Finally you are going to have the body you deserve (at least when the surgeries are done). I hope all goes well for you and they turn out with everything you hope for.
It's a great philosophy to think I don't deserve anything. I get so happy with everything I get. And it's also interesting how men are attracted to happy women. I don't think I could feel like this without my surgeries though.
Hey Maya, i took 25 mg cyproterone as my blocker for a few years. It brought my t levels to near zero but there was some major depression as a downside. I had my bottom surgery in November and when i stopped taking it 3 weeks prior to my surgery my mood lifted like magic :) now i don't have that dark cloud hovering over me anymore. I hope you don't experience that negative side effect. Message me if you want. take care
i think the lack of testosterone has to do with the mood depression as its known in a majority of males to be a big mood booster and thus when you 1st start reducing it the body has to get used to it.
Yes, HRT have moods effects. For me it was progesterone in capsules that put me in (very) severe depression. Then I stopped it, and few days later I was fine! Now I take progesterone in gel format, applied on my skin, and it's OK. It is important to communicate with medical practitioners for they can adjust the treatment and propose other ways to the same goal.
Maya! Super stoked you’re embracing that gorgeous natural curl/wave!! But you need to make sure your hair products don’t contain any sulphates or silicones!!! Sulphates (usually in shampoo) are too harsh and drying, and then silicones (often in conditioners and styling products) coat your hair with plastic that doesn’t allow any moisture in. Plus they aren’t water soluble so need to be shampooed out with sulphates. It’s a vicious, drying, damaging cycle! Also avoid drying alcohols (some alcohols are moisturizing). Look into “the curly girl method”. There’s a book with that name by Lorraine Massey that has lots of great basic information about curl types, products, styling methods etc. And there are TONS of UA-cam channels and Instagram accounts that are dedicated to it. Everyone’s hair is unique, but if you find someone with similar hair to yours you can see what products they use and then see what works for you. I hope you try it, you’ll be amazed how soft and healthy your hair becomes! Great video! Enjoyed seeing what your day was like. ✨💖✨
Maya, hair is ALWAYS the very first thing that I notice about a woman, so I hope you'll take my word for it that your natural hair is gorgeous! Absolutely beautiful. So many women would kill to have your hair, so don't fret! Like you said, just embrace it and ENJOY it! It's beautiful! If you were to 1) Realize how pretty your natural hair is, then 2) you would be even more confident about your appearance, much more confident. Do yourself a huge favor, and accept your beautiful, natural, hair!
Hi Maya, I'm a cis female and I just want to say you have educated me so much about the LGBTQ community and I love your channel. You're a super cool person, super fun to watch. Also, you have inspired me to be more in touch with my feminine side and to have fun with my makeup and clothes. Thank you!! :)
It almost has been a month since I went (honestly) to the gym & I'm still going strong and it was totally worth the effort. It's hard to keep up while you have other important things to do in daily life however going to the fitness boost my mind quality fair a bit. *Just the beginning* It sure is! Maya keep on exercising like that & you will most likely reach even greater heights.
I made a meatless lasagna a couple weeks ago that was absolutely ridiculous. It still had a ton of cheese, so it definitely wasn't vegan, but instead of Italian sausage, my wife got an idea to use portobello mushrooms, so I chopped up a couple of portobellos and sauteed them in butter with some oregano, basil, sage, thyme, marjoram, and garlic, and I used that instead of meat. I literally couldn't tell the difference. So fucking good.
Vegan strong! Lentils are one of my favorites -- if I could make lentil pizza, I would ... wait a second... I am going to have to try to make a lentil topping now for my next vegan pizza.
I'm going to Montreal in March for my GRS. It's nerve wracking as hell because the administration team is/was soooo sloowwww. Hopefully everything goes well for you! I had some slight issues in October before finally getting my date
Have you considered switching to sublingual or bucal administration for your estrogen? (dissolving under your tongue or lip). You get way better absorption rates than simply taking it orally. Even even better would be injections!
Estrogen will only allow you to get definition or muscle tone but you will not be able to bulk per say. But yes! Carbs are perfect right after a workout because your body makes use of them efficiently.
Hey Maja! Thanks for the video! How do you do it with the dressing rooms in the gym? Is it challenging? I am at the beginning of my physical transition and I don't dare to go to any gym or social sports apart from Roller Derby (where trans people are welcome, yay!) just because of the changing rooms. I don't feel comfortable in going neither to male nor female dressing rooms.
Happy fitness journey my sweet! I wish you didn't think you hated your body, you look just fine. We're all different for a reason! I had to come to terms with about 60lb weight loss, and ended up with an abdominal "curtain" they call it on the surgery shows I watch lol... I don't have the $$ to get surgery for it, just had top surgery about 8 months ago, and do NOT want another surgery! I'll just keep tucking my fat flaps into spandex LOL! LOVE the video, keep on keepin on, looking good! Take baby steps with stuff, if you do too much change at once, it's harder to make it a daily and long term habit ;-)
as a dude with curly hair, yes, I envy straight hair. I always get told when I get a haircut "oh, your curls are great! you know people pay to get that?!" :/
Please tell me how cypro works out for you :) my endo just switched me from 100mg spiro after 2 years to only 10mg of cypro. I'm a little afraid that's not enough :x Kisses from germany
Hey Maya, I'd ask your doc and pharmasist pretty sure you are on the same estradiol and its meantto be taken dissolved under the tongue or between the cheeck and gums.
I understand breast augmentation is an important step for you in your transition but your body type truly looks great with a small bust so I would suggest to keep the size conservative.
Maya get a nice big calendar for your pill takeing ,me I taken my medicne and couldn't remember sometines,so I am going to make shack marks so I no if I did or didnt..
I just got done watching all 8 episodes of Sex Education. It was very hilarious, and it was nice to watch something that brought back a sense of nostalgia. It's been so long since I've watched something like that.
I hope you find a great Dr.for your srs ,I hope you check this person out,talk with his former patient's,make sure he or she has had any mal practice law suits against them ,like is he board certified .etc. And best of luck.
@@marcelfr90 I am on the side of being careful doing your homework on a dr.people who dont cant complain as much ,I seen people pick bad dr.s and have paid with there life dr,s wont telk you they suck but if they have a bad record its good to have as much info as posdib why are you against trying to be safe as possible
Can I suggest to apply blush a bit higher on the cheeks for a more youthful and lifting look kind of like this emoji ➡️ ☺️ @gossmakeupartist has a really good tutorial on this and I think you’d highly benefit from it 💖
I wish I had a grocery store nearby that sold all of those vegan products!! I'm a lactose-intolerant vegetarian (yeah yeah, why not go vegan? Because I still eat eggs, and chocolate, okay?? Lol but I know.) Anyways, I have a Sprouts that just opened near me, but I feel like they don't have a lot either in comparison to some other health food stores. Maybe one day!
@Maya Gone through the whole surgeries process. Don't hate your body, especially that "part" between your legs. it''s understandable to not liking it (been there, done that) but make "friend" with it as it will serve you to have female genitalia. As for the make tutorial, loved it. I'm never been a fan of make up but you swayed me to try yours. As tor the hair. God you look so sexy!!!
Oral estrogen?! Bad Maya! (or endo) :P You lose most of the estrogen to first-pass metabolism :( I bet if you took it sublingually you wouldn't even need the Spiro or Cypro :) I'm doing it with sublingual estrogen only and it keeps my T-levels in the castrate range (+ it feels great, with none of the anti-androgenic side effects) :3 Would suggest consulting this with your endo :)
I hit the thumbs up on the above but it's better to do an actual post saying that you can lose up to 40% of the effectiveness taking it with a glass of water. Let it dissolve sublingually or sub buccally i.e. under the tongue or better and easier just under the side lower jaw. There is a pocket there which makes it easier. I mentioned ages ago that 4mg was only an average sort of dose and that 6mg might well suit you better and give you a boost. At the same time, I said that I'd read posts that said that the Canadian system was very conservative but you need to fight your corner.
@@delukxy Yeah. I tried bucally at first but it just never diffused into the blood stream (always took more than an hour). There are just too few blood vessels there, as opposed to under the tongue. Under the tongue you can also isolate the pill by pressing down the tongue on it, making sure none of the estrogen gets swallowed-forcing it all to diffuse through the skin (takes about 20-30 min). Downside being you can't talk properly for the time, but that's a minor issue :)
Gel is also a good alternative for most. (sadly for some transdermal application of drugs works less than for others) You don't have the first pass effect, you have a better balance between estriol and estron, which can otherwise have androgenetic effects in your body and you most often don't lose as much, as you do with taking pills sublingually, which always come down the oral route for some percentage whatsoever. It's more convenient as well :)
Yes gel is OK but it's expensive for the same effectiveness. The Canadian system is likely not willing to prescribe that. I will just repeat that I think it would be advantageous for Maya to up her dosage, in my non medical opinion.
I know you want breast augmentation. I'm not sure if you looked into it or know about "breast implant illness", it is a real thing. Breast implants can introduce toxicity into your body and people can become very sick as result. I understand your premise to get implants and yes, the results can be wonderful. As far as I can tell, there hasn't been a non toxic breast implant that has been developed yet. I wish you the best of luck in any case, please keep us posted. ( .^_^. )
Congrats! I'm happy for you Maya, you deserve to be happy.
Finally you are going to have the body you deserve (at least when the surgeries are done). I hope all goes well for you and they turn out with everything you hope for.
no ass, boy legs, boy face, boy voice.. yep, just like he deserve
I believe no one deserves anything and everything should be earned
It's a great philosophy to think I don't deserve anything. I get so happy with everything I get. And it's also interesting how men are attracted to happy women. I don't think I could feel like this without my surgeries though.
Your hair is amazing naturally. Also thanks for makeup tips \o/
The waves in your hair is *amazing!* Love it! 😊💕
Did great Kiddo, and Emma has some guns! Well done ladies, Congratulations on a very productive day.
WHEN THE NOTIFICATION FOR MAYA’S VIDEO POPS UP ON MY PHONE 📱 ❤️😆😆😆🙌🏻
YES! This vlog is so chill I love it!!! Moree vlogs like this!! ❤️❤️❤️
Tinami Watanabe thank youuu ❤️ def more to come :)
Tinami Watanabe yes! More blogs! Also her videos are always so ASMR! LOL
Hey Maya, i took 25 mg cyproterone as my blocker for a few years. It brought my t levels to near zero but there was some major depression as a downside. I had my bottom surgery in November and when i stopped taking it 3 weeks prior to my surgery my mood lifted like magic :) now i don't have that dark cloud hovering over me anymore. I hope you don't experience that negative side effect. Message me if you want. take care
Thank you for sharing!
When I started with 25mg cypro and no E, I was depressed as heck. when I went down to 12.5mg, I felt better in just a few days.
i think the lack of testosterone has to do with the mood depression as its known in a majority of males to be a big mood booster and thus when you 1st start reducing it the body has to get used to it.
Yes, HRT have moods effects. For me it was progesterone in capsules that put me in (very) severe depression. Then I stopped it, and few days later I was fine! Now I take progesterone in gel format, applied on my skin, and it's OK. It is important to communicate with medical practitioners for they can adjust the treatment and propose other ways to the same goal.
Your "bee-otch" face..was ON!! GURRRL..LOL!❤🧡💛💚💙💜
Maya! Super stoked you’re embracing that gorgeous natural curl/wave!! But you need to make sure your hair products don’t contain any sulphates or silicones!!! Sulphates (usually in shampoo) are too harsh and drying, and then silicones (often in conditioners and styling products) coat your hair with plastic that doesn’t allow any moisture in. Plus they aren’t water soluble so need to be shampooed out with sulphates. It’s a vicious, drying, damaging cycle! Also avoid drying alcohols (some alcohols are moisturizing). Look into “the curly girl method”. There’s a book with that name by Lorraine Massey that has lots of great basic information about curl types, products, styling methods etc. And there are TONS of UA-cam channels and Instagram accounts that are dedicated to it. Everyone’s hair is unique, but if you find someone with similar hair to yours you can see what products they use and then see what works for you. I hope you try it, you’ll be amazed how soft and healthy your hair becomes! Great video! Enjoyed seeing what your day was like. ✨💖✨
Maya, hair is ALWAYS the very first thing that I notice about a woman, so I hope you'll take my word for it that your natural hair is gorgeous! Absolutely beautiful. So many women would kill to have your hair, so don't fret! Like you said, just embrace it and ENJOY it! It's beautiful!
If you were to 1) Realize how pretty your natural hair is, then 2) you would be even more confident about your appearance, much more confident.
Do yourself a huge favor, and accept your beautiful, natural, hair!
Hi Maya, I'm a cis female and I just want to say you have educated me so much about the LGBTQ community and I love your channel. You're a super cool person, super fun to watch. Also, you have inspired me to be more in touch with my feminine side and to have fun with my makeup and clothes. Thank you!! :)
You guys look so alike! Way to go with positive life changes - it’s tough to start but so worth it.
It almost has been a month since I went (honestly) to the gym & I'm still going strong and it was totally worth the effort.
It's hard to keep up while you have other important things to do in daily life however going to the fitness boost my mind quality
fair a bit. *Just the beginning* It sure is! Maya keep on exercising like that & you will most likely reach even greater heights.
so proud!! i cant wait till i get on esteogen an blockers. your such a role model for me💖💖
Love this vlog already and I haven’t even watched it all yet. Such a lovely intro :)
I just love your rosy cheeks and I'm going to try and replicate that delicious evening meal. Good luck with all your ambitions Maya X
Love your makeup! So natural and very classical.. I’ll take inspiration ☺️❤️
I think you are beautiful in every way. Be true to yourself and great things happen!
Your natural hair looks gorgeous!
Fascinating. You are definitely not a bloke at heart. All the best with your ongoing journey.
You present your food waaaayyy nicely. It’s like restaurant presentation.
omg Maya, i am really a fan!!!
I made a meatless lasagna a couple weeks ago that was absolutely ridiculous. It still had a ton of cheese, so it definitely wasn't vegan, but instead of Italian sausage, my wife got an idea to use portobello mushrooms, so I chopped up a couple of portobellos and sauteed them in butter with some oregano, basil, sage, thyme, marjoram, and garlic, and I used that instead of meat. I literally couldn't tell the difference. So fucking good.
Truly enjoyed watching this. Thank you. Great to see how you spend your day. You always look amazingly beautiful. 😚.❤ ya, Maya.
I think your hair are fantastic like that! :3
Cyproterone acetate is a strong antiandrogen we usually take that in 25mg here in philippines cutting the 100mg into 4. It is so toxic in the liver
girl, i want your natural hair. i have similar kinda hair but have a bit more large spirals and it's very coarse.
Vegan strong! Lentils are one of my favorites -- if I could make lentil pizza, I would ... wait a second... I am going to have to try to make a lentil topping now for my next vegan pizza.
Very exciting news best of luck
You are so inspiring!
I'm having my SRS in July this year so as soon as I'm recovered I'll be hitting the gym :) Until then it's martial arts everyday
I'm going to Montreal in March for my GRS. It's nerve wracking as hell because the administration team is/was soooo sloowwww. Hopefully everything goes well for you! I had some slight issues in October before finally getting my date
Have you considered switching to sublingual or bucal administration for your estrogen? (dissolving under your tongue or lip). You get way better absorption rates than simply taking it orally. Even even better would be injections!
Estrogen will only allow you to get definition or muscle tone but you will not be able to bulk per say. But yes! Carbs are perfect right after a workout because your body makes use of them efficiently.
Hey Maja! Thanks for the video! How do you do it with the dressing rooms in the gym? Is it challenging? I am at the beginning of my physical transition and I don't dare to go to any gym or social sports apart from Roller Derby (where trans people are welcome, yay!) just because of the changing rooms. I don't feel comfortable in going neither to male nor female dressing rooms.
I Love the waves!
sooo gorgeous Maya
omg your vegan!!!!! I literally just subbed to you but now I like you even more
That cucumber is so huge my eyes genuinely grew when you showed it.
You're so beautiful! 😍 I hope all is well and goes well. 🙂 Also, I'm diggin' the vlog 👍
i enjoy your vlog, i like your natural makeup look
Damn girl! You got a big following here!
Good job of moving forward ! 😁😘🙆🙋😎
Happy fitness journey my sweet! I wish you didn't think you hated your body, you look just fine. We're all different for a reason! I had to come to terms with about 60lb weight loss, and ended up with an abdominal "curtain" they call it on the surgery shows I watch lol... I don't have the $$ to get surgery for it, just had top surgery about 8 months ago, and do NOT want another surgery! I'll just keep tucking my fat flaps into spandex LOL! LOVE the video, keep on keepin on, looking good! Take baby steps with stuff, if you do too much change at once, it's harder to make it a daily and long term habit ;-)
I’m also waiting for my surgery in Montreal 😄 Lowkey wish I’ll meet you 👀
So how long does it take to do all that?
I would like to recommend a really great book that TRULY improved my life. The Real Meal Revolution.
Only one on UA-cam that makes me question my preference HAHAHAHAHA
Love you maya from philippines 🇵🇭
Please do a make-up collection! 😍
I wanted to try and do the same thing with my hair. Mines so curly and frizzy
JustJory try some leave in products after showering! :)
Awesome dear, you are my inspiration ❤️
as a dude with curly hair, yes, I envy straight hair. I always get told when I get a haircut "oh, your curls are great! you know people pay to get that?!" :/
Dinner and movies
Oh so gorgeous 🥰
Please tell me how cypro works out for you :) my endo just switched me from 100mg spiro after 2 years to only 10mg of cypro. I'm a little afraid that's not enough :x
Kisses from germany
Hey Maya, I'd ask your doc and pharmasist pretty sure you are on the same estradiol and its meantto be taken dissolved under the tongue or between the cheeck and gums.
I understand breast augmentation is an important step for you in your transition but your body type truly looks great with a small bust so I would suggest to keep the size conservative.
You really missed an opportunity for the Curb Your Enthusiasm music during that workout. 😁
Maya get a nice big calendar for your pill takeing ,me I taken my medicne and couldn't remember sometines,so I am going to make shack marks so I no if I did or didnt..
everyone that isn't jacked feels like an outsider at the gym😂 don't let it discourage u
the shade is most of those vegan ready mades are filled with so much poison
I just got done watching all 8 episodes of Sex Education. It was very hilarious, and it was nice to watch something that brought back a sense of nostalgia. It's been so long since I've watched something like that.
I hope you find a great Dr.for your srs ,I hope you check this person out,talk with his former patient's,make sure he or she has had any mal practice law suits against them ,like is he board certified .etc. And best of luck.
@@marcelfr90 not all our board certified
@@marcelfr90 I am on the side of being careful doing your homework on a dr.people who dont cant complain as much ,I seen people pick bad dr.s and have paid with there life dr,s wont telk you they suck but if they have a bad record its good to have as much info as posdib why are you against trying to be safe as possible
@@marcelfr90 are you a dr. Or a insurance company
@@marcelfr90 ok
Have you always been vegan or did become one. If you became one how hard was it and did you easy into it or go full vegan?
what surgery shes gonna go? sry I just wanna follow you and my wish to you
I really want start going to the gym
Can I suggest to apply blush a bit higher on the cheeks for a more youthful and lifting look kind of like this emoji ➡️ ☺️ @gossmakeupartist has a really good tutorial on this and I think you’d highly benefit from it 💖
That wing tho 👏🏻👏🏻
Maya open a restaurant and feed me omg. (Sorry for multiple responses)
I wish I had a grocery store nearby that sold all of those vegan products!! I'm a lactose-intolerant vegetarian (yeah yeah, why not go vegan? Because I still eat eggs, and chocolate, okay?? Lol but I know.) Anyways, I have a Sprouts that just opened near me, but I feel like they don't have a lot either in comparison to some other health food stores. Maybe one day!
@Maya Gone through the whole surgeries process. Don't hate your body, especially that "part" between your legs. it''s understandable to not liking it (been there, done that) but make "friend" with it as it will serve you to have female genitalia.
As for the make tutorial, loved it. I'm never been a fan of make up but you swayed me to try yours. As tor the hair. God you look so sexy!!!
Cute.. Looking good.... You are doing so good
❤❤❤❤Great support from me to the lovely Maya 🤤😊😊
You are beautiful!
Lovely girl 💕 good tips
Great Vlog
HEY MAYA AND MAYA'S SISTER 🙋
Maya 😘😘 looking good
You are an absolutely beautiful boy like breathtaking I wish you the best on your journey
Victoria maya is a girl
So very very adorable damita
Markus Forever
Hi Maya
your voice sounds so much alike with Chloe Arden
How many cc ???plz reply
Breast augmentation surgery. 😍😍😍😍😍
Maya, I can't find your ittybitty Gotitty Fund Me account.
Oral estrogen?! Bad Maya! (or endo) :P You lose most of the estrogen to first-pass metabolism :(
I bet if you took it sublingually you wouldn't even need the Spiro or Cypro :) I'm doing it with sublingual estrogen only and it keeps my T-levels in the castrate range (+ it feels great, with none of the anti-androgenic side effects) :3 Would suggest consulting this with your endo :)
I hit the thumbs up on the above but it's better to do an actual post saying that you can lose up to 40% of the effectiveness taking it with a glass of water. Let it dissolve sublingually or sub buccally i.e. under the tongue or better and easier just under the side lower jaw. There is a pocket there which makes it easier. I mentioned ages ago that 4mg was only an average sort of dose and that 6mg might well suit you better and give you a boost. At the same time, I said that I'd read posts that said that the Canadian system was very conservative but you need to fight your corner.
@@delukxy Yeah. I tried bucally at first but it just never diffused into the blood stream (always took more than an hour). There are just too few blood vessels there, as opposed to under the tongue. Under the tongue you can also isolate the pill by pressing down the tongue on it, making sure none of the estrogen gets swallowed-forcing it all to diffuse through the skin (takes about 20-30 min). Downside being you can't talk properly for the time, but that's a minor issue :)
Gel is also a good alternative for most. (sadly for some transdermal application of drugs works less than for others)
You don't have the first pass effect, you have a better balance between estriol and estron, which can otherwise have androgenetic effects in your body and you most often don't lose as much, as you do with taking pills sublingually, which always come down the oral route for some percentage whatsoever.
It's more convenient as well :)
Yes gel is OK but it's expensive for the same effectiveness. The Canadian system is likely not willing to prescribe that. I will just repeat that I think it would be advantageous for Maya to up her dosage, in my non medical opinion.
@@ChimaeraPwns Yeah, I'd definitely go with transdermal if it wasn't so expensive ;3
Hey Maya, you live with two of your sisters?
Adriana Kle no, just one! Emma 😊
Carbs are good BEFORE a workout. Protein is not important unless you want ridiculous muscle.
I know you want breast augmentation. I'm not sure if you looked into it or know about "breast implant illness", it is a real thing. Breast implants can introduce toxicity into your body and people can become very sick as result. I understand your premise to get implants and yes, the results can be wonderful. As far as I can tell, there hasn't been a non toxic breast implant that has been developed yet. I wish you the best of luck in any case, please keep us posted. ( .^_^. )
Do I have abs yet? Lol 😂😂😂
Hello! I love you!❤️💕😘
I love your make up
I'm so hungry!!!
You and your sister are twins?👑👑
If my hair looked like that simply air dried oh my GOD
Your sister is your twin?
Are your cheeks naturally that rosy or did you put on some blush before shooting the video?
She's definitely got blush on, she is the makeup specialist after all!
@@psychic_beth Nope! I say in the video that I have rosacea.
she has rosacea which can make your skin really red. my mom has it too