I am not in conroll of my mind and I don't remember my yesterday but I fill I'm stuck in a bad game being played with .it fears like it real don't or won't let me go
I still make the difference between my thoughts and reality . But I feel like I'm watching the world from a lens . Or I'm trapped inside my own mind . I want to ask you ...I don't hear voices. But I'm disconnected from myself . And I have lots of déjà vus . I don't contrôle what I'm saying or thinking . I also have existential thoughts . Like the purpose of life . What are we doing etc ... My question is my DP Dr a sign of psychotic disorder . Or its independent. Thank you .
For anyone suffering, i just want to let you know that YOU WILL recover. I went through it also and i remember reading recovery comments thinking it was stupid, that i will never really get back to normal. But here i am feeling even better than before. You will recover.
@@RobotRobot-ho6mb For me personally i had it for about 9 months everyday all of the day no pauses. And what i did to recover was simply putting my trust in god because when you depend on god you dont have anything to worry about. Trust me you will get better.
Im also a christian going through DP, and though everyones stories have been so helpful, it was nice to be able to particularly relate with Malik and keeping that faith foundation regardless of how you feel its really a true help in times of trouble everyone keep up the great work, we all got this🙏
Im a Christian as well. I have been going through this as well. Sometimes I just weep to God. I weep lots. I try so hard to stay in his word and sometimes I get so depressed over this.
Dude… I’m a Christian also and awhile back, in the midst of my DPDR, I felt compelled to open the Bible. The verse I opened to (and found so much comfort in) was also Lamentations 3. That’s crazy.
Im so thankful for your channel I have experienced traumatic event that almost cost me my life and I ended up in the mental hospital where I was laughing and crying in out of body state I was hospitalized for 2 weeks it was terrifying till this day I'm not back 100% but I fight everyday music and mediation helps and knowing there are people like me out there on the same level of suffering there must be relieve stay strong everyone
Great video. My dpdr was triggered by panic attack from weed. It was a constant feeling of looking down upon myself and my actions and movements not feeling like my own just felt like i was someone viewing the actions but wouldn't actually feel like it was me. It manifested physically alot in the beginning where even when i talked i was so disconnected that when i explained it to ppl i said it was like i didnt just say what i said almost like the feeling of even speaking was gone as quickly as it came. Its like those scenes you see it movies where its like echoes or time lapses made with the camera very hard to explain and ppl would look at me crazy when i would say it feels like i didnt even speak just now. Also my environment use to be dream like and hazy and sometimes the road ahead of me would turn into looking like a computer game or world when i was driving everything looked pixeled. As anyone ever wondered that maybe this is the real reality breaking through? Ive always considered movies like the matrix trying to tell us something. They say the way the world is made is wayyy too perfect and vast for it to actually be all real and that theres zeros and ones throughout the universe if you get into mathethics.
Thanks for your comment Tiffany and I'm very glad to hear the video was so helpful 😊 And don’t worry, existential / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
In the end, Jesus healed my DPDR after I accepted Him as my Lord and Saviour. May sound cheesy but it’s true. Your interviews were extremely helpful for understanding my condition and seeing that I’m not the only one going through it. I wish everyone struggling right now perseverance, there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can’t believe it at the moment.
@@RobotRobot-ho6mb I prayed to Jesus to be healed and accepted Him as my Lord and Saviour. But it didn’t happen overnight. You could do a salvation prayer. May God heal you brother
i have so bad dpdr bro i feel like this video is not real and im going crazy and the visuals are making me crazy the floater, static,visual snow😔 i see so blurry
Don’t worry, visual symptoms like that are super common with DPDR and will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/does-depersonalization-affect-vision/
Hello shaun, I love you for what you're doing thank you so much man I appreciate it a lot, you're one of the best people I've come across in life trust me. Your tips and videos have been helping me a lot and so I had a question, when I'm fully recovered will I experience the dissociation I used to before? like getting lost in thought and zoning out etc. (but not disconnecting from reality) because I used to dissociate alot before, I also start yawning alot and after that I start feeling like I'm back into the present again is this something I shouldn't think much about? because then it starts my overthinking cycle again.
Nope, recovery means recovery, and getting 100% back to normal 😊❤️Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/
I used to have DP and anxiety and I discovered gummies that have 2mg THC 25mg CBD and the first few days I felt a little more anxious but was having fun. After a few weeks of taking 3-4 gummies a day my DPDR was completely gone and I had no anxiety, no depression and felt the best I ever felt in my life.
Thank you so much for what you're doing !! I had dpdr since the summer of 2021 and i forgot how it feels like to be present and free from it but I'm sure it's not how I'm feeling now... and everytime i try to know or ask something about myself it's like my thoughts pull back and it's just a blank , is that also a symptom? I hope it'll go away soon but still I'm scared that after i feel present it'll feel like years of my life have been wasted
Yes, feelings of 'blank mind' are super common with DPDR 😊 I know they can be frightening but they're temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues. Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/the-truth-about-blank-mind-syndrome/
Im so scared i feel like my consciousness left my body like im not the one typing this, even these videos aren’t calming me down because they seem so unreal. Every thing seems so unreal im scared
Don’t worry, existential / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
Is it normal for a person recovering from dpdr to sometimes overthink and start thinking “What if I am insane and just accepting my delusions” or worry that their calmness towards doses feelings is actually just them losing their grip on reality
Don’t worry, intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-three-reasons-youre-not-going-crazy-2/
Is it like.... Normal to feel like dpdr is normal? I feel like whatever you have been saying is been me for so long that it just doesn't seem like I have this cause this is what my normal is... This has been me for so so long... Idk but I am so confused. And everyone says they are scared when they feel this but I find so much comfort in derealization like I always go into separate scenarios in my mind.
Don't worry, fears like that are very common with DPDR ❤️ Read this article carefully, I think you'll find it very useful 😊www.dpmanual.com/articles/reasons-think-cant-recover/
Don’t worry, feelings like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating but they will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
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I am not in conroll of my mind and I don't remember my yesterday but I fill I'm stuck in a bad game being played with .it fears like it real don't or won't let me go
I still make the difference between my thoughts and reality . But I feel like I'm watching the world from a lens . Or I'm trapped inside my own mind . I want to ask you ...I don't hear voices. But I'm disconnected from myself . And I have lots of déjà vus . I don't contrôle what I'm saying or thinking . I also have existential thoughts . Like the purpose of life . What are we doing etc ... My question is my DP Dr a sign of psychotic disorder . Or its independent. Thank you .
For anyone suffering, i just want to let you know that YOU WILL recover. I went through it also and i remember reading recovery comments thinking it was stupid, that i will never really get back to normal. But here i am feeling even better than before. You will recover.
@@RobotRobot-ho6mb For me personally i had it for about 9 months everyday all of the day no pauses. And what i did to recover was simply putting my trust in god because when you depend on god you dont have anything to worry about. Trust me you will get better.
@@RobotRobot-ho6mb people dont respond to help others hardly
Glad to hear you're doing so well 😊
Can you give context ? How and what happened ?
@@Ruben-p5f Bad experience on weed and then i tought i was in a dream for like 2 weeks.
Shuan o Conner will be remembered one day as a pioneer in mental health. So many people have came out and have broke it down even more.
❤️❤️🙏🙏
What a beautiful soul! Thanks Malik for sharing your story, thanks Shaun for the interviews 💚
Glad you enjoyed it! 😊❤
Im also a christian going through DP, and though everyones stories have been so helpful, it was nice to be able to particularly relate with Malik and keeping that faith foundation regardless of how you feel its really a true help in times of trouble
everyone keep up the great work, we all got this🙏
Thanks for your comment and I'm glad you found the video helpful ❤️😊
Im a Christian as well. I have been going through this as well. Sometimes I just weep to God. I weep lots. I try so hard to stay in his word and sometimes I get so depressed over this.
@@jenniferleviseedegraw507Christian here too. I often weep to God too. I know that He sees me.
Thank you for sharing this story❤
😊❤️🙏
Dude… I’m a Christian also and awhile back, in the midst of my DPDR, I felt compelled to open the Bible. The verse I opened to (and found so much comfort in) was also Lamentations 3. That’s crazy.
Glad the video was helpful 😊
Im so thankful for your channel
I have experienced traumatic event that almost cost me my life and I ended up in the mental hospital where I was laughing and crying in out of body state I was hospitalized for 2 weeks
it was terrifying till this day I'm not back 100% but I fight everyday music and mediation helps and knowing there are people like me out there
on the same level of suffering there must be relieve
stay strong everyone
I'm very happy to hear the channel has been helpful 😊
That opening theme music 🎶 means it’s about to go down 😆 great video🙌
So great to have you on the channel Malik, thanks for sharing your story! 🙌❤️😊
@@Dpmanualit was a pleasure 😊
@@chozenone7777 ❤🙏😊
Hey malik, your story is so relatable to mine and your symptoms, can you tell me if you are able to play games like you used to before?
Thank you Malik and Shaun .. very inspiring and motivating recovery story 🙏✨
Glad you enjoyed it 😊
Great video. My dpdr was triggered by panic attack from weed. It was a constant feeling of looking down upon myself and my actions and movements not feeling like my own just felt like i was someone viewing the actions but wouldn't actually feel like it was me. It manifested physically alot in the beginning where even when i talked i was so disconnected that when i explained it to ppl i said it was like i didnt just say what i said almost like the feeling of even speaking was gone as quickly as it came. Its like those scenes you see it movies where its like echoes or time lapses made with the camera very hard to explain and ppl would look at me crazy when i would say it feels like i didnt even speak just now. Also my environment use to be dream like and hazy and sometimes the road ahead of me would turn into looking like a computer game or world when i was driving everything looked pixeled. As anyone ever wondered that maybe this is the real reality breaking through? Ive always considered movies like the matrix trying to tell us something. They say the way the world is made is wayyy too perfect and vast for it to actually be all real and that theres zeros and ones throughout the universe if you get into mathethics.
Thanks for your comment Tiffany and I'm very glad to hear the video was so helpful 😊 And don’t worry, existential / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
How are you now?
In the end, Jesus healed my DPDR after I accepted Him as my Lord and Saviour. May sound cheesy but it’s true. Your interviews were extremely helpful for understanding my condition and seeing that I’m not the only one going through it. I wish everyone struggling right now perseverance, there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can’t believe it at the moment.
Thanks for your comment 😊 I'm glad to hear you're doing so well and that the interviews were helpful ❤️
@@RobotRobot-ho6mb I prayed to Jesus to be healed and accepted Him as my Lord and Saviour. But it didn’t happen overnight. You could do a salvation prayer. May God heal you brother
i have so bad dpdr bro i feel like this video is not real and im going crazy and the visuals are making me crazy the floater, static,visual snow😔 i see so blurry
Don’t worry, visual symptoms like that are super common with DPDR and will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/does-depersonalization-affect-vision/
How are you
Hello shaun, I love you for what you're doing thank you so much man I appreciate it a lot, you're one of the best people I've come across in life trust me. Your tips and videos have been helping me a lot and so I had a question, when I'm fully recovered will I experience the dissociation I used to before? like getting lost in thought and zoning out etc. (but not disconnecting from reality) because I used to dissociate alot before, I also start yawning alot and after that I start feeling like I'm back into the present again is this something I shouldn't think much about? because then it starts my overthinking cycle again.
Nope, recovery means recovery, and getting 100% back to normal 😊❤️Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/
I used to have DP and anxiety and I discovered gummies that have 2mg THC 25mg CBD and the first few days I felt a little more anxious but was having fun. After a few weeks of taking 3-4 gummies a day my DPDR was completely gone and I had no anxiety, no depression and felt the best I ever felt in my life.
Thank you for this comment, I started CBD gummies and oil last week, I am sleeping so much better and feeling calmer.
Thank you so much for what you're doing !! I had dpdr since the summer of 2021 and i forgot how it feels like to be present and free from it but I'm sure it's not how I'm feeling now... and everytime i try to know or ask something about myself it's like my thoughts pull back and it's just a blank , is that also a symptom? I hope it'll go away soon but still I'm scared that after i feel present it'll feel like years of my life have been wasted
Yes, feelings of 'blank mind' are super common with DPDR 😊 I know they can be frightening but they're temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues. Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/the-truth-about-blank-mind-syndrome/
Im so scared i feel like my consciousness left my body like im not the one typing this, even these videos aren’t calming me down because they seem so unreal. Every thing seems so unreal im scared
I think i died and went to hell
Don’t worry, existential / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
@@gammacorrection9545How are you? Do you wanna talk about it?
How are you now
@@marthasisco9678 worse im having severe intrusive thoughts about being in hell
Is it normal for a person recovering from dpdr to sometimes overthink and start thinking “What if I am insane and just accepting my delusions” or worry that their calmness towards doses feelings is actually just them losing their grip on reality
Don’t worry, intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-three-reasons-youre-not-going-crazy-2/
If you'd like to interview someone going through this right now, let me know!
Thanks for the kind offer! 🙏 I'd like to stick to post-recovery interviews for now, but when you're 100% recovered drop me a line for sure! 😊❤️👍
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Is it like.... Normal to feel like dpdr is normal? I feel like whatever you have been saying is been me for so long that it just doesn't seem like I have this cause this is what my normal is... This has been me for so so long... Idk but I am so confused. And everyone says they are scared when they feel this but I find so much comfort in derealization like I always go into separate scenarios in my mind.
Don't worry, fears like that are very common with DPDR ❤️ Read this article carefully, I think you'll find it very useful 😊www.dpmanual.com/articles/reasons-think-cant-recover/
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@@youidiot-hx4kj Happy to help ❤
Shoun Can dpdr couse by fear ???
Read this, I think you'll find it useful 😊www.dpmanual.com/articles/what-causes-depersonalization-disorder/
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@@Boss-copenhagen Happy to help 😊
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I feel like its a bad dream
Don’t worry, feelings like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating but they will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
@@Dpmanual thank you for responding back to me it means alot
@@marthasisco9678 Happy to help
@@Dpmanualhow do you sleep with it
@@marthasisco9678 Read this carefully 👍 www.dpmanual.com/articles/why-does-depersonalization-affect-sleep-and-dreams/
Do you also “intervieuw” peaple who hacent recoverd yet? And i asked my mom for the manual for my birthday thats comming up in october so i hoop it wil help and im sure it wil😊🎉