💌 I’m done pretending I don’t crave you... current thoughts and feelings

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  • Опубліковано 8 січ 2025

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  • @sisteredmisten953
    @sisteredmisten953 16 годин тому +2

    You have no idea how comforting it is to know there's someone who gets it? I have loved many ppl in my life, but then one came that's different from anyone and everything I've ever known? It has completely rewritten everything I thought I knew ab connection and the shared human experience? His importance to me is matched by children and that means more than you know? I miss him almost immediately, and get super depressed over the situation? This hold he has on my soul is undescribable and an unimaginable unless you've experienced it? It's like he's rooted so deep inside of every part of me, I sometimes struggle to tell where I stop and he begins? Seeing him upset is an unbearable an physical pain for me? Like hearing my babies cry? It goes against anything logical and defies everything that's rational? It makes zero sense, except when I'm with him and then it's the realist and only thing that's ever made sense? I've spent a sickening amount of daydreaming that someday he feel the same, and show up unannounced to confess his need for me is just as intense? I'm aware I have better chances of winning the lottery, probably twice, than to ever see two ppl reciprocate whatever soul tie this is? It would be nothing short of miracle in my opinion? So, yes I'm aware of how likely my own chances are, but I can't seem to make my heart see that? It can only think of him, or the rest of me for that matter? He's extraordinary in all the ways? It's so strange that he actually exsist and the fact that I was blessed enough to ever meet him in real life is enough to blow my mind? I'm grateful he's real, even if he's never mine? He's literally the man I always imagined, even as a little girl? Not just some either, I mean every part of him? It's like I manifested him by my own design? It sounds crazy but I will never forget the first time I met him, everything else ab that day is a blur, but him rolling up with that smile replays in my head like it's on repeat? The very first thing I thought after meeting him was......holy shit it's you? I knew without a doubt right then that yahweh absolutely existed. Not faith in it, I KNOW. HES THE PROOF. Trust yahweh put the work in on this man? He's everything I had imagined, even his flaws? I had always assumed I'd love a man with my fathers temper, my big brothers protective possivness and my mothers moody stubbornness? Yeah, the gangs all here? Lol except it's sweet on him instead of annoying? How can a person's bad parts make me love em more? How was I not supposed to fall this hard? I've known him in my mind since I was old enough to daydream? I have prayed for this man to be real my entire life? He is proof and my gift from the divine? Idc how bat shit it is, he was made just for me? My only regret is not asking that he'd be available to reciprocate my feelings? Regardless iam beyond blessed and grateful to have been able to meet and get to know the reality of my own imagination? Even if though I'll likely never have him for my own, he was still created just for me, so I'd know with absolute certainty that divinity exsist and loves me. He is proof that I am and have always been loved and heard by a very real God. No I don't believe it will ever be possible to come back from my experience with him? How could anyone move on from such an experience? But that's ok. It's gonna be fine? I only pray he gets all the blessings, love and peace he deserves. I want his happiness more than my own, and he definitely deserves all the best things. How can a description of my experience with him possibly be described or articulated by the limits of language? How can I have met and loved quite literally the man of my childhood dreams, God's gift to women, especially me.... and call it love? No this was a divinely guided spiritual experience of the soul? This is the soultie not only between him and I, but between me and yahweh/pravati? I cant begin to explain the depths of what I feel, but it's been life altering for sure? There may never be an accurate name or description for what this is, but I'm grateful to know it's not only possible and real, but there is someone else who has has experienced something at least simular to me? I pray your feelings are reciprocated, and that they are everything you've dreamed of even at their worst. Ty for writing this, it means more than you know.👑🫀🕉

    • @TimBell-tl5ms
      @TimBell-tl5ms 4 години тому

      Maybe you should stand in front of that guy and tell him a little bit of that.. before someone else does.. if someone else already has him.. tell her she's lucky to have someone that completes you and she better watch her step or he'll be scooped up and gone 😊

  • @Dennisden-w2x
    @Dennisden-w2x 12 годин тому +1

    I donnot not know how to express my self invisible. I did not go to invisible school, nobody trained me invisible. I have real physical feeling. Im real and i cannot help it.again i love you for ever. I will stand for you for ever❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Dennisden-w2x
    @Dennisden-w2x 12 годин тому

    I cannot move forward or back wards knowing you feel this way, its driving me up wall.

  • @paulasamuels302
    @paulasamuels302 19 хвилин тому

    I hope youře craving is forfilled ❤

  • @daisysantiago5295
    @daisysantiago5295 17 годин тому +1

    good luck to both of you

  • @CorissaThomas
    @CorissaThomas 18 годин тому +2

    Meet at the bench at the big pond tonight at 9:30

    • @carlossantinni1730
      @carlossantinni1730 16 годин тому +1

      Should I bring a comforter..? It is going to be Cold, and I will need to rub your body to keep you warm and hot..

  • @amelittaberretta9109
    @amelittaberretta9109 16 годин тому

    likewise, every word!!♥

  • @JulianaFalcon-e8y
    @JulianaFalcon-e8y 17 годин тому +1

    I know you love her so much darling,,remarry her..I understand you baby.

  • @MsNovember3
    @MsNovember3 17 годин тому

    Babe, I’ve been here waiting on you. I’ve been waiting for you to catch up to me well you’re there.. babe you don’t have to hide it. I don’t want you to. Honey, pretty soon in just a few days we’re gonna be together. This is all gonna be behind us. X . It because the way I feel about you, that’s why you do the same thing to me.. babe u deserve to be loved , you deserve to be happy.
    Babe, I’m gonna spoil you. You’re gonna know every day how much you’re loved. you need to go check your messages. I thought you were sleeping. Love you.💋

  • @waynekirby1176
    @waynekirby1176 17 годин тому +1

    AMEN ❤️ 🙏

  • @Dennisden-w2x
    @Dennisden-w2x 12 годин тому

    I whant be around you to, i feel the same. Something is pulling me towards you. I just whant talk to you in person, see you , hold you , hear you, smell you. Thats all im asking. I miss you and love you for ever period ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤thats were im stuck at

  • @antonelabakic362
    @antonelabakic362 6 годин тому

    Now you know how i feel ok😢😮

  • @MickelleRich
    @MickelleRich 16 годин тому

    yes listen and name of Jesus❤

  • @jnks456
    @jnks456 6 годин тому

    Well ..if you are done bragging about yourself just to put others down. .....

  • @Ray-y7l
    @Ray-y7l 4 години тому

    Wait so did yal like just base this whole matrix movie on the fact that one day some idiot is gona accidentally gona open a margin account not knowing that he did?

  • @StarAnong
    @StarAnong 18 годин тому +3

    Hehehehehehehehe calm down honey dear 😂

  • @MichaelBell-x9n
    @MichaelBell-x9n 17 годин тому

    Really 😅😮

  • @Ramdompersonau83
    @Ramdompersonau83 16 годин тому

    Slow dpwn mi friénd

  • @Dennisden-w2x
    @Dennisden-w2x 12 годин тому

    I recognize your have a very high IQ, your really classy, your maners and your from a normal function family, I can only be me, but i donnot whant to live in fear of what you offer. I celebrate your love and all of you. But please under stand. Im going to be me, thats what made me, i donot think you whant the dennis you push around with what you offer. Again i love for you, for ever. I donnot whant your money, i whant your love baby thats it. Im not this money hungrey monster ask any body that knows me. I love you not your money❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @JanneAngus
    @JanneAngus 15 годин тому

    How will i.live without 😂u

  • @Dennisden-w2x
    @Dennisden-w2x 12 годин тому

    You may not whant to play my weeknesses, play my strengthes. You will probably get more out of it. I love for ever. I knew your high IQ was going to be my problem with you. I will love you but im not going to battle your high IQ every day. IM NOTgoing to live in fear