Rachel. First of all, it is NOT dumb of you to put so much work into stories that you don't want to publish and people who say it is have c l e a r l y never felt the joy of writing. Second, you feeling down and anxious resonates so deeply with me... What gets me through tough times like that is reminding myself it's okay to not be passionate every day. It's okay not to be in love with writing every day. Some people are, and power to them, haha, but that's not my style and it's okay if it's not yours (which it totally might be, of course, what the heck do I know). Third, your take on throwing up the music you listen to while writing is so much cuter than my version. Stay strong and keep it up :)
Okay but this phenomenon of needing a 'writing high' to help you feel better, but the project isn't allowing it so you feel worse, or it's not happening because you're not feeling well, it's SO REAL.
So this is the first video of yours I've come across and, honestly, a share of vulnerability from a stranger, seeing someone else cry and struggle in this shitshow is immensely healing. Usually essay writing and uni work (ironically) gives me a sense of momentum and purpose and fulfillment but I feel like I've just...stagnated. Ideas won't come out. Logic won't fit together. I feel like I'm trying to put a puzzle together with treacle in my eyes. That sense of "nothing is safe" really summarises it. So thank you for this. The highlighting hack will be immensely useful, but seeing that I'm not alone or wrong for feeling so shit is even more invaluable. Stay safe
I admire your transparency and vulnerability in this vlog. My mental health and stresses from what's going on and my surgery recovery has made writing damn near impossible for me. I'm trying to focus and get back on track, but it's super hard. I sincerely appreciate your honesty and openness!
@@rachelwritesbooks Update: I was able to make some strides in my writing process. I finished the short story that I'd been working on for a while. Now, I'm moving on to starting a new one.
I love how honest and real you are in this video ❤️ I can definitely empathize. I also struggle with some of the same things relating to my mental health and my own writing process. Thank you for showing us this side of you. P.s. I loved the intro!
lately, i had this issue that you mentionned about "wasting" my time writing something that nobody elses read and that won't even be publish... i'm glad i'm not the only one, thinking that i make all that for "nothing". Whenever I say that I write a book people automatically assume that it supposed to be published yet it will not. I didn't like the feeling, and they are almost judgemental. But I chase the idea, writing is like therapy or a romantic relationship to me, it brings me so much happiness, i love the way i feel frustrated, and it cures my mental health. thank you to be so open, its helps me relate so much and not feel weird or unsafe about that i do!
I’ve heard this from people close to me which can get a bit hurtful! Most probably don’t realize why it’s hurtful to say not publishing something is a waste of time, so I’m so sorry you’ve had to hear this in your journey! Everything you write is valid, I’m glad you could relate! ❤️
okay I have felt so many of the things you talked about and showed in this video, especially in these past few weeks, so oh my god thank you for daring to not only film a rough patch but post it online like this
I sent you an ask on your blog to check up on you, which you responded to, and I want you to know I’m glad that you’re feeling better. You and your sister seem to have a fantastic relationship - it makes me want a twin sister. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest. Moth Work is amazing. You are amazing. Also - that transition is fantastic.
There’s so many things I’d like to say but to sum it up...thank you, thank you for making this video. I’ve been feeling pretty crappy about writing lately and you don’t even know the relief this video gave me. For me this video was so wise and raw and powerful. I don’t plan to publish any of my writing and it can be hard to find my place in the writing community when I don’t have a goal beyond having fun. I felt every second of this video. I don’t mean to sound dramatic lol so sorry if I come across that way but this video was so so so needed. Thank you.
I’m absolutely floored by how many people have found this video relatable and therefore helpful and I’m so honoured by it?? Thank you! I was worried about how this video would be received as I’ve never been this vulnerable on here but I’m so so glad you were able to take something from it. Your comments are always so kind, thank you for this! ❤️ you most definitely have a place in this community no matter what!
rachel writes thank you again💕 it’s you and a few other authortubers that make me happy to be a part of this community. It feels like there’s been a real shift lately, like we’re kind of going back to our roots and really enjoying writing for the fun of creation and no other motive in mind while doing so. I hope you, your sister and family are staying well during these crazy times!
Thank you for your vulnerability. I struggle with my mental health and it also has a huge impact on my writing, so thank you for showing me that I'm not alone
Rachel. First of all, it is NOT dumb of you to put so much work into stories that you don't want to publish and people who say it is have c l e a r l y never felt the joy of writing. Second, you feeling down and anxious resonates so deeply with me... What gets me through tough times like that is reminding myself it's okay to not be passionate every day. It's okay not to be in love with writing every day. Some people are, and power to them, haha, but that's not my style and it's okay if it's not yours (which it totally might be, of course, what the heck do I know). Third, your take on throwing up the music you listen to while writing is so much cuter than my version. Stay strong and keep it up :)
Thank you so much for this comment, this is such a beautiful sentiment.
Okay but this phenomenon of needing a 'writing high' to help you feel better, but the project isn't allowing it so you feel worse, or it's not happening because you're not feeling well, it's SO REAL.
So this is the first video of yours I've come across and, honestly, a share of vulnerability from a stranger, seeing someone else cry and struggle in this shitshow is immensely healing. Usually essay writing and uni work (ironically) gives me a sense of momentum and purpose and fulfillment but I feel like I've just...stagnated. Ideas won't come out. Logic won't fit together. I feel like I'm trying to put a puzzle together with treacle in my eyes. That sense of "nothing is safe" really summarises it. So thank you for this. The highlighting hack will be immensely useful, but seeing that I'm not alone or wrong for feeling so shit is even more invaluable. Stay safe
Asher I’m so happy this video resonated ! I certainly understand how you feel and I promise you’re not alone! Sending you good vibes ❤️
I admire your transparency and vulnerability in this vlog. My mental health and stresses from what's going on and my surgery recovery has made writing damn near impossible for me. I'm trying to focus and get back on track, but it's super hard. I sincerely appreciate your honesty and openness!
I’m so glad! I’m rooting for you!! ❤️
@@rachelwritesbooks Update: I was able to make some strides in my writing process. I finished the short story that I'd been working on for a while. Now, I'm moving on to starting a new one.
Dalton Patterson omg congrats on finishing your story, that’s amazing!!
The intro is so cinematic!!! It could be the beginning of a coming of age art film 😭😭
Thank you!! This is one of my fave vlog intros too!
I love how honest and real you are in this video ❤️ I can definitely empathize. I also struggle with some of the same things relating to my mental health and my own writing process. Thank you for showing us this side of you. P.s. I loved the intro!
Thank you! I really appreciate it. :) also so hyped you liked the intro thank you!
lately, i had this issue that you mentionned about "wasting" my time writing something that nobody elses read and that won't even be publish... i'm glad i'm not the only one, thinking that i make all that for "nothing". Whenever I say that I write a book people automatically assume that it supposed to be published yet it will not. I didn't like the feeling, and they are almost judgemental. But I chase the idea, writing is like therapy or a romantic relationship to me, it brings me so much happiness, i love the way i feel frustrated, and it cures my mental health. thank you to be so open, its helps me relate so much and not feel weird or unsafe about that i do!
I’ve heard this from people close to me which can get a bit hurtful! Most probably don’t realize why it’s hurtful to say not publishing something is a waste of time, so I’m so sorry you’ve had to hear this in your journey! Everything you write is valid, I’m glad you could relate! ❤️
okay I have felt so many of the things you talked about and showed in this video, especially in these past few weeks, so oh my god thank you for daring to not only film a rough patch but post it online like this
Thank you for watching! ❤️
I sent you an ask on your blog to check up on you, which you responded to, and I want you to know I’m glad that you’re feeling better. You and your sister seem to have a fantastic relationship - it makes me want a twin sister. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest. Moth Work is amazing. You are amazing. Also - that transition is fantastic.
Thank you so much for checking in! ❤️ this comment is so lovely, thank you!
There’s so many things I’d like to say but to sum it up...thank you, thank you for making this video. I’ve been feeling pretty crappy about writing lately and you don’t even know the relief this video gave me. For me this video was so wise and raw and powerful. I don’t plan to publish any of my writing and it can be hard
to find my place in the writing community when I don’t have a goal beyond having fun. I felt every second of this video. I don’t mean to sound dramatic lol so sorry if I come across that way but this video was so so so needed. Thank you.
I’m absolutely floored by how many people have found this video relatable and therefore helpful and I’m so honoured by it?? Thank you! I was worried about how this video would be received as I’ve never been this vulnerable on here but I’m so so glad you were able to take something from it. Your comments are always so kind, thank you for this! ❤️ you most definitely have a place in this community no matter what!
rachel writes thank you again💕 it’s you and a few other authortubers that make me happy to be a part of this community. It feels like there’s been a real shift lately, like we’re kind of going back to our roots and really enjoying writing for the fun of creation and no other motive in mind while doing so. I hope you, your sister and family are staying well during these crazy times!
Thank you for your vulnerability. I struggle with my mental health and it also has a huge impact on my writing, so thank you for showing me that I'm not alone
Thank you Kaila!