I'm an extreme alcoholic, I'm only 28 and don't know how long I'll be here. All i have to say is i love you all and please have a fantastic day. I've been through it all, but i think this is what's going to be my end.
I hope you're still here Hang on brother, I'll hang on with you I've been thru it too, still going thru it Reply you're okay, and just stick with it I'll stick with it with you
Bolic, even though you wont see this, I just gotta say this song saved my life. Not in some BS religious way or anything. But legit hearing this song and walking through it in my head, kinda made me realize how dumb it was. Made me realize my life isnt that bad, and that no matter what, its up to me to bring it back. I decide my future. Love you, Bolic. Just know that.
This is one of the most accurate songs dedicated to alcoholism I've ever heard. Alcohol sneaks up on you. Used to drink till I blacked out, always. Could never have a casual beverage, so I choose to not have the first one. The shitty thing is, its glamorized so much in society.
2020 and still listening to this song. But to be honest. I could be 80 years old. i will still listen to this song. This has become one of my personal favorites.
i love this entire album. from start to finish it is incredible. easily the best hip hop album released in 2010 and one of the best, if not the best, of the last 10 years
yooo a classic i was in south beach during the music festrival when i 1st heard this at a triple5soul fashion show... also 1st time i tried percs and oxy80s~ puked at the end of the runway, then felt AMAZING
Lately I've been wanting to start drinking again so I can leave this fucked up planet, so this song really hits me especially now. I just wouldn't ever go out in public feeling this kind of low, it bothers me if my depression is sensed or felt by others, it's not fair to them. That's the main reason I just stay home now, peace and quiet.
The lyrics of this song are quite intense and paint a vivid picture of frustration, anger and desperation. The song seems to touch on themes of struggle, pain and the need for release. The language is strong and unapologetic, reflecting the emotions and experiences expressed in the lyrics. It’s important to acknowledge the lyrics may resonate with some people’s experiences and emotions, while others may find them challenging or triggering. It’s essential to prioritise empathy, understanding and support in our interactions with others
This song was my go to for quite some time during active addiction, I ended up making this song my ringtone and alarm clock for the mornings, i must say it hit different when i so happened to wake up on my birthday and this song was the first thing i heard. "woke up early on my born date, 28 aint a blessing though", i sadly looked forward to it, this song helped me feel like i wasnt alone and that someone else could feel exactly how i was feeling for the past 5 years of active addiction, 2 years and 2 months sober now, change is possible.
Went through the entire album, absolutely diabolical. Hope u get some more recognition, maybe more collabs might help. Happy to find this insane artist.
Song is exactly how i use to feel. 3 months sober and im grateful everyday for my sobriety. Very few people can atriculate what alcoholism is like, he describes it in such a way only people with the disease can understand.
It's not a disease though,that's SUCH a fuckin cop out. And yes,I was VERY addicted to cocaine,and to hard liquor,and had a heart attack from an OD of blow. And can VERY MUCH confirm it's not NEAR a disease,it's a choice that controls you mentally .i get so pissed when people try to lessen addiction by calling it a disease. Sorry...i know you're just repeating what you were taught in a program of some sorts..and i have no hate for you whaaaaatsoever. I just think ALL levity of the situation is removed ,when calling it a disease is all. To each their own i suppose...saying disease just seems detrimental to recovery in my eyes i guess .
This was my cousins favorite song He killed himself a few years back I was 18 when we met each other and I was just a damn kid compared to now. Wish I coulda helped him. Rip man
Im addicted to drugs and alcohol, the only person i ever loved is gone, I work a shit ass job and my body feels like its breaking down. Every day is harder to get out of bed and most the time I just sit and stare at my gun thinking about ending my shit.
Real shit...dood is too real..its the life of the everyday male with regrets n demons...get kids u can't see ..have real bills...be under real pressure then come back and comment
My theme song since hischool . Wish that wasnt so true. The heroin and meth , became the availability of alcohol that I cant leave go . I used to be the guy thatd do meth or dope 3 times a week . It became every day . It became drinking , I'm having medical issues by 27 but I wont stop
@@Exilorden123 thanks dog . I dont know. I guess I'm doing better . But some days I'm up , and some days I'm down . Hope you're alright as well friend. Meanwhile I'm taking shots of bourbon still at 1:30 by myself . But I'm improving i guess
Literally the life that comes with drinking. This song is brilliant and if you think this won’t be you , it will eventually catch up with you. Fuck alcohol.
Hey I know it's been a while since i heard any new content from you, but it's ok man. I can always go back to the classics. For real, your last album hit me in a way and so did your first album. Tear these frauds to fucking pieces man. Hope to see you in Tulsa some time, tech n9ne seems to show up there a lot. Would be nice to see you there too.
song hits so hard. yet people tell me i am to young to understand. fuckin entire 16 years of my life being alone. ALONE. filled with self hate, yet i am still a little bitch. but ay smoke some and fuckin move. already lost will to fuckin do so, but i see darker days as it goes on. things will get better soon mom i promise.
I have no possibility to survive as an immigrant in America. 'm literally being blocked from succeeding by the government. I can't work and I'm in legal trouble. My parents are getting to the age where I would have to take care of them. And I can't even take care of myself cuz I aint got the high ground.
28 today. First heard this when I was 16 and used to bump it throughout the years after. Time has gone
I'll be there in 2 years myself.
I'm not looking foreward to it, '96 baby.
My son is 28 almost 2wks ago and he's a "summer of 96" boy to say the least.
FTW! STP! BMO NORCAL!
You are all basically a foetus. Would you please stop talking about when you were born.
It was like 10 minutes ago
@@daggermouth4695hahaha 👍
I'm an extreme alcoholic, I'm only 28 and don't know how long I'll be here. All i have to say is i love you all and please have a fantastic day. I've been through it all, but i think this is what's going to be my end.
I hope you're still here
Hang on brother, I'll hang on with you
I've been thru it too, still going thru it
Reply you're okay, and just stick with it
I'll stick with it with you
Please stay fight and heal! Please. Lost my only brother. Don't go down the road. The ones who stay behind forever mourn.
So have I bro.. I swear I’m about to quit
Yup
Brother need jesus
This is the best hook ever on a rap song
Yessir
This song sounds so much better, when I'm sober.
Thanks
It hits completely different man for reals.
Bolic, even though you wont see this, I just gotta say this song saved my life.
Not in some BS religious way or anything. But legit hearing this song and walking through it in my head, kinda made me realize how dumb it was.
Made me realize my life isnt that bad, and that no matter what, its up to me to bring it back. I decide my future. Love you, Bolic. Just know that.
I feel you brother. Diabolic's lyrics are almost transcendental when you realize they can be about you.
@@AirIsTotal same i had a 12 gauge bout to blow my face off until i herd dis song
I don't have too many regrets in life, yet.......this would of REALLY came in handy a few years ago. LOVE BOLIC
Took a while but I saw it homie.. means the world to know this had an impact.
@@DiabolicHipHop One of the best songs I’ve ever heard. Every bar is so real.
This is one of the most accurate songs dedicated to alcoholism I've ever heard. Alcohol sneaks up on you. Used to drink till I blacked out, always. Could never have a casual beverage, so I choose to not have the first one. The shitty thing is, its glamorized so much in society.
2020 and still listening to this song. But to be honest. I could be 80 years old. i will still listen to this song. This has become one of my personal favorites.
i love this entire album. from start to finish it is incredible. easily the best hip hop album released in 2010 and one of the best, if not the best, of the last 10 years
I cant fuckin believe I'm still alive
I'm 28 finally
And I've listened to 5his for years struggling with my mindset
Thank you this jam helped me
Same cant believe im 30
Same I’m 28 aswel
Stay strong Bruddah
yooo a classic i was in south beach during the music festrival when i 1st heard this at a triple5soul fashion show... also 1st time i tried percs and oxy80s~ puked at the end of the runway, then felt AMAZING
This is real hip hop bro keep it up believe me your art is appreciated
28 today so had to play this song and sit back with a morning cone Can relate to it a lot 🤙
2021 and we still here.. celebrating real hip hop
thank youuu only current rapper i can actually listen to and feel the same way i used to feel with real rap. PLEASE DONT STOP MAKING RAP.
Still bumping bolic in 2023
I feel this song on such a deep level...
Lately I've been wanting to start drinking again so I can leave this fucked up planet, so this song really hits me especially now. I just wouldn't ever go out in public feeling this kind of low, it bothers me if my depression is sensed or felt by others, it's not fair to them. That's the main reason I just stay home now, peace and quiet.
I pray things get better for you
Most underrated rapper/album in history... This is bloody Shakespearean
love this kind of hip hop, today's hip hop is washed up
Real shit man mad love for those that keep it golden era
Washed up, chewed up, and spit out.
You’re looking in the wrong places bro. But I get you, it shouldn’t be hard to find real hip hop.
Give spark master a chance
Theres plenty real shit out there. Just mostly in the underground where it belongs anyway
The lyrics of this song are quite intense and paint a vivid picture of frustration, anger and desperation. The song seems to touch on themes of struggle, pain and the need for release. The language is strong and unapologetic, reflecting the emotions and experiences expressed in the lyrics.
It’s important to acknowledge the lyrics may resonate with some people’s experiences and emotions, while others may find them challenging or triggering. It’s essential to prioritise empathy, understanding and support in our interactions with others
That is a comment the real author can appreciate thank you
AI garbage
Today is my 28th birthday, and I'm in the hospital because of a spontaneous collapsed lung. 28 sure ain't a blessing.
This song was my go to for quite some time during active addiction, I ended up making this song my ringtone and alarm clock for the mornings, i must say it hit different when i so happened to wake up on my birthday and this song was the first thing i heard. "woke up early on my born date, 28 aint a blessing though", i sadly looked forward to it, this song helped me feel like i wasnt alone and that someone else could feel exactly how i was feeling for the past 5 years of active addiction, 2 years and 2 months sober now, change is possible.
Went through the entire album, absolutely diabolical. Hope u get some more recognition, maybe more collabs might help. Happy to find this insane artist.
Song is exactly how i use to feel. 3 months sober and im grateful everyday for my sobriety. Very few people can atriculate what alcoholism is like, he describes it in such a way only people with the disease can understand.
It's not a disease though,that's SUCH a fuckin cop out. And yes,I was VERY addicted to cocaine,and to hard liquor,and had a heart attack from an OD of blow. And can VERY MUCH confirm it's not NEAR a disease,it's a choice that controls you mentally .i get so pissed when people try to lessen addiction by calling it a disease. Sorry...i know you're just repeating what you were taught in a program of some sorts..and i have no hate for you whaaaaatsoever. I just think ALL levity of the situation is removed ,when calling it a disease is all. To each their own i suppose...saying disease just seems detrimental to recovery in my eyes i guess .
2021 still bumpin
Anybody with/or who has ever had a drinking problem can relate to this song
My favorite track from the album, love the lyrics.
This was my cousins favorite song
He killed himself a few years back
I was 18 when we met each other and I was just a damn kid compared to now. Wish I coulda helped him. Rip man
Sorry to hear that man
The fact that you feel this and remember him, you are reaching out in some way. Wherever he is, he feels it
True my brother so true life saving music no doubt
Such a sick song , Diabolik never disappoints
I'm ready to do this
No hope
i hear you barkin big dog
I always come back here, atleast once a week to remind myself what raps supposed to be like.
Life saving music.
one of my all time favorite hip-hop songs. i hope these uploads mean we can get some new diabolic to bump asap
Right on with the beat
Release Fightin' Words already!!!
Still here 2021 🔥
I love you diabolic much love and blessings always I feel the same ❤️
Wish I had the heater for the twelfth shot
Im addicted to drugs and alcohol, the only person i ever loved is gone, I work a shit ass job and my body feels like its breaking down. Every day is harder to get out of bed and most the time I just sit and stare at my gun thinking about ending my shit.
Thanks Bolic, I needed that
Real shit...dood is too real..its the life of the everyday male with regrets n demons...get kids u can't see ..have real bills...be under real pressure then come back and comment
My theme song since hischool . Wish that wasnt so true. The heroin and meth , became the availability of alcohol that I cant leave go . I used to be the guy thatd do meth or dope 3 times a week . It became every day . It became drinking , I'm having medical issues by 27 but I wont stop
Hope you are doing alright my friend
@@Exilorden123 thanks dog . I dont know. I guess I'm doing better . But some days I'm up , and some days I'm down . Hope you're alright as well friend. Meanwhile I'm taking shots of bourbon still at 1:30 by myself . But I'm improving i guess
The silence after the 12th shot hits different. So artistic
Damn RESPECT.
Ain’t going to hell sober.
So Underrated!
i checked his twitter real quick, he has an album in the making called Fightin Words, said it should be out or done in september
Another night..
Literally the life that comes with drinking. This song is brilliant and if you think this won’t be you , it will eventually catch up with you. Fuck alcohol.
this shit is timeless
Its called spirits because, you check out and something else checks in. Kinda like a near death experience 🥃🥂🍸🍷
Diabolic.. Where you at man.. All I need is some new diabolic shit in my deck.. Or is someone uploading these old songs for you?
2022 Whatup whatup whatup
Was 15 jamming to this now im 25 🥃 and liquors my Poison
Fuck it I ain't going back in here's number 12.
some good shit like it
Next month is my 28th birthday
anthem status!
When's the new album drop? If its even close to liar and theif I'm buying that shit. illest rapper alive
Protiva a Schyzo někdo?
Hey I know it's been a while since i heard any new content from you, but it's ok man. I can always go back to the classics. For real, your last album hit me in a way and so did your first album. Tear these frauds to fucking pieces man. Hope to see you in Tulsa some time, tech n9ne seems to show up there a lot. Would be nice to see you there too.
Been over a year since he's done a interview or anything..
WE ARE STILL HERE KING!!!
29... on shot 11...
song hits so hard. yet people tell me i am to young to understand. fuckin entire 16 years of my life being alone. ALONE. filled with self hate, yet i am still a little bitch. but ay smoke some and fuckin move. already lost will to fuckin do so, but i see darker days as it goes on. things will get better soon mom i promise.
Who here in dec 2021?
Who is here now?
@@adamapotheke9343 still here my guy
This one's for you
Crap Hes too good
eu acho que o presidente eleito por nos manta em tudo , e faz o que quer
My Shit
Hell yeah, I was starting to get worried the CIA got his ass lol
R.i.p. Bolic 😢
This song and Darkness by Eminem remind me of eachother. absolutely sick.
i don't fuck with twitter so didn't think to check that ha
Only rapper that doesn't like Eminem that I actually love! Bolic is fiction amazing. Been a fan for a while now
look up Cage
@@ExcessCongruence really? I know who cage is he sucks and Eminem dissed him on the Slim Shady LP
Bought cages tape opened it and dubbed over it
If everyone gets to 27 your mind changes I swear
Could have at least paid the tab, bro.
He paid tribute to the bartender
Still bumpin this
Maybe all us with out cause can stand with the #whiteroseresistance
We can all stand wanted and unwanted our faces might end up on a poster it’s wild west with the #whiteroseresistance
Nas-lifes a bitch
👍👍👍🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💥💥💥💜💜💜
I have no possibility to survive as an immigrant in America. 'm literally being blocked from succeeding by the government. I can't work and I'm in legal trouble. My parents are getting to the age where I would have to take care of them. And I can't even take care of myself cuz I aint got the high ground.
Old school fan. Failing Christian. Listen yall! We gotta not loose sight. Jesus is King and we know it. Spread the message however you can. 😮💨🫡🇺🇸💩
How does that answer any questions or solve any problems? We're stuck in this world.