. Big fan
you need to put these on spotify
Ugh I'm the same. Ty. Your music let's me know am not alone. I'm trying soo hard to deal. My drinking brings honestly but is not easy for those I love. I pray every night that I can
Man this really hits home real talk you got this bro I know you got this much love brother tell it
U make so many good songs.
I've always felt all your music love your music and it definitely explains how I feel... Love it so much❤❤
I feel this completely bro... I'm soaking in the bathtub with a a fifth of whiskey half gone and a cig in my mouth as I type this. Kinda wild lol. Chilling listening to you're music. It always seems to speak to me man
This is so deep bro
This my boy
I can relate 💯 to ur lyrics
damn bro I was sitting here tipping a bottle of vodka back and saw this pop up. It's weird hearing you sound melodic instead of rapping but I like it. I've been listening to Tower 28 on loop the past few weeks because I'm going through hard times. I literally play it like 3 times on the way to work in my car lately
When I fall apart, you call it art.
This hit me so hard dude!!
All your song are just what I'm going through its like the person I love very much you know your music is amazing you're very blessed
Wow this song is amazing gremlin. I really appreciate that there is music like this
Awesome keep it going
It’s amazing how people love to see other people fall apart and see that as art why can’t people be okay with not falling apart it like the world is okay with falling apart
Ima drink another one 🍻💕💕 best artist you are so relating to so many things
Hi am always here for you ...🤗🤗
brb i just gotta punch myself for not fully exploring your catalogue when i found you like 2 years ago
Yo this song is real asf
Dude you are amazing
"I always say ima stop but don't know how".....FELT
This song so resonates with me👍
Your music really gets to the point and can relate so much to it i love it all!! 💙💙
Great job.my little girl loves your music I listen to it super deep
Love it💙
You’re amazing! Thank you for sharing this song with us😭
thank you for listening
Big facts bro your hella good keep it up
Even all the new songs are absolute bangers, this one still will always be my song! Lost my voice a lot of times singing my heart out to this like it was meant for me! I have the instrumental memorized as well as the beat and the music, I can play this song anytime, but sometimes I just really need the lyrics 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Amazing man
Sick jam was playing this in the car n my homie was like who TF is this n I put some other of ur songs on nd he said u get down! Much love from Santa Maria CA 805
Keep up ur music liking what ur doing bro
LOVE IT!💛
Wish I could stop this drinking habit and just being sad about some relationship. I know what I should do but I don’t ever make the right steps to do anything anymore . This songs dope bro I appreciate it 💙🕉
Bro I really need “that’s why” that song was amazing as fuck bro it went so hard. “That’s why I’m gremlin, the reason why I’m so cold. And why I’d never grow old, I’ll probably take my life this day I don’t pray alright that’s why I’m gremlin” trust me man been thinking about this song for the longest . Get back to me brotha! Love your music bro. I’m from Costa Mesa, went to Mesa for middle school
whats up bro!! Its available on I.tunes, google play and Spotify bro.
Gremlin you’re the best g. I checked on Apple Music and I added it in a HEARTBEAT. Thanks bro
#brokenpeople 💙🙏🏻much love
❤️!
This masterpiece really hits me...💔💯 By the way Gremlin is the only one rapper I can listen to so it speaks for itself. His songs are full of emotions and have a real meaning