Been looking for this. This riff is beautiful. captures the impending and ongoing feeling of hopelessness, and exhaustion - like being used and hurt again, like always and you are hardly surprised, but still wallow in doom.
And I have like a lotta studying and revision to do for today, tomorrow, and the days and weeks and months after; yet I sit with a cup of black tea listening to this. It's almost 4 pm here, I hope I do well. How did your exams go btw?
At sixteen, love felt like a distant concept, something that floated in stories and songs but never touched my life. That changed one day when I saw her-an unexpected spark that ignited something deep within me. To my friends, she might have seemed average, but to me, she was breathtaking. For the first time, I felt the warmth of attraction, a stirring that made my heart race and my palms sweat. Despite my usual confidence, I found myself paralyzed by fear. I wanted to talk to her, to learn her name and hear her laugh, but the courage slipped through my fingers. I discussed my feelings with friends, seeking advice and encouragement, but their teasing made me hesitate. Then, out of nowhere, a dear friend intervened. He pointed her out, and before I could second-guess myself, he left me standing in front of her. In that moment, everything changed. This was different; this was a girl I actually liked, and I was scared. I had no script to follow, no practiced lines. I complimented her, my voice shaky, and asked for her number, fumbling through my words in a way I had never done before. Yet somehow, she smiled and handed it over. I felt a rush of triumph, a fleeting moment of success. But as the days passed, my excitement turned to confusion. I texted her, hoping to spark a conversation about the theater we had both attended. She replied that she liked it, but our chat ended abruptly, leaving me craving more. I was used to chatting easily, to keeping conversations alive, but this time, I was at a loss. My confidence faltered; I had been struck by a force I didn’t understand. I messaged her again, this time sharing my Halloween experience, hoping to bridge the gap. But the silence that followed felt heavy. She saw my messages but chose not to reply. Each day without a response wore on me, leaving me to question everything. Why had she given me her number if she wasn’t interested? Was I too eager, too clumsy in my approach? Nights became restless as thoughts of her filled my mind. Her face, her smile, her eyes haunted my dreams. For the first time, I found myself dreaming about a girl, and the intensity of those dreams left me both enchanted and pained. I realized I had never cared for anyone like this before, and the feelings swirled inside me-hope, anxiety, and sadness all mingled together. I kept trying to put on a brave face, acting cheerful around my friends, but beneath the surface, I felt an unfamiliar weight. I was sad and lost, grappling with emotions that left me vulnerable. What was this new chapter in my life, and why did it feel so heavy? I reflected on the encounter, wishing for clarity. I had taken a chance, opened my heart to something beautiful, only to face silence in return. And yet, deep down, I understood that this experience was part of growing up-a step into the complexity of love and connection, even if it left me feeling more fragile than before.
Idk why but whenever i feel like i hear one or similar to these song kinda like a disturbing song i always have a tingling sensation where like it makes me wanna kill something unintentionally like it's taking over me slowly ajd slowly the more i listen to it
may he rest in peace, that sounds hard to deal with but you will prevail and you'll be able to keep him alive through your memories and he'll be watching over you to make sure your safe. Stay strong
I’m truly sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how challenging it must be for you right now. Please know that I am here for you. Sending heartfelt condolences and strength your way. 🤍
Please don’t..As someone who’s lost a loved one to suicide, it’s so incredibly painful. Life may seem like it’s the worst it’ll ever get, but it does get better, even if it takes time.
this has its own special vibe… it’s so calming yet so creepy
This part is so UNDERRATED
FRR
Do you not have tiktok 😭
why do u people use the word underrated incorrectly so much
@@jj-vj1fv it’s spelled correctly :)
@@cyb3r4nge11 they werent talking about the spelling
I'm in love with this part😩 slowed version is perfect for imagination edits lolol😻
AHH 😍
Been looking for this. This riff is beautiful. captures the impending and ongoing feeling of hopelessness, and exhaustion - like being used and hurt again, like always and you are hardly surprised, but still wallow in doom.
smoking kills. you feel dizzzy. the riff get slower and slower. bright light. you die.
How are you? ☺️
Fine@@cyb3r4nge11
This part just makes me realized something... something really...really deep...
What is it?
@@OMGTheyKilledKenny110 Hmm,idk exactly :)
Try not to be cringe challenge: Impossible!@@UA-camthebestily
@@killersans-1143 wait what-
@@killersans-1143frr
tbis part makes me feel so sick😭 i love it
"And that is why I look at the moon, because only then, am I looking at you."
Theme song of my life right now
BEST PART OF THE SONG🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️
Finally someone who thinks this is the best part of the song! I was about to have to make a loop myself
Exactlyyy
Literally my favorite riff of all time!!!
this gives me creeps but i still love it
this song gives me fall and halloween vibes so much i love it
I spent so long looking for a saxophone version I swear there were none so I had to make my own sheet music it was surprisingly very good
@@elijahxkenshin1751 wow!!
Post it pls!
@bee-bk3zt I gotta get my sax back I am in marching band but I will once I get it back
This part of the song makes me feel something I've never experienced
Love the loop❤
I literally can not find anything else that beats this part
Listening this on loop everytime im crying
@@BipbipbopBeng hope you’re okay ❤️
@@cyb3r4nge11 im really not but ty for asking
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala is all i hear tbh
Hey, have more two songs with the same vibe!! Meet the Frownies and Wicked game!
I have a geography, computer science, and business exam tomorrow. (I'm cooked)
I’m sure you will be fine. Good luck 🫶🏻
And I have like a lotta studying and revision to do for today, tomorrow, and the days and weeks and months after; yet I sit with a cup of black tea listening to this. It's almost 4 pm here, I hope I do well. How did your exams go btw?
Please can you do this slowed and looped but with the “lallalalalalla” part 😔 no one else will
This is best part!
At sixteen, love felt like a distant concept, something that floated in stories and songs but never touched my life. That changed one day when I saw her-an unexpected spark that ignited something deep within me. To my friends, she might have seemed average, but to me, she was breathtaking. For the first time, I felt the warmth of attraction, a stirring that made my heart race and my palms sweat.
Despite my usual confidence, I found myself paralyzed by fear. I wanted to talk to her, to learn her name and hear her laugh, but the courage slipped through my fingers. I discussed my feelings with friends, seeking advice and encouragement, but their teasing made me hesitate. Then, out of nowhere, a dear friend intervened. He pointed her out, and before I could second-guess myself, he left me standing in front of her.
In that moment, everything changed. This was different; this was a girl I actually liked, and I was scared. I had no script to follow, no practiced lines. I complimented her, my voice shaky, and asked for her number, fumbling through my words in a way I had never done before. Yet somehow, she smiled and handed it over. I felt a rush of triumph, a fleeting moment of success.
But as the days passed, my excitement turned to confusion. I texted her, hoping to spark a conversation about the theater we had both attended. She replied that she liked it, but our chat ended abruptly, leaving me craving more. I was used to chatting easily, to keeping conversations alive, but this time, I was at a loss. My confidence faltered; I had been struck by a force I didn’t understand.
I messaged her again, this time sharing my Halloween experience, hoping to bridge the gap. But the silence that followed felt heavy. She saw my messages but chose not to reply. Each day without a response wore on me, leaving me to question everything. Why had she given me her number if she wasn’t interested? Was I too eager, too clumsy in my approach?
Nights became restless as thoughts of her filled my mind. Her face, her smile, her eyes haunted my dreams. For the first time, I found myself dreaming about a girl, and the intensity of those dreams left me both enchanted and pained. I realized I had never cared for anyone like this before, and the feelings swirled inside me-hope, anxiety, and sadness all mingled together.
I kept trying to put on a brave face, acting cheerful around my friends, but beneath the surface, I felt an unfamiliar weight. I was sad and lost, grappling with emotions that left me vulnerable. What was this new chapter in my life, and why did it feel so heavy?
I reflected on the encounter, wishing for clarity. I had taken a chance, opened my heart to something beautiful, only to face silence in return. And yet, deep down, I understood that this experience was part of growing up-a step into the complexity of love and connection, even if it left me feeling more fragile than before.
hs this is beautiful
Best part!!!!!
0:34 Me when I look at the mirror
I found myself
🌙And that when i realized, I only stayed with you to feel like I didn’t lose anything………….
Idk why but whenever i feel like i hear one or similar to these song kinda like a disturbing song i always have a tingling sensation where like it makes me wanna kill something unintentionally like it's taking over me slowly ajd slowly the more i listen to it
Oh… I suggest you to find some other less disturbing music than this! ☺️ However, hope your doing okay 🫶🫶
@@cyb3r4nge11 I'm good usually i just let out all my hatred to rude or toxic people but yeah don't worry i can control it
@@Heyitsmeagainn okay good if you need anyone to ever talk to I can give you my insta! :))
@@Heyitsmeagainnbro who do u think you are 😭😭
@@viberie3061bros possesed lmao 😭😭
"I'll never smile until i smile at you" Poppy Playtime 3 edit tik tok
I started to cry to this song since my bf died yesterday...
may he rest in peace, that sounds hard to deal with but you will prevail and you'll be able to keep him alive through your memories and he'll be watching over you to make sure your safe. Stay strong
You should e listened to i love you by billige eilish
I’m truly sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how challenging it must be for you right now. Please know that I am here for you. Sending heartfelt condolences and strength your way. 🤍
im so sorry to hear that, may he rest in peace, and i hope you´ll get better. i wish u the best
May he rest in peace❤
This is so beautiful
Just like you
That one megumi fushiguro edit 😭
Real 😭
omg pls tell me who made it
@@mel.6420 whats ur user i’ll mention u
whats the @
IM FROM THERE TOO-
For some reason this scared me
tysm
TYSM‼️🤚
NP‼️✋
La la la la la la la laa...
Feels like 1990 like black and white photos 😅
Here before its viral 🩷
This part of the song makes me feel so sigma
Real
I love you
Love you 🫶
It's giving the tudors, especially anne boleyn
@@anneboleynscoquetteservant FR
bella
This line gives me like I'm fighting 1vs100 😮
2:01
Who is the girl in the background. I think it’s the girls from twilight but I’m not sure
You are correct it’s Kristen Stewart, Bella Swan from twilight.
@@cloutwolf5665 thanks
tyyy
I just remeber Kristen Stewart on Twilight
the girl in the pic is indeed kristen stewart :D
who s this girl in those crop, please name🙏
Kristen Stewart
@@cyb3r4nge11 thanks
shes so bueatiful @@cyb3r4nge11
im gonna commit while thhis plays
UM NO THANK YOU
You have more to live for pookie 😘🫶
Please don’t..As someone who’s lost a loved one to suicide, it’s so incredibly painful. Life may seem like it’s the worst it’ll ever get, but it does get better, even if it takes time.
im 3 weeks late, hope ur okay and better now, and won your war
it's not worth it we know you can do it
Hi pookie
OMG HEY POOKIEEE
When you live in heaven with Adam and saw he is his love Eve. He listened this song… like this song
😏
Ntouma li tatwaldo sbo3a
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