id love to be one of those people who say “it gets better!! one day you won’t want to dissapear!!” but it’s been a year or so since i last cried to this song yet it still pulls my heart out every time. it’s gotten better. i have friends and a boyfriend and a perfect life but i still want to dissapear. you will always want to dissapear. you simply grow around the want.
Hi. I know this comment is a month old now but I’m in a very similar position. Things have gotten better but I still want to disappear quite often. “You simply grow around the want” is such a beautiful way to put it, and so much more real. It’s very empowering, I think, without being dishonest or idealistic. If someone had told me that back in the day, I think I would’ve felt comforted. I wish you the best. May you continue to grow around your desire to disappear til it becomes only a puddle in your garden. :)
thanks, as much as that won't help for now. At least I know what to look for for myself in the future. I'm lost, I constantly want to disappear. I never imagined that everyone had this will, it's so surreal that feeling, and we all have to deal with it. This desire suffocates me and grows bigger with each passing year. Things only get worse, I lose everything and get nothing back. Possibly, everyone will leave me, just like they are doing. I no longer feel pleasure in living, knowing that I'm not the only one reassures me so much... thank you
I totally get it. I've been on this huge rollecoster where yeah, things got better, they did. I kinda enjoy being here, I've become happier. Still, there are this times that come way ofter than I would like when I want to disapear. Every time I try to tell myself: "Why? Don't think about it! You're happier now! You have a lot of things you wanted! You have people that care about you" but still, that thought will never disapear. It gets easier to not let myself fall deep in them. I usually give myself a couple of hours staring at nothing, looking at the wall and thinking and then I try step by step to be up here again. It's hard, but way easy than before. I can’t say that everything will be alright but I'll keep here to see how it actually goes. Still, is so hard to not let youself fall again.
Parts of this song are relatable for me, relate to mafuyu a lot so it isn’t surprising, but I feel bad for people who relate to this song and mafuyu, I love sad the song is and how powerful it is to people. Sometimes the song feels even sadder after seeing the whole story and how this is mafuyu feelings.
Before I knew the context of the song, it made me sad. I am in a point of my life where I have no dreams or hopes for my future and this song was very relatable. But it also made me think if death was really the only way. Now that I know the ending of N25’s story, this song fills me with hope. I am in a really dark point right now but the pros to that is it can only get brighter. Stay safe, everyone
im glad you were able to find comfort and reaffirmation in the n25 story. i wish you the very best too, stay safe and take care :) perhaps the hope you found is proof that youll be able to attain so much more in the future, i do hope so. anyway thank you for this comment, it filled me with hope also. thank you for your existence
This music always make me cry Why? In lore, they are dying without noticing, even tho everyday they try to live, this music reflect their feelings. For example, when Kanade say the last phrase, she sounds like she IS crying, because she is punishing herself, and to make music and save someone, she needs a reason, something like a regret.
one of my favorite sogs like ever and it never fails to make me tear up. the lyrics the singing the music everything is so perfect and so powerfull. hits extra hard to hear it right after watching the main story
not this being my fave song from them since the first time I've heard it and singing along when I didn't even know the lyrics because to me it felt comforting....WELL SHIT NOW I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS AND UH..
Isn't that sort of how N25 is, though? Songs filled with the feelings of people who know what it feels like to want to vanish, yet composed in a way that still gives the listener heart?
@@ericathehedgefox5725 there are many reasons : controlling parents, being the golden child and everyone expects to u excellent in everything, lacking a passion, no feelings inside
If this song makes me feel sorry for itself, imagine knowing that it comes from her feelings. And it makes me soft that the other members sing it with her 🥲🥲🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
@白 空 yeah that makes sense. i was trying to say that while this song may be mafuyu's feelings, all of them share her feelings in some way. each of their individual struggles lead to the shared feeling of wanting to disappear (hence mafuyu's line in the n25 story). i probably should've explained better tho lol
The fact that I relate to this song weirds me out slightly but knowing that I can relate to something and can relate to characters even if they’re fictional does feel nice
I thought this was a hopeful song, because that's what it gives me *hope*. I'm on a very low point of my life, but I want to compose a brighter future. I am lucky and I know it, because I finally found my will to live.
That’s great! It’s amazing you found something to live for! I’m so proud of you! I know this is probably weird but I just want everyone to find peace and have a smile on their face
Been listening to this song since I started playing ProSekai and I know some few points of what the song is about but I never thought it would tear me up now reading the Eng lyrics while listening to it. It just felt like this song is meant to be shared to everyone as a voice for someone who can't fully express themselves.
actually no, if you look at the card, mizukis reflection is shown and it has the same dead eye stare as mafuyu and theyre not smiling!! tells a lot about mizuki as a character
I don’t know why this song isn’t that popular compared to other nightcord songs , I personally think this is a masterpiece, the tune , vocals and lyrics all come together to make a beautiful song that shows each member’s pain
It’s thier sekai song, it should rpbabaly fit mafuyu the most because empty sekai is made from her true feelings (tsukasa and mafuyu are the only ones with sekais made from only thier feelings but others can still impact it)
This song is such an important song in my opinion. It talks about wanting to disappear and just not exist. I’ve dealt with depression for the past 11 years, and at times, I still want to disappear to a place like the Empty Sekai. Just an empty, but safe space with no one else around (except Miku because she’s always there for you ❤) so that you can let your emotions run rampant, wallow in your feelings, and just disappear from the world for a while. But a comment from this video really says it well: “You will always want to disappear. You simply grow around the want.” Depression (and anxiety bc I deal with that too) never really goes away. Once you have it, you have it for life. But like flowers, some days, you’re just trampled on and feel so pitiful that you want to disappear, and other days, you grow around it just fine and set your face towards the sun because it’s such a great day. You just gotta ride the waves and take it one day at a time. All of that being said, I still need an Empty Sekai for me to escape to, because I’m feeling kinda depressed rn. I’m not gonna talk about it here because it’s just a small thing, but still, having that Empty Sekai sounds greeaaaaat… 😢
@@theseventrials Sending love your way ❤️ I’m not going to say “It gets better” or “You gotta tough it out” or any of that crap - dealing with depression and that desire to disappear can very much be a roller coaster. You have high days and low days and everything in between. But something that helped me with that recently is remembering that having that desire to disappear isn’t entirely a bad thing. It becomes a bad thing if that desire grows so strong that it gets to the point where you decide to take action on it. Having that desire to disappear is a sign that life is at a low right now and that you need to actively make a change to make it better. And if do not decide to act on it, then it’s your brain’s way of saying “Life sucks right now, but I’m not gonna do anything about it because it’s not my fault.” Whether it’s your fault or not, having that thought in the first place means that it’s time for a change. A change that could possibly make your life better. And if it doesn’t work out at first, you keep at it until you do. Like Kanade and Mafuyu. OK, long rant, but all of this to say that while there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, being in the dark is not entirely a bad thing either sometimes.
And before I get all sorts of angry comments, I am very well aware that s*ic*de is bad. Like, VERY bad. It is NOT the answer. Period. And if you are really struggling and that desire to disappear is strong enough for you to want to actively end it all, PLEASE look for and get the help you need. There is absolutely no shame in getting help; you don’t have to face those feelings alone. Once not only did that desire grow that big, but I also had a panic attack at that same time because I thought that having that desire was a very bad thing. (I also suffer with anxiety, for context.) And if just having that desire to disappear or just having a panic attack was bad enough, having them both AT THE SAME TIME was living hell. It was at that point that I decided to get some proper help. I had a mental health counselor that I went to and I had some pills to take, but they weren’t enough for me to manage my depression and anxiety properly. So I found a different counselor and I found a psychiatrist that can give me new medication that works. Now, I can honestly say that I’ve been better than I ever was in the past few years. All because I told someone what I was going through and got myself some help. So I’m gonna say it again because it bears repeating: PLEASE find some help if you’re really struggling. You are worth more than what you are going through; you are worth more than what you’re feeling; you are worth more than any material thing in this world. You only have one chance at life - please don’t throw it away. ❤️🩹
Y’all be sayings this is about mafuyu’s feelings. But personally from I’m seeing it actually seems to be about Kanade’s feelings mostly. But also everyone else’s as well. God poor kanade-
I feel like everyone is focused on mafuyu but no one noticed how all of them can relate to this song a lot. No hate to anyone but I feel like they all deserve to be noticed because of the fact that they all feel the same desire. No matter who’s emotions you see it through I think we can all agree that this song is straight up relatable tho🤧
Lots of people relate to this song too much, and so do I. If you're one of those people, please read this. You can do it, you can go further, don't let any humiliation get to you, I'm cheering for you everyday. and whenever any humiliation comes, don't be afraid, God is at your side, and will never leave your side. God will always have your back, don't let your darkness take over you. I love you all ❤️.
nice song! one time I was listening to this at a hockey game and the fire alarm went off and we had to evacuate the extremely crowded stadium with hundreds of people :) i love project sekai!
It’s getting bad when I’m starting to relate and pretty much Kin the whole of Nightcord at 25:00. But seriously they are my comfort when I feel like doing harm to myself.
Don’t do harm to yourself please! I hope I don’t sound annoying with this I just can’t stand to know that people are hurting so much they hurt themselves! I hope your okay and just know you are loved! Sending love and hugs to you
i've been uh. "wanting to disappear" for years, since i was a little 7 year old girl. i have survived four attempts at "disappearing" and repeated self-harm since then. i always set a deadline for myself that i would make myself "disappear" before i graduated high school. i'm eighteen now. i'm in college pursuing something i love, i have a long-term boyfriend i plan to spend the rest of my life with, i'm in therapy. i'm 8 months clean from self-harm(a record for me ever since i started at age 7) and i'm on meds that help me. sure, i still have breakdowns, and life is still hard for me, and i'll never really be "mentally healthy", but i'm getting closer and closer to happiness each day. i'm starting to learn to love life. i no longer want to disappear. it really does get better, never lose hope :) i believe in all of us
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1:48
花を咲かせようとした そうさ
種一つない土に撒いちゃいないか
の所ペイルカラー連想できて好き
id love to be one of those people who say “it gets better!! one day you won’t want to dissapear!!” but it’s been a year or so since i last cried to this song yet it still pulls my heart out every time. it’s gotten better. i have friends and a boyfriend and a perfect life but i still want to dissapear. you will always want to dissapear. you simply grow around the want.
Hi. I know this comment is a month old now but I’m in a very similar position. Things have gotten better but I still want to disappear quite often. “You simply grow around the want” is such a beautiful way to put it, and so much more real. It’s very empowering, I think, without being dishonest or idealistic. If someone had told me that back in the day, I think I would’ve felt comforted.
I wish you the best. May you continue to grow around your desire to disappear til it becomes only a puddle in your garden. :)
@@evilmikuplushie4603 Seeing these two comments touched me as well, I feel like I understand, I wish you two the best as well.
I think that touched my heart because the desire never disappeared for me over 3 years. it's always there but its okay.
thanks, as much as that won't help for now. At least I know what to look for for myself in the future. I'm lost, I constantly want to disappear. I never imagined that everyone had this will, it's so surreal that feeling, and we all have to deal with it. This desire suffocates me and grows bigger with each passing year. Things only get worse, I lose everything and get nothing back. Possibly, everyone will leave me, just like they are doing. I no longer feel pleasure in living, knowing that I'm not the only one reassures me so much... thank you
I totally get it. I've been on this huge rollecoster where yeah, things got better, they did. I kinda enjoy being here, I've become happier. Still, there are this times that come way ofter than I would like when I want to disapear. Every time I try to tell myself: "Why? Don't think about it! You're happier now! You have a lot of things you wanted! You have people that care about you" but still, that thought will never disapear. It gets easier to not let myself fall deep in them. I usually give myself a couple of hours staring at nothing, looking at the wall and thinking and then I try step by step to be up here again. It's hard, but way easy than before. I can’t say that everything will be alright but I'll keep here to see how it actually goes. Still, is so hard to not let youself fall again.
Mizuki being the one to sing “in such imperfect bodies” hurts my heart
real
I think this song is like about a depressed feelings within us and…thats why mizuki said that
1:42
@@Idk_72837 or maybe it's because they're heavily implied to be trans?? i don't know maybe... consider it?
@@kokeshi-gu2zr idk why people try to ignore mizuki's trans identity so much,, just accept it guys,, they're most likely trans
3:34に奏が歌っている後悔を頂戴って『悔やむと書いてミライ』って言う曲名からミライを頂戴って読み取れるの好き
"i want to die. i want to disappear. i don't wanna go further" really hits me deep
一緒に歌いたいけど歌詞なんやっけってなるときの歌詞
一思いにボクを刺してくれたら
いいのにな いいのにな
不条理な御託で刺してくれたら
いいのにな いいのにな
いつかゴミに出したのに
袖口に隠していた生涯
燃やせぬまま灰になれずにいたんだ
死にたい 消えたい以上ない
こんな命に期待はしないさ
故に夢に魘され
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
癒えない 見えない傷ほど
きっと瘡蓋だって出来やしないと
ボクは知っていた
悔やむと書いてミライ
生きるふりをして死んでいくのが
人生か 人生だ
それじゃボクらはどうしてこの世に
こんな未完成な身体に
未だ 心を持っているんだ
きっと拉げた如雨露で
花を咲かせようとした そうさ
種一つない土に撒いちゃいないか
だから一抜けした 捨てた
この世の流行り病のような愛も
爪の先よりも細い
底浅い友の情愛も
知らない 知りたいこともない
どうせ言葉以上の意味などないと
ボクは知っていた
悔やむと書いてミライ
片道分の蝋を持って
消さないように必死になって
わずか照らした一寸先の
穴ぼこは誰が落ちた跡？
それが人生です ボクら手にした人生なんです
生まれたこと自体が
間違いだったの？
死にたい 消えたい以上ない
こんな命に期待はしないさ
故に夢に魘され
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
癒えない 見えない傷ほど
きっと瘡蓋だって出来やしないと
ボクは知っていた
悔やむと書いてミライ
悔やむと書いて ミライ
消えたいの 消えたいの
何回だって言い聞かせた
夢も見れぬような 後悔を頂戴
以上ないであってますよ
リズムが速いから忘れるんだよねw
歌詞
💚初音ミク 🤍宵崎奏 🤎東雲絵名
❤暁山瑞希 💜朝比奈まふゆ ♡5人
🤍一思いにボクを刺してくれたら
いいのにな いいのにな
🤎不条理な御託で刺してくれたら
いいのにな いいのにな
💚🤎❤いつかゴミに出したのに
袖口に隠していた生涯
❤燃やせぬまま灰になれずにいたんだ
💚🤍💜死にたい 消えたい以上ない
こんな命に期待はしないさ
故に夢に魘(うな)され
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
💚💜❤癒えない 見えない傷ほど
きっと瘡蓋(かさぶた)だって出来やしないと
ボクは知っていた
悔やむと書いてミライ
💜生きるふりをして死んでいくのが
人生か 人生だ
❤それじゃボクらはどうしてこの世に
こんな未完成な身体に
未だ 心を持っているんだ
🤎きっと拉(ひしゃ)げた如雨露(じょうろ)で
花を咲かせようとした そうさ
種一つない土に撒いちゃいないか
🤎だから一抜けした
💚🤍🤎捨てた
この世の流行り病のような愛も
爪の先よりも細い
底浅い友(ゆう)の情愛も
💚🤍💜知らない 知りたいこともない
どうせ言葉以上の意味などないと
ボクは知っていた
悔やむと書いてミライ
❤片道分の蝋(ろう)を持って
消さないように必死になって
わずか照らした一寸先の
穴ぼこは誰が落ちた跡？
💚それが人生です
ボクら手にした人生なんです
💜生まれたこと自体が
間違いだったの？
♡死にたい 消えたい以上ない
こんな命に期待はしないさ
故に夢に魘(うな)され
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
♡癒えない 見えない傷ほど
きっと瘡蓋(かさぶた)だって出来やしないと
ボクは知っていた
💜悔やむと書いてミライ
🤍悔やむと書いて ミライ
♡消えたいの 消えたいの
何回だって言い聞かせた
夢も見れぬような
🤍後悔を頂戴
生まれたこと自体が間違いだったの？のとこで泣きそうになってしまう
ニーゴ報われてくれ、、
2:46からの
生まれたこと自体が間違いだったの？が好きすぎる……
しかもまふゆちゃんが感情をあらわにしてるのがもう……
2:51 mafuyus voice sounds so awesome here…sends chills down my spine
❤❤❤
Ikrr
『きっと瘡蓋だってできやしないと』のとこ、ずっと傷ついてて治ることがないから瘡蓋もできないんじゃないかって思って凄い辛くなった。
まふゆちゃんはいっつも冷静？に歌ってるけどこの曲の場合は感情爆発させながら歌ってる感じでいい…！
この曲はまふゆの思いから生まれたものなのでまふゆの感情を強く出しているんじゃないでしょうか
丁度！！🥰🥰
才能についての「きっと拉げた如雨露で〜」をえななんに歌わせるの過酷過ぎて好き
その後に「1抜けした」って歌うのも、絵名がニーゴの中で1番最初に現状を受け入れて前を向こうとしてるっていう感じなのも好き
多分「拉げた如雨露」→「自分で折った筆たち」を表してるのかな…？
Parts of this song are relatable for me, relate to mafuyu a lot so it isn’t surprising, but I feel bad for people who relate to this song and mafuyu, I love sad the song is and how powerful it is to people. Sometimes the song feels even sadder after seeing the whole story and how this is mafuyu feelings.
I relate to Mafuyu too. How are you doing?
@ilovemizukiakiyamatbh dunno. Feel good most of the time but then i kinda wonder how i feel then noticed that i feel really bad sometimes lmao
@@Human00002 y’all can we be friends pls 😭
@25ji are way too relatable send help fr😭
1:29 感情がない
1:42 未完成な体
1:49 土がないところに種をまく
→才能がないのに絵を描く
2:16 息遣いと語尾の苦しい感じ
2:45 感情爆発
2:56 裏声→地声
3:34 苦しそう
2:45~のまふゆちゃんが本当に好きすぎる…
Before I knew the context of the song, it made me sad. I am in a point of my life where I have no dreams or hopes for my future and this song was very relatable. But it also made me think if death was really the only way. Now that I know the ending of N25’s story, this song fills me with hope. I am in a really dark point right now but the pros to that is it can only get brighter. Stay safe, everyone
im glad you were able to find comfort and reaffirmation in the n25 story. i wish you the very best too, stay safe and take care :)
perhaps the hope you found is proof that youll be able to attain so much more in the future, i do hope so.
anyway thank you for this comment, it filled me with hope also. thank you for your existence
Thats corny asf ngl
@@Ottrpops ??
@@Ottrpops 💀
@@Ottrpopscringe comment tbh
This music always make me cry
Why? In lore, they are dying without noticing, even tho everyday they try to live, this music reflect their feelings.
For example, when Kanade say the last phrase, she sounds like she IS crying, because she is punishing herself, and to make music and save someone, she needs a reason, something like a regret.
自分の気持ちを代弁してくれるような感じになって泣ける
奏の圧倒的主人公感やばくて惚れそう
「こんな未完成な身体に」を瑞希に歌わせるのか………瑞希の未完成…
ぐさってくるやん…
どこが？？
@@亘-o7n
瑞希確か男の娘じゃなかった？
公式では無いですけど男の娘説はありますよ！
@@kura_chan09 説っていうか普通に公式みたいなもんでは
性別：？だしイベストとかもそれに沿ってるし
1:52 えななんの花を咲かせてようとし”た”の「た」が好きすぎる
この曲にニーゴの全てが詰まってると言っても過言ではない歌詞の詰め込みと、メインストーリーが3分でまとめられたような歌い方なのがめっちゃ好き
one of my favorite sogs like ever and it never fails to make me tear up. the lyrics the singing the music everything is so perfect and so powerfull. hits extra hard to hear it right after watching the main story
not this being my fave song from them since the first time I've heard it and singing along when I didn't even know the lyrics because to me it felt comforting....WELL SHIT NOW I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS AND UH..
this just happened to me oh god
Isn't that sort of how N25 is, though? Songs filled with the feelings of people who know what it feels like to want to vanish, yet composed in a way that still gives the listener heart?
this song is literally the embodiment of made to "disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed"
Thank you for liking Vocaloid songs!
it’s still kinda comforting… yk?
2:15 ここから多分奏だけど嗚咽みたいなのが入ってて好き
気づかなかった…！！！
めちゃくちゃ鳥肌たったよ〜😭
ともりる〜
I honestly feel like the lyrics each of them sing match up so well with the singer after going through the main story…
This song is brutal. I related to Mafuyu so much and knowing that the lyrics reflect her feelings? Fuck.
well,not only Mafuyu's feelings
そんな言わんくても良くね？みんなの気持ちも反映されてんだよ。
@@MeRn.01 yeah for example at 0:52 “this life i kept hidden by cuffs” meant Mizukis Idenity since their idenity is hidden from the other members
Why do you relate to mafuyu?
@@ericathehedgefox5725 there are many reasons : controlling parents, being the golden child and everyone expects to u excellent in everything, lacking a passion, no feelings inside
夢も見れぬようなの後の奏の「後悔を頂戴」と、まふゆの「生まれた事自体が間違いだったの？」が特に大好きすぎる❤
病んでる時や嫌なことがあった時や未来が不安な時にこの曲を聞くと少しだけ救われる気がするのは、きっと現実でまふまふさんがプロセカで奏が作ってるからなんだろうな
なんか本家まふまふさんのとこにも同じコメしてました？？？
@@sion1651 はい。色んな方に共感してほしくてつい笑
@@たるぎ-f8n ですよねwww二度見かけてビックリしました
knowing that this song is mafuyu's feelings... it breaks my heart
If this song makes me feel sorry for itself, imagine knowing that it comes from her feelings. And it makes me soft that the other members sing it with her 🥲🥲🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
i think it might be all their feelings, but mafuyu especially
@白 空 yeah that makes sense. i was trying to say that while this song may be mafuyu's feelings, all of them share her feelings in some way. each of their individual struggles lead to the shared feeling of wanting to disappear (hence mafuyu's line in the n25 story). i probably should've explained better tho lol
2:46 i love the way this part sounds - Rui Tanabe is really talented!
2:17の悔やむと書いてミライの｢い｣が切ない…
掠れている感じが悲しいですよね…
辛い曲だけど、心がホッとしてる感じ
The fact I relate so much to this song is sad, but it's a great song and I love them all sm
心にダメージを入れて来る曲。共感が出来すぎて聞いてらんなくなる
冷静に聞くとかなりキャラソン感ある
まふゆの「生きるフリをして死んでいくのが、人生か人生だ」
瑞希の「それじゃボクらはどうしてこの世にこんな未完成な身体に未だ心を持っているんだ」
絵名の「きっと拉げた如雨露で花を咲かせようとした、そうさ種一つない土に撒いちゃいないか」
の歌詞で泣いた
消えたいの 消えたいの ってみんなで歌ってるとこ涙しか出ない…ぐさりとくる…
消えないでね！たくさんの人があなたを愛しているので、とても寂しくなるでしょう！愛を送ります、そしてあなたの安全を祈っています！ (グーグル翻訳を使っているので、下手だったらごめんなさい)
@@OminousBellTolling凄い、慈愛に満ちてる あなたのおかげで救われた人は必ずいると思います(˶ᐢωᐢ˶)
なんだろう…瑞希ちゃんに未完成な体って
歌わせると意味深に聞こえる……
どこが？
@@マカロン-f6x
正解です…
2:10 死にたいに聴こえる、すご…
"Lets all look left and not tell mafuyu" 😭😭
2:44 has to be my favorite part i love mafuyu's vocals
友達にセカイへようこそ大作戦の招待を受けてミッション消化の為に何となく知ってたニーゴのストーリー読んでからのこれはインパクトヤバかった
そして歌詞に共感しかない
The fact that I relate to this song weirds me out slightly but knowing that I can relate to something and can relate to characters even if they’re fictional does feel nice
I thought this was a hopeful song, because that's what it gives me *hope*.
I'm on a very low point of my life, but I want to compose a brighter future.
I am lucky and I know it, because I finally found my will to live.
That’s great! It’s amazing you found something to live for! I’m so proud of you! I know this is probably weird but I just want everyone to find peace and have a smile on their face
生きるフリして死んでいくのが人生がってとこほんと好き
「後悔を頂戴」
最近のまふゆイベントにて、まふゆ母の「後悔しないようにね」というセリフがありましたが、それを踏まえて考えてみると、「後悔を頂戴」という歌詞には、
「後悔してもいいから、自分で選んだ未来を頂戴」
という想いが含まれているのかな、と思いました
シンプルにガチでこの曲好きなんだけどこれまふまふさん作ってたんだ
まふまふさんの他のやつ聞いてみようかなぁ…
2:39〜2:54の歌詞めっちゃ好き
Thank you for this video it's making my full version 3dmv alot easier to distinguish who's singing
And I will credit you thank you!
まふゆちゃんが生まれたこと自体が間違いだったのていってるところせつなすぎる(´；ω；｀)
The fact that Ena got the least lines and yet SHE DID THE BEST LIKE DAMN HER EMOTIONS DURING THE SECOMD CHORUS 😭😭😭
0:50 〜 1:00 ここ、まふゆのシンセが母親に捨てられそうになったけど母に内緒でシンセは捨てていなかった。母親には自分の夢をねじ伏せられてしまいそうになったけどまふゆの心のどこかでは母親に抵抗して看護師になりたいという夢を捨てきれずにいた。完全な操り人形、人間味を失った「灰」にはなっていない
という意味だろうか…
Been listening to this song since I started playing ProSekai and I know some few points of what the song is about but I never thought it would tear me up now reading the Eng lyrics while listening to it. It just felt like this song is meant to be shared to everyone as a voice for someone who can't fully express themselves.
やっぱまふまふさんに頼んで正解だと思う
ですね
なんかこのコメ本家で見たことあるような
@@でっていう-b1u え、そうなのか。まぁ共感者が多いってことで。。
@@555kamenrider 今頃ですいませんm(_ _)m
勝手にパクコメだと思ってました…本当に申し訳ありません
@@でっていう-b1u 逆に今頃に見てる人いて良かったと思うよ
歌詞です！
一思いにボクを刺してくれたら
いいのにな いいのにな
不条理な御託で刺してくれたら
いいのにな いいのにな
いつかゴミに出したのに
袖口に隠していた生涯
燃やせぬまま灰になれずにいたんだ
死にたい 消えたい以上ない
こんな命に期待はしないさ
故に夢に魘され
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
癒えない 見えない傷ほど
きっと瘡蓋だって出来やしないと
ボクは知っていた あぁ
悔やむと書いてミライ
生きるふりをして死んでいくのが
人生か 人生だ
それじゃボクらはどうしてこの世に
こんな未完成な身体に
未だ 心を持っているんだ
きっと拉げた如雨露で
花を咲かせようとした そうさ
種一つない土に撒いちゃいないか
だから一抜けした 捨てた
この世の流行り病のような愛も
爪の先よりも細い
底浅い友の情愛も
知らない 知りたいこともない
どうせ言葉以上の意味などないと
ボクは知っていた あぁ
悔やむと書いてミライ
片道分の蝋を持って
消さないように必死になって
わずか照らした一寸先の
穴ぼこは誰が落ちた跡？
それが人生です
ボクら手にした人生なんです あぁ
生まれたこと自体が
間違いだったの？
死にたい 消えたい以上ない
こんな命に期待はしないさ
故に夢に魘され
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
癒えない 見えない傷ほど
きっと瘡蓋だって出来やしないと
ボクは知っていた あぁ
悔やむと書いてミライ
悔やむと書いて ミライ
消えたいの 消えたいの
何回だって言い聞かせた
夢も見れぬような 後悔を頂戴
Interestingly enough, Mizuki is the only one smiling in her default three star. Not even Miku smiles.
actually no, if you look at the card, mizukis reflection is shown and it has the same dead eye stare as mafuyu and theyre not smiling!! tells a lot about mizuki as a character
check their reflection. depressing stuff.
燃やせぬまま〜
は多分えななん入ってるよ
｢夢も見れぬような｣瑞希だけ下がるのいいよな
My most favorite song ever! It gives me chills every time, and it just hits different.
まふゆの「生きるふりをして死んでいくのが…」ってとこが絶望してる、諦めてる感がして、2回めのサビの「悔やむと書いてミライ」のところと、「生まれた事自体が間違いだったの？」のところは諦めきれなくて、泣き叫んでるみたいに思える。
i like how when their voices tremble, you can really feel the emotion theyre putting into this as if your about to cry
なんかさまふゆ一緒に歌う人によって声の張り方変えてない？
ニーゴの人の声質に合わせて変えてるように聞こえる
ストーリーでも人に合わせてる節あったからそれを再現してるんかな？
器用で天才なまふゆちゃんなら十分あり得ますね…
この曲学校で週１で流れてるから覚えちゃった
(´-ω-`)ｳﾗﾔﾏ～
羨ましすぎる
学校で死〜にたい消えたいって流れるの想像したらちょっと吹いた
それ流してるのわたしのかもしれない…
(↑学校でちょくちょく流れる人)
@@mabo_1008 選曲どないなっとんや()
I broke my fingers attempting to play this song on expert…..
Master piece!
歌詞分け天才すぎる
今日新しいニーゴのイベント見終わって、やっぱここに戻ってきてしまいます。
この曲はホントに、神曲。
Bro i just love how their voices are. Mafuyu and Mizuki have powerful voices, and Ena and Kanada lean into the softer side. It just mashes well
And then there’s Miku
@@ZenitsuAgatsuma-kun yeah....
やっぱニーゴだからこそ死ぬとかそういう言葉が使えるんだよなぁ。。
I don’t know why this song isn’t that popular compared to other nightcord songs , I personally think this is a masterpiece, the tune , vocals and lyrics all come together to make a beautiful song that shows each member’s pain
これはもう全国の(特に)高校生に見てもらいたい(これを書いた当時の私が高校一年生)
Official English name is "Composing the Future"
very different from "writing a future with regret" ....
This song is perfectly describe each member of N25, especially Mafuyu.
It’s thier sekai song, it should rpbabaly fit mafuyu the most because empty sekai is made from her true feelings (tsukasa and mafuyu are the only ones with sekais made from only thier feelings but others can still impact it)
This song is such an important song in my opinion. It talks about wanting to disappear and just not exist. I’ve dealt with depression for the past 11 years, and at times, I still want to disappear to a place like the Empty Sekai. Just an empty, but safe space with no one else around (except Miku because she’s always there for you ❤) so that you can let your emotions run rampant, wallow in your feelings, and just disappear from the world for a while. But a comment from this video really says it well: “You will always want to disappear. You simply grow around the want.” Depression (and anxiety bc I deal with that too) never really goes away. Once you have it, you have it for life. But like flowers, some days, you’re just trampled on and feel so pitiful that you want to disappear, and other days, you grow around it just fine and set your face towards the sun because it’s such a great day. You just gotta ride the waves and take it one day at a time.
All of that being said, I still need an Empty Sekai for me to escape to, because I’m feeling kinda depressed rn. I’m not gonna talk about it here because it’s just a small thing, but still, having that Empty Sekai sounds greeaaaaat… 😢
I feel the same way...
@@theseventrials Sending love your way ❤️
I’m not going to say “It gets better” or “You gotta tough it out” or any of that crap - dealing with depression and that desire to disappear can very much be a roller coaster. You have high days and low days and everything in between. But something that helped me with that recently is remembering that having that desire to disappear isn’t entirely a bad thing. It becomes a bad thing if that desire grows so strong that it gets to the point where you decide to take action on it. Having that desire to disappear is a sign that life is at a low right now and that you need to actively make a change to make it better. And if do not decide to act on it, then it’s your brain’s way of saying “Life sucks right now, but I’m not gonna do anything about it because it’s not my fault.” Whether it’s your fault or not, having that thought in the first place means that it’s time for a change. A change that could possibly make your life better. And if it doesn’t work out at first, you keep at it until you do. Like Kanade and Mafuyu.
OK, long rant, but all of this to say that while there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, being in the dark is not entirely a bad thing either sometimes.
And before I get all sorts of angry comments, I am very well aware that s*ic*de is bad. Like, VERY bad. It is NOT the answer. Period. And if you are really struggling and that desire to disappear is strong enough for you to want to actively end it all, PLEASE look for and get the help you need. There is absolutely no shame in getting help; you don’t have to face those feelings alone.
Once not only did that desire grow that big, but I also had a panic attack at that same time because I thought that having that desire was a very bad thing. (I also suffer with anxiety, for context.) And if just having that desire to disappear or just having a panic attack was bad enough, having them both AT THE SAME TIME was living hell. It was at that point that I decided to get some proper help. I had a mental health counselor that I went to and I had some pills to take, but they weren’t enough for me to manage my depression and anxiety properly. So I found a different counselor and I found a psychiatrist that can give me new medication that works. Now, I can honestly say that I’ve been better than I ever was in the past few years. All because I told someone what I was going through and got myself some help.
So I’m gonna say it again because it bears repeating: PLEASE find some help if you’re really struggling. You are worth more than what you are going through; you are worth more than what you’re feeling; you are worth more than any material thing in this world. You only have one chance at life - please don’t throw it away. ❤️🩹
One time in an area conversation, mizuki thought school was boring and just went to the empty sekai instead
Y’all be sayings this is about mafuyu’s feelings. But personally from I’m seeing it actually seems to be about Kanade’s feelings mostly. But also everyone else’s as well.
God poor kanade-
Kanade is the one who lives the most between these 4 😭
What about hated by life itself-? She’s the only one that sings it-
I feel like everyone is focused on mafuyu but no one noticed how all of them can relate to this song a lot. No hate to anyone but I feel like they all deserve to be noticed because of the fact that they all feel the same desire. No matter who’s emotions you see it through I think we can all agree that this song is straight up relatable tho🤧
まふゆの「間違いだったの?」がなんか好き!
好きすぎて頭もげる...。やっぱ最高、
そこかい()
成仏してクレベ…じゃなくてクレメンス
2:50
3:26
Timestamps of eargasm.
最近････辛いことばかりあって････その時にこの曲聞くとなんか心が暖かくなる････それにこの曲に救われるようた気がするって言うか完全に救われたような気がしたっていうのか････なんかこの歌大好き････!( ^_^)
う、うれしい、、、ニーゴもこの曲作った人も好きだからめちゃくちゃ嬉しいです、、、、辛いことは長続きしないのでどうか元気になって、、、
みんなで歌ってるはずだけど吐き捨てるような瑞希の声が強くて好き3:31
自分用なんですけど
瑞希のソロのとこの歌詞、一致解釈すぎる
1:39 2:29
Lots of people relate to this song too much, and so do I. If you're one of those people, please read this.
You can do it, you can go further, don't let any humiliation get to you, I'm cheering for you everyday. and whenever any humiliation comes, don't be afraid, God is at your side, and will never leave your side. God will always have your back, don't let your darkness take over you. I love you all ❤️.
I ALMOST CRIED WHILE READING THIS TYSM 😭
Only 1 reply too.. People are too suicidal.. But don’t worry, they have read this . I’m sure they listen.
@@hermitmizukiwillcomehome *insert snorting gasp*
@@BroIAmLiterallyJeremy omg hi Mizeki
@@hermitmizukiwillcomehome ong hi mizuki4starpls
2:44 WOOOAAH I LIKE THIS PART
ストーリーに悔やむと書いてミライが来たので予習しに来ました
久しぶりに読み通してたのでストーリーが刺さりすぎてしゅごい( ՞⌓°⎞
2:30 this part makes me CRY
この曲のおかげで、私楽になった気がします…ニーゴに出会えて良かったです…
私も嬉しいです。彼らは非常に知的です 🥰🥰🤍
nice song! one time I was listening to this at a hockey game and the fire alarm went off and we had to evacuate the extremely crowded stadium with hundreds of people :) i love project sekai!
MAFUYU AT 2:45 SOUNDS SO GOOD WTF????? I LOVE THE EMOTION IN HER VOICE
It’s getting bad when I’m starting to relate and pretty much Kin the whole of Nightcord at 25:00. But seriously they are my comfort when I feel like doing harm to myself.
Don’t do harm to yourself please! I hope I don’t sound annoying with this I just can’t stand to know that people are hurting so much they hurt themselves! I hope your okay and just know you are loved! Sending love and hugs to you
@@OminousBellTolling tysm
mafumafu you will always make me want to just dissapear with your music. love you for this masterpiece.
i swear to god everytime i search up the lyrics for any n25 song its scarily depressing
Legit tho
IT MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND I GET TO CHOOSE THE SONG
悔やむと書いてミライはニーゴのみんなの気持ちが映し出されているような感じがする。
ハートマークありがとうございます！
100万再生おめでとございます
2:41 this part is so good
だから一抜けした
のとこ良すぎて毎回鳥肌
MafuMafu is a genius
i've been uh. "wanting to disappear" for years, since i was a little 7 year old girl. i have survived four attempts at "disappearing" and repeated self-harm since then. i always set a deadline for myself that i would make myself "disappear" before i graduated high school. i'm eighteen now. i'm in college pursuing something i love, i have a long-term boyfriend i plan to spend the rest of my life with, i'm in therapy. i'm 8 months clean from self-harm(a record for me ever since i started at age 7) and i'm on meds that help me. sure, i still have breakdowns, and life is still hard for me, and i'll never really be "mentally healthy", but i'm getting closer and closer to happiness each day. i'm starting to learn to love life.
i no longer want to disappear.
it really does get better, never lose hope :)
i believe in all of us
ストーリー読んだ後だと印象違う
あなたは真実を話しました、物語を見た後、歌は私に悪寒を与えました、そして私はまだ持っています 🥲
I LOVE THIS SONG