[Verse 1] Lately I really feel like I'm rolling for delph, like Philly Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining But life keeps on complicating And I'm debating on leaving this world this evening Even my girls can see I'm grieving, I try and hide it, but I can't Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty When inside I'm dying? I am finally realizing I need help, I can't do it myself, too weak Two weeks I've been having ups and downs Going through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallying Around with the idea of ending the shit right here I'm hating my reflection I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors I can't stand what I look like, yeah I look fat, but what do I care? I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her… shit [Hook] [Verse 2] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, napping at noon Yeah, Dad's in a bad mood, he's always snapping at you Marshall, what happened that you… You can't stop with these pills? And you've fallen off with your skills And your own fans are laughing at you It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle? Get up Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this shit handled Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed They say Proof just flipped out Homie just whipped out and bust Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that He wouldn't fucking shoot at nobody, he fights first But dwelling on it only makes the night worse Now I'm popping Vics, Percs and Methadone pills "Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it" Fucking drug dealers hang around me like yes men And they gonna do whatever I says when I says it It's in their best interest to protect their investment And I just lost my fucking best friend So fuck it, I guess then… [Hook (with Eminem)] (Don’t know what I’m going through But I just keep on going through changes) [Verse 3] My friends can't understand this new me That's understandable, man, but think how bananas you'd be You'd be an animal too If you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo And everybody's looking at you, what you want me to do? I'm starting to live like a recluse And the truth is fame starting to give me an excuse To be at an all-time low I sit alone in my home theater, watching the same damn DVD Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive And it hurts so I fast forward Sleeping pills'll make me feel alright And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night I'll just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfucking right I ain't slowing down for no one, I am almost homeward bound Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, c'mon, dole 'em out "Daddy, don't you die on me; Daddy, better hold your ground!" Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice? Yeah, baby, hold me down [Hook (with Eminem)] [Verse 4] Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes But somehow I'm pulling through Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few facts cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth Shit it just hit me that what if I would not have made it through I think about the things I would've never got to say to you I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too I still love your mother, that'll never change Think about her every day, we just could never get it together Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day There are just too many things to explain When it rains guess it pours, yes it does Wish there wasn't any pain, but I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingers Heaven knows I've never been a saint I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history And just today, I looked at your picture, almost as if to say I miss you subconsciously, wish it didn't end this way But I just had to get away, don't know why I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm…
Lately I'm feeling deep inside my feelings, emotionally controlling me, riding on an emotion roller coaster spree, off drugs and this is what life is really, showing me mind blowing to me as I wake up everyday, years wasted now sober is oweing me, what I have missed as the days I use to piss, all away and I regret it to this day, almost threw my whole life away, but (Chorus)
Last year I had a mental breakdown Cause my baby momma kick me outta town Said I'm lazy and all I do is lay around It's crazy how, idle hands are the devil's play ground (haha) Told her my ridiculous dreams and she just laughed at me Told her how I wanna be, a emcee She said "Tom you need to fucking leave" I said babe chill, all you need to do is breath Give or take a year and will be in the clear I'm prepared to sacrifice a lot of blood sweat and tears Just so you and our baby don't gotta live in fear "Tom what the fuck are you doing here? All you ever do is complain about the devil in your ear I've had it up to here with your phoney mental problems Thinking drugs are gonna solve em You ain't shit and you ain't ever gonna be shit" Verse 2 I don't love myself And I sure as hell don't trust myself I just wish I were like everybody else Full of joy, happiness and wealth Yet I'm anxious as hell and depressed as well I hate the skin that I'm in, i have a hard time trying to fit in No one knows the places that I've been Or the things that i've seen Bullied at a young age, I was full of venom and rage Teachers said "Tom it's time to turn the page" I said, I'd rather be dead Then listen to these voices in my head 9 years old I found out daddy wasn't mine I sat up the whole night and fucking cried Couldn't believe the one and only person I trusted in my life, fucking lied Fast forward 19 years of my life And now I'm fighting for my life 12 years, I shed a lot of blood sweat and tears And getting into trouble with my peers Verse 3 Now i've got a little girl of my own I no longer feel alone, for so long I was living in the unknown Searching for a home, now I'm finally in the zone Still got a lot of mental issues, but nothing me and my therapist can't fix I've had a tough life since the age of six Suffered from depression as a kid Now I'm bipolar as shit, but I'll never quit May have dropped out of school But mumma didn't raise no fool Still remember breaking all the rules Back then I thought I was so cool Now I'm 28 praying to God I don't drown in my own drool And he blesses me a house with a pool Baby girl I'm sorry mummy and daddy argue But that doesn't mean daddy doesn't love you Il never stop loving you Just promise you'll never stop loving me (loving me) Verse 4 Baby girl, I guarantee One day, daddies gonna buy a house by the sea And a red Ferrari And his gonna spoil you and mummy Growing up I may have been a dummy But the second I saw your heartbeat I was swept off my feet, i never felt so complete There were days I struggled to eat And days I slept on the concrete Now I know why Gods been testing me Because he was preparing me Now I just need my mind to be free So that's why I'm focusing on my sobriety Cause God has spoken to me Through the voice of family Now there's no stopping me God can only judge me And I sure as hell know Jesus loves me Cause he died for our sins So imma do whatever it takes to win Pride, envy, lust, and greed i've thrown in the bin
Em ur song, lyrics just make me cry. You are so strong man, how can someone endure so much pain and still be fucking brilliant. True artist, true LEGEND. Love you soo much, you literally save lives.
I can't do it no more I need help, too long I've gone on, this is the only feeling I've always felt, I'm beginning to admit this load on my back I can't withstand it, my life is crumbling into a giant pile of horse shit, I don't understand why suicide is always on my mind, I got people telling me they care about me but I feel as if they're lying, I know deep in my heart, The world would have no sympathy for me as I'm laying down dying, no one at my funeral, don't even bother cryin', I feel as if whenever I'm talking to my best friend she has to hear me whining and it's not fair to her either, because I always end up leavin' her with the thought of me taking my life and stop breathin' It's like I love it but hate it yeah it's straight evil, don't even bother putting me in a cathedral, I don't wanna be starred at while I'm dead by a bunch of unknown people, wiping away the pain and tears off your face, quit acting fool you never missed me in the first place, I'm finally starting to realize, I am not alone, i still feel like I am, damnit man i don't know, maybe it's because of all the years when no one answered the telephone, looking up into the sky every night, I began to cry cause I was degraded and handed, if saw the fuckers who almost made me take my life, now id say fuck you for letting me suffer of my own, it just goes to show, people are fake they left me for others man that's just a sharp blow, I was at a point in my life where I was low, had no friends and bullied at school, I left there only to return back to a broken home, every night I'd cry and wish that I'd die, screaming into my pillow causeI hated my life, I felt disowned, the only friend I had was my shadow, and even he'd disappeared thought the years, being alone is what I still fear, but now I know I have someone who never gonna leave me that's a fact, Kaitlyn I love you and I don't know how I'll ever pay you back, I know you want me to live but I feel like I should go, because I'll feel a lot better when I see my name written on a tombstone
Many don't understand me, I'm underestimated, this world is crazy, look at the mess we made it, at first I hesitated, now everyone's hearing this knowing the best made it, but I still stand here on this earth god created, struggling to stand up, Back broken, Discs herniated.
Sometimes I try to see myself as someone else It’s so hard sometimes I can’t escape this hell. I remember a time I considered myself perfect, But then inside I feel like I’m worthless. You can make it through; so many times I’ve heard it. I wish I was stronger often I want to end the pain And all the stress of regret just adds to the strain.
Fuck sometimes I wanna forget the pain, I just might take a knife to my vein to forget all that shame that resides in my name. It's over. i wanna be sober but something keeps pushing me over. and i hear the demons sing again, I keep going to them even after i repent. it's strange that i wake up and see no change and i hate what I've become but it's time to pay my dues i can't end it here, i got a nephew to look after; and i'm not stoppin til my lungs collapse, it's now or another fuckin relapse.
im going through changes/ like im changing faces/ goin though different strokes or im just trading places/ admire what im doing but i feel like im erasing just racing to the finish line/ goin against the clock no time/ reaching out like gimme mine/ jumpin out the welefare line / tryin to get my shit on grind / they put they feet in trippin mine..
ALL THIS PAIN I CANT EVEN HANDLE IT I TRY TO HOLD THE TEARS BACK BUT I CANT FOR SHIT THE CANDLE WAS LIT ITS BLOWN OUT MAN THIS IS IT IM GROWN NOW AND ALL I KNOW NOW IS THAT IM ALONE HOW THE FUCK CAN I MAKE IT ALL ALONE WITH NO HOME AND NO HOUSE AN NO PHONE NO FAMILY AND NO ROUTE NO DIRECTION LIVING IN A FANTASY WITH NO BOUNDARIES YOU HERE THE SOUND OF THESE KNEES HIT THE GROUND AND BLEED
Ozzy] I'm going through changes I'm going through changes [Eminem] Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delf like Philly, feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining, But life keeps on complicating, and I'm debating, On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it, But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty, When inside I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help. can't do it myself, too weak, two weeks I've been having ups and downs, going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, round with the idea of ending the shit right here. I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie, I'm afraid if I close my eyes and I might see her, Shit... [Chorus] [Eminem] I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you. Marshall, what happened that you can't stop with these pills, And you falling off with yer skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you? It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up, Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this shit handled. (I) know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust, Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that, He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fight first, But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, Now I'm popping Vic's, Perks and Methadone pills. "Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it" Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men, And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it, It's in their best interest to protect their investment. And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then... [Chorus] (don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes) My friends can't understand this new me, That's understandable, man, but think how bananas you'd be, You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do? I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all time low. I sit alone in my home theater watchin' the same damn DVD Of the first tour, the last tour he was still alive. And it hurts so I fast forward, sleepin' pills will make me feel alright. And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night, I'll just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right, I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on dole 'em out Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice, Yeah baby hold me down. [Chorus] (don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes) [Eminem] Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through. Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof. I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few Facts, 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. Shit, it just hit me that what if I would not have made it through? I think about the things I would have never got to say to you, I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do. Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina, too, I still love your mother, that'll never change, Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day. There are just too many things to explain, when it rains, guess it pours, yes, it does, wish there wasn't any pain. But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame, I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've never been a saint. I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history, And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say, "I miss you" subconsciously, wish it didn't end this way. But I just had to get away, don't know why, I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm... [Chorus] (don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes)
i see were your getting at. life can be hard but sometimes you just got to step up like a door mat. the voices are good it means your learning yourself don't be depressed because one day you will have a family that would help, and just remember everything happens for a reason so just look forward to life like the months and the seasons. if you fall you will be caught but not by magic bye your true rapping talent, and just remember your life is always valid.
Im going to changes and I dont mean puberty, My whole life people have always been rude to me, Its like bad luck is tattooed to me, Beat up and kicked brutally, But I guess how the world is, Spit on laughed at and told your worthless, Trying to change it all but dont have much to work with, Try'na play it cool so lay below the surface, You do not what Ive been through, you had it made so tell me how can you?, Dont know what my next step is or what Im'a do,
Mama only if we talked time to time that would fill my heart pecies guessing not my own brothers n sisters says I ain't no good for u to be around why is that cause I look like my fuckin father's everything we'll be okay I swear mama I ain't that person I use to be running around tryna get on a huslte like my father was but I thought smart now that im 17 years old still don't got neither one of y'all I never got caught up in this dope game I pray everyday that I won't but I'm just going through changes now I got things in my mind it's going crazy like fans go crazy at a football game now I'm racing like a race car great Gma always says son slow down why slow down If I can't I don't even fuckin sleep at night so I pop pills to sleep but that's doesn't work so mother when we see each other again just gonna hold u tighter then I ever did before probably better then I did when I was locked behind bars u walked away saying u ain't my son tone I just looked ur eyes and said nothing besides breathing harder n harder now I gotta go through these changes damnn
0:20 Je sais c'est dur, mon reuf Il faut se serrer les coudes Moi, je suis arrivé à un point Où plus personne j'écoute Désormais seule ma musique compte Pour avancer j'dois prendre des risques donc J'fonce Vers l'inconnu Adieu ma commune Papa, maman, votre fils va devenir connu En attendant ne vous faites pas trop de soucis J'poursuis mon rêve même si ça paraît impossible Je vais peut-être droit dans le mur Comme un soldat qu'on envoie au front sans armure Bordel que ce monde est cruel j'ai compris le système Contraint de prendre cette vie comme un jeu pour que tout ça m'amuse Depuis le départ je me sens différent En classe je m'installais toujours au dernier rang Presque invisible L'impression d'être là juste pour combler le vide comme un figurant Je garde les pieds sur terre J'ai beau cultiver mon esprit Je reste ignorant Voilà, extrait de ce que j'ai pu écrire sur cette magnifique instru Instru sur laquelle j'ai posé ma voix et en est fait un titre, que je viens de publier sur ma chaîne. Va jeter une oreille tu seras pas déçu, j'espère. ;)
Finally got the girl of my dreams, that i adore, and im tearin at the seams, and tearin at my core, but i can only love her more, shes my support beams, and all my problems are the floor, never felt this way before Cuz i, never thought that i could fall this hard, im scar'd, and at times im fallin apart, but we will always be together cuz she alone holds my heart, may have messed up at the start, when the road was dark, But then you, lit the way, what can i say, girl once again you saved the day
Sorry for me yesterday The stress gets the best of me But today I'm blessed to say It left my chest Left my brain I accept the pain And felt the rain Clean my self away Been so long since I felt this way That's for helping when I didnt even ask for help today I should of felt the gains when it raised but I stress the lows too much to tell what's grey from white or black, despite the fact that I get mad I think that I we fight my past it will only come to haunt or bite my ass so I put it behind me just like my dad
"I'm sittin here trying to put the pen to the paper/ knowin that no matter what I write people gonna criticize it/ people don't understand that I put my all into each and every piece/ when some people go out and write shit and get praised up and down/ I don't think the rap industry is what it used to be/ everybody is rappin about the sex, drugs and girls/ what they need to rap about is the lessons taught by life/ the main thing that pisses me off is that they think its a joke/ (continued in next
I walk around faking a smile, even my laughs, thought I was able guess I aint ready to confront my past, yeterday i even tried, suicides been on my mind, like why am i alive, every time i try, yesterday i cried, its been a long time I need to get away, like my brother used to say, there always comes a brighter day, im hoping someday, i need to change my life, telling my self do something with your life, smoking weed aint right, time to face my demons, going through changes
could you try to get the instrumental for Space bound with this quality? Ive been searching for that one but every video is horrible quality. that would be awesome.
As a kid I was told I would never be a king Sure as hell that certain restrictiosn did sting But I found my own thing words that could make everyone cringe express myself in a way that to lose it I would have to pray So I wrote it down while I had the lyrical crown to take it to town And to Turn my own frown upside down You betcha its selfish but life is self service I control wheter or not my lyrics are perfect Cant let anything entice me You wanna fight try me Nothings denied to me
Everyday i feel like the world is just trying to control me every time the hate of the world rolls me i remember everything anyone ever told me string it together but still dont know will i understand better as the old me? Will i live to see my grand kids or even my own will i know what kinda man he is,how do i teach him how to handle this cause ive just been livin theres no plan to this im barely standin as it is should i be happy just to be here or just live and express is that what rappin is?
@WiggyRap can u make space bound for me bro.... im in a hard time gotta let out feelings by writing a rhyme... and that beat is the only one that'll help this ones good but that one is sick
Im going through changes, seeing different faces but its all the same, same pain, same game but i dont know where it stops here come the cops but its all good im down for the hood so when its time to put the pedal to the metal its all understood. I aint stoppin for nothing you wont even see me coming like a bolt of lightning so fast and so frightning now its time to switch it up going through changes every day but you know that I came here to say what ive got to say so just sit back and listen.
man listen, why cant any one listen, to our thoughts that glisten, the feelings that are missin, people always dissin, and you try reminisen' but you cant no matter how hard you try, days go by and by, you lay down and cry, and you cant help the fact, that your all alone ,you lost your throne, you were the king in your own world, now your like the Don-er to your own blood, your a loner, cant call any one a budd, you wanna end it, get it over with your so pissed with the shit you've delt,
we were born a blossom of sinning... sometimes i think we should scorn all that awesome winning, without the struggle would we mourn the loss of living? i try to sort out the commotion in my head, wish i could snort away the emotion that i dread, seems like all the toy are made of lead, poison laid out by my bed, from them little blue pills to them red... look, allow me to advise parental discretion, for hear lies an instrumental of confession, a detrimental suppression, hell, i suppose I'm of the weaker, dont listen any longer-if to you-the speaker... isnt quality, if you dont f*** with me, it doesnt really bother me, hypocrisy.. is my nemesis, im not playing anymore, old sega genisis, my heart i cannot lend her this, shit, im still sittin on my doorstep.. family all asleep, 40 degrees and havent unlock the doors yet, the hoodlums i hang out with all have trouble written on their forehead, all love weed but cant afford it, good lord its, some kind of feigning, mind scheming on some things i never thought, i pawned some shit i never bought, to ease my mentality, sometimes the price of a personal casualty... it doesnt run so deep, but the price is steep when your mother cries and weeps
I have been on my own but I don't think there will be no difference to what I set my self to be on I made alot of worngs but lord if I can't see threw these changes I'm a need your help but I swear I'll do the rest I just want my life to be right but I never get the chance to make it. I try to keep on going until the dayz just hit me I look back down and there's nothing to fear. if I had a second push I would be making things better but It doesn't? not for me.
lost everything now I got nothing... It's so fucking not fair it has to be this way. High on speed for days... Thinking of all my mistakes. I miss the days of me and you. I miss you.... I remember when I first kissed you ... The flame lit then you were glued.... you stayed with me after all the bullshit,, you was a cool chick... when you left me, I didn't think you would actually do it. Half the man I used to be from my drug usage, I'm useless. Ate up from methamphetamemes I've been a mess since you lefta me..
Here, is a place where your dreams and memories are created/ you're just in the beginning of life/ as you see me/ as a child/ I was never really "styled"/ or had any close friends cause I was to different/ but I didn't get what that meant/ cause with a mind so wild/ how am I supposed to stop a tornado in order to solve a puzzle I'm so riddled/ I guess my brain isn't as great as some of my test/ but I just hold my breath/ and did better on the next test/ "how'd you guess" and my teacher said/ "cause you were cheating off the next desk"/ "just give it a rest, if this is what you call your best, your lifes already a mess/ (as the years go by) "cause after your parents left each other/ and have to separate from your brothers/ oh what's the matter are you losing color/ the only way to make it better/ is dive into a shredder/ but don't forget to write a letter/ cause you don't want them to wonder/ as much as you threw your life to surrender" (my mind) ok, I get it, I'm(Chorus)As we left/ the south east and moved to the northwest/ just me and my dad/ starting a new life/ in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho/ a completely different flow/ but as time goes/ Now I'm in Jr. High/ with friends that were so close/ I didn't know that road had a line/ drinking every night and sleeping every day/ skipping school just to fucking play pocket pool/ and met some people who I thought they were really cool/ now I'm seeing nothing but double/ it's so fucking painful/ being call a bad habit/ cause I hanged around people who were addicts/ I never touched shit/ just people to hang with/ being in school then transferred me come over some bullshit/ but the jokes on you I loved it/ what are they getting from this/ I'm just a snotty prick that listens to himself... I'll finish in the comments later.
+Joe Snyder Here is a place , where your dreams and memories are created , you're just in the beginning of your life , going through immaturity , making mistakes while you learn from them while making new ones everyday , it's called maturing , No matter where you go , you always get called immature , they don't see maturity in you , so they throw a lot of hate , however everyone goes through the same thing , I'm just stating the obvious , it's what we call life , so I don't see why I'm the only one to blame for your mistakes , it happens all the time , people go through shit and you're the one to blame , like a target they see you and throw a dart straight at you ,
I could be with anybody, I choose you Still, it's no excuse to abuse you But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I used you To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you 'Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you" Next I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you But the shit's about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash I'll never love again The way I loved you Did you find someone new? Are you doin' this with them? 'Cause I remember when Still remember when you was mine, yeah We were inseparable at one time, yeah You know my love for you was undying, yeah You used to always have my back Some days it feels like you're all that I have That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in Saran Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand But if not for my financials I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful I can only take so much of you all at one time Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes Gotta take you in doses, but when you're not at my side I shake in convulsions Separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest Yeah, baby we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis Such a wide range of emotions Migraines, but why the fuck am I takin' these Motrin's? Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken But the shit's about to go sideways, I just know it I'll never love again The way I loved you Did you find someone new? Are you doin' this with them? 'Cause I remember when Still remember when you was mine, yeah We were inseparable at one time, yeah You know my love for you was undying, yeah You used to always have my back So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm countin' sheep You're bound to creak 'Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me You're my Xanax and my Valium, I'm an addict, you're a downer You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof A scoundrel and fiends how I feel around you Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket Now I'm flippin' over the furniture Punchin' holes in the walls through Everything that we've gone through How many times you've fucked me? But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you Swore my fealty, but word to G-O-D I thought you loved me, but you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to The Ambien and Tylenols too Fuck all you (Fuckin' bitch) (We're done)
Everyday we cause other's pain but never notice, to busy on reputation and all that fuckin boguas, it takes a real man to deny hate and really focus. God made us equal, so why bring others down? Why practice hate, when loves around? Why insult, if you hate to be insulted? I think its time this world revolted. Lets work together, bring the world through a change.
im chasing the dream like any young rapper tryna get to the top thats the next chapter used to be wrapped in many situations now i just pace it on these lyrics racing humilate any con artist replaced with a fake ur identiy trace says ur gay & that u were a mistake ur parents just took u as extra wieght u werent meant to be try 2 get that straight all this haterd i create waiting at the staring line ready 2 break feels like im trapped in a cell i need 2 escape take bail or sit back like im bait
Going through some changes in my life/but its not puberty/maybe maturity/but im trying to get through it like open heart surgery/feels like everyones trying to murder me/up and downs like a see saw/trying to put the pieces together like a jigsaw/cuz im puzzled/feel like this life caught me in a hustle/but i tussle to my very last breath/ things go by so fast like fedex/kinkos/total sinkholes that hold signs of paradise next to them/holding my breath to see how long i could really swim.
EMOTIONS CURRENT LIKE RIVERS & OCEANS & STILL I SWIMMING & STILL I DREAMING IT CANT BE SEMON BUT SOMETHING LIKE A DEMON ATTACHED TO MY BACK HATERS FALL BACK BUT THEY CANT LIVE & LEARN DEAL WITH THEM NOW SINCE THEY CANT WAIT THEIR TURN IN HELL THEY BURN IN LIFE WE FRY EITHER WAY YOU SUFFER BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO DIE & DONT LIE HAND OVER WHAT YOU OWE ME & UNTRUTH IS WHAT YOU TOLD ME I CHANGING SO JUST SAVOR THE MEMORIES OF THE OLD ME/ I'M GOING THROUGH CHANGES
Going through changes since the road to recovery/ Lost my way cant read the sign though its in front of me/ All alone in this world my misery loathes company/ Until the reaper considers my soul and then comes for me/ My beautiful mind at times can show ugly/ Look in the mirror and I feel like just punching me/ Sometimes It seems like love just isnt my cup of tea/ And honestly we all love hundreds but rather lust a G/ Shit I would kill for a Mil if it was up to me..
Markie I feel like u the only one that really get me It's all there for us to go and get a Millie Ready for these situations that's coming steady I'm going global and ima take my fam wit me Mama I just gotta thank the lord that u made me I can really feel it in my soul that I'm greatness I'm getting older I stopped carrying all that hate I Went my own way cause these new niggas fake Dad when my millies come ima give u the world Ima buy u everything that you deserve It really is my time to take everything that I earned I'm grinding everyday so I come out in first Matt theirs so much I can tell you Real shit it been me and you from the beginning to the end I see u Handling business doing things like a man I can't wait to meet the a baby cause it is heaven sent so much blessings and Nene.. girl u know u special u the light when I need it U everything to me I pray you achieve Stacy I jus wanna apologize for everything It's crazy how u really have my last name Beanie Don't u fall to a demon cause they scheming Never look back your baby boy need you girl you don't know it but the lord really see you Never walk in this world like u see through Qwyn so many memories we had since we was jits U brought me to my first show to come get lit We both split a tab the first time I tripped Chilling at yo house we be higher then a bitch TTHC BT & DS agerasia stay young foreva that's it. Ima ride or die for all my mane mans I've jus been going through changes Brett I can't wait for u to get out u my dawg man Today ima sit and write to you and make it blood raw It be ride or die even if we have to break the law Can't nobody take wat away wat we been through nah we been god brothers nigga we dun did it all Even if that shit u pulled wit my brother was flaw I still got yo back cause I remember you was da only 1 dat I could call keep it real man Malcolm u just gotta build that's the only way now Move forward a never do the same route. Do what you gotta do nigga & make it out. Listen never look back keep going on that paper route. Uncle Steve ain’t here for trouble but I hope u know yo kids miss you U got a lot on yo plate I jus hope u come chill soon Over these years I can see how much you’ve done built too David idc if they hatin cause u still cool You always smiled even wen u had them dirty boots Paul I’m praying for you brus I wanna meet the family The way you’re surviving out here it’s time to start building Enna I’m still so happy that you alive girl I jus wanna day don’t Eva loose the light girl Ant u been my dawg since da first night off alcohol I knew u was solid since before the trailer park I’m jus so happy that u got Charles Jen I love you and send prayers to yall And that’s to my auntie by the grace of god
So I just caught chills from the hook, Im afraid to write down my lyrics cause it'll turn into a book, I look around at the everyday average life, Hoping to find something to fix my fucking damaged life, I dug a hole deeper then hell, Now my only expectancies are me trying to prevail, You cant hear it in my lyrics this is something that you could feel bitch, Im real son the real one, The only person not changing like the seas, But for now ill just leave it in gods hands
I know I've done things to lose your trust it's all my fault that our friendship connection had to bust try and make things right Yea i must and I know in your mind your thinkin there he goes again same ol routine repeating that old process we done seen tired of veritgo trust me I know I've let ya down but friend this time for real I'm turning it all around that old me is dead and gone any obstacle that gets in my way won't stop me I'm pushin on like David and Goliath I'm gonna conquer the giant
just wonderin with my incense, lost in this big mess we call life, and trying to figure if it makes sense people tense about the stench of thousands of those in deaths clentch the suspense is to intense for me to stand i wish i didnt give a damn but we still relying on a ceiling fan still eating penut butter and jam and we live it how we live it man whether its in the dirt or in the sand in bently or in a van eating lobster or spam just to let ya know we goin through what you goin through man
Changes / yeah its hard you know to wale around with my head down / always trying to pick myself back up / but see im stuck always trying to reach out for help / but this depression has me in chains / changing me in the wrong ways / never did i once think it be me wishing my life would end / this life of mine has me wishing for a simple way to end it all with out looking back / why am i so afride to let go / i really wanna change but i cant / dont know whats going on / these changes are pushing to me over the edge / wanting to do something to take this pain away / what happend to my normal life / is it all gone down the drain / i cant take this anymore im done / changes got me free falling to my death / wheres the door let me out this place / i just cant take this pain / what happend to me / im going through these crazy things / cant take it anymore im gone / tired of changing and getting judged for bein me sorry i wasnt good enough
yo brah can i use stuck in this shitty life and the worst part of living hell, is half of us aren't living well, other half are show and tells, cant trust anybody with a mouth like a donation bell, karma's catching up so I'm about to hit the wishing well that in my vers i made?
(Rap Name J.R.) I'm not here apologize got hatred inside not to complicate my compromise you know I despise the haters man the hate us the hate us they just mad cause ain't us love what these haters are anxious for split that bread word is my sword being Christians what they hate us for how is my fault being who I am kids look up to you try to be superman doubt myself how you can when can't you determine who I'am no you don't stop me no you won't fall short yes I will and again I build higher oh yes I will and I will not stop until I'm going through changes flipping through them pages (the Bible) (speed up rap) both fathers telling me I'm sinning keep on going through new beginning and I'm sending my self through this spiral a viscous cycle am I sane or cyco care I don't . (Hook ) next verse coming soon 3 likes or else longer thanks :) here it is thanks I'm sorry Nikkia Josiah Meriah Glass Kenzy Go off in a frenzy full of envy got no friends ain't it nostalgic be called it the office wishing they were coffins I'm coughing acting like I'm sick so I don't gotta school now I'm out of school but it ain't summer like my whole life changed in one month one phase I remember it like yesterday cause my memory never fade away for the people i love and hate back forth but it was only me putting my emotions out the pain i was feeling that day i was feeling kinda off down so lashed out
My life changed with my Friend billy growing up Always been going to the Picadilly line. No fines No lines or signs of billy Must of been a problem Oh fuck it and screw it I’m never gonna see billy I’m going through changes [Chorus] I’m going through changes I’m going through changesssss Last night, I saw billy with a fuck bitch which made me just lose it. I saw a ditch
uhh, i go through changes every day, its like nothing can stay the same, damn will they remember my name, or will i just be another one trapped in the game, can i really rap, or are my writtens crap, i cant tell, this is hell, please tell, me what you smell, on me, its that l o u d,
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes But somehow I'm pullin' through Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few Facts, 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth Shit, it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through? I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too I still love your mother, that'll never change Think about her every day We just could never get it together, hey Wish there was a better way for me to say it But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day There are just too many things to explain When it rains, guess it pours - yes, it does Wish there wasn't any pain, but I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placin' any blame I ain't pointin' fingers, Heaven knows I've never been a saint I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say I miss you subconsciously, wish it didn't end this way But I just had to get away Don't know why, I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm-
I'm going through some changes different lifestyle surrounded by these strangers yeah it's been said but I think I can explain it some how this shits spose' to benifit some sort of punishment for the sins I commit yeah I've done wrong but who hasn't now I'm stuck here with this absence in my heart and it hurts like mad, I swear ta god beat down, stayed down, felt like I was on the floor but I got up fight my way through and clawed not about to give up not when I can see the reward
where i'm from it's either pine box or prison mothers send they sons outside hoping god be with em its kinda dark on these streets many lost they vision ended up fucked up, wrong positions selling coke, locked up no pot to piss in all for the CREAM caught in narcissism what's my motivation? Earth in rotation no patience fuck this rock and roll station i need quiet when i'm meditating spit something so hot i got Satan waiting
Really said that it been coop up with me for awhile and I love going changed really said that it has been a long wait until you are looking forward to hearing from Ross Abraham look look ren Very good condition check u out try and justice u when u don't,need to talk about it anymore
@NuTzKilluminati201 best rap on here i got a son thats 2 and im 20 its hard for sure im writing a quick off the dome song to this...this beats amazing....
changes/changing a man and leavinvg damages/and i hate this/weightless/careless/smoke cess/im a mess/depressed and invest my time in a nest for my mind to get past teh test of time/and its best if I/continue to exemplify how i feel when these tears i cry/no longer flow from my eye/to many shed while laying down in bed/thinkin of what to do about my life but instead along a fine line i thread/just poppin pills and smokin weed with the rest/dont judge a book by its cover
Se Dio esiste, mi ha dato tutto Mi ha dato un sogno, una passione; Rabbia, talento e determinazione Due genitori che credono in me, bene o male Un cervello per capire e distinguere il bene o il male Ma, come tutte le persone fortunate Non riuscivo a vedere che avevo tutto Ed è brutto vivere consumato dall'invidia La smania di andare avanti mi ha rovinato la vita Mi sento come se avessi tradito me stesso E sono stanco anche di raccontarti che sono depresso E non penso di stare male perché sono speciale So vomitare, il mio disturbo antisociale Ed è evidente che vorrei uccidere questa gente Abitualmente fingo nel mostrarmi sorridente Io sono bravo a fingere, loro sono stupidi O forse loro fingono e il coglione sono io...P********! Sono l'incarnazione dell'insoddisfazione Dell'insofferenza e dell'insopportazione Scrivo un'altra canzone triste, su una nazione triste In cui un ragazzo crede in ciò che non esiste Io prego Dio che questa fiamma non si spenga Che il mio talento splenda Come alternativa a questa vita orrenda che mi si prospetta Qua tutto va di fretta, puoi stare fermo ma la morte non t'aspetta Io non sto vivendo come dovrei, come potrei Ma soprattutto come vorrei Ho paura del domani rapportati allo ieri Come Superman ottantenne senza i superpoteri Non so se questi scleri siano veri Però mi tengo questo orgoglio stretto, lo stesso; Perchè ho scazzato con Secco e con tutto il mondo E ho detto: Scommetto che me la cavo Ma ora che ci sto in mezzo sto male Perchè sto attraversando il mio cambiamento Non penso a niente Ciò che penso son solo cose cattive Chiuso nella mia gabbia fatta di aspettative Sto tra le attrattive di uno zoo In mezzo a stronzi che mi fissano per capire che problema c'ho, o no!? E comunque sto in paranoia da un po' Torno a casa distrutto e sono silenzi imbarazzanti Ripenso ai tanti pianti e rimpianti È come camminare a piedi nudi sui cocci dei sogni infranti E quindi penso ai miei amici che si so' dati Quelli che stan cambiando e dentro son cambiati già Certe volte mi chiedo che resterà Di questi anni, questi giorni di merda, questa città Io posso solo solo promettere di dare il cento per cento Anche se tutto va male corri contro vento Perchè il tempo fa cerchio dell'avvenire Ma io ho qualcosa da dire È questa è l'unica certezza come il fatto che devi morire.. Prima o poi!
rap's not going through changes it's the artist they'd rather make money off the starbiz or showbiz or whatever it is i don't give a fuck i'm staying true to the game if i have to shame my name and never live it up i'm never giving up
dear youtubers!!!!! writing a rap directly to eminem so with hope he might see it need the views getting up will let all know once up so in a few days search for DEAR EMINEM =)
@CPsnowman1001 ye ok i made that too for my remix. but he has to be careful cus you can get a warning for that if they get you..:( happened to me for another vid
Look at me JT The Prodigy, But that never used to be the name used to be Apollo But that had changed Can’t believe what I have been through, what I’ve seen Used to light up tree, just to get my brain in sink, Throw me the lighter and the dro, come on bro, Skipping class knew I wasn’t gunna pass da test, Handing it in with just the name and da lyrics on da back Cuz all I ever wanted to do was rap I was stuck in a trap.. That wouldn’t let me go, hey man can i use this?
@asdf67058 /but one look at my face when im thinking abotu leaving this palce, its like u already know me/I can easily be read/and homey, im not making this stuff up believe me/I wish i was high enough to be carefree/your smokin trees/but ive already burned up the forest/no drugs can release me/fuck it its time for the chorus
eminem is the greatest rapper of all time
[Verse 1]
Lately I really feel like I'm rolling for delph, like Philly
Feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating
And I'm debating on leaving this world this evening
Even my girls can see I'm grieving, I try and hide it, but I can't
Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty
When inside I'm dying?
I am finally realizing I need help, I can't do it myself, too weak
Two weeks I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly-dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right here
I'm hating my reflection
I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah
I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her… shit
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, napping at noon
Yeah, Dad's in a bad mood, he's always snapping at you
Marshall, what happened that you…
You can't stop with these pills?
And you've fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are laughing at you
It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle? Get up
Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out
Homie just whipped out and bust
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fucking shoot at nobody, he fights first
But dwelling on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm popping Vics, Percs and Methadone pills
"Yeah, Em, tight verse, you killed it"
Fucking drug dealers hang around me like yes men
And they gonna do whatever I says when I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fucking best friend
So fuck it, I guess then…
[Hook (with Eminem)]
(Don’t know what I’m going through
But I just keep on going through changes)
[Verse 3]
My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable, man, but think how bananas you'd be
You'd be an animal too
If you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's looking at you, what you want me to do?
I'm starting to live like a recluse
And the truth is fame starting to give me an excuse
To be at an all-time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watching the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive
And it hurts so I fast forward
Sleeping pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night
I'll just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfucking right
I ain't slowing down for no one, I am almost homeward bound
Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, c'mon, dole 'em out
"Daddy, don't you die on me; Daddy, better hold your ground!"
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice?
Yeah, baby, hold me down
[Hook (with Eminem)]
[Verse 4]
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes
But somehow I'm pulling through
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few facts cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth
Shit it just hit me that what if I would not have made it through
I think about the things I would've never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too
I still love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a better way for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day
There are just too many things to explain
When it rains guess it pours, yes it does
Wish there wasn't any pain, but I can't pretend there ain't
I ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingers
Heaven knows I've never been a saint
I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost as if to say
I miss you subconsciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm…
Lately I'm feeling deep inside my feelings, emotionally controlling me, riding on an emotion roller coaster spree, off drugs and this is what life is really, showing me mind blowing to me as I wake up everyday, years wasted now sober is oweing me, what I have missed as the days I use to piss, all away and I regret it to this day, almost threw my whole life away, but
(Chorus)
This is a relaxing instrumental
Damn I didn't knew that this beat is that beautiful
This is a remake, it's different a little bit from the original.
Last year I had a mental breakdown
Cause my baby momma kick me outta town
Said I'm lazy and all I do is lay around
It's crazy how, idle hands are the devil's play ground (haha)
Told her my ridiculous dreams and she just laughed at me
Told her how I wanna be, a emcee
She said "Tom you need to fucking leave"
I said babe chill, all you need to do is breath
Give or take a year and will be in the clear
I'm prepared to sacrifice a lot of blood sweat and tears
Just so you and our baby don't gotta live in fear
"Tom what the fuck are you doing here?
All you ever do is complain about the devil in your ear
I've had it up to here with your phoney mental problems
Thinking drugs are gonna solve em
You ain't shit and you ain't ever gonna be shit"
Verse 2
I don't love myself
And I sure as hell don't trust myself
I just wish I were like everybody else
Full of joy, happiness and wealth
Yet I'm anxious as hell and depressed as well
I hate the skin that I'm in, i have a hard time trying to fit in
No one knows the places that I've been
Or the things that i've seen
Bullied at a young age, I was full of venom and rage
Teachers said "Tom it's time to turn the page"
I said, I'd rather be dead
Then listen to these voices in my head
9 years old I found out daddy wasn't mine
I sat up the whole night and fucking cried
Couldn't believe the one and only person I trusted in my life, fucking lied
Fast forward 19 years of my life
And now I'm fighting for my life
12 years, I shed a lot of blood sweat and tears
And getting into trouble with my peers
Verse 3
Now i've got a little girl of my own
I no longer feel alone, for so long I was living in the unknown
Searching for a home, now I'm finally in the zone
Still got a lot of mental issues, but nothing me and my therapist can't fix
I've had a tough life since the age of six
Suffered from depression as a kid
Now I'm bipolar as shit, but I'll never quit
May have dropped out of school
But mumma didn't raise no fool
Still remember breaking all the rules
Back then I thought I was so cool
Now I'm 28 praying to God I don't drown in my own drool
And he blesses me a house with a pool
Baby girl I'm sorry mummy and daddy argue
But that doesn't mean daddy doesn't love you
Il never stop loving you
Just promise you'll never stop loving me
(loving me)
Verse 4
Baby girl, I guarantee
One day, daddies gonna buy a house by the sea
And a red Ferrari
And his gonna spoil you and mummy
Growing up I may have been a dummy
But the second I saw your heartbeat
I was swept off my feet, i never felt so complete
There were days I struggled to eat
And days I slept on the concrete
Now I know why Gods been testing me
Because he was preparing me
Now I just need my mind to be free
So that's why I'm focusing on my sobriety
Cause God has spoken to me
Through the voice of family
Now there's no stopping me
God can only judge me
And I sure as hell know Jesus loves me
Cause he died for our sins
So imma do whatever it takes to win
Pride, envy, lust, and greed i've thrown in the bin
Beautiful lyrics
This was so beautiful, rapped the whole thing and went on a whole journey of emotions with you. ❤️
Toy soldiers foreshadowed Proof's death, really cool of eminem to make this song for him. R.I.P Proof.
Em ur song, lyrics just make me cry. You are so strong man, how can someone endure so much pain and still be fucking brilliant. True artist, true LEGEND. Love you soo much, you literally save lives.
Came hoping to hear the part in the second half of the verses where the strings open up ☹️
You and me both!
beautiful without words and just as good with the lyrics.
I can't do it no more I need help, too long I've gone on, this is the only feeling I've always felt, I'm beginning to admit this load on my back I can't withstand it, my life is crumbling into a giant pile of horse shit, I don't understand why suicide is always on my mind, I got people telling me they care about me but I feel as if they're lying, I know deep in my heart, The world would have no sympathy for me as I'm laying down dying, no one at my funeral, don't even bother cryin', I feel as if whenever I'm talking to my best friend she has to hear me whining and it's not fair to her either, because I always end up leavin' her with the thought of me taking my life and stop breathin' It's like I love it but hate it yeah it's straight evil, don't even bother putting me in a cathedral, I don't wanna be starred at while I'm dead by a bunch of unknown people, wiping away the pain and tears off your face, quit acting fool you never missed me in the first place, I'm finally starting to realize, I am not alone, i still feel like I am, damnit man i don't know, maybe it's because of all the years when no one answered the telephone, looking up into the sky every night, I began to cry cause I was degraded and handed, if saw the fuckers who almost made me take my life, now id say fuck you for letting me suffer of my own, it just goes to show, people are fake they left me for others man that's just a sharp blow, I was at a point in my life where I was low, had no friends and bullied at school, I left there only to return back to a broken home, every night I'd cry and wish that I'd die, screaming into my pillow causeI hated my life, I felt disowned, the only friend I had was my shadow, and even he'd disappeared thought the years, being alone is what I still fear, but now I know I have someone who never gonna leave me that's a fact, Kaitlyn I love you and I don't know how I'll ever pay you back, I know you want me to live but I feel like I should go, because I'll feel a lot better when I see my name written on a tombstone
Damn this instrumental is beautiful
Many don't understand me, I'm underestimated, this world is crazy, look at the mess we made it, at first I hesitated, now everyone's hearing this knowing the best made it, but I still stand here on this earth god created, struggling to stand up, Back broken, Discs herniated.
JAGGED ULAAAN!
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Sometimes I try to see myself as someone else
It’s so hard sometimes I can’t escape this hell.
I remember a time I considered myself perfect,
But then inside I feel like I’m worthless.
You can make it through; so many times I’ve heard it.
I wish I was stronger often I want to end the pain
And all the stress of regret just adds to the strain.
Great track great instrumental ... Thank you
Nice beat. I love it. Eminem is the best old and new em.
Fuck sometimes I wanna forget the pain, I just might take a knife to my vein to forget all that shame that resides in my name. It's over. i wanna be sober but something keeps pushing me over. and i hear the demons sing again, I keep going to them even after i repent. it's strange that i wake up and see no change and i hate what I've become but it's time to pay my dues i can't end it here, i got a nephew to look after; and i'm not stoppin til my lungs collapse, it's now or another fuckin relapse.
fresh. i cant wait 4 the recovery album
im going through changes/ like im changing faces/ goin though different strokes or im just trading places/
admire what im doing but i feel like im erasing just racing to the finish line/
goin against the clock no time/ reaching out like gimme mine/
jumpin out the welefare line / tryin to get my shit on grind /
they put they feet in trippin mine..
not only that one Talkin 2 myself ,Cinderella man,You're never over,25 to life are also about his dead friend as you say about his best friend
ALL THIS PAIN I CANT EVEN HANDLE IT
I TRY TO HOLD THE TEARS BACK BUT I CANT FOR SHIT
THE CANDLE WAS LIT
ITS BLOWN OUT
MAN THIS IS IT
IM GROWN NOW
AND ALL I KNOW NOW
IS THAT IM ALONE HOW
THE FUCK CAN I MAKE IT ALL ALONE
WITH NO HOME AND NO HOUSE
AN NO PHONE NO FAMILY AND NO ROUTE
NO DIRECTION LIVING IN A FANTASY WITH NO BOUNDARIES
YOU HERE THE SOUND OF THESE KNEES HIT THE GROUND AND BLEED
Ozzy]
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
[Eminem]
Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delf like Philly,
feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, and I'm debating,
On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
When inside I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
can't do it myself, too weak, two weeks I've been having ups and downs,
going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
round with the idea of ending the shit right here.
I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie,
I'm afraid if I close my eyes and I might see her,
Shit...
[Chorus]
[Eminem]
I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
Marshall, what happened that you can't stop with these pills,
And you falling off with yer skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you?
It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up,
Be a man, stand, a real man would've had this shit handled.
(I) know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust,
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at nobody, he'd fight first,
But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
Now I'm popping Vic's, Perks and Methadone pills.
"Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it"
Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes men,
And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it,
It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then...
[Chorus]
(don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes)
My friends can't understand this new me,
That's understandable, man, but think how bananas you'd be,
You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do?
I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame's startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all time low.
I sit alone in my home theater watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour he was still alive.
And it hurts so I fast forward, sleepin' pills will make me feel alright.
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
I'll just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right,
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on dole 'em out
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice,
Yeah baby hold me down.
[Chorus]
(don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes)
[Eminem]
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, but somehow I'm pullin' through.
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts, 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit, it just hit me that what if I would not have made it through?
I think about the things I would have never got to say to you,
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina, too,
I still love your mother, that'll never change,
Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day.
There are just too many things to explain, when it rains,
guess it pours, yes, it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows I've never been a saint.
I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history,
And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say,
"I miss you" subconsciously, wish it didn't end this way.
But I just had to get away, don't know why,
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm...
[Chorus]
(don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes)
thanks
i see were your getting at. life can be hard but sometimes you just got to step up like a door mat. the voices are good it means your learning yourself don't be depressed because one day you will have a family that would help, and just remember everything happens for a reason so just look forward to life like the months and the seasons. if you fall you will be caught but not by magic bye your true rapping talent, and just remember your life is always valid.
Im going to changes and I dont mean puberty,
My whole life people have always been rude to me,
Its like bad luck is tattooed to me,
Beat up and kicked brutally,
But I guess how the world is,
Spit on laughed at and told your worthless,
Trying to change it all but dont have much to work with,
Try'na play it cool so lay below the surface,
You do not what Ive been through,
you had it made so tell me how can you?,
Dont know what my next step is or what Im'a do,
Mama only if we talked time to time that would fill my heart pecies guessing not my own brothers n sisters says I ain't no good for u to be around why is that cause I look like my fuckin father's everything we'll be okay I swear mama I ain't that person I use to be running around tryna get on a huslte like my father was but I thought smart now that im 17 years old still don't got neither one of y'all I never got caught up in this dope game I pray everyday that I won't but I'm just going through changes now I got things in my mind it's going crazy like fans go crazy at a football game now I'm racing like a race car great Gma always says son slow down why slow down If I can't I don't even fuckin sleep at night so I pop pills to sleep but that's doesn't work so mother when we see each other again just gonna hold u tighter then I ever did before probably better then I did when I was locked behind bars u walked away saying u ain't my son tone I just looked ur eyes and said nothing besides breathing harder n harder now I gotta go through these changes damnn
333,333 views? Im the chosen one.
yeah thank you, this is, what i was looking for :)
0:20
Je sais c'est dur, mon reuf
Il faut se serrer les coudes
Moi, je suis arrivé à un point
Où plus personne j'écoute
Désormais seule ma musique compte
Pour avancer j'dois prendre des risques donc
J'fonce
Vers l'inconnu
Adieu ma commune
Papa, maman, votre fils va devenir connu
En attendant ne vous faites pas trop de soucis
J'poursuis mon rêve même si ça paraît impossible
Je vais peut-être droit dans le mur
Comme un soldat qu'on envoie au front sans armure
Bordel que ce monde est cruel j'ai compris le système
Contraint de prendre cette vie comme un jeu pour que tout ça m'amuse
Depuis le départ je me sens différent
En classe je m'installais toujours au dernier rang
Presque invisible
L'impression d'être là juste pour combler le vide comme un figurant
Je garde les pieds sur terre
J'ai beau cultiver mon esprit
Je reste ignorant
Voilà,
extrait de ce que j'ai pu écrire sur cette magnifique instru
Instru sur laquelle j'ai posé ma voix et en est fait un titre, que je viens de publier sur ma chaîne.
Va jeter une oreille tu seras pas déçu, j'espère. ;)
Finally got the girl of my dreams, that i adore, and im tearin at the seams, and tearin at my core, but i can only love her more, shes my support beams, and all my problems are the floor, never felt this way before
Cuz i, never thought that i could fall this hard, im scar'd, and at times im fallin apart, but we will always be together cuz she alone holds my heart, may have messed up at the start, when the road was dark,
But then you, lit the way, what can i say, girl once again you saved the day
Sorry for me yesterday
The stress gets the best of me
But today I'm blessed to say
It left my chest
Left my brain
I accept the pain
And felt the rain
Clean my self away
Been so long since I felt this way
That's for helping when I didnt even ask for help today
I should of felt the gains when it raised but I stress the lows too much to tell what's grey from white or black, despite the fact that I get mad I think that I we fight my past it will only come to haunt or bite my ass so I put it behind me just like my dad
"I'm sittin here trying to put the pen to the paper/ knowin that no matter what I write people gonna criticize it/ people don't understand that I put my all into each and every piece/ when some people go out and write shit and get praised up and down/ I don't think the rap industry is what it used to be/ everybody is rappin about the sex, drugs and girls/ what they need to rap about is the lessons taught by life/ the main thing that pisses me off is that they think its a joke/ (continued in next
Awesome Beat!
I walk around faking a smile, even my laughs, thought I was able guess I aint ready to confront my past, yeterday i even tried, suicides been on my mind, like why am i alive, every time i try, yesterday i cried, its been a long time I need to get away, like my brother used to say, there always comes a brighter day, im hoping someday, i need to change my life, telling my self do something with your life, smoking weed aint right, time to face my demons, going through changes
could you try to get the instrumental for Space bound with this quality? Ive been searching for that one but every video is horrible quality. that would be awesome.
As a kid I was told I would never be a king
Sure as hell that certain restrictiosn did sting
But I found my own thing
words that could make everyone cringe
express myself in a way that to lose it I would have to pray
So I wrote it down while I had the lyrical crown to take it to town
And to Turn my own frown upside down
You betcha its selfish but life is self service
I control wheter or not my lyrics are perfect
Cant let anything entice me
You wanna fight try me
Nothings denied to me
Everyday i feel like the world is just trying to control me every time the hate of the world rolls me i remember everything anyone ever told me string it together but still dont know will i understand better as the old me? Will i live to see my grand kids or even my own will i know what kinda man he is,how do i teach him how to handle this cause ive just been livin theres no plan to this im barely standin as it is should i be happy just to be here or just live and express is that what rappin is?
OMG THIS IS AMAIZING PFFFFFFFF
Such a great song
@WiggyRap can u make space bound for me bro.... im in a hard time gotta let out feelings by writing a rhyme... and that beat is the only one that'll help this ones good but that one is sick
nice man :)!!!
Im going through changes, seeing different faces but its all the same, same pain, same game but i dont know where it stops here come the cops but its all good im down for the hood so when its time to put the pedal to the metal its all understood. I aint stoppin for nothing you wont even see me coming like a bolt of lightning so fast and so frightning now its time to switch it up going through changes every day but you know that I came here to say what ive got to say so just sit back and listen.
man listen, why cant any one listen,
to our thoughts that glisten,
the feelings that are missin,
people always dissin,
and you try reminisen' but you cant no matter how hard you try,
days go by and by, you lay down and cry, and you cant help the fact,
that your all alone ,you lost your throne, you were the king in your own world,
now your like the Don-er to your own blood, your a loner, cant call any one a budd, you wanna end it, get it over with your so pissed with the shit you've delt,
we were born a blossom of sinning... sometimes i think we should scorn all that awesome winning, without the struggle would we mourn the loss of living? i try to sort out the commotion in my head, wish i could snort away the emotion that i dread, seems like all the toy are made of lead, poison laid out by my bed, from them little blue pills to them red... look, allow me to advise parental discretion, for hear lies an instrumental of confession, a detrimental suppression, hell, i suppose I'm of the weaker, dont listen any longer-if to you-the speaker... isnt quality, if you dont f*** with me, it doesnt really bother me, hypocrisy.. is my nemesis, im not playing anymore, old sega genisis, my heart i cannot lend her this, shit, im still sittin on my doorstep.. family all asleep, 40 degrees and havent unlock the doors yet, the hoodlums i hang out with all have trouble written on their forehead, all love weed but cant afford it, good lord its, some kind of feigning, mind scheming on some things i never thought, i pawned some shit i never bought, to ease my mentality, sometimes the price of a personal casualty... it doesnt run so deep, but the price is steep when your mother cries and weeps
i see the comments and readin em and they all good
I have been on my own but I don't think there will be no difference to what I set my self to be on I made alot of worngs but lord if I can't see threw these changes I'm a need your help but I swear I'll do the rest I just want my life to be right but I never get the chance to make it. I try to keep on going until the dayz just hit me I look back down and there's nothing to fear. if I had a second push I would be making things better but It doesn't? not for me.
lost everything now I got nothing... It's so fucking not fair it has to be this way. High on speed for days... Thinking of all my mistakes. I miss the days of me and you. I miss you.... I remember when I first kissed you ... The flame lit then you were glued.... you stayed with me after all the bullshit,, you was a cool chick... when you left me, I didn't think you would actually do it. Half the man I used to be from my drug usage, I'm useless. Ate up from methamphetamemes I've been a mess since you lefta me..
going to spit to this instrumental writting my lyrics today half wayy finish!!!
If I use this instrumental will my upload be flagged for copyright? I may use this for my next music video so I need to no, thanks
Here, is a place where your dreams and memories are created/ you're just in the beginning of life/ as you see me/ as a child/ I was never really "styled"/ or had any close friends cause I was to different/ but I didn't get what that meant/ cause with a mind so wild/ how am I supposed to stop a tornado in order to solve a puzzle I'm so riddled/ I guess my brain isn't as great as some of my test/ but I just hold my breath/ and did better on the next test/ "how'd you guess" and my teacher said/ "cause you were cheating off the next desk"/ "just give it a rest, if this is what you call your best, your lifes already a mess/ (as the years go by) "cause after your parents left each other/ and have to separate from your brothers/ oh what's the matter are you losing color/ the only way to make it better/ is dive into a shredder/ but don't forget to write a letter/ cause you don't want them to wonder/ as much as you threw your life to surrender" (my mind) ok, I get it, I'm(Chorus)As we left/ the south east and moved to the northwest/ just me and my dad/ starting a new life/ in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho/ a completely different flow/ but as time goes/ Now I'm in Jr. High/ with friends that were so close/ I didn't know that road had a line/ drinking every night and sleeping every day/ skipping school just to fucking play pocket pool/ and met some people who I thought they were really cool/ now I'm seeing nothing but double/ it's so fucking painful/ being call a bad habit/ cause I hanged around people who were addicts/ I never touched shit/ just people to hang with/ being in school then transferred me come over some bullshit/ but the jokes on you I loved it/ what are they getting from this/ I'm just a snotty prick that listens to himself... I'll finish in the comments later.
+Joe Snyder Hey can I use some of your lyrics? It sounds great! I'll put your name on it for credit if I ever record it.
Yeah I don't mind at all. I'd love to hear it!
Thank you! I'll also comment the lyrics below maybe you can help me out with fixing the lyrics a little bit when I'm done?
Alright yeah I'll help you out with the lyrics. Just show them to me and I'll help you out as much as I can.
+Joe Snyder Here is a place , where your dreams and memories are created , you're just in the beginning of your life , going through immaturity , making mistakes while you learn from them while making new ones everyday , it's called maturing , No matter where you go , you always get called immature , they don't see maturity in you , so they throw a lot of hate , however everyone goes through the same thing , I'm just stating the obvious , it's what we call life , so I don't see why I'm the only one to blame for your mistakes , it happens all the time , people go through shit and you're the one to blame , like a target they see you and throw a dart straight at you ,
Jagged
I could be with anybody, I choose you
Still, it's no excuse to abuse you
But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I used you
To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew
But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you
'Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you"
Next I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you
But the shit's about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up
Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off
You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off
My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash
I'll never love again
The way I loved you
Did you find someone new?
Are you doin' this with them?
'Cause I remember when
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
You used to always have my back
Some days it feels like you're all that I have
That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can
And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in Saran
Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand
But if not for my financials
I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample
Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull
Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful
I can only take so much of you all at one time
Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes
Gotta take you in doses, but when you're not at my side
I shake in convulsions
Separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest
Yeah, baby we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious
Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives
Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis
Such a wide range of emotions
Migraines, but why the fuck am I takin' these Motrin's?
Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean
And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken
But the shit's about to go sideways, I just know it
I'll never love again
The way I loved you
Did you find someone new?
Are you doin' this with them?
'Cause I remember when
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
You used to always have my back
So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you
Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality
Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm countin' sheep
You're bound to creak
'Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me
You're my Xanax and my Valium, I'm an addict, you're a downer
You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet
But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof
A scoundrel and fiends how I feel around you
Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket
Now I'm flippin' over the furniture
Punchin' holes in the walls through
Everything that we've gone through
How many times you've fucked me?
But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you
Swore my fealty, but word to G-O-D
I thought you loved me, but you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you
Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to
The Ambien and Tylenols too
Fuck all you
(Fuckin' bitch)
(We're done)
Hard
Everyday we cause other's pain but never notice, to busy on reputation and all that fuckin boguas, it takes a real man to deny hate and really focus. God made us equal, so why bring others down? Why practice hate, when loves around? Why insult, if you hate to be insulted? I think its time this world revolted. Lets work together, bring the world through a change.
@512thc damn i wish i could hear you spit that shit..raw
im chasing the dream like any young rapper tryna get to the top thats the next chapter used to be wrapped in many situations now i just pace it on these lyrics racing humilate any con artist replaced with a fake ur identiy trace says ur gay & that u were a mistake ur parents just took u as extra wieght u werent meant to be try 2 get that straight all this haterd i create waiting at the staring line ready 2 break feels like im trapped in a cell i need 2 escape take bail or sit back like im bait
any chance you could post a new DL link? the one up now isnt working, thank u
Going through some changes in my life/but its not puberty/maybe maturity/but im trying to get through it like open heart surgery/feels like everyones trying to murder me/up and downs like a see saw/trying to put the pieces together like a jigsaw/cuz im puzzled/feel like this life caught me in a hustle/but i tussle to my very last breath/ things go by so fast like fedex/kinkos/total sinkholes that hold signs of paradise next to them/holding my breath to see how long i could really swim.
EMOTIONS CURRENT LIKE RIVERS & OCEANS & STILL I SWIMMING & STILL I DREAMING IT CANT BE SEMON BUT SOMETHING LIKE A DEMON ATTACHED TO MY BACK HATERS FALL BACK BUT THEY CANT LIVE & LEARN DEAL WITH THEM NOW SINCE THEY CANT WAIT THEIR TURN IN HELL THEY BURN IN LIFE WE FRY EITHER WAY YOU SUFFER BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO DIE & DONT LIE HAND OVER WHAT YOU OWE ME & UNTRUTH IS WHAT YOU TOLD ME I CHANGING SO JUST SAVOR THE MEMORIES OF THE OLD ME/ I'M GOING THROUGH CHANGES
@OfficialKillaBull thanx
Going through changes since the road to recovery/ Lost my way cant read the sign though its in front of me/ All alone in this world my misery loathes company/ Until the reaper considers my soul and then comes for me/ My beautiful mind at times can show ugly/ Look in the mirror and I feel like just punching me/ Sometimes It seems like love just isnt my cup of tea/ And honestly we all love hundreds but rather lust a G/ Shit I would kill for a Mil if it was up to me..
Pretty smart, you've repeated the last part of the original song over and over again. I could hear it, but it still sounds good
Markie I feel like u the only one that really get me
It's all there for us to go and get a Millie
Ready for these situations that's coming steady
I'm going global and ima take my fam wit me
Mama I just gotta thank the lord that u made me
I can really feel it in my soul that I'm greatness
I'm getting older I stopped carrying all that hate
I Went my own way cause these new niggas fake
Dad when my millies come ima give u the world
Ima buy u everything that you deserve
It really is my time to take everything that I earned
I'm grinding everyday so I come out in first
Matt theirs so much I can tell you Real shit
it been me and you from the beginning to the end
I see u Handling business doing things like a man
I can't wait to meet the a baby cause it is heaven sent so much blessings and
Nene.. girl u know u special u the light when I need it
U everything to me I pray you achieve
Stacy I jus wanna apologize for everything
It's crazy how u really have my last name
Beanie Don't u fall to a demon cause they scheming
Never look back your baby boy need you girl you don't know it but the lord really see you
Never walk in this world like u see through
Qwyn so many memories we had since we was jits
U brought me to my first show to come get lit
We both split a tab the first time I tripped
Chilling at yo house we be higher then a bitch
TTHC BT & DS agerasia stay young foreva that's it. Ima ride or die for all my mane mans
I've jus been going through changes
Brett I can't wait for u to get out u my dawg man
Today ima sit and write to you and make it blood raw
It be ride or die even if we have to break the law
Can't nobody take wat away wat we been through nah we been god brothers nigga we dun did it all
Even if that shit u pulled wit my brother was flaw I still got yo back cause I remember you was da only 1 dat I could call keep it real man
Malcolm u just gotta build that's the only way now
Move forward a never do the same route. Do what you gotta do nigga & make it out. Listen never look back keep going on that paper route.
Uncle Steve ain’t here for trouble but I hope u know yo kids miss you
U got a lot on yo plate I jus hope u come chill soon
Over these years I can see how much you’ve done built too
David idc if they hatin cause u still cool
You always smiled even wen u had them dirty boots
Paul I’m praying for you brus I wanna meet the family
The way you’re surviving out here it’s time to start building
Enna I’m still so happy that you alive girl
I jus wanna day don’t Eva loose the light girl
Ant u been my dawg since da first night off alcohol
I knew u was solid since before the trailer park
I’m jus so happy that u got Charles
Jen I love you and send prayers to yall
And that’s to my auntie by the grace of god
So I just caught chills from the hook, Im afraid to write down my lyrics cause it'll turn into a book, I look around at the everyday average life, Hoping to find something to fix my fucking damaged life, I dug a hole deeper then hell, Now my only expectancies are me trying to prevail, You cant hear it in my lyrics this is something that you could feel bitch, Im real son the real one, The only person not changing like the seas, But for now ill just leave it in gods hands
what is that bassline in the verse from
i know iver heard it before
I know I've done things to lose your trust it's all my fault that our friendship connection had to bust try and make things right Yea i must and I know in your mind your thinkin there he goes again same ol routine repeating that old process we done seen tired of veritgo trust me I know I've let ya down but friend this time for real I'm turning it all around that old me is dead and gone any obstacle that gets in my way won't stop me I'm pushin on like David and Goliath I'm gonna conquer the giant
just wonderin with my incense, lost in this big mess we call life, and trying to figure if it makes sense people tense about the stench of thousands of those in deaths clentch the suspense is to intense for me to stand i wish i didnt give a damn but we still relying on a ceiling fan still eating penut butter and jam and we live it how we live it man whether its in the dirt or in the sand in bently or in a van eating lobster or spam just to let ya know we goin through what you goin through man
imma record a 16 to this, i'll put it as a video response ;)
Changes / yeah its hard you know to wale around with my head down / always trying to pick myself back up / but see im stuck always trying to reach out for help / but this depression has me in chains / changing me in the wrong ways / never did i once think it be me wishing my life would end / this life of mine has me wishing for a simple way to end it all with out looking back / why am i so afride to let go / i really wanna change but i cant / dont know whats going on / these changes are pushing to me over the edge / wanting to do something to take this pain away / what happend to my normal life / is it all gone down the drain / i cant take this anymore im done / changes got me free falling to my death / wheres the door let me out this place / i just cant take this pain / what happend to me / im going through these crazy things / cant take it anymore im gone / tired of changing and getting judged for bein me sorry i wasnt good enough
yo brah can i use
stuck in this shitty life and the worst part of living hell,
is half of us aren't living well, other half are show and tells,
cant trust anybody with a mouth like a donation bell,
karma's catching up so I'm about to hit the wishing well
that in my vers i made?
why you are allowed to upload this?? my remix got copyright problems :(
high pitched but still good
Mi viene da piangere e troppo bella questa canzone :')
got tickets to paris yeeeeeaaaah
ima write and record it
@yederick127 i dont think this was made mann...i think this one is the official instrumental (Y)
Fucking love it and he is coming to glasgow yasss
Thanks sometimes the hate inspires haha
its missing te drop fix that and this instrumental is perfect
(Rap Name J.R.) I'm not here apologize got hatred inside not to complicate my compromise you know I despise the haters man the hate us the hate us they just mad cause ain't us love what these haters are anxious for split that bread word is my sword being Christians what they hate us for how is my fault being who I am kids look up to you try to be superman doubt myself how you can when can't you determine who I'am no you don't stop me no you won't fall short yes I will and again I build higher oh yes I will and I will not stop until I'm going through changes flipping through them pages (the Bible) (speed up rap) both fathers telling me I'm sinning keep on going through new beginning and I'm sending my self through this spiral a viscous cycle am I sane or cyco care I don't . (Hook ) next verse coming soon 3 likes or else longer thanks :) here it is thanks I'm sorry Nikkia Josiah Meriah Glass Kenzy Go off in a frenzy full of envy got no friends ain't it nostalgic be called it the office wishing they were coffins I'm coughing acting like I'm sick so I don't gotta school now I'm out of school but it ain't summer like my whole life changed in one month one phase I remember it like yesterday cause my memory never fade away for the people i love and hate back forth but it was only me putting my emotions out the pain i was feeling that day i was feeling kinda off down so lashed out
My life changed with my
Friend billy growing up
Always been going to the
Picadilly line. No fines
No lines or signs of billy
Must of been a problem
Oh fuck it and screw it
I’m never gonna see billy
I’m going through changes
[Chorus]
I’m going through changes
I’m going through changesssss
Last night, I saw billy with a fuck bitch which made me just lose it. I saw a ditch
uhh, i go through changes every day,
its like nothing can stay the same,
damn will they remember my name,
or will i just be another one trapped in the game,
can i really rap,
or are my writtens crap,
i cant tell,
this is hell,
please tell,
me what you smell,
on me,
its that l o u d,
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes But somehow I'm pullin' through Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few Facts, 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth Shit, it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through? I think about the things I woulda never got to say to you I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do Hailie, this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too I still love your mother, that'll never change Think about her every day We just could never get it together, hey Wish there was a better way for me to say it But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day There are just too many things to explain When it rains, guess it pours - yes, it does Wish there wasn't any pain, but I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placin' any blame I ain't pointin' fingers, Heaven knows I've never been a saint I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history And just today I looked at your picture, almost if to say I miss you subconsciously, wish it didn't end this way But I just had to get away Don't know why, I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm-
❤
you think that eminem gonna make a vid for you for a song 3 years old ?
I'm going through some changes
different lifestyle surrounded by these strangers
yeah it's been said but
I think I can explain it
some how this shits spose' to benifit
some sort of punishment for the sins I commit
yeah I've done wrong but who hasn't
now I'm stuck here with this absence
in my heart
and it hurts like mad, I swear ta god
beat down, stayed down, felt like I was on the floor
but I got up
fight my way through and clawed
not about to give up
not when I can see the reward
where i'm from it's either pine box or prison
mothers send they sons outside hoping god be with em
its kinda dark on these streets many lost they vision
ended up fucked up, wrong positions
selling coke, locked up no pot to piss in
all for the CREAM caught in narcissism
what's my motivation? Earth in rotation
no patience fuck this rock and roll station
i need quiet when i'm meditating
spit something so hot i got Satan waiting
Really said that it been coop up with me for awhile and I love going changed really said that it has been a long wait until you are looking forward to hearing from Ross Abraham look look ren Very good condition check u out try and justice u when u don't,need to talk about it anymore
play this with love the way you lie acapella (without rhianna)
my fridge is on all night
only for that light bill
i open it and its still
empty
@NuTzKilluminati201 best rap on here i got a son thats 2 and im 20 its hard for sure im writing a quick off the dome song to this...this beats amazing....
changes/changing a man and leavinvg damages/and i hate this/weightless/careless/smoke cess/im a mess/depressed and invest my time in a nest for my mind to get past teh test of time/and its best if I/continue to exemplify how i feel when these tears i cry/no longer flow from my eye/to many shed while laying down in bed/thinkin of what to do about my life but instead along a fine line i thread/just poppin pills and smokin weed with the rest/dont judge a book by its cover
Se Dio esiste, mi ha dato tutto
Mi ha dato un sogno, una passione;
Rabbia, talento e determinazione
Due genitori che credono in me, bene o male
Un cervello per capire e distinguere il bene o il male
Ma, come tutte le persone fortunate
Non riuscivo a vedere che avevo tutto
Ed è brutto vivere consumato dall'invidia
La smania di andare avanti mi ha rovinato la vita
Mi sento come se avessi tradito me stesso
E sono stanco anche di raccontarti che sono depresso
E non penso di stare male perché sono speciale
So vomitare, il mio disturbo antisociale
Ed è evidente che vorrei uccidere questa gente
Abitualmente fingo nel mostrarmi sorridente
Io sono bravo a fingere, loro sono stupidi
O forse loro fingono e il coglione sono io...P********!
Sono l'incarnazione dell'insoddisfazione
Dell'insofferenza e dell'insopportazione
Scrivo un'altra canzone triste, su una nazione triste
In cui un ragazzo crede in ciò che non esiste
Io prego Dio che questa fiamma non si spenga
Che il mio talento splenda
Come alternativa a questa vita orrenda che mi si prospetta
Qua tutto va di fretta, puoi stare fermo ma la morte non t'aspetta
Io non sto vivendo come dovrei, come potrei
Ma soprattutto come vorrei
Ho paura del domani rapportati allo ieri
Come Superman ottantenne senza i superpoteri
Non so se questi scleri siano veri
Però mi tengo questo orgoglio stretto, lo stesso;
Perchè ho scazzato con Secco e con tutto il mondo
E ho detto: Scommetto che me la cavo
Ma ora che ci sto in mezzo sto male
Perchè sto attraversando il mio cambiamento
Non penso a niente
Ciò che penso son solo cose cattive
Chiuso nella mia gabbia fatta di aspettative
Sto tra le attrattive di uno zoo
In mezzo a stronzi che mi fissano per capire che problema c'ho, o no!?
E comunque sto in paranoia da un po'
Torno a casa distrutto e sono silenzi imbarazzanti
Ripenso ai tanti pianti e rimpianti
È come camminare a piedi nudi sui cocci dei sogni infranti
E quindi penso ai miei amici che si so' dati
Quelli che stan cambiando e dentro son cambiati già
Certe volte mi chiedo che resterà
Di questi anni, questi giorni di merda, questa città
Io posso solo solo promettere di dare il cento per cento
Anche se tutto va male corri contro vento
Perchè il tempo fa cerchio dell'avvenire
Ma io ho qualcosa da dire
È questa è l'unica certezza come il fatto che devi morire..
Prima o poi!
rap's not going through changes
it's the artist
they'd rather make money off the starbiz
or showbiz
or whatever it is
i don't give a fuck
i'm staying true to the game
if i have to shame my name and never live it up
i'm never giving up
he gave us the link for a reason lol.
Going though the same shit Xanax addiction is he'll the only thing keeping me alive is my two lil girls
dear youtubers!!!!!
writing a rap directly to eminem so with hope he might see it need the views getting up will let all know once up so in a few days search for DEAR EMINEM =)
aye can u message me with a updated link plez. i need this..and good job gettin it
@CPsnowman1001 ye ok i made that too for my remix. but he has to be careful cus you can get a warning for that if they get you..:( happened to me for another vid
Look at me JT The Prodigy,
But that never used to be the name used to be Apollo
But that had changed
Can’t believe what I have been through, what I’ve seen
Used to light up tree, just to get my brain in sink,
Throw me the lighter and the dro, come on bro,
Skipping class knew I wasn’t gunna pass da test,
Handing it in with just the name and da lyrics on da back
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was rap
I was stuck in a trap.. That wouldn’t let me go,
hey man can i use this?
@asdf67058 /but one look at my face when im thinking abotu leaving this palce, its like u already know me/I can easily be read/and homey, im not making this stuff up believe me/I wish i was high enough to be carefree/your smokin trees/but ive already burned up the forest/no drugs can release me/fuck it its time for the chorus