Im really happy for you! Please don't ever try and commit suicide ever again! You're beautiful! Every morning when you wake up look at yourself in the mirror and say "you're beautiful" to yourself, believe me nothing will come against you if you boost up your confidence. I wish you the best.
I love you. Thank you. I cried the whole video. you're beautiful. I finally feel i can understand what my new daughter is going through and i adore her but didn't realize how hard it's been on her. I love you. I love you. I love you. Thank you forever for this. New Mom 💖
I love you toooo and omg it is an awful road, but i made it.... If you ever have any questions. Im here for you and your daughter too. Im working on an amazing video at the moment and it shows just how far I have come since this video and addresses so many issues..
Hun, I get it about the depressions happens to me all the time, all I do when this happens is think that wow, look I have come this far imagine a year from now? You know what I mean?
You're not alone, I didn't transition until my mid 30's (late bloomer, yeah me too). However, I did notice that I had a far more smoother transition at my age versus my younger counterparts who were still struggling with mainly finances, self acceptance and job & friends. I on the other hand took to my new representation like a duck to water and I was financially able to blast through my HRT, surgeries, keep my job and my old friends as well as add some new ones. And the icing on the cake was accepting myself for me. But don't get it twisted now... I had my ups and downs but I definitely feel being at that point in my life allowed me to have such an effortless transition. Yay for wisdom, stability and cold hard cash. Plus I'm well into my 40's about to transition over into my 50's and I don't look a day over 30. So there is a method to the madness of a late transition, we're the living proof. At least we got here, right?
congrats!! :) i have been on HRT for 3+ years now. my story is a little different. I didn't loose anyone and everyone was accepting including my dad. I am still married and have two boys. I thought i found the holy grail. Except my demon was cancer. Thanks to the almighty and all the doctors and my family i fought through it and im moving forward with my life. The hardest part is regrowing my hair(used to be down to my shoulderblades) but im not complaining, im just glad i had the chance to do so again and knowing that im cured. We all have demons, its how you face them that counts and you seem to have done a wonderful job :) Stay positive and move forward. When life gives you lemons, bitch and make lemonade. xoxoxoxo lauren :)
This video really gives hope to those of us who live among very closed minded people and are also over 30 yrs old still being forced to suppress who we are.
In my humble opinion...transitioning after 40 (ish) is the best time. All the variables are set, the mental frame is there to take it all in. I started at 50, and I celebrate every moment of it... Thank you for inspiring. And of proving that there is no age restriction for this...at all :)
i don't meant to make offence, but help me understand, I am a heterosexual boy from Asia, you were married with 3 beautiful women and had children with them, yet you are embracing the sexual orientation of your ex-wives. Doesn't it sound ironical? How can you get married to a women and then start to be a women? It would be much appreciated if you would answer my question.
Hanya Epie you know, sexual preferences and your gender identity is something different. She was a woman all the time, she didn't become one. Sorry for my bad English, I'm spanish so...
Sometimes transition is the path to enlightenment.....It gives us an unforetold amount of strength. It isn't simply a matter of being a woman or a man. Transition is about not denying yourself the happiness you deserve. Best Wish to You.
I feel like we are living semi parallel lives. I'm 35 and have had these same thoughts and feelings forever. I would say fuck it, and start transitioning if only I was certain I wouldn't lose everyone I love and care about. Unfortunately, everyone would disown me. I would love to talk with you about your experience thus far, and maybe it would help me and you. Idk, either way you look gorgeous! Love
Grace Stewart, I'm very happy for you. I'm 77 and on a list but don't think I'll get my turn - they're too busy and the only clinic available. I'll have to guess wait for my "next life".
I really admire people like yourself that after years of living the way society dictates they are just brave enough to b who they really are regardless.
Good for you. We must live for ourselves, not for anyone else. Anyone who didn't stand by you was not worth having in your life as their love was conditional. Anyone who DID accept and stand by you showed UNconditional friendship or love. Enjoy your future.
I completely, I mean I completely understand you and your situation. Not only from an transgendered perspective but also from an intersexual perspective. As I tend to see myself falling into both spectrum. Most in the transgender community see themselves as being women or men as the case maybe purely from the brain development point of view. In other words our brains developed female as in our case. Some in the scientific community attribute this to a timing defect during early fetal development. I to was born with such a timing defect of early fetal development, accept those germs cells that were released during early development not only effected the brain development but also my gonad development. One testis remained as a fetal ovary and the other a testis that never fully matured to adult size, but other wise normal. As adult I did develop stage three cancer in the ovary/testis. Like you I have had a life long sense I was supposed to be a women. I grew up with a great sense of guilt and it really was the ovarian cancer that The medical community needs people like you who can share their thoughts and ideas. We need people like you who openly share their stories too. Thank you for being you.
Tomorrow begins the first day in a new chapter of my life. Likely in a year I will have to move far away from here. Getting away from my current location will be the only way I will survive. But not sure where to go or what kinds of jobs are transgender friendly. It is hard to get a job as a MAN. I shiver at the thought of how hard it will be to get a job as a MTF woman. Kinda see myself stocking shelves on the midnight shift at a store or something. lol Who knows. But although a year later, I still say congrats to you for letting the beautiful real you shine.
I'm 36 and scared. I've always been a girl inside but never got a chance nor any support, even chastised by family when caught trying to find me. Now I'm a hairy bulky man with a bare scalp.
Heather Ferguson, he does look wonderful and would look more wonderful as the authentic man he is. I despise lies, fakery, bullshit, and psychosis left running rampant and untreated.
I'm so happy for you and your loved ones that your suicide bid failed. The picture brought back unhappy memories (still have the scars on my neck as a permanent reminder). You are an inspiration ❤❤❤
Love is not psychiatric. Lawyer psychotic and psychiatric Perdue PhD. And you have the right to be in love. Dysphoric or dysphoria is also called life. Passed off is normal. Holy Spirit, don't give up. I love you.
When you smiled that real deep down heart filled smile i smiled and I'm so proud of you for taking this scary journey but honey you are beautiful and your smile shows how true you are being inside.. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
When I (finally) came out it was such a massive relief, went through pretty much everything you have and really wished I’d done it earlier. You look very happy 😬❤️❤️
6 months into transition and its video blogs like yours that give me so much hope for the future. I often wonder if I was a really bad person in a previous life and this is my punishment! Thank you and you look lovely. xx
Thanks very much for taking the time to make this video I very much enjoy your take on transitioning.the trials and tribulation of my first 2 years was indeed the worst time of my life. however looking back in the midst of all the hate and oppression that I faced I still experienced moments of euphoria.those moments were so refreshing and so just right they gave me just What I needed to keep going thanks again I hope to see more videos from you in the future love and blessings to you sister
I to am MTF. A life long education. I turned down surgery in the 80's, as it took so many surgeries to get to final outcome then. Thinking i have my whole life. Never in a million years would i expect to finally do so in my 50's
Hiya Gabriella! I'm in the early stages of my transition. More than 2-months in on Spironolactone. I'm pre-HRT. The Spiro has had the positive effect of me developing breasts. Question: Should have I already started hormones? I'm a bit older than you when you started. I'm 59-years-old. Any thoughts? Thanks in advance. As for you, you look great! Keep on, keepin' on.
You are so beautiful in soo many ways.! At 60 i am finally getting ready to begin my journey, your UA-cam inspires and encourages me soo much that i am in tears as i type this, thank you.
Wow you are a cool and beautiful women, I'm still a male and this is a most persistent my life question, but I feel that my answers getting closer what I'm really are and I feel more and more confident to be as a female. Thanks for the internet it opens my eyes
Epic Absolutely feel like Ive known u my whole life sweetheat Endless Tears Im also transgender its been a year on hormones I was also married and in my 40s lost my sons over it You are Inspiring And Amazing Loving Hugh Hugssssssss Hugssssssss Thank You Beautiful Sincerely Skylar💋💋💋💋😘😘😘😘💖💚💜💙💛
Im really happy for you! Please don't ever try and commit suicide ever again! You're beautiful! Every morning when you wake up look at yourself in the mirror and say "you're beautiful" to yourself, believe me nothing will come against you if you boost up your confidence. I wish you the best.
Good for you!! life is to short to live for someone else. Good luck and enjoy your journey ❣❣❣
The most beautiful part of this is that genuine smile.
I got to get me one of them x
I love you. Thank you. I cried the whole video. you're beautiful. I finally feel i can understand what my new daughter is going through and i adore her but didn't realize how hard it's been on her. I love you. I love you. I love you. Thank you forever for this. New Mom 💖
I love you toooo and omg it is an awful road, but i made it.... If you ever have any questions. Im here for you and your daughter too. Im working on an amazing video at the moment and it shows just how far I have come since this video and addresses so many issues..
Simply Amazing was Depressed alot today went to your timeline again encouragement💛💙💖
Hun, I get it about the depressions happens to me all the time, all I do when this happens is think that wow, look I have come this far imagine a year from now? You know what I mean?
You're not alone, I didn't transition until my mid 30's (late bloomer, yeah me too). However, I did notice that I had a far more smoother transition at my age versus my younger counterparts who were still struggling with mainly finances, self acceptance and job & friends.
I on the other hand took to my new representation like a duck to water and I was financially able to blast through my HRT, surgeries, keep my job and my old friends as well as add some new ones. And the icing on the cake was accepting myself for me.
But don't get it twisted now... I had my ups and downs but I definitely feel being at that point in my life allowed me to have such an effortless transition. Yay for wisdom, stability and cold hard cash.
Plus I'm well into my 40's about to transition over into my 50's and I don't look a day over 30.
So there is a method to the madness of a late transition, we're the living proof.
At least we got here, right?
congrats!! :) i have been on HRT for 3+ years now. my story is a little different. I didn't loose anyone and everyone was accepting including my dad. I am still married and have two boys. I thought i found the holy grail. Except my demon was cancer. Thanks to the almighty and all the doctors and my family i fought through it and im moving forward with my life. The hardest part is regrowing my hair(used to be down to my shoulderblades) but im not complaining, im just glad i had the chance to do so again and knowing that im cured. We all have demons, its how you face them that counts and you seem to have done a wonderful job :) Stay positive and move forward. When life gives you lemons, bitch and make lemonade.
xoxoxoxo
lauren :)
*You are so pretty! I used to be transphobic, but I realized that is wrong!!* YOU GO, GURL
Ironically I used to be transphobic and found that it is wrong. Thanks for your nice comment. :)
Gabriella G You're welcome!
This video really gives hope to those of us who live among very closed minded people and are also over 30 yrs old still being forced to suppress who we are.
In my humble opinion...transitioning after 40 (ish) is the best time. All the variables are set, the mental frame is there to take it all in. I started at 50, and I celebrate every moment of it...
Thank you for inspiring. And of proving that there is no age restriction for this...at all :)
i don't meant to make offence, but help me understand, I am a heterosexual boy from Asia, you were married with 3 beautiful women and had children with them, yet you are embracing the sexual orientation of your ex-wives. Doesn't it sound ironical? How can you get married to a women and then start to be a women? It would be much appreciated if you would answer my question.
Hanya Epie you know, sexual preferences and your gender identity is something different. She was a woman all the time, she didn't become one. Sorry for my bad English, I'm spanish so...
Much respect for being true to yourself.
Congratulations Gabriella!! What you did took a lot of guts- but you look some HAPPY and so BEAUTIFUL!
Thanks sooo much, and yes I am so much more Happy! And thanks for the beautiful comment :)
Sometimes transition is the path to enlightenment.....It gives us an unforetold amount of strength. It isn't simply a matter of being a woman or a man. Transition is about not denying yourself the happiness you deserve. Best Wish to You.
Good for you for living your truth :)
I feel like we are living semi parallel lives. I'm 35 and have had these same thoughts and feelings forever. I would say fuck it, and start transitioning if only I was certain I wouldn't lose everyone I love and care about. Unfortunately, everyone would disown me. I would love to talk with you about your experience thus far, and maybe it would help me and you. Idk, either way you look gorgeous! Love
stacycd81 please contact me
:-) In 5th grade I told my best friend I wanted to marry him. And be his wife. So I know your urge to tell your friends as a child.
i guess Im kind of off topic but does anybody know of a good place to watch new series online ?
@Conrad Peyton I watch on Flixzone. You can find it by googling =)
By the way transitioned in my 70's, 73 to be exact.
Grace Stewart, I'm very happy for you. I'm 77 and on a list but don't think I'll get my turn - they're too busy and the only clinic available. I'll have to guess
wait for my "next life".
You look brilliant and anyone who isn’t mature enough to accept you’ve made the right decision should fuck off.
I really admire people like yourself that after years of living the way society dictates they are just brave enough to b who they really are regardless.
therofthew thanks, it is very hard and dealing with society is even harder. But in the end, it is all worth it. Thanks for commenting :)
I am a transgender to i know how it feels
Good for you. We must live for ourselves, not for anyone else. Anyone who didn't stand by you was not worth having in your life as their love was conditional. Anyone who DID accept and stand by you showed UNconditional friendship or love. Enjoy your future.
I'm very happy for her and the support of the family. . . .
I completely, I mean I completely understand you and your situation. Not only from an transgendered perspective but also from an intersexual perspective. As I tend to see myself falling into both spectrum. Most in the transgender community see themselves as being women or men as the case maybe purely from the brain development point of view. In other words our brains developed female as in our case. Some in the scientific community attribute this to a timing defect during early fetal development.
I to was born with such a timing defect of early fetal development, accept those germs cells that were released during early development not only effected the brain development but also my gonad development. One testis remained as a fetal ovary and the other a testis that never fully matured to adult size, but other wise normal. As adult I did develop stage three cancer in the ovary/testis.
Like you I have had a life long sense I was supposed to be a women. I grew up with a great sense of guilt and it really was the ovarian cancer that
The medical community needs people like you who can share their thoughts and ideas. We need people like you who openly share their stories too. Thank you for being you.
thegamingdoge As much as needed and not one moment less.
A really beautiful woman. Nice make up, not over the top and flattering clothes!
Tomorrow begins the first day in a new chapter of my life. Likely in a year I will have to move far away from here. Getting away from my current location will be the only way I will survive. But not sure where to go or what kinds of jobs are transgender friendly. It is hard to get a job as a MAN. I shiver at the thought of how hard it will be to get a job as a MTF woman. Kinda see myself stocking shelves on the midnight shift at a store or something. lol Who knows. But although a year later, I still say congrats to you for letting the beautiful real you shine.
Thank you for sharing Gabriella! You're certainly very beautiful and have a lot to offer someone! Stay as gorgeous as you are-
I'm 36 and scared.
I've always been a girl inside but never got a chance nor any support, even chastised by family when caught trying to find me. Now I'm a hairy bulky man with a bare scalp.
amazing to be yourself
hell yea!! live your life for you because nobody else can do it for you. I'm sorry that you had to go through hardships, but It only made you better
Amazing. so glad u came out. thats courageous but so worth it im sure. glad you are living your life on your terms. you look wonderful!!!
Robert Harden Glens mule ? ur the only ignorant sob posting here
Heather Ferguson, he does look wonderful and would look more wonderful as the authentic man he is. I despise lies, fakery, bullshit, and psychosis left running rampant and untreated.
beautiful loving family best of luck to all of you.
AGP
I'm Transgender Woman for Georgia now it 11 months for me as Transgender Woman. I'm Happy as Woman. Follow for Dreams.
Beautiful video. Trans-Women smile so much because they are finally at peace.
Congratulations!
Appreciate your openness about the ups and downs of your journey. I'm over 40 and thinking about transitioning. Found your video to be really helpful.
I'm so happy for you and your loved ones that your suicide bid failed. The picture brought back unhappy memories (still have the scars on my neck as a permanent reminder). You are an inspiration ❤❤❤
Love is not psychiatric. Lawyer psychotic and psychiatric Perdue PhD. And you have the right to be in love. Dysphoric or dysphoria is also called life. Passed off is normal. Holy Spirit, don't give up. I love you.
When you smiled that real deep down heart filled smile i smiled and I'm so proud of you for taking this scary journey but honey you are beautiful and your smile shows how true you are being inside..
😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
When I (finally) came out it was such a massive relief, went through pretty much everything you have and really wished I’d done it earlier. You look very happy 😬❤️❤️
Good for you Sweetheart! Finding one's self make a big difference. Hugs from MI.
6 months into transition and its video blogs like yours that give me so much hope for the future. I often wonder if I was a really bad person in a previous life and this is my punishment!
Thank you and you look lovely. xx
Thanks very much for taking the time to make this video I very much enjoy your take on transitioning.the trials and tribulation of my first 2 years was indeed the worst time of my life. however looking back in the midst of all the hate and oppression that I faced I still experienced moments of euphoria.those moments were so refreshing and so just right they gave me just What I needed to keep going thanks again I hope to see more videos from you in the future love and blessings to you sister
Moore Cynthia Garcia Anthony Young Elizabeth
YOU GO GIRL thats what i did i woke up now miss nikki is real love ya girl ever need to talk just holler
I have been on HRT, and I still look like a man. I have pictures of me right now. I might need to overdose on hormones to achieve that effect...
Time is a big factor. But perhaps you need to adjust your doses or consider a different regime. Whatever you do, don't give up!
Priscilla Maxwell Estrogen is a very powerful hormone care will be needed to insure a healthy transition.
Wishing love, peace, and happiness 🙏😚💕💕💕💕💕
I hope I find a beautiful transgender woman like you to date or even marry one day in the future. Thank you for uploading this amazing video thanks.
beautiful
I am happy for you.
The hair try using about 3 drops Lavender oil
Awesome... good for you!!
These things always have melancholy piano music
Wow you go girl! so proud of you and what you've accomplished! Keep up being you :)
Serenity Omni Thank you so much ;)
Good for you gal, all power to your elbows keep safe with a wonderful future xx
Good for youuu.. gooddd forrr youuu.. a lot of people do understanddd... You look great..
how much of your hair came back and what kind of timeline?
You are a tremendous inspiration all the best you are so beautiful
congratulations. so happy for you. so wish i could , wanted a sex change since i was 10
Chris Raetz it’s too bad that your still a man. That you were forced to be like one for like 40 years and I feel bad for you tbh.
So brave! Congrats❤
Are you friendship with me ?
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Allen Donald Hernandez Susan Harris Melissa
Moore Anna Miller Richard Garcia Deborah
I watched this and cried (in a good way)!
Daphne Donnelly awwww thanks sweety
Was He castrated, for be a woman? Using absorbant? Bikini? Making oral sex?
He was made a butterfly and become she
Am a guy and I what to be a girl and I love to dress up as a girl and put on a school out fit
congrats girl!!!!
Beautful job Gabrilelle, i hope i can navigate this like you...
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Good job girlfriend kisses
So fucking happy for you
Very pretty i like you really
I to am MTF. A life long education. I turned down surgery in the 80's, as it took so many surgeries to get to final outcome then. Thinking i have my whole life. Never in a million years would i expect to finally do so in my 50's
U go girl be yourself,
Beautyfull friend
Super duper beautiful
You are Happy now & that is the Greatest thing that matters. God Bless & Go Now Enjoy your life...Beautiful lady !!! :)
Thank you so much
Hiya Gabriella! I'm in the early stages of my transition. More than 2-months in on Spironolactone. I'm pre-HRT. The Spiro has had the positive effect of me developing breasts. Question: Should have I already started hormones? I'm a bit older than you when you started. I'm 59-years-old. Any thoughts? Thanks in advance. As for you, you look great! Keep on, keepin' on.
@Gabriella you're the most inspiring and congratulations for that job position you've got.. lovely beautiful face BTW ;)
omg i can relate
At least your not an Axe murder !
Live and let live..
Good luck..
Enjoy life..its kinda a mystery
Omg very pretty
Thank u ! You did a great job and came from far.. respect.. u look amazing ! Greetz from Holland - ps . lovelu dog!
How brave you are, it's amazing what's the way you did in you life, and that face girl to all of those who mistreated you, blessings
You are so beautiful in soo many ways.! At 60 i am finally getting ready to begin my journey, your UA-cam inspires and encourages me soo much that i am in tears as i type this, thank you.
Gorgeous
What a wonderful butterfly you are wishing all the best for the future 🦋🦋
Wow you are a cool and beautiful women, I'm still a male and this is a most persistent my life question, but I feel that my answers getting closer what I'm really are and I feel more and more confident to be as a female. Thanks for the internet it opens my eyes
Julija Van Dyk he is still a male too. Please exit this delusional POV. Accept yourself as the male you are.
Loved the "bitch face." Very inspiring story, keep it up!
God bless you girl, you ever in NYC , hit me up , I would love to take you out
Epic Absolutely feel like Ive known u my whole life sweetheat Endless Tears Im also transgender its been a year on hormones I was also married and in my 40s lost my sons over it You are Inspiring And Amazing Loving Hugh Hugssssssss Hugssssssss Thank You Beautiful Sincerely Skylar💋💋💋💋😘😘😘😘💖💚💜💙💛
AWWWWEEEE That is sweet hun, thanks for your lovely comments maybe we will hook up one day, and become friends :)
You go girl. Very inspiring. Wishing you continued happiness and success. Hugs!
We have not heard from you of late. Hope all is well and you continue to find life a gift.
I'm doing great thanks for asking :)
Gabriella G I’m glad to hear that, be well.
you look beautiful and happy. Thank you for sharing this part of yourself.
Girl. You are so gorgeous!! I would love to follow you on any of your socials! Could I?
You are a very beautiful woman
Thank you very much :)
I’m glad you found happiness. You look so amazing!
your hot!! im the same but with me im so alone, its nice to see people suceed, x