I WISH I COULD STOP COMPLETELY HATING MYSELF (a visual representation)

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directed by: tyler
filmed by: connor jay colebrook
lyrics:
I’ve found a new home under the bus
Self deprecation is my personal touch
My sky’s so gray and your grass is always greener
But you couldn’t tell with my sunny demeanor
Put on your brave face go greet the day
Tuck all your worries and your sorrows away (tuck them back there)
Get your heart off your sleeve no one wants to see that (get em outta here)
Now could you be a good boy and go make em all laugh
I wish I did not
Wish I would quit
Wish I could stop completely hating myself
I have a hard time taking pats on the back
Look where you’ve started kid and look where you’re at (I’m in the same place)
It all depends on exactly who you ask
but if you ask me I always hold myself back (let go)
Nothing I do could be good enough (nothing)
I’ve taken my faith and I’ve placed it in cuffs (lock him up now)
I’m a slave to my fear I’ll do anything he says
He keeps me so safe I wanna live on the edge
I can be whatever you want but you refuse to see
Between happy and sad if you focus on one it’s all you’ll ever have
It’s all you’ll ever have

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