I Am A Hot Mess This Morning... On our way To Jujus' STAR Student celebration

We're so excited to attend Juju's celebration for STAR student of the month and my God was it a hassle getting out the door this morning. I got all of my kids ready, JUST IN TIME, literally. By the time I finished brushing my teeth and washing my face, daddy was outside screaming..... "Letssss Goooo" LOL
This event doesn't last long at all but whose NOT going to being missing this is me. We live 60 seconds from the school, good thing except for the fact that it gives me no time to finish my hair. On top of that I have the worst cold ever.
So I sat at my children's school with my hair all over the place but I got to see my Juju. LOL That 5 seconds of a moment made this entire crazy morning well worth it. Honestly, I have plenty of these days. It doesn't matter what I look like or what obstacle I may face, I'm happy & the love and support I offer to my children overshadows ANY BAD DAY mommy may have in their eyes. I'm just happy that my children are able to look in the crowd and have a mom/dad present to be able to smile & wave to. I would have given anything to have that but I thank God that I was able to become exactly that.... what I wished for....................... & now I'm able to give this gift to them. Having a mom/dad/parent is for sure A GIFT and the most beautiful thing you could be for your child.
Ladies and Gents.... No matter what it may look like on the outside, what struggles your mom/parents may face or how upset they make you at times.... Please love on them and vis versa. You'll never understand the love and sacrifice of a MOTHER/parent. Count your blessing for a present parent because nobody would ever understand the hurt of a lost child longing to have a mom and dad. You literally need them for everything but they're just not there.
Anyway, I'm crying and did NOT think I was going to write all of this so I'm going to go now. PS: I really believe my moms death taught me how to be a mom. I may have been to scared to care for them physically but the love that I craved for so long was stored so deep inside of me that it came out pouring out of me when I had children. Turns out that's all I needed to start my beautiful journey of parenthood, well! besides the obvious. I was literally alone in the HUGE world (OMG! Thats another story for another day) I was always taken/moved away from or lost someone or things I loved & magically always ended up alone, from home to home, at the end of the day BUT NOT THIS TIME. They're all mine. You guys could have all the hair, cars and lavish life... I'm where I need to be. My life being to my heavenly father. Its personal, he knows me and my struggles and saved me, answered ALL my prayers and blessed me with the most beautiful little gifts that he took his time to create JUST FOR ME. I owe my life to him & he GOT IT.
LIVE IN YOUR TRUTH, BE HAPPY, TREAT OTHERS WITH NOTHING BUT LOVE & RESPECT....... EVERYTHING ELSE IS A BONUS & TRUST ME EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE. IT'S LIKE MAGIC. Now That's wealth