Ahh! Thanks so much for watching my testimony here! I pray it blesses you, encourages you and inspires you to share your story! Leave a comment below and I look forward to chatting with you! 😍
@@esangbedopatricia90 Hey! && you don't have to. There are many of us women out here who have been right where you are and are still healing. Healing is a journey and it gets better over time. The biggest and best step is to begin. No shame Pat! If you would allow me, I would love to help you find a group of ladies that can lead you through the same healing group I went through, if you're interested :) Send me an email!
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. It's very powerful. In light of the recent law passed in New York, and nearly passed in Virginia, I can't stand on the sidelines anymore. I feel driven to get involved beyond just being a keyboard warrior. I plan on joining a 40 Days for Life campaign this spring and standing in front of my local clinic to try to help women who are considering abortion, or just had one, but I'm a little afraid I won't know what to say (though I pray God will give me the words when they're needed). Before you had your abortions, was there anything anyone could have said to you to help you reconsider? What, if anything, would have changed your mind?
I just had one in February. Easily the most devastating experience of my life. I truly hope that God forgives me. I just could not raise a child in a toxic environment. I don't know if I will ever be able to get over this. I just want to repent. Thanks for sharing.
"I just could not raise a child in a toxic environment." How about, I don't know .... ADOPTION. Nah, nevermind just easier to kill the kid. I'm glad you have to live with your disgrace, God will judge you accordingly when your time comes.
@@chiomankwocha8144 an innocent life has been eliminated because you are mentally not mature enough to handle responsibility. Don't worry too much though, you'll get to meet your aborted child on your judgment day.
This testimony is powerful. We make mistakes, we get misguided by our fears and led astray by the Devil but EVERYONE is worthy of a second chance. Everyone deserves God's forgiveness and Grace.
I had an abortion 3 months ago. I just turned 20 last month. I am currently on a road to recovery. Your video helped me so much, thank you. I don't have anyone to talk or relate to, so sharing your story changed my views on many things.. sending you love.
love experience Hey you can talk with me! I definitely understand what it’s like to go through the abortion experience and healing journey! Send me a DM! 🙌🏾
I am 55 years old. I had 2 abortions at 21 and 27. I never told anyone. I am a born again Christian. I was alone at the times besides being with the fathers whom paid and supported it. I am healing still But I am healing only by the blood of Christ. I know He forgave me. But, at times, I have issues forgiving myself. God bless you and your testimony is such a blessing to hear and remember: God is Love Forgiveness is WHY Christ died on that cross on Calvary.
Your Transparency is Amazing and very encouraging I pray this opens doors for more Women to be open and bring awareness to Black women and abortions and bring an end to it.
I truly am thankful that I stumble upon your testimony while balling my eyes out about my abortion back in March of this year (2020). The trauma is very much real and present. Though I do very much still feel horrible at times, I understand the decision my still current boyfriend and I made. It was not easy to abort my first child but I know and have to believe that this too shall pass. Through your story and others, I have to stumble upon as well, I'm learning that God can still love me as well as my boyfriend. I pray that the pain I feel, and I'm sure my boyfriend feels it at times too, goes away. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! For sharing your story testimony. May God continue to keep and bless you. Much love!
Hey sis! You are soooo welcome. Listen, DM me on IG @shamefreegigi and I would love to encourage you some more because listen you can be free from shame and guilt just like I was released because God does heal, he does forgive! This is what Jesus died for. Doesn't mean we have the right to sin, but when we do he is ready to forgive because he knows every temptation we deal with and have to overcome. Jesus loves you girl! Receive that. I would suggest though to get the Surrendering the Secret bible study book on Amazon, okay! That's what helped me go deep with God on what I was doing and how he felt about abortion, my babies and my healing journey! Hit me up, I would love to chat!
You are truly a gift from CHRIST. what you are doing is truly a blessing. I am so happy that you are using your pain to help other women. I have never had an abortion but I know what you are doing is helping others.
Probably the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make. I’m 3 1/2 months now and and one day I’m ready to get an abortion and the next I’m telling myself this is a blessing from God. I’m not with the father nor do I want to be and my support system is limited. I’m struggling with this decision
@@tashmacorbin6740 SO glad you didn't abort your baby! You did the right thing. Your son or daughter has right to live their own life and I'm sure you'll never regret giving them that! I hope you are both doing okay and that you're healing from pregnancy.
Ughhh...This was so emotional and painful to watch. Had to pause and exhale throughout the entire video. I can't imagine the level of courage it took to share this.
Never thought I'd end up here... Y'all I'm scared.... I just found out right before my period because I felt off and it's been a rollercoaster ever since. Yesterday was my birthday and I spent it in tears hiding away from my family coping with the fact that I'm lost and terrified and know I can't provide everything I know I should be able to provide for my child.... Apparently I was four weeks yesterday.....such a early time, I wish I could just snap a finger and correct my life enough to give this my best and know things will be perfectly fine but I dont know...
@Maria Banda I'm almost seven weeks now.. I don't think I have it in me to abort.... I think I'm gonna ride it out...I've been taking on extra hours, I'm going to save my money, invest in what needs to be invested in and take these parenting classes at my clinic which transfers into something they call Mommy Money to help provide for baby after birth... I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know how I'll get there but I'm going to figure it out... 😭
@@shyspeaks9238 You got it love! I was 5 weeks before having my abortion yesterday, but if you know you are capable of taking care of it then do it! If not, then it is okay. The decision is truly YOURS, because YOU will be the one up at 3am while your baby is crying. There’s a lot of support out here if you decide to keep your blessing, and if you do not decide to keep it. Good luck love 💕💕
@@xkappin3252 Thank you so much! I swore I weighed everything out for SO long. So much so that a part of me just knew that abortion might have been the right path, I was all up in videos trying to find comfort in it all but it wasn't resonating with me.. and I felt like trying to have the abortion and dealing with it in silence would have also taken a toll especially given I work on the daily and wouldn't have the opportunity to sit down and let my body take it's course on whatever it needed. I know this is also a huge step but I'm praying this gives me the push to get everything I need straight in life and do what I can if God sees me through this pregnancy. 😭 I really appreciate the words🥺🥺 I hope I can look back on this and know I did exactly what I intended to for our better future. 🥺
@@shyspeaks9238 Of course!! Yes, if you definitely can plan out your new future with your soon coming beautiful baby.. then do it! I definitely would have not went through the abortion had I been in way better circumstances all around. Overall though, as long as you are ready and is willing to do whatever it takes then I know you’ll become the best mom for your child! Best of luck to you love 💖💖
Now, I’m 43 and have 3 sons. In 1997 age 18 I had an abortion. Now I am a Christian since 2005, and I know that God forgave me of all of my sins. Everyday almost I consider the child that I didn’t have. It is experiences like these that fuel our passion to stand and for what is right in a dark world. Now I have a special place in my heart for kids forever. Thank you for your story and courage.
Thanks for being brave and sharing your story. I teach STS classes here in Atlanta and the healing process for each woman is amazing. Keep that joy you have because it's obvious the worl didn't give it to you. That joy and Freedom you have definitely comes from God. I don't know you personally but I am so proud of you and this makes my heart so happy. It's amazing how God can turn our bad into good right!? Keep walking in your purpose and you will touch so many other women along the way. 😘
DrekaStylez Ohhhh my goodness! First of all! Let me say I freaking love you! Omg I love meeting other women who are leading STS groups because I think about the woman who led my group. If she hadn’t I wouldn’t be here doing this! Soo ahh 😍 thank you for what you’re doing for the kingdom! And yes that’s my whole hope that women will watch and see that Jesus wants to heal them too! Hey can we connect ?! My IG and FB is in the description ☝🏾 or send me an email if you would like 😁
This video is extremely inspiring and uplifting. I am a man that is currently going through the multiple emotion stage of abortion. Looking at it from a realistic point of view of my partner and I are currently not in anyway fit to raise a child. I have cried multiple times wondering if I am making the right decision if I should make it for myself and partner or for others or for God. Through this entire process I just ask for forgiveness and I hope in time I can come to terms with my decision.
Currently going through this and I didn’t felt embarrassed because we wanted this… then reality hit we have no money, couldn’t raise a baby living with our parents and mentally we weren’t ready. Everything was toxic and I felt so horrible because I asked god to bless me and now I couldn’t keep my blessing because it didn’t deserve to suffer in poverty. Felt like I failed god but it was the right thing to do and repent it wasn’t easy but i couldn’t fear losing it further along due to stress
I fought, internally warred, with self worth, depression and weight. In my childhood, my dad was very critical. Everything was about appearance to him. He constantly oogled women and made comments about their physical attributes to me, even when I was a little girl. So, I grew up thinking women were just objects for men's pleasure. I had very little sense of worth. My heart was 💔. I started battling depression in my teens and wanted to die many times. I developed a warped idea of food and eating, which of course led to an eating disorder. I let men use and abuse me. I had two abortions, one at 19, one at 20. I was a dark, broken, angry, bitter, mess, wrapped in a young woman's body and I plastered a smile on my face for public use so no-one knew the destruction inside. At 30, after going through a divorce from a narcissistic addict who cheated all the time, I was then a single mother of an 18 m/o. At that moment I reached my breaking point and realized I needed help. A friend, who truly cared, asked me why I didn't believe in God and Jesus Christ. I didn't have a good answer...it was simply that I felt I could only trust myself and I doubted there was a God when I looked at all the pain in the 🌎. Not long after our conversation, I heard the Gospel, which is the Good News that Jesus Christ came to earth 2000 years ago, fully God and fully man, to be the ultimate sacrifice for our sins, so that we could then be counted as God's children here on earth and then for eternity in Heaven. WHOA!! That blew me away....Jesus loves me (and you) so much that he allowed himself to be mocked, ridiculed, BEATEN, and HUNG BY SPIKES AND ROPE ON A ✝, then he was brought back to life by God the Father after three days, spoke to his many disciples and then ascended to Heaven in his glorified body!! AND, He did that as the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. All we need to do is believe he is alive, repent of our sins, and pursue him in prayer and in his WORD, the HOLY Bible. Abortion is a sin because its spilling the blood of the innocent lives God created. God wants to forgive us tho and that's why He sent Jesus. Since the moment I said yes to Jesus, he has given me SO much. He healed my ❤ from all the pain and regrets of my life. No more depression or questions about my value. I'm a new creation through Him, and because I chose Him, I'm worthy of God's goodness. He gave me a new life... a new job, a new husband who loves me for me, not what I look like or what I can do for him, a new home, the $ ability to send my child to private school. He blessed me with a 4th child (2 in Heaven, 2 on earth), the college diploma I had worked for but had not received, work promotions/bonuses, and now I'm blessed to be at home and care for my elderly mother and young child. The Lord gives me peace, love, kindness, joy, patience, comfort, strength, and goodness! The Lord is our great councilor if we'll let him. I've never regretted choosing Jesus. He's waiting for you TODAY! He wants to heal you, love you, and be with you for eternity! If you don't know him, I challenge you to just ask Him... Jesus, are you real, are you alive, did you create me, is the Bible your word, etc.??? If you're sincere in your questions, he'll answer you. I pray you don't doubt when He answers you! May God bless you!!
Johanna Wolf Ohhhhh sweeeeet!!!! I do wish I could hug you! I have a special place in my heart for prolife leaders like you because if it weren’t for you guys so many women would be lost like I was and you guys provide real FREE healthcare and I benefitted from that as well!! Thank you so much for watching Johanna! Yes yes please share. I hope it encourages girls like me and if they ever want to chat! I love answering questions :)
My girlfriend and I just made the decision we are currently grieving the choice and even regretting it after realizing we were ready I hope our baby will forgive us
Eric I know exactly how you feel with the loss here on earth, but know that your baby is in heaven with God. And God promises he will forgive you if you confess to him your sin and ask for his forgiveness. Now the tough part is receiving and walking in that forgiveness because we have so many negative things telling us we can’t be forgiven right? But no the Bible says we can and God will if we trust in him. Hey Eric if you want you can reach me or have your girlfriend reach out to me and I’ll share som resources and encouragement with you that helped me big time!!! Instagram @shamefreegigi or you can email me!! Beshamefree@gmail.com
Wow, this is the same thing I was going through 2years ago. I pray EVERYDAY that God forgives us. We truly aren't bad people was just scared, unprepared & confused. God please forgive us 🙏🏽 I should've walked by faith in that moment. I was just so scared God 🙏🏽
I am 31 and I had an abortion 19. The shame afterwards was unbearable. They say it's the woman's choice but it really isn't. It's fears choice. We do things we are likely to regret when we are afraid. I only paid 40 dollar to have the procedure. I got pregnant again almost two years after and abortion was no longer an option. Noone had to deal with the pain and regret I felt but me. My daughter was a blessing and she still is at 9 years old. She pushed me to do better and greater. I was also way more careful as sex goes. I haven't gotten pregnant again. Thank you for sharing your testimony. You have no idea how many beautiful babies your testimony has and will save in the future. Remember that we have treasure in heaven including our babies. If we keep running our race we will meet our babies in heaven. ❤
Giiiiirrrrrlllll!!!! You just said it all! 😭🙌🏾 You better preach! My goodness you are so right. I love that line you said, “it’s FEAR choice. We do things we are likely to regret when we are afraid.” Wow. Thank you for the encouragement too ♥️I thank God that he has blessed you again to have a child here on earth, but know your baby is growing and in heaven with Jesus smiling laughing in heaven!
Thank you for sharing your story. My story is very similar to yours. The only difference was that I had people to talk to during the process of the abortion. After everyone left me and dropped off. I was devastated. Everyone pretended like it didn't happen. The father of my child literally left while I was still bleeding/miscarrying. Thank you for being brave and sharing this with the world. You give me hope.
Aw wow. I am so sorry you had to experience that! If you’d like you can reach out to me on Instagram @shamefreegigi because there are support options for after an abortion too. You don’t have to stay feeling hopeless sis!
hey girl, you are awesome! thanks for sharing your story! He will use our mess as our message! our tests as our testimony! i'm trying to make some pro-life videos for the cause! this one is ace! god bless you GiGi! xo ddm
The most painful, traumatic experience. It’s been years, and I feel at times that I’ll just never fully heal. Blessings to all who know what pain I am talking about ❤️🩹 Regret is an understatement.
I’m here for the 2nd time first time I was 17 this time I’m 27 and one year from graduating I’m devastated and lost hurt and confused I know I can’t keep this baby cause my pregnancies are complicated and I’ll just drop out which is not right for my current two children they deserve the lifestyle I’ve been working so hard for
You’re strong, you’re beautiful, it was your life and choice at the end of the day trust me nobody will be there those late nights when you up with the child, the baby is crying, you’re up late it will be YOU and only you dealing with that. Everyone is all pro choice but will turn a blind eye at minorities, foster children everything. You did what was right for you and god is a forgiving god. This story was again god bless.
The narrative of "babies cry all night" has to stop. I had 5 children...NONE of them ever cried all night. They woke, I nusrsed them back to sleep and we were all happy. Babies are a fantastic blessing. Life is a fantastic blessing.❤
Getting ready to make a decision, I’m so scared y’all. Terrified. Don’t know if ima come back from this but I know I don’t want a baby right now. I just know it’s not my time
It can be super scary!! Having my baby this time was a decision I am so glad I made though! Even though he too was born in a world pandemic and that was so scary having to give birth at a crazy time - he was still a big blessing during the craziness! 🙏🏾 Shoot me a DM on Instagram if you like. @shamefreegigi
It’s been about 9 months since I’ve had my abortion & I can honestly say I don’t regret it! I was literally in the worst place of my life which led me to making the mistake of getting pregnant with someone I knew I wouldn’t wanna be with let alone have a child with. I regret nothing! I’m glad I did it cause it was what was best for ME! I’m now on birth control & take care of myself now! Good look to all you lovely ladies. Made the best choice for YOU❤️
@@OnlyBrenda1478 that's cool, you'll get to see the child you killed someday when you die, so no biggie. It's also cool that you chose yourself over everything/everyone else. GOOD FOR YOU!
Treneé McGee Thank you even more for watching!!! If you ever want to hear more let me know leave a comment or question! And I love to respond! 💪🏾 #support
Currently me about to be 12 weeks and alone 😔 I just don't know what to do. I've never gotten one and I already have 4 children. This one is truly unplanned. I've cried every day because I'm hurting emotionally already. I just don't know.
I feel ur pain sis I'm ten months postpartum just found out I'm pregnant 6 weeks to the father wants me to do a abortion I DNT Kno wht to do my head hurts
@Maria Banda send me a private email hun nicolaevablesso5@gmail.com we could encourage each other may the creator bless u and keep u until I hear back from u
Great video! Music, production and just the overall vibe was great. Personally I could have done without the cut aways. Stay in front of the camera and let you camera presence shine. But you were transparent and very real. Real authentic 💪🏾💯
If you are watching this and reading the comments and considering abortion please I pray keep your baby/ies, DON'T DO IT!. I had an abortion in 2016 as I was with someone very controlling and manipulative at the time. I felt stuck to do it but it was not the right thing for me. I have had to live with the consequences of not being able to hold my darling baby and I have been struggling for years to fall pregnant again. I am not here to judge only God can do that but if I can help other women feeling the same, there is help and hope out there. Please don't ever let someone pressure you to do it, please move away from them.
I’m scared🥺 my boyfriend is a drug addict and controlling. I’m 9 weeks and I don’t have a job and my car got totaled two months ago. I know I will regret it if I do have an abortion🥺
@@marias7008, God will help you, please keep your bundle of Joy. What happened to me was I was in a violent relationship and I should of fought him hard.
God bless all those ladies who have passed through this trauma. I have just fond that I am pregnant. We are not married but my partner is real angel for me and we just can't support it due to some problems. I know it is just a ball of some cells but it's full of life and this pretty connect us on deeper level.
@@nancynyaswentanyaboke6217 To be honest I wasn't sure I actually did end up having my daughter and she is 6 months now.But I still support anyone who wants to have an abortion. I wasn't going to have her until my aunt showed me videos of me and my mother but I struggle everyday being a single mother but I love my daughter so much but I wouldn't put myself through having another baby on my own .If you're not sure about pregnancy there's always councilors to talk about options.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I thank God you had a changing heart. I know God has forgiven you! And now you are fighting for the speechless sweet babies. May God bless you
Amanda Bourgeois You’re so amazing! Thank you for taking the time to watch :) He has forgiven me yes, this opportunity to make this video has shown me that grace. The journey has been amazing since releasing it and becoming active in the prolife movement. And God bless you too!!!
Aww man I am so happy you found it. I hope that it always blesses everyone who sees it and remind us that God is so full of love and waiting to forgive us if we just come to him. Hey reach out to me if you ever want some encouragement or to chat! I'm here for that! @shamfreegigi on IG
Erica Sosa You’re so not alone. I pray you have experienced a healing journey with support and if not connect with me I can help ♥️🙌🏾 instagram @shamefreegigi
SO MEANS YOU REPENTED OF YOUR SIN. IF THAT IS SO THAT IS GOOD, BECAUSE I AM SURE NOT MANY FEMALES HAVE. WE ALL SIN IN MANY WAYS AND NOT ONLY THROUGH ABORTION. GOD BLESS YOU.
Hi guys my name is cristan i am 26 years old i have been struggling with infertility for years i was trying to get pregnant ever since i started to have sex then god blessed me at the age of 24 and i did an abortion i am so mad with my self i am so disgusted am so disappointed in my self i am so pissed because i want a child now and its so hard i cry my self to sleep multiple times whenever i see someone with a baby it bring me so much joy then i would just feel sad after i hope god forgives me for my stupid act i feel lost hopeless forgotton i feel dead inside i just need help yow honestly i am going mad like am going crazy i cant anymore multiple times i ask god if you know am never gonna have a child again please lwt me walk in the road an get hit by a truck just let it be painfree
I'm scared and I would like to know what are some of the things they are going to do before & after the procedure? are they going to put you to sleep so you don't feel anything? When the procedure is done are you going to bleed for a couple weeks? how many days do you need to recover before going back to work again?
Thank you so much for sharing coz its encouraging me to. God qualifies the unqualified, God used moses even though he was a murder, God used Rahab even though she was a Prostitute, God used Paul even though he tortured and killed believers, God used David even though he committed adultery and God uses you to encourage someone who has gone through what you've gove through and me who contemplated it. Thank youu❤❤
I appreciate your transparency. I know it's not easy to share something so personal. Nonetheless, it's wonderful to know you are walking through your healing journey. Although my story is totally different, it still gives me the confidence to be open about it, one day..in hopes to help those who feel so alone *thumbs up & subscribed* ❤️
NegativeFreee Ahh! Thank you so much it was tough to do, but what inspires me is the hopes that someone else would be set free through my story! And encourage them to share theirs!! We all have a beautiful testimony to share! I can’t wait to hear yours someday keep me up dated!!!!
Hey.... I've just read your story now I'm kinda in a similar situation like yours. ........I'm not so sure about the decision to take me...what should I do 😭
Trust me it’s not worth it. At the time fear drives you to think you just can’t do it you can’t be a mother. You start thinking about school or work, your family and feed into this abantu bazothini mindset You’re afraid you can’t provide for the child and you don’t want your child to grow up in a bad environment You see people talking about how it’s your body and it’s your choice no one can force you to have a baby Sometimes it may even be because you don’t wanna have a child with that particular person and it’s a known fact when it comes to children mother’s bare all the burden but I can’t begin to explain the grief you will go through It’s different in everyone I know Some people claim to feel nothing at all But for me I went through months and months of darkness and depression I felt so empty Thank God I quickly learnt not to stuff the pain and healed Trust me it wasn’t easy It was a painstakingly slow process it just felt like it’d never end I can’t tell you whether or not to keep the baby but keep in mind this is a decision you will have to live with for the rest of your life It’s not just a quick fix you can forget about Even though I’m at a better place mentally and I’m surprised I’m typing this without crying however I’d still give me life to have my baby back if I could Just pray and do research and do what is best
Hey ladies, just found out I’m 7 weeks and I’m so unsure what to do. My story well I’ll 22, will 23 in July. I graduated school last year as a veterinary technician. I’m not currently working in my field due to personal reasons but I’m living with my mom and the father is pressuring me to get an abortion, he keeps telling the “baby” is nothing because I’m so early or you can have more in the future. He says he doesn’t wants this lifestyle for because I’m going to struggle. I know what I’m capable of doing and honestly I was happy when I found I was pregnant. I’ve have 3 miscarriages in the past, I was married in an abusive relationship I’m no longer in that relationship, God even revealed in my dreams that I’d be pregnant around this time and he revealed I’d have a baby boy but I’m stuck in at a crossroad because I don’t know what to do 😫😫😫😫😫
@@summerrayne678 heyyyyy, I’m doing better; I ended up having a miscarriage but I’m in a better place knowing that I followed through with my decision. God knew I wasn’t ready or in the place to have a child so that brings me peace. Thanks for asking! I hope you’re doing wonderful.
@@KeyTrades1 thank you sis, yes I’m also in a much better place and it sounds like you are at peace. That’s very good to hear. I pray you continue your spiritual journey. God bless 🤍🤗
I’ve never related so much. I’m in the middle of my first pregnancy scare and I’m in a situation like you. Church girl, pastors kid, nobody I could tell. I thought I’d be okay but I made a mistake switching birth control pills with no doctor to talk to. I’m studying abroad right now and I’m scared.
Thank you for I just had anabortion 3days ago and I'm still healing for it its not easy but i do believe God will help me and forgve me I need healing and prayers to forget this plz help me.
Hi I'm 27 years old I have a four-year-old daughter and I am currently 6 weeks pregnant as of right now but tomorrow I'm going to the abortion clinic to get rid of it I made the biggest mistake in my life and I still feel like I'm making a big mistake by getting rid of it but then again I know myself and I know I'm not financially mentally physically or emotionally ready for another kid and I don't even want to be with the person that I am pregnant by he's toxic and he's just draining to my life and I don't want to have any strings attached to him at all I asked God to forgive me but I feel like I will still be judged by God at the end of the day so I feel bad I promise if I can go back in time and control the situation I would have but I wasn't thinking straight but I'm thinking right this time and I'm not making the same mistake again I'm going to start practicing celibacy until God puts the right person in my life to stay 4ever
Hey, I really need help, could you please tell me if you went through with it because I'm supposed to terminate in 2 days and I don't want to but I don't have the father or a home or anything at all and I don't know what to do. Could you please tell me what happened and how you feel about it 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Lexie roe Ohhhh Lexie!!! I would love to speak with you! I so encourage you to find a healing group. I would love to help you find one! If you would like to message me email me (it’s in the description box). ☝🏾
also found out i was pregnant at 17 , and had an abortion BIGGEST regret of my life 😭 and it hits me sometimes and i just fall into tears. healing is the worst part
Hey Aaliyah, I’m not sure if you’ll get this. But if you do shoot me a message on my IG *info in bio* The beautiful thing about any pain is that YOU ARE NOT ALONE! And you don’t have to go through healing alone. Healing is the best part actually even though some parts of healing can be painful. But in order to go forward, we have to go backward and discover what was missing, what was broken that led us there. Hey beautiful girl! You are already powerful even sharing your experience to say hey I need support. The first step to any healing is admitting you need it. Well done my girl!! 💪🏾♥️ don’t do this alone, send me a message if you can!
hello, what advice do you have for me. i always wished to pray in front of abortion clinic, and i am planning to find a group in my country to do it. how do women that want to abort react to people praying in front of a hospital?
hey. some hate it and some are happy you are there because you are a sign of hope for them in that situation. you go because prayer is powerful and it is necessary! Lives are saved when we pray!!!!
Thanks for sharing your story. We are currently working on a book collaboration with 10 women and 2 men sharing our abortion stories. We plan to work on additional books. Let me know if you are interested. LaQuita Maxey
Desiree Thank you for watching and I pray it was a blessing to you! If you ever wanna talk about maybe a next step, if healing is a part of your journey don't hesitate to reach out. :)
Am confused. Cant choose btn keeping n arbortion. 1 month old. Am hurting deeply. Wondering which will hurt less? I did a scan to terminate bt couldnt take the prescritions. They r still in my bag...
Snow Angel thanks for asking ill be honest to tell yu i was guided by christian values. It was a matter of choosing between doing right or wrong knowingly. since this wasent an accident. I said if really God doesnt want this child to live, he ll have his way n viceversa without my interferance. Afterall the baby is innocent am the giulty for engaging in extramarital sex. I chose to keep.
J mo. Am doing great. God gave me a bouncing baby boy. Be turned 4months yesterday😁😊. I am so happy mo.. for enocouragement through the journey i can give you my email
14 yrs ago I almost went throu with abortion. I went into the abortion office ultrasound, they show me the picture and I was sold! I was sooo 1k% sure imma go throu with it. Because I was homeless and with other kids. I couldn’t do it. But, the ultrasounds sold me!!! I could not go through with it knowing it’s created.! So after they hand me the picture from the ultrasound I jet outta there hella fast and gone, 14yrs later, the best decision I’ve ever made!!! My baby is now 14 and striving. Out of all my childrens my baby loves me the most! And he is my company now that all the others are out of the home. I’m so blessed and happy I kept him and so proud of him today!❤️😊 without him I’m nothing ❤️
Me too. I’m scared and confused I’m trying to get out of an abusive relationship and I don’t want to be connected to him or his family anymore. I have an opportunity to move to Las Vegas. I feel sad because I will be at the end of 12 weeks when my appointment comes. I have gotten attached and had hope but now I am hopeless
@@marissahill7286 I'm sorry to hear about your situation. I hope you find the right thing to do (for you) when it's time to decide. I'll keep you in my prayers :)
I just came across this.. I just found out that I am pregnant last night. I know that my boyfriend and I are in no position to have a baby.. and we are only 18. I am so scared to even tell him because I know that this is what will likely be my future.. I hope I can find the same healing that you have found. I am so scared.
Hailey Renee Hey sweet girl can you send m me an email?! I would love to chat with you!!! My info in the description box! Or DM me in FB or Instagram if you have either. K!💕
@@allyivan please don't do it love...the trauma after abortion is not worth it. still searching for healing too. hope one day I heal. living has become such a struggle. I long for my baby. the way my bf did a 360 on me and left me hanging to this day stings in my heart. I feel like running as far as I can in hope that the further I can run the closer I will get to my baby. it's not that I don't believe that God has forgiven me...it is just that I failed someone and I lost purpose now. I'm numb. I can be okay at times but never happy. the depth of my soul aches beyond what I can express. if only I had more strength at that time. so much fear and being rejected by bf left me so alone. I have so much love in my heart but unfortunately my baby ain't here for me to give that love. and I know you'd think we'll you made that decision...true and I take full responsibility. if only I had more resources to care for my baby. also you'd say well why not use protection...did so...I was unlucky in that. all in all...let your baby leave man...it's not worth the trauma
You so brave thank you I am pregnant as well right now. and i am trynna get abortion but i am scared because my boyfriend will not like that or something is gonna happen i dont know what to do?! Plz help
Sarah Foss👋🏽 I was in the same situation. I had schedule mines for today but I was having BAD nightmares for three days back to back. I got so scared of the risks and if I will regret... I’m not going to lie to you, MOST people in a relationship will end up bad if they don’t agree with the abortion. But make the best decision for you.
Update: The Lord has helped me to make the choice to keep my baby, my church and family are supportive. Please pray for the child's father to have a change of heart. God bless
@@TierraScarborough God is surely so proud of you!!! . Know that your prayer request is being given by a family you don’t even know in the hills of N.C.
Oh my goodness Denet! I am just reading your message!!! I am so happy to hear that you chose life. Sis you have to now believe and trust that God will be there with you in the ups and the downs. Ok?! If you need someone to talk to or want some pregnancy tips and newborn tips...please reach out to me on Instagram @shamefreegigi!! I would love to hear form you.
I never consider that I had whole relationships with women that may have had abortions. There has to be a fundamental shift in a woman post abortion. Those random mood swings might actually be days she is dealing with those demons. I never considered that.
Alex Juan Nope! Was young and dumb! 🤦🏾♀️ Now looking back and what I know about birth control I’m glad I didn’t it messes up the female system. The best birth control is abstinence! 😉
Ahh! Thanks so much for watching my testimony here! I pray it blesses you, encourages you and inspires you to share your story! Leave a comment below and I look forward to chatting with you! 😍
I don't know how to deal with this pain. I am hurting from this. I had 2
@@esangbedopatricia90 Hey! && you don't have to. There are many of us women out here who have been right where you are and are still healing. Healing is a journey and it gets better over time. The biggest and best step is to begin. No shame Pat! If you would allow me, I would love to help you find a group of ladies that can lead you through the same healing group I went through, if you're interested :) Send me an email!
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. It's very powerful. In light of the recent law passed in New York, and nearly passed in Virginia, I can't stand on the sidelines anymore. I feel driven to get involved beyond just being a keyboard warrior. I plan on joining a 40 Days for Life campaign this spring and standing in front of my local clinic to try to help women who are considering abortion, or just had one, but I'm a little afraid I won't know what to say (though I pray God will give me the words when they're needed).
Before you had your abortions, was there anything anyone could have said to you to help you reconsider? What, if anything, would have changed your mind?
@@davekendall1338 Negative. I was abusing drugs and alcohol to cope with behavioral problems living below poverty level.... No child deserve that.
I was homeless too. I didnt know what to do
I just had one in February. Easily the most devastating experience of my life. I truly hope that God forgives me. I just could not raise a child in a toxic environment. I don't know if I will ever be able to get over this. I just want to repent. Thanks for sharing.
I've had one recently. It was one of the hardest choices I've ever had to make. It wasn't a good time but in the future it will be a better time. X
"I just could not raise a child in a toxic environment."
How about, I don't know .... ADOPTION.
Nah, nevermind just easier to kill the kid. I'm glad you have to live with your disgrace, God will judge you accordingly when your time comes.
@@claudehopper6192 how about mind your business?
You made the best decision for you and your family, and I am proud of you for it!
@@chiomankwocha8144 an innocent life has been eliminated because you are mentally not mature enough to handle responsibility. Don't worry too much though, you'll get to meet your aborted child on your judgment day.
This testimony is powerful. We make mistakes, we get misguided by our fears and led astray by the Devil but EVERYONE is worthy of a second chance. Everyone deserves God's forgiveness and Grace.
I needed these words. Thank you!
I had an abortion 3 months ago. I just turned 20 last month. I am currently on a road to recovery. Your video helped me so much, thank you. I don't have anyone to talk or relate to, so sharing your story changed my views on many things.. sending you love.
love experience Hey you can talk with me! I definitely understand what it’s like to go through the abortion experience and healing journey! Send me a DM! 🙌🏾
Hy. I really need someone to talk to, Welisemakholo@gmail.com
Welile Mdluli Hey okay! I’ll email you!💜🙏🏾
I am 55 years old. I had 2 abortions at 21 and 27.
I never told anyone.
I am a born again Christian. I was alone at the times besides being with the fathers whom paid and supported it.
I am healing still But I am healing only by the blood of Christ. I know He forgave me. But, at times, I have issues forgiving myself.
God bless you and your testimony is such a blessing to hear and remember:
God is Love
Forgiveness is WHY Christ died on that cross on Calvary.
Can we be friends?
Your Transparency is Amazing and very encouraging I pray this opens doors for more Women to be open and bring awareness to Black women and abortions and bring an end to it.
You are a blessing 😭😭 I appreciate you sharing your testimony! I pray to have strength to share my story 🥺. Thank you for being bold for God ❤
I truly am thankful that I stumble upon your testimony while balling my eyes out about my abortion back in March of this year (2020). The trauma is very much real and present. Though I do very much still feel horrible at times, I understand the decision my still current boyfriend and I made. It was not easy to abort my first child but I know and have to believe that this too shall pass. Through your story and others, I have to stumble upon as well, I'm learning that God can still love me as well as my boyfriend. I pray that the pain I feel, and I'm sure my boyfriend feels it at times too, goes away. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! For sharing your story testimony. May God continue to keep and bless you.
Much love!
I made an abortion also this year 2020, March. It was hell, I wasn't ready to be a single parent 💔
Hey sis! You are soooo welcome. Listen, DM me on IG @shamefreegigi and I would love to encourage you some more because listen you can be free from shame and guilt just like I was released because God does heal, he does forgive! This is what Jesus died for. Doesn't mean we have the right to sin, but when we do he is ready to forgive because he knows every temptation we deal with and have to overcome. Jesus loves you girl! Receive that. I would suggest though to get the Surrendering the Secret bible study book on Amazon, okay! That's what helped me go deep with God on what I was doing and how he felt about abortion, my babies and my healing journey! Hit me up, I would love to chat!
You are truly a gift from CHRIST. what you are doing is truly a blessing. I am so happy that you are using your pain to help other women. I have never had an abortion but I know what you are doing is helping others.
Probably the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make. I’m 3 1/2 months now and and one day I’m ready to get an abortion and the next I’m telling myself this is a blessing from God. I’m not with the father nor do I want to be and my support system is limited. I’m struggling with this decision
I just want some more pills
We're you able to decide yet? Your are not alone.
@@zeesworld91 I decided to keep it because I couldn’t go through with it. I’m still having a hard time though but I know it’ll get better
🙏 for you. That little baby will bring you more joy than you could ever imagine. It won't always be easy, but it will always be worth it! 💕
@@tashmacorbin6740 SO glad you didn't abort your baby! You did the right thing. Your son or daughter has right to live their own life and I'm sure you'll never regret giving them that! I hope you are both doing okay and that you're healing from pregnancy.
Ughhh...This was so emotional and painful to watch. Had to pause and exhale throughout the entire video. I can't imagine the level of courage it took to share this.
Never thought I'd end up here... Y'all I'm scared.... I just found out right before my period because I felt off and it's been a rollercoaster ever since. Yesterday was my birthday and I spent it in tears hiding away from my family coping with the fact that I'm lost and terrified and know I can't provide everything I know I should be able to provide for my child.... Apparently I was four weeks yesterday.....such a early time, I wish I could just snap a finger and correct my life enough to give this my best and know things will be perfectly fine but I dont know...
@Maria Banda I'm almost seven weeks now.. I don't think I have it in me to abort.... I think I'm gonna ride it out...I've been taking on extra hours, I'm going to save my money, invest in what needs to be invested in and take these parenting classes at my clinic which transfers into something they call Mommy Money to help provide for baby after birth... I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know how I'll get there but I'm going to figure it out... 😭
@@shyspeaks9238 You got it love! I was 5 weeks before having my abortion yesterday, but if you know you are capable of taking care of it then do it! If not, then it is okay. The decision is truly YOURS, because YOU will be the one up at 3am while your baby is crying. There’s a lot of support out here if you decide to keep your blessing, and if you do not decide to keep it. Good luck love 💕💕
@Maria Banda You're welcome!! 🥺
@@xkappin3252 Thank you so much! I swore I weighed everything out for SO long. So much so that a part of me just knew that abortion might have been the right path, I was all up in videos trying to find comfort in it all but it wasn't resonating with me.. and I felt like trying to have the abortion and dealing with it in silence would have also taken a toll especially given I work on the daily and wouldn't have the opportunity to sit down and let my body take it's course on whatever it needed. I know this is also a huge step but I'm praying this gives me the push to get everything I need straight in life and do what I can if God sees me through this pregnancy. 😭 I really appreciate the words🥺🥺 I hope I can look back on this and know I did exactly what I intended to for our better future. 🥺
@@shyspeaks9238 Of course!! Yes, if you definitely can plan out your new future with your soon coming beautiful baby.. then do it! I definitely would have not went through the abortion had I been in way better circumstances all around. Overall though, as long as you are ready and is willing to do whatever it takes then I know you’ll become the best mom for your child! Best of luck to you love 💖💖
Now, I’m 43 and have 3 sons. In 1997 age 18 I had an abortion. Now I am a Christian since 2005, and I know that God forgave me of all of my sins. Everyday almost I consider the child that I didn’t have. It is experiences like these that fuel our passion to stand and for what is right in a dark world. Now I have a special place in my heart for kids forever. Thank you for your story and courage.
Do you think you made a wrong decision in your life what will you wish to tell me.i wanted to abort my child I am going through hard times
Hello sissy
Thanks for being brave and sharing your story. I teach STS classes here in Atlanta and the healing process for each woman is amazing. Keep that joy you have because it's obvious the worl didn't give it to you. That joy and Freedom you have definitely comes from God. I don't know you personally but I am so proud of you and this makes my heart so happy. It's amazing how God can turn our bad into good right!? Keep walking in your purpose and you will touch so many other women along the way. 😘
DrekaStylez Ohhhh my goodness! First of all! Let me say I freaking love you! Omg I love meeting other women who are leading STS groups because I think about the woman who led my group. If she hadn’t I wouldn’t be here doing this! Soo ahh 😍 thank you for what you’re doing for the kingdom! And yes that’s my whole hope that women will watch and see that Jesus wants to heal them too! Hey can we connect ?! My IG and FB is in the description ☝🏾 or send me an email if you would like 😁
@@ShameFreeGigi aww... yes thanks so much. I'm heading over to IG now to follow you. Yes, let's connect😊
This is so encouraging, thank you so much for sharing your story 💚
Oh my God... bless you. I’m so happy I’m not the only one. Love you
Currently going through this rn. This was beautiful to watch!
Thank you for sharing your story
This video is extremely inspiring and uplifting. I am a man that is currently going through the multiple emotion stage of abortion. Looking at it from a realistic point of view of my partner and I are currently not in anyway fit to raise a child. I have cried multiple times wondering if I am making the right decision if I should make it for myself and partner or for others or for God. Through this entire process I just ask for forgiveness and I hope in time I can come to terms with my decision.
🙏❤️🌅
Currently going through this and I didn’t felt embarrassed because we wanted this… then reality hit we have no money, couldn’t raise a baby living with our parents and mentally we weren’t ready. Everything was toxic and I felt so horrible because I asked god to bless me and now I couldn’t keep my blessing because it didn’t deserve to suffer in poverty. Felt like I failed god but it was the right thing to do and repent it wasn’t easy but i couldn’t fear losing it further along due to stress
I fought, internally warred, with self worth, depression and weight. In my childhood, my dad was very critical. Everything was about appearance to him. He constantly oogled women and made comments about their physical attributes to me, even when I was a little girl. So, I grew up thinking women were just objects for men's pleasure. I had very little sense of worth. My heart was 💔. I started battling depression in my teens and wanted to die many times. I developed a warped idea of food and eating, which of course led to an eating disorder. I let men use and abuse me. I had two abortions, one at 19, one at 20. I was a dark, broken, angry, bitter, mess, wrapped in a young woman's body and I plastered a smile on my face for public use so no-one knew the destruction inside. At 30, after going through a divorce from a narcissistic addict who cheated all the time, I was then a single mother of an 18 m/o. At that moment I reached my breaking point and realized I needed help. A friend, who truly cared, asked me why I didn't believe in God and Jesus Christ. I didn't have a good answer...it was simply that I felt I could only trust myself and I doubted there was a God when I looked at all the pain in the 🌎. Not long after our conversation, I heard the Gospel, which is the Good News that Jesus Christ came to earth 2000 years ago, fully God and fully man, to be the ultimate sacrifice for our sins, so that we could then be counted as God's children here on earth and then for eternity in Heaven. WHOA!! That blew me away....Jesus loves me (and you) so much that he allowed himself to be mocked, ridiculed, BEATEN, and HUNG BY SPIKES AND ROPE ON A ✝, then he was brought back to life by God the Father after three days, spoke to his many disciples and then ascended to Heaven in his glorified body!! AND, He did that as the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. All we need to do is believe he is alive, repent of our sins, and pursue him in prayer and in his WORD, the HOLY Bible. Abortion is a sin because its spilling the blood of the innocent lives God created. God wants to forgive us tho and that's why He sent Jesus. Since the moment I said yes to Jesus, he has given me SO much. He healed my ❤ from all the pain and regrets of my life. No more depression or questions about my value. I'm a new creation through Him, and because I chose Him, I'm worthy of God's goodness. He gave me a new life... a new job, a new husband who loves me for me, not what I look like or what I can do for him, a new home, the $ ability to send my child to private school. He blessed me with a 4th child (2 in Heaven, 2 on earth), the college diploma I had worked for but had not received, work promotions/bonuses, and now I'm blessed to be at home and care for my elderly mother and young child. The Lord gives me peace, love, kindness, joy, patience, comfort, strength, and goodness! The Lord is our great councilor if we'll let him. I've never regretted choosing Jesus. He's waiting for you TODAY! He wants to heal you, love you, and be with you for eternity! If you don't know him, I challenge you to just ask Him... Jesus, are you real, are you alive, did you create me, is the Bible your word, etc.??? If you're sincere in your questions, he'll answer you. I pray you don't doubt when He answers you! May God bless you!!
Thanks so much for sharing your story! I work at a Pregnancy Resource Center and would love for others to see this!
Johanna Wolf Ohhhhh sweeeeet!!!! I do wish I could hug you! I have a special place in my heart for prolife leaders like you because if it weren’t for you guys so many women would be lost like I was and you guys provide real FREE healthcare and I benefitted from that as well!! Thank you so much for watching Johanna! Yes yes please share. I hope it encourages girls like me and if they ever want to chat! I love answering questions :)
Can you take two abortion in a year
My girlfriend and I just made the decision we are currently grieving the choice and even regretting it after realizing we were ready I hope our baby will forgive us
Eric I know exactly how you feel with the loss here on earth, but know that your baby is in heaven with God. And God promises he will forgive you if you confess to him your sin and ask for his forgiveness. Now the tough part is receiving and walking in that forgiveness because we have so many negative things telling us we can’t be forgiven right? But no the Bible says we can and God will if we trust in him. Hey Eric if you want you can reach me or have your girlfriend reach out to me and I’ll share som resources and encouragement with you that helped me big time!!! Instagram @shamefreegigi or you can email me!! Beshamefree@gmail.com
Wow, this is the same thing I was going through 2years ago. I pray EVERYDAY that God forgives us. We truly aren't bad people was just scared, unprepared & confused. God please forgive us 🙏🏽 I should've walked by faith in that moment. I was just so scared God 🙏🏽
I'm proud of you ❤. Making this video was Courageous and amazing. Keep telling your story!
Valencia Cunningham You’re amazing sweet girl! Thank you so much for encouraging me to keep being myself and not apologizing one bit for it!
Needed this. Thank you so much for your transparency.. 🥰
Aw Symone you're so welcome sweet girl!!! Im so glad it blessed you :)
Thank you so much for sharing your story!! May God bless you and lie healing hands on you!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍
I am 31 and I had an abortion 19. The shame afterwards was unbearable. They say it's the woman's choice but it really isn't. It's fears choice. We do things we are likely to regret when we are afraid. I only paid 40 dollar to have the procedure. I got pregnant again almost two years after and abortion was no longer an option. Noone had to deal with the pain and regret I felt but me. My daughter was a blessing and she still is at 9 years old. She pushed me to do better and greater. I was also way more careful as sex goes. I haven't gotten pregnant again. Thank you for sharing your testimony. You have no idea how many beautiful babies your testimony has and will save in the future. Remember that we have treasure in heaven including our babies. If we keep running our race we will meet our babies in heaven. ❤
Giiiiirrrrrlllll!!!! You just said it all! 😭🙌🏾 You better preach! My goodness you are so right. I love that line you said, “it’s FEAR choice. We do things we are likely to regret when we are afraid.” Wow. Thank you for the encouragement too ♥️I thank God that he has blessed you again to have a child here on earth, but know your baby is growing and in heaven with Jesus smiling laughing in heaven!
Thank you for sharing your story. My story is very similar to yours. The only difference was that I had people to talk to during the process of the abortion. After everyone left me and dropped off. I was devastated. Everyone pretended like it didn't happen. The father of my child literally left while I was still bleeding/miscarrying. Thank you for being brave and sharing this with the world. You give me hope.
Aw wow. I am so sorry you had to experience that! If you’d like you can reach out to me on Instagram @shamefreegigi because there are support options for after an abortion too. You don’t have to stay feeling hopeless sis!
hey girl, you are awesome! thanks for sharing your story! He will use our mess as our message! our tests as our testimony! i'm trying to make some pro-life videos for the cause! this one is ace! god bless you GiGi! xo ddm
The most painful, traumatic experience. It’s been years, and I feel at times that I’ll just never fully heal.
Blessings to all who know what pain I am talking about ❤️🩹
Regret is an understatement.
Thank you so much, I really needed this.
I’m here for the 2nd time first time I was 17 this time I’m 27 and one year from graduating I’m devastated and lost hurt and confused I know I can’t keep this baby cause my pregnancies are complicated and I’ll just drop out which is not right for my current two children they deserve the lifestyle I’ve been working so hard for
What did you end up doing
I hope you kept your sweet baby. I know you can do it! I'm so sorry.
Thank you for sharing your story. I recently posted mine too. God is so good! 🙏
God had a plan from day one! Thank you for sharing your testimony. ❤️ God bless you!
You’re strong, you’re beautiful, it was your life and choice at the end of the day trust me nobody will be there those late nights when you up with the child, the baby is crying, you’re up late it will be YOU and only you dealing with that. Everyone is all pro choice but will turn a blind eye at minorities, foster children everything. You did what was right for you and god is a forgiving god. This story was again god bless.
The narrative of "babies cry all night" has to stop. I had 5 children...NONE of them ever cried all night. They woke, I nusrsed them back to sleep and we were all happy. Babies are a fantastic blessing. Life is a fantastic blessing.❤
Getting ready to make a decision, I’m so scared y’all. Terrified. Don’t know if ima come back from this but I know I don’t want a baby right now. I just know it’s not my time
It can be super scary!! Having my baby this time was a decision I am so glad I made though! Even though he too was born in a world pandemic and that was so scary having to give birth at a crazy time - he was still a big blessing during the craziness! 🙏🏾 Shoot me a DM on Instagram if you like. @shamefreegigi
Can we be friends?..
It’s been about 9 months since I’ve had my abortion & I can honestly say I don’t regret it! I was literally in the worst place of my life which led me to making the mistake of getting pregnant with someone I knew I wouldn’t wanna be with let alone have a child with. I regret nothing! I’m glad I did it cause it was what was best for ME! I’m now on birth control & take care of myself now! Good look to all you lovely ladies. Made the best choice for YOU❤️
@@OnlyBrenda1478 that's cool, you'll get to see the child you killed someday when you die, so no biggie. It's also cool that you chose yourself over everything/everyone else. GOOD FOR YOU!
@@OnlyBrenda1478 how are you doing now ?
So awesome! Thanks for sharing and being so real! 💛 Time to speak up!
Treneé McGee Thank you even more for watching!!! If you ever want to hear more let me know leave a comment or question! And I love to respond! 💪🏾 #support
Currently me about to be 12 weeks and alone 😔 I just don't know what to do. I've never gotten one and I already have 4 children. This one is truly unplanned. I've cried every day because I'm hurting emotionally already. I just don't know.
Hey Kasha DM me @shamefreegigi on Instagram !!!
@@ShameFreeGigi I definitely will ❤️
I feel ur pain sis I'm ten months postpartum just found out I'm pregnant 6 weeks to the father wants me to do a abortion I DNT Kno wht to do my head hurts
@Maria Banda send me a private email hun nicolaevablesso5@gmail.com we could encourage each other may the creator bless u and keep u until I hear back from u
@Maria Banda I decided do the abortion Hun
Great video! Music, production and just the overall vibe was great. Personally I could have done without the cut aways. Stay in front of the camera and let you camera presence shine. But you were transparent and very real. Real authentic 💪🏾💯
Deystaylit Aww wow! Thank you I take all critiques as a way to get better. Thanks!
Thank you for finding me.... i needed this.
😭😭😭😭😭thanks for sharing, I can relate.
If you are watching this and reading the comments and considering abortion please I pray keep your baby/ies, DON'T DO IT!. I had an abortion in 2016 as I was with someone very controlling and manipulative at the time. I felt stuck to do it but it was not the right thing for me. I have had to live with the consequences of not being able to hold my darling baby and I have been struggling for years to fall pregnant again. I am not here to judge only God can do that but if I can help other women feeling the same, there is help and hope out there. Please don't ever let someone pressure you to do it, please move away from them.
I’m scared🥺 my boyfriend is a drug addict and controlling. I’m 9 weeks and I don’t have a job and my car got totaled two months ago. I know I will regret it if I do have an abortion🥺
@@marias7008, God will help you, please keep your bundle of Joy. What happened to me was I was in a violent relationship and I should of fought him hard.
God bless all those ladies who have passed through this trauma. I have just fond that I am pregnant. We are not married but my partner is real angel for me and we just can't support it due to some problems. I know it is just a ball of some cells but it's full of life and this pretty connect us on deeper level.
Keep it baby please
@@scopebecon2300 I had to do.... Thank you so much for connecting with me.
@Lilac Tiger thank you so much for connecting with me
Thank you so much for sharing your story.
Rachelle S. Thank you Rachelle for taking the time to watch! I pray it reaches many with the hope of Jesus!!!
Wow! Thank you so much for sharing!
Genisia Green Ahhh thank you for your support!!!!
Thank you for letting me know I'm not evil for having this choice.Also that there is people like you to help with fear.
Are you sure
@@nancynyaswentanyaboke6217 To be honest I wasn't sure I actually did end up having my daughter and she is 6 months now.But I still support anyone who wants to have an abortion. I wasn't going to have her until my aunt showed me videos of me and my mother but I struggle everyday being a single mother but I love my daughter so much but I wouldn't put myself through having another baby on my own .If you're not sure about pregnancy there's always councilors to talk about options.
It’s not to say you are evil but the act of abortion is I pray God blesses all these women to heal.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I thank God you had a changing heart. I know God has forgiven you! And now you are fighting for the speechless sweet babies. May God bless you
Amanda Bourgeois You’re so amazing! Thank you for taking the time to watch :) He has forgiven me yes, this opportunity to make this video has shown me that grace. The journey has been amazing since releasing it and becoming active in the prolife movement. And God bless you too!!!
Currently going through this with my first ... I’m scared and don’t know what to expect ,
Thank you for sharing ❤🙏🏾
Thank you for creating this . I needed it . 💕
Aww man I am so happy you found it. I hope that it always blesses everyone who sees it and remind us that God is so full of love and waiting to forgive us if we just come to him. Hey reach out to me if you ever want some encouragement or to chat! I'm here for that! @shamfreegigi on IG
Thank you for sharing your testimony ❤️🙏 your story is my story. I also had “good girl” image and I also had multiple abortions😔😔😔
Erica Sosa You’re so not alone. I pray you have experienced a healing journey with support and if not connect with me I can help ♥️🙌🏾 instagram @shamefreegigi
It’s been officially 30 days… I wish I had my baby with me still.
SO MEANS YOU REPENTED OF YOUR SIN. IF THAT IS SO THAT IS GOOD, BECAUSE I AM SURE NOT MANY FEMALES HAVE. WE ALL SIN IN MANY WAYS AND NOT ONLY THROUGH ABORTION. GOD BLESS YOU.
Mary Lomas Oh yes ma’am! I wouldn’t be able to do this if I had not yet repented! I hope no one is
NOT living what they are PREACHING!
GeneciaUnveiled I'm so happy for you !! Your testimony will touch many. God works in mysterious ways ❤️🙏
😥 thank you!
Hi guys my name is cristan i am 26 years old i have been struggling with infertility for years i was trying to get pregnant ever since i started to have sex then god blessed me at the age of 24 and i did an abortion i am so mad with my self i am so disgusted am so disappointed in my self i am so pissed because i want a child now and its so hard i cry my self to sleep multiple times whenever i see someone with a baby it bring me so much joy then i would just feel sad after i hope god forgives me for my stupid act i feel lost hopeless forgotton i feel dead inside i just need help yow honestly i am going mad like am going crazy i cant anymore multiple times i ask god if you know am never gonna have a child again please lwt me walk in the road an get hit by a truck just let it be painfree
Thanks for sharing
I'm scared and I would like to know what are some of the things they are going to do before & after the procedure? are they going to put you to sleep so you don't feel anything? When the procedure is done are you going to bleed for a couple weeks? how many days do you need to recover before going back to work again?
Thank you for sharing this *hugs*
Thank you so much for sharing coz its encouraging me to. God qualifies the unqualified, God used moses even though he was a murder, God used Rahab even though she was a Prostitute, God used Paul even though he tortured and killed believers, God used David even though he committed adultery and God uses you to encourage someone who has gone through what you've gove through and me who contemplated it. Thank youu❤❤
Thank you I rip apart I hate me for doing that
@@karfeishaolyia9567 don't. It all happens for a reason.
Thank you love for sharing
Hmmm this is me, I went through the same thing in March 18th and I'm emotionally hurt , I cry everyday
Patience Yeboah 😞
May God help you to find healing honey❤️❤️
You are loved.
😢😞
I'm literally gettung ready to make a decision now
Hey dm me on IG @shamefreegigi
@@ShameFreeGigi I did my name on there is @QueenJaliyah
me too..
Can i add you on fb?
Whats your name.?
@@nikkiannvistro7728 who me?
I appreciate your transparency. I know it's not easy to share something so personal. Nonetheless, it's wonderful to know you are walking through your healing journey. Although my story is totally different, it still gives me the confidence to be open about it, one day..in hopes to help those who feel so alone *thumbs up & subscribed* ❤️
NegativeFreee Ahh! Thank you so much it was tough to do, but what inspires me is the hopes that someone else would be set free through my story! And encourage them to share theirs!! We all have a beautiful testimony to share! I can’t wait to hear yours someday keep me up dated!!!!
NegativeFreee Thanks for subscribing too!! You’re amazing!
Beautiful girl and testimony
Deep.
SunKissNicole Hey thank you so much for watching!!!!
Hey.... I've just read your story now I'm kinda in a similar situation like yours. ........I'm not so sure about the decision to take me...what should I do 😭
Trust me it’s not worth it. At the time fear drives you to think you just can’t do it you can’t be a mother. You start thinking about school or work, your family and feed into this abantu bazothini mindset
You’re afraid you can’t provide for the child and you don’t want your child to grow up in a bad environment
You see people talking about how it’s your body and it’s your choice no one can force you to have a baby
Sometimes it may even be because you don’t wanna have a child with that particular person and it’s a known fact when it comes to children mother’s bare all the burden but I can’t begin to explain the grief you will go through
It’s different in everyone I know
Some people claim to feel nothing at all
But for me I went through months and months of darkness and depression
I felt so empty
Thank God I quickly learnt not to stuff the pain and healed
Trust me it wasn’t easy
It was a painstakingly slow process it just felt like it’d never end
I can’t tell you whether or not to keep the baby but keep in mind this is a decision you will have to live with for the rest of your life
It’s not just a quick fix you can forget about
Even though I’m at a better place mentally and I’m surprised I’m typing this without crying however I’d still give me life to have my baby back if I could
Just pray and do research and do what is best
Thank you for sharing you’re story
You are so welcome. Thank you for watching. I pray it blessed you.
Hey ladies, just found out I’m 7 weeks and I’m so unsure what to do. My story well I’ll 22, will 23 in July. I graduated school last year as a veterinary technician. I’m not currently working in my field due to personal reasons but I’m living with my mom and the father is pressuring me to get an abortion, he keeps telling the “baby” is nothing because I’m so early or you can have more in the future. He says he doesn’t wants this lifestyle for because I’m going to struggle. I know what I’m capable of doing and honestly I was happy when I found I was pregnant. I’ve have 3 miscarriages in the past, I was married in an abusive relationship I’m no longer in that relationship, God even revealed in my dreams that I’d be pregnant around this time and he revealed I’d have a baby boy but I’m stuck in at a crossroad because I don’t know what to do 😫😫😫😫😫
Also I’ don’t have the financial means to have a baby right. I try to keep things as positive as possible be God has brought me through so much.
Email me or DM me on IG or FB now my girl :)
@@KeyTrades1 hey girl, how are you doing now? I pray you made the best decision for yourself. God got you. 🤍🙏🏾
@@summerrayne678 heyyyyy, I’m doing better; I ended up having a miscarriage but I’m in a better place knowing that I followed through with my decision. God knew I wasn’t ready or in the place to have a child so that brings me peace. Thanks for asking! I hope you’re doing wonderful.
@@KeyTrades1 thank you sis, yes I’m also in a much better place and it sounds like you are at peace. That’s very good to hear. I pray you continue your spiritual journey. God bless 🤍🤗
Thank you
thank you!
❤❤❤❤ thank you ❤❤❤❤❤
You are welcome sweet girl. I really pray it blessed you! Thank you for leaving a comment. Also, I love making friends so hit me up on IG!
I’ve never related so much. I’m in the middle of my first pregnancy scare and I’m in a situation like you. Church girl, pastors kid, nobody I could tell. I thought I’d be okay but I made a mistake switching birth control pills with no doctor to talk to. I’m studying abroad right now and I’m scared.
Come private message me on Instagram or Facebook ♥️🙏🏾
Im from germany and im happy that im not the only one with an abortion 🥰
Hy. U are really not alone in this, I'm a Swazi, I hv just did it
Me too I had one but its not easy but we always have to ask God forgveness
Thank you for I just had anabortion 3days ago and I'm still healing for it its not easy but i do believe God will help me and forgve me I need healing and prayers to forget this plz help me.
Hi I'm 27 years old I have a four-year-old daughter and I am currently 6 weeks pregnant as of right now but tomorrow I'm going to the abortion clinic to get rid of it I made the biggest mistake in my life and I still feel like I'm making a big mistake by getting rid of it but then again I know myself and I know I'm not financially mentally physically or emotionally ready for another kid and I don't even want to be with the person that I am pregnant by he's toxic and he's just draining to my life and I don't want to have any strings attached to him at all I asked God to forgive me but I feel like I will still be judged by God at the end of the day so I feel bad I promise if I can go back in time and control the situation I would have but I wasn't thinking straight but I'm thinking right this time and I'm not making the same mistake again I'm going to start practicing celibacy until God puts the right person in my life to stay 4ever
Hey, I really need help, could you please tell me if you went through with it because I'm supposed to terminate in 2 days and I don't want to but I don't have the father or a home or anything at all and I don't know what to do. Could you please tell me what happened and how you feel about it 🥺🥺🥺🥺
so now its one year late, what did you do?
so now its one year later, what did you do?@@Dutch62791
Thanks so much for this I’m 17 and went through one about 5 months ago😢
Lexie roe Ohhhh Lexie!!! I would love to speak with you! I so encourage you to find a healing group. I would love to help you find one! If you would like to message me email me (it’s in the description box). ☝🏾
also found out i was pregnant at 17 , and had an abortion BIGGEST regret of my life 😭 and it hits me sometimes and i just fall into tears. healing is the worst part
Hey Aaliyah, I’m not sure if you’ll get this. But if you do shoot me a message on my IG *info in bio* The beautiful thing about any pain is that YOU ARE NOT ALONE! And you don’t have to go through healing alone. Healing is the best part actually even though some parts of healing can be painful. But in order to go forward, we have to go backward and discover what was missing, what was broken that led us there. Hey beautiful girl! You are already powerful even sharing your experience to say hey I need support. The first step to any healing is admitting you need it. Well done my girl!! 💪🏾♥️ don’t do this alone, send me a message if you can!
hello, what advice do you have for me. i always wished to pray in front of abortion clinic, and i am planning to find a group in my country to do it. how do women that want to abort react to people praying in front of a hospital?
hey. some hate it and some are happy you are there because you are a sign of hope for them in that situation. you go because prayer is powerful and it is necessary! Lives are saved when we pray!!!!
Thanks for sharing your story. We are currently working on a book collaboration with 10 women and 2 men sharing our abortion stories. We plan to work on additional books. Let me know if you are interested. LaQuita Maxey
Hey LaQuita! Email me at beshamefree@gmail.com !!!
Do not have an abortion its been 26 yrs so much regret. Much rather live with a crying keeping you up baby than sorrow.
This was so helpful💚
Desiree Thank you for watching and I pray it was a blessing to you! If you ever wanna talk about maybe a next step, if healing is a part of your journey don't hesitate to reach out. :)
i love you so much your is so inspiering!!!! this Video is the best video i have ever seen!! you are a great women!!!!!!!!
Am confused. Cant choose btn keeping n arbortion. 1 month old. Am hurting deeply. Wondering which will hurt less? I did a scan to terminate bt couldnt take the prescritions. They r still in my bag...
May I ask which one you chose? I hope you're okay either way!
Snow Angel thanks for asking ill be honest to tell yu i was guided by christian values. It was a matter of choosing between doing right or wrong knowingly. since this wasent an accident. I said if really God doesnt want this child to live, he ll have his way n viceversa without my interferance. Afterall the baby is innocent am the giulty for engaging in extramarital sex. I chose to keep.
@@esthernjoroge1975 how are you doing now?
J mo. Am doing great. God gave me a bouncing baby boy. Be turned 4months yesterday😁😊. I am so happy mo.. for enocouragement through the journey i can give you my email
Wow.
I'm struggling to make a decision right now
Don't think twice please keep the child don't let fear to take over. Being pregnant is a big blessing.
Hey, I'm going through my decision now and I don't know what to do. Could you please tell me what you ended up doing and how you feel about it
i sent you an email hope you get i really need to talk to someone
Wasn’t it painful the procedure
14 yrs ago I almost went throu with abortion. I went into the abortion office ultrasound, they show me the picture and I was sold! I was sooo 1k% sure imma go throu with it. Because I was homeless and with other kids. I couldn’t do it. But, the ultrasounds sold me!!! I could not go through with it knowing it’s created.! So after they hand me the picture from the ultrasound I jet outta there hella fast and gone, 14yrs later, the best decision I’ve ever made!!! My baby is now 14 and striving. Out of all my childrens my baby loves me the most! And he is my company now that all the others are out of the home. I’m so blessed and happy I kept him and so proud of him today!❤️😊 without him I’m nothing ❤️
How far away were you in your pregnancy? @shamefreegigi?
I'm trying to make this decision rn
Me too. I’m scared and confused I’m trying to get out of an abusive relationship and I don’t want to be connected to him or his family anymore. I have an opportunity to move to Las Vegas. I feel sad because I will be at the end of 12 weeks when my appointment comes. I have gotten attached and had hope but now I am hopeless
@@marissahill7286 I'm sorry to hear about your situation. I hope you find the right thing to do (for you) when it's time to decide. I'll keep you in my prayers :)
@@chingsanghoihguite3147 hi sis.. can we be friends? Do you have fb or instagram?
@@marissahill7286 hi marissa, can we be friends? Whats your fb? Or instagram?
Dang she is fine I love my black queens😘😘😘
Shut the fuck up Hater Thanks!
GeneciaUnveiled your welcome also if I was you I would have started modeling
I just came across this.. I just found out that I am pregnant last night. I know that my boyfriend and I are in no position to have a baby.. and we are only 18. I am so scared to even tell him because I know that this is what will likely be my future.. I hope I can find the same healing that you have found. I am so scared.
Hailey Renee i found out last night as well.. and now i am here watching this type of videos
Hailey Renee Hey sweet girl can you send m me an email?! I would love to chat with you!!! My info in the description box! Or DM me in FB or Instagram if you have either. K!💕
Alejandra Tirado Hey you too Alejandra. DM me! I would love to chat with you Okay?! Email, Insta or FB. Either one you choose!
@@allyivan please don't do it love...the trauma after abortion is not worth it. still searching for healing too. hope one day I heal. living has become such a struggle. I long for my baby. the way my bf did a 360 on me and left me hanging to this day stings in my heart. I feel like running as far as I can in hope that the further I can run the closer I will get to my baby. it's not that I don't believe that God has forgiven me...it is just that I failed someone and I lost purpose now. I'm numb. I can be okay at times but never happy. the depth of my soul aches beyond what I can express. if only I had more strength at that time. so much fear and being rejected by bf left me so alone. I have so much love in my heart but unfortunately my baby ain't here for me to give that love. and I know you'd think we'll you made that decision...true and I take full responsibility. if only I had more resources to care for my baby. also you'd say well why not use protection...did so...I was unlucky in that. all in all...let your baby leave man...it's not worth the trauma
I found out yesterday I am pregnant too , I am lost. I’m still in school and I am not financially ready for a child :(
Thank you so much for sharing 🥺🤍
You so brave thank you
I am pregnant as well right now. and i am trynna get abortion but i am scared because my boyfriend will not like that or something is gonna happen i dont know what to do?! Plz help
Sarah Foss👋🏽 I was in the same situation. I had schedule mines for today but I was having BAD nightmares for three days back to back. I got so scared of the risks and if I will regret... I’m not going to lie to you, MOST people in a relationship will end up bad if they don’t agree with the abortion. But make the best decision for you.
@@katrinab1516 thank you for your support but i am scared still
How can I get involved?
Hey! How would you like to get involved?
what pill to take if you are already in 5months pregnant? I'm not ready yet and I don't know what to do anymore 😭
No pill girly :( you’d have to get a surgical procedure
Please keep the child for Christ sake. I am more than willing to to care on your behalf
I need friends like u
Justine Vanita Connect with me on IG @shamefreegigi ♥️👏🏾
@@ShameFreeGigi but will you follow back and also tok 2 me
@@paintedbyvanjie4595 Reach out sis!
I was raped and I didn't want my Raper getting my baby nearly got rid of my baby but i lost it eney way I well never forget or forgive my Raper
Please Please pray for me. I want to keep my baby but I'm not sure
I’m praying for you Denet!!! Shoot me a private message if you like 🙏🏾
Update:
The Lord has helped me to make the choice to keep my baby, my church and family are supportive. Please pray for the child's father to have a change of heart.
God bless
@@TierraScarborough God is surely so proud of you!!! . Know that your prayer request is being given by a family you don’t even know in the hills of N.C.
Oh my goodness Denet! I am just reading your message!!! I am so happy to hear that you chose life. Sis you have to now believe and trust that God will be there with you in the ups and the downs. Ok?! If you need someone to talk to or want some pregnancy tips and newborn tips...please reach out to me on Instagram @shamefreegigi!! I would love to hear form you.
I never consider that I had whole relationships with women that may have had abortions. There has to be a fundamental shift in a woman post abortion. Those random mood swings might actually be days she is dealing with those demons. I never considered that.
God always know what you did
😁😁😁😁😁god bless stay strong but stay out of those clubs there bad for you 😁😁😁😁
Can I write You please???
angel howell Hi Angel! Yes please write me :)
So did you not use birth control?
Alex Juan Nope! Was young and dumb! 🤦🏾♀️ Now looking back and what I know about birth control I’m glad I didn’t it messes up the female system. The best birth control is abstinence! 😉