This song is a strange one. It brings me peace and grounds me yet it has a nostalgic and sad tone to it. It makes me reminisce about my childhood. Overall it really is just beautiful.
Omg I loved it. It was such a great feeling. I want it back but people make me feel like I shouldn’t because the snow storm was considered a bad thing. But I enjoyed it. Instead of me focusing on the negative, I just enjoyed this special and rare moment
Huh. as someone who lives in wisconsin it feels surreal to see people talk good about snow storms. they’re annoying but atleast they make the world look really pretty❤
I remember being at my worst and looking like a absolute mess, sitting in front of the mirror while making sure other people were happy and safe even tho I wasn’t. I remember looking up and not recognising the person in the reflection. My hair was greasy and my hair was oily because I was too mentally and physically exhausted to even get out of bed. I’ve been struggling for more than 5 years now and it’s only getting worse. I kept staring at myself for a good hour while listening to this on repeat. This is what I’d describe depression. Nothing makes me happy but making others happy gives me joy but not hope in that I’ll live happily like the people I’ve helped. I know I got a decent community and allot of people support me and all but for some reason I’m still not happy... I just want to feel something... I’m just a kid after all
i don't know you but i know you're hurting, i'm so proud of you. you're incredibly strong, i'm so sorry you feel like this. you don't deserve it. i hope everything gets better, i care about you and i love you
I think there’s something bothering you deep down that you might be unwilling to confront. I’m on the same boat as you but confused as to why I get anxious and depressed most of the time (almost everyday now) and I started to realize that I feel this way because deep down I feel alone. Am I alone? No of course not. But I am alone in some form.
I just wanted to continue by saying that there will always be a loneliness that comes to being human; it is inseparable. You shouldn’t be afraid of what’s to come or what has happened. I’ve had my fair share of things that I’ve done, hurt people, let them go, did things to myself that stained on me, and every time I think back I hope that I can amend for that. But the past is the past; what’s happened has happened. The future though? Jesus I don’t even know. We could be here and we could not be. People you love might stop loving you and people who didn’t understand you might learn too understand you. Nothing is predictable. I wish in some way I knew my family would have fell apart but now that it’s happened I can’t change that. I could only go forward. Forward towards whatever it is that is watching or waiting for me at the end. Just know, you are not alone. You will never be alone so long as you here. Stay strong my friend and don’t give up; something is waiting for you.
God makes everything better. I used to be depressed and numb too, like I wasn’t even human anymore, like I was drowning deeper and deeper but He healed me & He’s made me see and feel happiness I’ve never felt before. He can heal you and bring you true happiness that’s eternal. Pray to Him, call upon Him for help. God is faithful, He answers prayers. The only true healing and happiness is found in Him, turn to Him. I pray that everyone comes to know this freedom from depression and sadness is found in God, like I’ve found. He is good. God bless you, may you be healed in the way He’s healed me
a few weeks ago, a friend of mine watched me go through a rough manic episode. i was at her house and i started crying and yelling and i almost couldn't breathe anymore. fortunately, she is one of the most caring and understanding people i have in my life and she helped me get through it. at the same time i feel so incredibly ashamed. no one had ever seen me in those conditions before and the fear of making her think that i could be dangerous to be around makes me loose my temper. i never thought that things could get this bad. at home, things like this happen all the time to me. but the last thing that i wanted was for someone to see me being that way. i am so much more than a manic episode. i am so much more than the voice in my head that tells me that i can’t handle this anymore. i am so much more than what everyone else sees. you are not alone.
This music makes me think about my life and all of the decisions that I've made mostly the bad ones. I go to a room, close all the lights, and lie down with headphones while this plays. Really peaceful yet sad at the same time. Idk man I've been feeling really depressed lately and idk who to talk to so i just listen to these types of music and it just takes me to a whole different realm. I thought i would make this comment to see if im the only one thats feeling like this atm but who knows. Im not using my time properly im literally wasting my entire life on the internet. I dont go out, i eat like shit, and overall i just don't really take care of myself. I see those teens that are my age enjoying and living their lives while i rot in my room listening to sad ass music just to get through the day. Even my grades are horrible. I just feel lonely man, i lost all my "friends" that weren't even real friends, I've always been the last option ive never had a real friend or someone to talk to. I just feel like no body likes me or even likes to be around me. I dont even feel like going to school any more man my sleeping schedule is like absolute shit and i dont even have the energy to study I always feel drained of energy, i just feel empty like a crab shell with no meat on the inside, maybe a weird way to describe it but that's how im feeling. Ngl ive been feeling like this for a whole 2 years now. I dont know what to do with my life man I don't know what to do with my life. I never thought I would be writing about my life on youtube but it cant be helped man. Im still a teen but i feel like the whole world is against me. Idk what to do. I never thought about ending it but the thought has been crossing my mind. I love to live I just want things to get better for me and others who are feeling the same way as i am feeling. Cant believe im venting out on a youtube vid but here we are. I cant talk to someone about it either cuz nobody I've ever talked to really gave a shit. It is what it is man
Guess we on the same boat, I got kicked out of high school because of my absence for months playing games, got bad grades, I hate school and messing up with my exams, all good friends gone, had no future and shitty day happened, while listening to this music on repeat until I'm eventually going insane. I remember all those damn years through covid era, I never had all of that teenager's everyday life and I sure as hell don't get that, even though deep down I want to live like everyone else. I'm desperately wanting to feel something...even thought I don't know what is it.
I dissociate a lot to this song. There are times where I could spend hours in the early morning, around 3AM or 4AM, just reminiscing of when the times were "good" - or so they called it - and realizing how much things have changed. It pains me so much to have to understand the type of person I ended up becoming because the change was so uncalled for. I bet I hadn't even had the genuine consciousness to understand what was going on with me. Up until now, I spend hours looking into the mirror and missing the person I used to be. I knew how badly I affected others with what I thought was a minor change that was actually a drastic change considering my parents started saying all those sad things like: "where'd my little girl go?" There was always this burning urge and uncontrollable desire to end my life and, believe me, there were attempts here and there that never worked. Each day of my life I had come to acknowledge and understand the fact that I would never be able to find the unknown yet familiar peace I yearned for. What seemed to be a harmless thought turned into a reality. Eventually, there *was* no peace. In my head it was simply the war I had to fight alone. It wasn't so easy because I had no option to give up when I so desperately wanted and needed to. I'll say I've improved a lot since then, but the thoughts could still engulf me and make me feel the way I did years ago. Just remember: you're never alone. You may think so, even feel that you're alone, but you never were and you never will be. Find comfort in small things. Understand and love the things that make you happy. Motivate yourself to keep going, because in the very far end, your anxieties and worries will amount to nothing and your efforts will be recognized. God bless you all. We can do this.
This song reminds me of my recent ex/close friend that left abandoned me but sad it happened but this brings back memories the good kind of memories that I cherish and hold on to it felt so nice , yet I do miss them but it feels warm and nice to be free from all the pain and trouble , they saw me as someone beautiful and the best gf , help me with my confidence. and I wanna thank them and move on without them in my life .
this is directed to the people who are listening to this song and only feel lost or negativity and not relaxation: i genuinely feel nothing but hope for you and your future. i just know that you will get somewhere high in life and that you have the ability, the capability, to push through whatever you're going through right now and i'm really, really sure that whatever negative moments you're going through (note that they're okay, god didn't create us to feel positivity and only positivity) will become dead to you. these moments where you're always thinking about what happened and where it went wrong will become non existent and that if you ever think back to them, you're grateful that you pushed through and that you've evolved into a sustainable being that is no longer heavy hearted.
this song has been with me through time since I first heard it, when I listen to this piece I think about her, how she is and what she is doing at the moment, I had the opportunity to be the one to whom she would tell everything but I listened to my heart and let myself take the risk, now we are friends even though I may not want it, I imagine the best and I hope that it happens one day, until then I will try to be the best person I can be towards her, I don't know how smart it is, but in my life I have never looked at myself, I make people around me happy because my happiness is never my happiness was not in question, it wakes up when I think of her, when she calls me, when we talk, in general when I have the opportunity to be near her and her existence.
I love the way it has this fogginess almost as if being stuck in your head.. and then as it progresses everything around you clears up as if opening your mind and seeing the true beauty around you instead of being distant. Experiencing it. In it. Beautiful.
This song somehow reminds me of death. Sad and sullen, but peaceful and releasing. It makes you feel like you're floating, but it also keeps you walking on the pavement.
I remember feeling pretty hopeless about my future when I first found this song...these days things are much better (not perfect, but that's fine). anyways thanks for making the edit :)
I can still smell the air in the changing rooms, my bathing suit, lotion, perfume and the inside of my pool bag, i can still feel the heat hitting my skin which felt so soft, i can still hear the kids' talks, the cars honking, the radio playing, i can still see the rays of sun shining through the tree leaves, the sometimes blue, sometimes moody skies, i can still see the markets on the side of the streets, the boys playing football on the street, i can still taste the pool water, the juice, the papita and the grilled corn sold on the streets, i can still see my mom, dad and sister in the car as we all interacted while driving home. My headphones always in my ears while still in the conversation, i'd listen to this song over and over, until i got home, ate the food my amazing Ma made while making jokes with her about my day, before she left to go home, then i'd listen to this song again while daydreaming about Oli and Ya's relationship, then i'd always finish the day by watching naruto. 2021- the best year of my life
@@ale-lz4ui I saw your reaction and it came to my heart that i want to say that Jesus loves you. Maybe you don’t think he exists or your head is not in the right place to think about Him. But I just want you to know that He knows all your pain and sorrow. He is crying with you. He isn’t a wrathful God, but full of empathy. Please talk to him. You your heart will be lifted up. Jesus wants to take your depression away because deeply cares about you. If you run to Him you will never be sent away by Him please know that. Just pray to Him. He will comfort you. “Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest”. He sees all your tears. Lots of ❤️
vent rq srry srry i promised myself i wouldn’t go back to this song and some other songs bc they were songs that i listened to when my mental health was down the drain and here i am.
This song is a strange one. It brings me peace and grounds me yet it has a nostalgic and sad tone to it. It makes me reminisce about my childhood. Overall it really is just beautiful.
Missing yesterday :|
This.
this is literally exactly how i feel
you just described it perfectly.
I love you
when it snowed in Texas back in February I took the great opportunity to play this song while running through the snow storm. It was so euphoric.
Omg I loved it. It was such a great feeling. I want it back but people make me feel like I shouldn’t because the snow storm was considered a bad thing. But I enjoyed it. Instead of me focusing on the negative, I just enjoyed this special and rare moment
@@Speedy.2ss it was great! It did suck that a lot of bad things happened but there were good times to enjoy (:
Im in tx
Did this in Mississippi, snowed in on valentines 2021 and I was listening in the car on the way home. It was so beautiful.
Huh. as someone who lives in wisconsin it feels surreal to see people talk good about snow storms. they’re annoying but atleast they make the world look really pretty❤
this song makes me dissociate but also makes me feel happy?
yea i get what u mean
this was my favourite song when i was young, i was really sad back then becayse of my dissociatve disorder
it's called relaxation
i kinda feel you on the dissociate part nd off topic but i really like your pfp:)
@@ouroboro266 I think they know the difference
why tf do u all use the word dissociate for everything
I remember being at my worst and looking like a absolute mess, sitting in front of the mirror while making sure other people were happy and safe even tho I wasn’t. I remember looking up and not recognising the person in the reflection. My hair was greasy and my hair was oily because I was too mentally and physically exhausted to even get out of bed. I’ve been struggling for more than 5 years now and it’s only getting worse. I kept staring at myself for a good hour while listening to this on repeat. This is what I’d describe depression. Nothing makes me happy but making others happy gives me joy but not hope in that I’ll live happily like the people I’ve helped. I know I got a decent community and allot of people support me and all but for some reason I’m still not happy... I just want to feel something... I’m just a kid after all
i don't know you but i know you're hurting, i'm so proud of you. you're incredibly strong, i'm so sorry you feel like this. you don't deserve it. i hope everything gets better, i care about you and i love you
I think there’s something bothering you deep down that you might be unwilling to confront. I’m on the same boat as you but confused as to why I get anxious and depressed most of the time (almost everyday now) and I started to realize that I feel this way because deep down I feel alone. Am I alone? No of course not. But I am alone in some form.
I just wanted to continue by saying that there will always be a loneliness that comes to being human; it is inseparable. You shouldn’t be afraid of what’s to come or what has happened. I’ve had my fair share of things that I’ve done, hurt people, let them go, did things to myself that stained on me, and every time I think back I hope that I can amend for that. But the past is the past; what’s happened has happened.
The future though? Jesus I don’t even know. We could be here and we could not be. People you love might stop loving you and people who didn’t understand you might learn too understand you. Nothing is predictable. I wish in some way I knew my family would have fell apart but now that it’s happened I can’t change that. I could only go forward. Forward towards whatever it is that is watching or waiting for me at the end.
Just know, you are not alone. You will never be alone so long as you here. Stay strong my friend and don’t give up; something is waiting for you.
God makes everything better. I used to be depressed and numb too, like I wasn’t even human anymore, like I was drowning deeper and deeper but He healed me & He’s made me see and feel happiness I’ve never felt before. He can heal you and bring you true happiness that’s eternal. Pray to Him, call upon Him for help. God is faithful, He answers prayers. The only true healing and happiness is found in Him, turn to Him. I pray that everyone comes to know this freedom from depression and sadness is found in God, like I’ve found. He is good. God bless you, may you be healed in the way He’s healed me
@@yogaba8229 I don't think you should bring up religion when this person is clearly struggling
I cannot express how emotionally painful this song is, but my dumbass keeps playing this song & cry abt it
I mean its a beautiful song, I come back to it almost every day too
This is beautiful, I keep coming back to this :)
This was the song I was listening to when I attempted
same
i am so close
@@mabusi7716 Don’t ever give up.
a few weeks ago, a friend of mine watched me go through a rough manic episode. i was at her house and i started crying and yelling and i almost couldn't breathe anymore. fortunately, she is one of the most caring and understanding people i have in my life and she helped me get through it.
at the same time i feel so incredibly ashamed. no one had ever seen me in those conditions before and the fear of making her think that i could be dangerous to be around makes me loose my temper. i never thought that things could get this bad.
at home, things like this happen all the time to me. but the last thing that i wanted was for someone to see me being that way.
i am so much more than a manic episode. i am so much more than the voice in my head that tells me that i can’t handle this anymore. i am so much more than what everyone else sees.
you are not alone.
i want to hug you. you deserve the world. i hope your doing well.
This music makes me think about my life and all of the decisions that I've made mostly the bad ones. I go to a room, close all the lights, and lie down with headphones while this plays. Really peaceful yet sad at the same time. Idk man I've been feeling really depressed lately and idk who to talk to so i just listen to these types of music and it just takes me to a whole different realm. I thought i would make this comment to see if im the only one thats feeling like this atm but who knows. Im not using my time properly im literally wasting my entire life on the internet. I dont go out, i eat like shit, and overall i just don't really take care of myself. I see those teens that are my age enjoying and living their lives while i rot in my room listening to sad ass music just to get through the day. Even my grades are horrible. I just feel lonely man, i lost all my "friends" that weren't even real friends, I've always been the last option ive never had a real friend or someone to talk to. I just feel like no body likes me or even likes to be around me. I dont even feel like going to school any more man my sleeping schedule is like absolute shit and i dont even have the energy to study I always feel drained of energy, i just feel empty like a crab shell with no meat on the inside, maybe a weird way to describe it but that's how im feeling. Ngl ive been feeling like this for a whole 2 years now. I dont know what to do with my life man I don't know what to do with my life. I never thought I would be writing about my life on youtube but it cant be helped man. Im still a teen but i feel like the whole world is against me. Idk what to do. I never thought about ending it but the thought has been crossing my mind. I love to live I just want things to get better for me and others who are feeling the same way as i am feeling. Cant believe im venting out on a youtube vid but here we are. I cant talk to someone about it either cuz nobody I've ever talked to really gave a shit. It is what it is man
hi, how are you doing?
Guess we on the same boat, I got kicked out of high school because of my absence for months playing games, got bad grades, I hate school and messing up with my exams, all good friends gone, had no future and shitty day happened, while listening to this music on repeat until I'm eventually going insane. I remember all those damn years through covid era, I never had all of that teenager's everyday life and I sure as hell don't get that, even though deep down I want to live like everyone else. I'm desperately wanting to feel something...even thought I don't know what is it.
Real real
I come back and read this comment sometimes.
I’m so happy I found Yves Tumor. I’ve always come back to this specific track when I’m
Feeling down and when I’m just enjoying my alone time.
Do you know of any similar songs that he has?
@@siro2899they don’t really make similar songs really their music is different
@@bl333dingcrest iknow:/ and that blows. Because this song evokes a special feeling.
this really sounds like these old ringtones i used to hear in 2006-2010 i just have liminal sounds like this in my head :))
I dissociate a lot to this song. There are times where I could spend hours in the early morning, around 3AM or 4AM, just reminiscing of when the times were "good" - or so they called it - and realizing how much things have changed. It pains me so much to have to understand the type of person I ended up becoming because the change was so uncalled for. I bet I hadn't even had the genuine consciousness to understand what was going on with me. Up until now, I spend hours looking into the mirror and missing the person I used to be. I knew how badly I affected others with what I thought was a minor change that was actually a drastic change considering my parents started saying all those sad things like: "where'd my little girl go?" There was always this burning urge and uncontrollable desire to end my life and, believe me, there were attempts here and there that never worked. Each day of my life I had come to acknowledge and understand the fact that I would never be able to find the unknown yet familiar peace I yearned for. What seemed to be a harmless thought turned into a reality. Eventually, there *was* no peace. In my head it was simply the war I had to fight alone. It wasn't so easy because I had no option to give up when I so desperately wanted and needed to. I'll say I've improved a lot since then, but the thoughts could still engulf me and make me feel the way I did years ago.
Just remember: you're never alone. You may think so, even feel that you're alone, but you never were and you never will be. Find comfort in small things. Understand and love the things that make you happy. Motivate yourself to keep going, because in the very far end, your anxieties and worries will amount to nothing and your efforts will be recognized.
God bless you all. We can do this.
thank you so much, this is the best comment i have ever read, i teared up to this. i really needed this, thank you so much
@@pablolm1992 No problem, stay strong. You can do this. I’ll see you in the end bud.
@@seraphim5414 you too, tysm
Bro this song makes me happy but weird happy
if the Word "Nostalgia" was a Sound
This song reminds me of my recent ex/close friend that left abandoned me but sad it happened but this brings back memories the good kind of memories that I cherish and hold on to it felt so nice , yet I do miss them but it feels warm and nice to be free from all the pain and trouble , they saw me as someone beautiful and the best gf , help me with my confidence. and I wanna thank them and move on without them in my life .
i thought i was the only one; its been over a year
perfect example of melancholy :’)
Please never delete this masterpiece! This is so beautiful.
❤
this is directed to the people who are listening to this song and only feel lost or negativity and not relaxation: i genuinely feel nothing but hope for you and your future. i just know that you will get somewhere high in life and that you have the ability, the capability, to push through whatever you're going through right now and i'm really, really sure that whatever negative moments you're going through (note that they're okay, god didn't create us to feel positivity and only positivity) will become dead to you. these moments where you're always thinking about what happened and where it went wrong will become non existent and that if you ever think back to them, you're grateful that you pushed through and that you've evolved into a sustainable being that is no longer heavy hearted.
it’s been 5 months since it happened. i’m still not over it.
i hope you’re doing alright my love.
5 years already and it still fucking hurts
5 months, currently breaking down but to know I’m not alone helps immensely
THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY BUT SO SAD AT THE SAME TIME
this is what it feels like when you give someone you love too many chances . you think they’ve changed but in the end, they’re still the same .
>>>
Lowkey, I’m glad ima teen hearing this song so when I’m old and hear it again, it’s gonna hot way to hard. So many memories will be brought back.
thank you so much.
this song is still so good like this is probably one of the best songs for nostalgia
this song has been with me through time since I first heard it, when I listen to this piece I think about her, how she is and what she is doing at the moment, I had the opportunity to be the one to whom she would tell everything but I listened to my heart and let myself take the risk, now we are friends even though I may not want it, I imagine the best and I hope that it happens one day, until then I will try to be the best person I can be towards her, I don't know how smart it is, but in my life I have never looked at myself, I make people around me happy because my happiness is never my happiness was not in question, it wakes up when I think of her, when she calls me, when we talk, in general when I have the opportunity to be near her and her existence.
I love the way it has this fogginess almost as if being stuck in your head.. and then as it progresses everything around you clears up as if opening your mind and seeing the true beauty around you instead of being distant. Experiencing it. In it. Beautiful.
Damn bruh this song makes me sad and happy at the same time
This song makes me cry
Something about this audio just gives me so much nostalgia even though it’s my first time hearing it ❤
The abandon person turns to the abandoned person
And in the end... Nothing really matters.
This song somehow reminds me of death. Sad and sullen, but peaceful and releasing. It makes you feel like you're floating, but it also keeps you walking on the pavement.
sabito :,(
this is so amazing..
I refuse to believe its been 3 years since this has been uploaded I remember listening to it when it said "3 days ago"
this song reminds me of my whole childhood in the summer
I remember feeling pretty hopeless about my future when I first found this song...these days things are much better (not perfect, but that's fine).
anyways thanks for making the edit :)
An hour long version of this would be perfect
*_"maybe there's a tomorrow for you..."_*
I wish i I had found this song before , I love this so much . Greatest of all time
Где скачать?
Thank you so much
I can still smell the air in the changing rooms, my bathing suit, lotion, perfume and the inside of my pool bag, i can still feel the heat hitting my skin which felt so soft, i can still hear the kids' talks, the cars honking, the radio playing, i can still see the rays of sun shining through the tree leaves, the sometimes blue, sometimes moody skies, i can still see the markets on the side of the streets, the boys playing football on the street, i can still taste the pool water, the juice, the papita and the grilled corn sold on the streets, i can still see my mom, dad and sister in the car as we all interacted while driving home. My headphones always in my ears while still in the conversation, i'd listen to this song over and over, until i got home, ate the food my amazing Ma made while making jokes with her about my day, before she left to go home, then i'd listen to this song again while daydreaming about Oli and Ya's relationship, then i'd always finish the day by watching naruto.
2021- the best year of my life
thank you for this! :)
been listening since 2 years now, its a unreal banger
one damn jump and i would be free
you’re breathing. that’s hard work. keep it up champ👍
@@englishbreakfastisrllygood1908 im so tired you have no idea. no one could ever understand me. im sorry but literally i cant take this pain anymore.
@@ale-lz4ui stay alive, please, i understand you. Do you use instagram? maybe we can chat there
@@ale-lz4ui I saw your reaction and it came to my heart that i want to say that Jesus loves you. Maybe you don’t think he exists or your head is not in the right place to think about Him. But I just want you to know that He knows all your pain and sorrow. He is crying with you. He isn’t a wrathful God, but full of empathy. Please talk to him. You your heart will be lifted up. Jesus wants to take your depression away because deeply cares about you. If you run to Him you will never be sent away by Him please know that. Just pray to Him. He will comfort you. “Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest”. He sees all your tears. Lots of ❤️
same.
remember when i was so sick? i wish you had believed... me..
you're okay?? .... sorry , I just found you now... 2 years later . Hope you're fine
@@Natsukiyuu_ im doing way better now. thank you love
@@Shxealyn so glad that u're fine now 🙏💜
я слушала эту песню и представляю серые облака, поле с ярко зеленой травой и водопадом где то в дали
How can a song feel sad yet happy?
This song reminds me of all the happy memories o had when I was younger 😔
this song makes me think of me dancing in a meadow with a long dress.
Esse som me lembra a paz de Deus, a calma que só ele dá depois de um tempestade
Real
It's so chill😌
vent rq srry srry
i promised myself i wouldn’t go back to this song and some other songs bc they were songs that i listened to when my mental health was down the drain and here i am.
Lol Same. This was the song I listened to when I attempted about 4-5months ago. I hope that ur feeling better now tho
i miss him
Remember when I was so sick
I wish you had believed
Me
That peculiar dream you had as a kid
Im your 800th subscriber!!
pls do poison tree
they actually already did it! :)
If emptiness was a song…this would be it
today wasnt so bad but tomorrow could be better
every day is the same
How are you doing now?
@@tomlamewelldamn
Sabito..
Wow
Picture is Sabito from DEMON SLAYER.
Никогда так грусна не пил чай
November of 2019.
: Its just instrumental song why u sad?
: the instrumental.......
real
it hurts
Sabito was only 13. :'(
real.
Sabito :/
❤️
0:17
kill me 😂😂😂
Reminds me of Larry Heard
The last of us vibes
2024:
sounds like a minecraft soundtrack
: , )