the crane wives - scars

new crane wives song, recorded by grim ghost ( / @grimroseghost ) during one of their live shows. added a little EQ to make the listening a bit better, didn't help much but oh well.
lyrics:
i'm not the person that I thought I was
i couldn't tell you where the hate came from
maybe born in a storm, beneath an angry sky
now it's raining in my head, nearly all the time
now it's raining in my head, and i don't know why
all the love, all the kindness, all your best-laid plans
couldn't stop me from becoming the way that I am
you toiled on a bridge to cross the gap inside
but i couldn't help you build it and i don't know why
no i couldn't let you build it and god knows I tried
was i born with a hole in my heart?
a fatal fault at the start
tell me it's inevitable i'd end up with scars
i'm not the person that i thought i was
trying to come to terms with what you've done
in the fumes of your anguish, all my blistering pride
i'm still burning like a tire fire deep down inside
oh, i'm burning like a tire fire and I don't know why
was i born with a hole in my heart?
a fatal fault at the start
tell me it's inevitable i'd end up with scars from falling down, down
we were always meant to fall apart
nothing could have been done, is that right?
nothing could have been done
nothing could have been done, is that right?
cause i was born with a hole in my heart
we were fucked from the start
tell me it's inevitable i'd end up with scars from falling down, down
we were always meant to fall apart