Really pleased to see that Choa is writing a journal. Whichever period in her life Choa is recording, and assuming she will one day make it public, a Park ChoA biography will be a trully wonderful experience for her fans. That camp site looked very cold - no wonder Wooah and Hodo just wanted to snuggle up to warm Choa!
Choa you look so different from your AoA days and it is really nice. I never would have thought that one day I would see you go camping with your cute little doggies, but here you are and I will say you are still very enjoyable. Thank you for sharing 😘💗
I would want to stay for an extra day....alot of setting up time, need more relaxing time.... Choa makes it a cozy camping trip..the little ones want to get cozy with Choa
Relaxing and spending some time simply enjoying yourself doing something you like can be great healing. I love seeing happy Choa enjoying her camping trip. And I love seeing her silly and cute dogs. I hope you are doing great, Choa! Love from Norway.
I hope you have a nice weekend Choa, I love seeing your new camper, I love the landscapes of your country, they are very beautiful, just like you, a hug and don't forget that I love you
Happy Cho A! Funny Cho A! Lively Cho A! Cho A's contents are always a great moment for us!! 👼❤ 0:52 I still love Cho A more but I do love her camping car! I guess ROK generals could be jealous! :D
아... 캠핑카 여행이라니 그 자체로 그저 부럽네요... 어렸을때 미드나 미국 영화에서 캠핑카로 여행 가는 장면을 보면서 미국 사람들 은 참 신기 방기한 것들이 많구나... 그리고 자동차인데 그 안에 침대도 있고, 화장실도 있고, 부엌도 있고, tv도 있는 캠핑카를 보면서 정말 신기하게 봤었던 기억이 나네요... 렉스턴 칸 캠핑카라니... 부럽다... 고기랑 쏘세지 구워서 맥주도 마시고, 라면도 끓여먹고 진 짜 좋겠다... 밤에는 별도 보고... 캠핑 끝나고 돌아가는 길에 먹은 얼큰 순대국까지 완벽하구만!!
Is it weird that I've seen a number of Camping girls on UA-cam that I'm starting to recognize camping sites? Choa was the one who GOT me into watching those other camping channels in the first place!
My Queen ChoA carry her family members (two cute dogs), this time go to snowy camping. Many many warm moment in this charter. Thank My Queen ChoA. l always Iove you 😍❤️👸🏼
초아님 이 날 철수 하실때 옆 사이트에 카키색 텐트 피칭했던 캠퍼입니다! 인사드릴까 하다 방해 될까 인사 못드렸는데 이렇게 영상으로 보니 너무 반갑습니다! 마무리까지 사이트 깔끔하게 정리하고 가시는 초아님 최고였습니다! 항상 응원하고 앞으로 캠핑영상 더더더 기대하겠습니다🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️
초아님 머리가 벌써 이렇게 길어요? 얼마 후에 시선뮤비에서 나온 헤어스타일만큼 길겠죠ㅋㅋ 공주님처럼 너무 예뻐요😄 이번에 초아님 캠핑 장비가 많이 업그레이드 됐네요! 완전 프로캠퍼예요ㅎㅎ 요즘 다른 분들의 캠핑 영상을 많이 봤는데 요리하는 부분이 재밌더라고요. 초아님도 캠핑할 때 요리하면 재밌을 것 같아요😁
@@CHOACHOA 너무 기대돼요ㅎㅎ 처음에는 불고기나 스테이크 같은 복잡한 요리 없이 라면 끓이는 것부터 시작해도 돼요. 직접 만든 토핑을 넣으면 라면도 더 맛있어요ㅋㅋ 왠지 모르게 다른 분들 불 피우기부터 채소 썰기 요리까지 할 때마다 마음이 편안해지는 것 같고 ASMR 듣는 것 같아요😄 초아님 파이팅 하세요!
Oink Oink.. I am looking at your Picture.. sitting by the window.. Looking UP at the Moon.. and just being able to fly across the Moon.. asking the Angel if I can borrow two Wings.. I have written another Letter.. I want to give you this Letter that is in my Hands.. when I came Home.. I saw the Angel waiting for Me.. My Heart broken into pieces and started to Miss YOU all over again.. When can I see YOU again.. when can I see YOU.. WHY do I keep on missing YOU.. and I am looking at the Angel.. Can I borrow the two wings again.. I made a Promise to YOU that I am going to give YOU another Letter.. just to tell YOU how I truly feel.. just to share to YOU about what is deep in my Mind.. deep in my thoughts.. just to tell you that I love YOU.. Only if YOU can accept the Letter I give.. will you take the Letter again.. When I saw the Angel.. who was waiting for me.. I would ask this Angel.. How can I be an Angel.. because I just want to be close to YOU.. even though I do not ask for your Love.. I am not asking YOU.. can YOU love me.. it is what is in my Heart.. who is the One loving YOU.. I am truly feeling like I am filled and Full just by loving YOU.. and the Angel would look at me.. if I become the An angel.. I can't ever be with YOU.. but can be Near YOU.. be close to YOU and Just love YOU from the Far.. from the distance just to be there and just to love YOU and Only thing I can do is miss YOU.. and I would ask the Angel.. am I able to share.. tell and write letters to YOU.. the Angel tells me.. I still can.. I can always love YOU.. and able to tell you.. express the Joy of loving YOU.. I do remember begging this Angel.. that I needed to borrow the two wings.. or if I can be an Angel instead.. as long as I can love YOU.. as long as I can write you Letters to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. so I made the Deal with Angel.. he is going to bring me two wings and gives to me as a Gift and I will become Your Angel.. the One who loves YOU from a far and from distance.. I do remember sitting by the desk.. pulling Out the White Sheet of Clean Paper.. grabbing a Pen and started to write YOU a Letter.. to tell YOU this.. I would say.. I am Your Angel.. Please do not be afraid of Me.. but to know how much I love YOU.. when I get close to the window and the Sun goes down and the Moon with the Stars comes UP the sky.. I would open the Window and stare into the Night.. just thinking of YOU.. just missing YOU always.. I do not want to miss you any more.. there is this Ache in my Heart.. there is this Pain in my soul.. looking into the Night.. Looking at the Moon.. I am watching the Moon looking at me.. and when I look at the Moon.. I think of YOU.. YOU keep on crossing my Mind.. I can feel this pain.. a sharp Pain because I want to be close to YOU.. When can I see YOU.. When can I come close to YOU and reveal to YOU that It is Me who be loving you the Most.. would you please let me come close.. so that I don't have to keep on missing YOU.. I feel like I needs to make this Move first.. that I needs to get close.. even though I may not be able to be with YOU.. I know that if I am your Angel.. at least I get to see YOU.. see you closer and able to love you More because I don't miss YOU.. this wall.. this distance that is not able to let me get to YOU.. I know that I must break down the wall.. break down the distance.. this missing YOU.. so that I can be at least to tell YOU that I love YOU.. it is driving me Insane.. it is driving me crazy Now because I know my Heart.. I know what is IN my Heart and WHO I be loving for such a Long time.. that is why Now.. I just want to be close.. would you please accept these Letters that I write.. I just want to tell you what crosses my Mind.. and that without YOU.. I know that I can't Live.. without YOU I can't breathe so Please Help me to Love YOU more.. as I am writing on the Clean Sheet of Paper.. and I hear the Knock on the window.. and I turn to Look.. it is the Angel who has brought me the gift.. the two Wings.. NO more asking to borrow but Now I have two wings.. Once I put the two Wings on the Back.. I will become Your Angel.. who can be near YOU.. Not missing YOU no More.. I see the Angel leaves the two Wings by the Window and He leaves.. I am looking at your Picture.. I am so sorry that I have to be an Angel.. only thing I can do is to be Close.. just to be there and just loving you from the Distance.. But I do get to tell you how much I love YOU.. at least I have the Voice to share from these letters.. to tell you I love YOU.. for so long.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. will you please let me Love YOU still.. as I open the Window and grabbing the two wings.. I am looking at them.. both hands holding the two wings.. I am looking at your Picture sitting on the top of the desk.. I can't breathe.. because it is so Hard for me to breathe right Now.. I want to go.. I want to be with YOU Now.. if I can't do this.. I know I be going crazy.. so please understand why I am doing this for YOU.. I put the two Wings on my Back.. and I fall on the Floor.. and crying.. as I am holding your Picture.. IN my hand is your Picture.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be with YOU forever.. If I stay here.. I know that I will miss you more.. and Missing YOU drives me Crazy and in such great pain.. I feel aches all over my body.. I am wiping my tears as I am looking at your Picture.. why do I have to be so far from YOU.. why do YOU have to live so far that I must do this.. WHY.. as I feel this Change.. I become Your Angel.. but as long as I can still love YOU and tell YOU How much I love YOU.. I don't care what happens to Me.. as long as YOU know.. YOU know that My Love for you is surreal.. that I love you for real.. and as long as YOU get this Message.. I am looking at the Bottle.. I been taking few shots.. before I would write you a Letter.. I would have the shot Glass.. and with the Bottle of Rice Wine.. I would pour on the Shot Glass.. My Heart could not take this Pain.. this Ache.. so I started to drink.. so that I don't feel this Pain in my Heart.. help Me to love YOU.. Help me by accepting the Letters so that I know that I have a chance to Love YOU... as I would stand UP.. on two feet.. I would roll the Paper and I would grab the Empty Bottle of the rice wine.. put the Rolled paper into the Bottle.. and I am standing.. walking to the window.. and I am looking at the Moon.. I would walk away from the room and go out side.. as I am standing outside.. One hand holding your Picture.. Looking at your Picture.. and On the Other hand I holding the Letter inside the Bottle.. I know that I must get to YOU.. I must fly over the Moon and go where YOU at.. Please be where I met YOU.. Please know that I am coming and I am going to YOU.. I have just written a Letter.. I have told YOU in the letter.. I have asked the Angel.. if I can be Your Angel.. so that I can be near YOU and love you from the distance.. if I stay here.. How can I show YOU that I love YOU.. How can I tell YOU that I love YOU.. so Now.. just standing here.. going out side and just looking at the Moon is Not going to do anything for Me.. I hope that when YOU receive the Message.. the Letter inside this Bottle.. will you open the Letter.. will you please accept and read it.. because I put so much time and thoughts.. my Heart into each Letter.. letting YOU know How much I miss YOU.. I miss you that It drives me Insane.. I miss you that it drives me crazy.. if YOU can't come to me.. then I will go to YOU.. but Now as your Angel.. please accept my Heart.. Please accept the Letters I give YOU.. and I am looking UP the MOON as I am speaking from My Heart.. I am looking UP at the Moon and telling these Words to the Moon.. I know that YOU can't hear me.. because of the distance.. for being so far away.. but I will let you know soon as I fly over the Moon to the Place you are.. Please Open YOUR Heart.. Please let me In.. Open your Heart for Me.. and please don't reject how much I love YOU.. how much I miss YOU.. Please open your Heart and receive and accept.. I am crying Out as I am saying these things.. LOOKING UP at the Moon.. Looking at your Picture.. Holding hard on the Bottle.. I want to give.. I want to give as much as I can.. I want to give YOU how much I love YOU.. I just want to give you my ALL.. my everything to YOU.. and the two wings starts to flap.. as I feel myself being lifted from the Ground.. WHY must I change to Love YOU.. why can't I love you for Me.. WHY do I must have two wings.. why have to be an angel to Love YOU.. I just want to love YOU.. but standing here
I want to hold you close.. but I know that NO matter How long.. I know that it is Not You.. my both eyes would close.. shutting them tight.. But for some reason.. I just can't sleep.. I want to sleep because I feel so tired this very night.. But I still can't sleep.. so my arms holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I want to hear Your Heart beat.. I want to hear your voice.. but I know that this Giant Teddy Bear is not YOU.. and will Not going to say a word to Me.. eyes are still closed.. I am seeing your face.. even though the room is dark.. why am I seeing the vision of YOU.. why can't you go away especially when I need to go to sleep.. it is so Hard to get away from YOU.. I am holding the Giant Teddy Bear tight.. and squeezing because I want YOU.. I need you.. I want to hold you in my arms and tell you.. whisper to your ears how much I need to be with YOU and that I love YOU.. and I just can't wait until YOU come into my arms and I be holding YOU.. and just loving YOU.. loving you more.. even you can get tired of Me.. and even push me both hands.. I still will tell YOU I love YOU.. grabbing you with both arms.. and holding YOU close and telling YOU.. can I hear your Heart.. I want to know how your Heart sounds.. please.. I want to hear what YOUR Heart needs to say.. if YOU have no words to tell me.. at least I want to hold YOU close.. and listening to your Heart beat be enough for Me.. Please.. let me hear Your Heart Beat.. and Holding the Giant Teddy Bear in my arms I would turn to roll.. facing the wall.. and I would sit UP on the Bed.. looking at the wall.. wondering.. WHY can't I just go to sleep.. I need my rest.. I have long day ahead.. and needs to be working.. but on this very Night.. I even tried to close both eyes.. as tight as I could.. and I just need to go to the Night zone.. but I am seeing YOU in my head.. in my thought I see Your beautiful face.. I know that before I came to lay on the Bed.. I was sitting on the chair next to the desk.. I would be looking at Your Picture.. just wondering when can I see YOU.. when Can I be with YOU.. when will your answer be Yes to me.. when will that day Come because I been looking at your Picture.. my Heart is crying from the Inside.. I can feel my Heart just crying because I am longing for YOU.. been waiting and waiting.. but only thing I can do at this point.. sitting on the Chair.. and by the desk.. I be looking at your picture.. It hurts me deep inside that I can't be with YOU.. I would hold the Picture in my hand and I am looking at you through the Picture and I would be asking the Picture of YOU.. why can't I be with YOU now.. why can't my arms just open wide and I can hold you.. hold you close just to hear YOUR Heart beat.. if YOU come close.. can I please hear the sound and the beatings of Your Heart.. because I am dying inside for YOU.. I want you in my arms.. can YOU Please come sooner so that My arms will not feel so alone.. I want to be with YOU.. for the rest of my life.. my arms can hold YOU.. I will ask for Your ears so that I can speak and whisper telling YOU How much I missed YOU and how much I love YOU.. I am sitting on the top of the bed.. I just can't sleep.. I know I needs to sleep.. but I can't until you tell me something.. as I am facing the Wall.. my arms wrapped around the Giant Teddy Bear.. I can't live with out YOU.. I feel like I can't breathe well until I get YOU close to me.. I been waiting.. I been wanting.. I been needing YOU.. I still need YOU because I love YOU.. tell me what is IN your Heart.. as I am looking at the wall.. since I know I just can't sleep.. then what I can do is to sit and stare at this Wall.. I wish then at least I can see Your Heart.. If I can't be with YOU.. only if I can put Your Heart and place to this wall.. and I can look at your Heart.. I will look at your Heart and just tell YOUR Heart how much I am suffering.. I am in such a great pain.. this hardship of waiting for YOU sometimes makes me more emotionally then ever because I want to be with YOU.. I am holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. but it is Not YOU.. I want to hold YOU like the way I am holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. it does not feel the same because I want it to be YOU instead.. I want YOU to be here with Me.. it is Hard to be in a place where I can't be with YOU.. I am looking at this wall.. this Wall do not talk back.. even no matter How many words I would say to this Wall.. looking and staring.. since I just can't sleep.. I know I have to get this Off my chest.. asking YOU.. when can I see YOU.. so that I can tell YOU what is in my heart.. but no matter How many times I tell YOU.. are you receiving it.. I want to ask YOU.. do you know how much I love YOU.. do you know that I been staring at this wall.. is my words going empty because I know it comes from My Heart.. as I am looking at the wall.. I would turn to look at the Desk.. but I know only thing that is on that Desk is your Picture.. I know that if I go to the desk and sit on that chair.. I would be grabbing your picture and my eyes is going to cry.. just the way My Heart is crying right Now.. it is crying because I am longing for YOU to be in my arms and only thing I want to do is hear Your Heart.. is it wrong if I want to see Your Heart and Not just look but to hear Your Heart.. I want to hear how does Your Heart sound.. I want to listen to your Heart beating.. so that I know I am hearing that YOU are alive.. that I know that YOU will never let Other men get close to Your Heart.. so that I want to be the One who can get close to Your Heart.. as My both arms opens wide and the Giant Teddy Bear is release from holding.. I want YOU.. why can't it be YOU.. I am so tired of holding this Giant Teddy Bear because NO matter How many times I would hold it.. I know it is Not YOU.. I want it to be YOU.. forever in my arms and when YOU are able to get close to me.. I want to tell Your ears.. I love YOU.. I would say.. and whisper.. I love YOU and my arms will never let YOU go.. so please be close.. and as I would lay back down.. and On the Pillow.. I would close both eyes.. trying to get some rest.. trying to get some sleep.. my eyes would close.. close tight then it opens.. and I am looking UP.. and I see YOUR beautiful Face.. I see your Beautiful smile.. looking at the ceiling.. I must be going crazy.. am I going mad or crazy.. I am seeing YOU up on that ceiling.. but I am trying to get some rest.. wanting to sleep.. I just can't let YOU go.. I can't even think right.. I am seeing YOU everywhere.. let me please love YOU then.. If I can't let you go.. then Please.. let me love YOU.. I want to love YOU.. and I want to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. since I can't ever get rid of YOU and I keep on seeing YOU everywhere.. then.. tell me How can I reach YOU.. how can I get close to YOU so that I can tell YOU and show YOU how much I love YOU.. since I see You when I close both eyes.. and when I open both eyes.. I am looking at the ceiling.. I still see YOU.. if I sit up and go to the desk sitting on the chair.. I have your picture there.. I will see you there again.. NO matter How I am trying to escape.. I keep on seeing YOU.. Now Holding this Giant Teddy Bear in my arms.. I am holding thinking of YOU.. that I rather want it to be YOU.. and I know that it is not YOU.. it hurts me.. keep longing and longing.. this yearning of Not able to be with YOU kills me inside.. because I know I want to be with YOU.. as I sit UP.. and I would get out of the bed.. Out of the room I go to the rest room.. turning on the light and on the Bottom corner.. I remember I have put Your Picture there too.. which I would look down on the corner.. I see Your Picture.. the water runs down.. I am washing my face with both hands.. I just can't go to sleep.. I am trying to get you off my Mind.. but the More I try too escape and get rid of YOU.. something is driving me crazy because I can't escape YOU.. my hand grabs the bottom corner and my hand grabs the picture.. what am I suppose to do now.. I am seeing YOUR picture here.. It is driving me Craze like I am insane.. must be that I must love YOU a lot
As I am looking at myself.. looking at the Mirror.. I would say.. what are you doing to Me.. I wish I had answer.. maybe a solution.. but right Now I just can't figure OUT what do I do.. there is Nothing I can do at this point.. then tell me.. how do I get to YOU.. How do I get close to YOU.. tell me how so that I can tell you My Heart.. at least tell me where can I find Your Heart.. if I can't get to YOU.. let me please speak to your Heart.. let me please have your Heart.. then I know for sure there is a chance.. that there is an assurance that some day.. One day I am able to get close to YOU.. because this situation I am in is taking me NO where.. I am going insane.. it is driving me crazy.. I been holding that Giant Teddy Bear.. and I don't want to hold that Giant Teddy Bear any more because I want YOU more.. I want YOU instead.. but holding that Giant Teddy Bear only reminds me that I am going crazy.. because I wish.. I am wanting.. Please Help Me.. tell me and show me something.. Please give me an answer so that I know which way to YOU.. I need Your Love.. I need Your Heart.. I need YOU close.. I need you in my arms instead.. and It is killing me that YOU are so far.. that there is a long distance between us.. at least show me that YOU know where Your Heart is.. show me Your Heart.. tell me your Heart because I need to Know.. I want to know that I am heading on the right direction.. which is to YOU.. to Your Heart.. please.. as I am looking at the Mirror and sharing it to the Mirror.. You know How I feel.. YOU know that it is so Hot Outside and I have been waiting for YOU.. I even called you on the Phone but you don't answer.. You gave me a Note.. and this Note with a Picture of YOU.. and I have decided to come.. I had to sit for a long period.. thinking of YOU.. I be sitting by the desk.. Should I go.. or Should I just sit here and do nothing.. I would grab your Picture.. and I would look at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the My Mind feels like it is going on whirl wind.. just can't stop thinking of YOU.. wishing to see YOU.. and I would take a look at your picture twice.. I would look again over and over.. and it drives me crazy that I can't be with YOU.. that I am sitting down here by the desk.. just can't do nothing at this point.. AS I would grab the shot glass.. and Pour the bottle.. I would lift the Shot glass.. and smell.. Open my mouth and slam into my mouth.. I just can't.. but I want to see YOU.. but look at me where I am at.. just sitting here.. Unable to move.. but I want to get UP and go to YOU.. you know that it is so hard when YOU sit.. and all I can do is look at Your Picture.. My Heart cries.. cries from the inside because I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold Your Hand.. I want to feel YOU close.. but.. right Now.. all I can do is sit and stare.. just wait and my Heart cries while waiting and Looking at Your Picture.. I would pour the Bottle into the shot Glass.. I hate drinking this because of this Pain.. the pain of just can't be with YOU.. I want to be with YOU and tell you how much I love you.. DO you know how it feels when YOU just can't.. but Your Heart wants to say.. I want to tell YOU.. I want to say to YOU that I love YOU.. why can't you be here.. why can't you be near.. so that I can hold YOU.. would you let me hold YOU.. can I wrap my arms around YOU and tell YOU that I love YOU.. would you let me say these words to YOU.. that NO matter How hard things are.. I am not going to give UP on loving YOU.. sometimes I wish that I can.. just let everything go.. but.. I have already made up my mind to love YOU no matter what.. to love YOU even though you may be far off over the Moon.. as long I can tell you some how.. I just hope that it can get to YOU.. some way or some How.. that my Love.. my Heart.. the way and HOW much I love YOU.. I know that one day It will catch YOUR heart on fire and let it be known that there is some one.. a person like myself here.. still waiting for YOU.. waiting for YOUR love.. as I grab the shot Glass.. I open my mouth and slam it into my mouth.. Now I can feel something.. and Now.. I know I be missing YOU.. but do you know how much I do.. Do you know that I think of you every day.. every night.. I think of you and many times you cross my Mind.. as I grab and to look at Your Picture.. I wonder where is Your Heart.. Please.. show me Your Heart.. I needs to know.. if I can find Your Heart.. and if I find Your Heart.. would you let me have Your Heart.. I want to have to hold and keep forever.. would YOU let me have Your Heart.. I needs to know.. I needs to know your answer.. I have been waiting.. and I am still waiting.. but YOU have not given me any answers yet.. Please tell me why YOU are not letting me know.. is it suppose to be a secret.. is it something that I just can't hear.. Please let me Know.. let my Heart breathe.. Let My Heart know because I love YOU.. But YOU know my Heart.. How much I want to be with YOU.. How much I miss YOU.. How much I love YOU.. How much I adore YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful.. so Please let me know.. as I pour the Bottle on the Shot Glass.. and I would take the last shot into my mouth.. and I would get Up.. I know that I needs to Know.. I want to know because sitting here by the desk.. and just looking at Your Picture.. and just asking You through this picture.. I know that YOU will never answer me back.. I can't just sit here when YOU will not speak back through this Picture.. I be looking at your Picture.. and just be talking to It.. it hurts that YOU never answer back.. but I needs to know.. Please tell me.. why can't you speak to me through this Picture.. I needs to know Your Heart.. can I have your Heart please.. I needs to know.. but I been here.. sitting for many hours.. in the same spot.. No response.. but Now I feel.. I be looking at the Bottle.. it is Now an empty Bottle.. I drank it all through this Shot Glass.. I see two empty Bottles.. I feel like I want to cry Now.. because I needs to know Your Answer.. But YOU would never talk back.. I hear No answers.. so I get UP.. out of this chair.. and Yes.. I know that the Note is here with me.. telling me to the location.. to the Door.. I needs to go to the Door.. but would you answer the Door if I knock.. I know I want something from YOU.. I need Your Heart.. I need Your Heart please.. as I would walk Out my door.. It is very hot outside.. I know that staying and sitting by the desk.. I will never get any answers.. I know you will never talk through the Picture.. but with this Note.. telling me where to Go and with the Picture I have.. Now I am going to this Door.. I am going to your Door.. the door where YOU are staying.. Would you come Out if I knock on the Door.. would you answer the Door.. and tell me.. I see that the SUN is Out and it is very Hot outside.. I am not sure if it was a good idea to drink and now.. I just wants to go over and ask YOU.. I need Your Heart please.. as I go to the Door.. I am standing by your Door.. would YOU answer the Door.. would you tell me Yes if I asked you if I can have Your Heart.. would you even respond.. so I would look at the Door.. I do see a door knob.. My Hand grabs the Door Knob and I would twist to turn.. I can see that the DOOR is locked.. I can't open the Door.. SO.. Am I suppose to knock on this DOOR.. please answer this Door.. so I would roll my hand to fist.. and Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. as I stand there waiting.. I don't hear anything.. so I would roll my hand into the first.. and knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. do you hear this Knocking at Your Door.. I am the one who received this Note.. and also I got your Picture.. I hope you have send it to the right address because It came to my Door.. DO you know that I am the right person you send it too.. Please come and check for Yourself.. was it suppose to be me who suppose to receive this from YOU.. Please.. show me that I am the right person that YOU send and gave too.. So I stood by the door.. and just waited.. But I hear no answer.. I know that it came to me.. if this is from YOU.. am I the person you are trying to reach
As I am waiting.. I hear.. DOK DOK DOK.. and it came from the Inside.. and I am wondering.. is this really YOU who is knocking from the Inside.. what does this Means.. does this means the answer is Yes.. can YOU please knock once again.. and I hear.. DOK DOK DOK.. I just can't believe.. I wanted to scream with excitement that I got an answer.. I wanted to Know.. and I hear the Knock on the Door.. so I would roll my hand into the Fist.. and Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. I have received a Note.. and I also received your Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. do YOU know that YOU are the most beautiful.. Like a Flower.. YOU are so beautiful.. I have come long ways.. and It is hot Outside right Now.. in the middle of the Day.. I feel soaking wet because of the Heat.. can YOU please Open this Door so that I can have a glass of cold water.. would you do that for me Please.. and I would wait.. but Now.. there is NO answer.. SO I would roll my hand into the fist.. and Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. I was wondering if YOU can please Open this door.. I want to see if YOU are the same person as the One who is in this Picture.. I would like to see YOU IN person so that I can confirm that this is really YOU.. I came to this door.. looking at this picture.. I was sitting at the desk in the room and My Heart.. I started to Love YOU just be looking.. I know that it sounds so weird to YOU.. but I want to know if this is YOU inside and who is also knocking back.. Please be truthful and Honest with Me.. I really want this to be you.. I have to know.. Please tell me that YOU are the One who is in this Picture.. the one who I love.. the one who I always wanted to be with.. the One who I want to love for the rest of my Life.. but.. YOU have to let me Know that it is really YOU.. I do not want my Heart to break because I know that I am telling YOU and it is YOU who I am telling you these words too.. I needs to Know.. Can I have Your Heart.. would you let me see Your Heart.. can YOU show me your Heart and can I love Your Heart and tell your Heart how I feel inside.. Only you can answer because.. I was at the room.. sitting by the desk and Now.. I have made UP my mind to just love YOU.. for me to do that.. I needs Your Heart.. to see Your Heart... to know that it is YOU who I want and Your Heart.. Please tell me that It is true.. as I would stand by this Door.. Only thing I hear is silent.. and Now.. I am wondering.. what happened to the Knocking on the Door on the Other side.. did YOU leave.. are you there.. so Am I here alone by this Door.. and am I just speaking to the wall and Not you.. why is it so quiet all of a sudden.. Please tell me.. answer the Door for Me.. I just heard you knock.. why did you stop knocking.. why did YOU Leave and Now I am here all alone.. by this door.. I wonder if I can Hold that Heart.. can I wrap My both arms around that Big Heart.. Put my lips and Kiss the Heart.. I want to Hold that Heart.. Feel this Heart.. I want to HOLD it.. I want the Heart.. How can I get to that Heart.. Will you please Answer this Question.. I want the Heart.. Tell Me.. How can I get to that Heart.. And Looks at me.. Me finger points and Touch the Glass Jar.. Pointing to YOUR Heart.. I am Not sure How.. But what I do know for Sure.. I am going to get YOUR heart.. Does Not matter how Long the Time it will take me.. BUT I want Your Heart.. I want your heart.. I turn to Look at Me Heart.. Can you go and try to Find the Key.. I am sure there must Be a key laying around because IF there is a Lock.. Must be a Key to that Lock.. I turn and Looking.. Finger points and touches the glass Jar.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I have been waiting for YOU for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting.. Still be waiting for Your Heart.. Your Heart looks so Good.. Your Heart looks so beautiful.. WHY is YOUR heart so Beautiful.. yes.. I want to hold Your Heart into my Hands.. I want to press My ear to Hear.. TO Hear the beating.. the beating of Your Heart.. Only way for me to hear your heart Beat and to Touch and to Feel your heart and to HOLD YOUR HEART.. Tell me.. where is the Key.. if you can please answer this One question.. It is the Word Key.. Only if I can unlock and Open the door.. I know for sure I can hold your Heart into My Hands.. I will be very very very very gentle.. and No.. I will tell YOU.. I miss YOU.. I truly miss YOU because I love YOU.. I have been holding inside for a Long time.. and I believe that the TIME is right for tell YOU.. I miss YOU.. and I want YOU close in my life.. SO that I can hold YOU.. and kiss YOU.. and tell YOU.. whisper that I love YOU in your ears.. BUT before I can tell YOU all these things.. I need Your Heart first.. I will Promise I will Not hurt Your Heart.. TELL me where are the key.. why is it so hard to find this One key.. that One key which is the way to OPEN.. for my hands to hold Your Heart.. I want to Hold your Heart so that I can tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. how many times DO I need to tell YOU this.. Only to Your Heart.. I want to tell YOUR Heart.. I love You.. I love you so much that there are nights.. I just want to cry.. holding my pillow.. arms wrap around it.. I am squeezing it tight.. thinking that It is YOU.. Balling like a baby.. waterfall tear drops showers.. I am holding me Pillow tight.. Just wishing.. I am wishing so much these days because YOU drive me crazy.. I feel like.. am I becoming a Zombie.. or am I okay or Not.. I would lay down.. Me heart keeps ON knocking.. I hear my chest be banging Hard.. And I hit My Chest to tell MY Heart to settle Down.. GO back to Sleep because I am tired.. Arms wrap around me Pillow.. I close my eyes.. opens and tears would fled down.. I wonder.. What is wrong with me.. what is UP with these tears.. But MY Chest burns.. I feel like heart burn.. sun burn.. what ever this burn is.. Holding my pillow.. thinking of YOU.. and saying to MY pillow.. I love you and snap comes Out.. back to the reality.. squeezing the Pillow thinking of YOU.. and When I look that it is NOT you but only a Pillow.. I would cry because I am wishing that IT is YOU.. I would close my eyes.. and say.. I miss YOU.. Bo go ship puh yo.. I miss YOU so much.. I only want you here close to me.. I miss YOU.. Now I am sitting.. Looking at Your Heart in the Glass jar.. Me Heart sits next to me.. OH moe.. I can't find No key.. but I did find something.. a Picture and a Bottle.. Do you want to see the Picture First or do YOU want the bottle First.. Tell me Tell me.. I turn to Look.. Me Heart opens the TOP of bottle starts to Drink.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG and gives it to me.. I look at MY Heart.. as the Heart looks at Your Picture.. I feel so FUZZY inside.. like a Butterfly hitting me Head.. Looks at the Picture.. WHY DO I keep on falling in Love with YOU.. WHY are you doing this to me Heart heart.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful Flower.. WHY DO you keep on Hurting me.. aching me.. a Pinch.. like a Punch in my stomache.. OH it hurts to see YOU this Beautiful.. I rather get hit by a Fist in my face.. Instead because this is SO much Pain of Missing YOU.. only Loving YOU by myself.. WHY.. tell me why are YOU so Beautiful.. I grab the Picture and I take a Look at Your Picture.. I turn to LOOK at your Heart.. YOU are so Lovely and so Beautiful.. But I still want Your Heart.. What good is this Picture with Out your heart.. Tell me.. can I have your heart.. WILL you let me have Your Heart.. can I please Hold Your heart.. I want to Hold with both hands.. I want to hold it.. grab it.. feel it.. wrap my arms around it.. I want to love Your heart.. I grab me the Bottle.. Open me Mouth wide and CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. and I turn to Look at me heart.. How do YOU feel.. and me heart looks.. I feel a Heart ache.. and It burns inside of me each time I look at the picture but when I look at Your heart.. I want it.. I want the heart so bad.. I want it.. so please give me YOUR HEART.. the Heart looks at me.. Tell me how do YOU feel.. And I turn to LOOK at the Glass jar.. Open me Mouth wide.. the Bottle.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. I want that
Without the key.. How can I unlock and tell YOUR heart.. I miss YOU and that I love YOU.. I turn to Look at My Heart.. WHY did you bring the Picture and the Bottle for.. it is all useless without the Key.. it is only Hurting YOU and ME.. but I first want Your Heart.. tell me How can I get to Your Heart.. I open My Mouth and the Bottle.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. Put the bottle Down.. ME heart keeps on looking at Your Picture.. I want to see YOU.. I want to see YOU close.. why do YOU have to be so Far.. why can't you be close.. I want you near so I can see YOU.. I want to smell YOU.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to Kiss YOU too and tell YOU I love YOU.. WHY can't I tell you all these things being so Far.. I am sitting there.. Let me see the picture.. I grab the Picture.. MY Heart starts to cry.. He begins to SOB loud.. and wipes the tears from his Eyes.. OH WHY!! I miss YOU so much right Now.. Your picture does not help me in anyway.. but leaves this heart of missing only.. Just missing YOU.. why can't I be close to YOU so that I can Love YOU.. how can I love you when YOU are so far.. AS I take a Look at your Picture.. I can feel something inside of me.. I wish that I can't breathe any more.. I wish that I can sit by a grave and wait for my turn.. Loving YOU is Hard.. But missing YOU seems even harder these days.. Missing YOU because I want to hold YOU.. Missing YOU because I want to be with YOU.. I put the picture down.. wiping my tears.. CHAM CHAM.. Hitting my Chest with me hand.. CHAM CHAM.. I want it.. and I look at the glass jar.. Only IF I can get Your Heart.. I am looking at this Glass Jar.. How can I get to Your Heart.. it is just right There.. This Glass Jar.. WHAT SHOULD I DO.. It is this Heart.. YOUR HEART is right in front of me.. I want it.. Give it to Me.. That Heart.. This Heart.. YOUR HEART.. I want it.. I want this Heart.. I want want your heart.. I would get UP two legs.. the Glass Jar is so Big.. taller than me.. CHAM.. Me Two hands on the Glass jar.. I would Push.. two Arms Pushes the Glass jar.. Looking at Your Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I want it.. I would PUSH.. two arms pushes.. the Glass jar does not Move.. CHAM.. I want it.. I really really want it.. ME Body leans and tries to PUSH it.. but it still don't Move.. Me Heart stands UP.. OH MOE.. is that ALL you can give.. Push Harder.. PUSH it.. I look at this Glass Jar.. I am going to FLIP this GLASS JAR.. maybe the glass can break and I can get YOUR HEART.. I want it.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. tell me How to get To your heart.. I want Your heart right Now.. tell me how do I get to YOUR heart.. so I can Love your heart.. I can tell Your heart How much I love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to be With you forever and ever and Forever I will love YOU.. Me heart looks at me.. I look at HIM.. COME and Help me.. let us Both Push it together.. COME NOW.. I love you.. Do I grab me heart and just leave it by the door and walk off.. But I just can't.. I take a look at your Picture.. I sit on the floor next to Me Heart Heart.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I want whisper into your ear and say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful In the world.. the most Prettiest and most adorable.. who drives me crazy every time.. leaves me speech less and takes my breathe away every time I take a look at YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful.. WHAT IS wrong with my Heart.. why is my Heart Acting up like this.. I came here to get me a treatment.. so that I can heal from this pain.. pain of loving for a Long time.. HOW long.. How Long do I must Love.. How long do I must wait.. Tell me doctor.. How long does it last for Love to Stop.. Can YOU do something.. can you help my Heart to stop the beatings inside of me.. as long as My heart keeps on beating.. I know I be still loving her.. I love YOU my Love.. I love You.. I want her to know.. even through all this time.. I don't give up that easily.. I just don't give up.. I won't give up because I want her heart.. But doctor.. DO you see this Glass Jar.. Look through this Glass.. I don't see a Heart.. I came here so that I can put Her heart inside.. so that I can take this Glass jar home.. so that I can start loving Her Heart.. can you show me where I can get Her Heart.. Help me to put her Heart inside her.. Even if she is Not with me.. but her Heart.. at least that I know that she will come close.. so Doctor.. Help me to find her Heart.. Help me to find her heart.. where are YOU My Love.. Where are YOU.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your heart.. so there is a step closer for you to come near me.. the Doctor sits next to Me.. and I look down the Glass Jar.. I see a heart.. Now I am very very confused.. I am wondering whose heart is this.. is this Your Heart.. I am holding.. and there is a heart.. I turn to look at the doctor.. Whose heart is this.. Is this Your Heart.. or is it my Heart.. I don't want to hold My Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. but whose heart is this.. tell Me.. is this Your Heart.. I lift UP the Glass jar.. Whose Heart are YOU.. did YOU come from me or is it YOU.. I turn to look at the doctor.. I just can't believe.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. Is it really YOU.. tell me that this is a Dream comes True.. can I tell YOU this.. I love YOU.. How can YOU be a doctor.. OH YEAH.. I am the One with the problem.. the Problem is that I want Your heart.. SO did you come to tell me that YOU are giving me Your heart.. then whose Heart am I holding right Now.. I want your heart.. I need Your Heart.. I love your Heart.. I look at Your.. who is sitting next to me.. If this is my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. will YOU take it with YOU.. can we switch.. Can YOU Give me your heart.. I want YOU.. but I want Your Heart too.. I want everything about YOU.. I want YOU as whole.. as the One who I love.. I want to tell YOU that YOU are the best has happened to me.. why did you take so long to show Up now.. WHY did you not come closer before.. why couldn't I tell YOU these words of Mine from the heart.. that I love YOU.. why did YOU take so Long.. I been through a lot just to wait for YOU to get to me now.. I been waiting.. I have been waiting over and over.. Been waiting time and time again for this day.. WHY am I holding this Glass Jar with a heart.. YOU did not answer my question.. WHOSE Heart is this.. Whose heart.. Am I holding My Heart.. there is NO need for me to be doing that.. I am sick and tired of holding my heart.. Please give me Your heart.. Give me your heart.. SO that I can take Your Heart with me and I can love Your heart.. I will speak to your heart.. I will even sing To your heart.. I will kiss.. and keep on kissing your heart and tell Your Heart.. I love You.. I love YOU.. I love you.. I will never stop loving YOU but keep on loving YOU.. even you can get sick and tired of me telling your heart.. I love you.. but I will say I love you over and over again.. I look.. two hands holds the Glass Jar.. and I see YOU holding the glass jar with the heart.. my tears starts to fall down from my eyes.. Is this real.. are you holding My Heart.. are you accepting my heart.. are you receiving my Love.. can I keep on loving YOU and tell YOU how Much I love you.. will YOU not get tired of me keep telling YOU that I love you.. but I do truly love YOU.. as I look.. YOU grab a Glass jar.. Inside is a heart.. has Bow on the top.. and YOU put it into my lap.. and my arms wrap around it.. I can't breathe.. I can't even speak.. leaving me speechless.. are you sure you want to do this.. are you really giving me this Heart.. is this Your Heart.. am I holding Your heart.. tell me that this is real and that this is true.. I look down.. I smile.. and I say.. I love YOU.. looking down.. I look at your heart.. I say.. I love YOU.. I love your heart.. so beautiful.. can I touch Your heart.. How about the Bow on top.. can I touch Your heart.. can I feel how Your heart Feels.. why do I love Your Heart.. why do YOU keep On making me to Love Your heart.. so beautiful.. WHY are you so beautiful.. so beautiful that Word get clutter from my lips.. I am wondering if this is Only an Imagination.. is it only me who is dreaming or wishing
Whatever you put.. as long as it is YOUR HEART.. I will love YOU.. I will love your heart and will never stop but keep on loving you.. I see you.. the Doctor get UP.. holding the glass jar and walking off.. Opens the Door and disappears.. I am sitting down.. my two eyes looks down.. next to me is the basket with full Flowers.. the Sun Flowers.. I am looking down.. the Glass jar is empty.. I see NO heart.. I just want You here.. All I want is Your Heart.. give me Your heart because I want it.. I am walking.. And I stop.. Start to walk again.. Holding a basket.. Walking and I stop.. One hand is A Flower.. Looking at the Flower.. My Lip slides to smile.. I put the Flower into the basket.. Other hand is holding.. I look and I am thinking Of YOU.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. Now with many flowers inside the Basket.. I am looking at the Dozen of Flowers in the Basket.. I want to give you this basket.. Full of Flowers.. It is Me Sunflowers.. I want to see YOU smile.. I want to tell YOU.. when I look at these Flowers.. Picking them in the Field.. One by One as I pick up to put into the basket.. It is because I want to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and that I am so Sorry for Loving YOU.. WHY am I so Sorry.. Before the Sun Flowers get to YOU.. WHO knows where I would Be.. I want to tell YOU.. without YOU.. I feel my heart falling apart.. I feel like I cannot go without YOU.. I need YOU.. I want you.. But I want YOU to Love Me.. When WILL you love Me.. Will you ever Love Me.. I am wondering.. Pondering as I stop.. Looking down.. I see a Sun Flower.. I look at the Sun Flower looking at me.. and I whisper.. TELL Her.. Tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and Where are the Keys.. I look at the Glass Jar and YOUR HEART.. I see the Heart Makes a Move.. I sit there.. Two Lines falls from me Eyes.. ME hand TOUCH the Chest.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am sitting and next to Me is the Basket.. Full of Flowers.. I am holding the Glass jar.. Looking down.. It is Empty Glass Jar.. I feel so Sad.. where are YOU.. Where are you My Love.. I miss YOU.. if You are Not with me Right now.. How about Imagining that YOU are Near.. I look down.. my two eyes Closes.. I am sitting.. the Glass jar has a Heart.. It is Your Heart inside.. and I want YOU to come and see.. See me and Your heart.. the Door Opens and I hear the Foot steps and stops.. I am looking down the Glass Jar.. and I say.. I am holding.. Can YOU see that I am holding.. there is a Heart inside.. Am I holding Your Heart.. will you tell me that I am doing the right Thing.. I want to have this Heart.. I want to hold it like this Forever.. Will you let me have Your Heart.. Because I love YOU.. I love YOU and I love Your Heart.. Only my wish is that YOU can give me the answer.. Please tell me that YOU are letting me to Love Your heart.. WILL you accept my Love.. can YOU receive that I want to fall in Love with YOU.. that I can start to love You until Now and Forever.. Please tell me that YOU are truly letting me to love Your Heart.. I am not asking for anything else.. But Only One.. It is Just Your Heart.. Now YOU sit next to me.. Is it really You.. I want Your Heart.. but is it really YOU.. let me have Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. if I can't Love Your Heart.. there is No point of loving YOU.. because I want Your heart first.. Look at this Glass jar.. DO you see what I see.. I see A Heart.. SO beautiful because it is YOU.. Your Heart is so Lovely.. so beautiful.. Let me please Hold Your Heart.. I can't hold Your Heart because it is inside this Glass jar.. That is why I am asking YOU.. can YOU unlock.. give me your Heart.. take Your Heart and give it to Me.. let me please have and hold.. and to Love.. I am only asking YOU for a Permission so that I can love your heart.. why won't YOU let me Hold Your Heart.. WHY is there a wall between us.. why can't you Unlock so that YOU can give me your heart yourself.. Why do I have to just sit here and only thing I can do is looking through this Glass.. I do not want to look through this glass.. I don't want to just hold this Glass jar.. Do you know that I am much more driven then this.. that I want more.. I want more of it then just this.. I want the whole.. Your Heart.. if YOU know my intentions.. if you know how much I love You.. is it because YOU don't love me.. is it because YOU don't trust me.. is it because I am a stranger who only gives you that distance vibe.. BUT I am not like that.. you should know that I can be tender and very loving.. I can love you better than anyone else.. I can love you where YOU will say I do.. only if you can give me a chance.. give me a chance so that I can prove to you I am much more than this.. I see YOU stand Up.. I just can't believe.. are you leaving Me.. did I say something wrong that made you feel like you want to walk away from me.. why are you leaving when YOU came this close.. please don't go.. I have been waiting for you all this time.. and Now you want to leave.. you want to open that door and walk off from me.. then tell me what did I say that wants to make you leave.. I only want your heart.. why do you have to make it this hard on me.. don't go.. please don't go because I love you.. I grab Your hand.. Please.. don't go.. why are you hiding your face from me.. why can't you look into my eyes and tell me that you don't love me.. why can't you show me your real face to me.. don't go.. wait.. what have I done that makes you want to leave.. don't go.. don't leave me.. the hand pushes my hand away.. I see you open the door and walks away.. My Hand beats my Chest.. and Hits and hits.. WHY do you leave me.. I was so close right.. but I know that being close is nothing because this is what I get.. I want YOU.. I want Your heart.. Give me a chance.. YOU don't even give me a chance to love you.. then WHY do you have to push me away.. make me ache.. WHY.. I am hurt.. WHY.. I am hurting right Now.. WHY do you hurt me for.. I am only asking for One thing.. Just Your Heart.. DID I ever ask for YOUR love.. but if you just leave your heart with me.. at least I can try to revive Your Heart so that YOUR HEART can say something.. I just can't believe You are gone.. WHY do you have to hurt Me for.. WHY am I such a Fool.. all I need is Your Heart.. I open My two eyes.. I look down.. I only see the empty Glass Jar.. I am going to feel it with my tears.. I want Your heart.. I need your heart.. As I am sitting Down.. Holding the Glass Jar.. My tears starts to run down.. DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.. hits and goes inside the Glass Jar.. My tears are telling me that I am missing YOU.. that I love YOU and I only want YOU.. I need you and I want Your Heart.. WHY did you have to leave.. bring such and the Door Opens.. The doctor looks at the Empty Glass jar.. and sees My tear drops.. I am aching Inside.. I just can't take it anymore.. and I am hurting right Now.. I want to be with Her.. and you can see that I am sick.. dying inside.. Can you please give me some Pills.. maybe these Pills can help me to calm me down.. feels like a storm inside of me.. waves crashes into my Own Heart.. The Doctor walks closer and stops.. I am so sorry that I am showing this side of me.. I have been loving her for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting but I hear no answers.. I do not hear any words but is it just me.. am I going crazy.. am I going nuts.. I am wondering what is wrong with me.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I
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초아씨 하고 싶은 것들 다 하고 행복했으면 좋겠습니다 :)
서진인생님도 하고싶은일 다 하시고 행복하셨으면 좋겠어요🥹저의 행복을 기원해주셔서 진심으로 감사드립니다. 저도 서진님도 앞으로는 더 좋을거예요❤ 힘이들땐 하늘을봐~~~~ 나는항상 혼자가 아니야~🎵 비가 와도 모진 바람 불어도 다시 햇살은 비추니까☀️ (서영은-’혼자가아닌나‘중..)
@@CHOACHOA 감사합니다😁
Really pleased to see that Choa is writing a journal.
Whichever period in her life Choa is recording, and assuming she will one day make it public, a Park ChoA biography will be a trully wonderful experience for her fans.
That camp site looked very cold - no wonder Wooah and Hodo just wanted to snuggle up to warm Choa!
다나카 걸음 뭐냐고욬ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아 ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ 보다가 빵터졌어욬ㅋㅋㅋ사랑해ㅠㅠㅠㅜㅜㅠㅠㅠunnie so precious엉엉
내 아네 다 나카가 이쓰무니ㄷㅏ 시여누상 나도 사란헤~~~~~~~~~~
Choa you look so different from your AoA days and it is really nice. I never would have thought that one day I would see you go camping with your cute little doggies, but here you are and I will say you are still very enjoyable. Thank you for sharing 😘💗
Happy to see Choa enjoying UA-cam adventures!
Imagine going camping, and seeing your neighbor is Choa!
I want that chair.....I think the doggies had fun...and Choa too...she is getting really good at setting up
I would want to stay for an extra day....alot of setting up time, need more relaxing time.... Choa makes it a cozy camping trip..the little ones want to get cozy with Choa
한겨울에 캠프에 나가는 건, 초아씨는 매우 파워풀하네요‼️⛄️🥶🏕
도로가 얼기 때문에 자동차 운전은 조심하십시오‼️🚍💕
감사합니다!! 코이치로님도 눈길운전 조심하셔야해요 스노우 체인 필수!!!!!
@@CHOACHOA 초아 씨, 회신 해 주셔서 감사합니다‼️🙇♂️
아직 추운 날이 계속되므로 컨디션도 조심하세요‼️🧤🧣💕
Relaxing and spending some time simply enjoying yourself doing something you like can be great healing.
I love seeing happy Choa enjoying her camping trip. And I love seeing her silly and cute dogs.
I hope you are doing great, Choa!
Love from Norway.
I hope you have a nice weekend Choa, I love seeing your new camper, I love the landscapes of your country, they are very beautiful, just like you, a hug and don't forget that I love you
Love the positive vibes. Looking forward to more of the camping journey.
Great video, your so entertaining, I laughed and enjoyed it very much. the Dogs are so cute.
진짜 너무 이뻐요~❤강쥐들도 이쁘고 보는사람도 같이 힐링되는 영상이네요😄
Wow so nice Choa!!💓💓
I enjoyed watching how you put up the tent!! I love your camper it's so cool!!!
Love from Mexico 🇲🇽💓💓💓💓
Happy Cho A! Funny Cho A! Lively Cho A! Cho A's contents are always a great moment for us!! 👼❤
0:52 I still love Cho A more but I do love her camping car! I guess ROK generals could be jealous! :D
초아가 좋아하니 그냥 너무 좋다😍😍😍
초아언니 캠핑주의보 영상 항상 너무 힐링돼고 재밌어요!! 그리고 언니의 미모는 오늘도 열일 중💕
이번주도감사합니다!!!!
어제 시선의뮤직비디어봣어요^^역시울초아언니👏🏻
진짜예쁘고 목소리도넘좋아요!!!
캠핑넘좋네~그리고 저도순대국좋아해요!!맛잇겟당🤤
일본은 오늘눈이왓엉ㅎㅎ아직추운데 감기조심해요^^
우와 미소짱❤ 이번주도 저를 보러 와주셨네요
이번주고 감사합니다
미소짱은 순대국을 어떻게 알아요?
@@CHOACHOA 어머…언니ㅜㅜ고마워요ㅠㅠ
한국인남친이랑 한국에갔을때 먹엇어요!!!
아~한국에가면 먹어야지!!!!
돼지국밥도 맛있어요!!
드셔보셨나용??
@@CHOACHOA 없어요…😗
추천해주실만한 식당 있나요?
검색하니 맛있을 것 같았어요!
올해결혼하니까..🙄한국여행도갈거에요^^그때먹어야징
언니도보고싶어^^ㅎㅎ
새하얀 눈이 많은 곳에서
새하얗게 예쁜 초아님까지 ^ ^
Choa camping alone.. be safe! 😊
편안한 밤 되세요~🌛
😴 병철님도 편안한밤 되세용
초아님 영상 보고 저도 캠핑을 심각하게 고려중입니다
세상에서 가장 고귀하고 아름다우신 여왕님의 캠핑 영상.. 아주 귀한 영상이니 소중히 아껴 보겠습니다..
Love love love when you go camping 🏕️ always a blast when you do something fun for yourself!
힐링 영상 감사합니다😊😊
노빠꾸 탁재훈에서 캠핑카 샀다고 해서 보러옴 ㅎㅎ 좋네 근데 지금 여름인데 ㅋㅋ 겨울 영상 ㅎ
아... 캠핑카 여행이라니 그 자체로 그저 부럽네요... 어렸을때 미드나 미국 영화에서 캠핑카로 여행 가는 장면을 보면서 미국 사람들
은 참 신기 방기한 것들이 많구나... 그리고 자동차인데 그 안에 침대도 있고, 화장실도 있고, 부엌도 있고, tv도 있는 캠핑카를 보면서
정말 신기하게 봤었던 기억이 나네요... 렉스턴 칸 캠핑카라니... 부럽다... 고기랑 쏘세지 구워서 맥주도 마시고, 라면도 끓여먹고 진
짜 좋겠다... 밤에는 별도 보고... 캠핑 끝나고 돌아가는 길에 먹은 얼큰 순대국까지 완벽하구만!!
Is it weird that I've seen a number of Camping girls on UA-cam that I'm starting to recognize camping sites? Choa was the one who GOT me into watching those other camping channels in the first place!
캠핑동 잘하는 초아님 못하는게 없는😊
4:03 에헤이 조졌네이거~~
평일에 캠핑장 가면 나혼자 전세낸거 같은 기분을 즐길수 있죠 ㅋㅋㅋ
새하얀 곳에서 낭만이라 아주 좋습니다 ^^
스노우피크.이쁘닷.내 최애 캠핑용품과 옷들.ㅎㅎ
나는 세계 최고의 소녀를 본다. 초아야가 최고입니다. 사랑. 마음에 듭니다. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
마지막속삭이는 멘트에서 바로 좋아요 눌렀어요 ㅋㅋ
발렌타인데이를 위해 초콜릿🍫을 보냈습니다🎁사무소의 여러분🕊가족 여러분🕊함께 드세요🥰
"다함께 먹으면 (체중증가도) 무섭지 않아요😆👍️‼
My Queen ChoA carry her family members (two cute dogs), this time go to snowy camping. Many many warm moment in this charter. Thank My Queen ChoA. l always Iove you 😍❤️👸🏼
Thank your like 🥳❤️
From a miserable kpop idol to a happy camper. Do what you like ChoA. ❤
초아님 이 날 철수 하실때 옆 사이트에 카키색 텐트 피칭했던 캠퍼입니다!
인사드릴까 하다 방해 될까 인사 못드렸는데
이렇게 영상으로 보니 너무 반갑습니다!
마무리까지 사이트 깔끔하게 정리하고 가시는 초아님 최고였습니다!
항상 응원하고 앞으로
캠핑영상 더더더 기대하겠습니다🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️
안녕하세요 ☺ 웨인루니님
두분이 같이오셨던 커플 캠퍼 님 맞으시죠?
서로 사진찍어주시면서 캠핑을 즐기시는모습
인상깊엇었어요❤
이렇게 찾아와주셔서
댓글도 달아주시고 감사드립니다
좋은 캠핑영상 만들어볼수잇도록 노력할께요!
Choa is so amazing at camping very fantastic ♡
운전에 여유가 생긴게 보이네요! 굿👍
우아앙~영상보니 캠핑 고프네요~~
0:47 스스로 격려하는 거 ㄱㅇㅇㅇㅇ🥲
3:00 흡연 권장 😆
5:06 정곡 찔린 표정 🤭
6:47 어쩌다 어른에서 배운 대로 실천하는 착실한 초아님 😙
9:10 뽈뽈뽈🐶🐺😗
11:00 촴새가 방앗간을 지나칠 수 없찡😋
뭔가 어설프지만 계속 하다보면 삶의 한부분처럼 자연스러워질겁니다.
굿~~
칸 기반 모터홈카 내부 배치는 이집꺼가 제일 효율적으로 잘만든듯.
초아씨 영상 보다가 캠핑카 업체가
제가 사는 향남에 있다는걸 알게 되었어요
평상시 캠핑카에 관심이 많았는데
구매하고 싶네요!~~~
감사합니다.
プレゼントのコーヒーマシュマロ🟤🟤を食べてくれてありがとう🥰
私こそ いつもありがとう。 コーヒーマシュマロはとても不思議でした、よく食べましたさゆりちゃん❤
@@CHOACHOA ❀.(*´▽`*)❀.
2:52 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 700
ALL HAIL THE QUEEN !!
운치 잇고 기분 좋은 여행 다녀오셧네요 ㅎㅎ 강아지들도 재밋어 하는거 같네요 ㅋㅋ
시작부터 ㄱㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇ🥲
😘😘
초아누나 너무 감사합니다 👍😄
The ASMR at the end
캠핑 안 간지 진짜 오래됐는데 ㅠㅠ 이번에 시간 있을때 꼭 다녀와야겠어요 ㅠㅠ
이 영상 보니까 더더더더더더더더더더 가고싶네요 ㅠㅠ
초아님 머리가 벌써 이렇게 길어요? 얼마 후에 시선뮤비에서 나온 헤어스타일만큼 길겠죠ㅋㅋ 공주님처럼 너무 예뻐요😄 이번에 초아님 캠핑 장비가 많이 업그레이드 됐네요! 완전 프로캠퍼예요ㅎㅎ 요즘 다른 분들의 캠핑 영상을 많이 봤는데 요리하는 부분이 재밌더라고요. 초아님도 캠핑할 때 요리하면 재밌을 것 같아요😁
오!!!!!저도 그런이유로 올해는 요리를 좀 배워보고싶다고 생각했어요 통했다!!!!!😆 제가 올해에 꼭 요리를 배워서 캠핑하면서 소개할께요👩🍳
@@CHOACHOA 너무 기대돼요ㅎㅎ 처음에는 불고기나 스테이크 같은 복잡한 요리 없이 라면 끓이는 것부터 시작해도 돼요. 직접 만든 토핑을 넣으면 라면도 더 맛있어요ㅋㅋ 왠지 모르게 다른 분들 불 피우기부터 채소 썰기 요리까지 할 때마다 마음이 편안해지는 것 같고 ASMR 듣는 것 같아요😄 초아님 파이팅 하세요!
크고 작은 아이템들이 줄줄이 등장하니까 뭔가 도라에몽 보는 느낌이에용 🤭
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 계속 모으고 있는중이예요!🔥🔥
@@CHOACHOA 🔥🤩🔥
Luv Queen Choa eonnie my idola I hope your always happiness😍👑✨💖
항상 건강하시고, 화이팅 !
Love from Indonesia 💜💜💜
포천은 막걸리 인생은 캠핑으로 부터 자 떠나자 동해 바다로~~ 캠핑카 타고 오오오~~
I Love it this Vlog Queen Choa eonnie so beautiful my idola👑✨💖
초아씨 너무 재밌게 잘봤어요 추운날씨 재밌는 캠핑하고 기회되면 초아씨하고 이야기 나누고싶어요
초아님 이제 캠퍼느낌 물씬 나네요 응원합니다!
💗💗💗💗💗
QUEEN CHOA I LOVE YOUU 💞💞💞
자랑하는 초아 누나 너무 귀엽다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
초아누나 9년전에 팬 됐었는데
오랜만에 생각나서 검색했어요
좋네요 잘 지내시는것 같아서ㅠㅠ
평일에 간건가요??
너무 좋네요. 부러워요.
🖤
스키야키 캠핑가서 한번 만들어봐야겠어욥
Love yourself.
우와 진짜로예쁘다 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
🥰💞
❤
아 국밥 먹고싶다
Cute socks Choa
❤️❤️❤️
초아 짱!!!
초아님 ~~저도 칸캠카 타는데 텐트정보 부탁드려요 ^^
안녕하세요!
텐트는
F45s어닝에 호환되는
야마비시 캠핑카 어닝룸 3.5m*2.5m입니다 :)
너무편해보여요- 멍뭉이랑같이간캠핑 부럽부럽
역시 초아님은 짧은 머리가 잘 어울리심...
😍😍🥰🥰CHOYA CAMP😍😍🥰
11:25 분명 영상인데 순대국 냄새나요 ㅋㅋ
뎨동합니다 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
왔다!
저도 가고 싶어요ㅋㅋㅋ
초아 이쁘다
엉클킴스 같은데 데크에서 바로 화로라니. 밑에 방염포나 받침정도는 깔아주셔야합니다.
안녕하세요 민키님😊 영상시청해주시고 댓글을 달아주셔서 감사합니다!! 데크에서 화로가 안되는곳들이 많기때문에 사장님께 전화해서 캠핑장에 받침대가 있는지 여쭤보니 캠핑장 어딘가에 있겠지만 찾을수없다면 받침대없이 데크만 태우지말고 사용해도 된다고 하셔서 조심히사용했습니다. (받침대를 찾을수없었어용 ㅠㅠㅠ) 말씀귀기울여서 앞으로 캠핑장을 다니며 데크 캠핑존일때는 꼭꼭확인할께요! 관심가져주셔서 정말감사드립니다 클린캠핑할께요!!🏕️
초아님 너무 예뻐요
동갑나이라 응원합니다!
초아보면 촣아 ㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 순대국은 못 참지~ ㅇㅈ
チョア様、 Solo Camp お疲れ様でした。とても楽しそうでしたね♪ でも、夜はお気をつけて下さいね。 감 사 합 니 다 사 랑 해 요 ＾＾。
초아 CHOA님 캠핑장여행 재밌있었나요.
협찬같은거 받으신줄 알았는데, 캠핑카의 주인이시라니 대단한데요~
EXTRA TOP VIDEO !!!
สวัสดีครับ
สวัสดี❤
@@CHOACHOA ครับผม😊
초아 누나 혼캠 (혼자 캠핑) 한 거에요? 저도 언젠가 해보고 싶어요 ^^
캠핑 좋아하신가보네요!!
네 😄 요즘들어 더 가고싶어요ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ
The subtitles disappeared 😕
♥️🇺🇲
Hi! :)
Oink Oink.. I am looking at your Picture.. sitting by the window.. Looking UP at the Moon.. and just being able to fly across the Moon.. asking the Angel if I can borrow two Wings.. I have written another Letter.. I want to give you this Letter that is in my Hands.. when I came Home.. I saw the Angel waiting for Me.. My Heart broken into pieces and started to Miss YOU all over again.. When can I see YOU again.. when can I see YOU.. WHY do I keep on missing YOU.. and I am looking at the Angel.. Can I borrow the two wings again.. I made a Promise to YOU that I am going to give YOU another Letter.. just to tell YOU how I truly feel.. just to share to YOU about what is deep in my Mind.. deep in my thoughts.. just to tell you that I love YOU.. Only if YOU can accept the Letter I give.. will you take the Letter again.. When I saw the Angel.. who was waiting for me.. I would ask this Angel.. How can I be an Angel.. because I just want to be close to YOU.. even though I do not ask for your Love.. I am not asking YOU.. can YOU love me.. it is what is in my Heart.. who is the One loving YOU.. I am truly feeling like I am filled and Full just by loving YOU.. and the Angel would look at me.. if I become the An angel.. I can't ever be with YOU.. but can be Near YOU.. be close to YOU and Just love YOU from the Far.. from the distance just to be there and just to love YOU and Only thing I can do is miss YOU.. and I would ask the Angel.. am I able to share.. tell and write letters to YOU.. the Angel tells me.. I still can.. I can always love YOU.. and able to tell you.. express the Joy of loving YOU.. I do remember begging this Angel.. that I needed to borrow the two wings.. or if I can be an Angel instead.. as long as I can love YOU.. as long as I can write you Letters to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. so I made the Deal with Angel.. he is going to bring me two wings and gives to me as a Gift and I will become Your Angel.. the One who loves YOU from a far and from distance.. I do remember sitting by the desk.. pulling Out the White Sheet of Clean Paper.. grabbing a Pen and started to write YOU a Letter.. to tell YOU this.. I would say.. I am Your Angel.. Please do not be afraid of Me.. but to know how much I love YOU.. when I get close to the window and the Sun goes down and the Moon with the Stars comes UP the sky.. I would open the Window and stare into the Night.. just thinking of YOU.. just missing YOU always.. I do not want to miss you any more.. there is this Ache in my Heart.. there is this Pain in my soul.. looking into the Night.. Looking at the Moon.. I am watching the Moon looking at me.. and when I look at the Moon.. I think of YOU.. YOU keep on crossing my Mind.. I can feel this pain.. a sharp Pain because I want to be close to YOU.. When can I see YOU.. When can I come close to YOU and reveal to YOU that It is Me who be loving you the Most.. would you please let me come close.. so that I don't have to keep on missing YOU.. I feel like I needs to make this Move first.. that I needs to get close.. even though I may not be able to be with YOU.. I know that if I am your Angel.. at least I get to see YOU.. see you closer and able to love you More because I don't miss YOU.. this wall.. this distance that is not able to let me get to YOU.. I know that I must break down the wall.. break down the distance.. this missing YOU.. so that I can be at least to tell YOU that I love YOU.. it is driving me Insane.. it is driving me crazy Now because I know my Heart.. I know what is IN my Heart and WHO I be loving for such a Long time.. that is why Now.. I just want to be close.. would you please accept these Letters that I write.. I just want to tell you what crosses my Mind.. and that without YOU.. I know that I can't Live.. without YOU I can't breathe so Please Help me to Love YOU more.. as I am writing on the Clean Sheet of Paper.. and I hear the Knock on the window.. and I turn to Look.. it is the Angel who has brought me the gift.. the two Wings.. NO more asking to borrow but Now I have two wings.. Once I put the two Wings on the Back.. I will become Your Angel.. who can be near YOU.. Not missing YOU no More.. I see the Angel leaves the two Wings by the Window and He leaves.. I am looking at your Picture.. I am so sorry that I have to be an Angel.. only thing I can do is to be Close.. just to be there and just loving you from the Distance.. But I do get to tell you how much I love YOU.. at least I have the Voice to share from these letters.. to tell you I love YOU.. for so long.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. will you please let me Love YOU still.. as I open the Window and grabbing the two wings.. I am looking at them.. both hands holding the two wings.. I am looking at your Picture sitting on the top of the desk.. I can't breathe.. because it is so Hard for me to breathe right Now.. I want to go.. I want to be with YOU Now.. if I can't do this.. I know I be going crazy.. so please understand why I am doing this for YOU.. I put the two Wings on my Back.. and I fall on the Floor.. and crying.. as I am holding your Picture.. IN my hand is your Picture.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be with YOU forever.. If I stay here.. I know that I will miss you more.. and Missing YOU drives me Crazy and in such great pain.. I feel aches all over my body.. I am wiping my tears as I am looking at your Picture.. why do I have to be so far from YOU.. why do YOU have to live so far that I must do this.. WHY.. as I feel this Change.. I become Your Angel.. but as long as I can still love YOU and tell YOU How much I love YOU.. I don't care what happens to Me.. as long as YOU know.. YOU know that My Love for you is surreal.. that I love you for real.. and as long as YOU get this Message.. I am looking at the Bottle.. I been taking few shots.. before I would write you a Letter.. I would have the shot Glass.. and with the Bottle of Rice Wine.. I would pour on the Shot Glass.. My Heart could not take this Pain.. this Ache.. so I started to drink.. so that I don't feel this Pain in my Heart.. help Me to love YOU.. Help me by accepting the Letters so that I know that I have a chance to Love YOU... as I would stand UP.. on two feet.. I would roll the Paper and I would grab the Empty Bottle of the rice wine.. put the Rolled paper into the Bottle.. and I am standing.. walking to the window.. and I am looking at the Moon.. I would walk away from the room and go out side.. as I am standing outside.. One hand holding your Picture.. Looking at your Picture.. and On the Other hand I holding the Letter inside the Bottle.. I know that I must get to YOU.. I must fly over the Moon and go where YOU at.. Please be where I met YOU.. Please know that I am coming and I am going to YOU.. I have just written a Letter.. I have told YOU in the letter.. I have asked the Angel.. if I can be Your Angel.. so that I can be near YOU and love you from the distance.. if I stay here.. How can I show YOU that I love YOU.. How can I tell YOU that I love YOU.. so Now.. just standing here.. going out side and just looking at the Moon is Not going to do anything for Me.. I hope that when YOU receive the Message.. the Letter inside this Bottle.. will you open the Letter.. will you please accept and read it.. because I put so much time and thoughts.. my Heart into each Letter.. letting YOU know How much I miss YOU.. I miss you that It drives me Insane.. I miss you that it drives me crazy.. if YOU can't come to me.. then I will go to YOU.. but Now as your Angel.. please accept my Heart.. Please accept the Letters I give YOU.. and I am looking UP the MOON as I am speaking from My Heart.. I am looking UP at the Moon and telling these Words to the Moon.. I know that YOU can't hear me.. because of the distance.. for being so far away.. but I will let you know soon as I fly over the Moon to the Place you are.. Please Open YOUR Heart.. Please let me In.. Open your Heart for Me.. and please don't reject how much I love YOU.. how much I miss YOU.. Please open your Heart and receive and accept.. I am crying Out as I am saying these things.. LOOKING UP at the Moon.. Looking at your Picture.. Holding hard on the Bottle.. I want to give.. I want to give as much as I can.. I want to give YOU how much I love YOU.. I just want to give you my ALL.. my everything to YOU.. and the two wings starts to flap.. as I feel myself being lifted from the Ground.. WHY must I change to Love YOU.. why can't I love you for Me.. WHY do I must have two wings.. why have to be an angel to Love YOU.. I just want to love YOU.. but standing here
I want to hold you close.. but I know that NO matter How long.. I know that it is Not You.. my both eyes would close.. shutting them tight.. But for some reason.. I just can't sleep.. I want to sleep because I feel so tired this very night.. But I still can't sleep.. so my arms holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I want to hear Your Heart beat.. I want to hear your voice.. but I know that this Giant Teddy Bear is not YOU.. and will Not going to say a word to Me.. eyes are still closed.. I am seeing your face.. even though the room is dark.. why am I seeing the vision of YOU.. why can't you go away especially when I need to go to sleep.. it is so Hard to get away from YOU.. I am holding the Giant Teddy Bear tight.. and squeezing because I want YOU.. I need you.. I want to hold you in my arms and tell you.. whisper to your ears how much I need to be with YOU and that I love YOU.. and I just can't wait until YOU come into my arms and I be holding YOU.. and just loving YOU.. loving you more.. even you can get tired of Me.. and even push me both hands.. I still will tell YOU I love YOU.. grabbing you with both arms.. and holding YOU close and telling YOU.. can I hear your Heart.. I want to know how your Heart sounds.. please.. I want to hear what YOUR Heart needs to say.. if YOU have no words to tell me.. at least I want to hold YOU close.. and listening to your Heart beat be enough for Me.. Please.. let me hear Your Heart Beat.. and Holding the Giant Teddy Bear in my arms I would turn to roll.. facing the wall.. and I would sit UP on the Bed.. looking at the wall.. wondering.. WHY can't I just go to sleep.. I need my rest.. I have long day ahead.. and needs to be working.. but on this very Night.. I even tried to close both eyes.. as tight as I could.. and I just need to go to the Night zone.. but I am seeing YOU in my head.. in my thought I see Your beautiful face.. I know that before I came to lay on the Bed.. I was sitting on the chair next to the desk.. I would be looking at Your Picture.. just wondering when can I see YOU.. when Can I be with YOU.. when will your answer be Yes to me.. when will that day Come because I been looking at your Picture.. my Heart is crying from the Inside.. I can feel my Heart just crying because I am longing for YOU.. been waiting and waiting.. but only thing I can do at this point.. sitting on the Chair.. and by the desk.. I be looking at your picture.. It hurts me deep inside that I can't be with YOU.. I would hold the Picture in my hand and I am looking at you through the Picture and I would be asking the Picture of YOU.. why can't I be with YOU now.. why can't my arms just open wide and I can hold you.. hold you close just to hear YOUR Heart beat.. if YOU come close.. can I please hear the sound and the beatings of Your Heart.. because I am dying inside for YOU.. I want you in my arms.. can YOU Please come sooner so that My arms will not feel so alone.. I want to be with YOU.. for the rest of my life.. my arms can hold YOU.. I will ask for Your ears so that I can speak and whisper telling YOU How much I missed YOU and how much I love YOU.. I am sitting on the top of the bed.. I just can't sleep.. I know I needs to sleep.. but I can't until you tell me something.. as I am facing the Wall.. my arms wrapped around the Giant Teddy Bear.. I can't live with out YOU.. I feel like I can't breathe well until I get YOU close to me.. I been waiting.. I been wanting.. I been needing YOU.. I still need YOU because I love YOU.. tell me what is IN your Heart.. as I am looking at the wall.. since I know I just can't sleep.. then what I can do is to sit and stare at this Wall.. I wish then at least I can see Your Heart.. If I can't be with YOU.. only if I can put Your Heart and place to this wall.. and I can look at your Heart.. I will look at your Heart and just tell YOUR Heart how much I am suffering.. I am in such a great pain.. this hardship of waiting for YOU sometimes makes me more emotionally then ever because I want to be with YOU.. I am holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. but it is Not YOU.. I want to hold YOU like the way I am holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. it does not feel the same because I want it to be YOU instead.. I want YOU to be here with Me.. it is Hard to be in a place where I can't be with YOU.. I am looking at this wall.. this Wall do not talk back.. even no matter How many words I would say to this Wall.. looking and staring.. since I just can't sleep.. I know I have to get this Off my chest.. asking YOU.. when can I see YOU.. so that I can tell YOU what is in my heart.. but no matter How many times I tell YOU.. are you receiving it.. I want to ask YOU.. do you know how much I love YOU.. do you know that I been staring at this wall.. is my words going empty because I know it comes from My Heart.. as I am looking at the wall.. I would turn to look at the Desk.. but I know only thing that is on that Desk is your Picture.. I know that if I go to the desk and sit on that chair.. I would be grabbing your picture and my eyes is going to cry.. just the way My Heart is crying right Now.. it is crying because I am longing for YOU to be in my arms and only thing I want to do is hear Your Heart.. is it wrong if I want to see Your Heart and Not just look but to hear Your Heart.. I want to hear how does Your Heart sound.. I want to listen to your Heart beating.. so that I know I am hearing that YOU are alive.. that I know that YOU will never let Other men get close to Your Heart.. so that I want to be the One who can get close to Your Heart.. as My both arms opens wide and the Giant Teddy Bear is release from holding.. I want YOU.. why can't it be YOU.. I am so tired of holding this Giant Teddy Bear because NO matter How many times I would hold it.. I know it is Not YOU.. I want it to be YOU.. forever in my arms and when YOU are able to get close to me.. I want to tell Your ears.. I love YOU.. I would say.. and whisper.. I love YOU and my arms will never let YOU go.. so please be close.. and as I would lay back down.. and On the Pillow.. I would close both eyes.. trying to get some rest.. trying to get some sleep.. my eyes would close.. close tight then it opens.. and I am looking UP.. and I see YOUR beautiful Face.. I see your Beautiful smile.. looking at the ceiling.. I must be going crazy.. am I going mad or crazy.. I am seeing YOU up on that ceiling.. but I am trying to get some rest.. wanting to sleep.. I just can't let YOU go.. I can't even think right.. I am seeing YOU everywhere.. let me please love YOU then.. If I can't let you go.. then Please.. let me love YOU.. I want to love YOU.. and I want to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. since I can't ever get rid of YOU and I keep on seeing YOU everywhere.. then.. tell me How can I reach YOU.. how can I get close to YOU so that I can tell YOU and show YOU how much I love YOU.. since I see You when I close both eyes.. and when I open both eyes.. I am looking at the ceiling.. I still see YOU.. if I sit up and go to the desk sitting on the chair.. I have your picture there.. I will see you there again.. NO matter How I am trying to escape.. I keep on seeing YOU.. Now Holding this Giant Teddy Bear in my arms.. I am holding thinking of YOU.. that I rather want it to be YOU.. and I know that it is not YOU.. it hurts me.. keep longing and longing.. this yearning of Not able to be with YOU kills me inside.. because I know I want to be with YOU.. as I sit UP.. and I would get out of the bed.. Out of the room I go to the rest room.. turning on the light and on the Bottom corner.. I remember I have put Your Picture there too.. which I would look down on the corner.. I see Your Picture.. the water runs down.. I am washing my face with both hands.. I just can't go to sleep.. I am trying to get you off my Mind.. but the More I try too escape and get rid of YOU.. something is driving me crazy because I can't escape YOU.. my hand grabs the bottom corner and my hand grabs the picture.. what am I suppose to do now.. I am seeing YOUR picture here.. It is driving me Craze like I am insane.. must be that I must love YOU a lot
As I am looking at myself.. looking at the Mirror.. I would say.. what are you doing to Me.. I wish I had answer.. maybe a solution.. but right Now I just can't figure OUT what do I do.. there is Nothing I can do at this point.. then tell me.. how do I get to YOU.. How do I get close to YOU.. tell me how so that I can tell you My Heart.. at least tell me where can I find Your Heart.. if I can't get to YOU.. let me please speak to your Heart.. let me please have your Heart.. then I know for sure there is a chance.. that there is an assurance that some day.. One day I am able to get close to YOU.. because this situation I am in is taking me NO where.. I am going insane.. it is driving me crazy.. I been holding that Giant Teddy Bear.. and I don't want to hold that Giant Teddy Bear any more because I want YOU more.. I want YOU instead.. but holding that Giant Teddy Bear only reminds me that I am going crazy.. because I wish.. I am wanting.. Please Help Me.. tell me and show me something.. Please give me an answer so that I know which way to YOU.. I need Your Love.. I need Your Heart.. I need YOU close.. I need you in my arms instead.. and It is killing me that YOU are so far.. that there is a long distance between us.. at least show me that YOU know where Your Heart is.. show me Your Heart.. tell me your Heart because I need to Know.. I want to know that I am heading on the right direction.. which is to YOU.. to Your Heart.. please.. as I am looking at the Mirror and sharing it to the Mirror.. You know How I feel.. YOU know that it is so Hot Outside and I have been waiting for YOU.. I even called you on the Phone but you don't answer.. You gave me a Note.. and this Note with a Picture of YOU.. and I have decided to come.. I had to sit for a long period.. thinking of YOU.. I be sitting by the desk.. Should I go.. or Should I just sit here and do nothing.. I would grab your Picture.. and I would look at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the My Mind feels like it is going on whirl wind.. just can't stop thinking of YOU.. wishing to see YOU.. and I would take a look at your picture twice.. I would look again over and over.. and it drives me crazy that I can't be with YOU.. that I am sitting down here by the desk.. just can't do nothing at this point.. AS I would grab the shot glass.. and Pour the bottle.. I would lift the Shot glass.. and smell.. Open my mouth and slam into my mouth.. I just can't.. but I want to see YOU.. but look at me where I am at.. just sitting here.. Unable to move.. but I want to get UP and go to YOU.. you know that it is so hard when YOU sit.. and all I can do is look at Your Picture.. My Heart cries.. cries from the inside because I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold Your Hand.. I want to feel YOU close.. but.. right Now.. all I can do is sit and stare.. just wait and my Heart cries while waiting and Looking at Your Picture.. I would pour the Bottle into the shot Glass.. I hate drinking this because of this Pain.. the pain of just can't be with YOU.. I want to be with YOU and tell you how much I love you.. DO you know how it feels when YOU just can't.. but Your Heart wants to say.. I want to tell YOU.. I want to say to YOU that I love YOU.. why can't you be here.. why can't you be near.. so that I can hold YOU.. would you let me hold YOU.. can I wrap my arms around YOU and tell YOU that I love YOU.. would you let me say these words to YOU.. that NO matter How hard things are.. I am not going to give UP on loving YOU.. sometimes I wish that I can.. just let everything go.. but.. I have already made up my mind to love YOU no matter what.. to love YOU even though you may be far off over the Moon.. as long I can tell you some how.. I just hope that it can get to YOU.. some way or some How.. that my Love.. my Heart.. the way and HOW much I love YOU.. I know that one day It will catch YOUR heart on fire and let it be known that there is some one.. a person like myself here.. still waiting for YOU.. waiting for YOUR love.. as I grab the shot Glass.. I open my mouth and slam it into my mouth.. Now I can feel something.. and Now.. I know I be missing YOU.. but do you know how much I do.. Do you know that I think of you every day.. every night.. I think of you and many times you cross my Mind.. as I grab and to look at Your Picture.. I wonder where is Your Heart.. Please.. show me Your Heart.. I needs to know.. if I can find Your Heart.. and if I find Your Heart.. would you let me have Your Heart.. I want to have to hold and keep forever.. would YOU let me have Your Heart.. I needs to know.. I needs to know your answer.. I have been waiting.. and I am still waiting.. but YOU have not given me any answers yet.. Please tell me why YOU are not letting me know.. is it suppose to be a secret.. is it something that I just can't hear.. Please let me Know.. let my Heart breathe.. Let My Heart know because I love YOU.. But YOU know my Heart.. How much I want to be with YOU.. How much I miss YOU.. How much I love YOU.. How much I adore YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful.. so Please let me know.. as I pour the Bottle on the Shot Glass.. and I would take the last shot into my mouth.. and I would get Up.. I know that I needs to Know.. I want to know because sitting here by the desk.. and just looking at Your Picture.. and just asking You through this picture.. I know that YOU will never answer me back.. I can't just sit here when YOU will not speak back through this Picture.. I be looking at your Picture.. and just be talking to It.. it hurts that YOU never answer back.. but I needs to know.. Please tell me.. why can't you speak to me through this Picture.. I needs to know Your Heart.. can I have your Heart please.. I needs to know.. but I been here.. sitting for many hours.. in the same spot.. No response.. but Now I feel.. I be looking at the Bottle.. it is Now an empty Bottle.. I drank it all through this Shot Glass.. I see two empty Bottles.. I feel like I want to cry Now.. because I needs to know Your Answer.. But YOU would never talk back.. I hear No answers.. so I get UP.. out of this chair.. and Yes.. I know that the Note is here with me.. telling me to the location.. to the Door.. I needs to go to the Door.. but would you answer the Door if I knock.. I know I want something from YOU.. I need Your Heart.. I need Your Heart please.. as I would walk Out my door.. It is very hot outside.. I know that staying and sitting by the desk.. I will never get any answers.. I know you will never talk through the Picture.. but with this Note.. telling me where to Go and with the Picture I have.. Now I am going to this Door.. I am going to your Door.. the door where YOU are staying.. Would you come Out if I knock on the Door.. would you answer the Door.. and tell me.. I see that the SUN is Out and it is very Hot outside.. I am not sure if it was a good idea to drink and now.. I just wants to go over and ask YOU.. I need Your Heart please.. as I go to the Door.. I am standing by your Door.. would YOU answer the Door.. would you tell me Yes if I asked you if I can have Your Heart.. would you even respond.. so I would look at the Door.. I do see a door knob.. My Hand grabs the Door Knob and I would twist to turn.. I can see that the DOOR is locked.. I can't open the Door.. SO.. Am I suppose to knock on this DOOR.. please answer this Door.. so I would roll my hand to fist.. and Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. as I stand there waiting.. I don't hear anything.. so I would roll my hand into the first.. and knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. do you hear this Knocking at Your Door.. I am the one who received this Note.. and also I got your Picture.. I hope you have send it to the right address because It came to my Door.. DO you know that I am the right person you send it too.. Please come and check for Yourself.. was it suppose to be me who suppose to receive this from YOU.. Please.. show me that I am the right person that YOU send and gave too.. So I stood by the door.. and just waited.. But I hear no answer.. I know that it came to me.. if this is from YOU.. am I the person you are trying to reach
As I am waiting.. I hear.. DOK DOK DOK.. and it came from the Inside.. and I am wondering.. is this really YOU who is knocking from the Inside.. what does this Means.. does this means the answer is Yes.. can YOU please knock once again.. and I hear.. DOK DOK DOK.. I just can't believe.. I wanted to scream with excitement that I got an answer.. I wanted to Know.. and I hear the Knock on the Door.. so I would roll my hand into the Fist.. and Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. I have received a Note.. and I also received your Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. do YOU know that YOU are the most beautiful.. Like a Flower.. YOU are so beautiful.. I have come long ways.. and It is hot Outside right Now.. in the middle of the Day.. I feel soaking wet because of the Heat.. can YOU please Open this Door so that I can have a glass of cold water.. would you do that for me Please.. and I would wait.. but Now.. there is NO answer.. SO I would roll my hand into the fist.. and Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. I was wondering if YOU can please Open this door.. I want to see if YOU are the same person as the One who is in this Picture.. I would like to see YOU IN person so that I can confirm that this is really YOU.. I came to this door.. looking at this picture.. I was sitting at the desk in the room and My Heart.. I started to Love YOU just be looking.. I know that it sounds so weird to YOU.. but I want to know if this is YOU inside and who is also knocking back.. Please be truthful and Honest with Me.. I really want this to be you.. I have to know.. Please tell me that YOU are the One who is in this Picture.. the one who I love.. the one who I always wanted to be with.. the One who I want to love for the rest of my Life.. but.. YOU have to let me Know that it is really YOU.. I do not want my Heart to break because I know that I am telling YOU and it is YOU who I am telling you these words too.. I needs to Know.. Can I have Your Heart.. would you let me see Your Heart.. can YOU show me your Heart and can I love Your Heart and tell your Heart how I feel inside.. Only you can answer because.. I was at the room.. sitting by the desk and Now.. I have made UP my mind to just love YOU.. for me to do that.. I needs Your Heart.. to see Your Heart... to know that it is YOU who I want and Your Heart.. Please tell me that It is true.. as I would stand by this Door.. Only thing I hear is silent.. and Now.. I am wondering.. what happened to the Knocking on the Door on the Other side.. did YOU leave.. are you there.. so Am I here alone by this Door.. and am I just speaking to the wall and Not you.. why is it so quiet all of a sudden.. Please tell me.. answer the Door for Me.. I just heard you knock.. why did you stop knocking.. why did YOU Leave and Now I am here all alone.. by this door.. I wonder if I can Hold that Heart.. can I wrap My both arms around that Big Heart.. Put my lips and Kiss the Heart.. I want to Hold that Heart.. Feel this Heart.. I want to HOLD it.. I want the Heart.. How can I get to that Heart.. Will you please Answer this Question.. I want the Heart.. Tell Me.. How can I get to that Heart.. And Looks at me.. Me finger points and Touch the Glass Jar.. Pointing to YOUR Heart.. I am Not sure How.. But what I do know for Sure.. I am going to get YOUR heart.. Does Not matter how Long the Time it will take me.. BUT I want Your Heart.. I want your heart.. I turn to Look at Me Heart.. Can you go and try to Find the Key.. I am sure there must Be a key laying around because IF there is a Lock.. Must be a Key to that Lock.. I turn and Looking.. Finger points and touches the glass Jar.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I have been waiting for YOU for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting.. Still be waiting for Your Heart.. Your Heart looks so Good.. Your Heart looks so beautiful.. WHY is YOUR heart so Beautiful.. yes.. I want to hold Your Heart into my Hands.. I want to press My ear to Hear.. TO Hear the beating.. the beating of Your Heart.. Only way for me to hear your heart Beat and to Touch and to Feel your heart and to HOLD YOUR HEART.. Tell me.. where is the Key.. if you can please answer this One question.. It is the Word Key.. Only if I can unlock and Open the door.. I know for sure I can hold your Heart into My Hands.. I will be very very very very gentle.. and No.. I will tell YOU.. I miss YOU.. I truly miss YOU because I love YOU.. I have been holding inside for a Long time.. and I believe that the TIME is right for tell YOU.. I miss YOU.. and I want YOU close in my life.. SO that I can hold YOU.. and kiss YOU.. and tell YOU.. whisper that I love YOU in your ears.. BUT before I can tell YOU all these things.. I need Your Heart first.. I will Promise I will Not hurt Your Heart.. TELL me where are the key.. why is it so hard to find this One key.. that One key which is the way to OPEN.. for my hands to hold Your Heart.. I want to Hold your Heart so that I can tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. how many times DO I need to tell YOU this.. Only to Your Heart.. I want to tell YOUR Heart.. I love You.. I love you so much that there are nights.. I just want to cry.. holding my pillow.. arms wrap around it.. I am squeezing it tight.. thinking that It is YOU.. Balling like a baby.. waterfall tear drops showers.. I am holding me Pillow tight.. Just wishing.. I am wishing so much these days because YOU drive me crazy.. I feel like.. am I becoming a Zombie.. or am I okay or Not.. I would lay down.. Me heart keeps ON knocking.. I hear my chest be banging Hard.. And I hit My Chest to tell MY Heart to settle Down.. GO back to Sleep because I am tired.. Arms wrap around me Pillow.. I close my eyes.. opens and tears would fled down.. I wonder.. What is wrong with me.. what is UP with these tears.. But MY Chest burns.. I feel like heart burn.. sun burn.. what ever this burn is.. Holding my pillow.. thinking of YOU.. and saying to MY pillow.. I love you and snap comes Out.. back to the reality.. squeezing the Pillow thinking of YOU.. and When I look that it is NOT you but only a Pillow.. I would cry because I am wishing that IT is YOU.. I would close my eyes.. and say.. I miss YOU.. Bo go ship puh yo.. I miss YOU so much.. I only want you here close to me.. I miss YOU.. Now I am sitting.. Looking at Your Heart in the Glass jar.. Me Heart sits next to me.. OH moe.. I can't find No key.. but I did find something.. a Picture and a Bottle.. Do you want to see the Picture First or do YOU want the bottle First.. Tell me Tell me.. I turn to Look.. Me Heart opens the TOP of bottle starts to Drink.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG and gives it to me.. I look at MY Heart.. as the Heart looks at Your Picture.. I feel so FUZZY inside.. like a Butterfly hitting me Head.. Looks at the Picture.. WHY DO I keep on falling in Love with YOU.. WHY are you doing this to me Heart heart.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful Flower.. WHY DO you keep on Hurting me.. aching me.. a Pinch.. like a Punch in my stomache.. OH it hurts to see YOU this Beautiful.. I rather get hit by a Fist in my face.. Instead because this is SO much Pain of Missing YOU.. only Loving YOU by myself.. WHY.. tell me why are YOU so Beautiful.. I grab the Picture and I take a Look at Your Picture.. I turn to LOOK at your Heart.. YOU are so Lovely and so Beautiful.. But I still want Your Heart.. What good is this Picture with Out your heart.. Tell me.. can I have your heart.. WILL you let me have Your Heart.. can I please Hold Your heart.. I want to Hold with both hands.. I want to hold it.. grab it.. feel it.. wrap my arms around it.. I want to love Your heart.. I grab me the Bottle.. Open me Mouth wide and CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. and I turn to Look at me heart.. How do YOU feel.. and me heart looks.. I feel a Heart ache.. and It burns inside of me each time I look at the picture but when I look at Your heart.. I want it.. I want the heart so bad.. I want it.. so please give me YOUR HEART.. the Heart looks at me.. Tell me how do YOU feel.. And I turn to LOOK at the Glass jar.. Open me Mouth wide.. the Bottle.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. I want that
Without the key.. How can I unlock and tell YOUR heart.. I miss YOU and that I love YOU.. I turn to Look at My Heart.. WHY did you bring the Picture and the Bottle for.. it is all useless without the Key.. it is only Hurting YOU and ME.. but I first want Your Heart.. tell me How can I get to Your Heart.. I open My Mouth and the Bottle.. CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG.. Put the bottle Down.. ME heart keeps on looking at Your Picture.. I want to see YOU.. I want to see YOU close.. why do YOU have to be so Far.. why can't you be close.. I want you near so I can see YOU.. I want to smell YOU.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to Kiss YOU too and tell YOU I love YOU.. WHY can't I tell you all these things being so Far.. I am sitting there.. Let me see the picture.. I grab the Picture.. MY Heart starts to cry.. He begins to SOB loud.. and wipes the tears from his Eyes.. OH WHY!! I miss YOU so much right Now.. Your picture does not help me in anyway.. but leaves this heart of missing only.. Just missing YOU.. why can't I be close to YOU so that I can Love YOU.. how can I love you when YOU are so far.. AS I take a Look at your Picture.. I can feel something inside of me.. I wish that I can't breathe any more.. I wish that I can sit by a grave and wait for my turn.. Loving YOU is Hard.. But missing YOU seems even harder these days.. Missing YOU because I want to hold YOU.. Missing YOU because I want to be with YOU.. I put the picture down.. wiping my tears.. CHAM CHAM.. Hitting my Chest with me hand.. CHAM CHAM.. I want it.. and I look at the glass jar.. Only IF I can get Your Heart.. I am looking at this Glass Jar.. How can I get to Your Heart.. it is just right There.. This Glass Jar.. WHAT SHOULD I DO.. It is this Heart.. YOUR HEART is right in front of me.. I want it.. Give it to Me.. That Heart.. This Heart.. YOUR HEART.. I want it.. I want this Heart.. I want want your heart.. I would get UP two legs.. the Glass Jar is so Big.. taller than me.. CHAM.. Me Two hands on the Glass jar.. I would Push.. two Arms Pushes the Glass jar.. Looking at Your Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I want it.. I would PUSH.. two arms pushes.. the Glass jar does not Move.. CHAM.. I want it.. I really really want it.. ME Body leans and tries to PUSH it.. but it still don't Move.. Me Heart stands UP.. OH MOE.. is that ALL you can give.. Push Harder.. PUSH it.. I look at this Glass Jar.. I am going to FLIP this GLASS JAR.. maybe the glass can break and I can get YOUR HEART.. I want it.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. tell me How to get To your heart.. I want Your heart right Now.. tell me how do I get to YOUR heart.. so I can Love your heart.. I can tell Your heart How much I love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to be With you forever and ever and Forever I will love YOU.. Me heart looks at me.. I look at HIM.. COME and Help me.. let us Both Push it together.. COME NOW.. I love you.. Do I grab me heart and just leave it by the door and walk off.. But I just can't.. I take a look at your Picture.. I sit on the floor next to Me Heart Heart.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I want whisper into your ear and say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful In the world.. the most Prettiest and most adorable.. who drives me crazy every time.. leaves me speech less and takes my breathe away every time I take a look at YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful.. WHAT IS wrong with my Heart.. why is my Heart Acting up like this.. I came here to get me a treatment.. so that I can heal from this pain.. pain of loving for a Long time.. HOW long.. How Long do I must Love.. How long do I must wait.. Tell me doctor.. How long does it last for Love to Stop.. Can YOU do something.. can you help my Heart to stop the beatings inside of me.. as long as My heart keeps on beating.. I know I be still loving her.. I love YOU my Love.. I love You.. I want her to know.. even through all this time.. I don't give up that easily.. I just don't give up.. I won't give up because I want her heart.. But doctor.. DO you see this Glass Jar.. Look through this Glass.. I don't see a Heart.. I came here so that I can put Her heart inside.. so that I can take this Glass jar home.. so that I can start loving Her Heart.. can you show me where I can get Her Heart.. Help me to put her Heart inside her.. Even if she is Not with me.. but her Heart.. at least that I know that she will come close.. so Doctor.. Help me to find her Heart.. Help me to find her heart.. where are YOU My Love.. Where are YOU.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your heart.. so there is a step closer for you to come near me.. the Doctor sits next to Me.. and I look down the Glass Jar.. I see a heart.. Now I am very very confused.. I am wondering whose heart is this.. is this Your Heart.. I am holding.. and there is a heart.. I turn to look at the doctor.. Whose heart is this.. Is this Your Heart.. or is it my Heart.. I don't want to hold My Heart.. I want to hold Your Heart.. but whose heart is this.. tell Me.. is this Your Heart.. I lift UP the Glass jar.. Whose Heart are YOU.. did YOU come from me or is it YOU.. I turn to look at the doctor.. I just can't believe.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. Is it really YOU.. tell me that this is a Dream comes True.. can I tell YOU this.. I love YOU.. How can YOU be a doctor.. OH YEAH.. I am the One with the problem.. the Problem is that I want Your heart.. SO did you come to tell me that YOU are giving me Your heart.. then whose Heart am I holding right Now.. I want your heart.. I need Your Heart.. I love your Heart.. I look at Your.. who is sitting next to me.. If this is my Heart inside this Glass Jar.. will YOU take it with YOU.. can we switch.. Can YOU Give me your heart.. I want YOU.. but I want Your Heart too.. I want everything about YOU.. I want YOU as whole.. as the One who I love.. I want to tell YOU that YOU are the best has happened to me.. why did you take so long to show Up now.. WHY did you not come closer before.. why couldn't I tell YOU these words of Mine from the heart.. that I love YOU.. why did YOU take so Long.. I been through a lot just to wait for YOU to get to me now.. I been waiting.. I have been waiting over and over.. Been waiting time and time again for this day.. WHY am I holding this Glass Jar with a heart.. YOU did not answer my question.. WHOSE Heart is this.. Whose heart.. Am I holding My Heart.. there is NO need for me to be doing that.. I am sick and tired of holding my heart.. Please give me Your heart.. Give me your heart.. SO that I can take Your Heart with me and I can love Your heart.. I will speak to your heart.. I will even sing To your heart.. I will kiss.. and keep on kissing your heart and tell Your Heart.. I love You.. I love YOU.. I love you.. I will never stop loving YOU but keep on loving YOU.. even you can get sick and tired of me telling your heart.. I love you.. but I will say I love you over and over again.. I look.. two hands holds the Glass Jar.. and I see YOU holding the glass jar with the heart.. my tears starts to fall down from my eyes.. Is this real.. are you holding My Heart.. are you accepting my heart.. are you receiving my Love.. can I keep on loving YOU and tell YOU how Much I love you.. will YOU not get tired of me keep telling YOU that I love you.. but I do truly love YOU.. as I look.. YOU grab a Glass jar.. Inside is a heart.. has Bow on the top.. and YOU put it into my lap.. and my arms wrap around it.. I can't breathe.. I can't even speak.. leaving me speechless.. are you sure you want to do this.. are you really giving me this Heart.. is this Your Heart.. am I holding Your heart.. tell me that this is real and that this is true.. I look down.. I smile.. and I say.. I love YOU.. looking down.. I look at your heart.. I say.. I love YOU.. I love your heart.. so beautiful.. can I touch Your heart.. How about the Bow on top.. can I touch Your heart.. can I feel how Your heart Feels.. why do I love Your Heart.. why do YOU keep On making me to Love Your heart.. so beautiful.. WHY are you so beautiful.. so beautiful that Word get clutter from my lips.. I am wondering if this is Only an Imagination.. is it only me who is dreaming or wishing
Whatever you put.. as long as it is YOUR HEART.. I will love YOU.. I will love your heart and will never stop but keep on loving you.. I see you.. the Doctor get UP.. holding the glass jar and walking off.. Opens the Door and disappears.. I am sitting down.. my two eyes looks down.. next to me is the basket with full Flowers.. the Sun Flowers.. I am looking down.. the Glass jar is empty.. I see NO heart.. I just want You here.. All I want is Your Heart.. give me Your heart because I want it.. I am walking.. And I stop.. Start to walk again.. Holding a basket.. Walking and I stop.. One hand is A Flower.. Looking at the Flower.. My Lip slides to smile.. I put the Flower into the basket.. Other hand is holding.. I look and I am thinking Of YOU.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. Now with many flowers inside the Basket.. I am looking at the Dozen of Flowers in the Basket.. I want to give you this basket.. Full of Flowers.. It is Me Sunflowers.. I want to see YOU smile.. I want to tell YOU.. when I look at these Flowers.. Picking them in the Field.. One by One as I pick up to put into the basket.. It is because I want to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and that I am so Sorry for Loving YOU.. WHY am I so Sorry.. Before the Sun Flowers get to YOU.. WHO knows where I would Be.. I want to tell YOU.. without YOU.. I feel my heart falling apart.. I feel like I cannot go without YOU.. I need YOU.. I want you.. But I want YOU to Love Me.. When WILL you love Me.. Will you ever Love Me.. I am wondering.. Pondering as I stop.. Looking down.. I see a Sun Flower.. I look at the Sun Flower looking at me.. and I whisper.. TELL Her.. Tell YOU.. I love YOU.. and Where are the Keys.. I look at the Glass Jar and YOUR HEART.. I see the Heart Makes a Move.. I sit there.. Two Lines falls from me Eyes.. ME hand TOUCH the Chest.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am sitting and next to Me is the Basket.. Full of Flowers.. I am holding the Glass jar.. Looking down.. It is Empty Glass Jar.. I feel so Sad.. where are YOU.. Where are you My Love.. I miss YOU.. if You are Not with me Right now.. How about Imagining that YOU are Near.. I look down.. my two eyes Closes.. I am sitting.. the Glass jar has a Heart.. It is Your Heart inside.. and I want YOU to come and see.. See me and Your heart.. the Door Opens and I hear the Foot steps and stops.. I am looking down the Glass Jar.. and I say.. I am holding.. Can YOU see that I am holding.. there is a Heart inside.. Am I holding Your Heart.. will you tell me that I am doing the right Thing.. I want to have this Heart.. I want to hold it like this Forever.. Will you let me have Your Heart.. Because I love YOU.. I love YOU and I love Your Heart.. Only my wish is that YOU can give me the answer.. Please tell me that YOU are letting me to Love Your heart.. WILL you accept my Love.. can YOU receive that I want to fall in Love with YOU.. that I can start to love You until Now and Forever.. Please tell me that YOU are truly letting me to love Your Heart.. I am not asking for anything else.. But Only One.. It is Just Your Heart.. Now YOU sit next to me.. Is it really You.. I want Your Heart.. but is it really YOU.. let me have Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. if I can't Love Your Heart.. there is No point of loving YOU.. because I want Your heart first.. Look at this Glass jar.. DO you see what I see.. I see A Heart.. SO beautiful because it is YOU.. Your Heart is so Lovely.. so beautiful.. Let me please Hold Your Heart.. I can't hold Your Heart because it is inside this Glass jar.. That is why I am asking YOU.. can YOU unlock.. give me your Heart.. take Your Heart and give it to Me.. let me please have and hold.. and to Love.. I am only asking YOU for a Permission so that I can love your heart.. why won't YOU let me Hold Your Heart.. WHY is there a wall between us.. why can't you Unlock so that YOU can give me your heart yourself.. Why do I have to just sit here and only thing I can do is looking through this Glass.. I do not want to look through this glass.. I don't want to just hold this Glass jar.. Do you know that I am much more driven then this.. that I want more.. I want more of it then just this.. I want the whole.. Your Heart.. if YOU know my intentions.. if you know how much I love You.. is it because YOU don't love me.. is it because YOU don't trust me.. is it because I am a stranger who only gives you that distance vibe.. BUT I am not like that.. you should know that I can be tender and very loving.. I can love you better than anyone else.. I can love you where YOU will say I do.. only if you can give me a chance.. give me a chance so that I can prove to you I am much more than this.. I see YOU stand Up.. I just can't believe.. are you leaving Me.. did I say something wrong that made you feel like you want to walk away from me.. why are you leaving when YOU came this close.. please don't go.. I have been waiting for you all this time.. and Now you want to leave.. you want to open that door and walk off from me.. then tell me what did I say that wants to make you leave.. I only want your heart.. why do you have to make it this hard on me.. don't go.. please don't go because I love you.. I grab Your hand.. Please.. don't go.. why are you hiding your face from me.. why can't you look into my eyes and tell me that you don't love me.. why can't you show me your real face to me.. don't go.. wait.. what have I done that makes you want to leave.. don't go.. don't leave me.. the hand pushes my hand away.. I see you open the door and walks away.. My Hand beats my Chest.. and Hits and hits.. WHY do you leave me.. I was so close right.. but I know that being close is nothing because this is what I get.. I want YOU.. I want Your heart.. Give me a chance.. YOU don't even give me a chance to love you.. then WHY do you have to push me away.. make me ache.. WHY.. I am hurt.. WHY.. I am hurting right Now.. WHY do you hurt me for.. I am only asking for One thing.. Just Your Heart.. DID I ever ask for YOUR love.. but if you just leave your heart with me.. at least I can try to revive Your Heart so that YOUR HEART can say something.. I just can't believe You are gone.. WHY do you have to hurt Me for.. WHY am I such a Fool.. all I need is Your Heart.. I open My two eyes.. I look down.. I only see the empty Glass Jar.. I am going to feel it with my tears.. I want Your heart.. I need your heart.. As I am sitting Down.. Holding the Glass Jar.. My tears starts to run down.. DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.. hits and goes inside the Glass Jar.. My tears are telling me that I am missing YOU.. that I love YOU and I only want YOU.. I need you and I want Your Heart.. WHY did you have to leave.. bring such and the Door Opens.. The doctor looks at the Empty Glass jar.. and sees My tear drops.. I am aching Inside.. I just can't take it anymore.. and I am hurting right Now.. I want to be with Her.. and you can see that I am sick.. dying inside.. Can you please give me some Pills.. maybe these Pills can help me to calm me down.. feels like a storm inside of me.. waves crashes into my Own Heart.. The Doctor walks closer and stops.. I am so sorry that I am showing this side of me.. I have been loving her for a Long Time.. I have been waiting and waiting but I hear no answers.. I do not hear any words but is it just me.. am I going crazy.. am I going nuts.. I am wondering what is wrong with me.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I
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