My life is a mess or more to say my mind is at fault. I try to live for my parents but sometimes i just .....I don't know anymore. I don't want them to be disappointed in me i guess. I am only 27 years old and I already feel the need to retire 😅 I'm too tired for this shit. Sometimes i can feel my heart beating so slow.....i just wonder ...why don't you just stop(my heart) ? And then I just,laugh. Have i gone crazy already or what? I don't know,maybe. Anyway it's not about me. But i'm so so happy to see you going on and do what you really love and letting us see a part of you're true self , you really inspire a lot of people and encourage them to go on because even if life seem so boring bcuz some think they don't do big things it's really not like that. Life can be beautiful sometimes and we must enjoy every little thing it's thrown on our way. ^^ Yongguk,you're really a beautiful person inside and out and I consider myself really lucky to know such a person even if not face to face but i'm happy i know about you for so many years. We grew up along with you. I really love and appreciate you. Fighting! Never stop being who you really are.❤️
Your songs have never been a failure. You have never been a failure. You were a victim of circumstance. Your company used you because it was cheaper than hiring an outside producer. Your talents were taken advantage of and you were exploited. Please do not ever feel bad about that time. You gave your fans a lot to cherish. We are glad for the memories you gave us and happy that you are feeling much better now. I wish for your continued happiness.
I loved you then and I love you now even more, because you showing yourself, that who you really are. Smile whne you are happy and cry when you want to cry. Never hide your true emotions, we will stay with you no matter what.
I'm B.A.P fan since 2013 ... i wasn't with them since debut but all members giving me "family vibe". I think of them as one of my biggest source of happiness cuse of their songs. Once I fell in love with them and now it last for 9 years i think... They were my first kpop love and still B.A.P's my No.1 group in kpop - even if they aren't active as team. I support and look for every activity of all members. I'm proud of them. I'm really really proud of me being Baby ♥ I'm watching this video and my heart is in pain to hear that the man who, through his work, made my life become brighter, suffered so much. It's really sad to hear that. Also I'm so thankful for uploading this video and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us about your hardships which you went through. I hope from now you'll only do what you want and how you want. I wish you success and as many pleasant moments in your life as possible. Less worries and much more precious moments. I wish all the best for you and B.A.P members.
The B.A.P name held him down for so long 😭 But at the same time, his members were his brothers 😭 I understand why he feels this way. The world is so toxic.
Being a fan after so long, seeing him talking about his inner struggle back in those days make me so proud of where he is now. We're strong because of you're music, thank you for accompany us during our darkest moment ♥
생각해보면 데뷔초의 용국오빠는 내 또래였을 때인데 리더라는 이름으로 얼마나 큰 짐을 지고 있었는지 가늠이 안 된다.. 지금의 나에게 그런 짐을 지고 웃고 싶지 않은데 웃고 사람들을 만나야한다? 절대 못 할 듯... 지금까지 그걸 모두 혼자 버텨왔다는 걸 생각하면 정말 대단한 사람이다. 지금 이 영상으로 용국오빠의 속내를 알 수 있어서 참 다행이라고 생각한다. 영상을 찍으면서 전에 있던, 그리고 지금의 용국오빠의 속마음을 말해줘서 고맙다고 말해주고 싶다. 데뷔 때부터 쭉 지켜봐온 팬으로서 영상을 보면서 느낀 이 감정이 어떤지 콕 집어서 말할 순 없지만 한 가지 확실한 건 나는 여전히 용국오빠를 응원하고 사랑하고 존경한다는 점이다.
자신의 많은 생각과 감성을 음악으로 표출해낼 수 있는 뮤지션! 그의 노래가 슬프고 왠지 힘들어보이고 그랬는데..진짜 힘들었구나. B.A.P를 안지 2개월 반? 이전 영상들을 무쟈게봤었다 데뷔하고 첨 엄청 밝고 그랬는데 점점 차분해지고 말수가 줄었는데.. 부담감에 그랬던거니..안쓰러워 울었다.. 댓글에 팬들이 말한것처럼 꼭 안아주고 싶다. 그동안 너무 애썼으니 이제 너가 하고싶은 것들을 하면서 맘 편히 살았으면한다고.. 건강하고... 행복하길..바란다고.. 말하고싶다
5년동안 좋아하다가 간만에 생각이 나서 영상을 찾아보게 됐어요. 마냥 밝아만 보였던 전남친의 깊은 속얘기를 예고없이 전해들은 기분..? 멍해요.. 마냥 어리고 천진난만했을 때의 저는 그때의 오빠를 좋아했지만 지금보니 지금의 오빠가 더 매력있었네요ㅋ. 앞으로도 본인을 가감없이 마구마구 드러내주세요. 팬들도, 저도, 오빠또한 다 같은 사람이고 평범한 사람임을 이제는 알지 않을까요. 성인이 되고 세상 풍파 다 겪고나서야 제가 오빠의 노래를 제대로 이해할 수 있게된 것이 아쉬우면서 기뻐요. 가사가 이렇게 꽂힐 수가 없네요. 항상 뒤에서 묵묵히 응원하고 있겠습니다. 화이팅!
모든 사람이 그렇듯, 한 사람을 바라볼 때 밝은 모습만 보려 했던 것같다. 나조차도 늘 행복할 수 없는 아이라는 걸 알면서도. 그 사람을 좋아하는 이유 하나만으로, 우상으로 삼고- 내가 좋아한 부분만을 바라봤던 그 어린시절의 나를 대신하여 미안하다는 말을 하고 싶다. 9년째 오빠를 알아갈 수 있어서 너무 감사하고, 지난 오빠의 시간들을 이렇게나마 바라볼 수 있음에 감사해요 행복이란 감정을 딱 정의 내리긴 어렵지만, 힘든 일이 있어도 자기 자신을 잃지 않으면 그것을 행복이라 불러도 괜찮을 것같아요. 힘든 시간동안 옆에서 바라보기만 하는것이 전부라 응원밖에 못했는데, 이렇게 응원하는 것이 오빠한테 부담이 아닌, 힘이라면 이렇게 늘 응원하겠습니다:) 솔직한 모든 모습들을 보여줘서 고맙고 무대 위의 오빠 모습도 좋아했지만, 아무도 없는 고요 속의 오빠도 궁금했던 사람이 있다는 것을 알아줘요. 무슨 모습을 하고 있던, 그 모습이 오빠 그자체라면 좋아해요 어떤 타이틀이 아닌, 방용국으로서의 음악 기대할게요! 여전히 세상의 한 사람으로 존경합니다.
B.A.P때 화려한 모습도 솔로 모습도 평상시 그냥 술자리 모습도 전부 아름다웠어요. 그 어떤 모습도 방용국이라는건 변하지 않으니깐 늘 멋있었구요. 압박감 느꼈을 때 그래서 우울에 극한에 닿았을 때 오빠 노래 들으면서 좀 위로됐던거 같아요. 꾸준히 노래 내줘서 고마워요😄그러니 은퇴하지마요...
현재 나보다도 어린나이에 리더라는 이름으로 작곡가라는 이름으로 큰짐을 지고있엇는지 .... 오빠도 팬들에게 일상생활보여주고싶고 웃으면서 장난치고 이런모습을 보여주고싶엇단거였잖아... 진짜 슬퍼..... 이런 모습을 보여주기까지 고민도 했겟고 걱정도 됬겟지?? 근데 나는 이런모습을 볼수잇다는게 한편으로 고마움이 잇오요 본인 마음을 들어내는게 쉽지 않앗을텐데 이렇게 보여줘서 고마워요♡ 내가 해줄수잇는게 응원하는거밖엔없지만 앞으로도 지금처럼 응원할께여!! 방용국이짱이다!
방용국이란 인간을 다 이해할 순 없겠지만 b.a.p라는 그룹을 이끌었던 사람으로써 이렇게 자신의 날 것을 이야기하고 카메라에 담기까지 얼마나 많은 시간과 경험 그리고 용기가 있었을 지 정말 상상조차 할 수 없네요 이걸 볼 지 모르겠지만 저도 제 자신이 정말 오빠 말그대로 찌질해 보일 때가 많아요 거울을 보거나 집에 혼자있을 때 내 행동들을 되돌아보면. 그런데 다른사람들도 대부분 똑같고 그렇게 행동할거에요. 똑같이 주어진 인생이라는 도화지 그 안에서 자신이 노력해서 만들어내거나 이루어낸 성과, 작업물, 그리고 가치관이 그 사람을 만들고 보여준다 생각해요 제가 2012년 초등학교 5학년때부터 오빠의 음악을 듣고 지금까지 응원하는 이유는 방용국이라는 사람의 생각과 가치관에서 나온 작업물들이 제가하는 생각과 많이 공감되고 그걸 표현하는 방식이 대단하다고 느껴서에요. 그게 방용국이라는 사람의 모습을 보여주는 거라 생각하고 오빠는 생각보다 더더욱 대단하고 멋진 사람이에요 부당하다 느끼는 점이나 하고싶은 말을 자신의 방식으로 표현하는 능력을 가졌어요 자신의 모습을 있는그대로 수용하고 그 능력을 어느방면이든 마음대로 펼쳤으면 좋겠어요 고맙고 사랑하고 존경하고 응원합니다🖤
I think Babys are the only fans who felt happy when their artists finally disbanded and left the company. I don’t really know what to say while watching this video, my feelings are complicated. I remember when I met you for the first time after a concert I was so stressed I didn’t know what to do, but you smiled at me brightly and I could only give you back a big smile, your smile is just so powerful ❤️ I will always support you and I hope you will keep smiling while doing what you love, always ❤️❤️
Another point that shows how amazing Yongguk is as a human being is the fact that he put subtitles both in English and Korean, which makes the documentary so inclusive both to foreigners and deaf people! Yongguk, it’s so admirable and respectable that you’re releasing such personal stories to everyone, I’m so touched and it just makes me admire you even more!
I remember when it was posted on social media about yongguk feeling responsible for bap songs not doing well on Korean charts and stuff like that but this is the first time I’ve heard him say it himself…. I really wish he didn’t think like that because he made a lot of songs that got me through tough times, hospital stays and depressive episodes….
진짜 많이 힘들었겠다 혹독하게 외롭고 슬펐겠다 감히 위로하거나 고마워하기 조심스러울만큼 헤아릴 수 없는 수많은 순간들과 감정들이 있었겠죠 저는 팬이라는 작고 먼 존재일 뿐이지만 꼭 안아주고 싶다고 얘기하고 싶어요 방용국이라는 사람을 형용하는 어떤 단어에도 갇히지 않길 바라요 모든 순간이 그냥 방용국의 모습인거니까요 그리고 저는 그런 방용국이라는 사람에게 사랑과 존경을 힘껏 보내고 싶어요 천천히 오래 이야기 해주세요 ; )
You are a bright person indeed. You are so strong , you came through all this toxic situation and still you are a bright and warm person. I respect you !
I just came back from watching a shred of this video on tiktok (the -¨I was a bright person¨-part). I can't stop crying of how much you were and are suffering from all that happened and all that you have been through 😔
I appreciate you for uploading this anticipating documentary very much. Being able to watch this side of you feels very personal. Please always continue to do what you love. I will support you till the end. Love and respect🖤
When he said "I worked insteand of playing with friends so B.A.P. could grow" that nearly broke my heart to see how much he placed on himself and how much pressure people put on him. Please keep smiling because you found joy and not because you feel you have to.
얼마나 사람이 힘들면 내가 싫어지고 한심하고 뭣같다 생각했는데 지금와서 보니까 나에게 너무 잔인했던것같아요 내노력을 인정하지 않았다는게.. 당시에 나는 최선이었고 노력했다고.. 그건 분명한 사실이었는데 말이죠 인생을 허투로 살지 않았기에 너무 열심히 살려구 노력을 하다보니까 미처 나를 돌보지 못했나봐요
저는 오빠의 어두운면도 밝은면 둘다 다 좋아요 온전한 인간 방용국의 모습도 좋고 아이돌 방용국 모습도 좋고 그냥 다 좋아요 아팠던 시간 지나고 여전히 음악해줘서 고맙고 앞으로도 계속 음악해줬으면 좋겠어요 B.A.P가 해체하고 너무 슬펐지만 오빠가 너무 행복해보이고 가벼워졌다는게 눈에 보이니까 그래 오빠가 행복하면 됐지 오빠가 하고 싶은 음악 평생하면서 원래 존나 밝았던 방용국 모습도 많이 보여주세요 언제나 사랑해요 오빠❤️
예쁘고 귀여운 내 아기 방용국 너는 언제나 우리의 방용국일거야 리더로서 래퍼로서 수줍은 남자로 지적인 남자로서 아주 지적이고 약간의 어둠은 있지만 괜찮아 완벽한 인간은 없어 , 세상에서 가장 아름다운 미소로, 고통스러운 과거를 가지고 있지만, 계속되고 있으며 계속해서 싸우고, 지금과 같이 진심으로, 음악에 대한 사랑으로 계속되기를 바랍니다. 당신의 영혼의, 당신은 항상 왕의 왕이 될 것입니다, 우리는 당신을 존경합니다, 콜롬비아에서 큰 포옹
Dear Yongguk, please know that you can always show us any side of you, happy or sad, we will be there. When we say we wish to see you smile, it is because we wish for you to be happy. But if that is not the case, then we can cry together. Either way, we are here for you ❤
인간 방용국 ! 한없이 어른스럽게만 보였었는데 생각해보니 지나온 시간들이 지금 내 나이, 나보다 어릴때였던걸 생각하니 참... 기분이 그랬는데 20대를 그리 보내며 정말 성실함과 팬들에 대한 사랑 봉사 책임감으로 버텼지 싶네요 어떤 모습이라도 멋지고 여전히 좋고 데뷔전부터 팬이었으니 벌써 10년이 넘었나... 하고싶은거 다해!!!! 그리고 여전히 긍정적인 에너지 받고 갑니다 앨범도 너무 좋았고 영와일드앤프리 개인적으로 정말 멋지다 생각하고 무대마다 비엪 표정도 몸도 밝아지는게 닭살돋아요 정주행 추천 ㅎㅅㅎ
Do you know the feeling when you have a lot to say but it seems like there aren't enough words? I feel like that after watching this. Yongguk has been through a lot and still lives with the consequences of what has happened. But he seems to be full of life and desire to live and share what he can with us. I'm really grateful to be able to follow him and see what he's capable of doing at his own pace. I hope we get to see more of his goofy and talkative side. I really enjoyed this episode. Thank you Bang Yongguk 💛
My heart is really hurt watching this. Just how worst TShit went that turned Yongguk like that? I cant imagine the amount of pain they went thru during the lawsuit. But past is past. Im so glad you sharing this to us Yongguk. I wish you nothing but happiness from this onwards. Do all the things you couldnt do that time. Do whatever makes you happy. I really just want to see you happy and laugh without being forced. I love you.
You know what, Yongguk? Your songs were not failures! Never! Your songs are great! They help us going thru our dark times. It's the system worked in the Kpop industry that is sucks. So toxic. At least, i've realized it now. Bcs good songs arent valued by its music anymore, but popularity. It has became a meaningless competition.
BYG, if you read this. I just want to say thank you for all the memories of BAP that you gave us. Now, keep being yourself and thank you for existing. LESSSSGO MY BOYY 🐅
It's hard to know I am just a fan out there and I don't even know Korean so my words are probably never going to reach you, but I still need to try because I want to tell you so many things. People like me, fans, never thought you were a dark person. We were walking down that road next to you and we knew it was not easy for you. We never judged you, we hated your company and we understood what was going on. Fans and your members aren't like your company. We never thought what you did could be a failure or that if something went wrong it was going to be your fault just because you were the leader. You worked so hard for your members and for us and that was more than enough. You needed rest. You needed to live. You needed peace. You should have had that. You were not responsible for your group. Your company was. Nothing was your fault, it was theirs. Your fans always knew you were a bright person. We knew what you liked, knew you loved to hang out with your friends and we knew that sometimes you laughed only because you had to. We knew you were having a hard time and we hated it. We only wanted you to be safe and when you released your solo album, an album full of sincerity telling us your true feelings, I felt devastated but also good because it meant you were ready to trust us, to show us what you were going through. I was always proud of you but in that moment I felt extremely proud. I came to see you on tour and I didn't scream in the crowd because I knew how hard it was for you not so long ago and because I struggle mentally too and I know when things get too bright and loud. It also didn't feel too appropriate to yell like a crazy fan while you were singing about your struggles. I cried while you performed and thanked you a million times. The crowd did the same and interacted with you when you felt like it. I felt like I was at home. Fans want you to have that. We want you to perform only when you feel like it. We want you to work only when you feel like it. We want you to prioritize your feelings because that's OUR PRIORITY. You. We don't want you to smile when you're not okay. We want you to cry with us, to be honest, to show us every little part of yourself because we have always loved you like that. We want you to curse, to release every kind of music you feel like releasing (we are not going to think it's a failure), to cry, to laugh, to hang out with your friends, to talk about what you love and what you hate, to be revolutionary, to be Bang Yongguk. Because we have always loved you like that. I am sorry we haven't showed you that before.
사람이 어떻게 행복만 하나요 다시 이렇게 볼 수 있음에 감사하고 모든 당신의 오늘을 사랑합니다 오빠의 넘치는 노력에 위로를 받고 살아갈 수 있었던 저는 주제넘지만 힘이 되어드리고 싶어요 전혀 부족하지 않고 무대위 모습 뿐만이 아닌 사람 방용국으로 오늘도 내일도 사랑하고 더 가까워지는 것 같아서 좋아요
I'm crying, the company really destroyed him from the beginning. I'm so glad he is free and can do whatever he wants now. Please, be happy from now on, Yongguk. That's all I wish for you ❤
As much as I miss BAP, seeing Yongguk being truly himself and in a much happier state now is honestly more important to me as a fan. I know he will always care about the members and vice versa, and while I still hope to one day see BAP come together to release music again, I hope that they will do it because they truly want to and without the weight or labels of being an “idol” group. I just want them all to be happy and doing what they love.
I truly appreciate you and love 💕 you for being so transparent, sharing your truth. I will always support you and continue to do you and take one day at a time. Nothing but love ❤️ 4 u 🥰
ياحبيبي😭😭😭😭😭
اتمنى انك تعرف تسوي انعاش ... لانك من اول معرفتك اخذت انفاسي😭😭🥂
나는 용국이를 마니 보고싶은데 방송에 마니 나왔음하는데 그걸 안좋아하는 용국이 아이러니하다 그러나 오래 봐야하니까 니가 하고 싶은거 다해 늘 응원할께
Baps music was never a failure. They were just ahead of their time. Korea just didn’t appreciate it enough.
My life is a mess or more to say my mind is at fault.
I try to live for my parents but sometimes i just .....I don't know anymore.
I don't want them to be disappointed in me i guess.
I am only 27 years old and I already feel the need to retire 😅 I'm too tired for this shit.
Sometimes i can feel my heart beating so slow.....i just wonder ...why don't you just stop(my heart) ? And then I just,laugh. Have i gone crazy already or what? I don't know,maybe.
Anyway it's not about me.
But i'm so so happy to see you going on and do what you really love and letting us see a part of you're true self , you really inspire a lot of people and encourage them to go on because even if life seem so boring bcuz some think they don't do big things it's really not like that.
Life can be beautiful sometimes and we must enjoy every little thing it's thrown on our way. ^^
Yongguk,you're really a beautiful person inside and out and I consider myself really lucky to know such a person even if not face to face but i'm happy i know about you for so many years.
We grew up along with you.
I really love and appreciate you.
Fighting! Never stop being who you really are.❤️
내가 생각했던 것보다 더 오래 견뎌왔구나
Your songs have never been a failure. You have never been a failure. You were a victim of circumstance. Your company used you because it was cheaper than hiring an outside producer. Your talents were taken advantage of and you were exploited. Please do not ever feel bad about that time. You gave your fans a lot to cherish. We are glad for the memories you gave us and happy that you are feeling much better now. I wish for your continued happiness.
I loved you then and I love you now even more, because you showing yourself, that who you really are. Smile whne you are happy and cry when you want to cry. Never hide your true emotions, we will stay with you no matter what.
I'm B.A.P fan since 2013 ... i wasn't with them since debut but all members giving me "family vibe". I think of them as one of my biggest source of happiness cuse of their songs. Once I fell in love with them and now it last for 9 years i think... They were my first kpop love and still B.A.P's my No.1 group in kpop - even if they aren't active as team. I support and look for every activity of all members. I'm proud of them. I'm really really proud of me being Baby ♥
I'm watching this video and my heart is in pain to hear that the man who, through his work, made my life become brighter, suffered so much. It's really sad to hear that. Also I'm so thankful for uploading this video and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us about your hardships which you went through. I hope from now you'll only do what you want and how you want. I wish you success and as many pleasant moments in your life as possible. Less worries and much more precious moments. I wish all the best for you and B.A.P members.
The B.A.P name held him down for so long 😭
But at the same time, his members were his brothers 😭
I understand why he feels this way. The world is so toxic.
너무 가슴이 아파
너의 우울까지 사랑해 너의 모든 모습을 사랑해 하고싶은거 다 하고 행복하고 건강만했으면 좋겠어
Being a fan after so long, seeing him talking about his inner struggle back in those days make me so proud of where he is now. We're strong because of you're music, thank you for accompany us during our darkest moment ♥
I love seeing him free and more bright after leaving the Voldemort's company🤧
내 사랑하는 빵 홧팅 나쁜 TS 잊어 우린 다 니편이야 하고 싶은거 다해 빵 용국이는 웃는게 이뻐
생각해보면 데뷔초의 용국오빠는 내 또래였을 때인데 리더라는 이름으로 얼마나 큰 짐을 지고 있었는지 가늠이 안 된다.. 지금의 나에게 그런 짐을 지고 웃고 싶지 않은데 웃고 사람들을 만나야한다? 절대 못 할 듯... 지금까지 그걸 모두 혼자 버텨왔다는 걸 생각하면 정말 대단한 사람이다. 지금 이 영상으로 용국오빠의 속내를 알 수 있어서 참 다행이라고 생각한다. 영상을 찍으면서 전에 있던, 그리고 지금의 용국오빠의 속마음을 말해줘서 고맙다고 말해주고 싶다. 데뷔 때부터 쭉 지켜봐온 팬으로서 영상을 보면서 느낀 이 감정이 어떤지 콕 집어서 말할 순 없지만 한 가지 확실한 건 나는 여전히 용국오빠를 응원하고 사랑하고 존경한다는 점이다.
시간아 달려쥐 울오빠 언능 보게
Whenever I see him, I just really wanted to hug him tightly 🥺🥺🥺
오빠 얼굴이 너무 좋다 🥰daisuki💓💓
Just want you to know I’m a babyz and I’m always here for B.A.P and you BANG YONG GUK !
오빠 사랑해
If in the future we cross path and you're sad, it's okay if you don't smile. We won't make you smile. We still adore you.
솜사탕을 너무 귀엽다 오빠
오빠 하고 싶은 거 다해!!!!
🤎🧡🖤💚🤍
매주 금요일만 기다리는 이유.... 솜사탕을 너한테 준다그럴 때 시사회장에 있던 사람들 다 기절했었는데ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 킬링포인트
غمض عينك شفت الضلام ذا؟؟هذي حياتي بدونك😉
자신의 많은 생각과 감성을 음악으로 표출해낼 수 있는 뮤지션!
그의 노래가 슬프고 왠지 힘들어보이고 그랬는데..진짜 힘들었구나.
B.A.P를 안지 2개월 반?
이전 영상들을 무쟈게봤었다
데뷔하고 첨 엄청 밝고 그랬는데 점점 차분해지고 말수가 줄었는데.. 부담감에 그랬던거니..안쓰러워 울었다..
댓글에 팬들이 말한것처럼 꼭 안아주고 싶다.
그동안 너무 애썼으니 이제 너가 하고싶은 것들을 하면서 맘 편히 살았으면한다고..
건강하고... 행복하길..바란다고.. 말하고싶다
Let Burn It again 🔥🔥
두근두근
"I think YG can do this kind of music now because that time also existed"
youngjae seeing the bright side more than us ♥
그냥 용국이라서 좋았었는데 미안해 진다. B.A.P의 리더였을때 지금도 용국이라서 그냥 좋아. 뭐든 응원할께 더더 밝아지고 용국이가 하고싶은거 다 해 !!
5년동안 좋아하다가 간만에 생각이 나서 영상을 찾아보게 됐어요. 마냥 밝아만 보였던 전남친의 깊은 속얘기를 예고없이 전해들은 기분..? 멍해요.. 마냥 어리고 천진난만했을 때의 저는 그때의 오빠를 좋아했지만 지금보니 지금의 오빠가 더 매력있었네요ㅋ. 앞으로도 본인을 가감없이 마구마구 드러내주세요. 팬들도, 저도, 오빠또한 다 같은 사람이고 평범한 사람임을 이제는 알지 않을까요. 성인이 되고 세상 풍파 다 겪고나서야 제가 오빠의 노래를 제대로 이해할 수 있게된 것이 아쉬우면서 기뻐요. 가사가 이렇게 꽂힐 수가 없네요. 항상 뒤에서 묵묵히 응원하고 있겠습니다. 화이팅!
그냥 방용국이 좋아요
고마워 미안해 방용국..🤍
Yongguk : 'do I look like celeb'
Me : 'you look like yongnam oppa'
모든 사람이 그렇듯, 한 사람을 바라볼 때 밝은 모습만 보려 했던 것같다. 나조차도 늘 행복할 수 없는 아이라는 걸 알면서도.
그 사람을 좋아하는 이유 하나만으로, 우상으로 삼고- 내가 좋아한 부분만을 바라봤던 그 어린시절의 나를 대신하여 미안하다는 말을 하고 싶다.
9년째 오빠를 알아갈 수 있어서 너무 감사하고, 지난 오빠의 시간들을 이렇게나마 바라볼 수 있음에 감사해요
행복이란 감정을 딱 정의 내리긴 어렵지만, 힘든 일이 있어도 자기 자신을 잃지 않으면 그것을 행복이라 불러도 괜찮을 것같아요.
힘든 시간동안 옆에서 바라보기만 하는것이 전부라 응원밖에 못했는데, 이렇게 응원하는 것이 오빠한테 부담이 아닌, 힘이라면 이렇게 늘 응원하겠습니다:)
솔직한 모든 모습들을 보여줘서 고맙고
무대 위의 오빠 모습도 좋아했지만, 아무도 없는 고요 속의 오빠도 궁금했던 사람이 있다는 것을 알아줘요.
무슨 모습을 하고 있던, 그 모습이 오빠 그자체라면 좋아해요
어떤 타이틀이 아닌, 방용국으로서의 음악 기대할게요!
여전히 세상의 한 사람으로 존경합니다.
this is very emotional :(( i hope other bap members could have this kind of chance to talk about the past if they willing to.
You look the best when you smile 🥰 your smile makes me feel happy ♥️
이제 좋은일만 남았어요
ขอบคุณที่พี่ผ่านมันมาได้ ขอบคุณคนรอบตัวพี่ ที่ช่วยให้พี่ผ่านช่วงเวลาที่ยากลำบากนั้น จากนี้ไปขอให้พี่ยิ้มเพราะพี่อยากยิ้มจริงๆ ขอให้พี่มีความสุข รักและสนับสนุนตลอดนะคะ🖤🖤
B.A.P때 화려한 모습도 솔로 모습도 평상시 그냥 술자리 모습도 전부 아름다웠어요. 그 어떤 모습도 방용국이라는건 변하지 않으니깐 늘 멋있었구요. 압박감 느꼈을 때 그래서 우울에 극한에 닿았을 때 오빠 노래 들으면서 좀 위로됐던거 같아요. 꾸준히 노래 내줘서 고마워요😄그러니 은퇴하지마요...
Thank you for being honest. Ugh! I am so happy that you choose making a live than making a living by being an idol 😭🤍
Te amo ❤️❤️❤️bang yongguk 🐯💚🐰
현재 나보다도 어린나이에 리더라는 이름으로 작곡가라는 이름으로 큰짐을 지고있엇는지 .... 오빠도 팬들에게 일상생활보여주고싶고 웃으면서 장난치고 이런모습을 보여주고싶엇단거였잖아... 진짜 슬퍼.....
이런 모습을 보여주기까지 고민도 했겟고 걱정도 됬겟지??
근데 나는 이런모습을 볼수잇다는게 한편으로 고마움이 잇오요 본인 마음을 들어내는게 쉽지 않앗을텐데 이렇게 보여줘서 고마워요♡
내가 해줄수잇는게 응원하는거밖엔없지만
앞으로도 지금처럼 응원할께여!! 방용국이짱이다!
방용국이란 인간을 다 이해할 순 없겠지만 b.a.p라는 그룹을 이끌었던 사람으로써 이렇게 자신의 날 것을 이야기하고 카메라에 담기까지 얼마나 많은 시간과 경험 그리고 용기가 있었을 지 정말 상상조차 할 수 없네요
이걸 볼 지 모르겠지만 저도 제 자신이 정말 오빠 말그대로 찌질해 보일 때가 많아요 거울을 보거나 집에 혼자있을 때 내 행동들을 되돌아보면. 그런데 다른사람들도 대부분 똑같고 그렇게 행동할거에요. 똑같이 주어진 인생이라는 도화지 그 안에서 자신이 노력해서 만들어내거나 이루어낸 성과, 작업물, 그리고 가치관이 그 사람을 만들고 보여준다 생각해요
제가 2012년 초등학교 5학년때부터 오빠의 음악을 듣고 지금까지 응원하는 이유는 방용국이라는 사람의 생각과 가치관에서 나온 작업물들이 제가하는 생각과 많이 공감되고 그걸 표현하는 방식이 대단하다고 느껴서에요. 그게 방용국이라는 사람의 모습을 보여주는 거라 생각하고 오빠는 생각보다 더더욱 대단하고 멋진 사람이에요
부당하다 느끼는 점이나 하고싶은 말을 자신의 방식으로 표현하는 능력을 가졌어요 자신의 모습을 있는그대로 수용하고 그 능력을 어느방면이든 마음대로 펼쳤으면 좋겠어요 고맙고 사랑하고 존경하고 응원합니다🖤
I think Babys are the only fans who felt happy when their artists finally disbanded and left the company. I don’t really know what to say while watching this video, my feelings are complicated.
I remember when I met you for the first time after a concert I was so stressed I didn’t know what to do, but you smiled at me brightly and I could only give you back a big smile, your smile is just so powerful ❤️ I will always support you and I hope you will keep smiling while doing what you love, always ❤️❤️
흑흑
Another point that shows how amazing Yongguk is as a human being is the fact that he put subtitles both in English and Korean, which makes the documentary so inclusive both to foreigners and deaf people!
Yongguk, it’s so admirable and respectable that you’re releasing such personal stories to everyone, I’m so touched and it just makes me admire you even more!
I remember when it was posted on social media about yongguk feeling responsible for bap songs not doing well on Korean charts and stuff like that but this is the first time I’ve heard him say it himself…. I really wish he didn’t think like that because he made a lot of songs that got me through tough times, hospital stays and depressive episodes….
진짜 많이 힘들었겠다 혹독하게 외롭고 슬펐겠다 감히 위로하거나 고마워하기 조심스러울만큼 헤아릴 수 없는 수많은 순간들과 감정들이 있었겠죠 저는 팬이라는 작고 먼 존재일 뿐이지만 꼭 안아주고 싶다고 얘기하고 싶어요 방용국이라는 사람을 형용하는 어떤 단어에도 갇히지 않길 바라요 모든 순간이 그냥 방용국의 모습인거니까요 그리고 저는 그런 방용국이라는 사람에게 사랑과 존경을 힘껏 보내고 싶어요 천천히 오래 이야기 해주세요 ; )
"I'm not dark person, really"
Don't think anything just enjoy your life Mr.Bang♥♥
Mi amor lo has hecho bien
Siempre te apoyaré 😍😘😘
You are a bright person indeed. You are so strong , you came through all this toxic situation and still you are a bright and warm person. I respect you !
I just came back from watching a shred of this video on tiktok (the -¨I was a bright person¨-part). I can't stop crying of how much you were and are suffering from all that happened and all that you have been through 😔
I appreciate you for uploading this anticipating documentary very much. Being able to watch this side of you feels very personal. Please always continue to do what you love. I will support you till the end. Love and respect🖤
BABYz all around the world will always support you, thanks for sharing this to us. We will wait for your return.
자랑스럽고 고마운 우리 리더
Yongguk ah, let just meet somewhere later as friend
🖤🖤🖤
When he said "I worked insteand of playing with friends so B.A.P. could grow" that nearly broke my heart to see how much he placed on himself and how much pressure people put on him. Please keep smiling because you found joy and not because you feel you have to.
This just broke me and put me back together, because somehow in certain things you spoke about I could see me reflection.
얼마나 사람이 힘들면 내가 싫어지고 한심하고 뭣같다 생각했는데 지금와서 보니까 나에게 너무 잔인했던것같아요 내노력을 인정하지 않았다는게.. 당시에 나는 최선이었고 노력했다고.. 그건 분명한 사실이었는데 말이죠 인생을 허투로 살지 않았기에 너무 열심히 살려구 노력을 하다보니까 미처 나를 돌보지 못했나봐요
저는 오빠의 어두운면도 밝은면 둘다 다 좋아요
온전한 인간 방용국의 모습도 좋고 아이돌 방용국 모습도 좋고 그냥 다 좋아요 아팠던 시간 지나고 여전히 음악해줘서 고맙고 앞으로도 계속 음악해줬으면 좋겠어요 B.A.P가 해체하고 너무 슬펐지만 오빠가 너무 행복해보이고 가벼워졌다는게 눈에 보이니까 그래 오빠가 행복하면 됐지 오빠가 하고 싶은 음악 평생하면서 원래 존나 밝았던 방용국 모습도 많이 보여주세요 언제나 사랑해요 오빠❤️
비에이피 명곡들 역주행 해야합니다....... 숨듣명이 얼마나 많은데요...... 컴백할때마다 수록곡들도 다 너무 좋고...하
예쁘고 귀여운 내 아기 방용국 너는 언제나 우리의 방용국일거야 리더로서 래퍼로서 수줍은 남자로 지적인 남자로서 아주 지적이고 약간의 어둠은 있지만 괜찮아 완벽한 인간은 없어 , 세상에서 가장 아름다운 미소로, 고통스러운 과거를 가지고 있지만, 계속되고 있으며 계속해서 싸우고, 지금과 같이 진심으로, 음악에 대한 사랑으로 계속되기를 바랍니다. 당신의 영혼의, 당신은 항상 왕의 왕이 될 것입니다, 우리는 당신을 존경합니다, 콜롬비아에서 큰 포옹
나 이 용국 한테 반했어 ♡ 그냥 방용국.
The raw and fragily strong man.
왜이리 어려진거같지 외모에 무슨일이 용국이의 시간도 거꾸로 흐르고 있구나 팬들만 늙어가나봐 ㅠㅠ 진짜 데뷔초때 처럼 많이 밝아지긴한듯 ...
당신의 사상과 당신의 마인드와 당신의 음악을
존경합니다. 용국이는 용국이다운 음악할때 가장 멋진♡
Agree he looks younger
I hope you’re always surrounded by positivity and good vibes always.. Smile more.. You have a beautiful smile..
Thank You For Not Giving Up Yongguk . Sometimes We lost and tired of Ourself But The important is that to keep going 🍀🤍
항상 응원합니다... 2012년부터 2021까지 내년에도 내후년에도 십년뒤에도 몇십년이 지나도 응원하고 좋아할거에요 항상 좋은 사람으로 남아줘서 고맙고 좋은 음악 들려줘서 감사합니다 함께 좋은 것만 보면서 좋아하는거 하면서 삽시다!! ♡-♡
Dear Yongguk, please know that you can always show us any side of you, happy or sad, we will be there. When we say we wish to see you smile, it is because we wish for you to be happy. But if that is not the case, then we can cry together. Either way, we are here for you ❤
"내가 웃으면 예쁘다는 걸 알아요" 하면서 장난끼 섞인듯 해맑게 웃는 모습이 좋아서 자꾸 와서 보게 됩니다 😊🖤
저두요 ♥♥
여기요 한명더😘
Gukkie in my opinion got one the best smiles I have ever seen. It is the definition of sunnyb
인간 방용국 !
한없이 어른스럽게만 보였었는데 생각해보니 지나온 시간들이 지금 내 나이, 나보다 어릴때였던걸 생각하니 참... 기분이 그랬는데 20대를 그리 보내며 정말 성실함과 팬들에 대한 사랑 봉사 책임감으로 버텼지 싶네요
어떤 모습이라도 멋지고 여전히 좋고 데뷔전부터 팬이었으니 벌써 10년이 넘었나... 하고싶은거 다해!!!!
그리고 여전히 긍정적인 에너지 받고 갑니다
앨범도 너무 좋았고 영와일드앤프리 개인적으로 정말 멋지다 생각하고 무대마다 비엪 표정도 몸도 밝아지는게 닭살돋아요 정주행 추천 ㅎㅅㅎ
갓용국
Oppa just do whatever you want, curse as many as you want, we love you no matter who you are. We love seeing the REAL you 💕
찬구들: 방용국 왜 좋아해? 넘 무섭게 생겼는데 개는.
방용국 (작업실에서 ): 솜사탕을 너에게 줄거야.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 그러게요~ 진짜 팬들한테만 보이나봐요 그런게~ㅋㅋㅋ 너무 귀여운데
1:04 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
저 또한 오빠가 솔로 앨범을 내주고 그걸 들으면서 공감과 위안을 받았습니다 끝없는 무기력함에 가라앉는듯한 삶을 살다가 마음한켠에 행복해지고 싶단 욕심을 발견하면서 조금씩 변화가 오더라구요
사랑해에ㅜㅜ
I love tipsy Yongguk 😊
Do you know the feeling when you have a lot to say but it seems like there aren't enough words? I feel like that after watching this.
Yongguk has been through a lot and still lives with the consequences of what has happened. But he seems to be full of life and desire to live and share what he can with us.
I'm really grateful to be able to follow him and see what he's capable of doing at his own pace. I hope we get to see more of his goofy and talkative side.
I really enjoyed this episode.
Thank you Bang Yongguk 💛
My heart is really hurt watching this. Just how worst TShit went that turned Yongguk like that? I cant imagine the amount of pain they went thru during the lawsuit.
But past is past. Im so glad you sharing this to us Yongguk. I wish you nothing but happiness from this onwards. Do all the things you couldnt do that time. Do whatever makes you happy. I really just want to see you happy and laugh without being forced. I love you.
You know what, Yongguk? Your songs were not failures! Never! Your songs are great! They help us going thru our dark times. It's the system worked in the Kpop industry that is sucks. So toxic. At least, i've realized it now. Bcs good songs arent valued by its music anymore, but popularity. It has became a meaningless competition.
I'm so happy that Yongguk can finally be himself.
How much I love and admire this man is something I can't explain, really. ❤️
BYG, if you read this. I just want to say thank you for all the memories of BAP that you gave us. Now, keep being yourself and thank you for existing. LESSSSGO MY BOYY 🐅
뭘해도 좋으니깐 아프지만 말자ㅠㅠ 항상 응원할게
다 고맙워요 하고 싶은것 다했으면 좋겠어요 그리고 음악해줬어 고맙워요 이 영상 보는것도 행복해요 히히 ~~
I fail to describe how appreciative I am of your work.
It's hard to know I am just a fan out there and I don't even know Korean so my words are probably never going to reach you, but I still need to try because I want to tell you so many things.
People like me, fans, never thought you were a dark person. We were walking down that road next to you and we knew it was not easy for you. We never judged you, we hated your company and we understood what was going on. Fans and your members aren't like your company. We never thought what you did could be a failure or that if something went wrong it was going to be your fault just because you were the leader. You worked so hard for your members and for us and that was more than enough. You needed rest. You needed to live. You needed peace. You should have had that. You were not responsible for your group. Your company was. Nothing was your fault, it was theirs.
Your fans always knew you were a bright person. We knew what you liked, knew you loved to hang out with your friends and we knew that sometimes you laughed only because you had to. We knew you were having a hard time and we hated it. We only wanted you to be safe and when you released your solo album, an album full of sincerity telling us your true feelings, I felt devastated but also good because it meant you were ready to trust us, to show us what you were going through. I was always proud of you but in that moment I felt extremely proud. I came to see you on tour and I didn't scream in the crowd because I knew how hard it was for you not so long ago and because I struggle mentally too and I know when things get too bright and loud. It also didn't feel too appropriate to yell like a crazy fan while you were singing about your struggles. I cried while you performed and thanked you a million times. The crowd did the same and interacted with you when you felt like it. I felt like I was at home.
Fans want you to have that. We want you to perform only when you feel like it. We want you to work only when you feel like it. We want you to prioritize your feelings because that's OUR PRIORITY. You. We don't want you to smile when you're not okay. We want you to cry with us, to be honest, to show us every little part of yourself because we have always loved you like that. We want you to curse, to release every kind of music you feel like releasing (we are not going to think it's a failure), to cry, to laugh, to hang out with your friends, to talk about what you love and what you hate, to be revolutionary, to be Bang Yongguk. Because we have always loved you like that. I am sorry we haven't showed you that before.
Love you Forever YG❤
I always respect you till today and forever
ヨングクがどんな人でも、私はあなたの歌が好き(^^)
사람이 어떻게 행복만 하나요 다시 이렇게 볼 수 있음에 감사하고 모든 당신의 오늘을 사랑합니다 오빠의 넘치는 노력에 위로를 받고 살아갈 수 있었던 저는 주제넘지만 힘이 되어드리고 싶어요 전혀 부족하지 않고 무대위 모습 뿐만이 아닌 사람 방용국으로 오늘도 내일도 사랑하고 더 가까워지는 것 같아서 좋아요
OMG
I'm crying, the company really destroyed him from the beginning. I'm so glad he is free and can do whatever he wants now. Please, be happy from now on, Yongguk. That's all I wish for you
❤
As much as I miss BAP, seeing Yongguk being truly himself and in a much happier state now is honestly more important to me as a fan. I know he will always care about the members and vice versa, and while I still hope to one day see BAP come together to release music again, I hope that they will do it because they truly want to and without the weight or labels of being an “idol” group. I just want them all to be happy and doing what they love.
所以一方面很想BAP再在一起，但是如果你仍会变得很大压力，不开心，那歌迷的这种愿望好像就是单方面的了。不过，只要你们的情谊常在，像朋友、像家人一样一直相处下去，对BABY来说就是最大的安慰了。
I truly appreciate you and love 💕 you for being so transparent, sharing your truth. I will always support you and continue to do you and take one day at a time. Nothing but love ❤️ 4 u 🥰
All I can say through my tears is you have all my love and support, and you deserve the world, YongGuk-ssi. 🖤🖤🖤
Waiting for you
잘 볼게요. 늘 고마워요 방용국 (건반 하나씩 쳐봐야한다고 쳐보는거 왜 이리 귀여워 ㅋㅋㅋ)
The harsh and cruel reality of being an idol...