Runaway || Genshin Impact Kaeya Animatic

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  • @buggybug09
    @buggybug09 2 роки тому +6122

    I feel so bad for Keaya, he lost both his biological and adoptive father, and in the process losing his closest friend; his brother. Family was like dust to his palm, he had it in his grasp for a moment, but he watched as it all crumbled through his hands, as it left him. I have always hoped Diluc and Keaya will once again unite as brothers, as best friends that both froliced in the flowing winds of mondstadt. They both have they're own pride, but if only they let it down, just for a moment. This animatic is breath taking and explains the emotions and the feeling of Keaya's long kept memories. :)

    • @ritaxr1714
      @ritaxr1714 2 роки тому +286

      Sadly no one focus about his good side, only the manipulative side which is mask because of how much he suffered

    • @venusdevotea9378
      @venusdevotea9378 2 роки тому +91

      I may or may not have cried a little because I also love this song separately from the animatic but the art is beautiful and so so so heartwarming and heartbreaking at once

    • @Pewpewpewdamnnnnnhegotshot
      @Pewpewpewdamnnnnnhegotshot 2 роки тому +83

      I hope that in the future of Teyvat there will be an event or quest that at least brings them a little closer than where they are now. And even if it is a subtle change I hope they won't be on edge around each others.

    • @mightychondria666
      @mightychondria666 2 роки тому +12

      @@Pewpewpewdamnnnnnhegotshot when that'll happen, it'll be when Diluc kills Kaeya
      Or so i speculate

    • @carrots3865
      @carrots3865 2 роки тому +69

      @@mightychondria666 no disrespect towards you, but i hate this theory. i genuinely hope it doesnt come to this.

  • @dragonking7369
    @dragonking7369 2 роки тому +12898

    this just made me realize that the reason Kaeya gets a shield after getting very low in health is because of the fight he had with Diluc...

    • @meiji44
      @meiji44 2 роки тому +487

      Wait- what fight? Sorry can someone explain

    • @wlalin6763
      @wlalin6763 2 роки тому +2398

      @@meiji44 It's in kaeya story when u reach certain Friendship level with kaeya.
      summary: on the same day Diluc father died, Kaeya confessed things he been hiding from Diluc (that he was sent to monds from khanrieah as a spy) they had battle where kaeya earned his vision

    • @meiji44
      @meiji44 2 роки тому +169

      @@wlalin6763 ohhh i see tysm

    • @nemnemi111
      @nemnemi111 2 роки тому +1428

      Also Diluc fights him with his vision but when Kaeya receives his cryo vision Diluc discards his own. Could it be that he didn't accepted the Gods choosing Kaeya, a traitor, to gift him with a vision?

    • @nemnemi111
      @nemnemi111 2 роки тому +369

      Also Diluc fights him with his vision but when Kaeya receives his cryo vision Diluc discards his own. Could it be that he didn't accepted the Gods choosing Kaeya, a traitor, to gift him with a vision?

  • @thestarsandmoon_
    @thestarsandmoon_ 2 роки тому +2875

    The fact that kaeya actually thinks that whatever happened was his fault and that he deserves to go through all this is just so sad bro. He actually went to die at the hands of diluc cause of all that pent up guilt and diluc would've literally killed him if he didn't got his vision back then. Kaeya deserves a happy ending the most :(

    • @zyrkish
      @zyrkish 2 роки тому +83

      i'm genuinely convinced the poor boi is suic*dal

    • @momo_mochii
      @momo_mochii 2 роки тому +15

      @@zyrkish same :(

    • @glitchdrxp
      @glitchdrxp 2 роки тому +47

      @@zyrkish as a kaeya kinnie, I can say .. yeah he most likely is 🧎

    • @yoitsmichelle5838
      @yoitsmichelle5838 2 роки тому +8

      @@zyrkish yeah and so him having a drinking problem or addiction would make sense :[

    • @hynori1819
      @hynori1819 2 роки тому +6

      @@zyrkish im one month late but OH BOIIIII hoyo lore got some news for you! its up t you on either you see it as positive or negative

  • @pupperssong4778
    @pupperssong4778 Рік тому +619

    It is tradition for us Kaeya mains to come back here and cry our eyes out

  • @daliaking6830
    @daliaking6830 2 роки тому +4813

    "So, what you mean is, you drink to hide the pain?"
    "No, goodness me! Do I look like I've been through that much?"
    Yes, Kaeya, you do.
    (The quotes are from the Serenitea Pot)
    I'm not crying, I'm SOBBING.

    • @AutobotSilver17
      @AutobotSilver17 2 роки тому +41

      aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa no me too

    • @KazikBitch
      @KazikBitch 2 роки тому

      Kaeya, you're a Liar!

    • @suckstosuckig
      @suckstosuckig 2 роки тому +56

      WHAT NOOOOO😭😭

    • @ash.........
      @ash......... 2 роки тому +138

      same i was like
      👁👁 bitch i know everything don't try to fool me

    • @Lotharingia
      @Lotharingia 2 роки тому +47

      Well im not sobbing...
      *Im wailing and weeping this is so sad*

  • @sielo2029
    @sielo2029 2 роки тому +1525

    mihoyo should definitely make our bday boy happy CANON bc he's gone through so much shit already
    god i just have this urge to protect him-

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +142

      this is me starting operation convince mhy to make kaeya happy

    • @ThoseFerrets
      @ThoseFerrets 2 роки тому +50

      please kaeya hang out or story quest would be a great way+i need that in my life

    • @sielo2029
      @sielo2029 2 роки тому +12

      @@ThoseFerrets exactly 🛐 mhy heed our request

    • @vvgirl6173
      @vvgirl6173 2 роки тому +29

      Is it wrong to mention that Mona said that he'll have to make a difficult decision in the future??
      This little voiceline makes me scared for my baby. I think it's related to K'haeneriah and that he's going to get hurt somehow.
      Pray it's not true but you know how accurate Mona is.

    • @sielo2029
      @sielo2029 2 роки тому +12

      @@vvgirl6173 oh my god i love you for mentioning that because i main mona since ar7. i was TERRIFIED when i saw she had voice lines for both diluc and kaeya-when the two of them never talked about mona at all. she's also scarily too smart to just mindlessly ramble on (except for mora) about any topic. i just wish the major decision kaeya has to make doesn't have to be something that requires sacrifices, though i highly doubt it given mhy's storyline. :((

  • @sielo2029
    @sielo2029 2 роки тому +2979

    the angst, the pain and suffering young kaeya has gone through... but pRESENT KAEYA IS HAPPY WITH HIS HOME NOW

    • @Kajami4
      @Kajami4 2 роки тому +162

      I don't think so

    • @Shokukun
      @Shokukun 2 роки тому +51

      Are you sure about that!

    • @sielo2029
      @sielo2029 2 роки тому +115

      @@Kajami4 well atleast he is in this animatic :))

    • @floof1052
      @floof1052 2 роки тому +35

      Or is he?

    • @konodioda150
      @konodioda150 2 роки тому +26

      Hmmmm is he really??

  • @OhMakiroll
    @OhMakiroll 2 роки тому +3549

    This is why kaeya is my favorite character in all of genshin. Kaeya didn't ASK to be abandoned by his father or to be a spy sent from khaenri'ah..
    This man has to lie constantly to hide his true feelings and to cope with the idea that he can never be his true self around anyone but diluc. I just want Kaeya to be happy. So thank you so much for making this beautiful work of art. 😭

    • @ritaxr1714
      @ritaxr1714 2 роки тому +63

      He’s my favorite too, Kaeya is literally perfect, best man in genshin tbh, and prettiest genshin man, I love him ✨

    • @marion62442
      @marion62442 2 роки тому +8

      Sameeee

    • @mabellady
      @mabellady 2 роки тому +7

      same

    • @Anime.kyoushi
      @Anime.kyoushi 2 роки тому +9

      Same , he's my fav since the beginning

    • @azurii
      @azurii 2 роки тому +6

      This comment 👌

  • @swanb5226
    @swanb5226 2 роки тому +1631

    The end scene is just…heartwarming?the way klee ran to him and how he was looking at her.i can imagine him asking jean for a good break in which he wanted to reflect on the past and let his bottled up emotions free,then when he returned to the city he realizes how much people in the city care for him and he is assured that this is home.

  • @arcanesidus_
    @arcanesidus_ 2 роки тому +5382

    This made me realize why I love characters like Kaeya and Venti. They both hide their traumatic/tragic pasts with humor and charm. They both also drink away the pain (I'm assuming). I love characters like this, characters that use humor as a coping mechanism because I'm much like that too. Great animatic, gave me the chills and I almost cried!

    • @dottores_husband
      @dottores_husband 2 роки тому +58

      I love them for this same reason too

    • @sandietrazo5028
      @sandietrazo5028 2 роки тому +57

      Me too Kaeya Venti and Childe, love them a lot.

    • @marisentaku2159
      @marisentaku2159 2 роки тому +24

      And this is the reason I run Kaeya and Venti on the same team + why I (Kaeya main) coop with my Diluc main friend

    • @shpina92
      @shpina92 2 роки тому +6

      Ещё есть Розария. Она же выросла среди бандитов и, в итоге, стала выпивать.

    • @xiao-chao5532
      @xiao-chao5532 2 роки тому +1

      How can you forgot xiao

  • @aspillust
    @aspillust 2 роки тому +886

    I saw Diluc at the end when it was showing everyone who came to celebrate his birthday with him and I burst into tears
    GOD THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

  • @letygrizutti1014
    @letygrizutti1014 2 роки тому +4073

    * closes video*
    * enters Genshin Impact *
    * becomes a Kaeya main *
    (Btw, I used to main Kaeya but then Razor, aka the best boy, came home)

    • @aohaiy
      @aohaiy 2 роки тому +8

      no replies??

    • @koalaray_sketches
      @koalaray_sketches 2 роки тому +144

      Kaeya: Step aside Razor! It’s my turn on the team again!
      Razor: 🐺

    • @letygrizutti1014
      @letygrizutti1014 2 роки тому +54

      @@koalaray_sketches WAIT HOW DID YOU KNOW- I'M A RAZOR MAIN LMAO

    • @koalaray_sketches
      @koalaray_sketches 2 роки тому +30

      @@letygrizutti1014 BRO YES THE PRECIOUS WOLF BOY

    • @letygrizutti1014
      @letygrizutti1014 2 роки тому +22

      @@koalaray_sketches finally, a person of culture

  • @chewwieeeeee
    @chewwieeeeee 2 роки тому +2610

    I hope one day, Kaeya and Diluc will be reunited again. We all know Diluc kind of forgave Kaeya and still cares about him in any way, like how he kept the jar Kaeya gave him even though its not matching dawn winery's interior. Mihoyo please make them reunite in the near future

    • @likelyladsss
      @likelyladsss 2 роки тому +156

      And the way diluc accompanied drunk kaeya in venti's story, I think he is worried about kaeya

    • @10nsayantibiswas60
      @10nsayantibiswas60 2 роки тому +45

      Yes I feel that could be one of the reasons imma keep playing the game :")

    • @idajohansson6921
      @idajohansson6921 2 роки тому +24

      I’m fr calling that they’re gonna reconcile and then the abyss attacks and one of them throws themself in front of the other to save them and then dies :,)) honestly 50/50 if it’ll be Diluc or Kaeya

    • @karinina6
      @karinina6 Рік тому +1

      Paso en el nuevo evento!

    • @maryogorkowaxd5896
      @maryogorkowaxd5896 Рік тому +2

      well we got 2 events with them so....

  • @icelanta8504
    @icelanta8504 2 роки тому +978

    honestly, mihoyo could create a whole anime series just based on Kaeya.

    • @pupperssong4778
      @pupperssong4778 Рік тому +66

      I would watch that

    • @gachatana9656
      @gachatana9656 Рік тому +36

      ​@ci🥂 The fact we have had recent lore around Kaeya really makes your comment so much better..

    • @Alexandra-ch3eh
      @Alexandra-ch3eh Рік тому +3

      @cid3r_1897 actually their will bee a hangout with Kaeya

    • @hugeaah4head
      @hugeaah4head Рік тому

      ​@@Alexandra-ch3ehthe hangout is awesome as hell

    • @lvcey2
      @lvcey2 11 місяців тому

      OMG FR

  • @khz7894
    @khz7894 2 роки тому +569

    I feel like rationally he always wanted to fulfill his duty as a spy (which is why he felt relief when crepus died), but emotionally he doesn't want to betray the love he felt in Mondstadt. He went to Diluc for a solution, but Diluc couldn't give him one. Diluc fought him, but also didn't finish the fight. Then Diluc started distancing Kaeya but also kept his secret. Kaeya is getting mixed messages which is why he insistently tries to get Diluc's opinion. I think Diluc acts this way because he wants to show Kaeya that he doesn't approve of him being a spy, but also doesn't want to completely push him away. Therefore, I think right now the more love he feels in Mondstadt, the more pain he feels. Rationally he never wanted to betray Khaenriah, so the love he feels just puts more emotional stress onto him.

    • @shiichu284
      @shiichu284 Рік тому +30

      Good explanation, his story pains me as hell

    • @bloomph
      @bloomph Рік тому +10

      why would you do this

    • @ChimeraLotietheBunny
      @ChimeraLotietheBunny Рік тому +9

      Being on two opposing sides is hard

  • @h1dekaa
    @h1dekaa 2 роки тому +2249

    This is why kaeya is my main 😭 I feel like he’s the most written in Genshin impact.

    • @magicman6908
      @magicman6908 2 роки тому +168

      him and the other abyss/khaen boys tbh. like albedo and childe and dansleif

    • @OhMakiroll
      @OhMakiroll 2 роки тому +76

      I also main kaeya so I completely agree. He's just so interesting. 😭😭

    • @OhMakiroll
      @OhMakiroll 2 роки тому +9

      @@ritaxr1714 ohh trust me. I have heard them Sooooo. many. Times.

    • @ritaxr1714
      @ritaxr1714 2 роки тому +8

      @@OhMakiroll if only he’s real, he’s perfect and too pretty

    • @azurii
      @azurii 2 роки тому +33

      @@ritaxr1714 if his real, yes he'll be pretty and all but he is NOT "perfect", he'll be one of the most trauma fill and depressing human being in this modern age.

  • @sapphire_eye6539
    @sapphire_eye6539 2 роки тому +864

    The wordless beginning showed a contemplative Kaeya, looking down, and him sitting on his knees with his vision as a tear fell. It is faintly cold, and makes my heart ache. For this is Kaeya; he is a cold, traumatized person who is unsure of who he is. The beginning did well of showing that immediately, albeit implied, but when looking deeper... Kaeya's position as he stared down at the vision and cried said more than enough for me.
    At the start of the lyrics a small boy, Kaeya, wearing a cloak, is staring into his reflection on the water. And then he reaches into the water and holds it in his hands before letting it seep back down. This could symbolize a fair number of things, really. Maybe it is him reaching out to himself and looking for himself, only to let go. Maybe it is him getting a feel of the land, and pulling away despite not wanting to. Maybe it is a comfort.
    "I had a dream." Kaeya climbed a tree and, transfixed, looked down at Mondstadt. It was a peaceful city, and I can imagine little Keaya wanted very much to visit it. Then he turned back to the hooded figure, like he was reminded that he was not to go to Mondstadt city for it was not his home. He had no reason to, as he was Khaenri'ahn and had more important duties to fulfill. Just from the loss of sparkles in his eye, and how the next scene is of him leaving and following the hooded figure shows that.
    "Take me home. I can't take it anymore." He looked so sad here. He followed the person, put his hood up, and kept leaving Mondstadt behind, or trying to by him walking away from parts of it. When a part of the chorus played, Kaeya just looked down. That really hurt, because even at this age he knows what is expected of him as a Khaenri'ahn citizen, and yet he yearns so very much to not follow what is expected of him.
    Next is him meeting Diluc. He thought of the first time the other reached out, and then is brought to the present. Diluc coldly pushed a glass over, and Kaeya just downed the whole thing. It really pushed the "drowning your problems in alcohol" headcanon many have for him.
    The abyss mage scene.. He looked in his reflection after offing the mage in his sword, and it looked like his image changed. Maybe to that of the hooded figure? After all, the mages are old citizens. It.. hurts, to know he is offing his own people. Maybe he feels the disapproving gaze of that person even still. Maybe he feels that he /is/ part of that person, and that person was just the image of Khaenri'ah. His 'home'.
    He looked up to a star in the sky here. I wonder if he saw that very star often.
    The jumps in time create a very dramatic atmosphere, but it is fitting and not overwhelming. More nostalgic, almost. He ran in the past, and now he stands still. Is he sure of his place, or does he question here he stands? Has a small part of him given up?
    Then there is the scene of Diluc holding his father, and Kaeya standing nearby. ...Kaeya stands at a distance when the 'now' scene happens.
    Then he remembered the fight.. Diluc's almost disappointed, no, betrayed expression must be something Kaeya regrets ever having seen by his own doing. Diluc attacks Kaeya, who protects his face and then receives his cryo vision in a faint burst of a shield. And Diluc almost looked disgusted when he turned away. He was hurt, and that was shown well. Plus, we don't really see Kaeya for a couple seconds. Just him looking at Diluc as Kaeya backs away from the winery. An interesting detail.
    There is a quick collection of Kaeya's important memories. Little Kaeya, with that hooded figure holding his shoulder with black running up it. I wonder, is it from the abyss? Some sort of other power? Kaeya has something similar on his eye, although it could be passed as a shadow. And he is in rags, and looks very blank. I want to hold him and tell him it will be okay.
    He looks slightly happier as he talks with his new family.. Now with a bandage over his eye.
    And there is how Kaeya looked when Diluc had been upset with him, I imagine. A small, sad smile as he looked down with a clenched fist (holding his vision?) and marks over his face. I wonder how strong Kaeya is to watch his brother hate him, and try to ki// him, but still not cry as he turned away and left.
    As he stood alone, he smiled so sadly. Does he feel alone? Yes, perhaps he does after those he knew for so long were all gone. After all, Diluc will not look at him as his brother perhaps ever again. /That/ is a painful thought.
    And as a Khaenri'ahn, he still ran to the nearby statue of the seven and looked helplessly up at the carved image as he fell to his knees. The song spoke of 'nowhere else to go'. How fitting. Where does Kaeya go from here? That is what brought him to the statue, running before he fell to his knees.
    He remembered fond things from the past, and then his image came in front of the others around him as it returned to him by the statue. He really felt.. maybe still feels alone sometimes. He was torn between his homes. For who can chose between their homeland and the place that was really /home?/
    Despite having looked helpless when he had first fallen in front of the statue, Kaeya really just looks defeated. Still not crying, just.. blank. Tired. I wonder how he felt then, about what Diluc had done. Did he wish for his d3ath by his brother?
    When he watched his past self and then reached out for his own shoulder, what did he wish to do? Comfort himself? Did he want to halt his past self's advance forward? Was he desperate and angry?
    And then he goes into the city, and finds himself appreciated and welcomed by many people. Those close to him, and those not. They all look at him with fondness. And the city is bathed in light, a glorious, happy place.
    The last scene is so heartwarming. It is so nice to see Kaeya surrounded by those who love him, and with his brother there as well, smiling at him.. You could tell Kaeya was overwhelmed, but he seemed happy. And so he found home, a "soft place to land". And I'm happy for him, and the fact that he figured out where his loyalties lie, even if that is in those he cares for rather than a place.

    • @Socipathically
      @Socipathically 2 роки тому +49

      wth you had time to write all that?!

    • @SleepingKori
      @SleepingKori 2 роки тому +38

      This need more likes, man. True dedication xd

    • @Nagutama
      @Nagutama 2 роки тому +14

      😭💕 my heart hurts

    • @ThisThatThoseThe
      @ThisThatThoseThe 2 роки тому +11

      This comment need more like

    • @miauxy_
      @miauxy_ 2 роки тому +42

      The 'hooded figure' is Kaeya's father. it was mentioned that his father left him in front of the winery.
      And the reflection he sees in the sword was his younger self before it reverts back to his present self.

  • @Pinklette
    @Pinklette 2 роки тому +3809

    THIS WAS STUNNING! All the art was beautiful and I loved the Mondstadt backgrounds and all the drawings of the characters x33

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +79

      Thank you! The background definitely took the longest but the character deets are no joke either YvY Thank you for noticing, it means a lot ♥

    • @Pinklette
      @Pinklette 2 роки тому +28

      @@HeartSelect i also love how you made the song fit so well with kaeya's story :DDD

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +29

      @@Pinklette thank you! I've been wanting to make a gi animatic and i came across this one and it hit me like a truck despite knowing the song for a long time already. trully a serendipitous moment

  • @fourth_wall_broken3550
    @fourth_wall_broken3550 Рік тому +26

    UGH KAEYA KILLS THE ABYSS MAGE AND THEN LOOKS AT HIMSELF THROUGH HIS SWORD-BECAUSE THEYRE BOTH FROM KHAENR'IAH NOBODY TOUCH ME

  • @pipedream2556
    @pipedream2556 Рік тому +59

    Ive been absolutely dying over Kaeya and Klees interactions throughout the Mirage event, so her being the one to lead him to the group of people who loves him in the final scene hit home even harder than it usually does when i come here for a rewatch of one of the best things to come out of the Gsneshin fanbase

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  Рік тому +18

      Thank you so much ;,;; when I made this, I thought long and hard about who, how and why things are in regards to his character like Klee being the one being sent to fetch kaeya bc he just folds when it comes to her was one of the things (bc i thought if it was anyone else, he'd be more suspicious or will take things more seriously and klee would most like be the only one without that effect). This animatic was made so long ago for me and with every new event that shows a small glimpse of his character more, I get very happy when I hit the mark on some things and people see that and come back to this video. It wont always be correct but I'm glad I get close to it bc I really do love his character in all its nuances

  • @so_unromantic4535
    @so_unromantic4535 2 роки тому +5647

    .... Guess who's crying over Kaeya's lore again.....gosh I want a reconciliation arc so much

    • @Akivili366
      @Akivili366 2 роки тому +44

      Me too

    • @baamnim7317
      @baamnim7317 2 роки тому +42

      Me three
      And we are not the only ones

    • @sophiamichaelis206
      @sophiamichaelis206 2 роки тому +63

      Me four.
      Just trying to seek fluff in AO3 bcs God this destroy me.

    • @t0mmy_326
      @t0mmy_326 2 роки тому +18

      I'm gonna Fifth this, and yeah it's very needed 😭

    • @pastel_chelle
      @pastel_chelle 2 роки тому +13

      Sixthing this 😞

  • @ikapucci
    @ikapucci 2 роки тому +1531

    this man deserves a hug and therapy, kaeya loml i love you.
    i've mained this man since we got him at ar5 and holy shit his back story and everything is just so tragic. he'd one of the most well written characters in this game (for me). his lore and cannon story is so interesting that i wrote a 10 paged analysis of him. being able to understand the very depths of him and his character is a challenge i'd love to take.
    anyways, kaeya mains unite. manifesting kaeya cons on y'alls next pull on the standard banner ❄️💙💪😩

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +108

      fam you can't tell me you wrote a 10 paged analysis of my boy and then not share

    • @ikapucci
      @ikapucci 2 роки тому +65

      @@HeartSelect I CANT FIND IT KSKSKSJSJ. I DID IT BEFORE HIS BDAY AND IT AIN'T IN MY FILES ANYMORE 😭 but it was fun tho

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +63

      @@ikapucci I do not doubt that xD i'd say same, i find him the most potential ridden character just by his basic premise and i can talk about it for toooo long

    • @sugarcoatt_
      @sugarcoatt_ 2 роки тому +16

      I love him sm it hurts me nsdbxbdjsbjwje I mained him ever since I got him

    • @beatrizpittaroneves412
      @beatrizpittaroneves412 2 роки тому +5

      Cheers 🥂

  • @kathrine4826
    @kathrine4826 2 роки тому +752

    THIS IS SO GOOD!!! Your artstyle, the movement of the camera giving even more life to the animatic, your presentation of Kaeya's background story..... everything is so beautiful, and it gave me chills! I hope this blows up in views, you deserve it!

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +11

      Thank you so much QwQ! Hearing that means a lot

    • @amaira4651
      @amaira4651 2 роки тому +1

      As of now it has 80k views. Hope that's good

  • @kieraneos2885
    @kieraneos2885 2 роки тому +161

    This animatic made my heart warmer knowing the fact that from what I perceive it as in Diluc's event and in the Golden Archipelago one. They still love each other but each show it in their own way.
    Like how Diluc still remembers small facts about Kaeya, how he keeps gifts from him and never denying him the comfort of the Winery. How Kaeya would always talk about young Diluc as if reminiscing and implying that he missed those days. These two are just so wjdjejdj

  • @monostelies
    @monostelies 2 роки тому +683

    as someone who is new to genshin but had a strange connection to Kaeya-and ofc watched this-it made me feel like I NEEDED to make him main. This may be spoilers, but it was worth watching.

    • @arushipatil4773
      @arushipatil4773 2 роки тому +8

      Same here!

    • @haleyspring8190
      @haleyspring8190 Рік тому

      How’s that going for you?

    • @monostelies
      @monostelies Рік тому +13

      @@haleyspring8190
      Good, though I remember I had to be gone and my friend was doing my stuff. I came back, asked how it was (i only had Xiao and Mona as my only 5 stars at the time) and they said "Kaeya carries your team."
      I only focused on Kaeya to the point of me forgetting i had to build others. I main Xiao too now.

    • @ilikedinosaurs392
      @ilikedinosaurs392 Рік тому

      @@monostelies Have you gotten the new Kaeya skin?

    • @monostelies
      @monostelies Рік тому +2

      @@ilikedinosaurs392 YEP, though i still love his old skin

  • @avidmagician5783
    @avidmagician5783 2 роки тому +366

    JEL this is such a masterpiece what in the WORLD, and on Kaeya's birthday too! It's all so cool and I am going to explode. The expressions, the environment, and of course that animation of his idle!!!
    Masterpiece, so blessed to have seen it all, my goodness

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +6

      Trully the power of brain rot, ya know but yeah! I'm glad i made it in time with this animatic despite starting it last week of oct.
      but thank you so much again QwQ ♥

  • @silentstar1776
    @silentstar1776 2 роки тому +150

    Don't mind me, just crying in a corner over the AMAZING animation, sob.

  • @illazriefart5035
    @illazriefart5035 2 роки тому +121

    1:38 the animation itself is legit but DAMN THAT SWORD SPIN THO

    • @hunterkiller2964
      @hunterkiller2964 Рік тому

      You know him killing the abyss mage was like him killing his own people and then looking at his sword

  • @ninili847
    @ninili847 2 роки тому +137

    I refuse to believe that Kaeya abandoned Khaenri’ah. But I also refuse to believe that Kaeya would betray Mondstadt.
    It probably hurts so much with every Abyss monster’s life he had taken.

  • @BlueSpaceDust
    @BlueSpaceDust 2 роки тому +48

    KAEYA MY BOY
    He desperately needs a hug. Especially from the owner of the angel's share

  • @annieleonhart9415
    @annieleonhart9415 2 роки тому +75

    Even though I know what happened to him, this made me cry because of how much pain he has been through. after Khanreiah was destroyed he didn't have a home and his father left him, he was adopted by diluc's father, he finally felt happy but then he died as well, so he told diluc that he was sent on a mission with his father before khanreiah was destroyed to act as a spy and collect information, but then he got into a fight with diluc and got his vision. When he went back to monstadt he realised that he had a home which was with them, not as the cavalry captain, but as Kaeya.

    • @sarajamal8474
      @sarajamal8474 2 роки тому +1

      Not before khanreiah was destroyed, it was destroyed 500 years ago...

  • @bia5141
    @bia5141 2 роки тому +81

    I swear I was almost tearing up by the end Kaeya deserves all the happiness and we Travelers are here to provide! Once again happy birthday Kaeya *cheers* 🍾

  • @oasisofataraxy
    @oasisofataraxy 2 роки тому +645

    Kinda off topic but how is Katheryne in the Headquarters that quick?? When Kaeya enters Mondstadt we see Katheryne in her stall thingy and bam she’s in the headquarters before Kaeya gets there

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +297

      it's actually Adelinde, the head maid of dawn winery! i decided to include her and elzer as a bonus as they seem to be figures part of the brothers's past with Adelinde hoping for the two to just make up and with Elzer seeing Crepus as a Father figure.

    • @oasisofataraxy
      @oasisofataraxy 2 роки тому +26

      @@HeartSelect Oh- pls I’m so dumb thx for explaining it

    • @Devilboy_1029
      @Devilboy_1029 2 роки тому +47

      Even if it was Katheryne. I wouldn't be shocked

    • @feiyunslopebulletinboard7217
      @feiyunslopebulletinboard7217 2 роки тому +52

      Honestly Katheryne is always quickly all over the world, it's canon. "See you in Inazuma, traveller." and Paimon replies "I knew it!"

    • @ippyskippy4884
      @ippyskippy4884 2 роки тому +1

      @@Devilboy_1029 LMAO

  • @kitticicle2651
    @kitticicle2651 Рік тому +17

    Me about a year ago, stumbling onto this animatic with no prior knowledge of genshin impact: this looks so good
    Me coming back to this animatic with knowledge of the lore: this is the most amazing thing i have ever seen

  • @catboydiluc
    @catboydiluc 2 роки тому +73

    this aged rlly well after the diluc event

  • @roodlenoodle5776
    @roodlenoodle5776 2 роки тому +116

    I've watched this so many times and I notice new details every time like how kaeyas sleeve is burned at the very start and that dilucs crying after kaeya gets his vision and leaves and I AM OBSESSED with this animatic it honestly tells kaeyas story so beautifully I've had this on loop for hours you are so talented bro the way dilucs smiling face when he meets kaeya mirrors him when kaeya tells him the truth I am foaming at the mouth at this it is incredible

  • @NileBakura
    @NileBakura 2 роки тому +361

    Seriously can't get over how down right amazing this. You captured Kaeya's backstory perfectly. I love it. He is my second favorite character. (First Being Diluc) Honestly, ALL I want in 2022 is for Mihoyo to let these two brothers begin to heal. I want more backstory of their childhood. I want more information about Crepus adopting him. I just want these two brothers to heal.

  • @zuhoormubarak1491
    @zuhoormubarak1491 2 роки тому +134

    as a Kaeya main I feel so happy whenever I see something about Kaeya's lore , and here you made a full video and every part of it just describes Kaeya perfectly! talk about real talent! best Kaeya video ever

  • @azurii
    @azurii Рік тому +22

    I keep rewatching this every time I need something calming and angsty, kaeya is such a comfort character to me. He makes me want to go through the screen to hug him

  • @simpinrn
    @simpinrn 2 роки тому +89

    LOOK AT DILUC HOLDING THE BEER BOTTLE AND JUST STANDING THERE LIKE 🧍‍♂
    bawling so much why did i just find this

  • @amborastalis
    @amborastalis 2 роки тому +118

    this is beautiful all the details in the shots from 3:08 onwards are just asdfghjk amazing wtf

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +18

      3:08 onwards was the sequel of my suffering when it came and i realized how much work it was skdjgnsdgn but thank you :DDD

  • @catherinelin8548
    @catherinelin8548 2 роки тому +135

    The pure reason why I main Kaeya and put him in my tea pot 24/7 is because this is the closest I can get to hugging him. Happy [late] Birthday

  • @katrinan.7826
    @katrinan.7826 2 роки тому +148

    SO PRETTY THIS IS AMAZING!! i got goosebumps when kaeya knelt in front of the sots T_____T HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAEYA!!! ty for sharing

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +13

      Thank you 😭😭 HBD to Kae indeed. kneeling in front of sots was my poetic want for the whole "imagine being from a nation forsaken by the gods and looking to them for answers" sdjkghksdg but yeah, I'm happy to hear this was well enjoyed :DDD

  • @weslay3749
    @weslay3749 Рік тому +75

    I feel like ppl see kaeya as the “evil” brother but thats really not true, i think both diluc and kaeya just have really bad trauma 😞

    • @LunarFTW
      @LunarFTW Рік тому +21

      As he himself claims in the manga, they're both anti-heroes with attitude problems lol

  • @aanyaa5078
    @aanyaa5078 2 роки тому +24

    This song works so so well with him I'm crying 😭 The part where he's just breaking in front of the statue after the fight
    This is absolutely gorgeous 😭😭

  • @chuchai3370
    @chuchai3370 2 роки тому +43

    THE PART WHERE HE TOOK A STEP IN MONDSTADT GAVE ME CHILLS OMG THIS IS SO AMAZING

  • @Adi-gw2sx
    @Adi-gw2sx 2 роки тому +353

    The way I got goosebumps at 3:11 because it was so beautifully animated, I'm going insane over this. You portrayed Kaeya's backstory so artistically that I felt like I've seen everything play out in the game itself. The way you drew so many complicated backgrounds and perspectives had me rewatching those scenes again and again, and also Kaeya's sword movement at 1:40 was super accurate to the game. This is going straight to the favourites hhfhshdkj

    • @Q1Rong
      @Q1Rong Рік тому +5

      HELP, When I clicked the time stamp I immediately got goosebumps when I saw it. 😭

    • @lvcey2
      @lvcey2 11 місяців тому +1

      YES HIS SWORD MOVEMENT WAS SO GOOD WTHH

  • @vateleon
    @vateleon Рік тому +20

    I love this little animatic and it gives a nice touch on the many interpretations of kaeya's backstory.
    I feel like not a lot of people actually take in and appreciate how tragic kaeya's life was. He is arguably one of the most developed characters in the entirety of Genshin Impact and has so much to him lorewise and imo is such a loveable character. Ive always been drawn to characters like this and kaeya is no exception.
    He's always hiding his past behind his cunning and charm and his humour, so that he can stat focused on those around him. I honestly never know to feel upset or happy.
    But alas, the comments section of your youtube video is not the place to rant and ramble about my obsession with kaeya...

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  Рік тому +6

      it's ok, i feel the same qwq. i love kaeya as a character in the same way. he not only has really tragic lore and a heart-warming concept of found family but he also has good lore longevity possible to the story with him being a descendant of a regent family from khaenri'ah so he's already immensely more relevant than a lot of characters by a tier.

  • @asdfgfghjk2161
    @asdfgfghjk2161 9 місяців тому +2

    I've rewatched this video so many times and every single time I end up crying, tis so good 😭😭

  • @anitakhcreate
    @anitakhcreate 2 роки тому +205

    HOLY SHEEESHES THIS IS A MASTERPIECE??? 😭😭 THE ANIMATION, THE COLORS, EVERYTHING IS JUST SO SMOOTH AND BEAUTIFUL, AND SO DETAILED!?? Everything looks so professional, I was just sitting and watching mesmerized, I swear if this doesn’t blow up, I’m going to eat my Paimon >:(
    I legit was searching not too long ago for a Genshin animatic with this song “Runaway” (so I could see if anybody else did it), because I started making mine with this song, but centered on Diluc and his journey through 7 nations, and now I see this??
    I’m scared to dishonor this beautiful piece of art with mine😭❤️ And you did this in a freaking month?? That’s so fast, it’s soo amazing, thank you for doing this and blessing our eyes! :D

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +14

      ah, the classic yt market research with animatics 😭 BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️
      i still implore u to continue your diluc version (hell, I'd even be happy if u tell me when u get yours up/srs ) bc i think it's always fun to see how other artists interpret the music AND it's you're doing it with the brother to boot? sign me up! I can totally imagine this being paired to a diluc that's longing for home, i mostly just ended up with kaeya bc I'm biased asf over eyepatch man kcsbocbeof but yeah! I hope your animatic goes well :DDD

    • @anitakhcreate
      @anitakhcreate 2 роки тому +5

      @@HeartSelect Yessss omg you’re so kind!! :DDD AND I ALSO STAN ABYSS MAGE MAN AHHGHJ❤️❤️❤️

  • @dusk7564
    @dusk7564 2 роки тому +87

    GOD THIS HURTS AND MAKES ME EMOTIONAL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS it’s beautiful !!
    You captured Kaeya’s backstory and the feelings he went through perfectly. The slamming down the glass shot and the Abyss mage shot hurt so much, I love it. The Barbatos statue… And the Mondstadt shots with everyone welcoming Kaeya… I nearly cried. The storytelling and cinematography here were excellent, too
    Absolutely amazing job on this oh my gosh

  • @kerizaret8432
    @kerizaret8432 2 роки тому +71

    Oh my archons, this was absolutely thrilling to watch! The sadness, the FEELS, the whole story is portrayed so beautifully and full of emotions! The song and the scenes fit Kaeya so well, your depiction of him is stunning.
    Your art is also absolutely gorgeous! The animation is really smooth, too and it made it so pleasant to watch! Priceless work, thank you so much for this! And happy late birthday to Kaeya!

  • @brokentoe3525
    @brokentoe3525 2 роки тому +12

    Nobody pays enough attention to Kaeyas story. Thank you for this stunning animatic! It was absolutely beautiful! The effort, the details, absolutely magnificent!

    • @brokentoe3525
      @brokentoe3525 2 роки тому +1

      I just realized I sound like a book review, shut

    • @HeartSelect
      @HeartSelect  2 роки тому +1

      @@brokentoe3525 no pls, it's ok. i like book reviews esp if it's of my wo-

  • @jam_jack759
    @jam_jack759 6 місяців тому +1

    Man, every time I come back to this animatic I fall more and more in love with Kaeya's lore. He's such a good character and this animatic is such a good explanation of him.

  • @luv9397
    @luv9397 2 роки тому +28

    This made me cry, i am sobbing so much right now. The pain Kaeya has been thorough and how its shaped his character. You displayed it all so beautifully

  • @isabellarivera8435
    @isabellarivera8435 2 роки тому +54

    I’m literally crying, this is a masterpiece and you’re so talented!!!

    • @dianelee9599
      @dianelee9599 2 роки тому +1

      Everybody's profile pic is soo terrifying

  • @_xxmidnight5351
    @_xxmidnight5351 2 роки тому +19

    i have not seen him cry.
    once.
    this boy needs a hug, and i'm very sorry for all the times he accidentally died in combat-

  • @Mx-220
    @Mx-220 Місяць тому +1

    Omg the part when he comes back to Mondstat made me cry it’s so touching and the art slays so much 😭❤️🥹

  • @dandylion3452
    @dandylion3452 2 роки тому +22

    Every once in a while, I watch this and it just heals my soul in an indescribable way. The art, animation, choice of music and pacing are so immersive and beautiful to watch

  • @yiankiee.arts02271
    @yiankiee.arts02271 2 роки тому +60

    I must admit I cried a little bit when I realized everyone got together for his birthday even tho Kaeya felt so Alone and I kinda empathize with that feeling-
    The Artstyle is ravishing, beautiful. The hole scenarios are marvelous and give such intense vibes- it’s one of the bests animatics I have ever seen so far, I’m sure you’ll grow so much more in the future and become someone even greater

  • @oo0sixletto0oo
    @oo0sixletto0oo 2 роки тому +24

    every time i hear this song im like "yeah now this is a kaeya angst song" and bada bing bada boom i see this today thank you for reading my mind and creating this masterpiece

  • @thydokhanhpho489
    @thydokhanhpho489 2 роки тому +28

    GOD I CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS IS, you captured his backstory so well, the art and editing is STUNNING and the amount of TEARS i shed. Thank you for making this and i'd LOVE to see your other projects.

  • @zuleika_w6863
    @zuleika_w6863 2 роки тому +34

    This is so so beautiful, with the help of the UA-cam algorithm, I watch it almost everyday. Thank you so much for blessing us with such a gorgeous animatic

  • @penpil_
    @penpil_ Рік тому +5

    -how many times do you rewatch it?
    -yes
    I met this video every month I recommendations, and it is a real pleasure to rewatch it each time. Thank you

  • @sabrexi7228
    @sabrexi7228 2 роки тому +10

    Wow, this was stunning. I actually shed a tear from this, especially when he was running while “I got no other place to go” played

  • @geminae8396
    @geminae8396 2 роки тому +9

    This honestly made me sad, I felt with Kaeya because I went though similuar, but the end actually made me cry- and I felt happy that he actually found a place he calls "home" and "family". As a Kaeya main this is honestly beatiful- 💞❄

  • @b3nnefits
    @b3nnefits 2 роки тому +24

    I haven’t played genshin impact, so all I remember this dude by is the fact that people started calling him Elsa for a bit.

  • @krysstailagan7350
    @krysstailagan7350 2 роки тому +8

    I just wanna give him a hug and never let go😭 he deserves everything, Mihoyo pls let them be happy

  • @yulia4223
    @yulia4223 2 роки тому +21

    I'm actually crying haha, Kaeya has been such a relatable character to me and this was done so beautifully. I love it.

  • @thesmartidiut
    @thesmartidiut 2 роки тому +22

    THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL I TEARD UP AND ALSO THOSE MONDSTADT SHOTS ARE CHEFS KISS AND THE STORYBOARD WAS REALLY GOOD, EASY TO FOLLOW AND PLEASING TO LOOK AT 12326/10 THANK YOU FOR THIS

  • @Usrr11
    @Usrr11 Місяць тому +1

    Everyone talks about the story, and I get why. It's heart wrenching. But just the animation of this is a masterpiece in itself. Look at the movement! I love it. And no, I'm not crying, you are.

  • @lalaleii
    @lalaleii 2 роки тому +3

    there hasn't been a day that i have not watched this ever since it got recommended to me... it's part of my routine now

  • @awkwardnobody
    @awkwardnobody 2 роки тому +15

    This I seriously so beautiful! If everyone in the world sang it’s praises it’d still be underrated. I absolutely adore kaeya, he’s a king that deserves all the happiness

  • @Jaychii_
    @Jaychii_ 2 роки тому +16

    oh my goodness, that ending scene at the knights' headquarters made me tear up. wonderful work, have a new subscriber

  • @Donikitt
    @Donikitt 2 місяці тому +3

    Every. Single. Time. This makes me cry every time I watch this, I LOVE it, so emotional and the end is so sweet!

  • @Jay-jb6wm
    @Jay-jb6wm 2 роки тому +24

    Holy shit, can I say just how much I love how you drew Venti at 3:35. He looks adorable 😭

  • @Robloxsmiface
    @Robloxsmiface 2 роки тому +22

    2:12 I keep on crying because of this part- and when just the part before it. This is such a beautiful video, you went beyond my limits of ✨Amazing✨

  • @Gesundheit_
    @Gesundheit_ 2 роки тому +15

    When I say this genuinely made me cry-
    I love the art, the transitions and the syncing to the music! It was beautiful
    Mondstadt is such a homey place to be and you could walk in and they’ll be there with open arms
    It is the land with the god of Freedom after all ❤️

  • @togane-shiro
    @togane-shiro 2 роки тому +13

    i really love kaeya and i'm so happy watching this! he's really one of the most complex character in genshin from what we've seen from his background. this is really good and thank you for sharing this with us!

  • @vannacossii2836
    @vannacossii2836 2 роки тому +4

    From 3:07 to the end is ALWAYS the part when the water work really start coming.😖

  • @3shi3
    @3shi3 Рік тому +5

    Accidentally found this while searching abt kaeya... this is so good thooo !!! thanks for making me cry a river btw ;-;
    *MY BOII KAEYA DESERVE THE WHOLE WORLD I WANNA HUG HIM*

  • @Lizzy_Lizzard
    @Lizzy_Lizzard 2 роки тому +8

    EXCUSE ME I'M CRYING??? THIS IS SO GOOD?? THE TIMING, THE SYNC WITH THE ICE CUBES AND EVERYTHING COUPLED WITH AURORA'S GLORIOUS VOICE?? I AM TEARS

  • @Takoyakiluvr
    @Takoyakiluvr 2 роки тому +27

    THIS IS AMAZING! The effort put into each scene’s must’ve taken a while to get the right perspective. And the song PERFECTLY matches Kaeyas point of view! He wants to go home, not just any home, but a place where he is welcome and not judged! At his “home” (Dawn Winery) Diluc kind of grew a dislike towards Kaeya, therefore showing him running off. But as for his other home, supposedly Kanreiah (idk how to spell it), he can’t go back to it any more. So he’s kind of stuck in this “in-between” zone, where he has no-where to go. But mondstat shows to be one of his homes, for he is able to be free and not be disliked in the city. That’s why my favorite part is towards the end, because he finds his ‘home’ :]

  • @a_zv._lin-a6173
    @a_zv._lin-a6173 2 роки тому +7

    Я очень рада что в этой анимации что кейечку не оставили страдать от одиночества как это часто бывает, наконец то он счастлив даже спустя пережитое им горе)

  • @lapizlazuli_cha
    @lapizlazuli_cha 2 роки тому +15

    I've been overly stressed with school an seeing this animation, with this song just made me breakdown in pieces. Amazing work!!

  • @anas-sb3pe
    @anas-sb3pe 2 роки тому +7

    I don’t know the first thing about kaeya cuz I don’t play Genshin but omg I cant stop watching animatics abt him he’s such an interesting character😭 this was SO BEAUTIFUL !!!💗

  • @e.a3157
    @e.a3157 2 роки тому +12

    I love this so much. Everything about it is gorgeous and to be honest it is again a reminder that I love the Mondstadt region the most out of all of Teyvat. The part with Diluc and Kaeya in the middle was particularly my favorite because I have wanted that part of Kaeya's character story animated for so long. Amazing work!

  • @gracec8c
    @gracec8c 2 роки тому +13

    this is amazing, the little animations bring so much life to it wow. That transition at 1:29 hurt

  • @anupamasharma4769
    @anupamasharma4769 2 роки тому +14

    this is so goreous TT my boy has gone through so much so he definately deserves this

  • @randomweirdo3987
    @randomweirdo3987 2 роки тому +1

    Bro XD I got an Itto ad that immediately said “Run away? Haha” this has made my day

  • @cindywu9304
    @cindywu9304 2 роки тому +11

    After this video, I fell like I needed to get back in genshin, and main Kaeya, wonderful animatic!

  • @venturereclipse6833
    @venturereclipse6833 2 роки тому +7

    I really love the details when he was younger showing that he was malnourished. Also, I was so expecting this to end sadly because it seems nothing involving kaeya ever has a happy ending, so I was pleasantly surprised! Also, this was just plain gorgeous.

  • @crossastarte9339
    @crossastarte9339 2 роки тому +8

    It was a difficult journey but he got there in the end. This is so beautiful!! I especially love the walk cycle of young Kaeya. It looks so smooth! And the way the clip syncs with the music is beautifully done. Not to mention the art! And the story! Happy birthday Kaeya, and thank you also for making this masterpiece.

    • @crossastarte9339
      @crossastarte9339 2 роки тому

      The part where he kills the abyss mage and flicks his sword + the reflection of himself through his own blood is also so so good. I keep coming back to this part. If only there's a way to just loop that bit.

  • @sielo2029
    @sielo2029 2 роки тому +13

    young diluc and smol klee
    that's it that's the comment

  • @quenshi5093
    @quenshi5093 2 роки тому +4

    If Kaeya doesn’t have relevance later in the story when we presumedly go to his home place I am gonna sue

  • @Ima-j9k
    @Ima-j9k 2 роки тому +6

    I've watched this video a thousand times and I'm still falling apart :') it hurts so much, I'm literally sobbing, Kaeya ilysm

  • @snobsy2877
    @snobsy2877 2 роки тому +38

    i never noticed until now how interesting Diluc/kaeya's backstory is

  • @frienn
    @frienn 2 роки тому +5

    ahhh I can't. On the one hand, I am overwhelmed with pleasant emotions, and on the other, I want to cry. This is probably the first video that brought me to tears.
    Thanks for the job! T^T

  • @Ari_A1357
    @Ari_A1357 2 роки тому +6

    THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND HEARTBREAKING AHHH!! Funnily enough, when I heard this song recently I thought to myself “this would make a great Kaeya animatic” and then I found this lol. Absolutely stunning job portraying our boy Kaeya’s story

  • @Phoenixqueen77
    @Phoenixqueen77 2 роки тому +3

    Kaeya walked forwards, stepping in his father's muddy footprints. It kept him from slipping as much, even if he had to take big steps to match his stride. A few raindrops fell out of the sky, splashing into the nearby pond, gently falling off flower petals and leaves. His reflection distracted him. There was mud on his face. He must have gotten it there earlier, when he tripped. He cupped some of the water in his hands, watching it trickle through his fingers. His father barked for him to follow, startling him. He washed the mud off and hurried to catch up with his father.
    The two of them came up on a hill, and Kaeya struggled a bit to get into a tree. There was a city in the distance, and he wanted a better view. Regardless of how little the tree actually helped his vision of the city, he was nothing short of enamored. Giant wheels spun on the sides of towers, the spires of the cathedral rose above a huge statue of someone with wings. His father scoffed something about an Archon, was it their Archon? It was beautiful, in it's own way. Kaeya wished he could see it closer. His father called him down, said he shouldn't be fooling around. There was nothing in that city worth admiring, he said. Kaeya frowned, but followed him. He pulled his hood up, in a subconscious effort to keep himself from looking back at the city that looked so happy.
    It started to rain harder. Kaeya blinked, and looked up when the first drop hit his nose. His father had turned around, were they stopping? He said a lot that Kaeya didn't understand. Something about home, something about the gods. Something about their curse. Something about how Kaeya was their last hope. He told Kaeya to stay there, he'd be right back. Kaeya thought he understood that, at least.
    He waited. He waited until the rain stopped, until the sun came up. Until it was high in the sky, and until it set again. Kaeya waited until nightfall, until he could see the lamp grass beginning to glow once more.
    His father didn't come back.
    Kaeya wasn't even six yet.
    He was found by a man he came to know as Mr. Ragnvindr. The man had taken off his coat and quickly wrapped it around the poor, shivering boy. He'd asked if Kaeya was lost, and frowned when Kaeya told him he was waiting for his dad. He looked more worried when Kaeya told him how long he'd been waiting. Mr. Ragnvindr told him to come with him, he'd get him warmed up, with some food. Kaeya didn't want to leave. But he was hungry. So he followed.
    He discovered that Mr. Ragnvindr had a son, named Diluc. The boy was extremely energetic, and friendly, and Kaeya didn't know how to feel about him at first. He was too loud. Even a little scary. But over time, he warmed up to the boy. They stayed up together, giggling under the blankets when their father would almost catch them. Kaeya came to him when he had nightmares, when the thunder got too scary, when he needed a partner in crime, when he wanted a best friend. They took him to the city he came to know as Mondstadt. It was every bit as wonderful as he thought it'd be. The people were really nice. They let him play with their pets while Master Crepus did business. He liked it here. He wanted to stay forever. He hoped he could.
    Over time, he grew into a fine young man. Unfortunately, with age came the understanding of what his father had meant when he left him just outside the City of Freedom. Freedom. He wished it was a luxury he had. He remembers his 13th birthday. The day he told Mr. Ragnvindr who he was. The day he'd taken off his eyepatch, and cried like the child he thought he wasn't, and showed the father he desperately wanted to keep the curse that afflicted his skin, his eye. He remembers how the man had gently placed a hand on his hair, and told him that he was still his son. He'd cried a lot that day.
    Kaeya sighs, downing his glass of whiskey-far from his first. It burns as it goes down. A nice distraction from his thoughts. He should be happy. He'd successfully completed a mission earlier, eradicating a group of hilichurls effortlessly. There had even been a Cryo Abyss mage, and he'd managed to take it down largely unscathed. It was a good day. Until he'd looked up at the night sky, and the star of Khaenri'ah had flashed before his eyes, and he'd been forced through a trip down memory lane. Until said mage had laughed, like he knew something he shouldn't. Like he knew who Kaeya was. Until he cleaned his blade, and all he saw was his own reflection.
    Son of Khaenri'ah.
    Spy.
    Traitor.
    He despised it.
    He couldn't sit here anymore. Diluc's not-so-subtle glare felt like hands around his throat. A feeling he was too familiar with, for his own liking.
    He took a walk.
    It didn't help, at all, when he realized he'd ended up in front of the Winery. This view... it took him back. Back to seventeen. Back to running faster than his legs should take him, the other knights hot on his heels. Back to running to his older brother, his father, and skidding to a halt at the blood on the ground. To watching Diluc sobbing over the man that had raised them. It was raining, because of course it was. He should've been faster. He could have made it.
    Diluc put him out of his misery.
    Kaeya should have stepped forward, and cried with him. Put a hand on his shoulder. Told him everything would be okay, they'd make it through this.
    He had no right to feel liberated.
    He truly kept getting lower and lower.
    There was so much blood.
    Guilt racked his body that night, when Diluc turned to him with the last shred of hope in his eyes. The last thing he could cling to, when his world had been thrown sideways so violently. Someone he could trust.
    Kaeya, wishing more than ever, more than anything that he'd been born a son of Freedom, corrected him on his mistake.
    Everything in both of them shattered that night. The rain came down far more harshly, as Diluc forced him to draw his blade. He never raised a blow against his brother. Well, not his brother, anymore. How could he? Even his parries, his blocks were only instinctive. Diluc yelled at him, telling him to defend himself. To fight back. He called him a traitor. Told him to burn.
    Burn he did.
    He threw Kaeya down, pushing him back with a hand around his neck, and Kaeya vaguely registered flaming furniture, Ms. Adelinde's screaming, as he stared up at Diluc's blazing claymore. Diluc raised his sword, one last time. Kaeya closed his eyes. He briefly wondered if it would hurt as much as the burns. He never got the chance to find out. A flash of light, and the harsh clang of metal off of something... almost musical rang out. He looked up, and Diluc... was on the floor? His claymore was extinguished. And his gaze was on the brightly glowing Cryo Vision, hovering in the air in front of Kaeya. Kaeya stared at it, mystified, but couldn't bring himself to reach for it.
    The gods just had to do it to him, didn't they?
    He looked around, at the multi-faceted, shimmering, transparent shield now surrounding his body, the frost spread over the floor. Hesitantly, he reached forward to take it from the air. Was this real? The glow dulled down, and after the initial icy burn, it faded into a slight chill. He squeezed it so hard that it cut into his palm. The shield slowly flickered, and died out. He looked up, terrified that Diluc would raise his blade again. Instead, he'd settled for a quiet, murderous glare.
    He told Kaeya to get the hell out of his house. Kaeya gladly obliged, for his sake, trying not to let the tears stream down his face. He didn't deserve to grieve his loss. He'd caused it, after all.
    He couldn't stop himself from looking back, that time.

    • @Phoenixqueen77
      @Phoenixqueen77 2 роки тому +2

      Kaeya had run until he collapsed, not caring where he ended up or what he ran into on his way. The rain and wind whipped around him, soaking him to his bones. He wished it would have helped, in any way. Maybe washed the filthy blood of the broken, godless, cursed nation out of him.
      He was thankful, at least, that he could pretend the drops streaking down his cheeks were only water.
      He found himself in front of a statue to the Anemo god, the one that overlooked the Winery. Why, he asked. Why have I been cursed with this? Why can't I belong? Why can't I be happy?
      Why me?
      The statue was as lifeless as ever, but he swore he felt the wind embrace him, slowly treating his injuries. Easing the pain. Memories flooded through his head, faces he hardly recognized anymore gave him rare smiles, getting up to mischief with Diluc, following Master Crepus around, dragging Jean into and out of trouble with him. Just for a moment, he belonged. Just for a moment.
      Every memory he touched turned bittersweet, and he wished that he could go back to seven, to finding frogs in the creek with his big brother. To nine, finally learning how to glide. To twelve, when he'd been given his first blade, to fifteen, sleeping under the stars with his best friends. He broke down into sobs.
      Why did he have to ruin everything?
      He threw his Vision, watching as it clanged harmlessly off of the statue in front of him. He wanted more than anything to be able to run back to Diluc, tell him he was sorry, giggle with him in the vineyards, hide their father's things, tease him about how he'd grown up shorter. But he couldn't. He never could, not anymore. He wished he could tell his younger self it was worth it, to keep waiting or to follow the Ragnvindrs. Something.
      He wished he'd run far away, as soon as his father left.
      If only he'd run.
      Kaeya looked up, finding himself back in front of Mondstadt's gate. His feet always led him back to the city, back to the Winery. He'd laugh, say he'd always find his way home.
      He so badly wanted it to be home.
      Stepping through the gate, he plastered his smile back on, pretending that he hadn't just fallen into a spiral so recently, he hadn't been thinking. He waved as he walked up the staircase. Jean had told him to come to the office, earlier. Now was as good a time as any. Maybe she'd give him some more paperwork, it'd get his mind off things.
      Hopefully.
      He decides to buy himself a snack, for later, while he works. It surprises him when he feels a tug on his arm. Usually he'd notice if someone approached him. Looking down, he smiles as he sees Klee, followed by Amber-who is trying desperately to keep the little girl from bubbling over, and babbling about some super duper big secret, just for him. Amber quickly shoves some flowers into his arms, with a hurried happy birthday, as she tries to quiet her down. She remembered. He laughs, and when Klee takes his hand, he follows her. He isn't expecting her to lead him back to the Knights' headquarters, and certainly isn't expecting the crowd he sees when Amber pushes open the doors. Shock floods his body, as his gaze passes over his colleagues, his friends, their siblings...
      And Diluc.
      He chokes back his feelings, hard. His throat is tight. Why are they here? Why is he here?
      They all tell him happy birthday, and he feels tears threaten to make themselves known. They all remembered? Did Diluc tell them? Kaeya definitely didn't. Diluc looks like he isn't sure what to do with himself. Kaeya wants to tell him he doesn't have to be here if he doesn't want to. This is already enough, already enough that they remembered, already enough that they're here.
      But Diluc stays, and he even smiles at Kaeya once.
      He almost sobs.
      Maybe, just maybe, he can belong.
      One day.

    • @birky0191
      @birky0191 2 роки тому

      @@Phoenixqueen77 you have to much time on your hands

    • @Phoenixqueen77
      @Phoenixqueen77 2 роки тому

      @@birky0191 At least I use mine for something constructive (writing practice) and enjoy myself while I do so.