I always interpreted the verse “In the back of my mind, you died, and I didn’t even cry, no not a single tear” as in D4VD created a scenario in his head where she died and he was so full of rage, hurt, sadness, and that he was so numb to the point where he didn’t cry over her. The same thing with the similar verse “in the back of my mind, I killed you”. I always thought that verse was to represent the anger and hate D4VD had felt.
It's literally how i see it, i started listening to this song the day my cat died and it really broke me. I guess in the back of my mind i really knew my cat was dying, so it felt like i killed him in my head. And in my life never have i felt something ugly when it came to him but once he died i did feel a bit of hate, like how could he leave me when he was the only thing keeping me alive
I associated it with my mom during her addiction. “In the back of my mind, you died, and I didn’t even cry” to me just meant mostly, I’m tired of waiting and hoping for the “getting better” and the person she was is dead now. I couldn’t cry anymore because I had lost hope for her recovery years before. 😕 it is sad but there’s so many scenarios I think that could play into those lyrics.
@@a.8901yeah similar to you I saw that line as more metaphorical. But I was thinking he did it bc he was just getting hurt loving her so he had to cut it off with no remorse. And the I didn’t even regret it part was like him trying to convince himself that he doesn’t care when he still deeply loves her. The same for the rest of the song. I thought he was speaking the opposite of how he felt 😂
I’m so happy he’s been singing his songs doing acoustic versions. I love the pitched up ones to that he releases but his voice is so good it deserves to be heard
For my part (it's a little different case), these lyrics remind me of what I'm going through right now with my boyfriend. I think we're losing each other more and more, and to complicate things I'm slowly losing my feelings for him and I'm starting to love another one and I'm so angry at myself for not being able to control my emotions. Our relationship is slowly dying and I can't figure out how to improve this while taking the other boy into account.
@@alina_rhapsody If that's the case, you might as well end it instead of living a lie and making yourself miserable. We both know at the end of the day the longer you wait you're making it worse for not only you, but your bf.
Hes got such a natrual talent, there are so many artists that dont sound the same at concerts or in acoustic versions but he has such beautiful vocals and doesnt disappoint.
Going thru a break up right now. Ex gf of 3 years found someone new and what felt like limbo waiting for her to comeback everyday for 5 months living in that false hope everyday was terrifying. When I found out it rlly felt like she instantly died. "Im sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arrive" that sums it up perfectly.
This guy is a true poet. You can tell by the way he talks about his lyrics and wants the listener to interpret how they want to. Just like a poet. Love his music
The meaning of this song is so powerful and the lyrics are so put into. You can tell he actually put effort into these lyrics and I respect him for that. This song is beautiful.
to me this song means me accepting the fact that my old friend replaced me. One night i realized it and was crying for an hour. Then i came across this song and remembered that moment. Me killing her in the back of my mind was me hating her being angry literaly killing her in my mind and letting her go idk about anyone else but yeah
This happened to me too, I cried for days because she was the only one I had. I got a new friend later, and some more, and now I don’t cry at all, and I as well killed her in the back of my mind, but for all of you loosing hope in your friends, or somebody else, and they don’t like you, or return the same amount of love, or whatever you’ve given them, they aren’t worth your time or love, there’s always somebody else who wants to give you love, and be your friend, it may take time to find them, but they are out there, somewhere.
D4vd's killing it. He's got a very conceptual approach to songwriting. Love how he plays with meanings and interpretations and is open to engage in conversations about his own lyrics with the listeners. Very talented and smart dude
1, happy as hell I was right just calling him “David”, and 2 “Enlighten me my dear, why am I still here?” Is one of my favorite lyrics of anything so for him to say that’s his own favorite made me happy
i’m so happy because i was on tik tok and i was one of the people who liked this song before it was released, i remember he was showing a snippet and i was obsessed
He’s so talented in what he does. In a world full of profane music, dense lyrics and meaningless beats, he’s truly amazing. Not just a songwriter, but a poet.
I take this song as if my past that died and my mind are talking to each other. My past is alive, its there and it cannot just be discarded and it sits in the back of my mind. My mind sees my past self dead but both mutually say that they killed each other whilst hating each other
Honestly this song has been so awesome for me, like a lot of bad stuff happened in my childhood, and so In a way when I listen to the song, I think about my childhood dying, and “I didn’t even cry, not a single tear” Legit goated song, love this dude.
Jeez I love this guy. He’s so good at making music and he’s so inspiring!! I love how deep he is and how he likes to intellectualize and analyze things. It’s what makes him a great artist!!!
this mans voice and message is so powerful. this song is used in so many different ways. when hes talking about how people use his song to share how they overcomed addictions or evolved into better people, you can tell he's proud of them and himself. truley beautiful
wow this is probably the most educated explanation of a song ive ever heard. Mad respect to this guy right here i love how where he is now from where he started. this is well deserved
“IN THE BACK OF mAHy MIND” LOL THANK U GENIUSSSS
(I KNOW I SAID MANGA WRONG I WAS NERVOUS BRAH)
omg im a big fannn 😍😍
it's ok twin, real ones know u can sing fr
UR SO TALENTED
U the goat
i love take me to the sun n romantic homcide!!
crazy how this started from not wanting to get copyright strikes on his montages
for real.
Martoz???❤😂
Jesus Christ loves you
Hi
@@leejamory amen
the vocals are so much better than what you would expect from somebody who made music to avoid copyright strikes on fortnite montages
@@Bound2chaos2no he did funny enough his yt channel with his montages are still up and they use all his songs
@@DlMLEZ whats the name
The Channel is just called ant
Lol
limit ant
i really hope this dude continues to meet his deserved success, he's a special one
didnt know melt listens to d4vd :0
@@worldfulloflies. same
Nah when you fon post soon?
124k subs and 5 replies💀💀
Steve Lacy, SZA, David, Danial Caesar, Brent Frazier should collab
“IN THE BACK OF mAHy MIND” LOL THANK U GENIUSSSS
HEY D4VD
😂😂😂
@@d4vdgaming HEY D4VD AGAIN
HEYYY
W d4vd
Can we just appreciate how amazing this guy's voice is??? Gave me chills.
Lol the fact you’re hating on an older teen is harsh.
@@morelorel wut-
@@morelorel tf ?
@@morelorel what is bro on about
@@morelorel what bro😅
nah a guy who made music in his closet going to genius is so admirable
Thanks ☺️
Using bandlab bruh😭
@@everyvore 😅
So 90% of genius videos?
@@yungraw bros rlly saying thanks as though anyone was referring to him☠️
Crazy how he is 17 yet he acts like he is 27. Love his music.
His vocals get me every time
Soooo you have never had a voice crack before?
@@Livvylol42 I was complementing him excuse me?
@@Livvylol42 please get your facts straight before you ever try to come for me…
@@Livvylol42 think you might want to reread or reinterpret the comment dear
@@socksx dear💀
THIS GUYS VOICE IS AMAZING WITHOUT AUTOTUNE
IKKKKKKKKKKK I DONT GET THE HATE HES GETTINGG
@@pandafromthepast HE GETS HATE? HE DOESN’T DESERVE THAT
🧢🧢🧢🧢
@@KumalalaSavestaaa nope
it's decent, i wouldn't say amazing. I like the song.
this is so cool hearing the true meaning to the whole song, dv4d is a dope guy
A bus seat hit my head today
@@memyself9587 lol
the console king?
Idropzbodiez?????
Frzzzz loll.!.
I always interpreted the verse “In the back of my mind, you died, and I didn’t even cry, no not a single tear” as in D4VD created a scenario in his head where she died and he was so full of rage, hurt, sadness, and that he was so numb to the point where he didn’t cry over her. The same thing with the similar verse “in the back of my mind, I killed you”. I always thought that verse was to represent the anger and hate D4VD had felt.
It's literally how i see it, i started listening to this song the day my cat died and it really broke me. I guess in the back of my mind i really knew my cat was dying, so it felt like i killed him in my head. And in my life never have i felt something ugly when it came to him but once he died i did feel a bit of hate, like how could he leave me when he was the only thing keeping me alive
I associated it with my mom during her addiction. “In the back of my mind, you died, and I didn’t even cry” to me just meant mostly, I’m tired of waiting and hoping for the “getting better” and the person she was is dead now. I couldn’t cry anymore because I had lost hope for her recovery years before. 😕 it is sad but there’s so many scenarios I think that could play into those lyrics.
I’ve been Trying to write a song. And this comment just gave me the idea to make it about hatred, so thank you 🙏🙏
@@a.8901i know im a year late. but same.
@@a.8901yeah similar to you I saw that line as more metaphorical. But I was thinking he did it bc he was just getting hurt loving her so he had to cut it off with no remorse. And the I didn’t even regret it part was like him trying to convince himself that he doesn’t care when he still deeply loves her. The same for the rest of the song. I thought he was speaking the opposite of how he felt 😂
I’m so happy he’s been singing his songs doing acoustic versions. I love the pitched up ones to that he releases but his voice is so good it deserves to be heard
I like how he actually sings, unlike the other artists who are interviewed
IF YOU'VE EVER BEEN SEPARATED FROM THE ONE YOU LOVED AND HAD TO MOVE ON, THIS SONG NAILS THAT FEELING❤️🔥
For my part (it's a little different case), these lyrics remind me of what I'm going through right now with my boyfriend. I think we're losing each other more and more, and to complicate things I'm slowly losing my feelings for him and I'm starting to love another one and I'm so angry at myself for not being able to control my emotions. Our relationship is slowly dying and I can't figure out how to improve this while taking the other boy into account.
@@alina_rhapsody If that's the case, you might as well end it instead of living a lie and making yourself miserable. We both know at the end of the day the longer you wait you're making it worse for not only you, but your bf.
@@tylerg749 I know that, but it's more complicated than that...
Jesus Christ loves you.
@@alina_rhapsody Oh it always is, believe me I get it
Bruh he’s actually a really good singer, like a really good one. Even when he’s nervous
d4vd is gonna be a legend
cap
@@perc30pablo36 jealous
@@perc30pablo36 this is why your dad left
@@perc30pablo36 buddy is a pro hater
@@perc30pablo36 this is why ur dad left cause his card declined for the milk
i can’t stress enough how much i love this song
His voice is so angelic 💖
His?
@@octolingeight8541 lmao
@@octolingeight8541 yes his voice is very angelic
@@octolingeight8541 yes?? like what-
1:45
I like his explanation so much, the clarity and awareness with which he explains the meanings of the song is so fascinating.
Hes got such a natrual talent, there are so many artists that dont sound the same at concerts or in acoustic versions but he has such beautiful vocals and doesnt disappoint.
lets just appreciate how amazing his voice sounds without autotune. pure talent.
there’s not a lot of artists these days that have the intellectuality that this guy has, im hype to see what the future holds for him fr
Going thru a break up right now. Ex gf of 3 years found someone new and what felt like limbo waiting for her to comeback everyday for 5 months living in that false hope everyday was terrifying. When I found out it rlly felt like she instantly died.
"Im sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arrive" that sums it up perfectly.
His vocals are so unreal I love his voice!!
This guy is a true poet. You can tell by the way he talks about his lyrics and wants the listener to interpret how they want to. Just like a poet. Love his music
HIS VOICE IS SO GOOD OMG
The meaning of this song is so powerful and the lyrics are so put into. You can tell he actually put effort into these lyrics and I respect him for that. This song is beautiful.
I think most people are gonna say this but his raw vocals are beautiful
This man's raw talent in his voice is indescribable 😍
I could tell he was nervous but I think he did amazing!! I love it so much getting to hear the creativity and inspiration for the song
his voice is so good. i feel like he genuinely cares about his music
Bruh I wanna be friends with this guy he seems so chill
i’ve talked to him on twitter before, he’s a really cool guy and very humble
to me this song means me accepting the fact that my old friend replaced me. One night i realized it and was crying for an hour. Then i came across this song and remembered that moment. Me killing her in the back of my mind was me hating her being angry literaly killing her in my mind and letting her go idk about anyone else but yeah
It always hurts when someone replaces u especially a friend...love and loss. It happened to me. I agree with u
same dude 😔
This happened to me too, I cried for days because she was the only one I had. I got a new friend later, and some more, and now I don’t cry at all, and I as well killed her in the back of my mind, but for all of you loosing hope in your friends, or somebody else, and they don’t like you, or return the same amount of love, or whatever you’ve given them, they aren’t worth your time or love, there’s always somebody else who wants to give you love, and be your friend, it may take time to find them, but they are out there, somewhere.
This guy is a living reminder that as long as you put yourself to it you can go big
D4vd's killing it. He's got a very conceptual approach to songwriting. Love how he plays with meanings and interpretations and is open to engage in conversations about his own lyrics with the listeners. Very talented and smart dude
1, happy as hell I was right just calling him “David”, and 2 “Enlighten me my dear, why am I still here?” Is one of my favorite lyrics of anything so for him to say that’s his own favorite made me happy
Genius isn't just the name of this channel. It also describes this amazing 17 year old.
Yes, 17 years old.
We're so proud of him seeing how far he came
He seems incredibly humble and down to earth. His talent is unmatched and speaks for itself.
2:10 and everything that follows might just be my favorite part
his voice is absolutely beautiful
the vocals
lyrics
emotion
thought
poetry
everything.
i’m so happy because i was on tik tok and i was one of the people who liked this song before it was released, i remember he was showing a snippet and i was obsessed
He’s so talented in what he does. In a world full of profane music, dense lyrics and meaningless beats, he’s truly amazing. Not just a songwriter, but a poet.
This is exactly the type of artist that needs the social network upliftment. He has real talent and his raw voice hits sm harder
I take this song as if my past that died and my mind are talking to each other. My past is alive, its there and it cannot just be discarded and it sits in the back of my mind. My mind sees my past self dead but both mutually say that they killed each other whilst hating each other
Oh my god this dude is perfect please don’t let him down and give him the fame he deserves guys!! These are the type of artists we need to uplift
D4vd has got to be the most underrated artist who gives me absolute goosebumps😭🙏🏽🫶🏽 The lyrics and the vibe of his songs in general have me tearing up
This guy is so cool, I hope he keeps making more music because his songs are beautiful and he seems like such a down to earth dude
Fr
The way he speaks about this song is so fascinating and emotional. The words he uses to describe the meaning of each part of the song is beautiful.
THE FEELING HE PUTS INTO THIS SONG IS AMAZING.
d4vd's voice is actually just too 🔥🔥🔥
I feel a real connection with this guy and his music. Love this
Seeing this guy go from 0 making music in a closet to 100 on genius where so many amazing artists have been featured is so admirable.
Honestly this song has been so awesome for me, like a lot of bad stuff happened in my childhood, and so In a way when I listen to the song, I think about my childhood dying, and “I didn’t even cry, not a single tear” Legit goated song, love this dude.
it’s official. i’m in love with this man
Hes so poetic and deep…
I was literally waiting for this!!
his voice and the way he talks is so calming and comforting somehow. he seems to have such a good energy tho, i loved it
I have looked into his music recently and love it. Glad to finally see he’s getting noticed and appreciated.
“IN THE BACK OF MIND” WHEN HE STARTED SINGING WITHOUT AUTO TUNE I WAS LIKE OMG-
HES A SPECIAL ONE FR LY D4VD
D4vd is such a good singer bro like all of his songs are so good i love take me to the sun thats my favorite song
Jeez I love this guy. He’s so good at making music and he’s so inspiring!! I love how deep he is and how he likes to intellectualize and analyze things. It’s what makes him a great artist!!!
him being recognized is admirable.
So much potential to become a great artist! Keep making music
He’s got such a beautiful voice
i love his entire thinking process when he wrote this song
Man so hype for him, excited to see his future endeavors!
Mans just effortlessly a musical/poetical mastermind. And he’s 17?? Insane
this song has always been one of my fave’s ever since i heard it !
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!
his voice is so mesmerizing
Song
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1:44
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What a talented man. Hope the best for him
Let's gooo, I've been waiting for this one :D
Tiene una voz angelical💞
it’s a guy
tiene can mean he or she
@@armin2815 but “una” made youtube translate it as she
@@Cruxxz yes because “una” is mostly used for women
Literal. Me encantó como canto acá 🥺
I’m so in love with this mannnn
hes so… honest and pure… we must protect him
I am not depressed sometimes I do feel depressed I listen to this song and it makes me makes me feel better
HE MADE IT
this song makes me cry i’m not even gon lie. it brings out all my emotions. me n my friends sang this for karaoke night for my church.
his raw voice is AMAZING
1:14 BRUH THE FACT THAT I LIKE THAT LINE TOO
This song is here to stay for sure 🤌👏
this mans voice and message is so powerful. this song is used in so many different ways. when hes talking about how people use his song to share how they overcomed addictions or evolved into better people, you can tell he's proud of them and himself. truley beautiful
bro seems genuinely like a nice guy, can sing and the lyrics are dope
noice
I love him, he’s so charismatic.
Hope he keeps making music like this
i fr teared up just listening to his voice, it’s so beautiful.❤
So proud of him fr
glad you came from bandlab
Que voz linda!
Hombre como nino!!
I’m so proud of bro fr
Hoping he makes it in the industry🙌
17 years old, and so much talent
PROUD OF THE BOYYY
wow this is probably the most educated explanation of a song ive ever heard. Mad respect to this guy right here i love how where he is now from where he started. this is well deserved
Its amazing to see how far hes come in such a short amount of time.
2:45 omg i got GOOSEBUMPS. This is exactly how I interpret and apply the entire song to myself!!!! 😭😭😭😭 Im so shaken up.
there you go 1:45