My parents make me feel like I just did something wrong when I feel attraction or I need someone or I feel a bond for someone. I went through a lot of pain in 2019 because I was trying to change the way I need them not knowing how everything feels just trying to change myself until it became irrational because I was trying to handle people and, dealing with psychosis, but I didn't know if I was getting better, all I knew was that i wasn't fine up till the time when my mom was convinced to stop fighting her opinion making it so my dad could stop thinking she was a problem for me, so I could stop feeling that weight, but that took much trial/error
My parents make me feel like I just did something wrong when I feel attraction or I need someone or I feel a bond for someone. I went through a lot of pain in 2019 because I was trying to change the way I need them not knowing how everything feels just trying to change myself until it became irrational because I was trying to handle people and, dealing with psychosis, but I didn't know if I was getting better, all I knew was that i wasn't fine up till the time when my mom was convinced to stop fighting her opinion making it so my dad could stop thinking she was a problem for me, so I could stop feeling that weight, but that took much trial/error
1:06 the same piano from Stranded