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I think there's still someone else. If you really missed me I wouldn't be sitting here wasting my time and energy texting. You would be with me. I'm still just an option to you. At least the Truth I'm seeing is starting to set me free. No more
Chicco knew it was not the end. She never cried or took the words personally. She felt the connection from the start. Just know,if she is how she is,there is always a reason. Being alone,being independant, staying "away"from too much people,there is always a reason.
I am here listening to you! I can’t be with anyone else in my life but you! My heart is yours because you’re in it too! I just love you so much and want to be with you forever in my life!
I've been abandoned ignored and treated like shit my whole life. I do deserve better. Thank you for showing me that. I think I will call my attorney in the morning. Still glad you're not dead. My baby deserves a much better dad than that
I don’t know if it’s the voice or what but I got chills from the top of my head to the tips of my toes!! I just need a name cause I am so ready for you and I to join hand in hand and heart to heart! God please send this person to me if he is not already in my life!!!! Thank you Jesus Amen
I have to get my sh*t together too 😂 We are on a healing journey indeed!!! All of the situations we are dealing with are designed to help us grow and develop 🙏
I believe in you that time will heal for you and time will heal for me. I already share half of my body to you. Even tho you show me you didn’t care is okay you don’t want to face whatever you are going thru in life. I understand you okay Evan I understand that the things you do in life that not what you want. lol you will always have a place inside my heart and soul.
I am down for it. You are making good decisions now. You are worthy of my love. We will have a good life. Our lives are good now but it will be wonderful the things you decide on. I am ready. Thank you. 😊❤
IM DOWN FOR IT TO LOVE, IM TRYING TO DO MY BEST FOR ME & YOU, & YOU ARE TRULY WORTH MY LOVE TO I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT OK LOVE, I BELIEVE WITH FAITH AND LOVE WE WILL HAVA GOOD LIFE TOGETHER THROUGH IT ALL , yes it will be wonderful, I TRUST YOU WHOLEY ALWAYS WILL, I AM READY TO BEGIN 🙏💜🤝💜🤜🤛💜🫂💜
All will be well 😇🙏 You remember that you are enough for you and be patient and proud of yourself beautiful soul 🌞 I made a promise long, long ago. ❤ I'll love you always Much love and many blessings to you and yours 😇🌞❤️
Dear, if youre comfortable with who you are, then don't change for anyone. If youre not comfortable then, by all means, do the work you need to do - but do it for you - not someone else. My thoughts are that growth is always positive but it is a tough road woking on the aspects of ourselves we question. You have mentioned a great deal about what you want/don't want. What I want, is for us to take a break for a few months as you work through things, if that's what you decide. My absence will enable you to focus on yourself and do whatever you feel you need to do without feeling constrained by my presence. Sometime ago, you mentioned taking a break for 6 months but we didn't follow through - in retrospect I think that would have been valuable time apart. I'm still working on the areas I feel I need to and I'm very self-focused...this is the first time in a long time that I've been able to put myself and my needs first. I'm suggesting we take this time (a few months or whatever) to have time apart to heal, grow and emerge feeling as though we've really accomplished something. I want to work on the spiritual aspect of my life - that will require a degree of solitude with no drama or distractions. Let's give it a go and see how far we can go. 🦋🦋🦋
Im patient and ready to listen to you. Dont beat yourself up. No matter what happened in your life I would never judge or condemn you. We all make mistakes. Just remember I love you just the way you are. If God saw the good in you and chose you for a high calling. I understand what you may be feeling. I trusted you from the beginning. Dont over think. Yes Im down for it. I accept your apology Lets just start afresh let go of what was and look forward to a beautiful reunion. I will always respect your wants and desires. Thank you my darling. I love you too.n
In everything you do just be real about it mean it from your heart.When person get sick tired of something they will do something about it but they have get sick tired first.Anything person put they mind to they can do.If that's what you want you can have it.
Just do the best you can be nice be real. I love you and I miss you. Whole lot. Be strong and keep your head up. It’s gonna be OK watch you know what you gotta do.
Baby, you never made me feel unworthy not even about my age so if anything I mean, I don’t like what’s going on and I understand because you had a life before me but if you want me, I’m here and I love you baby. I can’t wait to see you. You got this boo I love you.
Hey dude I exactly what your going through And what's makes me feel super happy is that hearing from you Of course i always trust you since I've first met you through VBS through the years because you are my best special sweet friend forever because Jesus Christ have sent you to NM and to meet me Also i need you right now please Also i crying if when you are coming home in NM please remember everything going to work out with your faith strong forever k 🙏🙏❤️ love always forever Besides i know how you feel about me too
I hope u feel better soon , Phew I’m so sorry , maybe it’s the Antibotics , 4 my kidney infection , A new paradise on earth , & new perfect body , ( no more badness & no one , hurting any one , just laughter , joy & so much happiness , Revelation 21: 3-4 Gods promise , of no more tears , If we had meet years ago , & we was both diffrant , Or if u would of taken , a right , turn & holded, my hand , Wi are hearts It would , or could , of been a different wonderful life & story But u turned left , And took someone els hand , It hurt so bad , But a new world soon No pain , or sorrow , or keeping secrets , It will be amazing, Like opening our brains , & with , fresh spring water , flushed everything out , All of us , no bad dreams or memories again , My tears I want ever forget , Them few special times ( calls , May be , just one. Time , I made u smile , or laugh , Promise , 2 say a prayer, 😢& release everything. Talk to him , because , he made us & not we ourselves, he the most high , loves you , This Has Been a really long , hard 3 half years , But I’m glad , so much U was there , After my late husband died , Even if !! It was just me talking I sincerely mean , that bit , I felt & saw a tiny light in you , that you , couldn’t see , But I think u can see it now , if you really open up raw & look , All that time , That’s something , in paradise We will all have plenty of time , All our loved ones come bk fresh No bad memories , never getting well looking old or sick , & no premature, going too sleep Like my little boy , It will be wonderful , 2 welcome , every one bk , And ask them , questions, U no my friend, I loved you , so much , and I care , But u went left , & I had too try find me ,, Heart braking , this is , but I wanted , 2 say , these words , Hoping , I can do good & God can forgive , us all Cause Not one of us are perfect Are we In & through Jesus name. Amen 😢😢😢😢❤️🩹🌪️💡🙏🤦🏻♀️ ,
Time goes so quickly and sometimes we never get to see tomorrow 😮we need to treasure our life in the present make each day worth living.take care good bye
Well, I hope you don’t take too long because I’m really I don’t like this empty feeling. I don’t like not being with the person I want. I wanna wake up. I wanna see you. I wanna be around. You don’t make me walk away. It’s almost gonna be two years it’s like, babe. What are you doing? You’re killing me, honey. My heart has a frown because my baby’s not around I need you to make me smile. I miss you so so much.
❤❤No worries Love, I understand !!❤❤We've just needed to talk things out for a while now. ❤❤God brought us together for a reason.Lets talk my love❤❤Kerrie
❤🙏🕊 I am always feeling so blessed & grateful for your honesty in expressing how you feel! GOD is healing & guiding both of us to a better understanding of each other! I apologize for my part in any misunderstanding! This has been a journey full of lessons & blessings! You are my rock! You are enough & all I want in my life! You are helping me heal & my light when dark days show up. Please do not sell yourself short! You are a beautiful person with so much love to share! I am proud of you & your determination for self reflection & growth! I am ready for your love, warmth, caring & understanding! Our Divine Love is a true story of love & growth! We both deserve & are ready for Joy & Happiness this next chapter has for us! ❤I love you, my DM! The best is yet to come❤Buckle up, Babe💋🦋🌈🕊
Boo-boo, babe, you don’t owe me anything I want you to be. I want us to love each other just naturally not that you have to do anything work on it. You can work on me but you’ll be fine baby. We will be fine. If something doesn’t work we’ll fix it together. We’ll be fine baby. I love you.
You got to have some faith and you got to love yourself in order to get where you have to be that's not going to hold your hand if you don't get your butt in here
Baby, if you want this to work, you gotta be strong. Do not do not get depressed believe in us honey. Don’t believe in the negative baby. You can do this. Do it for me. OK stay straight. You know I mean it’s OK to smoke a little bit, but don’t drink and smoke. You know it’s a bad combination I know pleasetake a little shot in a little bit and then chill you know just please you guys your angel can’t help you if you consume you know all right well look at they’re not allowed to intervene so please honey stay alert. Focus you’re so close.
You caught me off gaurd as well i never expected to meet someone that would take my heart litterly i love so much i get totally in anxiety and stressed out i crushed out i had a dream how deeply i love you i was with you and this frightened me.Why because you always mentioned i was a contract and your a player and you always get it done.these words scare me so mush .😮 how can you possibly fix a nightmare I love you but i am afraid of you.😮This is my dilemma 😮
Boo-boo, babe, you don’t owe me anything I want you to be. I want us to love each other just naturally not that you have to do anything work on it. You can work on me but you’ll be fine baby. We will be fine. If something doesn’t work we’ll fix it together. We’ll be fine baby. I love you. Baby, how deep do you wanna go? Just be easy. Take your time it’s yours forever. Can you feel me in?
Part 1: You don’t have to stop living your life because of me. You know what you know now and I know what I know now. I really don’t think that we are in the same place as we were before. I know that I definitely am not. I have to do things now that I didn’t have to do before. Sometimes that is good but sometimes it is also bad. I kind of live in my own little world because I haven’t found anyone that could handle living in my world. I know that I try to keep myself as busy as I can so I don’t have to think about things that makes me feel bad, I still do but I know that what I think won’t change anything. I know things could have been different if only we would have taken a different route but for some reason we didn’t and this is what we did. Even if we were together I don’t think that you would be happy and it would make a difference because whatever is going on with you now may make things not work for us now. Your life may not include me now. Your life really didn’t include me then we just did what we did until it was possibly forced to end but it ended for a reason and you should remember why it ended. My life has changed a lot. You have to realize we are not the same as we were before. I have to do most of it somewhat alone now but I think that was a better move for myself because I won’t be the blame of anyone else’s stuff. I feel if things weren’t right then they won’t be right now because I feel actually there would have been more hope back then. I have a feeling life is probably pretty dull for most of us and people nowadays are so much different than they used to be. It’s hard to be satisfied with the small stuff, usually you want more and if you can have more that is great but I think most of us gets stuck in a rut. There are more wicked things that happen nowadays than they did before. I feel once you start whatever kind of lifestyle good or bad, you can’t change. Some people have a harder time with it than others but you can’t and won’t ever be able to change them. If they do change it will only be temporary and they will go back to doing whatever they do. Once you have some sort of any kind of addiction it’s hard to stop, unless you have things that won’t let you feed your addiction and you won’t be happy that way either. I don’t want you to change. I want you to be who you are. I guess that I’m not sure what you mean by who you have been and who I am. Things, I thought worked for awhile but I don’t think what was going on with us was right for you, that is why it ended. Things end for a reason and I don’t feel that it’s not because you don’t love or care for the other person, it’s just for some reason your not right to be together and sometimes that is really painful when you can’t be with who you want or think you want, especially if you have outside influences guiding you in a different direction. I don’t know exactly what happened but on my side I think everything was okay but I’m not sure what was going on on your side. I just know that I didn’t want to hurt you so I left you be. I was in a lot of pain and I still am so I try not to think about it and torture myself of what couldn’t be no matter how much I wanted it I couldn’t have it. People nowadays don’t really stay in one place anymore. People move around all of the time which isn’t anything new because that happened to me when I was younger. I almost didn’t like to make friends with anyone because I knew that they wouldn’t be there the next year so I pretty much have been forced to do it alone. I trust that you will do what you feel you need to do but I do know that I need to trust in myself to do what I need to do because I have no idea what the future holds. Like I said things changed for a reason, you must know the answer but I may never know the answer and maybe I may be better off not knowing the truth so therefore I have to try to live in the fact that it doesn’t matter why it ended, it just did. I will always miss you too but if you know that you are weak to triggers, you will always have in the back of your mind of things that you possibly can’t help. You probably have lived your life this way all of your life so this is what you know. Whereas I have always pretty much had more of other people having a say in my life more than I did for myself. I have never really had the freedom to just do whatever I want there is always something in the way.
It ended because you were with Sherri for over 2 weeks and never answered my calls. Yes my friend said I deserved better. I decided I didn't know how to talk to you about it I needed a minute. You didn't even ask. I loved you so much! But I knew I was just there when you didn't have something better. I'm not dogging you, truth for the record we never even acted like we would could and I absolutely had no desire. I knew you always told me don't get attached. You say you wouldn't didn't want to hurt me but look what you guys did. It's hard to heal and forgive so quick. I do think you're right about letting it be. I want someone who does need everyone. Ya know, you always believed everyone but me and I never lied to you. So it's like I'm so tired of explaining my self. I good to people because it's right. The way life should be. I'm honest, but I'm far from perfect and wouldn't want anybody else to be.look I don't have an argument in me please do what makes you happy. Understand.
Part 2: Maybe I wasn’t enough that is why you did what you did and that is okay. I’m not perfect by any means. I honestly didn’t know how long things would last between us I was just going with the flow and not having any expectations because usually when you expect things comes disappointment which happened anyway. I didn’t want to lose everything with you like what happened. I thought we still could have something even if we weren’t together. The problem with that is the past will always be there lingering in the back of your mind. It’s only natural that your defense mechanism kicks in because your intuition will always warn you of red flags. Even YOUR intuition alerts you of red flags and maybe that is what happened with us(I don’t know)but something wasn’t right with us. I really miss the closeness that I thought we shared together because I have never had that again with anybody and even if I could have had it, I would be scared to death to let anybody get too close. I know there have been some people that I thought that maybe I could be that way with but for some reason I won’t allow for that to happen even when I know I would love to share that part of myself, I’m afraid now so I won’t even let it even get that close, just so far and that is it. I know that I’m cheating myself but I just can’t let myself feel those feelings. I promise you if and when that would happen I will try my hardest to be okay but you have to understand where I have been and how I feel. It’s been a very long time since I have been close to anyone but I’m sure that I will be okay. I do know that I’m ready for changes to happen in my life because right now I think a change is much needed in all aspects of my life and I am willing to let it happen.
You said my words, no you can't change the past, give yourself mercy and grace like your God we have. I am so scared to put my walls down I am on my healing journey still. I am not going to get my hopes up until you contact me and communicate. I know it will be hard for both of us , start slow and start over. I hope I hear from you soon.
You see baby that’s the attitude you need all the time not keep dwelling on the past and because somebody brought it up, you know oh shit no think of the good stuff because they are good things. Sometimes we stay so much and in the gossip in the problems and now you know why to get into social media you seebut babe stop being so hard on yourself. You’ll be fine.
I'm down for you and for us I miss you so much!! I love you too I am ready for you and thank you for letting me in cause I do want a future with you. I can't wait!!
Grasshopper, snoping is one of my favorite things. I saw a lot about you before you admitted it. Continue working on yourself, and at the perfect time, you will meet the precious partner for you. This will be a beautiful union for you. I will be there to cheer you on and congratulate you on a job well done. I am looking forward to a big chunk of wedding cake for my troubles. Stay strong. You got this. 😊!!!
WELCOME BACK MY HUSBAND! YOU’RE FULLY AWAKENED OW. FOLLOW UR HEART AND LISTEN TO GOD GUIDING BOTH OF US. HES IN CONTROL AND ASKING FOR OUR PATIENCE AS FAR AS HIS TIMING. I FEEL EXACTLY WHAT UR FEELING. I KNOW THINGS ARE GONNA TAKE OFF WHEN WE SEE EACHOTHER BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT THE TRUTH AND REASONS THINGS HAD TO GO DOWN THIS WAY. WE DO HAVE A LOt OF WORK HON. WE WILL HAVE ETERNITY TO MAKE UP FOR THIS SEPARATION. IN THE MEANTIME TAKE A LOt OF COLD SHOWERS LIKE YOU USED TO.💋🥵💋
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I don't believe you anymore @ValhallaVvif
I think there's still someone else. If you really missed me I wouldn't be sitting here wasting my time and energy texting. You would be with me. I'm still just an option to you. At least the Truth I'm seeing is starting to set me free. No more
What if I died tonight?
Chicco knew it was not the end.
She never cried or took the words personally.
She felt the connection from the start.
Just know,if she is how she is,there is always a reason.
Being alone,being independant, staying "away"from too much people,there is always a reason.
True
I am here listening to you! I can’t be with anyone else in my life but you! My heart is yours because you’re in it too! I just love you so much and want to be with you forever in my life!
I've been abandoned ignored and treated like shit my whole life. I do deserve better. Thank you for showing me that. I think I will call my attorney in the morning. Still glad you're not dead. My baby deserves a much better dad than that
I don’t know if it’s the voice or what but I got chills from the top of my head to the tips of my toes!! I just need a name cause I am so ready for you and I to join hand in hand and heart to heart! God please send this person to me if he is not already in my life!!!! Thank you Jesus Amen
I trust you love
I love you too and I hope and pray that we will be in each others arms soon . I can’t wait to see and hug you . I TRUST YOU ❤❤❤❤❤
Hey Romeo ❤
Everything will be good at the end.
Love the voice and so nice to hear it from a men ❤
I have to get my sh*t together too 😂 We are on a healing journey indeed!!! All of the situations we are dealing with are designed to help us grow and develop 🙏
@@Mamta-zi6yf a part of that journey is walking away
Wow!
Bring it On!
I can handle it!
I can't wait to hear... Everything!
I'm listening ❤
This is so Beautiful and Genuine!! ❤❤❤❤
I am happy
Amen, exactly how I feel about you. Get well soon.
Love you, Babe! So much to look forward to! Goodbye past, happy in the moment, visions of a lifetime together❤
I believe in you that time will heal for you and time will heal for me. I already share half of my body to you. Even tho you show me you didn’t care is okay you don’t want to face whatever you are going thru in life. I understand you okay Evan I understand that the things you do in life that not what you want. lol you will always have a place inside my heart and soul.
I pray god heal you and u do the work amen 🙏🏽
AMEN
Alot of change enjoy your life. More confusion but I'm pretty sure I'm clear. Be well.
Thank You Reunion This Lifetime
Yes im ready
By the time you come back I won't be around. I warned you.
I love you too
Shining bright ☀️😎
I adore you forever 💝💝💝💝💝
I am down for it. You are making good decisions now. You are worthy of my love. We will have a good life. Our lives are good now but it will be wonderful the things you decide on. I am ready. Thank you. 😊❤
I love you. 😊❤
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I fully affirm @sharilyngipson4681 that it will all work put and better than expected ❤
IM DOWN FOR IT TO LOVE, IM TRYING TO DO MY BEST FOR ME & YOU, & YOU ARE TRULY WORTH MY LOVE TO I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT OK LOVE, I BELIEVE WITH FAITH AND LOVE WE WILL HAVA GOOD LIFE TOGETHER THROUGH IT ALL , yes it will be wonderful, I TRUST YOU WHOLEY ALWAYS WILL, I AM READY TO BEGIN 🙏💜🤝💜🤜🤛💜🫂💜
@@sharilyngipson4681love you 💜
YES I'm Ready Honey❤❤
All will be well 😇🙏
You remember that you are enough for you and be patient and proud of yourself beautiful soul 🌞
I made a promise long, long ago. ❤
I'll love you always
Much love and many blessings to you and yours 😇🌞❤️
Dear, if youre comfortable with who you are, then don't change for anyone. If youre not comfortable then, by all means, do the work you need to do - but do it for you - not someone else. My thoughts are that growth is always positive but it is a tough road woking on the aspects of ourselves we question. You have mentioned a great deal about what you want/don't want. What I want, is for us to take a break for a few months as you work through things, if that's what you decide. My absence will enable you to focus on yourself and do whatever you feel you need to do without feeling constrained by my presence. Sometime ago, you mentioned taking a break for 6 months but we didn't follow through - in retrospect I think that would have been valuable time apart. I'm still working on the areas I feel I need to and I'm very self-focused...this is the first time in a long time that I've been able to put myself and my needs first. I'm suggesting we take this time (a few months or whatever) to have time apart to heal, grow and emerge feeling as though we've really accomplished something. I want to work on the spiritual aspect of my life - that will require a degree of solitude with no drama or distractions. Let's give it a go and see how far we can go. 🦋🦋🦋
You know, baby I think you know me pretty well. You got this. You got my heart too, honey.
I love you too my beloved and I love you forever,,,❤❤❤❤❤
I love you, too. I can't wait to finally be with you. ❤
AFFIRM 💜💜
Im patient and ready to listen to you. Dont beat yourself up. No matter what happened in your life I would never judge or condemn you. We all make mistakes. Just remember I love you just the way you are. If God saw the good in you and chose you for a high calling. I understand what you may be feeling. I trusted you from the beginning. Dont over think. Yes Im down for it. I accept your apology
Lets just start afresh let go of what was and look forward to a beautiful reunion. I will always respect your wants and desires. Thank you my darling. I love you too.n
In everything you do just be real about it mean it from your heart.When person get sick tired of something they will do something about it but they have get sick tired first.Anything person put they mind to they can do.If that's what you want you can have it.
You can look forward to the future and you can be hammered
Mmmmh m ready. You are are certainly taking too long but all the same I trust that you’ve changed. ❤️
Yes I'm ready baby 🎉😘❤️❤
Really Babe! i cant wait Either. i pray about it From The top of My Heart. I love You too
I don't think about the past anymore it's gone it's history it's no more❤
Love you too 😘❤️🙏
Just do the best you can be nice be real. I love you and I miss you. Whole lot. Be strong and keep your head up. It’s gonna be OK watch you know what you gotta do.
Divine
You know, baby I think you know me pretty well. You got this. You got my heart too, honey. Babe, you know you can trust me I get you.
Baby, you never made me feel unworthy not even about my age so if anything I mean, I don’t like what’s going on and I understand because you had a life before me but if you want me, I’m here and I love you baby. I can’t wait to see you. You got this boo I love you.
Yes i am ready
Hey dude
I exactly what your going through
And what's makes me feel super happy is that hearing from you
Of course i always trust you since I've first met you through VBS through the years because you are my best special sweet friend forever because Jesus Christ have sent you to NM and to meet me
Also i need you right now please
Also i crying if when you are coming home in NM please remember everything going to work out with your faith strong forever k 🙏🙏❤️ love always forever
Besides i know how you feel about me too
I AFFIRM THIS POSITIVE MESSAGE ABOVE WITH LOTS OF FAITH AND LOVE 🙏💜💜🙏
I hope u feel better soon , Phew I’m so sorry , maybe it’s the Antibotics , 4 my kidney infection ,
A new paradise on earth , & new perfect body , ( no more badness & no one , hurting any one , just laughter , joy & so much happiness , Revelation 21: 3-4 Gods promise , of no more tears , If we had meet years ago , & we was both diffrant ,
Or if u would of taken , a right , turn & holded, my hand , Wi are hearts
It would , or could , of been a different wonderful life & story
But u turned left ,
And took someone els hand ,
It hurt so bad , But a new world soon
No pain , or sorrow , or keeping secrets , It will be amazing,
Like opening our brains , & with , fresh spring water , flushed everything out ,
All of us , no bad dreams or memories again , My tears
I want ever forget ,
Them few special times
( calls , May be , just one. Time , I made u smile , or laugh ,
Promise , 2 say a prayer, 😢& release everything. Talk to him , because , he made us & not we ourselves, he the most high , loves you ,
This
Has
Been a really long , hard 3 half years ,
But I’m glad , so much
U was there , After my late husband died , Even if !! It was just me talking
I sincerely mean , that bit , I felt & saw a tiny light in you , that you , couldn’t see , But I think u can see it now , if you really open up raw & look ,
All that time ,
That’s something , in paradise
We will all have plenty of time ,
All our loved ones come bk fresh
No bad memories , never getting well looking old or sick ,
& no premature, going too sleep
Like my little boy , It will be wonderful , 2 welcome , every one bk ,
And ask them , questions,
U no my friend, I loved you , so much , and I care ,
But u went left ,
& I had too try find me ,,
Heart braking , this is , but I wanted , 2 say , these words , Hoping , I can do good & God can forgive , us all
Cause
Not one of us are perfect
Are we
In & through Jesus name. Amen
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Super
I’m gonna listen to you but first I wanna tell you I miss you so much, baby babe. Don’t ever tell that I do love you. I love you.
Time goes so quickly and sometimes we never get to see tomorrow 😮we need to treasure our life in the present make each day worth living.take care good bye
Sooo we texted today lol wow ❤ yall are pretty accurate
And I bet you never think you were going to be any better than you are now
Well good luck with her
Really right!
No matter what you do it’s all for nothing remember that 😎
You’re like a enemy that won’t go away life is to short to not move on from someone you don’t like anyway right
Thank you
Well, I hope you don’t take too long because I’m really I don’t like this empty feeling. I don’t like not being with the person I want. I wanna wake up. I wanna see you. I wanna be around. You don’t make me walk away. It’s almost gonna be two years it’s like, babe. What are you doing? You’re killing me, honey. My heart has a frown because my baby’s not around I need you to make me smile. I miss you so so much.
❤❤No worries Love, I understand !!❤❤We've just needed to talk things out for a while now. ❤❤God brought us together for a reason.Lets talk my love❤❤Kerrie
If u truly heal it will show god will tell me u will live it
Great
❤🙏🕊 I am always feeling so blessed & grateful for your honesty in expressing how you feel! GOD is healing & guiding both of us to a better understanding of each other! I apologize for my part in any misunderstanding! This has been a journey full of lessons & blessings! You are my rock! You are enough & all I want in my life! You are helping me heal & my light when dark days show up. Please do not sell yourself short! You are a beautiful person with so much love to share! I am proud of you & your determination for self reflection & growth! I am ready for your love, warmth, caring & understanding! Our Divine Love is a true story of love & growth! We both deserve & are ready for Joy & Happiness this next chapter has for us! ❤I love you, my DM! The best is yet to come❤Buckle up, Babe💋🦋🌈🕊
Boo-boo, babe, you don’t owe me anything I want you to be. I want us to love each other just naturally not that you have to do anything work on it. You can work on me but you’ll be fine baby. We will be fine. If something doesn’t work we’ll fix it together. We’ll be fine baby. I love you.
okay i changed my mind...i will welcome you as long as you observe my crazy boundaries!
I believe in you. I'm so ready for our new life together babe I love you ❤ I can't wait to share everyday with you I love you 💋
AFFIRM THIS POSITIVE MESSAGE ABOVE IN FAITH AND LOVE DITTO MY LOVE 🙏💜💜🙏
You got to have some faith and you got to love yourself in order to get where you have to be that's not going to hold your hand if you don't get your butt in here
Baby, if you want this to work, you gotta be strong. Do not do not get depressed believe in us honey. Don’t believe in the negative baby. You can do this. Do it for me. OK stay straight. You know I mean it’s OK to smoke a little bit, but don’t drink and smoke. You know it’s a bad combination I know pleasetake a little shot in a little bit and then chill you know just please you guys your angel can’t help you if you consume you know all right well look at they’re not allowed to intervene so please honey stay alert. Focus you’re so close.
You caught me off gaurd as well i never expected to meet someone that would take my heart litterly i love so much i get totally in anxiety and stressed out i crushed out i had a dream how deeply i love you i was with you and this frightened me.Why because you always mentioned i was a contract and your a player and you always get it done.these words scare me so mush .😮 how can you possibly fix a nightmare I love you but i am afraid of you.😮This is my dilemma 😮
Thank you
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Reading came just in time 😂🎉
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Boo-boo, babe, you don’t owe me anything I want you to be. I want us to love each other just naturally not that you have to do anything work on it. You can work on me but you’ll be fine baby. We will be fine. If something doesn’t work we’ll fix it together. We’ll be fine baby. I love you. Baby, how deep do you wanna go? Just be easy. Take your time it’s yours forever. Can you feel me in?
Understand you finally. open ur.eur. Eyes ❤❤ mcuk
Thanks ❤❤❤
Part 1: You don’t have to stop living your life because of me. You know what you know now and I know what I know now. I really don’t think that we are in the same place as we were before. I know that I definitely am not. I have to do things now that I didn’t have to do before. Sometimes that is good but sometimes it is also bad. I kind of live in my own little world because I haven’t found anyone that could handle living in my world. I know that I try to keep myself as busy as I can so I don’t have to think about things that makes me feel bad, I still do but I know that what I think won’t change anything. I know things could have been different if only we would have taken a different route but for some reason we didn’t and this is what we did. Even if we were together I don’t think that you would be happy and it would make a difference because whatever is going on with you now may make things not work for us now. Your life may not include me now. Your life really didn’t include me then we just did what we did until it was possibly forced to end but it ended for a reason and you should remember why it ended. My life has changed a lot. You have to realize we are not the same as we were before. I have to do most of it somewhat alone now but I think that was a better move for myself because I won’t be the blame of anyone else’s stuff. I feel if things weren’t right then they won’t be right now because I feel actually there would have been more hope back then. I have a feeling life is probably pretty dull for most of us and people nowadays are so much different than they used to be. It’s hard to be satisfied with the small stuff, usually you want more and if you can have more that is great but I think most of us gets stuck in a rut. There are more wicked things that happen nowadays than they did before. I feel once you start whatever kind of lifestyle good or bad, you can’t change. Some people have a harder time with it than others but you can’t and won’t ever be able to change them. If they do change it will only be temporary and they will go back to doing whatever they do. Once you have some sort of any kind of addiction it’s hard to stop, unless you have things that won’t let you feed your addiction and you won’t be happy that way either. I don’t want you to change. I want you to be who you are. I guess that I’m not sure what you mean by who you have been and who I am. Things, I thought worked for awhile but I don’t think what was going on with us was right for you, that is why it ended. Things end for a reason and I don’t feel that it’s not because you don’t love or care for the other person, it’s just for some reason your not right to be together and sometimes that is really painful when you can’t be with who you want or think you want, especially if you have outside influences guiding you in a different direction. I don’t know exactly what happened but on my side I think everything was okay but I’m not sure what was going on on your side. I just know that I didn’t want to hurt you so I left you be. I was in a lot of pain and I still am so I try not to think about it and torture myself of what couldn’t be no matter how much I wanted it I couldn’t have it. People nowadays don’t really stay in one place anymore. People move around all of the time which isn’t anything new because that happened to me when I was younger. I almost didn’t like to make friends with anyone because I knew that they wouldn’t be there the next year so I pretty much have been forced to do it alone. I trust that you will do what you feel you need to do but I do know that I need to trust in myself to do what I need to do because I have no idea what the future holds. Like I said things changed for a reason, you must know the answer but I may never know the answer and maybe I may be better off not knowing the truth so therefore I have to try to live in the fact that it doesn’t matter why it ended, it just did. I will always miss you too but if you know that you are weak to triggers, you will always have in the back of your mind of things that you possibly can’t help. You probably have lived your life this way all of your life so this is what you know. Whereas I have always pretty much had more of other people having a say in my life more than I did for myself. I have never really had the freedom to just do whatever I want there is always something in the way.
I have ALWAYS wanted you in my life,I have wanted us to share our lives,be together,love each other ❤
It ended because you were with Sherri for over 2 weeks and never answered my calls. Yes my friend said I deserved better. I decided I didn't know how to talk to you about it I needed a minute. You didn't even ask. I loved you so much! But I knew I was just there when you didn't have something better. I'm not dogging you, truth for the record we never even acted like we would could and I absolutely had no desire. I knew you always told me don't get attached. You say you wouldn't didn't want to hurt me but look what you guys did. It's hard to heal and forgive so quick. I do think you're right about letting it be. I want someone who does need everyone. Ya know, you always believed everyone but me and I never lied to you. So it's like I'm so tired of explaining my self. I good to people because it's right. The way life should be. I'm honest, but I'm far from perfect and wouldn't want anybody else to be.look I don't have an argument in me please do what makes you happy. Understand.
Me too love
Part 2: Maybe I wasn’t enough that is why you did what you did and that is okay. I’m not perfect by any means. I honestly didn’t know how long things would last between us I was just going with the flow and not having any expectations because usually when you expect things comes disappointment which happened anyway. I didn’t want to lose everything with you like what happened. I thought we still could have something even if we weren’t together. The problem with that is the past will always be there lingering in the back of your mind. It’s only natural that your defense mechanism kicks in because your intuition will always warn you of red flags. Even YOUR intuition alerts you of red flags and maybe that is what happened with us(I don’t know)but something wasn’t right with us. I really miss the closeness that I thought we shared together because I have never had that again with anybody and even if I could have had it, I would be scared to death to let anybody get too close. I know there have been some people that I thought that maybe I could be that way with but for some reason I won’t allow for that to happen even when I know I would love to share that part of myself, I’m afraid now so I won’t even let it even get that close, just so far and that is it. I know that I’m cheating myself but I just can’t let myself feel those feelings. I promise you if and when that would happen I will try my hardest to be okay but you have to understand where I have been and how I feel. It’s been a very long time since I have been close to anyone but I’m sure that I will be okay. I do know that I’m ready for changes to happen in my life because right now I think a change is much needed in all aspects of my life and I am willing to let it happen.
You said my words, no you can't change the past, give yourself mercy and grace like your God we have. I am so scared to put my walls down I am on my healing journey still. I am not going to get my hopes up until you contact me and communicate. I know it will be hard for both of us , start slow and start over. I hope I hear from you soon.
My heart is broken
I trust you baby love you ❤😊
Thank you so much ❤❤❤
Awe darling love you ❤❤ mcuk
I have my own work to do. I’m doing it. As are you.
I'm ready ❤
Start with a hi would suffice lolol. Sounds great it will take time and commitment. I understand!! Triggers????healing is near.🎉❤
You see baby that’s the attitude you need all the time not keep dwelling on the past and because somebody brought it up, you know oh shit no think of the good stuff because they are good things. Sometimes we stay so much and in the gossip in the problems and now you know why to get into social media you seebut babe stop being so hard on yourself. You’ll be fine.
I believe in YOU ❤🎉 excited for our adventures!❤🎉
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Straighten up already! I love You . trust Yourself
Awwe darling ❤❤ mcuk
I miss him too❤
I'm down for you and for us
I miss you so much!!
I love you too
I am ready for you and thank you for letting me in cause I do want a future with you. I can't wait!!
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AFFIRM WITH FAITH & LOVE 🙏💜💜🙏
Okay, just as long as I can keep my two cats. 😻😽
don't blame yourself My love....i get what you want... it can not be.... I'm a married one and God Fearing person.
Thankyou 🤗 💜 💜💜
SW - I love you very much - yes I do miss you and love you very much.
Just leave it for two more seconds yes
Baby I am so sad about this. I was only trying to love you but it is ok to let it go. God bless you always ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Grasshopper, snoping is one of my favorite things. I saw a lot about you before you admitted it. Continue working on yourself, and at the perfect time, you will meet the precious partner for you. This will be a beautiful union for you. I will be there to cheer you on and congratulate you on a job well done. I am looking forward to a big chunk of wedding cake for my troubles. Stay strong. You got this. 😊!!!
Thank❤you❤yes❤
We both know you're never coming back.
WELCOME BACK MY HUSBAND! YOU’RE FULLY AWAKENED OW. FOLLOW UR HEART AND LISTEN TO GOD GUIDING BOTH OF US. HES IN CONTROL AND ASKING FOR OUR PATIENCE AS FAR AS HIS TIMING. I FEEL EXACTLY WHAT UR FEELING. I KNOW THINGS ARE GONNA TAKE OFF WHEN WE SEE EACHOTHER BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT THE TRUTH AND REASONS THINGS HAD TO GO DOWN THIS WAY. WE DO HAVE A LOt OF WORK HON. WE WILL HAVE ETERNITY TO MAKE UP FOR THIS SEPARATION. IN THE MEANTIME TAKE A LOt OF COLD SHOWERS LIKE YOU USED TO.💋🥵💋
I've been trying to get away from this bs for months
ASMR vibes ❤
Don't feel guilty it was over,live your present life to be happy and the future don't think about it..what about climate change
I Love You So Much Too Honey❤❤