A good cry, in and of itself, is healing. It's been a long treck, which began before you stepped foot on the AT. As we recall, early in your videos, life transitions were on the horizon and emoting for whatever reason, is a healthy response to grief and the yet to be revealed future. All WILL work put as it should! Big hug!
Loved the man's accent who hosted you and Leffe when he was asking you to sign his AT cap. What a nice fellow, who truly seems to want to help hikers. Fully appreciate your emotional share about how tough it is to go back to the rugged trail after such a lovely stay with a kind host in normal life conditions.
Yeah, looks like you're ready to end this thru-hike. Your body is breaking down slowly and you need some time off but you want to push on. You're on mile 25 of a 26.2 marathon ..so so close ...Come On, Stella we are rooting for ya .......
I think I have continued to watch and rewatch your videos because it reminds me so much of my career as a registered nurse, some days are extremely hard, emotionally and physically. Patients dying, families upset and trying to harm staff, working short staff….. but I know I have to keep going. So I understand why you were crying 😭. It’s not that you don’t love what you are doing, it’s because you do love it, even when it’s hard… you cry because you know you have to keep going 😊
I am very impressed with the fellow who hikes with you because it shows what kind of person he is and has a lot of patience for staying with you all the way through. I am so glad that someone was there when you had an emotional breakdown. Hang in there, Stella. It will be over very soon. And I know you can make it. 😊
I think Saddleback mtn has that effect on people. I had a breakdown on it headed northbound about 37 years ago. It's was cold and raining and miserable. Sometimes it happens to all of us. You're almost there and you will remember it for a lifetime. ❤
Bravo to success👏🏻 That was a testament to the content of your character. Foraging forward through adversity to achieve a goal is deserving of highest praise. Cheers to you! Be well! Wishing you happiness and good fortune.
I know nothing about backpacking, esp one of these trails. However, I do know sports and injury very well. As a former soccer player, I can tell you that those pull-on knee braces are the worst. You’re better off getting ace bandages so you can adjust the tightness as needed and wrap ice packs in there when you’re in towns. Best of luck, and glad your trail friend has been sticking with you. Feel better!
Stella, you are an inspirational young woman. You're not afraid to show how physically & emotionally challenging hiking the AT is. Even though I do not know what your personal beliefs are, I'd like to share a bookmark I have with you. I think it describes you well. I see you to be full of courage, grace, & strength, as you've traveled on this journey. May God nless you, & keep you safe, in all of life's journeys. It reads: A Woman of Strength A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape...but a woman of strength kneels in prayer every day to keep her soul in shape. A strong woman isn't afraid of anything...but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of fear. A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her...but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone. A strong woman walks surefootedly...but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls. A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face...but a woman of strength wears grace. A strong woman an has faith that she is strong enough for the journey...but the woman of strength has faith that, is in the journey, that she will become strong. ~ Author unknown ~
Been going to Rangeley for 54 years. I love it there. You are almost there. Pain is exhausting. Without the pain i am sure you would not have been exhausted.
You are one tough lady! You can take as many 0’s as you need very soon. Thank you so much for showing me exactly what a through hike is all about. ❤️❤️❤️
You've been hiking for months, enduring all kinds of weather and terrain. A good cry can be very therapeutic. You're doing great and accomplishing an amazing feat! Katahdin is near! Best of everything to you!
hey Stella, I figured you would be up on Saddleback Mountain after your stay a Rangely lake, I was up on Saddleback and the Horn last year, I finished my New England 67 4000 footers on them with great views of Rangely lake. Maine is a tough state it may get easier after you get into the 100-mile wilderness. Katahdin is tough too but has great views. your probably in the Bigalows by now Avery peak has great views of Flagstaff Lake. Have fun out there.
Stick with it, slim - you're almost there, and remember, "Traveling is better than arriving."(sometimes attributed to Walt Whitman). Be well, stay safe.
Good Morning Stella and your little Tramly. Just take one day at a time. Don't push yourself so that you don't get hurt any more. I see that they need to get up there and get some of those blow downs out of the way before someone really cuts they're leg on those tree broken limbs.
Stella, you are doing something that a lot of people only dream of doing, Slow and steady wins the race, right? Do it at your own pace. You have nothing to prove to anyone. Looking forward to seeing you touch the sign on Katahdin! Lots of love
I think the fella your hiking with no matter how it affects the second part of his hike, is in it with you till the end of yours. Funny how things play out. ❤️
My heart goes out to you! I can see you are so tired. I wish I could be there with you to give you a big hug. I know how incredibly strong you are and I am positive that you powered through this . But it still hurts me to see you hurting. The pictures you are sharing show me how incredibly rugged and difficult that terrain is. It’s incredibly breathtaking scenery, and I can’t imagine how it would be to see it in person!! You are in my prayers Stella!! You are a powerhouse of a woman and you are going to show us all how strong you are 🙌🥰💗💗
You poor thing Nyx. Its been one hell of a ride. Im genuinely concerned about your knees, and would love to see you zero and cut the mileage. But at the same time, I dont want you to be alone because of your knees. *sigh* You're so worn out physically and emotionally. But you are a pillar of strength and powerful example of perseverance. Rest well Child of the Mountains. ❤✌️
I am so sorry that you are taking strain Stella. I have been following you from the start ( am not much of a commentator) please be gentle with YOU....I am in Johannesburg South Africa, your videos inspire me to get out and explore a little more. I am sending positive healing energy.
Sometimes in life, it’s good to just let out a good cry. Let it all out, later you will feel much better. I’m glad for you, never hold it in, it will just build up. You should be very proud of yourself. I admire you walking the whole trail. I’ll bet it’ll make you feel better at the end of your hike. You take care of yourself Stella, may the lord watch over you, my friend.
Take as many zero days as you want! I really hope you will remember this experience as a joyful one, not a trudge! Enjoy God’s creation as it is almost exactly as He made it!
This transplanted Georgian who now lives in Virginia was enthralled with the accent of your host when you signing his cap. The only fly horde I've experienced was in Glacier National Park in the middle of September. There were three species but only one which was in it for blood. As long as one was moving there was no problem. But the moment you came to a stop, you were mobbed. I started to believe that DEET was considered an elixir by those bastards. These flies were not intimidated by our swatting. They were not like the common house fly which would take flight the moment you moved your hand to swat them. You could actually take the tip of your forefinger and murder them with relish. However, whenever you did, two more would show up for the funeral. On two previous trips to the park, also during September there were no flies. A ranger said the fly appearance during that September was because everything was delayed by two weeks due to a late spring. Curiously, by the sixth day it was over. No more flies as if magic, I imagined there was another suffering hiker who had strong ju-ju caused them all to vanish. On the East Coast, I've not ventured north of Virginia. So, I've not experienced the infamous black flies. I've heard about them. One article I read was about a personal experience. The discomfort from a bite lasted for two weeks afterwards. Oh,hell no, I said to myself. But being North Georgia raised I was familiar with the lasting effects of chiggers. I've done a lot of reading of the American Civil War. I recall a Federal soldier, who was with Sherman's army as it marched through north Georgia toward Atlanta, he had either kept a diary or wrote home about the torment of the chigore, as he spelled it. He stated that he would gladly face Johnny Reb in the hottest part of a battle than be exposed to those chiggers. All of this leads me to ask of those who have experienced those black flies, what is the duration of their season? Is the bite painful? Is there a long painful or irritable after effects? Is there an effective repellent? Now that Stella has completed her journey, I'll be posting the video's assumed date along with the Katahdin summit date. 1976.1* - Total miles from Amicalola Falls. 89.7% - Accomplished. 227.1 - Miles remaining to Katahdin (2198.4). 17.6 - Miles this day from ME Rte. 4 to Spalding Mountain Shelter (1971.3) 18.0 - Average miles per day for the 5th day in a row. 19.6 - Average miles per day less the 9 zero days. 13 - Estimated days remaining to Katahdin. Jun 13 - Estimated date to Katahdin. * All mileage is from the online NPS/ATC map.
Black fly season is roughly Mother’s Day to Father’s Day for those of us in southern Maine, much longer for those further north. If you live on the coast they are not a problem. And yes, the discomfort of a bite lasts a long time for me. Starts with a small scab from the bite, that’s how you know you’ve gotten bit on trail, I swear they bore a little hole. Then the next few days is tons of oozing and weeping and itching, which takes a good week or more until it finally starts to get smaller and dissipate. I hike in a head net, long sleeves and long pants during the season because the effect of the bites is horrendous. My rule is if you can see them they are biting you, because you don’t even feel them bite.
Maine had me questioning everything on my NOBO thru hike last year. The word I kept coming up with was relentless…as my body broke down and ate itself. We all go through this Stella…the pain will fade and your body will heal. A monumental accomplishment comes at a cost
Good morning to you all! Its amazing what the human body is capable of under pressure and pain. I've really enjoyed your videos and views. Thanks for sharing! ❤ Happy hiking to you all. Be careful stay safe and enjoy your Hike. 🙏
Listen kid. Taking 0’s doesn’t mean you don’t finish. It means you smell the roses a little more on the way. The bad weather won’t hit til October. You got time. Heck. Take a week if you got the money and get to the coast. Maybe even try some seafood if you could give up the no meat thing for a bit. See some lighthouses. You are not alone in the emotional overwhelming feeling taking hold. Some of the other hikers I have watched are feeling the same thing. Keep your head up and rest those knees. One last thing and I’ve told this to my Sunday school kids and other young folks as well. You have talked about what you want. Life sometimes is determining the difference between what you want and what you need. Often they are not same. Godspeed kid.
I get it. It's not fun anymore. The knees need rehab so not sure 2 zeros would do much. You have a great team member so marching on for him may help you get through this last bit more tolerable. Good luck. Enjoy!!
@@Tzippi I think suggestions are ok as we are all following with our hearts but in the end it's just a tough ass feat to hike 2300 miles and things like this require pain and sacrifice so totally understand why she keeps going. The finish will be sweet.
@@patrickcunniff5936 Have a nice day and live your own life. I can suggest anything I want. I’m not the one who’s hiking, but I certainly understand the human body, and how it works. So if you want to come out with me, with some medical advice, we can go back-and-forth all day, but I guarantee you you’re the one who’s going to grab your pack and run away. The beauty about social media is you never know who’s on the other side of the screen. Have a nice day Patrick.
Getting back after a really enjoyable zero can be emotionally draining. Sometimes it is better to not be exposed to the comforts of normal life during a thru hike. My father was in the army in India and he would talk about how difficult it was for him to come back after “leave”. Getting adjusted to rugged army life after a few short days at home was emotionally very taxing for him. But after a few days, he said everything was normal.
Stella remember the ancronym - HALT (Hungry Angry Lonely Tired) - you stop and take care of that need. Even pray for strength to endure. You will get through this! Almost there! With me, when I’m tired I cry. So I take a nap - a quick time out and I reach out whether to God or others. I assure myself I will get through this. This too shall pass! If I can’t stop I take a little hard candy and it raises my sugar and gives me a quick boost of energy.
Your whole journey has been an emotional rollercoaster, and that's to be expected. The trail is changing you inside and you are nearing the end. I'm sure there are many mixed emotions that come with that too. I imagine you're closing in on 2000 miles now and getting close to the 100 Mile Wilderness! I've enjoyed watching your AT journey so much. On another subject, any word about Tally? Do you think you'll be going back to get him after you finish your thru-hike?
Hi Stella, I totally understand. I have also had several emotional breakdowns while backpacking and even while sea kayaking. It happens. I'm glad that you took a break.
We go to Rangeley every year. It's perfection. I think everyone should at least zero there to prepare for the finish line of the hike. Well done Stella!
Your are doing great! The emotion of almost completing this as well as being almost there but having some of the hardest parts to complete while your body is spent is understandably overwhelming. I am certain you will come out of this with some new strength and resolve. Well done.
Glad you made it safely to Spaulding shelter. I did that stretch +40 years ago with icy conditions on the ridges. Take care, Maine is not an easy ending to the long journey.
I love following you and I commend you for pushing through. You CAN do this! I can't wait to see you at the top in a few days! From a loyal Kentucky follower..
We’ve been watching and admiring what a great spirit you have.. praying that your knees get better and for God to give you and your friends the strength to continue and finish the race.. much admiration on all you hikers period.
Stella, I can only imagine how tough this is. I would keep in my head when it's getting hard, that someone is just starting the A.T. and your getting so close to the end.
Well, people do it, eg, Sara Hikes a lot last year or even Aquaman. I presume they're people who've been hiking all along so they don't have to "get" their trail legs. I wouldn't be surprised if the dropout rate is higher for NOBOs simply because you get more of the newbie life experience crowd making that the goal for the year. SOBOs seem to me to be more like old school hikers, already done stuff that year, a little hiking, school, maybe a little been there done that with the CDT or PCT type stuff. (or even people from NH who know what to expect) Always thought they were a different crowd of people.
I would have to believe your videos are delayed by a week or two and you have probably summited Katahdin by now. I really wish you had taken more zeros in Virginia and New York. I think you pushed yourself too hard in the beginning/middle and as of the time of this video, you’re paying the price. And when you factor in the time and miles you spent babysitting that damn dog …….. well ……. At any rate, faithful watcher here waiting to see how this all turns out. Catch you in the next one !!
Good to hear you caught up again with Coyote, that must've helped. You do sound pretty wiped out in your voiceover, its cool tho Stella, we know you make it!! 👊💙🇬🇧
I think Coyote is doing his own hike and probably has his own schedule. Stella probably needs to cut her miles. She is hurting her knees and spirit. But of course, this is her hike. I think she wants to get back to “normal” life.
@@mhe8545 Yeah, I think he's being careful to H(his)OH. She's kind of in a tough position, Not sure a zero or two helps anything at this point, just needs to manage the pain here, sure, cutting down the miles would help but otherwise split the difference between pain and finishing.
Since we know you completed the trail already, I have to think you are one very determined woman, since it seems your heart hasn't been into it for some time now.
The inward Struggle….physically and emotionally….is the real challenge of the Trail…. It’s not the miles that brings the personal growth and personal respect…. It’s the continued resolution each day within oneself to keep going when one doesn’t want to achieve that goal………being honest about the Struggle is admirable…
Who told you that it gets easier? Leffe may have hard days, but he and you express life differently. I have a friend, grown, who cries when he talks about hurt animals. He needs a moment to bounce back. Give yourself a break. You are surrounded by beauty and trail magic and people who care. Life, aka nature, talks to us, so respond with tears if you want, or laugh, smile, stillness, hike. Thank GOD you live in reality, in the moment, and appreciate or feel.
Do you have a deadline to be off trail? I have never quite understood the rush or reluctance to listen to your body and get some recovery time here and there. It early summer, seems like there is plenty of time barring a date to be off trail. Just my thoughts.
Glad your almost there. I think its time to call it quites on these thru hikes. You're going to ruin your knees. You don't want to be like me when get old and can't hike but a mile or two!! Safe travels.
So glad that you have Leffe with you! ❤️
A good cry, in and of itself, is healing. It's been a long treck, which began before you stepped foot on the AT.
As we recall, early in your videos, life transitions were on the horizon and emoting for whatever reason, is a healthy response to grief and the yet to be revealed future.
All WILL work put as it should!
Big hug!
Loved the man's accent who hosted you and Leffe when he was asking you to sign his AT cap. What a nice fellow, who truly seems to want to help hikers. Fully appreciate your emotional share about how tough it is to go back to the rugged trail after such a lovely stay with a kind host in normal life conditions.
Appreciate and respect that you show how hard it is emotionally. I'm truly sorry you struggled but thank you for showing that side of it.
You powered through! Glad you were surrounded by trail buddies. Your big smile at the end told me it was worth it ❤
Yeah, looks like you're ready to end this thru-hike. Your body is breaking down slowly and you need some time off but you want to push on. You're on mile 25 of a 26.2 marathon ..so so close ...Come On, Stella we are rooting for ya .......
I think I have continued to watch and rewatch your videos because it reminds me so much of my career as a registered nurse, some days are extremely hard, emotionally and physically. Patients dying, families upset and trying to harm staff, working short staff….. but I know I have to keep going. So I understand why you were crying 😭. It’s not that you don’t love what you are doing, it’s because you do love it, even when it’s hard… you cry because you know you have to keep going 😊
I am very impressed with the fellow who hikes with you because it shows what kind of person he is and has a lot of patience for staying with you all the way through. I am so glad that someone was there when you had an emotional breakdown. Hang in there, Stella. It will be over very soon. And I know you can make it. 😊
she already finished lol
@@burnsidebobthorpe they might not know if they don't follow on Insta
I think Saddleback mtn has that effect on people. I had a breakdown on it headed northbound about 37 years ago. It's was cold and raining and miserable. Sometimes it happens to all of us. You're almost there and you will remember it for a lifetime. ❤
Bravo to success👏🏻 That was a testament to the content of your character. Foraging forward through adversity to achieve a goal is deserving of highest praise. Cheers to you! Be well! Wishing you happiness and good fortune.
Maine is a beautiful state. I’m glad Stella took the 2 hour break that her body and mind needed.
I know nothing about backpacking, esp one of these trails. However, I do know sports and injury very well. As a former soccer player, I can tell you that those pull-on knee braces are the worst. You’re better off getting ace bandages so you can adjust the tightness as needed and wrap ice packs in there when you’re in towns.
Best of luck, and glad your trail friend has been sticking with you. Feel better!
Stella, you are an inspirational young woman. You're not afraid to show how physically & emotionally challenging hiking the AT is.
Even though I do not know what your personal beliefs are, I'd like to share a bookmark I have with you. I think it describes you well. I see you to be full of courage, grace, & strength, as you've traveled on this journey. May God nless you, & keep you safe, in all of life's journeys.
It reads:
A Woman of Strength
A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape...but a woman of strength kneels in prayer every day to keep her soul in shape.
A strong woman isn't afraid of anything...but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of fear.
A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her...but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone.
A strong woman walks surefootedly...but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls.
A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face...but a woman of strength wears grace.
A strong woman an has faith that she is strong enough for the journey...but the woman of strength has faith that, is in the journey, that she will become strong.
~ Author unknown ~
@Taz90, beautiful 😍
Been going to Rangeley for 54 years. I love it there. You are almost there. Pain is exhausting. Without the pain i am sure you would not have been exhausted.
Pain reminds you that you are alive. Stella, you are amazing.
A tough day but you will succeed soon. You've already accomplished so much.....some days are tougher than others.
Many hugs your way Stella!!! You got this Stella.
Just a gentle reminder that all feelings are valid and simply want to be seen/acknowledged. 🙏
You are one tough lady! You can take as many 0’s as you need very soon. Thank you so much for showing me exactly what a through hike is all about. ❤️❤️❤️
You've been hiking for months, enduring all kinds of weather and terrain. A good cry can be very therapeutic. You're doing great and accomplishing an amazing feat! Katahdin is near! Best of everything to you!
hey Stella, I figured you would be up on Saddleback Mountain after your stay a Rangely lake, I was up on Saddleback and the Horn last year, I finished my New England 67 4000 footers on them with great views of Rangely lake. Maine is a tough state it may get easier after you get into the 100-mile wilderness. Katahdin is tough too but has great views. your probably in the Bigalows by now Avery peak has great views of Flagstaff Lake. Have fun out there.
One step forward slow and steady ❤
Stick with it, slim - you're almost there, and remember, "Traveling is better than arriving."(sometimes attributed to Walt Whitman). Be well, stay safe.
@@iceaxe56 Yes, I heard - just playing out the string with the videos.
@@jeannenimmo5 iceaxe being his usual richard self.
You’ve got this Stella!
Good Morning Stella and your little Tramly. Just take one day at a time. Don't push yourself so that you don't get hurt any more. I see that they need to get up there and get some of those blow downs out of the way before someone really cuts they're leg on those tree broken limbs.
Stella, you are doing something that a lot of people only dream of doing, Slow and steady wins the race, right? Do it at your own pace. You have nothing to prove to anyone. Looking forward to seeing you touch the sign on Katahdin! Lots of love
You made it 😊😊😊
sorry you experienced an emotional breakdown but at least you got to sign a hat that HAWK will also eventually sign: ONWARDS TO KATAHDIN.
I really hope you are not causing permanent damage to your knees due to the swelling from many days of hiking.
hey Stella, here a short video of when I was on Saddleback ua-cam.com/video/bGSYdly7Fuk/v-deo.html we had summit sodas on top Cya on the next one.
I think the fella your hiking with no matter how it affects the second part of his hike, is in it with you till the end of yours. Funny how things play out. ❤️
She is honest about how hard it is. Much respect 👣🌻
My heart goes out to you! I can see you are so tired. I wish I could be there with you to give you a big hug. I know how incredibly strong you are and I am positive that you powered through this . But it still hurts me to see you hurting. The pictures you are sharing show me how incredibly rugged and difficult that terrain is. It’s incredibly breathtaking scenery, and I can’t imagine how it would be to see it in person!! You are in my prayers Stella!! You are a powerhouse of a woman and you are going to show us all how strong you are 🙌🥰💗💗
You poor thing Nyx. Its been one hell of a ride. Im genuinely concerned about your knees, and would love to see you zero and cut the mileage. But at the same time, I dont want you to be alone because of your knees. *sigh* You're so worn out physically and emotionally. But you are a pillar of strength and powerful example of perseverance. Rest well Child of the Mountains. ❤✌️
I am so sorry that you are taking strain Stella. I have been following you from the start ( am not much of a commentator) please be gentle with YOU....I am in Johannesburg South Africa, your videos inspire me to get out and explore a little more. I am sending positive healing energy.
Sometimes in life, it’s good to just let out a good cry. Let it all out, later you will feel much better. I’m glad for you, never hold it in, it will just build up. You should be very proud of yourself. I admire you walking the whole trail. I’ll bet it’ll make you feel better at the end of your hike. You take care of yourself Stella, may the lord watch over you, my friend.
cut down on these big miles 12 to 14 is way easier on the body and mind
it is not a race, yoiu need to chill and enjoy the remainder of the hike
Take as many zero days as you want! I really hope you will remember this experience as a joyful one, not a trudge! Enjoy God’s creation as it is almost exactly as He made it!
@@Jenna08848she finished the hike
How taking a couple zeros would jeopardize your hike? Are you sure about that?
Please don't forget how lucky you are! :)
My heart just swells and tears nearly fall from my own eyes as we struggle with you. God speed to you and Leffe
This transplanted Georgian who now lives in Virginia was enthralled with the accent of your host when you signing his cap.
The only fly horde I've experienced was in Glacier National Park in the middle of September. There were three species but only one which was in it for blood. As long as one was moving there was no problem. But the moment you came to a stop, you were mobbed. I started to believe that DEET was considered an elixir by those bastards. These flies were not intimidated by our swatting. They were not like the common house fly which would take flight the moment you moved your hand to swat them. You could actually take the tip of your forefinger and murder them with relish. However, whenever you did, two more would show up for the funeral. On two previous trips to the park, also during September there were no flies. A ranger said the fly appearance during that September was because everything was delayed by two weeks due to a late spring. Curiously, by the sixth day it was over. No more flies as if magic, I imagined there was another suffering hiker who had strong ju-ju caused them all to vanish.
On the East Coast, I've not ventured north of Virginia. So, I've not experienced the infamous black flies. I've heard about them. One article I read was about a personal experience. The discomfort from a bite lasted for two weeks afterwards. Oh,hell no, I said to myself. But being North Georgia raised I was familiar with the lasting effects of chiggers.
I've done a lot of reading of the American Civil War. I recall a Federal soldier, who was with Sherman's army as it marched through north Georgia toward Atlanta, he had either kept a diary or wrote home about the torment of the chigore, as he spelled it. He stated that he would gladly face Johnny Reb in the hottest part of a battle than be exposed to those chiggers.
All of this leads me to ask of those who have experienced those black flies, what is the duration of their season? Is the bite painful? Is there a long painful or irritable after effects? Is there an effective repellent?
Now that Stella has completed her journey, I'll be posting the video's assumed date along with the Katahdin summit date.
1976.1* - Total miles from Amicalola Falls.
89.7% - Accomplished.
227.1 - Miles remaining to Katahdin (2198.4).
17.6 - Miles this day from ME Rte. 4 to Spalding Mountain Shelter (1971.3)
18.0 - Average miles per day for the 5th day in a row.
19.6 - Average miles per day less the 9 zero days.
13 - Estimated days remaining to Katahdin.
Jun 13 - Estimated date to Katahdin.
* All mileage is from the online NPS/ATC map.
Almost dead on! Wow….
Black fly season is roughly Mother’s Day to Father’s Day for those of us in southern Maine, much longer for those further north. If you live on the coast they are not a problem.
And yes, the discomfort of a bite lasts a long time for me. Starts with a small scab from the bite, that’s how you know you’ve gotten bit on trail, I swear they bore a little hole. Then the next few days is tons of oozing and weeping and itching, which takes a good week or more until it finally starts to get smaller and dissipate. I hike in a head net, long sleeves and long pants during the season because the effect of the bites is horrendous. My rule is if you can see them they are biting you, because you don’t even feel them bite.
Maine had me questioning everything on my NOBO thru hike last year. The word I kept coming up with was relentless…as my body broke down and ate itself. We all go through this Stella…the pain will fade and your body will heal. A monumental accomplishment comes at a cost
Good morning to you all! Its amazing what the human body is capable of under pressure and pain. I've really enjoyed your videos and views. Thanks for sharing! ❤ Happy hiking to you all. Be careful stay safe and enjoy your Hike. 🙏
Listen kid. Taking 0’s doesn’t mean you don’t finish. It means you smell the roses a little more on the way. The bad weather won’t hit til October. You got time. Heck. Take a week if you got the money and get to the coast. Maybe even try some seafood if you could give up the no meat thing for a bit. See some lighthouses.
You are not alone in the emotional overwhelming feeling taking hold. Some of the other hikers I have watched are feeling the same thing. Keep your head up and rest those knees.
One last thing and I’ve told this to my Sunday school kids and other young folks as well. You have talked about what you want. Life sometimes is determining the difference between what you want and what you need. Often they are not same. Godspeed kid.
Week@ that cabin and you'd never wanna hike again.Dont beat yourself up, you're almost finished ❤
You’re almost there!
I get it. It's not fun anymore. The knees need rehab so not sure 2 zeros would do much. You have a great team member so marching on for him may help you get through this last bit more tolerable. Good luck. Enjoy!!
@@Tzippi I think suggestions are ok as we are all following with our hearts but in the end it's just a tough ass feat to hike 2300 miles and things like this require pain and sacrifice so totally understand why she keeps going. The finish will be sweet.
@@Tzippi I know but it's a hike your own hike. You are right to give good advice as it does no one any good not to give it.
@@patrickcunniff5936 Have a nice day and live your own life. I can suggest anything I want. I’m not the one who’s hiking, but I certainly understand the human body, and how it works. So if you want to come out with me, with some medical advice, we can go back-and-forth all day, but I guarantee you you’re the one who’s going to grab your pack and run away. The beauty about social media is you never know who’s on the other side of the screen. Have a nice day Patrick.
@@Tzippi Sorry you misunderstood me. I think you are right to give advice especially if you have knowledge. I don't have much knowledge on the body.
@@patrickcunniff5936 Have a nice day, Patrick.
Getting back after a really enjoyable zero can be emotionally draining. Sometimes it is better to not be exposed to the comforts of normal life during a thru hike. My father was in the army in India and he would talk about how difficult it was for him to come back after “leave”. Getting adjusted to rugged army life after a few short days at home was emotionally very taxing for him. But after a few days, he said everything was normal.
The most days i hike is 3 days 2 nights. Anymore days it's not fun. Always respected thru hikers for their determination. Godspeed on your journey.
and that's HYOH to a T, be yourself, do what's good for you.
It will get harder. I've been urging you to take a break. A triple zero to rest the mind and body. Dr's orders
It’s nice you keep catching up with Coyote. Good job through another very tough day!
Saddlebacks, Crockers, Bigelow mountains are tough! Your close Stella take some zeroes and pace yourself so you can keep going! Rooting for you!!
Your getting there! Maine is a very tough place, take rest days and keep it fun if you can! 😊
Take a very long break at the end of this hike 😉
I'm not sure she has a choice...:^)
Stella remember the ancronym - HALT (Hungry Angry Lonely Tired) - you stop and take care of that need. Even pray for strength to endure. You will get through this! Almost there! With me, when I’m tired I cry. So I take a nap - a quick time out and I reach out whether to God or others. I assure myself I will get through this. This too shall pass! If I can’t stop I take a little hard candy and it raises my sugar and gives me a quick boost of energy.
Your whole journey has been an emotional rollercoaster, and that's to be expected. The trail is changing you inside and you are nearing the end. I'm sure there are many mixed emotions that come with that too. I imagine you're closing in on 2000 miles now and getting close to the 100 Mile Wilderness! I've enjoyed watching your AT journey so much. On another subject, any word about Tally? Do you think you'll be going back to get him after you finish your thru-hike?
Tally's been adopted out, has a home, new owner etc.
Hi Stella, I totally understand. I have also had several emotional breakdowns while backpacking and even while sea kayaking. It happens. I'm glad that you took a break.
We go to Rangeley every year. It's perfection. I think everyone should at least zero there to prepare for the finish line of the hike. Well done Stella!
Maine is no joke. I wanted to both be done and live on the trail forever. But once you get to the little bump before the katahdin sign... Priceless!
So close here👍🌲
Your are doing great! The emotion of almost completing this as well as being almost there but having some of the hardest parts to complete while your body is spent is understandably overwhelming. I am certain you will come out of this with some new strength and resolve. Well done.
Lol, leave some space on the hat for Hawk to just add more years and is that Gazelle? She was blazin' Some pretty good company there Stella!
Yes be Hawks 3rd signing next month. Yes Blazin Bakers. Met them two years ago in Rangeley took them out to eat.
PICK UP YO FEET CRAIG !!!
Glad you made it safely to Spaulding shelter. I did that stretch +40 years ago with icy conditions on the ridges. Take care, Maine is not an easy ending to the long journey.
I love following you and I commend you for pushing through. You CAN do this! I can't wait to see you at the top in a few days!
From a loyal Kentucky follower..
Let it out girl! Cry, shout, rest, cry some more! You’re strong and capable. Hike your hike. Listen to your body, mind and emotions. 😊
We’ve been watching and admiring what a great spirit you have.. praying that your knees get better and for God to give you and your friends the strength to continue and finish the race.. much admiration on all you hikers period.
Stella, I can only imagine how tough this is. I would keep in my head when it's getting hard, that someone is just starting the A.T. and your getting so close to the end.
Maine is the hardest part!!! Guess Coyote staying on trail was a good decision.
It’s the reason so many people NOBO rather than SOBO. Maine an NH are so much harder than the other states. Would be near impossible to start there
Interesting point. I wonder if the drop out rate for SOBOs is higher or lower when compared to the NOBOs during the first month.
Hardly.
Well, people do it, eg, Sara Hikes a lot last year or even Aquaman. I presume they're people who've been hiking all along so they don't have to "get" their trail legs. I wouldn't be surprised if the dropout rate is higher for NOBOs simply because you get more of the newbie life experience crowd making that the goal for the year. SOBOs seem to me to be more like old school hikers, already done stuff that year, a little hiking, school, maybe a little been there done that with the CDT or PCT type stuff. (or even people from NH who know what to expect) Always thought they were a different crowd of people.
Maine is tough, no doubt.
Congrats on completing the trail!!!
I would have to believe your videos are delayed by a week or two and you have probably summited Katahdin by now. I really wish you had taken more zeros in Virginia and New York. I think you pushed yourself too hard in the beginning/middle and as of the time of this video, you’re paying the price. And when you factor in the time and miles you spent babysitting that damn dog …….. well ……. At any rate, faithful watcher here waiting to see how this all turns out. Catch you in the next one !!
i have the same suspicion but it is nice to live in a fantasy world.
Keep On Trucking and wrap your knees for extra support ❤🤗
Good morning.
Maine awesome.
:( Another breakdown.
Good to hear you caught up again with Coyote, that must've helped. You do sound pretty wiped out in your voiceover, its cool tho Stella, we know you make it!! 👊💙🇬🇧
I think Coyote is doing his own hike and probably has his own schedule. Stella probably needs to cut her miles. She is hurting her knees and spirit. But of course, this is her hike. I think she wants to get back to “normal” life.
First Coyote shows up, what's next? Talley?
@@mhe8545 Yeah, I think he's being careful to H(his)OH. She's kind of in a tough position, Not sure a zero or two helps anything at this point, just needs to manage the pain here, sure, cutting down the miles would help but otherwise split the difference between pain and finishing.
Since we know you completed the trail already, I have to think you are one very determined woman, since it seems your heart hasn't been into it for some time now.
If my heart wasn’t in it, surely I couldn’t have done it 💞
@@StellaHikesyou had Leffie for your support
The inward Struggle….physically and emotionally….is the real challenge of the Trail…. It’s not the miles that brings the personal growth and personal respect…. It’s the continued resolution each day within oneself to keep going when one doesn’t want to achieve that goal………being honest about the Struggle is admirable…
Who told you that it gets easier? Leffe may have hard days, but he and you express life differently. I have a friend, grown, who cries when he talks about hurt animals. He needs a moment to bounce back. Give yourself a break. You are surrounded by beauty and trail magic and people who care. Life, aka nature, talks to us, so respond with tears if you want, or laugh, smile, stillness, hike. Thank GOD you live in reality, in the moment, and appreciate or feel.
Do you have a deadline to be off trail? I have never quite understood the rush or reluctance to listen to your body and get some recovery time here and there. It early summer, seems like there is plenty of time barring a date to be off trail. Just my thoughts.
Glad your almost there. I think its time to call it quites on these thru hikes. You're going to ruin your knees. You don't want to be like me when get old and can't hike but a mile or two!! Safe travels.
well when you see her finish the thru-hike on instagram, you already know she rolled with the suck and persevered
Take care and hike on, this is your time and you are so close. Take it one day and one step at a time, Love from VA.