After a long time of dealing with scars that was unable to heal, there you came. you've taught me how it feels to be in love again... Just for you to betray it at the end ')
Billie’s music is so underrated. This song describes my life. I always make sure everyone’s ok while no one is ever there for me. Every time I need my friends they ignore me and every time they get mad at me for no reason I overthink and my panic attacks come on. Billie has saved me 💗🙏🏽
Life is short and love is rare. Don’t feel bad for something you didn’t do or something you wished you did. People try and make you want they want you to be. And the sad thing is we listen. We fall in love with the lies that were being told. One day we find out and one day we fall apart. It takes days to become friends with someone, but it can only take minutes to not be friends. Listen to yourself. Trust yourself. Love yourself. And most importantly take care of yourself. You never know when something might happen. You never know who is your friend and who, isn’t until one day you realize the meaning of it all. People lie and people cheat. People starve and overthink. People try and people fail. People are people and always will be. Don’t change yourself and don’t change others. Be free with yourself. And then find friends. Find lovers. Find enemies. Most important find peace within yourself.
Lyrics: I don't wanna talk right now I just wanna watch TV I'll stay in the pool and drown So I don't have to watch you leave I put on Survivor just to watch somebody suffer Maybe I should get some sleep Sinking in the sofa while they all betray each other What's the point of anything? All of my friends are missing again That's what happens when you fall in love You don't have the time, you leave them all behind You tell yourself it's fine, you're just in love Don't know where you are right now Did you see me on TV? I'll try not to starve myself Just because you're mad at me And I'll be in denial for at least a little while What about the plans we made? The internet's gone wild watching movie stars on trial While they're overturning Roe v. Wade Now all of my friends are missing again 'Cause that's what happens when you fall in love You don't have the time, you leave them all behind And you tell yourself it's fine, you're just in love And I don't get along with anyone Maybe I'm the problem Maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Soon after everything happened, I learnt to bottle it up. I felt so utterly alone yet I was in a room cramped with people? I eventually turned to hurt. To hurting my mental state more and letting out my anger and frustration in ways I shouldn’t. This song was always on repeat through those angry, sad, upset, confusing hours. The hours where I was just a soul, no body, nothing. This song would always bring me back. This song saved me. TV sums up everything I’ve ever experienced and felt.
i know i shouldnt miss her but i really do, but she moved on faster and its been 2 years and not one day has gone by that i havent thought of her , makes me think that our friendship didnt even matter to her , especially with the harsh words she told me when i was at my breaking point
It’s crazy how I thought having a lot of friends would accompany eachother as a friend group so much but then it ended up as to seem we parted separately from eachother. I wish we have known better to fix our problems, But it has already been dealt with and we are finally different people with not even holding a grudge against.
I'm so sorry for your lost My dad passed away too on 22 july 2022 And I didn't realized how much he was such a big part in my life ,and this song remind me him too
Hey idk u but I have been sh for my whole life and don't ruin ur life bc of a boy or sum1 else u are pretty and don't let anyone ruin that for u cause sum1 else may be able to come and get u from the stupid life and ugly world and make sure you have the prettiest and first life everyday
"I'll try not to STARVE myself... just because you're mad at me." "What about the plans we made." "What's the point of a n y t h i n g?" "Mabey, I'm the problem." "I'll stay in the pool and DROWN... So i don't have to watch you leave.." "I put on survivor just to watch somebody suffer, mabey i should get some sleep?"
Story : I had a crush on this guy in my class for 3 years and one of my friend knew about it and support our future relationship ( let's call her A ) . Today I found out my crush and A was in relationship in my back , it's truly hurtful since he didn't reject me properly and still giving me hope
I like how this song relates to the picture im like 19 rn and i kinda just ran away from home for 2 weeks then when it was my birthday no one messaged so i had to celebrate it myself took candles and bought cake ( stole my parents wallet only 50$) then went to a nearby park yeah
(might be a vent, idk) this feels all pointless. 2023 is slowly turning bad for me, even though i expected for it to be better. first, my cat died on february 12th, now on may 9th i got unfriended by a bestfriend of mines, and now on may 20th, a friend unfriended me too. im tired of existing, im tired of everything now. if i never existed, would everyone be happy? would they just be proud i was gone for eternity? i just hate how this is going, i dont want this to continue, i already feel drained and so exhausted from this pain, this miserable feeling. i feel like im the problem now. 2023-05-20, 20:52pm / 8:52pm.
I don't know you but I just have one thing to say, you are NOT the problem. Times may seem tough but trust me they will get better soon! Hope this helped :)
funny now everything happened happened with my ex about a month ago. he asked me out at camp and then everything was ok. there was this other girl who wanted to break us up bc she liked him too. after a week, we broke up bc he lost feelings and i cried my heart out sm. thats when he started to be rude. he fat shamed me and my friends and he was kinda homophobic. he was threatening me and my friends too. my bsf told him to delete her number from her phone, but instead of deleting her number, he said "but i rlly like talking to you." ik that sounds like a normal text but while me and him were dating, he went behidn my back calling other girls cute and hot. he called this group chat full of my friends cute, right infront of my face. there are so many things rn i could list that he has done. he turned from the most sweetest person to the worst person i've ever met. i hope you all stay safe out there, dont trust ppl if you dont want to. stay safe ml's
Honestly not as bad as some peoples but this reminds me of my old friends 7 of us. 3 went to a different school, 1 just lost contact, 1 was basically making fun of me with another girl and the last was like a sister to me bought each other Christmas presents etc for her to not message me when I was of barely able to stay awake for more then 6 hr or on my birthday but could say “your my best friend”. With other friends one become rude with another “friend” of mine and that one turned around and said “You haven’t even got any friends you just follow people around.” So I thought I’d be alone in high school but when I was able to get up and do stuff I had messages from people in my class asking if I was okay people I don’t even talk(Like a boy who went to my primary that I only now through video games call him K) to and one from the boy I know from nursery and when I was still recovering he played video games with me until I was aloud back at school(Let’s call him L). K, E(his girlfriend) and a girl I met from football all became my friend. Last month I spoke to the girl who was like a sister for her to say “Ohh I don’t talk to primary school friends.” Then laughed with her group. But now me, K, football friend girl, another K, L, B all get the school bus together and me football girl K and E sit together in school.
23.02.23 the boy I loved today told me he loved someone else. I just i want to die ugh.I tried very hard to make him love me🥲i love ur brown eyes, darling🤎🤎💌💌🥺🥺
Same girl but today 24/02/2023 we had a party and i saw him dancing with another girl and i wanted so much to cry but i was trying to hold back i want him and i'm crying look at me i was mad but he kept dancing with her i hate myself who make the same mistakes I love him very much 😔
Mirror(Very crappy, rushed poem)I would look in that mirror every day and want to shatter it but there you were, behind me, and how could I hate it when you were there? I couldn't, so I turned to face you and you were gone. I've come to realize that no matter where you are, you'd never be there face to face to see what you did to me, even if you came back to pick up some of the pieces, you eventually left again and stole half the shards.
I went through a lot and you were the guy who reminded me what it feels like to be loved yet it didn’t work out I wanted you back but eventually decided to move on now I must pick between someone I’m crazy about and you Like I said it’s not fair 🥹
After a long time of dealing with scars that was unable to heal, there you came. you've taught me how it feels to be in love again... Just for you to betray it at the end ')
I feel so bad for you. If you want to talk to someone just know im here for you and ik its hard its gonna be okay soon love
@@libbxie what
@@libbxiebro how you gonna tell someone to stop talking when they did nothing wrong, that’s just rude
@@Jazyyyyyyyyy lol
@@libbxie your comment makes me cringe 😬 💀
there was hope. for once there was hope, just for that to be ripped from my grasp the moment it couldve become a reality.
Billie’s music is so underrated. This song describes my life. I always make sure everyone’s ok while no one is ever there for me. Every time I need my friends they ignore me and every time they get mad at me for no reason I overthink and my panic attacks come on. Billie has saved me 💗🙏🏽
She’s one of the most popular artists of today and has won grammys, plus her songs are overused in tiktoks, I don’t think her music is underrated 😅😅
Fr I take care of everyone but no one does for me
Life is short and love is rare.
Don’t feel bad for something you didn’t do or something you wished you did.
People try and make you want they want you to be.
And the sad thing is we listen.
We fall in love with the lies that were being told.
One day we find out and one day we fall apart.
It takes days to become friends with someone, but it can only take minutes to not be friends.
Listen to yourself. Trust yourself. Love yourself. And most importantly take care of yourself. You never know when something might happen. You never know who is your friend and who, isn’t until one day you realize the meaning of it all.
People lie and people cheat. People starve and overthink. People try and people fail. People are people and always will be.
Don’t change yourself and don’t change others.
Be free with yourself. And then find friends. Find lovers. Find enemies.
Most important find peace within yourself.
Lyrics:
I don't wanna talk right now
I just wanna watch TV
I'll stay in the pool and drown
So I don't have to watch you leave
I put on Survivor just to watch somebody suffer
Maybe I should get some sleep
Sinking in the sofa while they all betray each other
What's the point of anything?
All of my friends are missing again
That's what happens when you fall in love
You don't have the time, you leave them all behind
You tell yourself it's fine, you're just in love
Don't know where you are right now
Did you see me on TV?
I'll try not to starve myself
Just because you're mad at me
And I'll be in denial for at least a little while
What about the plans we made?
The internet's gone wild watching movie stars on trial
While they're overturning Roe v. Wade
Now all of my friends are missing again
'Cause that's what happens when you fall in love
You don't have the time, you leave them all behind
And you tell yourself it's fine, you're just in love
And I don't get along with anyone
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
I love this song 4 ever .
Biliie always makes songs like that so people can relate them❤❤❤❤
Soon after everything happened, I learnt to bottle it up. I felt so utterly alone yet I was in a room cramped with people? I eventually turned to hurt. To hurting my mental state more and letting out my anger and frustration in ways I shouldn’t. This song was always on repeat through those angry, sad, upset, confusing hours. The hours where I was just a soul, no body, nothing. This song would always bring me back. This song saved me. TV sums up everything I’ve ever experienced and felt.
i know i shouldnt miss her but i really do, but she moved on faster and its been 2 years and not one day has gone by that i havent thought of her , makes me think that our friendship didnt even matter to her , especially with the harsh words she told me when i was at my breaking point
I love this ❤️
It’s crazy how I thought having a lot of friends would accompany eachother as a friend group so much but then it ended up as to seem we parted separately from eachother. I wish we have known better to fix our problems, But it has already been dealt with and we are finally different people with not even holding a grudge against.
i understand you, when i was little, i used to have lots of friends but now it feels like they hate me and they avoiding me from they're life.
i miss her so much.
"all my friends are missing again..
thats what happens when u fall inlove."
Reminds me of my father
He passed away on 30 December 2022
Don't know where you are right now dad, what about the plans we made?
Im so sorry for your lost
@@MrLatthawat thank you for your kindness ❤️🥺
im so sorry
@@chloelewis8729 thank you for your kindness ❤️
I'm so sorry for your lost
My dad passed away too on 22 july 2022
And I didn't realized how much he was such a big part in my life ,and this song remind me him too
To be ugly is the worst feeling ever
i think you’re pretty!
Hey idk u but I have been sh for my whole life and don't ruin ur life bc of a boy or sum1 else u are pretty and don't let anyone ruin that for u cause sum1 else may be able to come and get u from the stupid life and ugly world and make sure you have the prettiest and first life everyday
No, the worst feeling is loosing someone who you made so many amazing memories with. 😢
"I'll try not to STARVE myself... just because you're mad at me."
"What about the plans we made."
"What's the point of a n y t h i n g?"
"Mabey, I'm the problem."
"I'll stay in the pool and DROWN... So i don't have to watch you leave.."
"I put on survivor just to watch somebody suffer, mabey i should get some sleep?"
I love this so much!!!!
Story :
I had a crush on this guy in my class for 3 years and one of my friend knew about it and support our future relationship ( let's call her A ) . Today I found out my crush and A was in relationship in my back , it's truly hurtful since he didn't reject me properly and still giving me hope
im so sorry you didn't deserve that :(
Girllllll they dont deserve you
Omg my friend just did the same thing to me, ive never felt this hurt before
Cut them both off ur life. They are not ur friends.
This song make me cry 💔
literally...
I hate the way I starve myself for hours and then binge eating after that:(
so real
god i feel you
i know right, it’s like you’re throwing everything away after all your hard work
1:22
"all of my friends r missing again"
when ur friends mistake you wanting to be alone for you not liking them anymore
UNDER RATEDDD>>>>
I relate to this a little too much…
hurt in sped up
POV this song relates to you
Bro idk but why does this song relate to me??
This song is me 100%
I like how this song relates to the picture im like 19 rn and i kinda just ran away from home for 2 weeks then when it was my birthday no one messaged so i had to celebrate it myself took candles and bought cake ( stole my parents wallet only 50$) then went to a nearby park yeah
i hope you’re doing ok
This song is literally for Cassie
(might be a vent, idk)
this feels all pointless.
2023 is slowly turning bad for me, even though i expected for it to be better.
first, my cat died on february 12th, now on may 9th i got unfriended by a bestfriend of mines, and now on may 20th, a friend unfriended me too.
im tired of existing, im tired of everything now.
if i never existed, would everyone be happy? would they just be proud i was gone for eternity?
i just hate how this is going, i dont want this to continue, i already feel drained and so exhausted from this pain, this miserable feeling.
i feel like im the problem now.
2023-05-20, 20:52pm / 8:52pm.
I don't know you but I just have one thing to say, you are NOT the problem. Times may seem tough but trust me they will get better soon! Hope this helped :)
June 23 is my birthday and no one will celebrate it, I know it
The story of my life
Reminds of my dad in a way "I'll be in denial for at least a little while" bcs he passed away one year ago on Sunday :(
funny now everything happened happened with my ex about a month ago. he asked me out at camp and then everything was ok. there was this other girl who wanted to break us up bc she liked him too. after a week, we broke up bc he lost feelings and i cried my heart out sm. thats when he started to be rude. he fat shamed me and my friends and he was kinda homophobic. he was threatening me and my friends too. my bsf told him to delete her number from her phone, but instead of deleting her number, he said "but i rlly like talking to you." ik that sounds like a normal text but while me and him were dating, he went behidn my back calling other girls cute and hot. he called this group chat full of my friends cute, right infront of my face. there are so many things rn i could list that he has done. he turned from the most sweetest person to the worst person i've ever met. i hope you all stay safe out there, dont trust ppl if you dont want to. stay safe ml's
Honestly not as bad as some peoples but this reminds me of my old friends 7 of us. 3 went to a different school, 1 just lost contact, 1 was basically making fun of me with another girl and the last was like a sister to me bought each other Christmas presents etc for her to not message me when I was of barely able to stay awake for more then 6 hr or on my birthday but could say “your my best friend”. With other friends one become rude with another “friend” of mine and that one turned around and said “You haven’t even got any friends you just follow people around.” So I thought I’d be alone in high school but when I was able to get up and do stuff I had messages from people in my class asking if I was okay people I don’t even talk(Like a boy who went to my primary that I only now through video games call him K) to and one from the boy I know from nursery and when I was still recovering he played video games with me until I was aloud back at school(Let’s call him L). K, E(his girlfriend) and a girl I met from football all became my friend. Last month I spoke to the girl who was like a sister for her to say “Ohh I don’t talk to primary school friends.” Then laughed with her group. But now me, K, football friend girl, another K, L, B all get the school bus together and me football girl K and E sit together in school.
😊
23.02.23 the boy I loved today told me he loved someone else. I just i want to die ugh.I tried very hard to make him love me🥲i love ur brown eyes, darling🤎🤎💌💌🥺🥺
Same girl but today 24/02/2023 we had a party and i saw him dancing with another girl and i wanted so much to cry but i was trying to hold back i want him and i'm crying look at me i was mad but he kept dancing with her i hate myself who make the same mistakes I love him very much 😔
He said he‘d protect me he promised my father but he hurt me and crossed my boundaries
i'm sorry..
so i dont have to watch you leave.
This song reminds me when it was my moms 16th birthday and nobody came bc her bf made up lies 😅
😢**
@@aestheticllycafe1579 awww 😢
1:46
Why do people bother me when l didn’t do anything for them?👤
It's hit when it turns from maybe I to baby I
Actually I am the problem that's why they all left me
All I want to say what's about the plan we made
Mirror(Very crappy, rushed poem)I would look in that mirror every day and want to shatter it
but there you were, behind me, and how could I hate it when you were there?
I couldn't, so I turned to face you and you were gone. I've come to realize that no matter where you are, you'd never be there face to face to see what you did to me, even if you came back to pick up some of the pieces, you eventually left again and stole half the shards.
why do i love this
@@aliyahserial Cause I make my poems off my own experiences which makes em possibly relatable :)
I AM the broblem
NO UR NOT!!!
🙂
I went through a lot and you were the guy who reminded me what it feels like to be loved yet it didn’t work out I wanted you back but eventually decided to move on now I must pick between someone I’m crazy about and you
Like I said it’s not fair 🥹
I hope things are OK rn body losing someone can hurt
I love u,IM here 4 u🫂 u doing such a great way❤️