[FREE] SAD XXXTENTACION type beat -"this silence"

[@saddoc4402]

yea,
heart been on silence mode, do not disturb for so long I feel so disconnected wit myself, put up the walls and locked myself away,
can't say I've had all awful times, spent some time wit some good people, gave me some good vibes I can always rely on,
still I don't feel comfortable talking bout my emotions, grew up not giving a shit bout mine,
let me put them first always the fist thought, never was rong as a over thinker, couldn't break what was already broken,
never let anybody close, but sometimes they leak in, weird feeling I don't wanna feel it,
can't knock the smile when their around, I still got past trauma that still haunts me when I'm doing good,
broken mind I don't if I'll be able to escape from, pray I find the one cause ive bee breaking lately,
asking what's this all for, don't know if I should keep trying any longer,
late night drive, long night working, my therapy session, boring whe she ain't round, don't know what to do,
rotted my mind, I want more time, don't know how to put into words the way I feel so I sit quiet,
hoping something comes out, I know when I speak out loud, my words get jambled,
making no sense, thinking in my head i sound dumb don't know how to peace my words together,
dam bro,

[@HeartInTheShore]

break me down
till you that there is no more
energy to give no more
no more

[@SpecialAbonnent]

This silence is killing me now
I don't thought you happy bringing me down
Even though you called this you out of my life
I just wanna love you one

[@jamison48reedy59]

Yea check it,
The silence is turning into violence
I thought there was a deeper meaning behind it
But baby I don’t blame you for not fighting
Said you wasn’t doing another one of your exes again
And here I go fuckin with your head
Got you leavin me on read

[@tokyouplaying3037]

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