Not going to pretend. It gets super old not being understood and feeling pushed aside because of the unique nature of us. I have never felt understood or that anyone matches my energy. While I am grateful for the unique insight and purpose, it does get lonely. Who knew that such a blessing could lead to such ostracism? I’m not “weird” I just can’t help if others are unable to look beneath the surface.
I always appreciate it when children call me 'weird' or 'crazy, with a smile and a glint in their eye. Spontaneously they innerstand this 'difference' and it attracts their own sense of curiosity and individuality. But when close family, a sole (soul?) daughter, proclaims it in ernest, yes, it is a little disappointing even though I accept that she is correct from her own 'point of view'. It is far easier to reject difference than it is to engage with it, accepting it for what it is while noting how and why you are effected by it. For what it's worth, your comment made eminent sense to me!
Blue Sun I agree with your comment about children. They’re so much more open. They have a beautifully open perspective until the world gets ahold of them. My ear rang when I read your comment that it is far easier to reject difference than engage with it. I have experienced that way too many times in my life. It’s hard not to feel ashamed or beat down by the rejection. I feel your resonance. Thank you for your time and thought in commenting.
@@asilsdaydream3749 You are most welcome, Lisa. Perhaps one of thereasons that we fall foul of, and as you put it 'feel ashamed or beat down with the rejection', is because *we* too still tend to identify our Self with our ego-identity, social-familial I-mage, when in fact *we* (inasmuch as One) are far greater than that. Most people would probably spontaneously find the following words quite 'weird' and abnormal...until/unless they devoted a moment to reflect upon them: "Upon reflection, it can be recognised that every single thing that we see, hear, touch, taste, smell and imagine is experienced from within the confines of our physical body. *Does this makes our physical body the largest object in the Universe?* Perhaps! But as we have grown to identify ourself solely with the ego-personality- body over the course of millennia, we have long-since lost sight of and forgotten all of this. .." (johnscottconsciousness.com/we-are-at-once-an-individual-manifestation-and-all-of-the-expressions-of-consciousness-itself/ )
I understand! I feel myself constantly saying/feeling that my greatest fear is being misunderstood... Was having this conversation with my 25 yr old daughter wherein she asked me "why? why are you so afraid of being misunderstood?" ... Food for thought... The answer is SOOOOO deep I can't even quite put my finger on it... I feel I've been there, done that, maybe not all in this lifetime but please don't categorize me or box me in... I remain silent for fear of being misunderstood! And for this I am misunderstood! Lol! Pisces logic... We are too much I think for this world, even we don't truly understand or at minimum, have a very hard time articulating... Love & light ♥️sorry for the rambling...
I can relate with every word you expressed here! It’s not easy... it never really has been: yet..... I embrace who I am- and the heart I’ve been given.
Us Pisces are passionate souls and so trying...A GIFT to the Earth :)...Just know when to charge up and be still :)...I always feel them spiritual cuddles on low tides. RIDING ON and focused on staying HAPPY...doing all the things that tickle me soul.
Stunning how a 3 year old reading that was resonant then speaks again at a different point of the growth journey, then the project I am now trying to launch was just an inkling … so true how others don’t get it and knock it down with words … yet I keep going … how miraculous the way energy works and how it’s true at different times ,… there’s no time! ❤❤❤
Thanks San. Your readings mean a lot to me. This popped up on my feed at a synchronous time years after you posted, and it’s very apropos. Wishing you a prosperous 2025! Thanks again for guiding all of us with such insight and love.
This is so connected to my path. Great to read the comments of the others on this thread. It also reminded me of - your description of the dynamic of racing up to get pushed off again but getting up and doing it again - when I was a young teen I was so into mind-over-matter and had such a connected memory sense of flying that I convinced myself I could fly if i believed it hard enough. I used to literally throw myself off higher and higher outcrops with the sure belief that something would catch me or I would just 'catch up.' (Gurdjieff talks about the law of falling and the law of catching up as a way to steer a space craft in his seminal work "Beezelbub's Tales to His Grandson.") At some point I turned to astral travel instead after finding myself really taking my faith experiment to some dizzying places. Thanks San.
“I can’t *not* do this” Exactly San...as a psychic friend told me a while back...”You were silenced in another lifetime...at the hands of spiritual authorities...and may have even been persecuted and crucified.” Akashic for sure and with my kids at stake regarding their overreaching psychic stronghold of extreme siddis I, now, can’t stop talking of integrity...or the lack of it. 💔
Wow...wow...wow...and wow!!!!.totally connected....I just don't fully understand my soul or spiritual purpose...but...nobody gets me...I don't fit in anywhere...I am extremely unique...I think it must have to do with relationships..because I keep trying trying trying and nobody gets me...but I'm always driven and inspired to find a life partner...it feels like my purpose...or to be a light in a very dark area...a lot of darkness where I live.....low energy..low frequency...I find myself always helping people over and over..I get burnt a lot..but I know it's my calling to help those God brings to me in whatever way I can .usually not monetary..but a roof over their head for awhile..maybe some food..maybe moral support..or a shoulder to cry on...thank you...I have been very alone..sometimes lonely but always misunderstood..I would like to know if I'm fulfilling my mission and purpose...I sure hope so...I'm already 58 and I don't have a lot if years left....thank you for a beautiful reading!!
This reading was truly stupendous. I can't believe how amazingly accurate your readings are! At some point during the reading, I was so overwhelmed at how on point you were, I was struck with uncontrollable laughter🙂 The visions of me running at something to make it work only to be knocked off course, or hit a brick wall or even get sideswiped by adversity, brought me to tears. Ty so much for everything. I'm very glad that you are here to help me, help all of us, be successful in our divine purpose. Bless you dear San. I'm looking forward to seeing the extended reading 😊 Peace be with you ❤️
Spot on! Thank you! 🙏🏼 got tired of the bat 🦇 it was killing me... problem solved for 2020- Devine guidance to reach that understanding and move on has supported me fully.
Thank you so much. Your reading is on point... I couldn't have said it any better. It's been a long and strange ride I've been on most of my life. All I can do is pick myself up and try again. Namaste
what a wonderful reading of attunement to the uniqueness of the Piscean tribe, where the lifelong experience of being misunderstood is the catalyst to embracing Self ...
Here I am in January 2022 and this reading has described my feelings of the last 24 hours with such clarity that I continue to be astounded by your gift. At this point I shouldn’t be surprised but I am. Thank you San. Cancer sun, Pisces Moon. 💕
I really feel that you are talking straight to me. I was given the bear one night (15.12.19) and yes, lately I have been releasing "old pains from earlier lives" doing sports and 5D. I have always followed my hart, working as an artist and a designer. I have taken the journey, and I feel like a beacon. I have recently written a book, Mediator, messages from the soul. I was given the title. Further projects are given to me :-) Yes, I use the akashic all the times, and I am talking daily to MY Self. I am a doer, and I have always created my dreams into reality. My mission ahead is clear...it is huge - almost impossible and the image of this person leaping , crashing, and doing it another time awaiting another result... It feels like I have been training for these tasks ahead for my hole life... Pushing harder and further, yes, but the most important thing is to have fun on the way! It is by failing you learn, and finally can succeed! I was told my purpose is bigger than myself, and yes I am alien to others, because they don´t understand how it is to be a transmitting station and moove far out. Thanking you from my hart. You dig deep between the layers and you have many...You are an important Cocreater!
It's called "Living one's life". Unapologetically intensely. And at high speed. In the depths or in the heights, there are no longer many people. Enjoy being free ! Loneliness also shall pass... And we are never alone. The Source within never stops singing !
Thank you San. This morning. It’s uncanny I was working out the humbers and history between a constellation and Christ. Using facts and calculator not you tube. The figures and history ended up in the sign of Pisces. Then your Pisces vids start appearing in my feeds today. I don’t often share - but I felt the need to. Much appreciation to you and your guides San
Thank you!! I was in tears this whole reading.. you just explained me my whole life although there's so much more depth to it.. thank you peace love respect and light.. this totally resonates at this time for me as well and feelings of being different misunderstood my whole life and now.. I totally get the whole brown bear heart symbolism as well.. thank you for sharing your Devine gifts means alot to me blessings
Thank you San 🙏 I get so excited to try a new venture or thinking “yes! This is it ! I think this is what I’m meant to pursue!” and then bam! I get so many obstacles. It seems like it’s very obvious I’m being lead to do a specific thing. Even though I feel disappointed when it happens, I know it’s all part of a bigger plan. I unlock another part within me that benefits my being immensely. I’m gathering knowledge and wisdom along the way. Appreciate you so much ❤️
Thank you so much. Super spot on for me, making me feel empowered and ready for the future. Always trial and error, but that's expected. Keeping my chin up and heart full, i love all of you who read this. You got this!
Thank you San, this has been my story...there is this inner knowing n' something powerful that keeps propelling me to to move forward...! Thank you for your message, needed to hear it! 🙏😌🙏
Omg, I SO needed to hear this, San! Yes, it's true; it's not the "crashing and falling" that hurts me the most. It's the complete lack of support from my family and loved ones. Omg, that is what hurts so badly, and I can't NOT do what I'm doing. I truly AM being moved by something much larger than I can describe. ❤💔❤💔❤❤❤
Sigh. Seriously, I probably could've used this "pick-me-up" two days ago, ...before I told my mother to eff off. Loudly. And with all sincerely. I'm over it, the way she has continually betrayed me through ignorance and her utter need for approval from others.
Hey San! How can I stay down when theres this amazing video for me to watch!? Always a smile on my face when you upload a new Leo/Virgo/Pisces reading...as always, you are accurate to the word - the "now what" moment has been happening for a while and it made me go for sth new...starting all over again, back to basics...interestingly enough the word "physics" comes up all the time as it's an important function, inherent to what I'm doing now so it's really impossible not to notice how tuned you are...one thing that I find amazing is that even though you may pull the same card over different videos, the context and wisdom you provide is always completely different from previous readings! ...cant forget to say this time that Ive been a fan for a while now! ...and the "it's not extinguishable" thing, wow, I really need to create sth out of that! Thank you for this amazing energy you put forward!
Always sooooooo grateful for your readings San. You help me feel seen, not alone and to keep going courageously. I look to see if you’ve put out new readings when I struggle most, and you always meet me exactly where I’m at. When I’m finally working again, I look forward to making a token of gratitude donation. Thank you 💜🙏🏻
Describes my life of late, San. LMFAO. It is what it is. I hear my Gran's spirit saying, keep smiling, My Shell, it looks good on you. You were meant to shine, to soar high and be a guiding light for others. Forgive for you and say a prayer for them, for they know not what they do. They need prayers, not anger. You're too beautiful to hold resentment. Let it go. Begin again. As Marco says, I repeat, lol, I'm working on it. It's not how hard you hit, it's how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, as Rocky says. Gran says the harder they knock you, the higher we lift you back up. I'm trying guys, to my angels, to my healer, I am trying.if you only knew... I knew my bear, my panda and grizzly, when he touched my leg, I knew, I just didn't want to, I don't want to be hurt again. My angels say he's my guardian, my protector and healer, why I was brought here, to this place. He needed me, too. I agree in what he is for me, I just don't understand how I am helping him when he takes my swords, the ones meant for me, in his back because he's used to it, he refuses to let me stop the pain and chaos. Keeping me close for my protection. My dream. ... Take my emotions out of it...the bear that is a part of my heart and my purpose, my friend and teacher, needs to learn me...tell me my fears are imaginary, doubt me and all that I am, ... running my mouth with respect, well...I learn, teacher, nothing I say will matter, nothing but I don't want to hear that shit, no why, no visibility, just overemotional and his headache and weakness. I am no longer...as I am neither of those things. He has far greater desires, wants, and needs than I will ever be to him. Jimmy says, Maria. I like Maria. I am not Maria, nor do I wish to be anyone other than who and what I am. Tell me in action, I am invisible and unheard, I will respond with a mirror, when asked the question, what's wrong. Tell me I wouldn't ask if I didn't care, I respond with your words spoken the last time. I am very sure of one thing. He didn't need to hear my shit. But the fact he was blind to why I said what I said...well, it speaks volumes, in silence. He is who he is, I respect that. I accept the whole man for who and what he is. I only wished likewise. Wishes and dreams. I should have walked away. But then again, had I done so, he would have asked why, and we would have ended in the same place. He didn't see me in the box with the boards I ran before Ethel broke, to avoid the woman. Boxing without paperwork. He didn't see her run my boards and make me catch with Felicia standing there waiting to catch for me, he didn't see her spraying off all I did the night before, preceding morning meeting, as if to say, you did it half ass, he didn't hear all the negativity and comments regarding my skill, not only on that edger but as a cleaning woman, words spoken by her in jealousy and envy, much like the young man with daddy issues who needs his praise every so often. His duties are far greater than guarding my back and I will remember that in the days to come. My loyalty isn't conditional, neither is my love. My respect, well, I lost my temper and said I'd like to shove that air hose up her ass, disrespectful... Or too damn direct, it was honest and deserved after her treatment. I tried please and thank you, I tried moving, hence the boxing, and asking Cris to put me outside, and asking him to ask her to stop and to ask him to ask her to allow me to go back to work and put Ethel's hood down. But I'm too emotional when my fuse ignites. I asked to go home if she was meant to be doing my job. Deaf ears to an invisible woman is my greatest trigger after Mike and even when they died, not a single word, but hey, I am working on it. I value him, but ... I am under no illusion of where I stand in comparison to youth and nationality or looks. I am my own kind of beautiful and I own that shit like I own all that I am, take it, leave it, I survive. I am all that I am for a reason and I am pretty fantastic when you get to know me, problem is, no one ever takes the time to do that. They judge. God judges us all, HE'S my judge. Integrity and discernment and a healthy respect for my boundaries is my requirements, not requests. I attempt to walk in love, in faith, in Justice and I learn, trust me, I learn. It is what it is and everything happens for a reason. I enjoyed cleaning under the stacks, it cleared the smoke and mirrors, the fog of dust and disrespect. I love it outside and I love helping him and making him proud to have hired me. I love making it easier on him if I can. Wanting him to smile, I try, and I fail. But hey, I took my aggression out on wanting to strangle her on the dirt and concrete with a broom. The broom is shot now, it took a beating, LMFAO. But I did my best in the allotted time. I wish he would have told them to leave me be and I would have been out there sooner and done a better and more thorough job. Wishes don't change things though, do they my light worker friend? The chaos remains, and I take the swords meant for me now. It takes a moment to adjust, I prefer taking my own swords to them hurting my bear... I... I just thought I... for once.... I could depend on another to always have my back...stupid girl. But God's got it 💯 and if it helps my fearless leader and allows his back to heal, I'll take the pain. I'm used to it, too.
111th comment.. This is me..I live in the poorest counties in America...clay co.. I've felt rare not bragging ,its been lonely, I dont fit in around hear ,I love these people tho ,,they act like they dont like me but..deep down they do,,I believe the light is starting to get thur..
San, I appreciate your gifts so much. I always tune into your Sag readings and I have commented a few times because you tap into my energy and situations so deeply and spiritually. I told you under a Sag post that I call you,”San-Can”, because you tap in so well. So, my teenage boy is a Pisces Sun and Moon. I’m Sag Sun and Moon so we are both intuitive seers, it’s great. He is a phenomenon, very extraordinary. THIS reading tapped into his present energy and situation from start to finish. I never watch readings for him, this is my official first time and your title made me click on it. You even repeating how childlike the energy felt was a sign for me. The running, jumping, references to coming down hard, etc. He’s an elite basketball player and he had a game last night that meant so much to him but it really knocked him down which was unexpected. It put him in a “3 of water” energy. As a traveling, elite ball player, he is always pushing the limit (as you mentioned) and wherever he goes, his star power introduces him. But, being a Pisces, when he gets disappointed , it can really take him down. So, he’s in a tower moment, he feels the ppl around him just don’t get him. Last night we came home and I put my “hand on his heart” (as you mentioned) and reinforced his unique purpose even past basketball but as a human. I gave him a soundbath after and he woke up this morning more in ease. Today, for a big tournament, he was back flying through the air, dunking the ball and dominating. I can’t wait to let him hear this reading. Thanks, San.
My fkn head, its like the forging of Damascus steel, folded and pounded, heated and quenched, chained to Vulcans anvil, divine will, metered out in synchronous blows, only the God's appreciate his art, muggles best stick to shopping
Cancer prognosis that I was able to turn away and make it go away through love and music only. Now it’s back as a recurrence, so I have to go back and figure out how to live again, using compassionate inquiry and mushroom powders, looking directly into whatever it is underneath. And it’s fierce, the energy. The brown bear has been my guide for decades, the large spiritual energy, God.
No emotional whirlwind. More like a kind of dead feeling, like a totally, 100% complete, absolutely blasted passion for life. The core tenants, the basic things I need to enjoy life with, do not exist. I don't like being seen, I don't like being with people, I just want to exit this experience and forget it ever happened.
Thank you very very much.. Finally.. someone know it and fell it... Ohhh that means I'm alive and true... The power within the energy of falling add to that the energy of frustration it give the starting power to propell than a magical energy start the real propelltio to sky high to emptyness that encouraging to fell free to close the eyes.. when target missed, as a result :"enough being who is out of control, target missed so pull back to learn to be slower, but stronger, lighter but grounder, faster but more flexible, and keep your eyes open, do not allow thrill to pull you away, dear Pisces".. So that means the last time propelling (without fall) will be when eyes remain open not missing target/purpose.. Thank you once more you have seen it.. and I feel that you truly enjoy it.. 🙏🙏🙏💐 Mry Xmas and wish you happy new 2️⃣0️⃣2️⃣0️⃣🎇
The valley and summit experience, the brighter the light the darker the shadow or treading the waters one day only to end up crippled on the seabed the next
Bangin' my head against the wall is my thing, I'm not happy unless there's some kind of resistance, ever since I was a kid...average life bored me to tears, shopping malls, coffee shops, football and motor racing, big screen TVs... I kept my own counsel watching the world go to shit, even as a kid I knew it was all flawed, it was all going down, just a matter of time, all I had to do was stay alive...and here we are
My ccat, my furry son has Pancreatitis tried all I could may be the last weekend with him🙄hearth broken and yes is, aside from animals a hard ride. Thank You!
A parrot spirit tried to stop me from allowing the spirit of a caged wolf to enter me. But my compassion for the wolf made me brushed the parrot's warnings off. This was right after I left an abusive relationship, but.. if time plays backwards as I have often felt. This feeling led me to the great mirror.. created by compressed rainbow energy to seal and protect until time to awake..
/ I can relate to everything u described, however, since I’m so UNIQUE & in the worst possible place.. / going on since inception.. .I hearby give up my mission & not give a FIG about anything anymore. The Struggle is over . .. 💚🌟🥂🌲💫😄 Whoo Hoo !! 🤸♂️
SAN I'm cusp Mars/pisces march 21 I watch Aries but pisces really speaks to me now it's been a hard year w health same for my pisces friends I'm here in hospital will be put under in 30 min I'm happy things came out into the light that I can fix them very grateful or I can get angry @ALL THIS PPLE NEEDLING my arms😰I need a xmas tree I'm going to keep happy &thank you I hope they let me finish watching thank you 😁♥️💐
And yes....I feel disappointment and sadness at this period of time....realizing that I’m not having what I want and don’t know where to search for it, and should I actually search ...
hi,.... this is very good.... and true.: and YESSSS nobody understands me really,.... but most important, is that I UNDERSTAND MYSELF ::: I'm NOT quitting.... Thank You for the reading, ... Blessings
Merry Xmas San,, Eva and the critters, hope it's not too cold, I read Toronto's coldest day was a balmy minus 30 C, I'm flying solo this year and That Old Gnome drank all my beer so I'm just going to watch UA-cam till I passout🐪
THE BOOK OF SAN... can only be read with the use of a mirror, the last page is the first, the first is the last, dawn of the new age limited edition available now with framed mirror and nightlite while stocks last
PiscesStar2019 I want to cry.i just saw this reading and 2 yes later I'm still trying to put pisces together and my understanding doesn't come in as fast as I like. I'm angry I have no one to talk to and how would I explain. the most special person acts like he doesn't know and won't listen so much resistance yet I know that know. so much resistance and betrayal. and the more I see and oppressed of speaking of it and now I find myself wanting to run to the hills with some fear afraid of being in the spotlight somehow and I'm frustrated I DONT UNDERSTAND MY GUIDANCE .I DON'T like the conflict . there is no one making themselves available .so if there is never going to be comminication then maybe it's not good. but I can't stop going forward . I ts paralyzing and I want to be guaranteed free will if that makes sense lol
Your readings!!!!!! Well, it seems as though you hit it again..... I have been discouraged and blocked and knocked down. as i write the most evolutionary book. it is completely beyond my 3D mind. It is scary for everyone to know the truth. To me, it is the tastiest food ever. i am completely loving it and getting stronger every day. I just found a log chewed by beaver and brought it home. I love beaver and Bear medicine. I am putting the book aside for a few weeks as I make some money. no one is happy about this.in the cosmic realms or the 3D realm however, I am stronger everyminute and I'm taking it , as they give it . their energy is now feeding me as I gain momentum. nothing you said is news to me and would change my destiny. However, it feels like a nice healing balm for some reason. I am looking for some kind of confirmation. As the energies are strong against this right now and I am hoping for some angels to come to my rescue. As i move forward on a quest ... I am eternally grateful every day, I get to write about new living feminine technologies. love will prevail!!! thanks so much! for your unique perspective..... to bad you don't offer personal readings, I suppose I don't need one... lol more healing balm
I feel I do have a huge purpose I know what it is well the start of it anywho..its my parents that dont understand..I almost died twice last two times this year.. ASKI.FULE NICE
Your reading was making sense right up until you said "sibling"... and then my ears really pricked up! You went on to to refer to a brother twice, the one who topples over something I've built. This is what's happening for me at the moment. I came out of an unhappy relationship a few months ago, having been depressed and possibly gaslighted (gaslit?), and I had very little financial means to stand on my own two feet. I've been lucky to have very supportive friends and my parents have helped me out a little with money. However, my brother seems resentful of this and when I talk about how difficult it was to pull myself out of the relationship with my ex, it feels like he sometimes dismisses my lack of action to find the means to support myself as me making excuses, when actually it felt like I had blinkers on while drowning in quicksand. We had a huge argument over a week ago where he called me lazy, which hit a huge nerve for me. I've come to some realisations recently about his influence over me and how several times in the past, his advice has thrown me off when I've really needed support. I probably stayed in the unhappy relationship for a few months longer than I wanted to because he said I should work and build a nest egg before I leave my ex. I was not only disappointed that I would need to do this to escape, but this move he suggested appeared so cold and calculating that I felt I couldn't do that to my then-fiancé. I know I'm destined for more. For bigger things, and my gut is pulling me towards them. I want to move to a different city, away from him, to live a life that I believe will be more authentic to me, but I'm reluctantly following his advice for the time being and staying put and building up my funds, which of course is the practical thing to do (which should be natural to me as a Capricorn sun, but my Venus is in Pisces!). But now I'm hitting on this realisation that he's been an unconsciously negative influence in my life, I'm fighting the urge to just up sticks and go because I don't have the money. I think subconsciously he clips my wings because deep down he knows I'm destined for something incredible, because I believe I am if I'm left to be free to follow this destiny. Long post, I know, but it's been quite cathartic to put into words what I've been thinking about. If you've read this far, San, thank you for your lovely guidance. Sending you much love and good wishes for the festive season x
What matters is that YOU care...and will make a HUGE impact...especially for them fluffy souls xx Regards to yas brother....Let spirit help you with him....You stand back more x
Thank you San , and thank you for being by my side through all , you are one of my most cherished ones and I really don’t have the words to express how I truly feel , you not leaving my side is well I’m speechless! Anyway well done! Much love and appreciation to you , for you always!🐾💜
you are amazing..i do understand.. wish i could give you confirmatuins, u am in bear clan. my medicine name is soaring eagle qoman. my life has been reiki teacher healing minister. 30 years. lost count of miracles in 3rd dimension. poat stroke, walk , see, etc etc. cardio thoracic surgert ;ast year. continue to survive.. and now moving intp thrive. inspte of.. it is humbling. frankly. but i a. ok. love iseternal.. w``` amy mon.. her generation did not have the word . your gift is inspiring, thank you. gifted or intuitive or psychic. blessings to YOUteral. am artist poet and. willing to serve .. born into this world. impossibly,, my mother told me
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Not going to pretend. It gets super old not being understood and feeling pushed aside because of the unique nature of us. I have never felt understood or that anyone matches my energy. While I am grateful for the unique insight and purpose, it does get lonely. Who knew that such a blessing could lead to such ostracism? I’m not “weird” I just can’t help if others are unable to look beneath the surface.
I always appreciate it when children call me 'weird' or 'crazy, with a smile and a glint in their eye. Spontaneously they innerstand this 'difference' and it attracts their own sense of curiosity and individuality.
But when close family, a sole (soul?) daughter, proclaims it in ernest, yes, it is a little disappointing even though I accept that she is correct from her own 'point of view'. It is far easier to reject difference than it is to engage with it, accepting it for what it is while noting how and why you are effected by it. For what it's worth, your comment made eminent sense to me!
Blue Sun I agree with your comment about children. They’re so much more open. They have a beautifully open perspective until the world gets ahold of them.
My ear rang when I read your comment that it is far easier to reject difference than engage with it. I have experienced that way too many times in my life. It’s hard not to feel ashamed or beat down by the rejection.
I feel your resonance. Thank you for your time and thought in commenting.
@@asilsdaydream3749 You are most welcome, Lisa.
Perhaps one of thereasons that we fall foul of, and as you put it 'feel ashamed or beat down with the rejection', is because *we* too still tend to identify our Self with our ego-identity, social-familial I-mage, when in fact *we* (inasmuch as One) are far greater than that.
Most people would probably spontaneously find the following words quite 'weird' and abnormal...until/unless they devoted a moment to reflect upon them:
"Upon reflection, it can be recognised that every single thing that we see, hear, touch, taste, smell and imagine is experienced from within the confines of our physical body. *Does this makes our physical body the largest object in the Universe?* Perhaps! But as we have grown to identify ourself solely with the ego-personality- body over the course of millennia, we have long-since lost sight of and forgotten all of this. .."
(johnscottconsciousness.com/we-are-at-once-an-individual-manifestation-and-all-of-the-expressions-of-consciousness-itself/ )
I understand! I feel myself constantly saying/feeling that my greatest fear is being misunderstood... Was having this conversation with my 25 yr old daughter wherein she asked me "why? why are you so afraid of being misunderstood?" ... Food for thought... The answer is SOOOOO deep I can't even quite put my finger on it... I feel I've been there, done that, maybe not all in this lifetime but please don't categorize me or box me in... I remain silent for fear of being misunderstood! And for this I am misunderstood! Lol! Pisces logic... We are too much I think for this world, even we don't truly understand or at minimum, have a very hard time articulating... Love & light ♥️sorry for the rambling...
I can relate with every word you expressed here! It’s not easy... it never really has been: yet..... I embrace who I am- and the heart I’ve been given.
Us Pisces are passionate souls and so trying...A GIFT to the Earth :)...Just know when to charge up and be still :)...I always feel them spiritual cuddles on low tides. RIDING ON and focused on staying HAPPY...doing all the things that tickle me soul.
Stunning how a 3 year old reading that was resonant then speaks again at a different point of the growth journey, then the project I am now trying to launch was just an inkling … so true how others don’t get it and knock it down with words … yet I keep going … how miraculous the way energy works and how it’s true at different times ,… there’s no time! ❤❤❤
Thanks San. Your readings mean a lot to me. This popped up on my feed at a synchronous time years after you posted, and it’s very apropos. Wishing you a prosperous 2025! Thanks again for guiding all of us with such insight and love.
OH MY GOD !!!!! I AM IN TEARSSSS 😭 THIS READING HAS RESONATED SO DEEPLY IN MY HEART ♥️ THANK YOU FOR THIS !!!!
Ahhh...the Brown Bear...truly.
If it wasn’t for Spirit I’d never be doing any of this. ❤️🙏🌷
This is so connected to my path. Great to read the comments of the others on this thread. It also reminded me of - your description of the dynamic of racing up to get pushed off again but getting up and doing it again - when I was a young teen I was so into mind-over-matter and had such a connected memory sense of flying that I convinced myself I could fly if i believed it hard enough. I used to literally throw myself off higher and higher outcrops with the sure belief that something would catch me or I would just 'catch up.' (Gurdjieff talks about the law of falling and the law of catching up as a way to steer a space craft in his seminal work "Beezelbub's Tales to His Grandson.") At some point I turned to astral travel instead after finding myself really taking my faith experiment to some dizzying places. Thanks San.
“I can’t *not* do this”
Exactly San...as a psychic friend told me a while back...”You were silenced in another lifetime...at the hands of spiritual authorities...and may have even been persecuted and crucified.”
Akashic for sure and with my kids at stake regarding their overreaching psychic stronghold of extreme siddis I, now, can’t stop talking of integrity...or the lack of it. 💔
I feel you, you have a very good friend.
Wow...wow...wow...and wow!!!!.totally connected....I just don't fully understand my soul or spiritual purpose...but...nobody gets me...I don't fit in anywhere...I am extremely unique...I think it must have to do with relationships..because I keep trying trying trying and nobody gets me...but I'm always driven and inspired to find a life partner...it feels like my purpose...or to be a light in a very dark area...a lot of darkness where I live.....low energy..low frequency...I find myself always helping people over and over..I get burnt a lot..but I know it's my calling to help those God brings to me in whatever way I can .usually not monetary..but a roof over their head for awhile..maybe some food..maybe moral support..or a shoulder to cry on...thank you...I have been very alone..sometimes lonely but always misunderstood..I would like to know if I'm fulfilling my mission and purpose...I sure hope so...I'm already 58 and I don't have a lot if years left....thank you for a beautiful reading!!
This reading was truly stupendous. I can't believe how amazingly accurate your readings are! At some point during the reading, I was so overwhelmed at how on point you were, I was struck with uncontrollable laughter🙂 The visions of me running at something to make it work only to be knocked off course, or hit a brick wall or even get sideswiped by adversity, brought me to tears. Ty so much for everything. I'm very glad that you are here to help me, help all of us, be successful in our divine purpose. Bless you dear San. I'm looking forward to seeing the extended reading 😊 Peace be with you ❤️
Spot on! Thank you! 🙏🏼 got tired of the bat 🦇 it was killing me... problem solved for 2020- Devine guidance to reach that understanding and move on has supported me fully.
This reading sums it up. Yes I fall down, but I get back up. I have learned to set boundaries and I no longer care if anyone understands me or not
Thank you so much for the calming influence you have on me, like a balm
I feel it too, very healing and soothing energy, that helps my subconscious mind to find some rest and peace. Thank you San, 💗🙏💜💗
Thank you so much. Your reading is on point... I couldn't have said it any better. It's been a long and strange ride I've been on most of my life. All I can do is pick myself up and try again. Namaste
what a wonderful reading of attunement to the uniqueness of the Piscean tribe, where the lifelong experience of being misunderstood is the catalyst to embracing Self ...
Here I am in January 2022 and this reading has described my feelings of the last 24 hours with such clarity that I continue to be astounded by your gift. At this point I shouldn’t be surprised but I am. Thank you San. Cancer sun, Pisces Moon. 💕
I really feel that you are talking straight to me. I was given the bear one night (15.12.19) and yes, lately I have been releasing "old pains from earlier lives" doing sports and 5D. I have always followed my hart, working as an artist and a designer. I have taken the journey, and I feel like a beacon. I have recently written a book, Mediator, messages from the soul. I was given the title. Further projects are given to me :-)
Yes, I use the akashic all the times, and I am talking daily to MY Self.
I am a doer, and I have always created my dreams into reality. My mission ahead is clear...it is huge - almost impossible and the image of this person leaping , crashing, and doing it another time awaiting another result... It feels like I have been training for these tasks ahead for my hole life...
Pushing harder and further, yes, but the most important thing is to have fun on the way! It is by failing you learn, and finally can succeed! I was told my purpose is bigger than myself, and yes I am alien to others, because they don´t understand how it is to be a transmitting station and moove far out.
Thanking you from my hart. You dig deep between the layers and you have many...You are an important Cocreater!
Thank you. 💫 I claim this reading. My Awakening and Rebirth home to Source Love. I Am here to inspire and guide others. 💕🙌💜
Story of my life lol your presence is very therapeutic... thank you!
It's called "Living one's life". Unapologetically intensely. And at high speed. In the depths or in the heights, there are no longer many people. Enjoy being free ! Loneliness also shall pass... And we are never alone. The Source within never stops singing !
Thank you San. This morning. It’s uncanny I was working out the humbers and history between a constellation and Christ. Using facts and calculator not you tube. The figures and history ended up in the sign of Pisces. Then your Pisces vids start appearing in my feeds today. I don’t often share - but I felt the need to. Much appreciation to you and your guides San
Thank you!! I was in tears this whole reading.. you just explained me my whole life although there's so much more depth to it.. thank you peace love respect and light.. this totally resonates at this time for me as well and feelings of being different misunderstood my whole life and now.. I totally get the whole brown bear heart symbolism as well.. thank you for sharing your Devine gifts means alot to me blessings
Thank you San 🙏
I get so excited to try a new venture or thinking “yes! This is it ! I think this is what I’m meant to pursue!” and then bam! I get so many obstacles. It seems like it’s very obvious I’m being lead to do a specific thing. Even though I feel disappointed when it happens, I know it’s all part of a bigger plan. I unlock another part within me that benefits my being immensely. I’m gathering knowledge and wisdom along the way.
Appreciate you so much ❤️
Thank you so much. Super spot on for me, making me feel empowered and ready for the future. Always trial and error, but that's expected. Keeping my chin up and heart full, i love all of you who read this. You got this!
Resonated deeply. Helpful indeed. Thank you San 🌻✨
Thank you San, this has been my story...there is this inner knowing n' something powerful that keeps propelling me to to move forward...! Thank you for your message, needed to hear it! 🙏😌🙏
Omg, I SO needed to hear this, San! Yes, it's true; it's not the "crashing and falling" that hurts me the most. It's the complete lack of support from my family and loved ones. Omg, that is what hurts so badly, and I can't NOT do what I'm doing. I truly AM being moved by something much larger than I can describe. ❤💔❤💔❤❤❤
Sigh. Seriously, I probably could've used this "pick-me-up" two days ago, ...before I told my mother to eff off. Loudly. And with all sincerely. I'm over it, the way she has continually betrayed me through ignorance and her utter need for approval from others.
Same old, we have disappointments, sadness, towers non stop. 1 moment of joy multiple moments of crap
Hey San! How can I stay down when theres this amazing video for me to watch!? Always a smile on my face when you upload a new Leo/Virgo/Pisces reading...as always, you are accurate to the word - the "now what" moment has been happening for a while and it made me go for sth new...starting all over again, back to basics...interestingly enough the word "physics" comes up all the time as it's an important function, inherent to what I'm doing now so it's really impossible not to notice how tuned you are...one thing that I find amazing is that even though you may pull the same card over different videos, the context and wisdom you provide is always completely different from previous readings! ...cant forget to say this time that Ive been a fan for a while now! ...and the "it's not extinguishable" thing, wow, I really need to create sth out of that! Thank you for this amazing energy you put forward!
wow. love that bear energy in the extended!!!! Y.E.S.
Always sooooooo grateful for your readings San. You help me feel seen, not alone and to keep going courageously.
I look to see if you’ve put out new readings when I struggle most, and you always meet me exactly where I’m at. When I’m finally working again, I look forward to making a token of gratitude donation.
Thank you 💜🙏🏻
Beauuutiful read. Thank you San 🌻
Thank you, I really needed this 'big bear hug' right now.
Thank you. Sending love.
Thank you for confirming that ma is my guardian/guide. 'I believe' is true for me. I will never doubt again. Thank you
Love, Sis
Describes my life of late, San. LMFAO. It is what it is. I hear my Gran's spirit saying, keep smiling, My Shell, it looks good on you. You were meant to shine, to soar high and be a guiding light for others. Forgive for you and say a prayer for them, for they know not what they do. They need prayers, not anger. You're too beautiful to hold resentment. Let it go. Begin again. As Marco says, I repeat, lol, I'm working on it. It's not how hard you hit, it's how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, as Rocky says. Gran says the harder they knock you, the higher we lift you back up. I'm trying guys, to my angels, to my healer, I am trying.if you only knew... I knew my bear, my panda and grizzly, when he touched my leg, I knew, I just didn't want to, I don't want to be hurt again. My angels say he's my guardian, my protector and healer, why I was brought here, to this place. He needed me, too. I agree in what he is for me, I just don't understand how I am helping him when he takes my swords, the ones meant for me, in his back because he's used to it, he refuses to let me stop the pain and chaos. Keeping me close for my protection. My dream. ... Take my emotions out of it...the bear that is a part of my heart and my purpose, my friend and teacher, needs to learn me...tell me my fears are imaginary, doubt me and all that I am, ... running my mouth with respect, well...I learn, teacher, nothing I say will matter, nothing but I don't want to hear that shit, no why, no visibility, just overemotional and his headache and weakness. I am no longer...as I am neither of those things. He has far greater desires, wants, and needs than I will ever be to him. Jimmy says, Maria. I like Maria. I am not Maria, nor do I wish to be anyone other than who and what I am. Tell me in action, I am invisible and unheard, I will respond with a mirror, when asked the question, what's wrong. Tell me I wouldn't ask if I didn't care, I respond with your words spoken the last time. I am very sure of one thing. He didn't need to hear my shit. But the fact he was blind to why I said what I said...well, it speaks volumes, in silence. He is who he is, I respect that. I accept the whole man for who and what he is. I only wished likewise. Wishes and dreams. I should have walked away. But then again, had I done so, he would have asked why, and we would have ended in the same place. He didn't see me in the box with the boards I ran before Ethel broke, to avoid the woman. Boxing without paperwork. He didn't see her run my boards and make me catch with Felicia standing there waiting to catch for me, he didn't see her spraying off all I did the night before, preceding morning meeting, as if to say, you did it half ass, he didn't hear all the negativity and comments regarding my skill, not only on that edger but as a cleaning woman, words spoken by her in jealousy and envy, much like the young man with daddy issues who needs his praise every so often. His duties are far greater than guarding my back and I will remember that in the days to come. My loyalty isn't conditional, neither is my love. My respect, well, I lost my temper and said I'd like to shove that air hose up her ass, disrespectful... Or too damn direct, it was honest and deserved after her treatment. I tried please and thank you, I tried moving, hence the boxing, and asking Cris to put me outside, and asking him to ask her to stop and to ask him to ask her to allow me to go back to work and put Ethel's hood down. But I'm too emotional when my fuse ignites. I asked to go home if she was meant to be doing my job. Deaf ears to an invisible woman is my greatest trigger after Mike and even when they died, not a single word, but hey, I am working on it. I value him, but ... I am under no illusion of where I stand in comparison to youth and nationality or looks. I am my own kind of beautiful and I own that shit like I own all that I am, take it, leave it, I survive. I am all that I am for a reason and I am pretty fantastic when you get to know me, problem is, no one ever takes the time to do that. They judge. God judges us all, HE'S my judge. Integrity and discernment and a healthy respect for my boundaries is my requirements, not requests. I attempt to walk in love, in faith, in Justice and I learn, trust me, I learn. It is what it is and everything happens for a reason. I enjoyed cleaning under the stacks, it cleared the smoke and mirrors, the fog of dust and disrespect. I love it outside and I love helping him and making him proud to have hired me. I love making it easier on him if I can. Wanting him to smile, I try, and I fail. But hey, I took my aggression out on wanting to strangle her on the dirt and concrete with a broom. The broom is shot now, it took a beating, LMFAO. But I did my best in the allotted time. I wish he would have told them to leave me be and I would have been out there sooner and done a better and more thorough job. Wishes don't change things though, do they my light worker friend? The chaos remains, and I take the swords meant for me now. It takes a moment to adjust, I prefer taking my own swords to them hurting my bear... I... I just thought I... for once.... I could depend on another to always have my back...stupid girl. But God's got it 💯 and if it helps my fearless leader and allows his back to heal, I'll take the pain. I'm used to it, too.
Resonates ! Pisces sun , moon , Sag rising ! Yes hitting walls but getting up again ! Little by little , life motto !
I'm a restless seeker! It makes sense! Thank you!
You have really enlightened me. Thank you so much
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This is me..I live in the poorest counties in America...clay co.. I've felt rare not bragging ,its been lonely, I dont fit in around hear ,I love these people tho ,,they act like they dont like me but..deep down they do,,I believe the light is starting to get thur..
Thank you San, double pisces here...
San, I appreciate your gifts so much. I always tune into your Sag readings and I have commented a few times because you tap into my energy and situations so deeply and spiritually. I told you under a Sag post that I call you,”San-Can”, because you tap in so well. So, my teenage boy is a Pisces Sun and Moon. I’m Sag Sun and Moon so we are both intuitive seers, it’s great. He is a phenomenon, very extraordinary. THIS reading tapped into his present energy and situation from start to finish. I never watch readings for him, this is my official first time and your title made me click on it. You even repeating how childlike the energy felt was a sign for me. The running, jumping, references to coming down hard, etc. He’s an elite basketball player and he had a game last night that meant so much to him but it really knocked him down which was unexpected. It put him in a “3 of water” energy. As a traveling, elite ball player, he is always pushing the limit (as you mentioned) and wherever he goes, his star power introduces him. But, being a Pisces, when he gets disappointed , it can really take him down. So, he’s in a tower moment, he feels the ppl around him just don’t get him. Last night we came home and I put my “hand on his heart” (as you mentioned) and reinforced his unique purpose even past basketball but as a human. I gave him a soundbath after and he woke up this morning more in ease. Today, for a big tournament, he was back flying through the air, dunking the ball and dominating. I can’t wait to let him hear this reading. Thanks, San.
Thank you for this. 😊🙏
My fkn head, its like the forging of Damascus steel, folded and pounded, heated and quenched, chained to Vulcans anvil, divine will, metered out in synchronous blows, only the God's appreciate his art, muggles best stick to shopping
OMG I appreciated this reading so much. You are spot on . Thank you so much!! xoxo
I peeked at a couple of your videos... very intriguing energy. Love the pets. :)
You are THE AMAZING ONE! 100% accurate...Thank You. Rich Blessings.
Awesome 🤗 thank you ❤
Cancer prognosis that I was able to turn away and make it go away through love and music only. Now it’s back as a recurrence, so I have to go back and figure out how to live again, using compassionate inquiry and mushroom powders, looking directly into whatever it is underneath. And it’s fierce, the energy. The brown bear has been my guide for decades, the large spiritual energy, God.
Thanks, San. Very on point today and helpful.
Thank you so much! Absolutely spot on x
Thank you. I realy needed that external overview giving encouragement. Mixing 2 worlds here. Xxx
No emotional whirlwind. More like a kind of dead feeling, like a totally, 100% complete, absolutely blasted passion for life. The core tenants, the basic things I need to enjoy life with, do not exist. I don't like being seen, I don't like being with people, I just want to exit this experience and forget it ever happened.
Totally love it!! Thank you San!! ✨❤️🙏
What a sincronice reading. Thanks a lot! I:ll go inside to get my mamma bear hug 🌹
Horse and Parrot Spirit Card kinda hit me hard. Thanks for such a wonderful reading.
Quite a synchronicity & you are divinely intuitive ♥️🙏♥️
I love the way u read
No shame in crashing and burning when your learning to soar.
Thank you very very much..
Finally.. someone know it and fell it... Ohhh that means I'm alive and true...
The power within the energy of falling add to that the energy of frustration it give the starting power to propell than a magical energy start the real propelltio to sky high to emptyness that encouraging to fell free to close the eyes.. when target missed, as a result :"enough being who is out of control, target missed so pull back to learn to be slower, but stronger, lighter but grounder, faster but more flexible, and keep your eyes open, do not allow thrill to pull you away, dear Pisces"..
So that means the last time propelling (without fall) will be when eyes remain open not missing target/purpose..
Thank you once more you have seen it.. and I feel that you truly enjoy it.. 🙏🙏🙏💐
Mry Xmas and wish you happy new 2️⃣0️⃣2️⃣0️⃣🎇
Merry Christmas! 😊
The roll of the dice
The valley and summit experience, the brighter the light the darker the shadow or treading the waters one day only to end up crippled on the seabed the next
Thank you
great reading..Thanku so much❤️❤️
Bangin' my head against the wall is my thing, I'm not happy unless there's some kind of resistance, ever since I was a kid...average life bored me to tears, shopping malls, coffee shops, football and motor racing, big screen TVs... I kept my own counsel watching the world go to shit, even as a kid I knew it was all flawed, it was all going down, just a matter of time, all I had to do was stay alive...and here we are
Thank You💫✨💕
My ccat, my furry son has Pancreatitis tried all I could may be the last weekend with him🙄hearth broken and yes is, aside from animals a hard ride. Thank You!
I went through that illness with my beloved dog a few years ago. I'm sorry.
@@SanTarot is horrid 🙄 Thank You! Sorry You know it too😭
A parrot spirit tried to stop me from allowing the spirit of a caged wolf to enter me. But my compassion for the wolf made me brushed the parrot's warnings off. This was right after I left an abusive relationship, but.. if time plays backwards as I have often felt. This feeling led me to the great mirror.. created by compressed rainbow energy to seal and protect until time to awake..
Thank you 🙏🏻
/ I can relate to everything u described, however, since I’m so UNIQUE & in the worst possible place.. / going on since inception.. .I hearby give up my mission & not give a FIG about anything anymore. The Struggle is over . .. 💚🌟🥂🌲💫😄 Whoo Hoo !! 🤸♂️
THANKYOU
Amazing . Thank you so much
I hope you can connect with my energy more than ever before this week San. I'm waiting for your guidance and my read next. I get it.
Which sign again, Scorpio?
Aries girl San
I got the message, amazing as always xx
SAN I'm cusp Mars/pisces march 21 I watch Aries but pisces really speaks to me now it's been a hard year w health same for my pisces friends I'm here in hospital will be put under in 30 min I'm happy things came out into the light that I can fix them very grateful or I can get angry @ALL THIS PPLE NEEDLING my arms😰I need a xmas tree I'm going to keep happy &thank you I hope they let me finish watching thank you 😁♥️💐
When you're coming back into awareness afterwards, it's an excellent time to see beyond... play with it and see what you can discover. 😉🙏
21 min!!! San )) I’m sending u warm hugs from Kyiv!!! Muah !!!💋💋💋
That’s been my life for 5 years now….❤
And yes....I feel disappointment and sadness at this period of time....realizing that I’m not having what I want and don’t know where to search for it, and should I actually search ...
hi,.... this is very good.... and true.: and YESSSS nobody understands me really,.... but most important, is that I UNDERSTAND MYSELF ::: I'm NOT quitting.... Thank You for the reading, ... Blessings
Merry Xmas San,, Eva and the critters, hope it's not too cold, I read Toronto's coldest day was a balmy minus 30 C, I'm flying solo this year and That Old Gnome drank all my beer so I'm just going to watch UA-cam till I passout🐪
Merry Christmas to you, Bill! Sending you warm hugs from Canada. 2020'll be the best year yet... you'll see. 😉😘😊
Thanks
Thanks 💋💋💋🙏🏻💋💋💋
Thank you
THE BOOK OF SAN... can only be read with the use of a mirror, the last page is the first, the first is the last, dawn of the new age limited edition available now with framed mirror and nightlite while stocks last
PiscesStar2019 I want to cry.i just saw this reading and 2 yes later I'm still trying to put pisces together and my understanding doesn't come in as fast as I like. I'm angry I have no one to talk to and how would I explain. the most special person acts like he doesn't know and won't listen so much resistance yet I know that know. so much resistance and betrayal. and the more I see and oppressed of speaking of it and now I find myself wanting to run to the hills with some fear afraid of being in the spotlight somehow and I'm frustrated I DONT UNDERSTAND MY GUIDANCE .I DON'T like the conflict . there is no one making themselves available .so if there is never going to be comminication then maybe it's not good. but I can't stop going forward . I ts paralyzing and I want to be guaranteed free will if that makes sense lol
Love.
Indeed.
Your readings!!!!!! Well, it seems as though you hit it again..... I have been discouraged and blocked and knocked down. as i write the most evolutionary book. it is completely beyond my 3D mind. It is scary for everyone to know the truth. To me, it is the tastiest food ever. i am completely loving it and getting stronger every day. I just found a log chewed by beaver and brought it home. I love beaver and Bear medicine. I am putting the book aside for a few weeks as I make some money. no one is happy about this.in the cosmic realms or the 3D realm however, I am stronger everyminute and I'm taking it , as they give it . their energy is now feeding me as I gain momentum. nothing you said is news to me and would change my destiny. However, it feels like a nice healing balm for some reason. I am looking for some kind of confirmation. As the energies are strong against this right now and I am hoping for some angels to come to my rescue. As i move forward on a quest ... I am eternally grateful every day, I get to write about new living feminine technologies. love will prevail!!! thanks so much! for your unique perspective..... to bad you don't offer personal readings, I suppose I don't need one... lol more healing balm
Trying to become next LEVEL...😬
I feel I do have a huge purpose I know what it is well the start of it anywho..its my parents that dont understand..I almost died twice last two times this year..
ASKI.FULE NICE
wow
I just found you today..who ALL believes in divine timing?????
#KundaliniYoga
Your reading was making sense right up until you said "sibling"... and then my ears really pricked up! You went on to to refer to a brother twice, the one who topples over something I've built. This is what's happening for me at the moment. I came out of an unhappy relationship a few months ago, having been depressed and possibly gaslighted (gaslit?), and I had very little financial means to stand on my own two feet. I've been lucky to have very supportive friends and my parents have helped me out a little with money. However, my brother seems resentful of this and when I talk about how difficult it was to pull myself out of the relationship with my ex, it feels like he sometimes dismisses my lack of action to find the means to support myself as me making excuses, when actually it felt like I had blinkers on while drowning in quicksand. We had a huge argument over a week ago where he called me lazy, which hit a huge nerve for me. I've come to some realisations recently about his influence over me and how several times in the past, his advice has thrown me off when I've really needed support. I probably stayed in the unhappy relationship for a few months longer than I wanted to because he said I should work and build a nest egg before I leave my ex. I was not only disappointed that I would need to do this to escape, but this move he suggested appeared so cold and calculating that I felt I couldn't do that to my then-fiancé.
I know I'm destined for more. For bigger things, and my gut is pulling me towards them. I want to move to a different city, away from him, to live a life that I believe will be more authentic to me, but I'm reluctantly following his advice for the time being and staying put and building up my funds, which of course is the practical thing to do (which should be natural to me as a Capricorn sun, but my Venus is in Pisces!). But now I'm hitting on this realisation that he's been an unconsciously negative influence in my life, I'm fighting the urge to just up sticks and go because I don't have the money. I think subconsciously he clips my wings because deep down he knows I'm destined for something incredible, because I believe I am if I'm left to be free to follow this destiny.
Long post, I know, but it's been quite cathartic to put into words what I've been thinking about. If you've read this far, San, thank you for your lovely guidance. Sending you much love and good wishes for the festive season x
Much love and festival holidays to you too, Angel. 😊🙏
Wow! 🤭👌🏾
Well yeah, my brother’s trying to steal my mother’s house and I’m involved in trying to help cats in Philadelphia; people don’t understand nor care.
What matters is that YOU care...and will make a HUGE impact...especially for them fluffy souls xx Regards to yas brother....Let spirit help you with him....You stand back more x
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Thank you San , and thank you for being by my side through all , you are one of my most cherished ones and I really don’t have the words to express how I truly feel , you not leaving my side is well I’m speechless! Anyway well done! Much love and appreciation to you , for you always!🐾💜
you are amazing..i do understand.. wish i could give you confirmatuins, u am in bear clan. my medicine name is soaring eagle qoman. my life has been reiki teacher healing minister. 30 years. lost count of miracles in 3rd dimension. poat stroke, walk , see, etc etc. cardio thoracic surgert ;ast year. continue to survive.. and now moving intp thrive. inspte of.. it is humbling. frankly. but i a. ok. love iseternal.. w```
amy mon.. her generation did not have the word . your gift is inspiring, thank you.
gifted or intuitive or psychic. blessings to YOUteral. am artist poet and. willing to serve .. born into this world. impossibly,, my mother told me
thank you