I once wrote a note I got it ready if I ever die That’s a public statement on that paper I would never lie She saying that she love me But she never even Met the guy Just give me all your problems that’s the reason I was kept alive Tell me why you leaving I need answers for my questions Thought you was a blessing but you was sent to teach a lesson If currency the time I’m getting low it got me stressing Get this off my chest and lay to rest all of the tension I begged you please You said that you won’t leave Make it hard on me My heart upon my sleeve X2 I think we woulda lasted But it’s the way you deal with anger An I hate how all this happened Now she treat me like a stranger She look just like angel Sent from heaven When we kiss I taste the flavor This game of life we wasting she make it worth the time I’m playing I ain’t playing When I say that I truly miss her Not to diss her She a wishful Crazy person Days of working Serving Out the lie That she perfect and polite Cuz who was there when she was not? Who would save you from the questions an who would think of the response It was me who was the blessing an it was you who called it off It was you who was the mess an it was me who takes the fall It was me who took you back So I can’t say that it’s your fault Ain’t it funny I got money But inside I’m fucking broke The smile I show is fake no I can’t find the fuckn joke Numbers from the angels A surprise an signs of hope Venting while I write Gonna leave it all exposed I ain’t even hiding you can find me behind the smoke I can’t even lie or make sense on what I want So I wrote everything down past tense into a note
[Intro: Naomi Wild] I seek you out, flay you alive One more word and you won't survive [Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly] I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying "goodbye" People think I left even though I'm still here Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart like a spark does Fireworks on the new year Burning me alive life imitates art There are flames on my arms tattooed right here Bury me alive disappear underground, where they found me before I ever had this career, mmm [Chorus: Naomi Wild with Machine Gun Kelly] I seek you out, flay you alive One more word and you won't survive And I'm not scared of your stolen power I see right through you any hour [Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly] I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can no longer bear it, uh [Bridge: Naomi Wild] I won't soothe your pain I won't ease your strain [Verse 3: Machine Gun Kelly with Naomi Wild] Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive (Yeah) This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited (Uh) I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it (Ey) Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet My insanity's imminent (Uh) All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh) What's hell, I've been in it My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited (Uh) I seek (Fuck) you (Yeah) out Find you just to remind you, that when you're born an anomaly Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you Don't leave the past behind you Don't forget all of the fans who ride Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you (Uh) Remember the things that drive you (Yeah) Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having nobody to cry to Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to
I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying "goodbye" People think I left even though I'm still here Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart like a spark does Fireworks on the new year Burning me alive life imitates art There are flames on my arms tattooed right here Bury me alive disappear underground, where they found me before I ever had this career, mmm I seek you out, flay you alive One more word and you won't survive And I'm not scared of your stolen power I see right through you any hour [Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly] I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can no longer bear it, uh [Bridge: Naomi Wild] I won't soothe your pain I won't ease your strain [Verse 3: Machine Gun Kelly with Naomi Wild] Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive (Yeah) This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited (Uh) I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it (Ey) Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet My insanity's imminent (Uh) All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh) What's hell, I've been in it My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited (Uh) I seek (Fuck) you (Yeah) out Find you just to remind you, that when you're born an anomaly Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you Don't leave the past behind you Don't forget all of the fans who ride Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you (Uh) Remember the things that drive you (Yeah) Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having nobody to cry to Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to
I once wrote a note
I got it ready if I ever die
That’s a public statement on that paper I would never lie
She saying that she love me
But she never even Met the guy
Just give me all your problems that’s the reason I was kept alive
Tell me why you leaving I need answers for my questions
Thought you was a blessing but you was sent to teach a lesson
If
currency the time
I’m getting low it got me stressing
Get this off my chest and lay to rest all of the tension
I begged you please
You said that you won’t leave
Make it hard on me
My heart upon my sleeve
X2
I think we woulda lasted
But it’s the way you deal with anger
An I hate how all this happened
Now she treat me like a stranger
She look just like angel
Sent from heaven
When we kiss I taste the flavor
This game of life we wasting she make it worth the time I’m playing
I ain’t playing
When I say that I truly miss her
Not to diss her
She a wishful
Crazy person
Days of working
Serving
Out the lie
That she
perfect and polite
Cuz who was there when she was not?
Who would save you from the questions an who would think of the response
It was me who was the blessing an it was you who called it off
It was you who was the mess
an it was me who takes the fall
It was me who took you back
So I can’t say that it’s your fault
Ain’t it funny I got money
But inside I’m fucking broke
The smile I show is fake no I can’t find the fuckn joke
Numbers from the angels
A surprise an signs of hope
Venting while I write
Gonna leave it all exposed
I ain’t even hiding you can find me behind the smoke
I can’t even lie or make sense on what I want
So I wrote everything down past tense into a note
Mind if I use this to make a version I’d make sure to give credit
@@pandabmx6186 yea sure go ahead man lemme hear it when you finish it
@@CTheSadFace bet bro thanks
Same as this other guy bro I’ll send it to you and everything that’s some BARS
Bars. Fr. I found the flow and that’s some good shit
You killed this bro
appreciate it
[Intro: Naomi Wild]
I seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
[Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly]
I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying "goodbye"
People think I left even though I'm still here
Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart like a spark does
Fireworks on the new year
Burning me alive life imitates art
There are flames on my arms tattooed right here
Bury me alive disappear underground, where they found me before I ever had this career, mmm
[Chorus: Naomi Wild with Machine Gun Kelly]
I seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour
[Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly]
I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever
Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em
Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings
Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em
Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding
Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents
These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it
Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can no longer bear it, uh
[Bridge: Naomi Wild]
I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
[Verse 3: Machine Gun Kelly with Naomi Wild]
Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative
I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative
I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again
Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is
Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive (Yeah)
This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited (Uh)
I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited
I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it
Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it (Ey)
Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet
My insanity's imminent (Uh)
All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh)
What's hell, I've been in it
My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited (Uh)
I seek (Fuck) you (Yeah) out
Find you just to remind you, that when you're born an anomaly
Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you
Don't leave the past behind you
Don't forget all of the fans who ride
Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you
(Uh) Remember the things that drive you (Yeah)
Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having nobody to cry to
Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to
Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to
Damnnn you got every bar, the lyric videos can't even do that 😭😭 🙌🏼🔥
Nice job very underated
thank you !
I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying "goodbye"
People think I left even though I'm still here
Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart like a spark does
Fireworks on the new year
Burning me alive life imitates art
There are flames on my arms tattooed right here
Bury me alive disappear underground, where they found me before I ever had this career, mmm
I seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour
[Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly]
I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever
Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em
Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings
Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em
Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding
Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents
These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it
Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can no longer bear it, uh
[Bridge: Naomi Wild]
I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
[Verse 3: Machine Gun Kelly with Naomi Wild]
Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative
I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative
I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again
Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is
Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive (Yeah)
This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited (Uh)
I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited
I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it
Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it (Ey)
Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet
My insanity's imminent (Uh)
All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh)
What's hell, I've been in it
My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited (Uh)
I seek (Fuck) you (Yeah) out
Find you just to remind you, that when you're born an anomaly
Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you
Don't leave the past behind you
Don't forget all of the fans who ride
Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you
(Uh) Remember the things that drive you (Yeah)
Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having nobody to cry to
Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to
Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to
Why does the end sound like it's from Rick n morty