Blasphemous thoughts: how I was deceived into thinking they were my own

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  • @justdoit_ShiaLabeouf
    @justdoit_ShiaLabeouf Рік тому +78

    Last night I had these intrusive thoughts and at first I was scared and prayed and cried cause I desperately wanted these thoughts to stop. I thought that these were my own thoughts but the Lord is good to his children and he knows my prayers and seeing this the very next day I feel like I have to thank God publicly for he answered my prayers. I want to tell each and everyone of you that the Lord knows the battle we are facing. We will win this battle cause God is on our side brother and sister so lets "Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wills of the devil" Ephesians 6:11.Thank you Lord for letting me know that I'm not alone in this battle and thank you for showing us this video cause we know now what to do, guide our attention back to you Jesus cause like Peter sinking when he saw the wind, we too are giving to much attention to the enemy while we should be seeking you and give the Lord our full attention. Bless this person for making this video and Lord help us all who are facing this problem. Lord I love you. Thank you for giving us your son Jesus Christ as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Lead us all in your ways in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen 🙏 May God bless you all Amen. All glory to God. Amen 🙏

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +10

      The thoughts are not yours and the devils want you in fear and panic of your salvation. God will never leave you!

    • @rorysullivan4913
      @rorysullivan4913 Рік тому +1

      Amazing how often this happens to do many. Appreciate the videp

    • @dawgithan
      @dawgithan Рік тому +2

      In Jesus’ name, Amen!! ✝️

    • @haruka_niki
      @haruka_niki 5 місяців тому +1

      Amen!! 🤍

  • @mrsk-prekmarsh5959
    @mrsk-prekmarsh5959 Рік тому +53

    Whooooo weee!!! This was sooooo me!!!! My attack occurred right at the start of the pandemic… those hideous blasphemous thoughts about myself and more disturbingly, about God that would come straight from the pit!!!!! And the enemy wanted you to accept that that were from you!!! But I cried and cried to God, letting Him know that they were not coming from my heart (He already knew that though!) That attack made me read, pray, and fast more than I ever have!! Folks that don’t believe that this thing is real better wake up!!!!!!!!! We are on a battleground in this walk of faith not a playground! Wake up church and keep seeking and clinging to Jesus!!!!

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +6

      Don't panic! God has not forsaken you because of the enemy's tricks!

    • @cartermd457
      @cartermd457 Рік тому +2

      Yes my attacks started around the time of the pandemic as well. Pretty interesting to look back on now 🤔🤔

    • @dawgithan
      @dawgithan Рік тому +1

      In Jesus’ name, Amen!! ✝️

    • @KBGFlyyFrm194th
      @KBGFlyyFrm194th 2 місяці тому

      @@antwionlewis can we chat

    • @tw6361
      @tw6361 11 днів тому

      ​@@antwionlewisI am currently dealing with this. Please pray for me!

  • @julesybethmedlini
    @julesybethmedlini Рік тому +30

    I have similar thoughts. It is super weird especially when I am deeply trying to read the word and follow myLORD and savior Jesus. It is pretty brutal.
    But I am glad you vocalized this. It helps some of us know we are not alone. This didn't used to happen to me but I wasn't trying to read daily and go deeper in my relationship with the LORD. I love God's word. I love the Holy Spirit's closeness and Jesus is so wonderful... I just know we live in a fallen world.
    I have heard Demons can project thoughts into your mind. When you speak the truth of God's word out loud- the accuser flees. When you have bad thoughts of another person, actively pray for them and you will be amazed the medicine that is for your soul. He makes all things work together for good- for those who love him and are called according to his purposes.
    Lord I pray for myself and anyone else struggling- that you who gave us a sound mind and the renewing of our minds through your word will never leave us and never forsake us- and that nothing can ever snatch us from your hand. Lord we long to hear your voice. Not ours - nor the enemies- yours. God i pray over the minds of all listening to this for peace, your peace that surpasses all understanding.

  • @atomicsamurai8967
    @atomicsamurai8967 Рік тому +25

    Wow.. I've literally had this happening for the last 5 days, and it has messed with me really badly... the thoughts messed with me so much I'd physically flinch and shake my head.. I really needed to hear this. Thank you for sharing.

    • @Marlon__99
      @Marlon__99 Рік тому +7

      Wow your flinching and shaking your head as well? SAME with me. All good though Brother we will overcome this battle in the mighty name of Jesus Christ! Stay in the word and prayer 🙏🏽

    • @daniellewardd
      @daniellewardd Рік тому +6

      I would flinch too. It got so bad I would play music with headphones to block out the blasphemous thoughts. Turns out I was getting mentally ill.

    • @Axel-sc5fb
      @Axel-sc5fb 5 місяців тому +2

      I thought i was the only one who would suddenly flinch my head. I would realize it later and think i’m going crazy. But this Bible verse just fits perfectly and when God says nothing under the sun is new He means it.
      1 peter 5:9

  • @disciple5685
    @disciple5685 Рік тому +36

    I've been hearing these things too
    I knew I disagreed with these things and eventually I asked my mentor and he said sometimes bad spirits will say things and it sounds like you're own voice
    This is them trying to trick you into thinking your blaspheming
    When your not
    If a thought or a whole sentence of blaspheme pops in your head and you don't agree with it and it involuntarily pops up
    And you think "what I didn't say that"
    Know it's not you and Jesus knows it's not you

  • @kirstyt9719
    @kirstyt9719 2 роки тому +59

    Thank you for posting this video. I've had intrusive thoughts for just over two years now, they seem to get worse everyday and I honestly thought I was alone in this.
    I decided just now to shuffle my 'liked videos' folder and this video was the first to pop up. That didn't happen randomly, I think God wanted me to watch this video again as a reminder that if I try to fix or earn forgiveness of the thoughts I make it worse. Trusting in Him and the price He paid for my sins is all I need to do, God has already forgiven us!
    Thank you again for helping people with your video, it really does help. ❤❤

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  2 роки тому +5

      all you have to do is believe

    • @wyeesmith914
      @wyeesmith914 Рік тому

      @@antwionlewis this happens to me daily and was wondering if i could reach out to you for support or helo with advice

    • @tedbox6299
      @tedbox6299 Рік тому

      @Wyee Smith Two good books that you may want to read are "life of cowper" and "grace abounding to the chief of sinners." Both of those men suffered with thoughts. The Lord used these books to help me.
      Some good sermons also are: satans schemes by George Whitefield and satan in a rage, and all comers to Christ welcome. Both of those are by Charles Spurgeon. Both on UA-cam.
      An article that you need to read is "Thoughts on Religious Experience" by Archibald Alexander, the spiritual conflict-satans temptations-evil thoughts".

    • @kobusgeyser266
      @kobusgeyser266 Рік тому

      This is a demonic attack. It's sò evil. But knowledge is power. Go see the book Pilgrim's progress written in the 1600's. There's a chapter on the valley of the shadow of death. Towards the end of chapter. This happens to many Christians. You will overcome this!!!

    • @kirstyt9719
      @kirstyt9719 10 місяців тому

      I had to come to this video again before the new year comes. In Jesus' name 2024 will be the year I overcome intrusive thoughts for good! 😊

  • @DaughteroftheKing-w8s
    @DaughteroftheKing-w8s Рік тому +10

    Thanks for this video!!! Never in my life did I have the blasphemous thoughts like these last year or so. At one point I actually thought I was loosing my mind!!!! To overcome it is to cut it off and do not linger on it. Tell satan you belong to God All Mighty and he is trespassing!!!! BELIEVE YOU ARE GOD THE FATHER'S RESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE YOU ARE HIS CHILD. Trust Him. God bless Every Believer and may God help us to be prepared for what is coming. Stand strong and keep your eyes FIXED on Jesus.

  • @ismaelsolis8494
    @ismaelsolis8494 Рік тому +37

    Thank you so much brother intruely do appreciate you making this video. This is my current struggle and God willing I’ll be able to over come like you. May Hod bless you greatly in Jesus name brother.

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +5

      God can deliver you as well as He has me!

  • @walter1383
    @walter1383 Рік тому +15

    When I was a little child, I was put on medication for hearing voices, namely saying the same things such as 'God is bad'. When I was saved at the age of 15, I weaned myself off of my meds and focused on prayer and reading my bible to overcome the neurological disorders I have (Tourette's, ADHD, OCD) and they worked infinitely better than pills ever had, allowing me to accept my own idiosyncrasies and function as a normal person. But as I matured spiritually, the voices returned and more vicious than ever, this time attacking me and my worthiness or lack thereof of God's grace more rather than outright blasphemy. I quietly questioned my own sanity for a long while as the stress would often result in me blurting out the intrusive thoughts as audible insults to myself, though only in private. It's taken a very long time to come to grips with them, but I know that they are nothing more than lies designed to make me panic and stumble. I take comfort in the truth found in God's word however, as Paul wrote himself:
    So to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 2 Corinthians 12:7b-9

    • @_J_S_
      @_J_S_ Рік тому +4

      I appreciate this comment. I also have tourettes and OCD and I can relate to some of your struggles, especially the blasphemous thoughts. It was really helpful to me, reading about the lives of Martin Luther and John Bunyan (Pilgrim's Progress author) and seeing how these 2 men who had such a big impact on our faith also struggled severely with these same blasphemous, ocd-like symptoms. I'm glad you've figured out the truth and can find rest in God about it now, keep standing strong on the truth man!

    • @clarkkent52
      @clarkkent52 11 місяців тому +1

      Intrusive thoughts are not our own...laugh at that shit or capturing it and make it surrender to Jesus. Either way ur a winner if ur saved

  • @_J_S_
    @_J_S_ Рік тому +10

    Thanks for sharing this video. I've struggled badly with this for about 7 years, and even though I now understand the truth about the origins of these blasphemous thoughts, it sometimes can still be so hard to deal with. I used to try so hard to block out those thoughts or try to correct how I felt over and over, but now I'm really trying to emphasize simply letting them go no matter how disturbing and blasphemous they may feel. Watching this and hearing how you've overcome is super helpful and encouraging. thanks!

  • @WhitneyR.
    @WhitneyR. Рік тому +12

    Thank you for this. This started happening to me in earnest last summer, and it has caused me deep anxiety and depression. I keep thinking, “These aren’t my thoughts… but what if I start to listen to them one day? What if I fall away?” Lately, it even caused me to question if God cares, although I know He does. The thoughts make me nauseous because they are unlike me. I pray for the renewal of my mind and protection in this area. I do believe. Help my unbelief, Lord! 🙏🏾

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +3

      you have to ignore them.. they are voices of evil spirits and keep praying

    • @WhitneyR.
      @WhitneyR. Рік тому +1

      I’m reading this a month or so later, and I’m actually shocked I questioned if God cares. Of course He does! He died for me! Amen.

    • @martinchege4041
      @martinchege4041 Рік тому +1

      I have on this path for past 3 days. Until I came along this video and immediately realized it's a demonic attack. I have fought it hard and now I'm back on my feet. Three things 1) Ignore 2)Renounce 3) pray and tell God to help you close that door.

    • @DoubleDogsBFF
      @DoubleDogsBFF 6 місяців тому

      Amen ❤️ never let go of God's hand

  • @DoubleDogsBFF
    @DoubleDogsBFF 6 місяців тому +4

    It's so mentally agonizing and trying to find someone to talk to for guidance is not easy. Thank you for this video. May our Savior Jesus Christ bless you and keep you from this.

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  6 місяців тому +1

      I understand you! Some believers do not understand this level of warfare. Ask God to send you to a praying and tarrying place! Ignore the thoughts. They are not yours.

    • @galpinklilyempire6905
      @galpinklilyempire6905 3 місяці тому

      Just admit you said , you said bad thing, and revert to Jesus . Faith in prayer . Those thoughts sometimes are you , just stop watching movies and tv , youigjt have Is
      Ocd . Talk to therapist .

  • @arnietorres4870
    @arnietorres4870 Рік тому +3

    Thank you brother Antwion This video is so helpful for so many believers. I have gone through them and they are absolutely horrible. I believe we must be on the right path otherwise the enemy wouldn’t waste his time. We know the truth. God Bless you Brother.

  • @JustBee03
    @JustBee03 23 дні тому

    Yep. I used to hear "I hate God" in my own voice repeating over and over in my head but I KNEW I didn't agree with that. They always came up when I was angry too. I found out from a ministry I follow that YAH knows the difference between our thoughts and the enemy's.

  • @SharlenesJourney
    @SharlenesJourney Рік тому +3

    Wow thank you for putting this out there I been battling this since I was a child now I’m older and it’s still here .. Last year I started to blasphemous the Holy Spirit I felt so horrible sometimes my mind just gets out of control but I try to just remember Jesus Christ lives in my mind and he has control over my mind to give me peace . And yeah same here if I’m around ppl I get a lot of thoughts or reading the word and praying it seems this is so common in the Body of Christ I always thought it was just me but it’s not my thoughts cause I would never say it out loud

  • @DoubleDogsBFF
    @DoubleDogsBFF 6 місяців тому +2

    I love Jesus Christ I love Jesus Christ Iove Jesus Christ and have been suffering for a long time.

  • @lennyparedes5368
    @lennyparedes5368 Рік тому +10

    Thank you so much man i was having blaspheme thoughts against God and the Holy Spirit which made me cry worried that God could never forgive me But then God told me that these thoughts are not mine But Thank you so much for this video to help us

  • @ybjelly2304
    @ybjelly2304 4 місяці тому +2

    The same thing happened to me and I’m still dealing blasphemous thoughts every day and I’m dealing with lust This is hard to beat I feel like I’m so far from God but I’m not gonna give up I’m a keep repeating and praying because with God by side anything is possible

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  4 місяці тому +2

      do not accept the thoughts as your own. God is not holding the voices of devils against you. You have power over your flesh, you can beat lust through Jesus Blood.

  • @_justusharris
    @_justusharris Рік тому +9

    Remember that you can’t fight thoughts with thoughts. You fight intrusive blasphemous thoughts with the word of God. 2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

  • @serenityh.
    @serenityh. Рік тому +7

    I thank God and I thank you brother in Christ for making this video and reassuring all of us that these thoughts are not ours. I too have been struggling with these thoughts as I have growing closer to the Lord and they are quite frightening and scary. The Lord would constantly confirm with me that those thoughts are not mine, but sometimes because of how loud the thoughts would be, I would get discouraged even though I would rebuke them. Thank You, Jesus for deliverance and delivering Your people ❤

  • @alexbaissary2902
    @alexbaissary2902 Рік тому +15

    Wow I’ve battled this for 2 years now on and off
    Some days I was so stuck in my thoughts
    But I’ve found true power over it by not listening to it but admiring Gods nature which you can’t escape, God is everywhere
    So focus on that instead
    God is everywhere his nature is witness to that, and if you fix your mind on Christ the Holy Spirit will give you power over this you will be cleansed

    • @Andrewslifegaming
      @Andrewslifegaming Рік тому

      Hey have you over comed this am battling this rn the enemy is put curse words to God in my mind

    • @jaytee5500
      @jaytee5500 Рік тому +1

      @@Andrewslifegaming don't listen bro I've been dealing with it for over a year and was bombarded daily. Put your TRUST in the Creator and his Son Yeshua. Remember "It is Finished" sealed til the day of Redemption. Don't worry Yeshua made it easy for us just TRUST and have FAITH. 👑♥️

    • @Andrewslifegaming
      @Andrewslifegaming Рік тому +1

      @@jaytee5500 Thanks for the encouragement bro they really dealing with me the harder I try to ignore the worse the curses get

  • @BrianaCornelius
    @BrianaCornelius Рік тому +2

    Thank you so much for sharing this. It’s deeply encouraging to hear of someone overcoming this oppression. Praise God. It takes courage to ignore the thoughts. But with God, you can do it.

  • @mariaochiana8365
    @mariaochiana8365 Рік тому +2

    I did had the same thought. I wanted to praise our Father and our Lord, then the evil one comes into my mind. I was in my kitchen and I start crying and praying to Him to forgive me when suddenly a nice breeze of wind came into it. I think (maybe I'm wrong) that was His way to show me He forgive me. Now I'm seeing your video. Thank you brother.

  • @chicken.nugget4662
    @chicken.nugget4662 10 місяців тому +1

    this is so me!!! i remember crying badly and not knowing what to do cuz i felt like it's over. and i kept worrying about it and it just got worse. then i realized that it was the enemy altogether and not me. cuz god knows our heart and mind. i wish whoever going through the same thing find peace. i had bad thoughts, images and suggestions in my mind. but whenever it happen just don't worry about it, don't think about it and most importantly don't dwell on that thought. cuz it would make it worse. god bless y'all.

  • @jesusreturning3003
    @jesusreturning3003 11 місяців тому +1

    Me too, I went thru this torment when I first got saved and there was no one I could talk to about it, videos like this where not even out either, that was over 11 years ago. I had to walk thru it with God, always repenting and praying for help amd deliverance, little by little the deliverance came. However in our walk, even in maturity the devil will still come back to try you, we have to keep casting these thoughts down, also look if u have an open door, ask God, close it, then pray till your deliverance comes, it will, be patient 😊

  • @matthewjackson5266
    @matthewjackson5266 Рік тому +3

    This is me right now! Thank you Jesus for this timely word!

  • @MusicalMaze-tm3ey
    @MusicalMaze-tm3ey Рік тому +3

    Yeah the Shield of faith is used to just know that they're just lies. I get them sometimes, but they become weaker the more I trust God and His word.

  • @bsnakakabenakskann9194
    @bsnakakabenakskann9194 Рік тому +6

    Hallelujah all Glory to the Holy trinity
    I deal with this a lot
    Thank you for this video

  • @pastelcloud3263
    @pastelcloud3263 18 днів тому

    i remember the first time i started having blasphemous thoughts it was new and i never had a blasphemous thought before i was 16 when it started and i was in school when it happened and i ran out of the classroom and ran out the school and ran str8 home and had a talk with my dad, now ever since then ive been battling my blasphemous thoughts with music and i find music and worshiping jesus mixed together has enough power to stop these thoughts if u rlly put in the effort and train ur self daily hope this comment helps.

  • @markjoshuanorte8950
    @markjoshuanorte8950 Рік тому +7

    Thank you I've been suffer this week 😭 and my family thought I have something mentally

  • @cyb3rg1rl-ari
    @cyb3rg1rl-ari Рік тому +6

    This has been the battle I’ve been facing and for the past couple of days it’s been soooo hard. I remember when I never even had these thoughts and nothing bothered me, when life seemed normal. But when me and my parents started talking about the unforgivable sin that’s when the thoughts came into play. My heart raced and my mind just was flooded with blasphemous thoughts bombarding my mind. It really took its toll on my life. Where I was stuck in this cycle of depression and feeling hopeless. And every-time I tried ignoring them they’d come back even harder. I’ve been praying and asking God to help me to overcome these thoughts. I don’t want to feel rejected by God it’s a scary thing. I felt like what if these are my thoughts!?!?! What if these are on my heart!?!?! But why would they be!?!?! I would never even speak those out of my mouth. I hate them soooo much and it’s something I’d never wish on someone to deal with. 😢

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +1

      they are not your thoughts... they came in through the fear of the thoughts... the enemy knows how to disquise his voice.

    • @cyb3rg1rl-ari
      @cyb3rg1rl-ari Рік тому

      @@antwionlewis he sure does It’s been so hard, it’s weird because I’ve been trying to pay no mind to them but since I’ve been so afraid of them and when I feel no more fear or guilt i feel like the enemy is trying to say my heart is hardened when I no longer feel the fear of them. But again fear isn’t from God. It’s just been a hard battle and I don’t know what to do, God knows my heart and he is in control. I pray that he helps me because I don’t want to give up

    • @kylerfarren5637
      @kylerfarren5637 Рік тому +1

      @@cyb3rg1rl-ari I am in the exact same thing man. I was watching the Eagles yesterday and all the sudden this blasphemous thought comes up. I knew it wasn't me because I love the Lord Jesus. He is my Lord and Savior. And the enemy is doing the same thing to me. Telling me that my heart is hard and that my emotions are the truth. Which I know isn't true at all. If you see this we can continue to chat if you like.

    • @cyb3rg1rl-ari
      @cyb3rg1rl-ari Рік тому

      @@kylerfarren5637 we can! Definitely it’s a hard battle but I feel like we need to just trust God 🙏🏼

    • @kylerfarren5637
      @kylerfarren5637 Рік тому

      @@cyb3rg1rl-ari yes it is.

  • @nicolearroyo8770
    @nicolearroyo8770 Рік тому +5

    thank you to the Lord because I saw this because I suffered from it for several months that got rid of me because of my ungodly thoughts that made me stressed and my anxiety got worse and affected me as well as my relationship with the Lord.
    and just now it seems that the Holy Spirit was blasphemous in my mind while i was reading the bible😭thank you for this Video i know that this negative thought is not come for the Lord but its hard beacuse i have anxiety this kind of mind makes me so much stressed.

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +2

      1 Corinthians 12:3! Just know that God would never speak against Himself or cause His child too as well. You are kept!

    • @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot
      @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot Рік тому

      Satan wants you to fall. But you trust God and don't give into his lies!! May God bless you!

  • @pablonavarromorales713
    @pablonavarromorales713 Рік тому +2

    Amen, thank you I thought I was the only one. But know I jnow i dont have to fear for God is with me.

  • @kingiceage
    @kingiceage Місяць тому

    Wow amen God bless you so much I have been suffering the same thinking I was the only one have blasphemous thoughts mostly of the Holy Spirit you've really helped

  • @moniqued503
    @moniqued503 Рік тому +2

    Thank you for sharing. I have experienced the same thing. At the time I couldn't speak about it because I didn't want to be condemned but once I knew the truth, I was able to overcome it.

  • @SiyonKhora
    @SiyonKhora 2 місяці тому

    Thank You Brother ❤ All Glory To God

  • @Cassy858
    @Cassy858 Рік тому +1

    Same not just thoughts but images too. Bring all thoughts and feelings to the attention of Jesus Christ!!

  • @saucyshounen4448
    @saucyshounen4448 Рік тому +2

    Thank you so much brother. God bless you. This is my experience at the moment. I’m so grateful the Lord blessed us all with this video. I love you brother in Christ. God bless you

  • @meeks2375
    @meeks2375 5 місяців тому +2

    im in my 30s now i been struggling with this my whole life

  • @bombyo3634
    @bombyo3634 4 місяці тому +1

    I need prayer on this

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  4 місяці тому

      Do you believe the thoughts are yours?

  • @vinolind6671
    @vinolind6671 Рік тому +4

    I hav OCD and mental illness problem. 4 yrs ago i got a fear moment about the unforgivable sin. From tht moment onwards, i am getting 24/7 blasphemy thoughts against unforgivable sin (the same unforgivable blasphemy thoughts in my mind). Mostly i try to stop. But sometimes i feel like i did it in my mind. I can't able to stop and it drives me crazy. I feel like i did tht unforgivable sin against god's spirit. It gives me anxious and fear. I feel like i lost my soul by this sin. I can't able to sleep and i can't able to be happy. I feel like i am really far from Jesus by this. I feel like i lost everything in this battle. It's like someone is forcing me to do what I hate and what I don't want to do. I think i did it. Even, if it's intrusive thoughts or mental illness, i can surely say tht I did this sin in some places in my mind. I can't able to pray and read Bible due to this. The thoughts attack me while reading Bible and pray.

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +4

      First, you need to renounce fear. The enemy used fear to enter and to twist your thoughts. Secondly, the thoughts are not yours. The enemy is playing with your emotions and feelings. Lastly, meditate on scripture and ignore the demons when they try to move you by intruding with those thoughts. Keep praising God.

    • @Someone-tr9bp
      @Someone-tr9bp Рік тому

      Brother. Do u understand what blasphemy against the Spirit of God is? (BLASPHEMY of the HOLY SPIRIT is when you see Jesus in FLESH perform a miracle and you attribute it to Satan. Mark 3:30 explains it "For THEY (PHARISEES) Were SAYING; He has an unclean spirit". THE UNFORGIVABLE SIN today is not accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior. YOU HAVE let Satan take over you. Rebuke him in the name of Jesus. BE FREE. God is your creator, and HE KNOWS you better than yourself. I have been suffering from blasphemous thoughts against the Holy SPIRIT too until YAH showed me the truth. THE REASON blasphemy against the Spirit is unforgivable is because the pharisees and the scribes saw the miracles of Jesus in flesh and also heard HIS parables and his message to salvation but they called him demon possessed and constantly and WILLFULLY blasphemed the Spirit. THERE IS NO SIN THAT GOD won't forgive if YOU ask for FORGIVENESS my dear brother in Christ. JESUS died for our sins. For all sins. Therefore if u say something bad about the Spirit you are already forgiven since Jesus is not on earth performing miracles. BLASPHEMY AGAINST THE SPIRIT REFERS TO THIS SPECIFIC SIN OF THE PHARISEES, WHO WITNESSED THE JESUS IN FLESH DOING WONDERS BY THE SPIRIT OF GOD AND THEY WILLFULLY ATTRIBUTE HIS WORK TO SATAN. THEREFORE IT IS UNFORGIVABLE FOR THEY WILL NEVER COME TO JESUS. (Mark 3:30) is the explanation. Be eased in the name of Jesus and know that you are saved. (John 3:16) "For God so loved the world he gave to death his only Son, so WHOEVER believes in Him shall never perish, but shall have eternal life" you see what I see? Everyone who believes in Jesus will be saved. JESUS IS GOD. BLASPHEMY AGAINST THE SPIRIT IS REJECTION AND UNBELIEF TILL DEATH. May God and Jesus bless you with their Living Holy Spirit ❤ AMEN 🙏

  • @RandyEscalanteGarcia
    @RandyEscalanteGarcia Рік тому +2

    Brotha man you have NO idea how relevant this is. This is literally what I've been wrestling about for the last 2 months. Thank you, So so much brother. God bless you! This helped me. I'm gonna wage war now 💯 Also on the plus side, this is no coincidence this went into the algorithm, I didn't even search for this! Praise God! Bless you brotha!

  • @Mygoodbacons
    @Mygoodbacons 4 місяці тому +1

    I suffer with this every minute am scared right now

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  4 місяці тому

      they are not your thoughts! it is a demon of fear!

  • @shock75wave14
    @shock75wave14 Рік тому +3

    Thank you brother. Just hearing this makes everything feel better

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +1

      we are in this together

    • @shock75wave14
      @shock75wave14 Рік тому

      @@antwionlewis We are definitely in this all together 😁

  • @adedokun1adedoyin
    @adedokun1adedoyin Рік тому +1

    Thank you for sharing My God will deliver me from these thoughts

  • @pawes6331
    @pawes6331 Місяць тому

    Thanks for this video, God knows we dont want this thoughts... Be its almost we cant control it, and like u said brother, dont care about this thoughts and should be better, and pray about this, rebouke this thougts, and after some time, We will win. Like u won. Word of God like a sword. We should use this.

  • @maksymiliankisielewski344
    @maksymiliankisielewski344 11 місяців тому

    I have schizophrenia since I was a young about 16 now I am 38. It has been very difficult in my life. But about 7 years ago started hearing voices the closer I get to Jesus with Prayer reading bible and going to church I have a voice that speaks through me using my voice the worst possible things utterable about God Blessed Virgin Mary my familly. Also in my head i have these blasphemies during church and all day long thousands of times per hour at such intensity that it is difficult to bear. Also this illness or demons take controll over my body and write profanities using my own hands. I am a gentle soul and very polite in general so my suffering is great. But i cling To Jesus promises in the bible when all hell breaks loose in my broken body.

  • @toumbryth7862
    @toumbryth7862 Рік тому +1

    Thank you and thank God for this video. I'll get sudden injections of blasphemous thoughts. Sometimes even in church like today. The closure I get to God, this seems to happen sometimes. It is best to just ignore these thoughts. They are not your own. Paying them any attention gives them power.

  • @miakiceh
    @miakiceh Рік тому +4

    If it's not the way you feel... If it's out of character for you... don't own it.
    It's not necessary to ask for forgiveness. It's no different than being in the room with a drunk. Let it talk and you just quote scripture or think about some Godly blessing that you've experienced.
    If you're praising God with your heart your mind will follow.

  • @ofentseramphore2232
    @ofentseramphore2232 Рік тому +1

    Wow I thought it was only me I thank God for this 🙏

  • @glennpesti6519
    @glennpesti6519 Рік тому +1

    Your openness and honest is impressive and appreciated; God bless you brother

  • @markchase1406
    @markchase1406 Рік тому +2

    I needed to hear this...thank you...

  • @just_cordero_cavazos_3
    @just_cordero_cavazos_3 7 місяців тому

    I am glad to hear God pulled you through this brother. May God continue to protect you and guide you. All that the father gives me will come to me. And whoever comes to me I will never drive away.
    The Lord is with you my brother. To all of those who have been in this spot or may be in it right now. Remember that God is good. The devil calls us by our sins but God calls us by our name. We are inscribed on his hands. He does love us and he knows us.
    May you all be blessed for eternity. In Jesus name Amen.

  • @bethisrael6427
    @bethisrael6427 Рік тому +3

    Keep up the good work brother. Suffering from the same thing.

  • @mythacat1
    @mythacat1 8 місяців тому

    I was getting this and panicking last night and then this showed up in my feed a couple hourse later. I knew it was him, but it doesn't make it less distressing. God is gentle to put this in my feed. I struggle to not overreact. I know other that struggle with this too.

  • @solomon7713
    @solomon7713 Рік тому +2

    Wow that's crazy I've experienced this in my own personal life as well ! 🙏🏽✝️

  • @Dave18E
    @Dave18E Рік тому +1

    Thank you, I have struggled with these thought for over a year and a half a lot less recently but they still come and go. My hardest struggle is I always feel that if I stop letting the thoughts get to me or is I stop caring then that means I have came I to agreement with the thoughts. So, my first and only reaction has been to fight and keep crying out to God. I’ve felt so helpless for so long. I went through a lot of pain and grief and it really hurt me in my relationship with God. Not because of who he is but because of who I am I built a wall trying to protect myself from the the thoughts. I got more distant from God while I knew that wasn’t the answer and that’s exactly what they enemy wanted. As the wall has grown higher I have been in a constant battle with old sin. I just want to be free again, I want to love Jesus with all of me again and I want that relationship like no other with him. These thoughts started after I got my 3rd call to ministry in my life and I don’t think that’s a coincidence at all. I firmly do believe that Gods purpose for me might be a lot more than I realize. Right before the enemy started attacking me in my own mind. God had delivered me from every other area I was so on fire for God and his will for my life, I was freed from sin, I was being called to ministry even though I wasn’t sure in what capacity yet. The enemy had no other way so he started messing with my mind. I’ve fought tooth and nail trying to reach peace again and in turn I’ve lost my way. I refuse to let the enemy win I will do God’s will for my life. I just want to be free again. But I just feel so distant from God it’s like I don’t know how to get back. I feel so down and dirty it’s like I can’t trust like I need too. It’s like I can’t trust that God is not done with me. I feel so empty, but I trust God in his promises so I have to tell myself everyday that God is by my side. It’s like I just don’t no where to go from here. I feel so shameful, sinful, and dirty. And I’ve had so many unanswered nights, so many days have past feeling void of Him and his presence, it just makes it that much harder to let God knock down that wall again. I just want to be free again plz if you took the time to read this please pray for me. That I would find my way again, that I can trust again, that I may find peace again, and most importantly that I may be able to stand and let God have my life again. I will continue to tell myself each day that he is there and he is doing it. ❤️‍🩹

    • @Marlon__99
      @Marlon__99 Рік тому

      Keep pushing! You got this. Stay in the Word and Prayer those are the most important things to grow in intimacy with the Lord🙏🏽 Start with the Book of Matthew and read on! Love you and blessings n prayer your way 💙💙

  • @Yeshuasaves12
    @Yeshuasaves12 13 днів тому

    Thank you brother this helped a lot Yeshua saves

  • @cestovafyo3289
    @cestovafyo3289 Рік тому +2

    My goodness, I have struggled with these thoughts for a very long time and feel so guilty because it's my mind and it's an issue that has depressed me for a very long time in my Christian life to an extent that I thought am the only person struggling with these thoughts. I really have a painful feeling especially when you think of Mathew 12.
    It's one challenge I have even asked the beautiful Lord Jesus to take me on this world because it's unbearable.

  • @garcia9685
    @garcia9685 11 місяців тому

    thank you brother,iam having the same problem,i love the lord and saviour jesus christ with all my heart and i though i was going grazy with this thoughs and the more i fought agaist them the stronger they got,then your video just pop up out of no where,God works in misterious ways,all glory and praise be to God.wow iam not the only one,i pray that every one who need to see this video see it in the name of jesus.

  • @kittvskarrkr6074
    @kittvskarrkr6074 Рік тому +2

    I never related to a video so much. Thank you!!

  • @rakkugmominrakkugmomin1832
    @rakkugmominrakkugmomin1832 Рік тому +1

    Thank you so much 😭God bless you i m also struggling to overcome this thought but again and again come to thought in my mind . But now I know some

  • @Valley_Of_Decision
    @Valley_Of_Decision Рік тому +1

    Amen very well spoken and the Lord Bless You and Keep in Jesus Mighty Name Amen🙏

  • @coconut4850
    @coconut4850 2 роки тому +3

    Been there 😭😭Thank you for sharing

  • @yadirarico6573
    @yadirarico6573 Рік тому +1

    The thing is like you I had been strugg with these thoughts and I knew they weren’t my own and in school one day, I teach second graders as a student mentor and while they were all arguing and talking to me at the same time I was getting annoyed and fear sparked in bcuz I didn’t want to think these thoughts in this time and I said under my breath God is good and I thought that I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit and that fear was filled all over my body and while I was walking to athletics I couldn’t take it anymore and I had to breath and I try to let out a big breath and my mind was saying something bad about the Holy Spirit and I was tempted to speak it and even though no actually voice came out and I feel as if I stopped mid through my tongue was tempted to move with my thoughts but I was so full o fear and I cried after

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому

      the thoughts are not yours. demons know you to project into your mind

  • @kobusgeyser266
    @kobusgeyser266 Рік тому +1

    This was a shocking thing to me and I searched for answers and found in the book Pilgrim's progress written in 1676 by John Bunyan that he described this in the chapter called the valley of the shadow of death. It helped me to overcome this evil.

  • @DiceShades252
    @DiceShades252 Рік тому +1

    I've been having the same attacks recently, god bless you for this video.

  • @Yeshuasaves12
    @Yeshuasaves12 13 днів тому

    God bless you bro❤

  • @jamestolbert1856
    @jamestolbert1856 Рік тому +2

    I needed this!

  • @tiff1622
    @tiff1622 Рік тому

    God bless you, brother.

  • @tw6361
    @tw6361 11 днів тому

    Please pray for me. Currently dealing with this!!! 😢😢😢

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  10 днів тому

      @@tw6361 as soon as you realize that they are not your thoughts and that God STILL loves you, you will have the victory!

  • @vickyrembertwellington6849
    @vickyrembertwellington6849 Рік тому +2

    Thanku for sharing your testimony💗

  • @fairymairah
    @fairymairah Рік тому +2

    I agree. they're called intrusive thoughts.

  • @shayax1283
    @shayax1283 Рік тому +1

    I have been struggling with this for a while, and I got distracted by watching something good, so as long as we don't agree with those terrible thoughts we're fine.

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому

      as long as you do not agree. do not become fearful. God loves you more than anything. Always remember that. This is just intense warfare because the time is near.

    • @shayax1283
      @shayax1283 Рік тому +1

      @@antwionlewis near for what Jesus second return ?

    • @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot
      @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot Рік тому

      @@shayax1283 Yes

  • @gmrx4452
    @gmrx4452 25 днів тому

    Needed this, thx ❤

  • @Jille2023
    @Jille2023 Рік тому

    As a 14 Year old boy I'm so glad I found this video, because I know blasphemy against the holy spirit is unforgivable and the blasphemy thoughts I had against God and the holy spirit made me think God can never forgive me, but this video made me understand it more and from my point of view if someone really blasphemy the Holy spirit they wouldn't even care about their sin or anything about God cause they are guilty of an eternal sin.

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому +1

      yes! the devil gives us intrusive thoughts... even blasphemy

    • @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot
      @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot Рік тому

      As a teen as well I understand. Remember that others went through this as well. Just the less attention you pay to the thoughts the better. Pray if needed, and move on. Once you start thinking about the thoughts the devil can use it as leverage. Its like malware on a computer. A small file popped up but once you download or open the file then the virus program gets executed and causes much more trouble than it would have if you would have just left it. May God bless you! Calm yourself in God, in His word. May God give you peace and joy! It says always rejoice, but the devil doesn't want that.

  • @tiagomonteiro130
    @tiagomonteiro130 Рік тому +1

    I have this wow thank you Jesus for this Video

  • @Orgena_Deconstructed
    @Orgena_Deconstructed Рік тому +1

    Thank you for this.

  • @philipb7400
    @philipb7400 Рік тому +1

    Thank you for this

  • @heatherhawks6521
    @heatherhawks6521 Рік тому

    God bless you for sharing this

  • @delphinechalwe573
    @delphinechalwe573 Місяць тому

    Please please please in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ help me because these thoughts have dealt with me badly. They just started like why did God create the devil and now they have become worse and i can't control myself

  • @deathskunk3
    @deathskunk3 Рік тому

    Thank you this is very helpful

  • @teachthemwhatsreallygoingo6155

    Amen brother I can relate

  • @penagos2
    @penagos2 2 місяці тому

    God knows your heart brother

  • @lancesangangbayan9110
    @lancesangangbayan9110 Рік тому +1

    I used to struggle with this for months but God knows that these are not our thoughts but its the enemy's cheap tricks. Every battle belongs to Jesus and He has already won it all including this. Jesus is not only our Savior from our sins but He is also our Savior from our struggles and battles! Lets all put on our armor of God! Praise Jesus for He is our Savior!
    Isaiah 54:17
    Ephesians 6:11

  • @Yoneahl
    @Yoneahl Рік тому +1

    I serve God

  • @rojinlovesjesus
    @rojinlovesjesus Рік тому

    Thank you this was so helpful ❤

  • @elisabetconcepcion2355
    @elisabetconcepcion2355 Рік тому

    God Bless Youu Brother✨

  • @grmiller8011
    @grmiller8011 Рік тому

    Thxs for the encouragement

  • @johndconqueror555
    @johndconqueror555 Рік тому +1

    When that happens the Lord showed me in 1995 to speak: every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess above below or in the earth that Jesus Christ is lord. All to the glory of God Jehovah. Say it & every demon in hell R.U.N.S. I now listen to smith wigglesworths ever increasing faith as i sleep. You wanna talk about Protection???? JESUS!!!!

  • @Verbs_
    @Verbs_ Рік тому +1

    thank you, this was helpful

  • @Beautifulmoonlightacc2
    @Beautifulmoonlightacc2 2 місяці тому

    Bro i was svared bc i thought’i did thanks man for the explanation!

  • @TheLexGamerYoutube
    @TheLexGamerYoutube Рік тому +2

    Pray for me please. God has given me control over my thoughts. He’s taught me to use the word of God to rebuke them. Yet for some reason I still think them. I almost choose to think blasphemous thoughts. It’s not my want or my will to think these thoughts though. I’m afraid that God won’t forgive me for my more willful ones. He’s already forgiven me so many times I fear I’m at the end of the line

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому

      they are not your thoughts. I have prayed for you

    • @ni7414
      @ni7414 Рік тому

      hey how are you doing

    • @ni7414
      @ni7414 Рік тому

      how are you doing? i’m struggling with the same thing now

  • @dawgithan
    @dawgithan Рік тому +1

    May God be with you all the days of your life so you may be able to withstand the wiles of the devil. May you continue to put on the full armor of God and may your faith in Lord Jesus because increased. Get into His word and He will give you all that you need. Trust in God, and He will guide you in all your ways. In Jesus’ name we love and pray, Amen!! ✝️

  • @nathanmcguire8736
    @nathanmcguire8736 Рік тому

    Appreciate this man

  • @daniellethames9752
    @daniellethames9752 Рік тому

    Thank you for making this

  • @mihajloucrainec9375
    @mihajloucrainec9375 6 днів тому

    Amen❤❤❤
    I am so grateful to God that he showed me this video❤❤❤
    Lord, I Love You To Eternity And Beyond❤❤❤
    God Bless person who made this video and God Bless all of y'all❤❤❤
    God Is Always With Us❤❤❤
    Romans 8:31 (NIV)-What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?❤❤❤
    Thank You Lord❤❤❤

  • @queenkarenjesus544
    @queenkarenjesus544 Рік тому

    It happen to me where I am repenting constantly n it wud get louder n worse w the thought so I'm praying Lord plz take it away I've had it for almost a year but I get more comfort reading the bible more it's ppl on my line when I'm around them when I say line it's the pattern of thinking n ppl can hear my thoughts sometimes a full conversation this is crazy I be like Satan the Lord rebuke u the blood of Jesus to me I think it transfered from a person praying for me now I don't want no one laying hands on me. It has gotten better I kept praying n believing God. We must learn to put on the Whole armor of God

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  Рік тому

      when you started repenting, you agreed that the thoughts were yours. denounce the thoughts. I have a longer video up

    • @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot
      @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot Рік тому

      Hello there! In everything trust God. I understand what you're going through. That's just the devil giving you gibberish in your mind. Trust God.
      Remember that others went through this as well. Just the less attention you pay to the thoughts the better. Pray if needed, and move on. Once you start thinking about the thoughts the devil can use it as leverage. Its like malware on a computer. A small file popped up but once you download or open the file then the virus program gets executed and causes much more trouble than it would have if you would have just left it. May God bless you! Calm yourself in God, in His word. May God give you peace and joy! It says always rejoice, but the devil doesn't want that.

  • @kenji9564
    @kenji9564 2 місяці тому

    Pray for me

  • @eduardofernandez9983
    @eduardofernandez9983 2 роки тому +3

    I have these thoughs for years and is torture apparently humility and stop judging with ignoring the thoughs help to make them dissapeared

    • @antwionlewis
      @antwionlewis  2 роки тому +4

      they are not yours! If you take ownership that is how the devil deceives you. Then you begin to condemn and try to pray and overcome. God told me they were not mine. Even though He said it, the thoughts(voices) were so vile, I could not believe I heard them