I Can't Believe I'm Back

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  • @JessBisme123
    @JessBisme123 21 день тому +1620

    Tammy Slaton surprised us by turning her life around. Nikacado surprised us by turning his life around. I'm really hoping Eugenia surprises us by turning her life around.

    • @sallylees467
      @sallylees467 19 днів тому

      ENMESHMENT - google it, eugenia. Thats what you and your mum have

    • @roxannemoser
      @roxannemoser 18 днів тому +66

      I said last Christmas it would be her last. Here we are. She still has time. I don't know what to do except be nice and pray. Begging doesn't work. We shouldn't ridicule. Yes, I used to ridicule. I thought if I was mean, it would make her mad enough to change. My Dad died of bulimia. It's heartbreaking to see this. Her teeth are as bad as my Dad's were. 😢

    • @sallylees467
      @sallylees467 18 днів тому +81

      @@roxannemoser I dont think she'll come back from this. Her maturity level is stuck at a 13-14 year olds level. She won't ever be able to function normally as shes missed the steps in life

    • @RyanGray616
      @RyanGray616 17 днів тому +47

      ​@@sallylees467 That, and the damage she's suffered internally I fear is irreversible. Even if she were to recover, she'd be more susceptible to heart complications and kidney/liver failure for example.

    • @WideLandWhale
      @WideLandWhale 16 днів тому +12

      bullying disguised as fake health concern.

  • @lizard1515
    @lizard1515 24 дні тому +1080

    She deleted her "I'm back" video, her first video back from treatment in 2019. :/ It's very sad that she's declining again.

    • @lautjenotimportant
      @lautjenotimportant 22 дні тому +17

      @@lizard1515 she did ?

    • @sacredsecrecy9620
      @sacredsecrecy9620 22 дні тому +2

      Where have you been? She's been declining for years now, looking deathly skeletal for at least two years. There's nothing new to see here. Her deleting her old vids from her healthier days was to be expected as she has clearly shown her disdain for that version of herself and the time she's spend in the rehab. The more skeletal she gets the more she distances herself from that past. Wouldn't surprise me if she decided to delete ALL of her footages from that "era", as if to erase all of those triggering memories. Her anorexia is now in full force and wants nothing standing in its way.

    • @RockstarGacha69
      @RockstarGacha69 22 дні тому +25

      Unfortunately

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 22 дні тому +66

      @@lizard1515 she thought she looked too faht in that video. That's why she deleted it.

    • @n2ld3
      @n2ld3 21 день тому +9

      Maybe she just turned them to private, the reason being that many haters don't have the merit to watch these for free.

  • @Christianearthpony39
    @Christianearthpony39 20 днів тому +2606

    Who still comes back here to see if she’s still alive?
    Edit: Thanks for the likes, also I am very worried for her. She looks so sick.

  • @coughsglitter
    @coughsglitter 21 день тому +539

    Being anorexic and underweight for only 4 years made me realize that the aesthetic wasn’t worth the mental dread i was feeling. I felt disconnected and frightened because this illness was isolating me. I don’t understand how is she still doing it for so many years. Eating disorders are scary because they turn your mind into this dark hollow place I can’t imagine how her mentality would look like to be so convinced that destroying herself is the only solution. Praying she would wake up before it’s too late.

    • @Brîndușa_D
      @Brîndușa_D 19 днів тому +9

      I hope you are ok now!❤

    • @coughsglitter
      @coughsglitter 19 днів тому +22

      @ i assure i am and i will continue to be because when i was fully ready and totally okay about kms… that thought terrified me into recovery. I never want to be in that mentality again. i understand now how neglecting my health can crucially affect my common sense

    • @becx3163
      @becx3163 17 днів тому +8

      Good on you for being open and honest with yourself and others

    • @killuamybb6411
      @killuamybb6411 14 днів тому +7

      @@coughsglitterI am so proud of you you are so strong ❤️❤️

    • @Rorosella
      @Rorosella 14 днів тому +7

      Still battling it myself. I come here to scare myself into the reality of my disorder but it’s unfortunately not enough to change my mind. I hate this thing because its turned me against… well… me. 3 admissions to hospital in one damn year. For the same reason. Either passing out, electrolyte deficiencies that make me sick, or hypoglycaemia. And thats just the beginning of how fucked up this illness is.
      All my own choices. I would never encourage people to do what I am doing. Also praying that she wakes up from this to salvage whatever amount of years she’ll have left on this earth. Glad you recovered. ❤

  • @rizzwifey05
    @rizzwifey05 16 днів тому +612

    I work in an eating disorder recovery facility. I work with adults in the acute level (worst of the worst), in-patient (medically fragile but less than those in acute), and residential (at the very beginning of getting stable) and I have to say, she looks like all of our acute patients. It's so sad because those patients come in and are all under 60 pounds, have multiple health issues, usually some organ failure, don't even realize they're sick (even as their bodies are giving up), refuse all nutrition (usually by feeding tube) and fluids so have to be force fed (usually by court order), can't get out of bed (if they do, it has to be in a wheelchair), etc... It's heartbreaking, frustrating, sad, maddening, all the emotions. It's such a long journey, and some don't make it. And there's always a lot of tears when that happens. In my line of work, we want to save everyone. But there's absolutely nothing you can do for the patient if they can't, or won't, help themselves. And I can see that's the case with Eugenia. I don't think she has long left. Likely that's why she was gone for 9 months. I don't expect many more videos from her. And honestly, I don't think the public will be told when she passes.

    • @jamielynn2799
      @jamielynn2799 15 днів тому +29

      She was making reels and on other platforms and I think twitch too

    • @boomeradley8748
      @boomeradley8748 14 днів тому +110

      That's what happens when treatment focuses so much on food without addressing the deep level of childhood and lifelong trauma that causes these disorders. Food is only the symptom of a much much much deeper issue

    • @NostalgiaEdits111
      @NostalgiaEdits111 14 днів тому +55

      ​​​@@boomeradley8748It's true, I always thought it was out of pure vanity. Seeing my sister, I realized that it is also closely linked to complex trauma, especially after sexual abuse.
      I was so ignorant until she told me all. Now I understand everything. 🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @Evangeline-s8u
      @Evangeline-s8u 13 днів тому +76

      @@boomeradley8748before the trauma can be treated, the patient needs to get to a stable weight, as the brain can’t reason when it’s so underweight and consumed by illness

    • @THEmightyQUINN777
      @THEmightyQUINN777 13 днів тому +3

      Do you think she was hanging with Ariana Grande?

  • @hkadjhf4673
    @hkadjhf4673 25 днів тому +1074

    one thing i've noticed about her content that differs from every other creator is that when she's filming herself in the frame all she does is look at herself, she's not talking to us or the camera she's staring at herself. It shows the grip of her illness, the way she is constantly focusing on/checking how she looks.

    • @urskadolenc1799
      @urskadolenc1799 25 днів тому +41

      literally every LA vlogger does this.

    • @mikesSSSSS12
      @mikesSSSSS12 25 днів тому +37

      She have a mirror in her coffin.😥

    • @hannahboebanna
      @hannahboebanna 24 дні тому +26

      Most vloggers do this honestly, I never understand why people pick on 1 person for it

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +2

      ​@@mikesSSSSS12 🤣🤣😆😆 that's funny!

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +5

      All cell phones are for is to stare at yourself in real time.

  • @jasminelee1234
    @jasminelee1234 17 днів тому +248

    There is something so dark and unstable about this whole family. What makes a 30 something woman so emotionally stunted and stuck as a ‘child’ with a false high squeaky voice. Very sad..social services should have intervened long ago. The brother is rarely seen but could have an eating disorder too in the other extreme, the mum is beyond weird and where is the dad? I think there are a lot of ‘secrets’ in this home. As for Eugenia the damage to her body is probably beyond repair now. Her eyes are yellow which probably indicates organ issues. She looks very uncomfortable in this video and it’s kind of creepy to watch. Very sad.

    • @user-mb4ig1bq5p
      @user-mb4ig1bq5p 17 днів тому +1

      I think she was sexually assaulted as a child

    • @she_sings_delightful_things
      @she_sings_delightful_things 10 днів тому +9

      💯 You nailed it

    • @Lennie6357
      @Lennie6357 9 днів тому +11

      The saddest part is she’s not going to live a long life. And she’s choosing that.

    • @anjellyfishh
      @anjellyfishh 7 днів тому +2

      If it’s creepy don’t watch it, you’re being even creepier for analyzing her life when you don’t know her 🤦‍♀️

    • @Argantonio-b2r
      @Argantonio-b2r 7 днів тому +3

      ​@@anjellyfishh you make no sense. You can't "analize" the life of someone that's exposing their intimate live on the internet. Fool

  • @Ash834
    @Ash834 20 днів тому +305

    Im thinking the reason why she loves it there is because the staff are dressed up and everything is pretend. The characters have to be someone else, and she feels comfortable there, where she is not judged for pretending that she is fine.

    • @natthebratster
      @natthebratster 19 днів тому +25

      I honestly don't think she even likes it-Deb does (she's there at 2:30 with all the gear on). Eugenia just goes along to keep the peace and film.

    • @Crybaby13-z5c
      @Crybaby13-z5c 12 днів тому +5

      That’s deep

    • @timeakiss
      @timeakiss 5 днів тому +1

      me when i’m at the mall

  • @annettejohnson3625
    @annettejohnson3625 23 дні тому +432

    She rides kid rides because she doesn't have the strength to hold on. She would fly right out of the adult rides.

    • @Em1ly949
      @Em1ly949 20 днів тому +15

      My thoughts too. 🤔

    • @CeeBee781
      @CeeBee781 20 днів тому +70

      I mean, she’s also a terrified person. She’s literally scared of everything, including heights. But I think you’re right, there’s probably a weight minimum for a lot of these rides, and the restraints aren’t designed for someone with the body of an actual corpse.

    • @SophiiLuca
      @SophiiLuca 19 днів тому +50

      the thing is, even if she wanted to ride the adult rides, it would be really dangerous. Generally elderly people and people with heart issues have to be very cautious of what rides they go on, as it can be quite bad for their hearts and potentially life threatening. Someone with severe anorexia definitely has a weak heart, making it dangerous to ride roller coasters.

    • @myleechai21603
      @myleechai21603 15 днів тому +3

      @@SophiiLucaVery true!

    • @Jazzforyoursoull
      @Jazzforyoursoull 14 днів тому +14

      @@SophiiLuca That and the lack of muscle and natural bodily fat to pad out the bone structure would leave them prone to massive injury from sudden stops, etc, on top of the organ-related issues you outlined.

  • @lofvee
    @lofvee 24 дні тому +325

    This feels like a goodbye video .. idk why , 😢

    • @ashav5155
      @ashav5155 23 дні тому +60

      I got make a wish vibes 😢

    • @zoew3253
      @zoew3253 17 днів тому +23

      I was thinking the same thing

    • @alliemazing5774
      @alliemazing5774 9 днів тому +6

      I get that vibe too.

    • @kelisa3772
      @kelisa3772 7 днів тому +11

      Because it feels like the little spark of her real self that was still left, is almost completely gone. I wish I hadn’t watched this. 😢

  • @ProduccionesToJo
    @ProduccionesToJo 22 дні тому +253

    i cant fathom how she even controls her body temperature... or take a bath its really freaky... she should be in lots of pain just being outside exposed to wind

    • @theLadyjensen
      @theLadyjensen 19 днів тому +67

      When I was at my worst it hurt to breathe, my heartbeat hurt me even. Makes me sad to think of how much pain she must be in

    • @the_happy_goth
      @the_happy_goth 19 днів тому

      I noticed she was wearing a sweater while most others were in tees… her body isn’t able to regulate its functions anymore, no surprise really. So sad.

    • @jellybearlps7321
      @jellybearlps7321 17 днів тому +61

      She’s probably cold. Notice she’s in a cardigan but everyone else is in a T-shirt.

    • @meghanmarie840
      @meghanmarie840 10 днів тому +14

      Well she’s in Florida wearing a cardigan, everyone around her is wearing warm weather clothing

    • @shellybunnii
      @shellybunnii 10 днів тому

      @@meghanmarie840I live in Florida. It was like 80 degrees maybe almost 90 in the sun when she was there. Hot af.

  • @ATLTraveler
    @ATLTraveler 22 дні тому +515

    I honestly think she’s living one of the saddest lives in existence, I truly feel awful for her, in fact her and her mother almost remind me of Gypsy Rose Blanchard… I mean she’s never had a best friend, never had a serious boyfriend or experienced love, never lived on her own, never went to college or summer camp, or to a concert with friends, or to a bachelorette party or on a girls trip or experienced anything normal and considered fun in her life. Now she’s 30+ years old visiting Disney for the 87th time with her mom. Still deathly ill and being enabled by her mother. Oh she’s just skinny Minnie! It’s incredibly sad. Why UA-cam removes videos if you even say the G word for pew pew or SA or PDF file or end forever yet still leaves her channel up completely baffles me. We really should all band together and stop clicking on her stuff all together but I get it, it’s like a plane crash but with someone’s life, I have to check in every few months to see if it’s crashed finally or if by some miracle the captain recovered from the stall.

    • @jeremiasjames2837
      @jeremiasjames2837 21 день тому +29

      Well said!

    • @bekahhooper9852
      @bekahhooper9852 21 день тому +34

      It's speaks volumes of her support (mom). Why they don't put her in every kind of counseling they can find for her disorder is crazy. She is dying and no one in her circle seems to care

    • @kathrynsmith3417
      @kathrynsmith3417 21 день тому

      Difficult for me to watch repeated self harm by Eugenia, her slow decline as she makes videos of herself, constantly checking on her looks. She's repeating same patterns in her videos, we see same again, & again. Her extreme starvation caused her brain to shrink, so she talks, acts like 13 yrs little girl.

    • @T3XACAN0
      @T3XACAN0 20 днів тому +8

      @@bekahhooper9852 She is an adult and should be able to make her own choices if she wants to improve her situation. It’s essential for her to see a psychiatrist, as whatever occurred during her modeling years likely affected her mental health.

    • @nadiaa8357
      @nadiaa8357 20 днів тому +4

      Me too.. I am basically her ..one of the saddest existences

  • @brainfree6729
    @brainfree6729 21 день тому +361

    She will die any second. Her organs are failing. Her eyes are yellow. So sad. The mother supporting her mental disorder. What a miracle she is alive.

    • @is-gy7vt
      @is-gy7vt 20 днів тому +55

      People always say this but yet she always lives on😂

    • @91clarie
      @91clarie 19 днів тому +104

      ​@@is-gy7vtthe body can endure unbelievable damage during your childhood and youth. That changes in your 30s though, your body stops forgiving. And she's 30 now... lots of anorexic patients die between 30 - 40 specifically.

    • @samu-chan
      @samu-chan 19 днів тому +25

      yall been saying this for 10 years

    • @brainfree6729
      @brainfree6729 19 днів тому +52

      @is-gy7vt it has a limit though. She will not turn 35. Her eyes are yellow. She is deforming at this pint. I know a women who survived being 25kg. Running for 4 years every day. So I know. But I also know people who just never woke up after going to sleep. From Starvation caused by Anorexia Nervosa and Bulimia Nervosa.

    • @Vi7IsSandra
      @Vi7IsSandra 19 днів тому +3

      🙏❤️ don't hate

  • @OpalMoonstone247
    @OpalMoonstone247 23 дні тому +250

    Read her eyes. She's not in love with Disney. She hates it right now. There's sarcasm in her expressions, and disdain for someone else she's directing this vlog towards.
    Not everything is always as it seems.
    Shes angered or upset clearly here.

    • @lunareclipseee3
      @lunareclipseee3 21 день тому +58

      Yes omg she always seems slightly annoyed like she’s being forced to be a Disney lover idk

    • @OpalMoonstone247
      @OpalMoonstone247 21 день тому +80

      @lunareclipseee3 exactly. It's her brother who is obsessed with it. She used to say how annoyed she was with Disney, and complained about how she gets dragged there with her family cuz of him. Stockholm? Can't "beat them, so join them"?

    • @auroraeve3327
      @auroraeve3327 21 день тому +12

      ​@@OpalMoonstone247is that true?

    • @OpalMoonstone247
      @OpalMoonstone247 21 день тому +2

      @@auroraeve3327 go back and watch some of her older videos, yes. Her own words.

    • @iamteresah95
      @iamteresah95 18 днів тому

      ​@@auroraeve3327it is, some found some of her old tweets and that was amongst many.. troubling too.

  • @Jujutsu-Queso
    @Jujutsu-Queso 19 днів тому +70

    Dang her eyes aren’t white anymore. I feel like I’m watching a documentary.. 😅

    • @amisguidedgh0st
      @amisguidedgh0st 13 днів тому +12

      You are. And it’s sponsored by her mother

  • @ethelbaumgartner5320
    @ethelbaumgartner5320 25 днів тому +751

    I'm fully amazed by her survival abilities.....I thought she would have passed long ago.

    • @Kristen10-22
      @Kristen10-22 25 днів тому +53

      Many live extremely longer than you’d think

    • @Kao96..
      @Kao96.. 25 днів тому

      maybe u should? what's one less entitled B in this world... at least we would be spared from reading such disgusting bs

    • @waltraudeboshaft4954
      @waltraudeboshaft4954 25 днів тому +28

      She's clever and take vitamin - and mineral tablets😊

    • @aws_540
      @aws_540 25 днів тому +59

      @@waltraudeboshaft4954 your body still needs food, and enough of it (calories, carbs, protein, and fats) to function. and your body needs enough food to absorb vitamins and minerals anyways, so if a person only consumes vitamins their body won’t absorb much of it

    • @waltraudeboshaft4954
      @waltraudeboshaft4954 24 дні тому +5

      @aws_540 yes it's true what you say 😔

  • @thatgirlcourtney85
    @thatgirlcourtney85 24 дні тому +113

    At this point, I think we all need to accept.. She isn't getting help, and we all know what the outcome is going to be. It's sad, but there is literally nothing we can do and we aren't having any impact on her getting help. Her brain is too far gone to even realize she needs it. So I guess if you like watching her, just enjoy it. These videos will be her immortalization 😢

    • @Disneymumma
      @Disneymumma 7 днів тому +1

      What's sad is her mum isn't to far gone to help but she doesn't

    • @saintjr3061
      @saintjr3061 5 днів тому

      I agree with both of yalls statements as for right now , its sad that i have to accept that she is in the last stage of her disorder which has a high fatality rate ,she will most likely pass due to organ failure .@@Disneymumma

  • @beautifullyaligned
    @beautifullyaligned 18 днів тому +85

    I'm sure there will be a Netflix documentary on her life eventually

    • @333-u9o
      @333-u9o 14 днів тому +7

      Her mother would love that 💰🤑

    • @evelynadriana0408
      @evelynadriana0408 10 днів тому +1

      Si 😢 y será tarde

    • @Saan42
      @Saan42 8 днів тому

      God it would be boring though. There is no substance to her whatsoever, and I don't just mean physically.

  • @dagmarramgad5441
    @dagmarramgad5441 19 днів тому +156

    Since you love Dumbo, maybe you can relate to the tale of an elephant being in chains. They say that eventually, the elephant becomes accustomed to its fate and fearful to explore beyond the perimeter of its enforced boundary. Even with the chains removed, the elephant stays put. I feel that this is similar to what your parent(s) may have done to you. You remain a grown woman, infantilized. They might have a lot of money to the point you’d never have to want for anything, but what’s the price you pay if you aren’t permitted your freedom and independence? It’s nothing more than a gilded prison. Maybe you feel like what you consume is the only thing you can actually control, maybe that’s your only outlet in an environment where you have other peoples expectations constantly imposed upon you. You deserve your freedom too Eugenia. To explore the world on your own terms. To feel real joy, not the feigned happiness you exude on your thousandth trip to Disney world. You deserve to feel love. To fall in love. And I’m not talking about the sick mutual dependency you experience when you are so thoroughly enmeshed with a parent that it infects your world with shame and loneliness.

  • @lunachick1313
    @lunachick1313 24 дні тому +409

    Her eyes. Reminds me of patients before multiple organ failure.

    • @Fropyfrop
      @Fropyfrop 23 дні тому +1

      and your eyes remind me of the cruelty of the world. Do you think it helps her to say that?

    • @stormygirl1989
      @stormygirl1989 23 дні тому +70

      Yeah her whites are grey now that’s not a good sign

    • @mmmarinka
      @mmmarinka 22 дні тому +36

      Yeah, her eyes look soo sad, she smiles but you can see something is wrong, we can see behind her performace that she is not smiling inside... 😢

    • @chicofromph33nix64
      @chicofromph33nix64 21 день тому +5

      Looks like she ate some edibles

    • @deathrays
      @deathrays 21 день тому +1

      @@lunachick1313 i said the same thing and her enabler fans are going at me. 🥲🙄

  • @ihateweetabix8829
    @ihateweetabix8829 25 днів тому +362

    I queued next to eugenia and her mother for a moment the other day in disney. It was hard to even look in her direction.

    • @caiastory9730
      @caiastory9730 25 днів тому +26

      Omg. Chip wasn’t with them, was he??

    • @ihateweetabix8829
      @ihateweetabix8829 25 днів тому +51

      @@caiastory9730 Just her and her mother, i don’t know who chip is 😆

    • @annb8296
      @annb8296 25 днів тому +20

      @ihateweetabix8829 Her brother

    • @kaymo225
      @kaymo225 24 дні тому +6

      How long were you here for?

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +1

      I'd be staring at her legs wondering how they work!

  • @MeetTheParkers1
    @MeetTheParkers1 25 днів тому +330

    Girl check yourself into inpatient and bite the bullet. This is terrifying

  • @jieevz6551
    @jieevz6551 18 днів тому +94

    Her eyes look yellow, and her legs look red..

    • @The.neverrending.story.73
      @The.neverrending.story.73 9 днів тому

      Her face is wrinkled all the lines in her cheeks and over her lips like an elderly person in her 60/70’s

    • @carmenl163
      @carmenl163 5 днів тому

      They always do.

    • @taylorwollerton6970
      @taylorwollerton6970 4 дні тому +1

      What does it mean if someone's eyes look yellow?

    • @Carnelian_Jamie
      @Carnelian_Jamie 4 дні тому

      @@taylorwollerton6970organ failure

    • @mileenan4264
      @mileenan4264 3 дні тому

      @@taylorwollerton6970failing organs or malnourishment or dehydration or liver problems

  • @ishowpeach
    @ishowpeach 24 дні тому +546

    30 years old. no friends, never had a boyfriend, never had a job, never moved out, never did anything with her life other than starve.
    EDIT: to the idiots in my replies. the issue here isn't that she hasn't got a boyfriend! i'm trying to get across how empty and undeveloped this woman's life is. she didn't even finish school before her illness took over and all she's done since 2013 is sit in her pink bedroom probably shaking in hunger.

    • @spectreluna
      @spectreluna 24 дні тому +82

      As much as it's sad to see her hurting, I will say that this makes me grateful for my own recovery every day. This could have been my life, and I'm so, so glad it wasn't.

    • @olig6339
      @olig6339 24 дні тому +117

      well, this is nothing wrong to be a 30 years old woman without boyfriend or friends..there is a lot of people like this…the biggest problem here is the fact she starves herself and not that she has never had a boyfriend. i also have never had a boyfriend.

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +46

      ​@@olig6339 I've never had a boyfriend either but I'm not sure I want one.

    • @yelie.j3543
      @yelie.j3543 24 дні тому

      Are you stupid? She's sick

    • @stefanigreeneyes
      @stefanigreeneyes 24 дні тому +9

      That is a job, a hard mentaly hard one too

  • @nicolep.9212
    @nicolep.9212 22 дні тому +110

    Putting her hair in pigtails brings more attention to how little hair she has left.

  • @colbyandbrennen3543
    @colbyandbrennen3543 25 днів тому +553

    Girl we can't believe it either ✋

    • @maggiee20
      @maggiee20 25 днів тому +1

      right? she should be in a hospital...😐

    • @I_am_milan
      @I_am_milan 25 днів тому +18

      😂😂😂😅 💯

    • @LauraReed-wu2ww
      @LauraReed-wu2ww 25 днів тому +18

      💀
      👏🏻
      Stop. 🛑
      💀

  • @brainysmurf74
    @brainysmurf74 23 дні тому +117

    Her eyes...

    • @OpalMoonstone247
      @OpalMoonstone247 23 дні тому +15

      She is so over it. You can tell.

    • @unknownuser_99
      @unknownuser_99 12 днів тому +4

      Liver failure?

    • @OpalMoonstone247
      @OpalMoonstone247 12 днів тому +4

      @@unknownuser_99 hope not! I hope she's ready to stand up for herself and take back ownership of her own life. Being 30 can be a difficult stage to in life to go through in general.
      Maybe she's tired of the facade, and maybe she wants some independence away from whoever is possibly taunting her.

    • @unknownuser_99
      @unknownuser_99 11 днів тому +3

      @@OpalMoonstone247 Unlikely, since she's so sick and has been in the same situation since she was 15 or so.

  • @ZGondi
    @ZGondi 25 днів тому +433

    I really thought she was going to make a "two steps ahead" video 😔

    • @macseth
      @macseth 25 днів тому +25

      That’s why I came to her channel. From Nick’s. Yikes. We can only hope she does the same haha

    • @Gamer_Izudin
      @Gamer_Izudin 25 днів тому +11

      Shes still active on tiktok

    • @Alfred-Neuman
      @Alfred-Neuman 25 днів тому +16

      She's at least 10 steps ahead...

    • @franky350
      @franky350 25 днів тому +4

      yeah :(

    • @jamienava6750
      @jamienava6750 25 днів тому

      @@ZGondi I just want to imagine a fat Eugina!

  • @Bubchen81
    @Bubchen81 21 день тому +47

    not "I Can't Believe I'am Back".
    "I Can't Believe I'm Still Alive."

  • @OatmealPancake-ej8ky
    @OatmealPancake-ej8ky 5 днів тому +25

    3:58 wow. Yellow skin and bloodshot eyes... terrifying

    • @lisamarie8434
      @lisamarie8434 2 дні тому

      She looks so so so bad there. For sure dying.

  • @deathrays
    @deathrays 25 днів тому +316

    can't hide behind the TikTok filters here. her eyes are so jaundiced. this is really scary.

    • @xntiyu
      @xntiyu 25 днів тому +4

      What are you talking about lol

    • @smudgesaysno524
      @smudgesaysno524 25 днів тому +5

      ​@@xntiyuyou do realize she most likely is going to have multiple organ failure if she keeps on like this ?

    • @deathrays
      @deathrays 25 днів тому +64

      @xntiyu look at her eyes. yellow. that's jaundice, and that means organ failure.

    • @xntiyu
      @xntiyu 25 днів тому +17

      @@deathrays They literally aren't. Don't get me wrong, I'd never defend her, but you genuinely are seeing things

    • @ITALIA_94
      @ITALIA_94 25 днів тому +8

      ​@@xntiyuI dont see the jaundice either. I zoomed in and everything.

  • @Little_kiana
    @Little_kiana 19 днів тому +60

    We need 2019 Eugenia back and then continuing on that path. She was so bright and beautiful.

    • @unknownuser_99
      @unknownuser_99 12 днів тому +4

      She was probably still sick, just at a marginally healthier weight.

    • @Little_kiana
      @Little_kiana 12 днів тому +5

      @@unknownuser_99well yes, that’s why she easily fell right back into her ways. I just meant that she was headed in the right direction. She was much more articulate and of sound mind.

    • @amyshew1151
      @amyshew1151 11 днів тому

      So true !!!

    • @unknownuser_99
      @unknownuser_99 11 днів тому +2

      @@Little_kiana That's true. She did seem a lot healthier. I was skeptical back then because eating disorder recovery is never linear.

    • @taylorwollerton6970
      @taylorwollerton6970 4 дні тому +1

      And yet, sadly, the people who she dislikes the most are the ones who tried to help her.

  • @SonarTheBat
    @SonarTheBat 24 дні тому +325

    Remember when we thought the Kairi cosplay was her at her sickest?

  • @leebit_ch
    @leebit_ch 15 днів тому +50

    This should NOT be allowed on UA-cam

    • @SonarTheBat
      @SonarTheBat 12 днів тому +2

      Problem is, she isn't breaking TOS because she never verbally encourages viewers to have anorexia.

  • @thegirlnamedjessicamccown9194
    @thegirlnamedjessicamccown9194 22 дні тому +115

    THIS IS WHY ADULT PROTECTIVE SERVICES NEEDS TO BE TAKEN MORE SERIOUSLY. This is like Gypsy Roses mom did to her, except she didn't put up with it. This girl did and has now grown into an adult who puts up with it. Her mother is milking her and harming her. Her mother is over weight and lives through Eugenia I think. I have prayed for like a decade now for her... People who under eat are wayyy unhealthier than someone who over eats. Why i didnt worry for nick so much...

    • @xcobyxzei
      @xcobyxzei 21 день тому +4

      Both very unhealthy habits

    • @SparklerScented
      @SparklerScented 21 день тому

      It's literally just as unhealthy to overeat. Have you not seen how many fat acceptance influencers who has literally died from it? My 600lb life, and the condition those people are in? She is just as unhealthy as someone at 600lbs

    • @defnotatrain
      @defnotatrain 19 днів тому +2

      Her mom isn't doing anything

    • @bessonovafan6454
      @bessonovafan6454 12 днів тому +2

      @@defnotatrainexactly. Her mother isn't doing anything to help her. Her mother doesn't seem to show much concern for her daughter's wellbeing

    • @Ash-ow5yc
      @Ash-ow5yc 7 днів тому

      @@xcobyxzei Mortality rates for being like Eugenia are much, MUCH higher than being obese.

  • @TommyKing-m3f
    @TommyKing-m3f 18 днів тому +51

    The human body is incredible. Idk how she has the energy to even get out of bed. God bless her heart. I wish she realized that she looks much better with some more weight on. I mean that in the most constructive way possible or Eugenia. I love you and god bless your heart. Addiction can come in many forms. You’re a beautiful girl Eugenia. Let yourself live! I know you probably think people are overreacting but deep down you know they’re telling the truth. You’re going to end up accidentally not waking up.

    • @ornjcat
      @ornjcat 2 дні тому

      Her mom won't let her recover.

  • @maet1664
    @maet1664 3 дні тому +7

    I had a childhood friend that died of an eating disorder at age 28. She looked about Eugenia’s size when she passed away. She was also obsessed with stuffed animals and Disney. Something terrible happened to her as a child. I hope Eugenia gets help but it looks like it’s already too late, sadly. 😢

  • @Lynda_NicAirt
    @Lynda_NicAirt 25 днів тому +160

    I’m just waiting for the documentary of her life to come out. Sadly it’ll probably be after her death and it’ll reveal the truth about this horrible illness she’s struggling with!

  • @tzagalagabugu
    @tzagalagabugu 22 дні тому +83

    You're literally at death's door step. Go check yourself inpatient and get the help you need. This is terrifying.

    • @pbmakesmusicandstuff
      @pbmakesmusicandstuff 21 день тому +3

      I know this from experience of the same situation. It’s hard to get yourself better when you think what you’re doing to yourself is good for your mental health.

  • @sophiecummings7724
    @sophiecummings7724 23 дні тому +39

    Is there any legal recourse that can be taken against her mother? I'm not from the US so not familiar with the law there. It just feels like we are all watching a girl who has clearly been abused and not given the help she needs and is being kept isolated by the parent, and we are all just sitting here watching it happen. Couldn't it be reported to thw police or something? It would shock me if there is literally nothing that can be done but sit here and watch it happen.

    • @plantyescape5840
      @plantyescape5840 22 дні тому +8

      The police have been called, they don't do anything. Shes been 51-50'd and got kicked out of rehab for being a menace.

    • @chukoti
      @chukoti 21 день тому +10

      She's a 30yr old women that has turned down every offer of help, this is on Eugenia not her mother.

    • @Bilbilaul
      @Bilbilaul 20 днів тому +1

      ​@@chukotiyou know nothing what her mother has done to her. Better do your research. Her mother is awful woman

    • @defnotatrain
      @defnotatrain 19 днів тому +3

      ​@@chukotiyeah but keep in mind denial is a symptom

    • @DaniL-hr9xo
      @DaniL-hr9xo 17 днів тому +4

      It's like calling the police on the parents of an adult drug addict. It doesn't work and it doesn't make any sense.

  • @DeniseMiller-ev3py
    @DeniseMiller-ev3py 20 днів тому +44

    I noticed she’s in a long sweater thing when other people are in Tshirts and shorts 🙄it’s probably like 90 degrees there too

    • @samu-chan
      @samu-chan 19 днів тому +9

      she prob cold

    • @blanket4763
      @blanket4763 17 днів тому +3

      Yeah look at everyone else in shorts and tank tops in the background it's always hot in California in October, I grew up near Disney and October/september is always the hottest month

    • @DeniseMiller-ev3py
      @DeniseMiller-ev3py 17 днів тому +6

      @@blanket4763 I’m thinking hmm 🤔 is she covering up because she’s afraid her channel might get taken down , or is she actually cold 😳I know her channel got taken down because she was showing to much so maybe that’s it too

    • @s.670
      @s.670 16 днів тому

      It's not hot here right now. We are having a cold snap

    • @AlyssaKnowles-tt2jy
      @AlyssaKnowles-tt2jy 12 днів тому +6

      @@DeniseMiller-ev3py ppl with anorexia tend to be cold

  • @aestheticpoetcarley
    @aestheticpoetcarley 24 дні тому +75

    This is gonna be a hell of a documentary

    • @Anime2711-qi7ld
      @Anime2711-qi7ld 21 день тому

      You’re cringe u gave up on her

    • @JusttSarinaa
      @JusttSarinaa 19 днів тому +1

      @@Anime2711-qi7ldCan’t help somebody who doesn’t want to be helped. Unfortunately, she’s probably going to die & that’s awful but she clearly has no interest in recovering. She even deleted her videos on the channel of her past attempt of recovery back in 2019. Many of us think about her & pray she gets through this but at this point that’s just false hope. She is only surrounded by people in her real life who enable her.

    • @marosteeha
      @marosteeha 18 днів тому +3

      Yup!

    • @marosteeha
      @marosteeha 18 днів тому +7

      ​@@Anime2711-qi7ldso what? People have been shouting at her for years that's she need to care for herself. She doesn't care. Why should we at this point? So yeah, one hell of a documentary.

    • @LesAnderson
      @LesAnderson 17 днів тому +1

      Agreed.

  • @metallica2500
    @metallica2500 25 днів тому +180

    The sad thing is, her body can only withstand the kitty rides, hence we never see her taking the adult rides and that's more likely than not because the G force is on the adult rides would make her pass out due to her condition, just saying

    • @T3XACAN0
      @T3XACAN0 25 днів тому +6

      I have never been to Disney World. What adult rides do they have? I would have preferred if she chose something outside her usual style, like Star Wars, Marvel, and other Disney themes tailored for adults.

    • @hannahfast1285
      @hannahfast1285 24 дні тому +9

      Also rollercoasters can shake you around and hurt sometimes by their abrupt movements so they would definitely hurt her bones unless she took a cushion on the ride

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +7

      She can barely sit on the benches let alone the rides! 😏

    • @claraf.6833
      @claraf.6833 23 дні тому +7

      Some rides have weight requirements iirc, and if the safety buckles can't secure her tightly enough, she can't be on the ride.

    • @metallica2500
      @metallica2500 23 дні тому +3

      @ that may be true, but I remember when I was in seventh grade I was already almost 5 foot 10 and I only weighed 98 pounds, so basically I was extremely skinny but I still hadn't gone through puberty yet I just have a dad that 6 foot nine and a mother that's 5 foot 11. That might sound extremely unhealthy and it would be for a 30-year-old woman or man, but at least 90% of the rides I did were you have to be this tall more so then you have to weigh a certain amount. PS it might be hard to believe that somebody that's over 5 feet nine would weigh only 98 pounds, but I still hadn't developed yet because by the time I was a sophomore I weighed 140 pounds and by the time I graduated I weighed 186 pounds and I was 6 foot three and still growing unfortunately

  • @pookyclown1111
    @pookyclown1111 18 днів тому +21

    She doesn’t have white in her eyes. Do people think she’s there for make a wish?

    • @sallylees467
      @sallylees467 18 днів тому +2

      Make a wish is for poor people. She has money hence, she doesn't work

    • @pookyclown1111
      @pookyclown1111 18 днів тому +5

      @ btw…you missed my point entirely. Going on looks alone not money.

    • @sallylees467
      @sallylees467 18 днів тому +1

      @@pookyclown1111 I still have no idea what you're talking about. leave me alone

    • @pookyclown1111
      @pookyclown1111 18 днів тому +10

      @@sallylees467 like I said you missed the point. Leave you alone? You are the one that commented. Btw… make a wish is not just for poor people!

    • @Mrtekci97
      @Mrtekci97 10 днів тому +2

      ​@@sallylees467 They mean she seems like a terminally ill person going for her last trip. That's what "make a wish" means.

  • @godschild8645
    @godschild8645 25 днів тому +176

    Her physical signs of rexia remind me of Lique Faith's last few videos before she passed away. she looked like this minus the makeup. She mentioned fainting every day, and her blood sugar dropping severely out of the blue and taking a day or more of IV to level it up safely. ...I hate to say this but I am getting a feeling this is one of the last, if not the last videos of Eugenia Cooney. may this victim of rexia find peace.

    • @feeltheillinois
      @feeltheillinois 25 днів тому +14

      lique had a lot of other internal issues too with blood sugar and some sort of digestive disorder which likely expedited the process

    • @tinamarie7777
      @tinamarie7777 25 днів тому +15

      Are you a witch or Gods child- are you predicting someone’s death or spreading love and light? I don’t understand at all

    • @Mom99004
      @Mom99004 25 днів тому +22

      Ive thought that for years but she still keeps going!

    • @penguinsnsquirrels
      @penguinsnsquirrels 25 днів тому +35

      ​@@tinamarie7777😂😂 I just cannot with your comment.

    • @sherry1253
      @sherry1253 25 днів тому

      Knock it off-your not God-stop making predictions in which you can not back up, your disgusting!

  • @FLUFFYNINJAOFFICIAL
    @FLUFFYNINJAOFFICIAL 22 дні тому +22

    SHE IS DEAD AND HER MOTHER IS UPLODING OLDS VIDÉOS ........

  • @Dwayne-Mobile1
    @Dwayne-Mobile1 25 днів тому +143

    There is no way she has
    The energy to walk thru Disney
    I can’t believe she’s
    Still alive

    • @Hexaclover
      @Hexaclover 24 дні тому +41

      was this a haiku lmao

    • @eye_cancer
      @eye_cancer 24 дні тому +2

      She probably has IV shots everyday....

    • @hannahboebanna
      @hannahboebanna 24 дні тому +12

      Ya was this supposed to be a poem?

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +1

      I can't believe the teacup ride didn't snap a bone!

    • @Em1ly949
      @Em1ly949 20 днів тому +2

      Maybe she should be in a stroller

  • @thatguy1173
    @thatguy1173 9 днів тому +9

    2:56 Guys, her legs!! Her phone is literally thicker than her legs 😮 I hope she gets some help. If you maybe reading this: you’re a beautiful girl, but you really need help. I know it’s hard to ask for help, but it’s worth it 🙏

  • @lyd.ahoney
    @lyd.ahoney 23 дні тому +101

    There is something incredibly haunting about this upload. It feels very final.
    ⚠️🚨PLEASE READ ME🚨⚠️
    Dear Eugenia or mother of Eugenia, if you can read my comment, please could you take a look at this video from a third person perspective. I am asking you, as a random person who has nothing ill to say about Eugenia's personality, please can you go to the hospital and seek medical advice. I am only asking out of care and concern. ❤

    • @bekahhooper9852
      @bekahhooper9852 21 день тому +19

      They won't do it. This is been going on for years. She was in treatment and came out looking fabulous but clearly didn't stay long enough. Go watch the Shane Dawson documentary with her

    • @Showgirlable
      @Showgirlable 21 день тому +17

      Her Mom took Eugenia out of rehab way too early on selfish reasons.
      Her Mom is a sad person who lives through Eugenia.

    • @Taywanee
      @Taywanee 20 днів тому +16

      Her Mom enables her, she said Eugenia is “naturally” thin and is just a “skinny Minnie”

    • @bekahhooper9852
      @bekahhooper9852 20 днів тому +4

      @@Taywanee yea that's terrible.

    • @MarionB-s8m
      @MarionB-s8m 20 днів тому +6

      She won't ever do that

  • @harryklopp1098
    @harryklopp1098 25 днів тому +144

    " cant believe im back"?
    Yea girl neither can we.

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +7

      She ate a cube of cheese! Gave her a rush of life... 🫤

  • @DustBeGoneByDawn
    @DustBeGoneByDawn 5 днів тому +8

    After TikTok banned her account from allowing minors it’s an interesting choice to come back here and film at Disney which could possibly attract her younger following again. 😩😩😩 This is sickening.

  • @KellBell-oz3cu
    @KellBell-oz3cu 7 днів тому +9

    This is what happened to iheartmakeup92 girl here on UA-cam. She would disappear from UA-cam and randomly pop up again but eventually never made another appearance here on youtube and nobody knows what happened to her. I feel like Eugenia is headed that way sadly

  • @T3XACAN0
    @T3XACAN0 25 днів тому +79

    3:15 It was apparent that the couple felt uneasy being close to her.😱

    • @tamaralarrazet8476
      @tamaralarrazet8476 22 дні тому +9

      Or just because they saw someone film her ans they didnt wanted to be on the video

    • @T3XACAN0
      @T3XACAN0 21 день тому +12

      @@tamaralarrazet8476 Maybe that too…but the way that they saw her, they quickly walked away from her. Even the woman looked at her legs. 🤔

    • @GlowandLuna
      @GlowandLuna 11 днів тому

      People probably assume she is physically ill and on a last wish trip and dont want to ruin it

    • @T3XACAN0
      @T3XACAN0 10 днів тому

      @@GlowandLuna I don't know about her last wish trip video. She is still here. I hope she can make another video, a goodbye video before she leaves this earth.

  • @stupidrudecat3411
    @stupidrudecat3411 9 днів тому +10

    5 minutes of dying woman staring at herself in the viewfinder while she almost incoherently rambles about nothing to fill the silence…this is messed up

  • @ginarizzo1039
    @ginarizzo1039 25 днів тому +221

    Her mother is part of this huge health problem.She doesn’t have long if not in treatment for as long as it takes!

    • @pauper177
      @pauper177 25 днів тому +15

      we have been saying that for years but she is still going strong ..

    • @smudgesaysno524
      @smudgesaysno524 25 днів тому +20

      ​@@pauper177not strong... Just hanging on by a thread.

    • @zombiecow_nao5097
      @zombiecow_nao5097 25 днів тому

      Why is her mother a problem? That’s stupid

    • @mikesSSSSS12
      @mikesSSSSS12 25 днів тому +6

      I wonder how much life insurance her Mom has on her.

    • @Indomita506
      @Indomita506 24 дні тому +8

      Nah, she's too older to keep blaming on her mother

  • @ЕлицаМихайлова
    @ЕлицаМихайлова 15 днів тому +17

    Her eyes appear jaundiced.

  • @Djasmr1
    @Djasmr1 18 днів тому +14

    All the veins showing in her neck from dehydration 😢 she looks really sick

  • @DarkMisaLove
    @DarkMisaLove 7 днів тому +5

    Maybe I’m looking too into it or being crazy.. but it seems like she just wants to record people reactions of her like she likes the attention? I notice she walks really close to people when she has space where she is. I’m probably wrong though

  • @helenecorbett7487
    @helenecorbett7487 6 днів тому +7

    I have heart failure & the whites of my eyes have gone yellow (jaundice). Eugenia's are the same.
    Its such a shame, she was a beautiful girl/woman with a great future ahead of her.
    ALL platforms need to close her accounts down. If shes not receiving the attention, she could at least have some semblance of a normal life - what little time she has left of it now.

    • @chinny_reckon
      @chinny_reckon 3 дні тому +1

      I'm sorry to hear you are sick. I hope you get well soon. 💐

  • @164procar4
    @164procar4 5 днів тому +7

    How she can even stand up and move?
    It's against laws of physics at this point

  • @anybeatle
    @anybeatle 25 днів тому +333

    Resume: Yeaaah, so pretty, yeaaah, really pretty, yeaaaah. All in Mickey mouse voice.

    • @abundantharmony
      @abundantharmony 25 днів тому +3

      bleh

    • @arabellas70s
      @arabellas70s 25 днів тому +21

      do you always mock sick people

    • @ateliegirassol2204
      @ateliegirassol2204 25 днів тому +9

      😂😂😂😂

    • @Alfred-Neuman
      @Alfred-Neuman 25 днів тому +28

      Being with your mom at Disney World with everybody looking at you with a weird look must be so much fun!

    • @laurenallums5235
      @laurenallums5235 25 днів тому +23

      I agree 💯….. SO YAAA GUYS, Hahhaha on helium laughs and riding baby rides at 30! WTF. How long do people sane wash this after over a decade..

  • @relaxresell3121
    @relaxresell3121 15 днів тому +13

    This is called jaundice. It's what happens when your liver is failing.

  • @Laurmins
    @Laurmins 13 днів тому +9

    Oh my gosh. I try not to comment or watch her videos because it’ll just boost them more, but when I saw the full body shot of her… I literally gasped and wanted to cry. I mean no harm by this, but I’m genuinely shocked she’s still alive. Her organs cannot be functioning properly at this point. Poor girl… I feel so much pity and sadness. You can’t make someone want to get help unfortunately :(

  • @rosiemurphy1821
    @rosiemurphy1821 23 дні тому +68

    5 min of “um yeah” “so yeah” *awkward shot of her walking away* “so fun” “um um”…. Wow. Such amazing content. Thank you.

    • @vivian0001
      @vivian0001 23 дні тому +14

      "so pretty", "o my gosh" and "I love it" 😅

    • @defnotatrain
      @defnotatrain 19 днів тому

      Touch grass

    • @vivian0001
      @vivian0001 19 днів тому +1

      @@defnotatrain Only if you join me

    • @rosiemurphy1821
      @rosiemurphy1821 19 днів тому +4

      @@defnotatrain you first

  • @jillashley6769
    @jillashley6769 23 дні тому +31

    Her whole life is awfully twisted and her Mickey ears are backwards…

  • @trippiechaos
    @trippiechaos 9 днів тому +12

    She's showing clear signs of organ failure. She's aged years in a matter of months. This is nightmarish and heartbreaking.

  • @sallylees467
    @sallylees467 19 днів тому +22

    Shes over 30, why is she acting like shes 14?

    • @desertrose316
      @desertrose316 18 днів тому +9

      Because she's not well and she's been abused for years

    • @RissieRei
      @RissieRei 13 днів тому

      Mental illness

    • @Crybaby13-z5c
      @Crybaby13-z5c 12 днів тому +2

      It’s called ✨trauma✨

    • @DemxnTheyThem
      @DemxnTheyThem День тому

      Brain fried from malnourishment

  • @teeeff8337
    @teeeff8337 25 днів тому +28

    I’m actually really curious what she eats. She has to be eating something to have stayed alive this long. When she does rarely eat, I wonder what it is, how much and how often. It’s kinda fascinating to me

    • @annb8296
      @annb8296 25 днів тому +15

      Probably IVs with liquids and vitamins.

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +7

      She eats lots of lipstick!

    • @defnotatrain
      @defnotatrain 19 днів тому +1

      Morbid curiosity isn't something to publicly claim, even less in the comments of the very person you're morbidly curious about that's so inappropriate

    • @teeeff8337
      @teeeff8337 19 днів тому +10

      @@defnotatrain I’m not publicly claiming morbid curiosity lol did someone just learn that term ??
      Because that’s not what it means. You watching her channel would be considered more of a morbid curiosity (because you can’t look away from something you clearly know is disturbing) than me wondering what she’s actually putting into her body to keep herself alive at such a low weight. It’s human biology and the complexity of it that’s fascinating to me.

    • @Brîndușa_D
      @Brîndușa_D 18 днів тому +1

      ​​​@@defnotatrainOh, save your judgments to yourself and those who allow you to judge them!❤️

  • @hollygrace6814
    @hollygrace6814 15 днів тому +6

    who TF is filming this. They are liable for negligence

    • @333-u9o
      @333-u9o 14 днів тому +1

      It's mainly her mother who enables this. Her OWN mother?!

    • @Carnelian_Jamie
      @Carnelian_Jamie 4 дні тому +1

      It’s her “MOTHER”

  • @emilflarsen2
    @emilflarsen2 9 днів тому +7

    I used to once in a while look into how Nikocado and Eugenia were doing. Now it's only Eugenia.

  • @brittanyschmalfeldt6761
    @brittanyschmalfeldt6761 24 дні тому +45

    She literally looks like the reaper is about to strike...

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +10

      She had a lunch date with the reaper.....

    • @Meela9088
      @Meela9088 13 днів тому +2

      @@mrock828more like she didn’t eat lunch and just drunk straight from the pool of dead water

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 12 днів тому +2

      @@Meela9088 😂👍

  • @EsmeraldaPhoen
    @EsmeraldaPhoen 6 днів тому +5

    God, how can a mother hate her daughter so much to let this pass and not help her but instead encourage her in her mental illness?? Shame on you woman, you are a horrible excuse of a mother! Such a beautiful, bright girl should've deserved a better one....

  • @LawChatsWithMadeline
    @LawChatsWithMadeline 3 дні тому +4

    How come UA-cam allows her to keep her channel up?

  • @melodyofpsalm9468
    @melodyofpsalm9468 20 днів тому +21

    Her legs are purple...YIKES!

    • @KGPromiseGaming
      @KGPromiseGaming 3 дні тому

      I was so lost watching her walk in that scene where her legs showed.
      I was so convinced she was floating, because she matched the color of the bricks.

  • @ayyyejesterdazed
    @ayyyejesterdazed 3 дні тому +5

    The filters are having a hard time recognizing her facial structure😢 she has the wrinkles and crinkles of a very very mature woman😢

  • @heartofdarkness666
    @heartofdarkness666 22 дні тому +28

    I can't believe it either. How the hell you are still alive is literally even a miracle.

    • @UFCMania155
      @UFCMania155 22 дні тому +2

      Literally as opposed to metaphorically? 🤣

  • @electric_lady_land
    @electric_lady_land 23 дні тому +29

    This type of "content" needs to stop

    • @NatalieMcCabe-wh6ni
      @NatalieMcCabe-wh6ni 23 дні тому +8

      I report the channel everytime it pop's back up. Ive just done it again a few minutes ago.

  • @jenbrem1032
    @jenbrem1032 2 дні тому +3

    does she have a bit of a black eye? the one she's trying to keep away from camera? it;s like she's tried to cover it up but the bruising is still showing?

  • @Raynebow0x
    @Raynebow0x 23 дні тому +28

    This is ridiculous, Eugenia..and you know it.

    • @Mika__344
      @Mika__344 21 день тому +2

      What is « ridiculous »

  • @Johathan-k7t
    @Johathan-k7t 25 днів тому +154

    Great you're alive.

  • @tiedyedsouthernfried3137
    @tiedyedsouthernfried3137 25 днів тому +34

    Being honest , I check in on her videos every once in awhile just to see if shes hanging in there. I can see her deterioration each time. This time its stark! I justt wish that I coukd see this young girl healthy and truly happy with herself, but Im agraid its never going to happen.😢

    • @annb8296
      @annb8296 25 днів тому +11

      She's not a young girl. She's a grown woman age 30. I wish she was happy and healthy as well but she doesn't want help.

    • @uui219
      @uui219 24 дні тому +4

      ​@annb8296 okay, young woman. like... what was the point of your comment? she's young. get a life 😂

    • @annb8296
      @annb8296 24 дні тому +2

      @@uui219 My comment wasn't to you and I have a life unlike Eugenia who should be out from under her parents roof living her own life as a grown adult. Instead she hangs around mother who films her constantly and takes multiple trips to Disneyland with her and the rest of the time stays cooped up in her bedroom. That is truly sad. Now stfu.

    • @mariekitty
      @mariekitty 24 дні тому

      @@uui219stop infantilizing her by calling her a young girl. It’s low intellect, lazy thinking

    • @laurakhurram7899
      @laurakhurram7899 23 дні тому +3

      Awful but I do the same 😢

  • @deadlynightshade9615
    @deadlynightshade9615 25 днів тому +15

    i'm surprised she's allowed on any rides

  • @briana_patrick
    @briana_patrick 24 дні тому +31

    4:34 her eye 💔 she is so unwell.

  • @janelann380
    @janelann380 25 днів тому +24

    A 5min video 8m later ...🙄 Yeah girl, you ditched this community. Miss us is some BS

    • @ambermarie8885
      @ambermarie8885 23 дні тому +2

      Just like she ditched her twitch fans

    • @cinthiax4388
      @cinthiax4388 8 днів тому

      Oh yeah, she is full of energy to record a 30 min. video...

  • @Amanda-KjsmiKaraci
    @Amanda-KjsmiKaraci 22 дні тому +18

    Inside me I have always felt that her mother abused her so bad for so many years and Eugenia at this point just can't help carrying on with this act, almost convinced that's how her life is supposed to be.
    We will maybe never know whether her at some point realized how wrong she has been indoctrinated, and that the people who should love her most are dragging her towards her death. I continue to wonder how it is possible that her mother and the people in charge of her were never reported or arrested in all these years, especially when Eugenia was still a minor.
    People in the comments who deny there is a problem are unwilling to see the reality, which is understandable since the situation is very bad and unpleasant.. It's sad to say but only when Eugenia will no longer be with us perhaps the truth will come out. I'm sorry for the mistakes in the writing but English is not my first language.
    I also want to say: what seems on the surface to be love and care not always is. On the contrary, behind a curtain of fake love the most terrible abuses are often hidden.

  • @PurpleDust1
    @PurpleDust1 25 днів тому +20

    She’s getting to.. “the point”. Her heart will not last. Her voice sounds so weak.

  • @불광동송곳니
    @불광동송곳니 19 днів тому +8

    I feel bad for her. Everyone else's wearing thin, short clothes because it seems like the weather must be hot, but she's in thick, long sleeved knits. Hope she gets the help she needs.

  • @pbmakesmusicandstuff
    @pbmakesmusicandstuff 21 день тому +12

    I hate seeing people making fun of her. It’s honestly so inconsiderate and rude. She’s obviously struggling so just leave her alone. I also struggle with the same thing so I know exactly what she’s going through. Please be respectful and kind to everyone no matter their struggles. ❤

    • @Gothicbunnylady
      @Gothicbunnylady 18 днів тому +3

      People would much rather be hyper focused on her suffering from what I’ve noticed. They judge her every time she releases any content. I’m just happy she’s alive and smiling, she’s such a sweetheart

  • @MelanieJolie
    @MelanieJolie 4 дні тому +4

    It’s so sad to see such a beautiful young woman succumbing to such a cruel illness…there is nothing anyone can do to help her if she doesn’t want to help herself which is true of so many mental health illnesses ❤xx

    • @Aliciae411
      @Aliciae411 4 дні тому +1

      Hopefully turning 30 this year might be a wake up call for her.

  • @baileydoane6052
    @baileydoane6052 25 днів тому +97

    Im starting to think this is just a never ending cycle with her. Ive been watching for years just hoping somthing happens! Recovery/answers as to what the hell is going on at home just anything! But it just continues the same as it always has, ive gotten to the point i only check in every once in a while to see if shes still alive 😢 i can honestly say ive been routing for her for years cause ive been down her road and i know where it comes from, i got better years ago i just really hoped she would be a relatable case to mine (i was never as bad as her but i was getting to that point)

    • @moonchild8288
      @moonchild8288 25 днів тому +9

      Same, hon 😔

    • @Дша-я8к
      @Дша-я8к 25 днів тому

      @@baileydoane6052 This is not an easy condition, if you don't like it just go away.

    • @LillyMarz777
      @LillyMarz777 24 дні тому

      Rooting.

    • @jasmijnvansprengel
      @jasmijnvansprengel 23 дні тому +5

      Same, for years!! Her old videos were so fun, I feel like her whole funny sassy personality is gone and now it's just her mental illness, Jeffree Star and Disney :( this is so sad. I fully blame the internet for fueling her, it's so bad for her

    • @Дша-я8к
      @Дша-я8к 23 дні тому

      @@jasmijnvansprengel she doesn't owe us anything, it's her channel and her life, she decides what to do, if you don't like it, just leave and that's it.

  • @wildturkeyx5078
    @wildturkeyx5078 21 день тому +13

    This must be ranked as number seven on the top 10 most boring videos on UA-cam

  • @isthisthereallife9541
    @isthisthereallife9541 24 дні тому +29

    Jacklynn did a great job, but at the end of the day you cant help someone who is in such a big denial.....

    • @boomeradley8748
      @boomeradley8748 14 днів тому +1

      jaclyn probably added a few years onto her life

  • @ЕлицаМихайлова
    @ЕлицаМихайлова 15 днів тому +5

    Her eyeballs don't look good.. They are not white, but yellow 😢

  • @mrs.i.one12
    @mrs.i.one12 3 дні тому +3

    Title reads “ I can’t believe I’m back”
    Me: I can’t believe you’re still here!

  • @peanusbirthday
    @peanusbirthday 18 днів тому +17

    eye sockets are sinkin in an hair is really thinning. This is getting dangerously bad 😢

  • @HaileyMauck
    @HaileyMauck 5 днів тому +4

    You need to go to the hospital not Disney land. Your eyes are super yellow and blood shot. This happened to people when their liver shuts down

  • @AbzVlogz
    @AbzVlogz 20 днів тому +8

    I kept checking on her the past 8 months that she’s away, hoping once she gets back, there’s already progress. I guess not .

  • @TheChillSwagga
    @TheChillSwagga 25 днів тому +27

    Maybe I’m tripping, but I swear Eugenia is body checking against the worker at 0:55 , why else would she include this very pointless noisy clip which she even brought attention to, and then abruptly cut to whatever 😅

    • @eye_cancer
      @eye_cancer 24 дні тому +5

      FR like why is she body checking them their body isn't any of her business 😭

    • @aws437
      @aws437 24 дні тому +4

      Your timestamp should be 0:55

    • @mrock828
      @mrock828 24 дні тому +8

      You're right! You can see it in her eyes. She was like "sorry loser, I'm STILL thinner than you"! 😂

    • @TheChillSwagga
      @TheChillSwagga 21 день тому

      @@aws437 I’m sorry 😭

    • @boomeradley8748
      @boomeradley8748 14 днів тому +1

      yeah she definitely was

  • @jonesing225
    @jonesing225 24 дні тому +20

    I mean if she’s always with her mom is her mom lowkey doing this? I would not film my sick daughter for her UA-cam channel. I would bring doctors to the house, I would take her to a rehab so my daughter can be healed and happy and safe. I know we get on this girl a lot because yes she is visibly sick but who raised her? Her so called mom that has been in multiple videos and puts on the appearance that nothings wrong with her daughter. Idk man. This chick always pops up in my mind every few months.

    • @pbmakesmusicandstuff
      @pbmakesmusicandstuff 21 день тому +2

      Thank you finally someone who understands

    • @boomeradley8748
      @boomeradley8748 14 днів тому

      Her mom enables her illness entirely

    • @Carnelian_Jamie
      @Carnelian_Jamie 4 дні тому

      It honestly could be Münchausen syndrome. I really think DEB is keeping Eugenia sick, enabling & maybe even controlling the sickness. The whole family is fkd up. Chip is morbidly obese and Eugenia is on deaths door. Sick.

  • @RockyMountainPosse
    @RockyMountainPosse 25 днів тому +36

    It seems more and more like you will never know how deserving you are of a life full of love and satiation and free of abuse and depravation.