Ive tried telling my mother that something is wrong, many times. She’d say it’s just bad day, just the age, just this time a year, that I’m just tired, that it will pass or many others. But I’ve been feeling depressed and just bad for over two years now and guess what, it didn’t pass. Im scared to talk about it again and hear other great explanation but i cant keep it for myself either. It made me start selfharming or doing drugs. Best part is that she has even seen my scars, asked about them and believed the most stupid thing i could say that its after the old burning. Probably none of you would read that shit but i needed to throw it out somewhere. To those who’d read it-thank you.
Dont let them get into you. Youre strong you can overcome this and hopefully you can find peace someday. I personally experienced too depression and no one to reach, no one to talk to. But i did not let it get into me. Hopefully you do that also
00:00 Happy Birthday 02:10 Mixed Feelings 05:20 Chitchatting in Fsharp 07:45 Runaway 09:50 Of War and Grief 12:05 Winter Park 14:28 The Real You 17:45 In My Brain 18:49 Mad love, Good Love 20:54 Out the Window 23:18 Sleepless, thinking about you 24:42 Smile 26:32 What it feels to love someone for the people on their phone
I was diagnosed with severe depression from an early age, & always felt like I was drowning in it because I was a lonely child growing up. I was adopted from a different country, didn't look like my parents, & didn't have a group of people I grew up with that I felt apart of. I was interested in photography in magazines & fine art books, & decided I wanted to pursue a degree in photography. That was 10 years ago, I turn 27 tomorrow, & I've been in 14 gallery shows (2nd place in one), & I have a published article about a local gallery, have had my work bought multiple pieces, had a magazine published & sold copies for my study abroad to Greece trip, made two photobooks, & have helped doing the visual merchandising for one of my favorite video game companies. Keep your chins up, & really try to re-channel the bad feelings into power/energy. Use it to create something, anything. Stay strong y'all much love!
I'm 27 and accomplished nothing, just barely scraping through life. Just one door of opportunity slamming in my face after another. If someone asked me what I've managed to do for these years I've been on the planet, I wouldn't be able to say much. But I have lots of people in my life who can speak for me and at least tell them that I've always been there for them in their time of need, that their lives would be less if I were missing. This is really key for the nights where things get very bad. If you can't hang in there for yourself, hang in there in case somebody else might need you there someday. Because somebody will, and somebody certainly does. Thanks for sharing your story!
What gets me is not only change in them but knowing that you fully lost them is not just pain it's just that there gone and sooner no one will care or remember them.
A man who was like a grandpa to me passed away today. I just want to scream and cry, I want a hug and I want to sob so hard but all I'm able to do is isolate myself and weep silently
Last time I heard this mix, I was a heartbroken, college dropout, who became addicted to meth. Today, I am a complete man, with a wife and two beautiful children. I have a steady job and know my purpose on this earth and that is to help anyone who is crying for help. Trust me, my friends, Life will always reward your hardwork. Never stop putting one foot in front of the other. You’re a soldier who has gone through many battles and they did not kill you!! Reach out and make your dreams a reality! May God’s grace bless you as it has for me.
Emotions. Fear, Anger, nostalgic, confusion, madness, delusion, dread, empty, left out, excluded, loner. Emotions I have. Because people reject me. I don’t feel happy, I don’t feel sad unless it’s about people hating me. I’m sad, people hate me. People don’t live me. They exclude me. I have no one to aid me in my decent into madness. MY MADNESS IS GROWING!
I've started taking anti-depressants from Friday. I feel numb and at the same time so agitated. Lo-Fi keeps me calm. Stay strong, people! It's not the end yet.
Farzana Era the numbness is caused by the melatonin reducing itself, a little advice unless your serotonin levels are crazy low don't take them too long
$ilenthill I suffer from MDD and PTSD. Only SSRI's help. I've been through benzo's before and it was a nightmare. I'm keeping in check with my doctor though. Thank you so much for your kind concern. Have a lovely day ❤
I have yet to find another lofi mix as good as this one. I'm not sure what it is about the songs and conversations heard throughout this mix, but something about them keeps bringing me back. Hope everyone is out there enjoying their life. ✌
At school, there is this girl I wanna become friends with since she is friends with my close friend. We see each other at school every day and my locker is by her. She likes memes, Nintendo, stuff like that. I like that sort of stuff too, so I thought that we would have some sort of connection. She sat at my lunch table for a bit, but then she left to go join my close friend. I didn't mind at first, but then she stopped including me in things, very subtly. I don't know if it's just my insecurities, but she never shows me memes anymore, doesn't send me funny vids, she seems happier when I'm not there and such. Now, whenever I send my close friend a meme she goes "oh, (person I wanna be friends with) already sent me that". She waits for my close friend to finish getting her stuff, but never me. I feel kinda hurt by it for some reason. At the same time, I also feel like my close friend is... Being taken away from me? The girl who I wanna be friends with is around her constantly outside of class and in school, I can't seem to get into a private conversation with my close friend anymore without her suddenly popping up behind me. My close friend and I used to take this longer route to a class to get some small personal talk, and the girl suddenly saw us and joined us on the walk. I hate not being able to do anything about this, because maybe I'm just being too sensitive or not open enough. Maybe I'm not working hard enough to maintain a relationship. I wanted to rant and get some advice at the same time. Thanks for reading :)
A Y E A true friend is one that will always have your back, and be there for you. If your “close friend” is failing to notice how you are feeling. Than they are really not investing into the friendship you have. A friendship is a two way thing not a one way, and if your “close friend “ is not trying like you are. Than they are not worth your time. Seven billion people on this damaged world. Don’t feel like it’s the end of the world. You will have many friends in your lifetime. As for the other person I wouldn’t even try pursuing a friendship. Seems like she is trying to push you out of the picture. So don’t let her get under your skin. Don’t waste your time into something the other doesn’t want. Stay Positive and I hope this helps.
Just bring it up, if you can 1on1 all good, but 1on1+1, that's all right, too. Some folks just oblivious, so if you consider one a close friend and one a potential friend, simply talk it out. Worst thing happens- Bye, Felicia Better friends around the corner. Best situation- the three of you tri-five and become an awesome trio of besties. Put yourself out there
for all of you who feel that life is unfair and just too much to handle sometimes, find something you want to change about the world and fight for that change! strive towards your goals and dreams and be strong! know that you are not alone and that you can do anyting if you just work hard. Its the little things in life that brings us joy!
Tell me about it. That's my biggest fear honestly, is the fact that time keeps passing. Every day goes by faster and faster, and each year I'm able to remember less and less about the years before. It's just so terrifying to me that I only have ~80 years to live and each year seems to pass in the span of about 2 weeks... I don't want time to pass, it's terrifying beyond belief.
I feel like I’m stuck. I can’t go back and I can’t go foreword. Time passes too quickly but also too slow. Life is too painful. It won’t happen today nor tomorrow but some day I will just quit. Until then there’s only music and art that makes it bearable.
This year I started a new school and I thought I was going to be better. I've been looking forward to going to this school for two years and it was one of the few saving graces I had left. I'm not saying I don't like it here, I'm just saying that all my hopes of finally overcoming my depression and anxiety are falling short. This place was supposed to make me feel happy and free, but I still feel stuck. Stuck in my anxiety, stuck in this mindset, stuck in the same old, same old of everyday life. I thought that I was better. I thought that I was going to leave everything behind me when I left, but I didn't. About a week ago I realized that I've been lying to myself for over two years and I don't know how to handle it... For two years I've convinced myself that I am better, that I am stronger, but I'm not. I've just gotten better at lying to myself and everyone around me. I'm still struggling with this new found information but I've gotten better. I'm sorry for ranting, I just really needed to get this off my chest.
Guto Bassi You’re important bro. I’ve been there a handful of times and still struggle now. If you want to talk, add me on snap - braylandon. Stay strong, homie ❤️
TheLandonBray Thanks the whole damn world to you brother, but I think the mixed drinks and cigarettes got it covered. I’d add you, but I don’t have snap no more 😵
Hey man, I think we’re on the same level than. I love a girl but she doesn’t think of me, problems at home, etc. I’m happy to know I’m not the only one, as the first comment said, you’re important, you’re someone’s child. We can go both through this, just hold on till something good happens. Respect that you have the courage to share this with us.
How much i wish every person of this community were happy, truly happy, including me. Stay strong, but most importantly, learn about your problems and do something, remember, the one who enjoys life is not the person who always resist, we all have a limit, is the person who learns and overcome them who live a happy life. Wish all of u good luck
Im just sometimes pissed of... pissed of school, love, life ... I dont know why it's just my mood. Sometimes I ask myself why do I have to live this life. Sometimes I ask myself what would be if I never lived. Would it be great ? Maby. Now I'm listening to this mix and I feel a little better
I ask the same question everyday. One time I tried to commit suicide and I failed, I OD on 60 mg of Oxycontin which should of killed me but I survived and I had a realization that I was not meant to die yet, you and I might hate our lives but there is a reason we where born in this shity world. We just haven't found it yet, maybe its in a few months or years but we will find out eventually. maybe in the future were parents and our kids need us, or a cop that protects citizens, a doctor that saves lives, or a celebrity that inspires.
Look at this way. Kids or people would kill to be in your position. In countries people are fighting just to survive and I'm pretty sure they are going through more hell than you and still pushing forward. Pretty much I'm saying is to not give up and just be happy you are living a so what ok life.
@@REYES36o thats true, but still your own problems count, even if the problems of others seem harder to live with.. if you turn things around you'll see that it doesn't make sense to compare "how can you be so happy about finding some money on the street, other people are getting married right now, they have more reason to be happy" still it helps to keep things in perspektive sometime :)
The worst when you want to end it all is to know that you Will hurt People more than you already did. I respect all of you who are staying strong and learned how to live with the pain i wish i knew how to do it too
Hey! Hey, you! If you read this, i just want you to know that you are an awesome person. Do what you want to do. Just don't care about useless things... Have a nice day! Peace ❤
new years eve: it's been such an introspective night, staring into the mysterious stars all by myself; I think the starry sky answered to me with a shooting star though
it's hypothetical and just messes up your mind. I gives you hope that is not even there and can make someone very hopeful over nothing. I suggest not thinking much about it because it will mess you up
Nope. Too many people confuse ignorance with stupidity. Ignorance just means you are lacking knowledge or awareness. In this case regarding someone. Ignorance is bliss.
its weird...how i dont know anyone in the comments yet i feel more comfortable letting my emotions go here....i feel like a bother sometimes, and maybe people would feel less stressed and annoyed if i were gone. i sometimes feel i have no purpose and all i do is cause pain and headache. it sucks and i dont know how to handle it anymore. the emotions feel like a boulder on my chest and i feel like im drowing
Your not alone. Sometimes survival is all we have untill you grow meaning out of those moments where we laughed, where we hoped, and roamed free. Keep searching even if its a distraction. You mean something to someone and that alone is worth it. This i a jumbled thought but I hope sharing it will have some benefit.
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. Being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen...
12:05 Winter Park...that shit had me in a transe🖤 had me vibin and flowin like i was back in middleschool free as could be. Man if i could get stuck in that vibe forever. Thankyou.
So...someone said something not to nice to me. The two people were gossiping about my bestie and I, and I thought another girl was in it to...turns out she was just trying to defend us. Thank you Mahala, your one of the reasons I still have hope in living...
Sometimes life gets hard and it will knock you down like it does me and some days I’m angry and others I’m sad or depressed it’s a mix but this mix makes me relax it let’s me drift away from it all just me in my own mind where I can do what I want I can truly be hell with everything it helps me take a step back from reality and see what’s going good and helps me see the bad and sad but it makes me feel okay with it bc I know it will get better soon.
Um yeah I think this is a good place to help some people out of what I went through. A couple of months ago I was very, very unhappy, and just disappointed with everything about myself and I thought that I was unless, that I had no purpose. But I was very wrong. I met the person I love, cherish, and adore and he got me through it all, made me happy and made me feel like I had a purpose. So go find that someone who’ll do the same for you, the reader of this message. You have a purpose so go fulfill it.
I'm never a good person to give emotional support, more like a substantive, matter-of-fact approach. If there's anything I can tell you to help, is to make the best out of this. Treat the time you had with your girl as a blessing, a valuable lesson, once in a time experience. Don't mourn over the past, learn from the past. Only that way you can become a better person, and only that way you can make your next (probably out of many, life is long against all appearances) relationship even better than before. I know it's easier said than done, but I've been through this once. It helped me to recover and become a better person. I hope it does help you too.
Thank you, you have no idea how much better you have made me feel. I'm trying to get over Zach but every time I try it hurts more so I've stopped trying. He's my best friend who've I've confessed my feelings to but he just wants to be friends which broke my heart by a lot and which hurt me so much that I cried myself to sleep that night. We hang out all the time but I don't wanna hang out I wanna go on a date with him. But my friends say he thinks I'm cute but I beg to differ because I'm very, very ugly. All his friends and my friends ship us together and I do too but apparently, it doesn't seem he does. He might not be ready for a relationship but when he is I'll be there waiting for him. :(
I feel we live in a pressured society were everyone has to be the same or they don't deserve friends i think sadly I slot into this category but I see so many sad people on campus with no one or trying to make friends but they just can't plz say u agree
@Ary Palacios i feel the same everyday. Having barely any company all your teachers and classmates making fun of you because you're nothing like them and doodle manga on your notebooks. I am alive because of nintendo and anime. And yes my parents and my bro
CrimsonPulse you ruined it I'm pretty sure lol these people are ridiculous. They see this comment and they're like hehe let's make a difference in the only way I know how. Negatively
siento el latido de mi corazon y me encanta la fusión del ritmo que hace con la música ,me consuela y me libera de la toxicidad emocional, no estas solo si te tienes a ti mismo un abrazo para todos!!
“Music is a science, it heals depression, it awakens, most people don’t know, they just take music for an entertainment, something to dance to, and enjoy yourself and you go to bed and forget it tomorrow, music must never be forgotten, it’s like a fountain that keeps on flowing.” - Peter Tosh
This video really helped me out after my wife's boyfriend threatened to take away my Nintendo Switch if I didn't start peeing in the toilet instead of my empty Mountain Dew bottles. I was panicking so much when he said that, the thought of never playing Arms and Splatoon 2 again was too much for me to handle. But I hopped in my 2006 Honda Accord and drove to the McDonalds parking lot to get some tendies and listen to this. Now I feel so much better, we'll all be okay bros
these songs make me think about the future and that we will all be stuck in our little room doing our work every day and u cant leave because you need the money to survive and take care of your family so were basically just gonna be working in one job like robots and wont be able to really live life like we should be E M O T I O N S
But...sometimes i feel like im not loved, like everyone hates me, everyones mad at me, my current girlfriend dumps me for a stupid reason and its like im all alone, but your not. If you have a problem talk to some one
How to feel good if I lost what I loved the most because of me .. Sometimes I tell myself that I am worth it, but then I see what I have lost due to my attitudes and I realize that I am not worth anything ... I've hurt or nothing I've just lost interest in too many things for fear of always getting the same result ... As has happened before, people tell me that I have to keep going that better things will come, better people ... but it's hard for me Believe it because I know that I had what for me was the best person I could have known and I only spoiled it.
Keeping balance is difficult but life carries on. Look back all you like, just make sure to look forward when the time comes, you're ready for it, whatever it may be.
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boi I did !
the bootleg boy 2 A quality upload always makes a bad day a little more bearable. Thanks bud ✌️
great upload!
Love it as always ♡
Thanks for the music, to make me feel better everyday it means alot to have something to look forward too.
If you are reading this you are loved! Keep on fighting everyone, I promise there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I love you all
Thanks and I hope you were adopted. 😉
@@faithwind3376 Ahem, why? May I ask?
@@NoodlezArtz because of his name, hope your not mad about that. 😉
You are just amazing person
Cringe
Ive tried telling my mother that something is wrong, many times. She’d say it’s just bad day, just the age, just this time a year, that I’m just tired, that it will pass or many others. But I’ve been feeling depressed and just bad for over two years now and guess what, it didn’t pass. Im scared to talk about it again and hear other great explanation but i cant keep it for myself either. It made me start selfharming or doing drugs. Best part is that she has even seen my scars, asked about them and believed the most stupid thing i could say that its after the old burning. Probably none of you would read that shit but i needed to throw it out somewhere. To those who’d read it-thank you.
Dont let them get into you. Youre strong you can overcome this and hopefully you can find peace someday. I personally experienced too depression and no one to reach, no one to talk to. But i did not let it get into me. Hopefully you do that also
I really hope you preserver and be proud of yourself
You should talk to someone like a counselor and take medication. Medication saved me
Feel better soon
my mother doesn't care about my mental health either
it was a pleasure working on this with Alberto. hope all is well
00:00 Happy Birthday
02:10 Mixed Feelings
05:20 Chitchatting in Fsharp
07:45 Runaway
09:50 Of War and Grief
12:05 Winter Park
14:28 The Real You
17:45 In My Brain
18:49 Mad love, Good Love
20:54 Out the Window
23:18 Sleepless, thinking about you
24:42 Smile
26:32 What it feels to love someone
for the people on their phone
but the song at 03:45 ?
@@thelegendarycrow2883 oof thanks man, forgot about that lmao
@@kokoro9644 was more asking if you knew what it was called, was really good imo.
I thought the last song was called "what it feels to love someone for the people on their phone" 😅
@@thelegendarycrow2883 mixed feelings (ik its late)
I was diagnosed with severe depression from an early age, & always felt like I was drowning in it because I was a lonely child growing up. I was adopted from a different country, didn't look like my parents, & didn't have a group of people I grew up with that I felt apart of. I was interested in photography in magazines & fine art books, & decided I wanted to pursue a degree in photography. That was 10 years ago, I turn 27 tomorrow, & I've been in 14 gallery shows (2nd place in one), & I have a published article about a local gallery, have had my work bought multiple pieces, had a magazine published & sold copies for my study abroad to Greece trip, made two photobooks, & have helped doing the visual merchandising for one of my favorite video game companies. Keep your chins up, & really try to re-channel the bad feelings into power/energy. Use it to create something, anything. Stay strong y'all much love!
Amen to that! Good job and God bless ya
I'm 27 and accomplished nothing, just barely scraping through life. Just one door of opportunity slamming in my face after another. If someone asked me what I've managed to do for these years I've been on the planet, I wouldn't be able to say much.
But I have lots of people in my life who can speak for me and at least tell them that I've always been there for them in their time of need, that their lives would be less if I were missing. This is really key for the nights where things get very bad.
If you can't hang in there for yourself, hang in there in case somebody else might need you there someday. Because somebody will, and somebody certainly does.
Thanks for sharing your story!
its sad that someone you know...becomes someone you knew...
Even sadder when that someone was you.
What gets me is not only change in them but knowing that you fully lost them is not just pain it's just that there gone and sooner no one will care or remember them.
These words fit perfecto on that 22.20 beat, stay strong like a storm till the rain in your eyes turns into a fullcolor rainbow
A man who was like a grandpa to me passed away today.
I just want to scream and cry, I want a hug and I want to sob so hard but all I'm able to do is isolate myself and weep silently
You'll accept what has happen but life won't any easier with him gone🥺🥺
Sorry for your loss
Last time I heard this mix, I was a heartbroken, college dropout, who became addicted to meth. Today, I am a complete man, with a wife and two beautiful children. I have a steady job and know my purpose on this earth and that is to help anyone who is crying for help. Trust me, my friends, Life will always reward your hardwork. Never stop putting one foot in front of the other. You’re a soldier who has gone through many battles and they did not kill you!! Reach out and make your dreams a reality! May God’s grace bless you as it has for me.
Emotions. Fear, Anger, nostalgic, confusion, madness, delusion, dread, empty, left out, excluded, loner. Emotions I have. Because people reject me. I don’t feel happy, I don’t feel sad unless it’s about people hating me. I’m sad, people hate me. People don’t live me. They exclude me. I have no one to aid me in my decent into madness. MY MADNESS IS GROWING!
Sometimes I just need to listen to music like this and wade in the emotions I'm feeling. Thank you.
My emotions drown me some days
*my mind is a large ocean of scary sharks that would kill you if you even thought about swimming in it*
drown, but we drown together.
well i'll pull you up out of the waters....
My emotions kill me someday
I've started taking anti-depressants from Friday. I feel numb and at the same time so agitated. Lo-Fi keeps me calm. Stay strong, people! It's not the end yet.
Farzana Era the numbness is caused by the melatonin reducing itself, a little advice unless your serotonin levels are crazy low don't take them too long
$ilenthill I suffer from MDD and PTSD. Only SSRI's help. I've been through benzo's before and it was a nightmare. I'm keeping in check with my doctor though. Thank you so much for your kind concern.
Have a lovely day ❤
wish my doctor would prescribe me some. im stuck on vitamin tablets and ive never been so unhappy in my life
The numbness is the only thing that keeps me sane
have u tried cbd?
Stay strong guys
Red Bah appreciated
P.o.p momma I luhyu
I have yet to find another lofi mix as good as this one. I'm not sure what it is about the songs and conversations heard throughout this mix, but something about them keeps bringing me back.
Hope everyone is out there enjoying their life. ✌
At school, there is this girl I wanna become friends with since she is friends with my close friend. We see each other at school every day and my locker is by her. She likes memes, Nintendo, stuff like that. I like that sort of stuff too, so I thought that we would have some sort of connection.
She sat at my lunch table for a bit, but then she left to go join my close friend. I didn't mind at first, but then she stopped including me in things, very subtly.
I don't know if it's just my insecurities, but she never shows me memes anymore, doesn't send me funny vids, she seems happier when I'm not there and such. Now, whenever I send my close friend a meme she goes "oh, (person I wanna be friends with) already sent me that". She waits for my close friend to finish getting her stuff, but never me. I feel kinda hurt by it for some reason.
At the same time, I also feel like my close friend is... Being taken away from me? The girl who I wanna be friends with is around her constantly outside of class and in school, I can't seem to get into a private conversation with my close friend anymore without her suddenly popping up behind me. My close friend and I used to take this longer route to a class to get some small personal talk, and the girl suddenly saw us and joined us on the walk.
I hate not being able to do anything about this, because maybe I'm just being too sensitive or not open enough. Maybe I'm not working hard enough to maintain a relationship.
I wanted to rant and get some advice at the same time. Thanks for reading :)
A Y E A true friend is one that will always have your back, and be there for you. If your “close friend” is failing to notice how you are feeling. Than they are really not investing into the friendship you have.
A friendship is a two way thing not a one way, and if your “close friend “ is not trying like you are. Than they are not worth your time. Seven billion people on this damaged world. Don’t feel like it’s the end of the world. You will have many friends in your lifetime.
As for the other person I wouldn’t even try pursuing a friendship. Seems like she is trying to push you out of the picture. So don’t let her get under your skin. Don’t waste your time into something the other doesn’t want.
Stay Positive and I hope this helps.
sometimes who you think is your friend is not.
Meme romance.
Just bring it up, if you can 1on1 all good, but 1on1+1, that's all right, too. Some folks just oblivious, so if you consider one a close friend and one a potential friend, simply talk it out. Worst thing happens- Bye, Felicia
Better friends around the corner.
Best situation- the three of you tri-five and become an awesome trio of besties.
Put yourself out there
sounds like don't connect. try other friend?
for all of you who feel that life is unfair and just too much to handle sometimes, find something you want to change about the world and fight for that change! strive towards your goals and dreams and be strong! know that you are not alone and that you can do anyting if you just work hard. Its the little things in life that brings us joy!
This playlist changed my life
Times moving so fast. It’s like when you’re in a car and you don’t know how fast you’re really going.
Tell me about it. That's my biggest fear honestly, is the fact that time keeps passing. Every day goes by faster and faster, and each year I'm able to remember less and less about the years before. It's just so terrifying to me that I only have ~80 years to live and each year seems to pass in the span of about 2 weeks... I don't want time to pass, it's terrifying beyond belief.
did you get a speeding ticket
you can tell how fast you are going if you get one because you know you are going too fast
you took everything. my happiness, my life, my soul...
now you want more
I feel like I’m stuck. I can’t go back and I can’t go foreword. Time passes too quickly but also too slow. Life is too painful. It won’t happen today nor tomorrow but some day I will just quit. Until then there’s only music and art that makes it bearable.
This year I started a new school and I thought I was going to be better. I've been looking forward to going to this school for two years and it was one of the few saving graces I had left. I'm not saying I don't like it here, I'm just saying that all my hopes of finally overcoming my depression and anxiety are falling short. This place was supposed to make me feel happy and free, but I still feel stuck. Stuck in my anxiety, stuck in this mindset, stuck in the same old, same old of everyday life. I thought that I was better. I thought that I was going to leave everything behind me when I left, but I didn't. About a week ago I realized that I've been lying to myself for over two years and I don't know how to handle it... For two years I've convinced myself that I am better, that I am stronger, but I'm not. I've just gotten better at lying to myself and everyone around me. I'm still struggling with this new found information but I've gotten better. I'm sorry for ranting, I just really needed to get this off my chest.
Today someone important to me left. Made me feel more worthless than I should ever feel. But this. This calmed my heart and mind ♥️
Hmu if you need to talk :)
Kirsten Lyne its been 5 months later for you... does it get better? will it get better for me?
I don't really care bout the comment but damn, bitch you fine xD
Same here. I'm feeling like shit but I'm kinda fine thanks to the video
@@Riullesce if u want someone to talk to, I'm here buddy. I'm kinda going through something myself.
The music comforts me when I'm alone
You snatched my tears now I have no tears to cry of how good this is.
aint got no tears left to cryyyyy
This is pulling me back from the edge
Let’s see how long it lasts
Guto Bassi You’re important bro. I’ve been there a handful of times and still struggle now. If you want to talk, add me on snap - braylandon. Stay strong, homie ❤️
TheLandonBray Thanks the whole damn world to you brother, but I think the mixed drinks and cigarettes got it covered. I’d add you, but I don’t have snap no more 😵
Hey man, I think we’re on the same level than. I love a girl but she doesn’t think of me, problems at home, etc. I’m happy to know I’m not the only one, as the first comment said, you’re important, you’re someone’s child. We can go both through this, just hold on till something good happens. Respect that you have the courage to share this with us.
I love reading your comments while listening to this music.You guys are unique one by one.
i love this reply section
I watch this video every now and then. Every time I watch it I get the same feeling, relief and chillness ❤️💙
How much i wish every person of this community were happy, truly happy, including me. Stay strong, but most importantly, learn about your problems and do something, remember, the one who enjoys life is not the person who always resist, we all have a limit, is the person who learns and overcome them who live a happy life. Wish all of u good luck
Depression is like a wave on the ocean it starts off small and gets bigger and bigger till it's all you can see
Im just sometimes pissed of... pissed of school, love, life ... I dont know why it's just my mood. Sometimes I ask myself why do I have to live this life. Sometimes I ask myself what would be if I never lived. Would it be great ? Maby.
Now I'm listening to this mix and I feel a little better
I ask the same question everyday. One time I tried to commit suicide and I failed, I OD on 60 mg of Oxycontin which should of killed me but I survived and I had a realization that I was not meant to die yet, you and I might hate our lives but there is a reason we where born in this shity world. We just haven't found it yet, maybe its in a few months or years but we will find out eventually. maybe in the future were parents and our kids need us, or a cop that protects citizens, a doctor that saves lives, or a celebrity that inspires.
Look at this way. Kids or people would kill to be in your position. In countries people are fighting just to survive and I'm pretty sure they are going through more hell than you and still pushing forward. Pretty much I'm saying is to not give up and just be happy you are living a so what ok life.
nerds
I feel the same fucking way 😭
@@REYES36o thats true, but still your own problems count, even if the problems of others seem harder to live with.. if you turn things around you'll see that it doesn't make sense to compare
"how can you be so happy about finding some money on the street, other people are getting married right now, they have more reason to be happy"
still it helps to keep things in perspektive sometime :)
those last 4 tracks are god given. very beautiful.
everyone over here is sad but i’m just here high vibing to the music
Lmao right
And that my friends is what you call an E-girl.
The worst when you want to end it all is to know that you Will hurt People more than you already did. I respect all of you who are staying strong and learned how to live with the pain i wish i knew how to do it too
Hey! Hey, you! If you read this, i just want you to know that you are an awesome person. Do what you want to do. Just don't care about useless things... Have a nice day! Peace ❤
You’ve made it this far. Remember that.
new years eve: it's been such an introspective night, staring into the mysterious stars all by myself; I think the starry sky answered to me with a shooting star though
Thanks. Just one of those days.. I needed this.
Trix Wentzle I feel ya bud.
"What if the you in your dreams is the real, and the real you is only a dream." - V.M
Is true
Then im not a virgin anymore lol.
it's hypothetical and just messes up your mind. I gives you hope that is not even there and can make someone very hopeful over nothing. I suggest not thinking much about it because it will mess you up
Oh shit im 13 and thats deep
This verse fits perfecto on that 20 min beat
litterally been listening to this for 3 days
there is no end to the pain
you must be numb.
Their has to be a way.
*if you were fine before them, you should be fine after them, right?*
@@phr0g271 Nice.
Not really if you truly loved someone
Nope. Too many people confuse ignorance with stupidity. Ignorance just means you are lacking knowledge or awareness. In this case regarding someone.
Ignorance is bliss.
yah but they hanged you so how could you be the same?
Why do I ask this same question...
This is a really unbelievable amount of views for this good of a playlist....
Gosh i wasso down and this is literally the only thing keeping me cheery eyed at the moment ... (:)
:))))))( the sad is always behind the smile :\
its weird...how i dont know anyone in the comments yet i feel more comfortable letting my emotions go here....i feel like a bother sometimes, and maybe people would feel less stressed and annoyed if i were gone. i sometimes feel i have no purpose and all i do is cause pain and headache. it sucks and i dont know how to handle it anymore. the emotions feel like a boulder on my chest and i feel like im drowing
Your not alone. Sometimes survival is all we have untill you grow meaning out of those moments where we laughed, where we hoped, and roamed free. Keep searching even if its a distraction. You mean something to someone and that alone is worth it. This i a jumbled thought but I hope sharing it will have some benefit.
Bob Dylan I appreciate you actually taking the time to write that. It made me cry but a cry that I needed to release
@EseChava 22 don't be normal. Be yourself because that profile pic just made my day.
There is a few peoples that can relate to this and we all need to be strong and positive it will all work out in the end>3
Pieter Gouvea Kieser thank you
just listening and reading the comments while crying lol
eddie ! Same
weak
@@otzh indeed
mood
feels nice to read and relate to people in the comments. made me feel less lonely
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. Being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen...
12:05 Winter Park...that shit had me in a transe🖤 had me vibin and flowin like i was back in middleschool free as could be. Man if i could get stuck in that vibe forever. Thankyou.
Best in the dark with headphones and a joint....sigh
I'm a year late but yes it's the best... nothing better
So...someone said something not to nice to me. The two people were gossiping about my bestie and I, and I thought another girl was in it to...turns out she was just trying to defend us. Thank you Mahala, your one of the reasons I still have hope in living...
Sometimes life gets hard and it will knock you down like it does me and some days I’m angry and others I’m sad or depressed it’s a mix but this mix makes me relax it let’s me drift away from it all just me in my own mind where I can do what I want I can truly be hell with everything it helps me take a step back from reality and see what’s going good and helps me see the bad and sad but it makes me feel okay with it bc I know it will get better soon.
thats Right my friend
i get your Feeling
althou ist just how life is :)
Your songs make me feel good althoug i had a bad day
It hurts knowing there not thinking of you back just know you don't matter to them even after everything you been throw....it hurts.
It hurts so much ;(
Exactly, I did like everything for her, I’m sure she doesn’t think of me. It hurts as you’re saying...
She told me she loved me so much and she just left. Showing too much affection costs you these days I guess. I loved her so much 😔
we feel your pain :((
Damn love it already
This really make me feel some type of way...
Omg the last 2 mins are actual heaven
your amazing. This music puts me in the zone
Um yeah I think this is a good place to help some people out of what I went through. A couple of months ago I was very, very unhappy, and just disappointed with everything about myself and I thought that I was unless, that I had no purpose. But I was very wrong. I met the person I love, cherish, and adore and he got me through it all, made me happy and made me feel like I had a purpose. So go find that someone who’ll do the same for you, the reader of this message. You have a purpose so go fulfill it.
one of my favourites so far, i love your music
Today my girlfriend just broke up with me💔
And the vibe just gettin me burst out of tears
I feel you bro, keep strong 💪❤️
I'm never a good person to give emotional support, more like a substantive, matter-of-fact approach. If there's anything I can tell you to help, is to make the best out of this. Treat the time you had with your girl as a blessing, a valuable lesson, once in a time experience. Don't mourn over the past, learn from the past. Only that way you can become a better person, and only that way you can make your next (probably out of many, life is long against all appearances) relationship even better than before. I know it's easier said than done, but I've been through this once. It helped me to recover and become a better person. I hope it does help you too.
aw man that's heavy
I hope things are better bro
Jhonatan Jabagat fuck dat bitch nigga u can get better
Winter Park.... AMAZING
These mixes really bring out the feels. Keep it up! Saving lives through music🎶
Thank you, you have no idea how much better you have made me feel. I'm trying to get over Zach but every time I try it hurts more so I've stopped trying. He's my best friend who've I've confessed my feelings to but he just wants to be friends which broke my heart by a lot and which hurt me so much that I cried myself to sleep that night. We hang out all the time but I don't wanna hang out I wanna go on a date with him. But my friends say he thinks I'm cute but I beg to differ because I'm very, very ugly. All his friends and my friends ship us together and I do too but apparently, it doesn't seem he does. He might not be ready for a relationship but when he is I'll be there waiting for him. :(
maybe he's not the right person for you and that's okay. There's better people, and people who will reciprocate your emotions, you just need time
I feel we live in a pressured society were everyone has to be the same or they don't deserve friends i think sadly I slot into this category but I see so many sad people on campus with no one or trying to make friends but they just can't plz say u agree
agree toby, lets hope better days will come
Toby Sinkinson I so agree.
@Ary Palacios i feel the same everyday. Having barely any company all your teachers and classmates making fun of you because you're nothing like them and doodle manga on your notebooks. I am alive because of nintendo and anime. And yes my parents and my bro
@Ary Palacios yuppp me to
@Ary Palacios I feel like God is saying to all of you that don't fit in ....misfit toys are wanted ........come to the misfit island of toys
This helps me get thru the week 💖💞
224 Likes. 0 Dislikes. keep it going ❤️
CrimsonPulse you ruined it I'm pretty sure lol these people are ridiculous. They see this comment and they're like hehe let's make a difference in the only way I know how. Negatively
siento el latido de mi corazon y me encanta la fusión del ritmo que hace con la música ,me consuela y me libera de la toxicidad emocional, no estas solo si te tienes a ti mismo un abrazo para todos!!
Damn this made me miss Arthur from my childhood
$ilenthill same😔
They are still airing
word
You tell Arthur he’ll never eat lunch in this town again.
R A P E M E
“Music is a science, it heals depression, it awakens, most people don’t know, they just take music for an entertainment, something to dance to, and enjoy yourself and you go to bed and forget it tomorrow, music must never be forgotten, it’s like a fountain that keeps on flowing.”
- Peter Tosh
*O V E R W H E L M E D*
This video really helped me out after my wife's boyfriend threatened to take away my Nintendo Switch if I didn't start peeing in the toilet instead of my empty Mountain Dew bottles. I was panicking so much when he said that, the thought of never playing Arms and Splatoon 2 again was too much for me to handle. But I hopped in my 2006 Honda Accord and drove to the McDonalds parking lot to get some tendies and listen to this. Now I feel so much better, we'll all be okay bros
remember when Arthur fell asleep on the bus and got lost downtown :'(
ahh that made me cry :(
I feel numb as this universe leaves me behind...
Someone very important left me. I did some stupid things, she did some stupid things, and honestly, it felt good listening to this mix.
Respect for this one 🤜
these songs make me think about the future and that we will all be stuck in our little room doing our work every day and u cant leave because you need the money to survive and take care of your family so were basically just gonna be working in one job like robots and wont be able to really live life like we should be
E M O T I O N S
PBS kids for life 💚
Best sounds I've heard on UA-cam so far.
Thank you for this ✊💜
Am I the only 1 who just enjoys the beats without being depressed?
Nah its just chill.
There's a beauty with every mix you make 💕
Nice Eden quotes 😊 I love it with this music
This is so nice man, keep it up
I love this❤
childhood vibes
Never been so depressed that I just want to end it. If I had enough money to leave behind for my funeral I would do it in a second. 😔
nostalgic,sad,happy,depression,anxiety.........FML
the people you give everything to always take it and leave nothing but your shattered emotions
You should create a Spotify 🙏🏾
I really like this one more than most
You guys are wayyyyyy to emotional!!!
But...sometimes i feel like im not loved, like everyone hates me, everyones mad at me, my current girlfriend dumps me for a stupid reason and its like im all alone, but your not. If you have a problem talk to some one
-how can this affect u so much?
bro, u have no idea.
My boyfriend showed me this, listening to it right now and I'm loooving it 😍😍😍 subscribed btw 🔔
this is just a lofi track with arthur in the background but so many ppl are talking about their feelings and honestly its cute
00:00 Happy birthday kinda made me cry a little XD
Nice!!
I sometimes feel as though my emotions get in my way of what I want.
so beautyyyyy
I have the BIG sad and its hard to do anything anymore
F O R G I V E N E S S
How to feel good if I lost what I loved the most because of me .. Sometimes I tell myself that I am worth it, but then I see what I have lost due to my attitudes and I realize that I am not worth anything ... I've hurt or nothing I've just lost interest in too many things for fear of always getting the same result ... As has happened before, people tell me that I have to keep going that better things will come, better people ... but it's hard for me Believe it because I know that I had what for me was the best person I could have known and I only spoiled it.
Keeping balance is difficult but life carries on. Look back all you like, just make sure to look forward when the time comes, you're ready for it, whatever it may be.