Letting You Go - Joey Graceffa (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

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  • Опубліковано 29 сер 2024
  • Official Music Video for "Letting you go" along with the release of my NEW album "Kingdom" is out TODAY!
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    Director: Lena Tsodykovskaya
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    Produced by: Cynthia Jean Hajj
    Co-producer: Michael Schwarcz
    Music Producer/Written by:
    Dylan Gardner song.link/i/14...
    Mother - Olivia Dunkley
    Young Joey - Seth Braverman
    Teenage Joey - Lane Bucher
    Young Sister - Angelique Wiesner
    Teenage Sister - Sara Murphy
    Neighbors - Marta Gil, Darwin Luján
    Party Guests - Tierney Michon, Hayden Navarro, Andrea Pazmino
    Casting Director: Gianna Butler
    Cinematographer: Jon Keng
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    Editor: Raymundo Archila
    Production Design: Patrick Fritz
    Costume Designer: Molly Irelan
    Makeup & Hair: Jeong-Hwa Fonkalsrud
    Color Grading: Henry Santos, chroma|hollywood
    1st Assistant Director: Michael Thompson
    2nd Assistant Director: Derek Oishi
    1st Assistant Camera: Samuel “Bowtie” Kim
    2nd Assistant Camera: Minmin Tsai
    Steadicam Operator: Brian Sergott
    Gaffer: Sebastian Johnson
    Best Boy Electric: Arthur Garcia
    Key Grip: Tim Chaplin
    Best Boy Grip: Rich Robles
    Grip: Kevin Ramirez
    Production Sound Mixer: Matt Stauter
    Studio Teachers: Terri Ganey, Shauna Poutre
    Production Design Assistants: Ryan M. Gibbs, Genevieve Parkes
    Hair & Makeup Assistant: Celina Dalhim Yun
    Production Assistants: Tony Coyne, Austin Gay
    Craft Services: Cassie Welkler, Bonnie Christiansen
    Transportation: Nick Montgomery
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    Row Five
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    Produced by: @cynthiajean
    Co-producer: @mikeschwarcz
    Casting Director: @gbutt
    Cinematography by: @jonkeng
    Editor: @raymundoarchila
    Production Design: @patrickjfritz
    Costume Designer: @mollyirelan
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    Neighbors - Marta Gil, Darwin Luján
    Party Guests - Tierney Michon, Hayden Navarro, Andrea Pazmino
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 10 тис.

  • @JoeyGraceffa
    @JoeyGraceffa  5 років тому +15838

    You guys are making me cry reading all your comments. Thank you for letting me share this story with you all 🖤

    • @bekindtoanimals9230
      @bekindtoanimals9230 5 років тому +96

      Blessings to you Joey from Ireland XOXOXO

    • @unagadza6763
      @unagadza6763 5 років тому +44

      love you Joey!!!!❤❤❤

    • @jedanrivera2168
      @jedanrivera2168 5 років тому +40

      You're awesome Joey,

    • @pamelarodriguez6803
      @pamelarodriguez6803 5 років тому +39

      Such a wonderful and deep song

    • @duskrose3983
      @duskrose3983 5 років тому +58

      JOEY YOU ARE THE LITTRLY MAKING ME CRY RN (1. you are the best. 2. You liked my sister's comment. 3. I love you soooo much )

  • @saturnsystem3167
    @saturnsystem3167 4 роки тому +1301

    can we just take a moment to appreciate how brave Joey was for putting this on UA-cam?

  • @chelsealong80
    @chelsealong80 5 років тому +820

    "I'm letting you go"
    "I can't cry for you anymore"
    Those two lyrics hit me like a bus😭

    • @lizaoakes9229
      @lizaoakes9229 4 роки тому +1

      Chelsea Long yeah those two lyrics just kill me too

    • @kushimasuid2026
      @kushimasuid2026 4 роки тому +1

      It just feel weirdly and theres a big lump when that two lyric came

    • @asthmaticboi5802
      @asthmaticboi5802 4 роки тому +1

      Those and “I can’t wake you up now the memorie’s fading out” hit hard

    • @ravenoleary7025
      @ravenoleary7025 4 роки тому

      Chelsea Long me too 😭😭😭

    • @sharonludlow9614
      @sharonludlow9614 4 роки тому

      me too xxx

  • @camrynprovenzano3332
    @camrynprovenzano3332 4 роки тому +1105

    Ok this song literally makes me cry every time😭 I know it’s 2020 but this song still hits a soft spot in my heart

  • @abbyg45
    @abbyg45 5 років тому +5625

    The scene of Joey comforting his younger self wrecked me

    • @OurToopyandBinoo
      @OurToopyandBinoo 5 років тому +13

      Same

    • @ashley_marie2679
      @ashley_marie2679 5 років тому +7

      Me too

    • @cander8288
      @cander8288 5 років тому +7

      RIGHT!

    • @alishabaker1827
      @alishabaker1827 5 років тому +6

      Ikr

    • @nobloodforfoil
      @nobloodforfoil 5 років тому +32

      ..for some people the cycle of that 'scene' goes on and on..-ur older self understanding the hardest struggles of ur midlife, that understood the worst days of ur young adulthood, the roughest times of teenage years, etc, etc.. would be amazing to feel that future 'itll be ok'(from ourselves especially) when we need it most.. perhaps this can be a reminder that its there, whether were able to notice it in the moment or not.. :')

  • @ratdude8144
    @ratdude8144 5 років тому +777

    This made me cry. No child should have to experience this. Childhood should be a great experience, not terrible.

  • @emmahynes8180
    @emmahynes8180 5 років тому +1515

    When Joey was holding little Joey. Oh my God, that hurt but it's so beautiful

  • @byeiveendedmyytacc3905
    @byeiveendedmyytacc3905 4 роки тому +440

    the moral of the story
    *drinking doesnt solve problems*
    *never forget about your loved ones*
    *let them go if it helps*

  • @miaostigny453
    @miaostigny453 5 років тому +1891

    Awe... joey. You made me tear up when he held little joey. I could feel my gut just fall like 20 feet.
    1 like = a passionate hug for both joey and anyone els going or has gone through similar situations.
    You don’t half to like I just wish I could hug someone but everyone in my house isn’t awake, so.

  • @webreathe4music683
    @webreathe4music683 5 років тому +190

    When I heard this song I immediately knew it was about your mom

  • @spicykimchi7684
    @spicykimchi7684 5 років тому +540

    I cried... I’m speechless... like if you cried too... or got watery eyes. Great job Joey! You are so loved and you have lots of support from all of us!!❤️

    • @susanbell7387
      @susanbell7387 5 років тому +1

      Agreed

    • @M.J_cosplay
      @M.J_cosplay 5 років тому +1

      I've gone through something a lot like this I'm balling 😭😭😭

    • @sfeele1
      @sfeele1 5 років тому

      My eyes SWEAT I did not cry... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭... So much sweat

  • @marvellousmocha1386
    @marvellousmocha1386 4 роки тому +282

    Oh my god, I remember when the vlog came out, when Joey had to call the ambulance for her when she was staying in his house.
    I cried while he did, but I was only 12 years old, I had no idea what life had in store for me for the next five years.
    I came here late, but this made me cry too. I’m 17, and I don’t cry so much anymore.
    I still love you Joey, I’m so sorry this happened to your family.
    I can’t say I’ve felt what you did, but I understand it better now. I wish I could tell you.
    Thank you, for always being there for me when I needed you.

    • @goodoleblondie2467
      @goodoleblondie2467 3 роки тому +16

      I remember exactly what vlog that was I was 13 he’s been through so much he doesn’t or anyone deserves

    • @vikki6153
      @vikki6153 3 роки тому +4

      Glad u r better now :)

    • @sageeffle4065
      @sageeffle4065 2 роки тому +3

      What was the video called?

    • @looneytunes-sn4sq
      @looneytunes-sn4sq 2 роки тому +1

      I love your confidence ✨

  • @meganwhitaker
    @meganwhitaker 5 років тому +847

    I love you Joey💗
    No child should have to experience anything like this, but thank-you for being a light in so many people’s lives and letting them know that they’re not alone❤️

  • @itskylierae
    @itskylierae 5 років тому +393

    No child should have to go through this. You are strong, Joey and I admire that.💛

    • @clairemcveigh7961
      @clairemcveigh7961 4 роки тому +3

      So true😭

    • @clairemcveigh7961
      @clairemcveigh7961 4 роки тому +4

      Me two😥😭😢

    • @veronicamiller3774
      @veronicamiller3774 4 роки тому +1

      What about all the kids who have to go in to foster care and get taken away from there family? Oh right I guess u don't care about that

    • @itskylierae
      @itskylierae 4 роки тому +7

      Veronica miller you’re just tryna find ways to argue. Of course I care about them, my brother was an orphan all his life until we adopted him from Ukraine. You don’t know me so stop judging ppl

  • @uwusnowy2804
    @uwusnowy2804 5 років тому +443

    This song really hits home for me 😭my mum was an alcoholic and my dad left we all got taken into care me and my 6 brothers and sisters we were all separated from eachother in total strangers houses I would cry myself to sleep every night for 8 months then my mum got better and we all home now and I'm just so grateful for my family I just want to say spend as much time with your family as you can because you never know when there not going to be gone I learnt such a life lesson and now i never fight withe my siblings or say I hate them ❤
    Thanks for all the likes 💗

    • @uwusnowy2804
      @uwusnowy2804 5 років тому +3

      @Anna Danek I'm so glad two thank you so much your the sweetest person ❤❤

    • @ruirui1320
      @ruirui1320 5 років тому +1

      Omg

    • @victoriaboodell4785
      @victoriaboodell4785 5 років тому +1

      You are making me cry 😭 I am so sorry for what happened to you

    • @uwusnowy2804
      @uwusnowy2804 5 років тому +1

      Awe thanks xxxx you two xx

    • @uwusnowy2804
      @uwusnowy2804 5 років тому

      @@victoriaboodell4785 awe its okay ❤❤❤

  • @greasypunkboy8933
    @greasypunkboy8933 4 роки тому +418

    My friend was going through the same thing and she has recently died this made me cry

    • @tillycook5992
      @tillycook5992 4 роки тому +10

      Kittykamrynandthefam! !!!!! The friend or the mum

    • @vred5200
      @vred5200 4 роки тому +8

      r u ok now?

    • @kimbreeze9668
      @kimbreeze9668 4 роки тому +7

      I hope shes

    • @snuzzyaudios7002
      @snuzzyaudios7002 4 роки тому +6

      WAIT YOUR FRIEND DIED :(

    • @rhianna1030
      @rhianna1030 4 роки тому +5

      @@tillycook5992 her/his friend rip 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @purplekitten3971
    @purplekitten3971 5 років тому +596

    Did someone say try not to cry challenge... I amongst many failed... badly. I’m bawling my eyes out!!!

    • @ray5334
      @ray5334 5 років тому +3

      I’m crying on Valentine’s Day, what a bummer..

    • @itsjustcorri2096
      @itsjustcorri2096 5 років тому +2

      I didn’t even last a minute

    • @maridelrio5160
      @maridelrio5160 5 років тому

      I won didn't cry

  • @jade-pj2fb
    @jade-pj2fb 5 років тому +1846

    Joey Graceffa just made me bawl my eyes out.
    No child should live like that
    1 like on the video( not the comment) = 1

  • @crunchy9934
    @crunchy9934 5 років тому +1138

    How am I just seeing this now :(
    Ily joey

    • @monkey744
      @monkey744 5 років тому +2

      PaulPlayz same

    • @shanayzayy
      @shanayzayy 5 років тому +2

      Jayla Gholston lol i saw this one day after you did

    • @onellaperera6577
      @onellaperera6577 5 років тому +2

      @@shanayzayy And I just saw this almost one day after you did xD

    • @lisa-fe3wv
      @lisa-fe3wv 4 роки тому +1

      I know I'm the same

    • @dakotamorrison7438
      @dakotamorrison7438 4 роки тому +1

      Same

  • @gachagang6983
    @gachagang6983 5 років тому +510

    Joey had such a hard and sad childhood we should be thankful that we didn’t deal with this or don’t deal with it
    If you suffer similar things I hope it gets better :)

    • @gachamae441
      @gachamae441 4 роки тому +16

      I went thought something similar except it was my dad and drugs but my mom was there with me so im very happy i had a strong mother for me when my father wasnt

    • @Mia-ys4se
      @Mia-ys4se 3 роки тому +6

      There’s always a unicorn on the other side of the storm, you just can’t see it yet but it will be revealed soon enough. I promise!😊

    • @ivyrose3675
      @ivyrose3675 3 роки тому +1

      @@gachamae441 me too

    • @Miraculous_Fan-zp3hf
      @Miraculous_Fan-zp3hf 3 роки тому +1

      Thanks! 🥺

    • @jillperez1529
      @jillperez1529 3 роки тому +4

      I went through such a similar situation until I was old enough to move and take my two younger siblings

  • @Lilly-mi1qc
    @Lilly-mi1qc 5 років тому +783

    I’m so happy you could share this, stay strong love you xxxx

  • @christineyang316
    @christineyang316 5 років тому +486

    A few years ago I read your book, In Real Life, I read about how you grew up with an alcoholic mom, and I didn't know what or how to feel. When I heard this song, I was reminded of your rough childhood. I'm so grateful for you and your story. I'm so so proud of how far you've come. I hope to continue enjoying your music and content on youtube.

    • @haziqrahman95
      @haziqrahman95 5 років тому +1

      what happen to his father ??

    • @TY-pj7mk
      @TY-pj7mk 5 років тому +1

      Same

    • @TY-pj7mk
      @TY-pj7mk 5 років тому +5

      @@haziqrahman95 his parents got a divorce when he was very young but Joey still has a good relationship with him

    • @Mysteriousheadlines
      @Mysteriousheadlines 5 років тому +6

      Haziq Rahman Joey has a good relationship with his father. His dad remarried after his parents got divorced. But it’s been a hard rode for Joey. He has tried to help his mom but she just keeps slipping back.

    • @cassandraayling4421
      @cassandraayling4421 5 років тому

      My grandpa used to be a alcoholic he isn't now but now he smokes too much and he wont stop even though he had a stroke last year and he can barely walk and talk

  • @Jake-wn3ep
    @Jake-wn3ep 5 років тому +1994

    People: UA-camrs can’t sing emotional songs
    Joey: *HOLD MY CRYSTAL WOLVES*

  • @Theviolentredpanda
    @Theviolentredpanda 4 роки тому +416

    Watching him empty the achol bottles out makes my heart break

    • @aaliyahcharlesworth2864
      @aaliyahcharlesworth2864 4 роки тому +7

      Same I would do the same thing

    • @millieketcham1023
      @millieketcham1023 4 роки тому +4

      Yes

    • @lilys.5240
      @lilys.5240 4 роки тому +2

      My heart to

    • @lanebucher
      @lanebucher 3 роки тому +3

      Thanks mate I tried to make it as real as possible.

    • @borutsolina3569
      @borutsolina3569 3 роки тому +4

      i have an alcoholic father and when i was younger, i would go and empty the bottles of wine every morning after he would go to sleep after a night of screaming and attacking everyone in the house...but it didnt matter because he would go and get more because we have a vineyard....

  • @ashleyjohnson5015
    @ashleyjohnson5015 5 років тому +331

    I’m not crying you are😭
    In all seriousness I’m so sorry you had to go through that Joey, nobody deserves it. You’re so incredibly strong, keep on fighting💕 we love you, and will always be here for you.

    • @lillybirks4721
      @lillybirks4721 5 років тому +7

      You're right he didn't deserve to go through any of that pain he had to go through, I cried hard in this

    • @watermelonsugarahh8116
      @watermelonsugarahh8116 5 років тому +2

      Wait what happened?

  • @TRASHP0P
    @TRASHP0P 5 років тому +663

    Joey, this video strikes a deep chord within me. I grew up with an alcoholic mother too and watching this was like watching my own life. The emotions that come with such a life experience are complicated and real. Just know that you are never alone 💖 and you are infinitely loved by people close to you and your fans all around the world.

    • @briankelly3144
      @briankelly3144 5 років тому +4

      This video made me cry ! I luv u Joey !

    • @BaibaSK92
      @BaibaSK92 5 років тому +1

      Trashpop can relate

  • @kaylahdavisofficial
    @kaylahdavisofficial 5 років тому +2251

    A few seconds into the video and I'm already bawling. 😭😭😭😭

  • @robin8242
    @robin8242 4 роки тому +67

    *I can't mourn you anymore even though you're still around.* That hurt like hell...

  • @rileyarriola2139
    @rileyarriola2139 5 років тому +701

    Wo else cried??
    Good job Joey on this!

  • @ambersky1247
    @ambersky1247 5 років тому +448

    JOEY GRACEFFA HAS DONE IT AGAIN, FOLKS, I'VE CRIED TO ANOTHER MUSIC VIDEO FROM HIM. (in all seriousness, this video was amazing and I love the new album)

  • @getjohnlocked4275
    @getjohnlocked4275 5 років тому +644

    Hello Joey,
    I can understand how you feel. I went through it with both my parents. Its hard to see the ones you love tear themselves apart. My dad..he still does it. And im only 13. My mom...im sad to say she passed away. Im glad to be able to connect with one of my biggest role models with a subject so touchy. I love your works
    ~Jayden (Nix) 2k19

    • @dumbbitch718
      @dumbbitch718 5 років тому +21

      im sorry for ur loss @Jade's Life and i know this probably wont mean anything since u dont know me but u'll get through it : ) (again I know it isnt much but yea)

    • @getjohnlocked4275
      @getjohnlocked4275 5 років тому +14

      @@dumbbitch718 thank you. I greatly appreciate that 💖💛💙
      ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ

    • @dumbbitch718
      @dumbbitch718 5 років тому +9

      @@getjohnlocked4275 ur welcome im glad i can help (if i did) 💖😁

    • @shark-gf9nf
      @shark-gf9nf 5 років тому +3

      ❤️

    • @lil_potato_chip5071
      @lil_potato_chip5071 5 років тому +4

      I'm sorry for u •^•

  • @foxyfiend
    @foxyfiend 4 роки тому +490

    Why do I have water on my screen?
    Oh wait that’s just me crying

  • @sharring345
    @sharring345 5 років тому +671

    Who else started crying the second the chorus hit? I did. 😫😣😭

  • @kaimana1932
    @kaimana1932 5 років тому +132

    This song, and the lyrics behind it, hit me a lot harder then I would've liked. For the first six years of my life, my mum too was a wonderful, loving women who did absolutely everything she possibly could to put smiles on my brothers faces, and as well my own. But once I reached seven years old, she turned to alcohol as her vice, and in the process became an alcoholic of whom was both physically and mentally abusive towards her own children. I don't think I've ever cried this hard before in my entire life...and I almost never do cry, so that says something right there.

    • @pastelbrillix
      @pastelbrillix 5 років тому +4

      namjoon's left middle finger I’m so sorry you and your brothers had to go through that :(

    • @littlebopeeps5852
      @littlebopeeps5852 5 років тому

      I'm sorry xx

  • @joeyroo97
    @joeyroo97 5 років тому +352

    ive listen this this constantly since it came out, i relate so much, i have an alcoholic father (no mother) and hes also an angry alcoholic, so its never the best at home when hes drunk. ive been dealing with it a third of my life, for 5 years since i was 10. i know the struggles, i love you joey so much and ive been watching youre videos since just before your coming out, hes helped me so much with my sexuality and romantic orientation, and my daily struggles, and i would help everyone going through the same thing if i could. stay strong.

  • @gracecollesano2216
    @gracecollesano2216 4 роки тому +121

    This song made it in 2nd on my “Spotify Top songs of 2019”

  • @paulasauter8299
    @paulasauter8299 5 років тому +789

    The Abuse That You Had In Your Childhood Was Brutle And You Didn't Deserve It

    • @dalilfox950
      @dalilfox950 5 років тому +8

      Killer Kitty I know so sad

    • @deathsetmatch6065
      @deathsetmatch6065 5 років тому +13

      No one deserves to be hurt

    • @christperry6533
      @christperry6533 5 років тому +10

      deathsetmatch60 especially such a kind sole like joey

    • @veronica.foxx1025
      @veronica.foxx1025 4 роки тому +6

      Killer Kitty was this true? I know that I’m really late seeing this but like.... did that happen to him? I’m crying

    • @AJHoyles13
      @AJHoyles13 4 роки тому +7

      Victoria Truth yes it did if you read he’s book “in real life” then he talks about it 😭😭

  • @mirandascoool
    @mirandascoool 5 років тому +388

    I'm so happy I'm in recovery, almost 3 years clean and I'll never have to put my future children thru this. Thank God I waited 🙏🏻

    • @deadoralivefan12
      @deadoralivefan12 5 років тому +9

      I'm proud of you.

    • @kaloniceStMoss
      @kaloniceStMoss 5 років тому +7

      I’m proud of you for getting clean. 💜💜

    • @mirandascoool
      @mirandascoool 5 років тому +4

      Thank you loves 💖

    • @deathsetmatch6065
      @deathsetmatch6065 5 років тому +1

      That good as a kid who gone through this it’s hard but I’m really glad you went to recovery

    • @mirandascoool
      @mirandascoool 5 років тому +3

      Thank you 😘 😘 😘 I'm sorry you had to go thru it. And don't cry for me love, I'm happy 😊

  • @kawaii_unicornzt6150
    @kawaii_unicornzt6150 5 років тому +339

    I can't
    I'm crying.
    Why Joey do u have to be so perfect at everything????
    Ilysm we could hear the pain in ur voice ilysm 😢😢💙💙💙

  • @potterhead_vids1523
    @potterhead_vids1523 4 роки тому +271

    Song directors: do you want your audience to cry?
    Joey: *YES*

  • @xvex_ilx3888
    @xvex_ilx3888 5 років тому +878

    Whoever disliked this had so many tears in there eyes they clicked the wrong button 😢 this was a beautiful music video 👍👍😭😭

  • @cademancaden
    @cademancaden 5 років тому +197

    Started the song & realized immediately it was going to hit the heart strings....I'm going to have to continue this when I leave work because I can't cry here.

  • @theconfusedoctopus
    @theconfusedoctopus 5 років тому +211

    I’m full on hysterical crying I’m so sad that you had to go through this when you held little Joey my heart broke

  • @kayleelagers6698
    @kayleelagers6698 4 роки тому +89

    I watched this SO many times and I cried every time

    • @legohuman0778
      @legohuman0778 4 роки тому +1

      I watch all 3 of his songs so much!

    • @shyt1138
      @shyt1138 3 роки тому +1

      Same and its my bday

  • @kathrynrobinson9989
    @kathrynrobinson9989 5 років тому +175

    My dad passed when I was 5 and my mom became an alcoholic. Sometimes you have to walk away. I finally did. 10 long years later I got my mom back. When you can you have to take care of you first. Hugs to everyone going through pain. You're worth it. Luv this song and vid.

  • @paigemurphy5046
    @paigemurphy5046 5 років тому +136

    I love this Joey 😭 I grew up with a alcoholic father who would refuse treatment and it really sucks but I have a wonderful mother so it makes everything perfect💕I love you Joey 💕

  • @legionforl1679
    @legionforl1679 5 років тому +226

    No child should have this absolute horrible childhood but at least it sends out a message "when you trapped,try and get out" Joey you are amazing.

    • @OfficialLoopyInLife
      @OfficialLoopyInLife 5 років тому +2

      Your so right some kids in situations like this don't have any other family so they end up in foster care SO SAD

  • @lizzysvlogz3115
    @lizzysvlogz3115 4 роки тому +56

    This brings back so much my mom did the same thing and she’s been in and out of my life it’s so hard to look at this but I do it so I know how much it can effect you 😔😔😭

    • @mylesfelton570
      @mylesfelton570 3 роки тому

      That same thing happened to my mom and I just can't its terrible I don't think anyone of any age should go through this it's the worst thing that can happen i hate that people think that drinking will solve problems it won't stop trying!

  • @Trapbabytati
    @Trapbabytati 5 років тому +204

    Omg joey this song gave me chills, especially your older self comforting your younger self. You deserve the best in life and I’ve loved watching you go on your journey to become who u are today. Much love 💜😭

  • @Click-tv5fk
    @Click-tv5fk 5 років тому +370

    I’ve never seen a music video that perfectly shows my home life, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

    • @matthewbrister2349
      @matthewbrister2349 5 років тому +2

      Click99843 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @kvanburen1276
      @kvanburen1276 5 років тому +3

      It’s so amazing

    • @a-meme1921
      @a-meme1921 5 років тому +4

      I'm sorry that this has happened to you at home.

    • @Click-tv5fk
      @Click-tv5fk 5 років тому +1

      Alivia McFadden thank you 😕

    • @hanniballz.
      @hanniballz. 5 років тому +1

      im sorry you have to go through this. no one deserves to.

  • @nothanks4924
    @nothanks4924 5 років тому +399

    I’m not crying, my eyes are just...
    *sweating profusely*

  • @phoebehargreaves5216
    @phoebehargreaves5216 4 роки тому +34

    Every time I listen to this song I end up in tears because I can relate so much to your story joey and l love you for showing people that it’s okay to open up about themselves

  • @laurena2498
    @laurena2498 5 років тому +167

    I didn’t know what this song was about until I watched the video. Immediately I burst out into tears. I experience this same thing daily and to see someone I look up to going through the same thing gives me so much more hope. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us.❤️

  • @lonnawisen6624
    @lonnawisen6624 5 років тому +400

    I wasn’t gonna cry but when I watched the part when Joey was holding little Joey I cried

  • @paincreatesfame
    @paincreatesfame 5 років тому +234

    Did I want to cry? No.
    AM I CRYING?
    YES. YES I AM.

    • @Corpseboo
      @Corpseboo 5 років тому +3

      same fellow TOP lover, same

    • @holdensmith8434
      @holdensmith8434 5 років тому

      Sadie Blackwell no. I’m not crying I just spilt water...😭😭😭

  • @evexkl
    @evexkl 4 роки тому +22

    This song was in my recommended now and I’ve played it over and over again because I also almost a year now got my mother taken away and has to go into foster care for awhile but things do get better with therapy if needed and lots of healing for yourself, thank you for this so much joey and I will always love you no matter what. ❤️

  • @hannahlindsey1822
    @hannahlindsey1822 5 років тому +571

    I THOUGHT THIS WAS A MUSIC VIDEO! NOT A TRY NOT TO CRY CHALLENGE

  • @melaneybrundidge7214
    @melaneybrundidge7214 5 років тому +477

    No child should have to try and keep their mother or father from drugs and have to take care of them in the middle of the night

    • @Bisca_connell
      @Bisca_connell 5 років тому +1

      I have to do that...

    • @melaneybrundidge7214
      @melaneybrundidge7214 5 років тому +1

      I’m sorry

    • @laya_ishere7640
      @laya_ishere7640 5 років тому +2

      I had to do that with my alcoholic dad when my mom was working and had to watch my two little brothers

    • @bubsyy
      @bubsyy 5 років тому

      I have to do that too..

    • @CJCappella
      @CJCappella 5 років тому

      Eve M. - made him a better person didn’t it?

  • @lukepenguin8428
    @lukepenguin8428 5 років тому +87

    I'm actually crying. This video got me in tears. :( I hope you feel better, Joey xx

  • @hannahhearn5257
    @hannahhearn5257 4 роки тому +4

    I can’t believe I’m just seeing this. And Joey, you probably won’t read this or see this... but I know exactly how those feels. My dad was a closet alcoholic and my mom covered for him till I was 16. And since he’s been in and out of jail. Quitting jobs and being homeless. Living on the street because he loves alcohol... more than me.. I often find myself crying over the same pain you do. I’m praying for your heart to heal. It’s not easy, but we will all heal.

  • @nightskyarty
    @nightskyarty 5 років тому +724

    I'm so sorry,Joey
    This makes me so sad.
    People who read your book understand ...

  • @leventists2004
    @leventists2004 5 років тому +513

    I am not crying. My eyes are just sweating.

    • @maddies4390
      @maddies4390 5 років тому

      Wtf

    • @kiaracolegrove8424
      @kiaracolegrove8424 5 років тому +2

      Me too, it's just allergies

    • @hannah4199
      @hannah4199 5 років тому +2

      Social Regret
      THATS WHAT I SAY TO MY MOM WHEN I CRY!!! 🤣🤣🤣

    • @heatherbari101
      @heatherbari101 5 років тому +1

      Social Regret no it called crying but lol

    • @josiehilton9112
      @josiehilton9112 5 років тому +4

      Ya my eyes are really sweaty

  • @rainbowelephantsg8472
    @rainbowelephantsg8472 5 років тому +244

    I'm addicted to these songs you write because they have so much meaning

    • @kelly_cunn5672
      @kelly_cunn5672 5 років тому +1

      Omg ya soo much ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

    • @Tadpole_Plyrr2
      @Tadpole_Plyrr2 5 років тому

      Rainbow Elephant SG I don’t think he writes them only sings them

    • @LowkeyRylie
      @LowkeyRylie 5 років тому

      Right

  • @user-gb1wf6tk6g
    @user-gb1wf6tk6g Рік тому +2

    It's been 4 yrs and I still listen to this EVERYDAY.

  • @gingerbreadducks4508
    @gingerbreadducks4508 5 років тому +292

    I thought Daniel and him broke up for a second I was about to cry and then i realized who this was about so i cried harder

    • @elitravis3294
      @elitravis3294 5 років тому +12

      @@danielpredajanielforeverlo7106 we all sayde that about Laurex 😭

    • @gachacarrot5613
      @gachacarrot5613 5 років тому +3

      Waaaaaaa😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭im crying in real life

    • @OtakuGeeks1214
      @OtakuGeeks1214 5 років тому +8

      Did his mother died?

    • @gingerbreadducks4508
      @gingerbreadducks4508 5 років тому +4

      Janiel Army they’re the only couple we can trust 😩😭

    • @ellagrce18
      @ellagrce18 5 років тому

      Yugiplays Mutou
      I think

  • @johnpeters1993
    @johnpeters1993 5 років тому +326

    Joey.... so hard to watch. I went through the same things with my parents. Both drug addicted and alcoholics. I feel your pain! it’s tough to make decisions for your own health and well being! I know what your going through it’s sooooo hard!

    • @RoseChatQueen
      @RoseChatQueen 5 років тому +2

      I am so sorry that you're going through that. I pray things will get better for you in the future 🌹💖

    • @nexgenvrspare6167
      @nexgenvrspare6167 5 років тому +2

      Drug and alcohol abuse in a family can be just as hard on someone as parents telling their kids that they're nothing but a burden.

  • @beccamarie7503
    @beccamarie7503 5 років тому +178

    Omg only Joey could create something as powerful as this video. You are so strong. We love you Joey!!

  • @roseluedtke3409
    @roseluedtke3409 4 роки тому +30

    I can’t even count how many times I watched this.💙

  • @pigeonmilky8917
    @pigeonmilky8917 5 років тому +1238

    My eyes worked out today alot you cant blame them for sweating
    *Nervous Laugh*
    Thanks for the likes ^_^ All 900 or so eyes working out together? Wow I think that's a world record

    • @blairjane9228
      @blairjane9228 5 років тому +8

      Kat Bethen did our eyes work out together because mine are extremely sweaty😅

    • @yonyibarra2574
      @yonyibarra2574 5 років тому +3

      Haha mine to

    • @communist_oranges
      @communist_oranges 5 років тому +4

      Lol I think our eyes must have all decided to exercise a lot at the exact same time
      Ha ha....

    • @uhh_me1210
      @uhh_me1210 5 років тому

      Mynie are swteting to

    • @xxvenus_bunnyxx2339
      @xxvenus_bunnyxx2339 5 років тому

      I’m on to you •v•

  • @scoobydoobydoo838
    @scoobydoobydoo838 5 років тому +135

    Usually I never cry watching this type of thing but I BAWLED MY EYES OUT

  • @cincerelysaige3034
    @cincerelysaige3034 5 років тому +209

    I couldn’t watch the whole thing in one shot 😢 tears

  • @AngelicMochi-if5wy
    @AngelicMochi-if5wy 4 роки тому +6

    This lowkey hit a soft spot. This was me and my mum. But I’m glad I saw ur channel. 🥺

  • @wendyadelman5875
    @wendyadelman5875 5 років тому +224

    I almost cried I’m dying inside I’m am so sorry you had to go through that😔😔😔🖤🖤🖤

    • @luna07430
      @luna07430 5 років тому +2

      This really happened?

    • @proudhellene5874
      @proudhellene5874 5 років тому

      Luna Sagarika Probably

    • @Jebby44v
      @Jebby44v 5 років тому

      This just a story -_•

    • @RoseChatQueen
      @RoseChatQueen 5 років тому

      @@luna07430 back in his childhood yes

  • @caryshowell1293
    @caryshowell1293 5 років тому +89

    It's good that you are not trying to Hide it and now you have lots of people who support you through everything 😊

  • @gavinnlopezz
    @gavinnlopezz 5 років тому +296

    Dear Joey, Thank you for making this music video. I am experiencing what you did as a child right now. Where my parents are starting to forget thst I even exist. This just lights my world up and gives me joy and memories back into my life again. So thank you Joey. Thank you so much..

    • @Noahduds
      @Noahduds 5 років тому +1

      RocknRollJamz aw I’m srry I hope it gets better

    • @larawaldron7878
      @larawaldron7878 5 років тому +1

      yeah hope you and your family get better ❤🌷❤

    • @rachaelhouman3501
      @rachaelhouman3501 5 років тому

      im so sorry for you

    • @JoseHernandez-xk1bl
      @JoseHernandez-xk1bl 5 років тому +1

      I can relate so much to this and also that my parents are divorced and it’s just so sad😔💔

    • @queen_frog1118
      @queen_frog1118 5 років тому

      I gets better and I know it's hard now but trust me it will if you make the right decision and try to stay strong ❤️❤️❤️

  • @danj13511
    @danj13511 4 роки тому +13

    I literally just found this video a day ago and I've listened to it a million times since then. Also that's the same story for the rest of your songs. In love with it. Joey you have a beautiful voice!

  • @TaestyKookie
    @TaestyKookie 5 років тому +286

    Ok I'm crying now, thanks Joey 😭😭😭

  • @jamiewood4942
    @jamiewood4942 5 років тому +221

    you and daniel would be great dads for sure you and kid joey TEARS

  • @alexandriaperdue8560
    @alexandriaperdue8560 5 років тому +144

    Although I’ve never met you, you’ve been such a constant in my life. You seem almost like a childhood friend. I’ve watched you since you moved to LA with Brittany. Seeing you hurting as you cope with your past and mourning the loss of who your mother once was, having to deal with everything she put you through was heart breaking. I wish I could make the hurt go away.

  • @robertscardino2527
    @robertscardino2527 Рік тому +2

    The scene where the adult comforted his 8-year-old self made me cry. It's so true that many of us have to do that psychically.

  • @christie24
    @christie24 5 років тому +27

    I am so emotional because I remember what you said about your relationship with your mother and it still feels like you are going strong. Love you, Joey. Amazing music as always.

  • @ferdiescience2337
    @ferdiescience2337 5 років тому +169

    Ive had quite the similar experience my father drinks and smokes and my parents are divorced. You are not alone in this world Joey. Just know other people love you because of who you are.

    • @twizzid
      @twizzid 5 років тому +1

      Gayla Fernandez, Stay strong 💓

  • @kaylaorchard67
    @kaylaorchard67 5 років тому +212

    *(LYRICS) :*
    In early days i looked up to a strong and fearless face
    We would paint the pictures of our lives before they got erased
    And i would seem so distant like im in a constant memory
    Im standing at the crossroads of us and i cant believe
    Ooh you used to carry me around
    Ooh ive tried all i can do but now
    I cant cry for you anymore im turning round
    Its changing now
    I cant wake you up the memories fading out
    Im leaving now , im *letting you go*
    Wishing and praying but theres nothing i can do
    I try but i cant ressurect the person i once knew
    And the bitterness of old memories left us in an unfamiliar place
    I try to still remember that strong and fearless face
    Ooh you used to carry me around
    Ooh ive tried all i can do but now
    I cant cry for you anymore im turning round
    Its changing now
    I cant wake you up the memories fading out
    Im leaving now *im letting you go*
    *im letting you go*
    I cant reach for you anymore im giving out
    Im breathing now
    I cant mourn for you and i know youre still around
    And its hard now im *letting you go*
    *Im letting you go* 💙.

  • @juliannededrick163
    @juliannededrick163 4 роки тому +3

    How can someone dislike This? I'm so sorry Joey. I'm happy you've come so far and now your living a good life. No kid deserves to live like that

  • @dakotapaige4117
    @dakotapaige4117 5 років тому +79

    2:46 makes me start crying hysterically every damn time!! 😭😭😭
    Everytime I watch this video, I cry.

  • @niamhrtditchfield2348
    @niamhrtditchfield2348 5 років тому +169

    I didn't cry because I don't really cry when I'm sad. But this litteraly hurt me

    • @cxysxo
      @cxysxo 5 років тому

      neep literally**

  • @rubi-875
    @rubi-875 5 років тому +284

    I cried because I can relate so much and forgot that other people can go through the same problem I went through.

    • @uwusnowy2804
      @uwusnowy2804 5 років тому +5

      I feel you hun it so hard hope everything's better ❤❤

    • @heatherbari101
      @heatherbari101 5 років тому +3

      Alicia Hathaway omg cries

    • @vicious_cycle
      @vicious_cycle 5 років тому +5

      You're not alone. I've dealt with the same thing. And I'm truly sorry you had to as well.

    • @Sunwolfff
      @Sunwolfff 5 років тому +1

      Me too! big hugs.

    • @hannahfreeman6097
      @hannahfreeman6097 5 років тому

      Rubi ;-; i hope you are ok now

  • @nadinekaufman7203
    @nadinekaufman7203 4 роки тому +46

    Joey I know must of been what like your childhood was like because you talked about it when I draw my life video joey i am so so so sorry you lived liked that also when you were comferting your younger self No won should live like that joey i am so so so sorry that you mited of lived like that

  • @sophiadasse3458
    @sophiadasse3458 5 років тому +169

    Sorry for your childhood but that lead to your success today! ❤️💕

  • @deathsetmatch6065
    @deathsetmatch6065 5 років тому +77

    When watching this the first time it made me cried I really miss my mom she’s in rehab but right now I’m gonna draw young me ,my mom ,and my brother cause I miss my old mom

    • @thebluedog1798
      @thebluedog1798 4 роки тому

      Thats sad

    • @bangtan809
      @bangtan809 4 роки тому

      Awwweee

    • @lizzydalby7544
      @lizzydalby7544 3 роки тому

      That sucks I love you so much and please stay safe and be the best for her! ⭐️☀️

  • @NoahZeis
    @NoahZeis 5 років тому +590

    I’m not crying.....you’re crying. I’m just sweating a lot....out my eye. That’s normal right?

    • @pebblespark9812
      @pebblespark9812 5 років тому +4

      sweating out your eye. sure.Ur totally not crying 😉

    • @breanaginn
      @breanaginn 5 років тому +3

      Totally......😭😭😭

    • @lilygracerose
      @lilygracerose 5 років тому +3

      Ugh Same 😭😭

    • @CHIEFG1RL
      @CHIEFG1RL 5 років тому +3

      Your not fine I’m fine no stop we’re both fine!

    • @imconfused_24.7
      @imconfused_24.7 5 років тому +3

      Same!😭

  • @lorelaisonnenburg9139
    @lorelaisonnenburg9139 4 роки тому +4

    I sad I just say your song now but I kinda know how it feels I deal with a lot with my divorced parents and it’s really hard love you Joey ❤️ and stay strong

  • @JackJack8986
    @JackJack8986 5 років тому +199

    This song and video just........ there are no words. Amazing.

  • @yankinle7986
    @yankinle7986 5 років тому +79

    I’m very sorry Joey it must’ve been really hard for you growing up😢

  • @Danni_Is_Me
    @Danni_Is_Me 5 років тому +370

    Am I the only one who remembers all of this from his autobiography In Real Life?

  • @gracelutz9424
    @gracelutz9424 4 роки тому +2

    I went through this exact thing with my mom for years until I left and now I live with my brother... thank you for sharing this story it means the world.

  • @Guy_Tang
    @Guy_Tang 5 років тому +74

    Congratulations on your EP and song Joey! Love the music video and so proud you ❤️❤️♥️♥️♥️🎶🎶🎤🎵go get em!

    • @arin7083
      @arin7083 5 років тому

      ITS A WHOLE ALBUM BOO

  • @annapheby2720
    @annapheby2720 5 років тому +675

    Wow I’m sweating a lot from my eyes. I must of blinked a lot today, damn.😅

  • @THECOLONFAMILY1003
    @THECOLONFAMILY1003 5 років тому +178

    Here before trending 😭❤️

    • @JoeyGraceffa
      @JoeyGraceffa  5 років тому +15

      awww id die if it trended!

    • @lilygracerose
      @lilygracerose 5 років тому +1

      @@JoeyGraceffa I'm bawling now 😭😭😭

  • @libbydubois6787
    @libbydubois6787 4 роки тому +2

    I have an alcoholic father. Watching this made me cry so hard ❤️. Beyond the music, the visual was so beautiful.