pile 3: yeah this is def me...just met a very handsome and wealthy fun man but he seems to care more about the passions of a relationship than talking or empathizing with me as im going through a difficult time with housing and two family deaths....and its like you said, im so good at being cooperative that ppl dont even consider getting to know my perspective.... but i want a man knows how to navigate the shadow, and who is there for me before he is there for his lust
Pile 2 and spot on. He lured me to love him with lies and deception and then stabbed me in the back and left me to die. I lost my belief in love because of this and still trying to recover. I think he is a psychopath (worse than a narcissist) that’s the only explanation. He didn’t actually have any money but probably looks for people who do.
Pile 2 was for me. And yes. I would like to know and I want to know if they understand they ruined it all. I actually removed them all and moved across the country. None of them are safe or healthy.
Pile 2- This person listened and was swayed by a covert, communal, malignant narcissist who masquerades around in the community as a pillar of charity and morality...actually it's a whole group of them. He didn't have to ghost me especially after reaching out to me spiritually & professionally. In fact, I was totally blind sided by his decision to do what he did, but in retrospect it seemed like a total set up. It's extremely complicated b/c it also involves an aspect of business and community connections. He chose the side of fear instead of love and to assume and not communicate. I've forgiven this person because I know they were bamboozled like I was as well by that person, but I don't think I could ever fully trust that person again. It would take an apology, a lot of work and rebuilding, honesty, transparency, and really good listening and communication. Soul lessons..soul contracts.
Pile 3: yah! So my past life little kid self story is that I remember worshiping trees, and I had rituals and I wouldn’t act a certain way near a certain tree and I would try to keep the land around the tree sacred, and now that I’m older I’m like wow no one taught me to worship the trees and talk to the wildlife in the area and act these certain ways I just always did that
Wow Jess just wow. You are incredible. I cried, I smiled, I inhaled & exhaled deeply... absolute roller-coaster, absolutely spot on. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart ♡
Holy crap....I'm definitely dealing with a pile 2 situation to the enth degree. Like extreme. I've never experienced or even witnessed a level of extreme inhumane cruelty, betrayal and deception. I could write a book about my story and it's sooo extreme no one would believe it was true.
Agreed, pile 1. this person liked to claim that they were someone unconventional and rebellious, as well as "openminded" but they were actually a bigot, unable to honor the feminine. the mystery, the emotion, as well as the shadow and spiritual. which was a big part of my spiritual practice.....they were actually just scared and noncommital, not by choice (although they didnt see that) it was trauma and fear. i think true rebellion is being yourself, and naturally, that will be revolutionary. that's how you make a wave. even if i got hurt in this situation, atleast i can walk away and know that i was myself and i valued them enough to not be a dick when i could have been. thank you
Wow, Pile 1 picked up on two exes, and a previous lover who was colorblind, and my current person. How lovely. 23 year old me would have never thought I had this affect on people. Thank you. ❤
Pile 1 oh my god you’re right about everything what is shocking me the most he is really colourblind as you said!! Wow!! Thank you so much!! Finally he understand me well I’m happy about that
I recovered from childhood wounds, career-ending accident & loss of beloved few years later… only to fall for this “love”situation It just about killed me 💔 Sure, I may have unintentionally caused departure - but I’m worthy of the “why” conversation. I apologized for every fault I could think of, to no effect
Explanation is not justification for abuse. I let him sit in his consequences in his own little cubicle alone, everyone he betrayed me for has abandoned him.
Pile 2 and 3: 🤢🤮 it's really rough. I know he loves me but i have no idea how to trust him or anybody else. I'm about to just move states. Its hard to be even friends with somebody who does all these shady things... And never communicates. I was isolated for months. And after my dad died too
So...I had my birth chart read before and the reader was excited to meet me...first thing out of her mouth was "How are you still alive?!"😂 Heart stopped in the womb lol. Before birth I was like "mmm maybe not"
I don’t know why I am often all 3 piles in these live streams. Initially I was only drawn to 1 and 2 but I also resonate with 3. One and two represent him and it was so accurate I nearly cried. He is the first person to actually make me vomit. If I think about him too long my stomach churns and bubbles. I thought that someone making you sick was just a metaphor! He’s so rich and yet he used me for free labor and stole money from me. I’ve been healing like crazy lately which has included intense purging. And nonstop crying LMAO. During my latest shadow work session I have discovered that what I feel for him more than anything is really INTENSE disgust. I have never felt disgust this deep and visceral before! Pile 1 had my jaw on the floor it was so accurate along with pile 2 Pile 3 represents me! I am an XNFP(both INFP and ENFP/ambivert) I have been learning how to love myself better and give myself everything he couldn’t give me. I cannot believe he listened to those people over me. It was so obvious that they were lying and plotting! I’ve been healing for a year and a half and I’ve finally got to the point where I am processing the extreme disgust I feel about how badly he treated me. That was the most traumatic job experience I have ever had. And when you said he was married and hiding it but then acting like he was entitled to be loved and worshiped like he NEEDED to be loved so it didn’t matter how it affected anyone involved. Disgusting. And yes he added insult to injury and kicked me while I was down. He pointed the finger at me and I internalized it all and went into a downward spiral! I know better now! It was collective gaslighting!!! It was all planned out! Like I said in my Tik Tok video about them,”I truly did not know that people this disgusting existed” I was not naive like they said I was I just never met people this sick before!!! I am grateful for the wisdom they’ve given me though but Good Lord! Also, pile 3 is making me crawl up the wall with its accuracy! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH HOW DID I PUT UP WITH THIS!?
Dude. I could have wrote this entire post myself. Verbatim!! No exaggeration. That is insane. This collective experience is so interconnected it always blows my mind.
Pile #2 - Wow! This felt personal. I pray for Divine Intervention to get this man out of my energy. He has caused me so much pain! Narcissistic fool! BTW, that's not his mother but a rich woman (third party) old enough to be his mother who interfered in this relationship. He is a weak, horrible man. She is a jealous horrible woman. I just want them away from me and for them to get their rightful karma.
I like coastal colors and decor. I like vintage and antiques. I'm an old soul, like the salt of the earth. I don't need drama to entertain me. I like sipping on coffee, hot tea or hot chocolate. I like sipping a glass of wine. This person needs to learn a new way. I know he likes to cook.
"But God" is usually funny 😂 and thankyou FOR it Most High. Jess, i burst out laughing at your cuteness ❤ ( she'd rather be Gaseous than a Physical body), especially after pile 1's person talking out their arse and having fart mouth. 😅 ( Your body appreciates the icecream experience 😅 ) You already are pure airy wonderdulness, darling. (the most beautiful class action of gaseous molecules i've ever had the pleasure of sharing with) Breathe it into your center and feel the air filling you and pressing against your core. These gases also run through your entire circulatory system to all tissues and cells. ( Most beautifully too, I might add) Your all THAT and sooooo much more deliciousness. In all forms. Missed you all today..Happy Friday...love you's. Hey Alex you ARE a GOAT and i'd totally rock one of your goat faced mugs 😂. My aetheric Family. Im feeling blessed. Coven Loving 😊 * That Taco will make you more gas 😂 * wonder twin powers activate..in the form of air and fire 🎉 *burn off some methane 🤭🤣 *Elons answer to his Rocket Crisis and Energy alternatives ( Jess inspired jokes).❤🤗
Pile 2 resonated, but I'm always confused about the "poor" message. I have never been poor. I think this person just projected their own weird views onto me, because they didn't know me properly. I don't care about people's money. I have my own money for one and I just in general care less about materialism. They're not a sweet, sensitive person though, far from it.
Pile 2: It was too intense for him. I still love him, I know he couldn't show emotions. My Ex couldn't show emotions. He was also immature at that time. His Karmic was in his ear. I still feel sad when I think of him. I think of him every day. I want to talk. I just want to hug him. I need clarity.
You are too ❤️ beautiful, inside and out..very gifted. Pentecost 🙏🕊️on its own.😜..blessed with the gift of tongues. Blessed be sister . Ty for the beautiful prsyer
No, I can't forget him. We're Soul partners. How can I forget.Maybe he's learned something. I do want to talk to him.I don't want to argue with him I've cryed alot. I don't have money. I'm a middle class person. I'm not after his money. This has been like a bad dream. I've had to ask if this is real many times. I was used to always working at a young age.
His grandmother who partially raised him is a psychopath and from the beginning set out to break us up I learned early on from his aunt. But she smiled in my face of course. Meanwhile she treated him like an obedient monkey. She called and texted him all day long and if he didn't answer quickly enough, she got in the car and walked into our client's home where we were remodeling. Truly demented woman. He projected out all his frustrations with her onto me. Eventually accused me of "playing old lady games". Hello! That's her controlling you, while I try to free you from her! But because he wants that inheritance and because his father died when he was 16 and mother abandoned him as a baby, grandmother used emotional blackmail as well. The only person trying to actually just love him was me and he cheated on me and left in a very shocking cruel discard. Typical covert narc style. He's with a narcissist now, the one he cheated on me with. He brought her in one day without a word as to who she was. He pretended it was nothing and made me guess why she was there, hoping for a public meltdown I guess. After a couple of questions about why he had this young woman I never met working with us, I was in shock and just left the property. I knew the moment I walked in the room that they were sexual already. I felt it. Talk about wanting to vomit. She posted intimate pics of them on his and her FB pages days before this, but I didn't see this until weeks later. They did drugs together and he lost his contracting business when his reputation sunk from not showing up or showing up very high. His grandmother has no empathy or care for him and most likely was more worried about how this reflects on her from close neighbors who stopped referring him at this point. Rather than being worried about her grandson doing drugs again. He had been off for quite a while. I've repeated this story a lot because I sort of wonder if I'll ever get over the shock of it. But it's been about 8 months and I am much better than I was, so it is fading. His new girlfriend, just a month after my walking in on them, informed me they were engaged and getting married in a few months. I told her he was already married to his grandmother, so good luck with that. Pile 3 - Yeah my mother this week went off on me - yet again - with vicious, vile accusations, screamed at me, mocking and deriding at times. It finally created that Faultline.
Do you think I should reach out to this person? I don't know what to do. His communication skills are terrible. I feel like this will just keep going on.
Jess I love you your so awesome and you tell it like it is and that is how I I’ve my life and it makes me feel like I can have a life living my most authentic self not dumbing down myself and abilities like I was doing because I was raised not to be curious or have opinions by the way girl you can talk and I am similar to you and many ways Ty Ty
Jess I just wanted to say I would listen to your channel for the spiritual content only. I love hearing about your love for the guru and all the things you know about eastern spirituality. I usually just skip to the general chaos message because I don't care what they want to say I just want to listen to your stories. Do you have more content like that on your patreon? I knew who my guru was because I read a transcription of one of his talks and something he said opened up a quiet space in me. I saw him in a dream a few months later. Jess I love you. Keep doing your work. You're amazing ❤
Piles 1&2(partially)The numbness after trauma stays with me still although i have healed on so many levels. The depth of fucked upness he caused in our last encounter was something that couldn’t even be felt (it wasn’t in my capacity to feel it and release it) but he opened my eyes to this world so much he activated so many things in me on so many many levels. I don’t play the blame game anymore at all and i see the energy i was in and how i was seen EXACTLY now and man that was such slap in the face. i know his weakness (personal lack of strength)was the core cause. Ps: Everytime you sigh i just feel guilt cause i know you feel everything
Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou 💓 🎉 hugs.
pile 3: yeah this is def me...just met a very handsome and wealthy fun man but he seems to care more about the passions of a relationship than talking or empathizing with me as im going through a difficult time with housing and two family deaths....and its like you said, im so good at being cooperative that ppl dont even consider getting to know my perspective.... but i want a man knows how to navigate the shadow, and who is there for me before he is there for his lust
Pile 2 🎯. Don't want anything to do with this person and those affiliated with him. Avoiding like the plague 😤
Pile 2 and spot on. He lured me to love him with lies and deception and then stabbed me in the back and left me to die. I lost my belief in love because of this and still trying to recover. I think he is a psychopath (worse than a narcissist) that’s the only explanation. He didn’t actually have any money but probably looks for people who do.
Pile 2 was for me. And yes. I would like to know and I want to know if they understand they ruined it all. I actually removed them all and moved across the country. None of them are safe or healthy.
💯🎯⚖️🔥💖🕊️
🌹❤️🔥🌹
Pile 3: thank you for validating me, my actions and more importantly, my character.
Oh wow, I felt that one 🥰😇
Hey! Pile 3 is my energy! Always nice to chat with myself ❤
Me too...
Pile 2- This person listened and was swayed by a covert, communal, malignant narcissist who masquerades around in the community as a pillar of charity and morality...actually it's a whole group of them. He didn't have to ghost me especially after reaching out to me spiritually & professionally. In fact, I was totally blind sided by his decision to do what he did, but in retrospect it seemed like a total set up. It's extremely complicated b/c it also involves an aspect of business and community connections. He chose the side of fear instead of love and to assume and not communicate. I've forgiven this person because I know they were bamboozled like I was as well by that person, but I don't think I could ever fully trust that person again. It would take an apology, a lot of work and rebuilding, honesty, transparency, and really good listening and communication. Soul lessons..soul contracts.
Seems we are in the same reality.
I don't even think that would cut it tbh. Too much damage was done. The trust has gone.
Pile 3: yah! So my past life little kid self story is that I remember worshiping trees, and I had rituals and I wouldn’t act a certain way near a certain tree and I would try to keep the land around the tree sacred, and now that I’m older I’m like wow no one taught me to worship the trees and talk to the wildlife in the area and act these certain ways I just always did that
I love how you put things in perspective! You have great way
of getting the point across in a
good way.
Wow Jess just wow. You are incredible. I cried, I smiled, I inhaled & exhaled deeply... absolute roller-coaster, absolutely spot on. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart ♡
Holy crap....I'm definitely dealing with a pile 2 situation to the enth degree. Like extreme. I've never experienced or even witnessed a level of extreme inhumane cruelty, betrayal and deception. I could write a book about my story and it's sooo extreme no one would believe it was true.
Pile 2, literally so accurate kinda crazy
Agreed, pile 1. this person liked to claim that they were someone unconventional and rebellious, as well as "openminded" but they were actually a bigot, unable to honor the feminine. the mystery, the emotion, as well as the shadow and spiritual. which was a big part of my spiritual practice.....they were actually just scared and noncommital, not by choice (although they didnt see that) it was trauma and fear. i think true rebellion is being yourself, and naturally, that will be revolutionary. that's how you make a wave. even if i got hurt in this situation, atleast i can walk away and know that i was myself and i valued them enough to not be a dick when i could have been. thank you
Thanks!
Wow Jess I cannot stress enough how much you hit the nail on the head in pile 2. Thank you!!
Pile 2 and as I’m listening I’m saying out loud “yes yes yes”
Wow, Pile 1 picked up on two exes, and a previous lover who was colorblind, and my current person. How lovely. 23 year old me would have never thought I had this affect on people. Thank you. ❤
Pile 2 thia reading solidified how disgusting this whole situation and person have always been. Thanks love ❤
Pile 2.
Resonates so much for me
I loved the extended messages for the first group haha! Thank you for your positive energy and what you do! 🥰
Thanks Jess really great read again. I needed to hear and be reminded of some truths today ♡
Pile 1 oh my god you’re right about everything what is shocking me the most he is really colourblind as you said!! Wow!! Thank you so much!! Finally he understand me well I’m happy about that
I recovered from childhood wounds, career-ending accident & loss of beloved few years later… only to fall for this “love”situation
It just about killed me 💔
Sure, I may have unintentionally caused departure - but I’m worthy of the “why” conversation. I apologized for every fault I could think of, to no effect
You’re so sweet and helpful
Love your work, even though it often makes me cry
Thank you Jess! You're so awesome!❤
I don't know what I ever did to these
people to treat me so cruel. I always
try to treat people with respect and
kindness.
Explanation is not justification for abuse. I let him sit in his consequences in his own little cubicle alone, everyone he betrayed me for has abandoned him.
Thank you Jess. It always helps listening to your messages. God bless
WOW… Pile 3 is exactly me… why did I pull this pile wow😮 INFP
infp and pile 3 too! Do you have Taurus/ Gemini (cusp), Scorpio or LEO in your Big 3?! lol
Wow! You’re so Talented ✨
🤯 the random message about the “elegant” woman!
I know my family is smiling down!
Pile 2 and 3: 🤢🤮 it's really rough. I know he loves me but i have no idea how to trust him or anybody else. I'm about to just move states.
Its hard to be even friends with somebody who does all these shady things... And never communicates. I was isolated for months. And after my dad died too
Nailed pile 2 thanks. 🙏
Wow! So much resonance in the "rambling"....New subscriber..... ☺
2! Spot on! Everting! I think the same! Nobody told me butt I know! Thank you 🙏🏾 ❤
#3 accurate... it's his energy... i had a dream of this whole energy...
Probably every person in your community has a witch wound. We all relate to one another so well
So...I had my birth chart read before and the reader was excited to meet me...first thing out of her mouth was "How are you still alive?!"😂 Heart stopped in the womb lol. Before birth I was like "mmm maybe not"
I don’t know why I am often all 3 piles in these live streams. Initially I was only drawn to 1 and 2 but I also resonate with 3. One and two represent him and it was so accurate I nearly cried. He is the first person to actually make me vomit. If I think about him too long my stomach churns and bubbles. I thought that someone making you sick was just a metaphor!
He’s so rich and yet he used me for free labor and stole money from me. I’ve been healing like crazy lately which has included intense purging. And nonstop crying LMAO. During my latest shadow work session I have discovered that what I feel for him more than anything is really INTENSE disgust. I have never felt disgust this deep and visceral before! Pile 1 had my jaw on the floor it was so accurate along with pile 2
Pile 3 represents me! I am an XNFP(both INFP and ENFP/ambivert) I have been learning how to love myself better and give myself everything he couldn’t give me. I cannot believe he listened to those people over me. It was so obvious that they were lying and plotting!
I’ve been healing for a year and a half and I’ve finally got to the point where I am processing the extreme disgust I feel about how badly he treated me. That was the most traumatic job experience I have ever had. And when you said he was married and hiding it but then acting like he was entitled to be loved and worshiped like he NEEDED to be loved so it didn’t matter how it affected anyone involved. Disgusting.
And yes he added insult to injury and kicked me while I was down. He pointed the finger at me and I internalized it all and went into a downward spiral! I know better now! It was collective gaslighting!!! It was all planned out!
Like I said in my Tik Tok video about them,”I truly did not know that people this disgusting existed”
I was not naive like they said I was I just never met people this sick before!!! I am grateful for the wisdom they’ve given me though but Good Lord!
Also, pile 3 is making me crawl up the wall with its accuracy! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH HOW DID I PUT UP WITH THIS!?
I can relate, same here ❤🕊️
Dude. I could have wrote this entire post myself. Verbatim!! No exaggeration. That is insane. This collective experience is so interconnected it always blows my mind.
Same- bits of each pile resonate even if it isn’t my current experience
@@psyclopsstop Same!!!
Pile #2 - Wow! This felt personal. I pray for Divine Intervention to get this man out of my energy. He has caused me so much pain! Narcissistic fool! BTW, that's not his mother but a rich woman (third party) old enough to be his mother who interfered in this relationship. He is a weak, horrible man. She is a jealous horrible woman. I just want them away from me and for them to get their rightful karma.
Same
I like coastal colors and decor. I like
vintage and antiques. I'm an old soul,
like the salt of the earth. I don't need
drama to entertain me. I like sipping
on coffee, hot tea or hot chocolate.
I like sipping a glass of wine. This
person needs to learn a new way.
I know he likes to cook.
Taurus
I use coconut everything
The ex he left me for was named Tuesday
In August
Everything...resonates...holy moly 😅
hillbilly, biker, attitudes.
"But God" is usually funny 😂 and thankyou FOR it Most High.
Jess, i burst out laughing at your cuteness ❤ ( she'd rather be Gaseous than a Physical body), especially after pile 1's person talking out their arse and having fart mouth. 😅 ( Your body appreciates the icecream experience 😅 )
You already are pure airy wonderdulness, darling. (the most beautiful class action of gaseous molecules i've ever had the pleasure of sharing with)
Breathe it into your center and feel the air filling you and pressing against your core. These gases also run through your entire circulatory system to all tissues and cells. ( Most beautifully too, I might add)
Your all THAT and sooooo much more deliciousness. In all forms. Missed you all today..Happy Friday...love you's. Hey Alex you ARE a GOAT and i'd totally rock one of your goat faced mugs 😂.
My aetheric Family. Im feeling blessed. Coven Loving 😊
* That Taco will make you more gas 😂
* wonder twin powers activate..in the form of air and fire 🎉
*burn off some methane 🤭🤣
*Elons answer to his Rocket Crisis and Energy alternatives ( Jess inspired jokes).❤🤗
Pile 2, resonates ❤
2:18:04 ❤resonance ❤ 2:18:27
Thank you that was great. Xx love listening to you talk. ❤🙏
This was amazing thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻
Pile 2 resonated, but I'm always confused about the "poor" message. I have never been poor. I think this person just projected their own weird views onto me, because they didn't know me properly. I don't care about people's money. I have my own money for one and I just in general care less about materialism. They're not a sweet, sensitive person though, far from it.
He"s got Chiron in Gemini 12th house makes sense why he cant communicate
Pile 1: He knows me so well in a
short time.
Pile 2: It was too intense for him.
I still love him, I know he couldn't
show emotions. My Ex couldn't
show emotions. He was also
immature at that time. His Karmic
was in his ear. I still feel sad when
I think of him. I think of him every day.
I want to talk. I just want to hug him.
I need clarity.
Yyyy is yyrrrrrrrrrrrrryrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgyyyrrrgrryrrrrryyyrryyyrrryryryyrgyygyttrrrrryyryttttttttttttttttttttttrrrt
Thank you so much for the pick a card pile 1 for me
Pile 1 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Pile 1. I am SO SICK OF HEARING ABOUT THIS PERSON. 🤮
Pile 2 is the same person too!!
I feel #3 is my response to #2 ⚔️😎⚖️
I was born with Pluto in Libra exact opposite to Eris 👍👍👍😜
Pile # 2 and yes I was sleep!
Omg your so cute...end of pile banter with husband ,too cute!! I cant...
You're wonderful 🎉
If they could they would bail on each other save face of their involvment
Pile 3
You are too ❤️ beautiful, inside and out..very gifted. Pentecost 🙏🕊️on its own.😜..blessed with the gift of tongues. Blessed be sister . Ty for the beautiful prsyer
No, I can't forget him. We're Soul partners. How can I forget.Maybe
he's learned something. I do want
to talk to him.I don't want to argue
with him I've cryed alot. I don't have
money. I'm a middle class person.
I'm not after his money. This has
been like a bad dream. I've had to
ask if this is real many times. I was
used to always working at a young
age.
I was just listening about I Ching and the cities...
I dont like to leave details publicly or i would share
Hi Jess. Is it possible to get a transcription of these readings?
Thank you.
Pile 2- karma from the cartel
pile 1 thank you
His grandmother who partially raised him is a psychopath and from the beginning set out to break us up I learned early on from his aunt. But she smiled in my face of course. Meanwhile she treated him like an obedient monkey. She called and texted him all day long and if he didn't answer quickly enough, she got in the car and walked into our client's home where we were remodeling. Truly demented woman. He projected out all his frustrations with her onto me. Eventually accused me of "playing old lady games". Hello! That's her controlling you, while I try to free you from her! But because he wants that inheritance and because his father died when he was 16 and mother abandoned him as a baby, grandmother used emotional blackmail as well. The only person trying to actually just love him was me and he cheated on me and left in a very shocking cruel discard. Typical covert narc style.
He's with a narcissist now, the one he cheated on me with. He brought her in one day without a word as to who she was. He pretended it was nothing and made me guess why she was there, hoping for a public meltdown I guess. After a couple of questions about why he had this young woman I never met working with us, I was in shock and just left the property. I knew the moment I walked in the room that they were sexual already. I felt it. Talk about wanting to vomit. She posted intimate pics of them on his and her FB pages days before this, but I didn't see this until weeks later. They did drugs together and he lost his contracting business when his reputation sunk from not showing up or showing up very high. His grandmother has no empathy or care for him and most likely was more worried about how this reflects on her from close neighbors who stopped referring him at this point. Rather than being worried about her grandson doing drugs again. He had been off for quite a while. I've repeated this story a lot because I sort of wonder if I'll ever get over the shock of it. But it's been about 8 months and I am much better than I was, so it is fading.
His new girlfriend, just a month after my walking in on them, informed me they were engaged and getting married in a few months. I told her he was already married to his grandmother, so good luck with that.
Pile 3 - Yeah my mother this week went off on me - yet again - with vicious, vile accusations, screamed at me, mocking and deriding at times. It finally created that Faultline.
Do you think I should reach out to
this person? I don't know what to do.
His communication skills are terrible.
I feel like this will just keep going on.
Jess I love you your so awesome and you tell it like it is and that is how I I’ve my life and it makes me feel like I can have a life living my most authentic self not dumbing down myself and abilities like I was doing because I was raised not to be curious or have opinions by the way girl you can talk and I am similar to you and many ways Ty Ty
Why does the video look scratchy? fuzzy?
Greed is a heart thing!!
Pile 2 - absolutely spot on. A group of ferals 🤮 . 1:30:49 YES!! 1:39:10
"Looking for the tea?" What does that mean?
Pile 2 and yes I am curious as to what the actual fuck. Why be a theif when you could have walked in the front door
Thank you 🙏
accurate🎉
28:53 ❤great 29:01 ❤great 29:07 GIGANTIC INFINITE ♾️ 29:21 GRATITUDE THANKFUL 🙏 🥹 29:39 😮😢 29:43 😢
😮 29:45 😮
🎉🎉 30:00 🎉🎉
😂🎉 30:04 🎉😂❤
I'm insulted and offended 😔. Yes..
Pile 2: A simple 5 letter word (sorry) would have been more that enough
😂 The Scape Goat.
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Wow
Jess I just wanted to say I would listen to your channel for the spiritual content only. I love hearing about your love for the guru and all the things you know about eastern spirituality. I usually just skip to the general chaos message because I don't care what they want to say I just want to listen to your stories. Do you have more content like that on your patreon? I knew who my guru was because I read a transcription of one of his talks and something he said opened up a quiet space in me. I saw him in a dream a few months later. Jess I love you. Keep doing your work. You're amazing ❤
lots of liney people out there...
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It is off putting to others - spirituality. Uncomfortable.
Why are you dead on with August and cheating and his name starts with a “T” holy crap
Yes it was more like dead or killed.
Lame reading, didn’t resonate
Pile 1 & pile 2. I haven't watched pile 2 yet but you just mentioned the 8fold path in pile 1. I have the wheel tatted on my right arm 🥹🥲
Piles 1&2(partially)The numbness after trauma stays with me still although i have healed on so many levels. The depth of fucked upness he caused in our last encounter was something that couldn’t even be felt (it wasn’t in my capacity to feel it and release it) but he opened my eyes to this world so much he activated so many things in me on so many many levels. I don’t play the blame game anymore at all and i see the energy i was in and how i was seen EXACTLY now and man that was such slap in the face. i know his weakness (personal lack of strength)was the core cause.
Ps: Everytime you sigh i just feel guilt cause i know you feel everything
Ownership ends up owning you! Indeed 1:00:00 values changing 🥹
Freedom = accountability!!!
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