You might notice that I mention this is the third ceremony of this retreat, and that the previous one was an introspective nightmare. Since this was my first video post from this particular journey to the Amazon I thought I should start with the happy joyous event, rather than the dark brooding hell-scape, but don't worry that one is coming too!
@adeptuspsychonautica Crazy I will write you an email . My we had nearly the same experience . I am still integrating . I have to write the stuff I experienced . In my bucket 🪣 I saw red glowing signs saying „purge at me „ „ come on let it out „ the entities told me to clean myself . And the places I experienced where completely beyond human words . We have to talk . First day was more cleaning but the second night although with a large Dosis of DMT blew me for hours ( had the feeling it was 10 years ) out of my body . Had the best people I could imagine at my side and the group was amazing . Had overlapping realities before they brought me to a dimension I am unable to discribe . I experienced the united field of consciousness. I must write you the complete expirience I had .
Trip reports are so difficult to communicate and even more difficult to communicate well and you managed to do both. One of my favorite trip reports I've ever seen. Well done.
Thank you. I enjoy these kind of "morning after" unscripted trip reports, it seems like the best time to capture some of the magic while it is still fresh
Wow, like wow, feel really activated listening to this, very powerful and a high energy being transmitted through the computer. I can relate to the thumbs up thing, I remember asking "them" about my approach (during a psychic surgery) and getting the thumbs up. Sounds like you've let go of some deep disturbances so looking forward to learning how you did this, which I could learn.
Yeah its bonkers how these visions seamlessly blend together cartoon-like pop culture with the deeply mystical, and have it all make perfect sense. And yes I'm definitely feeling like I've stopped dragging some dead horses around... took me long enough 😀
Wow, that’s gotta be the best aya trip report I’ve ever heard! I don’t even need to have the trip, you took me there man, I feel it within me! Profound, so beautiful, and such a potent lesson to learn to choose to live and create despite our suffering. Wow 💙🙏
I love the traffic lights you describe. Sometimes the purges feel like a whole lifetime to get to. I also resonate with the maloka filling with spirits. I've had this happen quite a few times - once where the shaman also saw a spirit I was interested in and began talking to it in Shipibo
Wow.. Such a powerful testimonial. Your vulnerability while explaining the breakthrough surrounding moving forward in acceptance and gratitude of your mother was absolutely beautiful. You must be on fire, brother. Such a beautiful way to end the video. Thank you for your example. Well done!
Goosebumps listening to this...as I was so gobsmacked on my last ceremony but unable to articulate it like u did. What a magical place and entities and wisdom and emotion. Thanks for the insights...very relatable in the best of ways.
I don’t know why or how, but what you said about your visions of all that creative oneness made me cry of joy and happiness. Thank you for sharing the experience. Much Love
I’ve just found your channel and i currently have 1g of dmt. I’ve done it about 10x and terrifies me everytime before I do it. What you’re explaining here I 100% can relate to. I believe that entire existence is one consciousness through the experience of individual conscientious. Thank you for your videos
These are the experiences where I'm greeted with a version of myself that has evolved so much that i feel like im breaking the laws of the universe but in that moment there are no laws. Everything subjectively appears to be millions if not billions of years more advanced. I love the report. Articulated very well!
Incredible how much you can put your experiences and feelings into words. It is wonderful to listen to you because you remain so human and never try to represent something that you are not. Thank you for these deep insights into your experiences
Oh man, i thank you so much for this! I felt the vibe so much that i instantly jumped into 20 minutes of meditation, not been doing in for a couple of months now. But after watching this incredible tripp story i felt the urge of giving myself something good, for my own soul. Much love and respect! and again thank you so much!
I love this channel. I don't know why but there's something really nice about your stories being told in a northern accent. I'm a fellow northerner but from the other side of the Pennines up in the northeast. "I thank her for what she gave me and I forgive for what she couldn't give me" - this is absolutely beautiful. I had my first ceremony a month ago or so and this one of the big hurdles that I broke through and it's made so much difference to my relationship with them. This trip sounds bonkers though, I don't think I fully broke through tbh but it was a tremendous experience anyway.
We are so blessed to have you share these truly incredible and awesome experiences! My heart sang listening to you. It's what I've always believed to be true and now that I am a psychonaut also (very early one), its just so nice to have evidence of what my heart has always told me. And how you describe it so perfectly. Thank you, thank you, thank you🕉💜
Love you so much man. Tears in my eyes by the end. I may never experience what you describe but it comes alive in my minds eye as you describe it. Thankyou so much for sharing ❤️🙏❤️
@@AdeptusPsychonautica that’s awesome. Looking forward to any insight you receive from it. I’m open to the means coming my way so I can visit peru for ayahuasca as well. I trust if she wants me there I’ll be there.
Hi Rob. Long time subscriber, first time poster. My current journey with psychedelics started one and a half years ago. I have spent a number of trips reliving/learning/healing from the past. My hope is to find happiness before I die. You have given me hope. This video is the most inspirational thing I have encountered on my journey so far. Thank you. Wayne.
Hey Wayne, thank you for these kind words and yes I think hope is out there to be found, if we can just get past the hurdles we put in front of ourselves. Thanks for taking the time to post and I hope to see more :)
I found myself laughing in a deep, embodied, even a bit ecstatic way, like something in me was recognizing the deep truth in what you were saying. Especially the part about all of this being created just for the joy of it! Beautiful!
Rob I just want to thank you for sharing your experience in such a beautiful and honest way. I was really moved by your video and I am so happy for you that you had such a life changing and humbling experience ❤️ I am considering doing ayahuasca soon. This has been so encouraging and helpful. So thanks again 😊
As a teenager, many many years ago, I read Aldus Huxley's "Doors of perception" and I was intrigued by his fascinating description of his mescaline trip and his conclusions about it. It was years before I took my first trip (LSD) and of course, I was swept away in a manner my intelect could not comprehend; that's when I thought of ol' Aldus and I was amazed by his prowess at describing and analysing his experience of the undescribable. Well, I just wanted to tell you that you just did the same thing for me about Ayahuasca and that your capacity for describing the undecribable is quite amazing. To this you also add the dimension of your open heart and sincerity. Thank you for sharing that creative power and Love with us. 🙏🏼
This is the best "trip report" I've ever seen. And SO much more than that. First, what a great description of the play and dance of the 'gods' but your vulnerable gratitude for your mother was really touching and oh so real. Thank you and I'm happy for you to have had that experience, breakthrough and insight. YES!
Man awesome, Gonna be short, I love how this experiences have changed you, made you more aware of awe and awesomeness and all, just go, keep spreading it now, thats the point!! ❤❤❤❤
@@AdeptusPsychonautica and thanks to you, I was able to connect with Wiler Noriega for retreats in Spain. Happy to have found your channel, keep up the great work!
A simple “thumbs up” does not reflect the proper, respectful regard for the immensity of your experience. I feel connected to you and all my/our fellow cosmonauts throughout our ongoing quest for universal understanding. Thank you, Rob.
Well described yet again brother - the idea that we are eternal god like beings who created this 3D playground realm and project a part of ourselves in over many lifetimes is the conclusion I reached myself some time ago - while I've not witnessed our ancestors as vividly as you have, logical deduction & multiple experiences took me there in a less dramatic fashion 😊
What you said at the end hit hard because both my parents were horrible parents but after listening to you say that and knowing they both passed away just recently even though I was not sad about their passing I should be thankful for what they did give me in life. Which was life itself. I have four young beautiful children now and I am a very happy father and I would not be that if not for my parents.
Wow, just wow……that was verbalized so well. What an amazing gift for you to experience and then to share. I’ve just recently discovered 5MEO and and it’s opened me up in ways I didn’t think were alive in me. I can’t wait to attend an Ayahuasca ceremony to explore, learn and accept myself fully. Thank you for sharing ☺️
Absolutely beautiful report. So excited for you hearing about your experience. Sounds like a prolonged DMT trip which I’m well versed in. I’m even more excited about my turn with Aya when it comes. Can’t love this video enough with only a comment and a thumbs up. I can feel the awe through your expression of it. Much love 🙌🏻
Unbelivable experience you heve had and being able to talk about it so clearly opens up memories and flashbacks to an earlier existence that I have had. We are these Creator beings. We all have our own Universes, out there in the Omniverse. We have created everything, not an external God, but we ourselves are the creatrors of REALITIES and Universes. This is the Great Secret the system does not want us to know!!! Ayahuasca has shown you the TRUTH.
Thank you for putting into words what I'd been unable to do. I have had this experience on on sublingual caapi extract and DMT enhanced leaf. I call it " the game ", the entities do these sweeping gestures of creation and invite you to do the same, passing it off to you like a football. Colors that my eyes don't have the cones to see, but my mind's eye does. The fractal nature of reality becomes clear, as above, so below. Namaste
That was a beautiful recount, mate. So powerful. One of my favourites of your videos how you effortlessly expressed the sometimes ineffable and I'm sure you only explained 1% in words :)
A powerful narrative there Brother and for me it kinda provides a hint of an answer for of the politely un-asked questions that I often think of about Ayahuasca which is - "Is it truly a healing mechanism - or just an effective coping mechanism". But it sounds like the seeds of serious healing has been sown during this experience and that beng the case, I'm truly delighted for you. Tell me, mate. Are you still balancing on the fence when it comes to accepting the concept of physical life being but a small part of universal consciousness and that our deaths do not extinguish our own consciousness? Or did the fence wobble a little during the ceremony? For me, this video is probably one of your very best, if not the outright winner. Congratulations on yet another breathtakingly good upload.
Since my first dabblings with DMT I have been leaning towards the idea that consciousness is not rooted in the physical, but my primary thought which I use to ground myself is that it doesn’t matter. I think its more useful to be present as a human being and just make the most of that experience, and that doesn’t mean I’m dismissive of the transcendent (far from it) but it does mean I don’t let myself get sucked into it to the point of it becoming dogma. But for sure I cannot un-experience things like what I describe here, and I love the concepts that arise from it. I think they add to the human experience, although i have seen some people try to use them as a form of escapism which I think is a mistake. So I don’t think of myself as on the fence, more in the moment and open to anything, without being entrenched in any one thing 🙂
You might notice that I mention this is the third ceremony of this retreat, and that the previous one was an introspective nightmare. Since this was my first video post from this particular journey to the Amazon I thought I should start with the happy joyous event, rather than the dark brooding hell-scape, but don't worry that one is coming too!
Oh no… this is the part I’m terrified of
Did you ever upload It? Very interested
@@sniper1444 yup, here is a link - ua-cam.com/video/ol0kLgoH7NM/v-deo.html
@Adeptus Psychonautica thank you my friend! Hope to make it to the jungle soon. It's been calling me!
@adeptuspsychonautica Crazy I will write you an email . My we had nearly the same experience . I am still integrating . I have to write the stuff I experienced . In my bucket 🪣 I saw red glowing signs saying „purge at me „ „ come on let it out „ the entities told me to clean myself . And the places I experienced where completely beyond human words . We have to talk . First day was more cleaning but the second night although with a large Dosis of DMT blew me for hours ( had the feeling it was 10 years ) out of my body . Had the best people I could imagine at my side and the group was amazing . Had overlapping realities before they brought me to a dimension I am unable to discribe . I experienced the united field of consciousness. I must write you the complete expirience I had .
Trip reports are so difficult to communicate and even more difficult to communicate well and you managed to do both. One of my favorite trip reports I've ever seen. Well done.
Wow, thank you!
I had this experience under 5MeoDMT, your description was refreshing. Thank You!
I needed to hear this very badly.
Thank you, its hard to forgive and understand.
Hope you are well Rob. Lots of love to you and yours.
You are a treasure that your mother gifted us with! I've learned a lot from you.
Wow, thank you
Great trip report. Thanks for sharing.
I am pausing to say this at 5:54 -- This is an incredibly well narrated captivating Trip report. NICe language choices. Sentiment coming through...
Thank you. I enjoy these kind of "morning after" unscripted trip reports, it seems like the best time to capture some of the magic while it is still fresh
Love hearing these experiences, got goosebumps listening. Glad you had a good time :)
Simply through your sharing of it, we can experience what you experienced. Thank you for keeping it real Rob!
Wow, like wow, feel really activated listening to this, very powerful and a high energy being transmitted through the computer. I can relate to the thumbs up thing, I remember asking "them" about my approach (during a psychic surgery) and getting the thumbs up.
Sounds like you've let go of some deep disturbances so looking forward to learning how you did this, which I could learn.
Yeah its bonkers how these visions seamlessly blend together cartoon-like pop culture with the deeply mystical, and have it all make perfect sense.
And yes I'm definitely feeling like I've stopped dragging some dead horses around... took me long enough 😀
Wow, that’s gotta be the best aya trip report I’ve ever heard! I don’t even need to have the trip, you took me there man, I feel it within me! Profound, so beautiful, and such a potent lesson to learn to choose to live and create despite our suffering.
Wow 💙🙏
I'm very happy to hear that it resonated with you 🙏
I just want to give you a big hug 🤗🤗🤗
I could use a hug right now
I love the traffic lights you describe. Sometimes the purges feel like a whole lifetime to get to. I also resonate with the maloka filling with spirits. I've had this happen quite a few times - once where the shaman also saw a spirit I was interested in and began talking to it in Shipibo
Wow.. Such a powerful testimonial.
Your vulnerability while explaining the breakthrough surrounding moving forward in acceptance and gratitude of your mother was absolutely beautiful.
You must be on fire, brother. Such a beautiful way to end the video.
Thank you for your example. Well done!
That was so powerful, my friend. Thank you for sharing. I'm looking forward, although equally terrified, to my first Ayahuasca retreat in July.
Goosebumps listening to this...as I was so gobsmacked on my last ceremony but unable to articulate it like u did. What a magical place and entities and wisdom and emotion.
Thanks for the insights...very relatable in the best of ways.
I don’t know why or how, but what you said about your visions of all that creative oneness made me cry of joy and happiness. Thank you for sharing the experience. Much Love
Thanks for sharing this experience. Sounds incredible😀
I’ve just found your channel and i currently have 1g of dmt. I’ve done it about 10x and terrifies me everytime before I do it. What you’re explaining here I 100% can relate to. I believe that entire existence is one consciousness through the experience of individual conscientious. Thank you for your videos
Consciousness.*
These are the experiences where I'm greeted with a version of myself that has evolved so much that i feel like im breaking the laws of the universe but in that moment there are no laws. Everything subjectively appears to be millions if not billions of years more advanced. I love the report. Articulated very well!
Wow... I got emotional watching that. Thanks bro.
Incredible how much you can put your experiences and feelings into words. It is wonderful to listen to you because you remain so human and never try to represent something that you are not. Thank you for these deep insights into your experiences
Oh man, i thank you so much for this! I felt the vibe so much that i instantly jumped into 20 minutes of meditation, not been doing in for a couple of months now. But after watching this incredible tripp story i felt the urge of giving myself something good, for my own soul.
Much love and respect! and again thank you so much!
Its near to hear that it inspired you - thanks for the kind words :)
Beautiful Rob!
Cheers J!
I love this channel. I don't know why but there's something really nice about your stories being told in a northern accent. I'm a fellow northerner but from the other side of the Pennines up in the northeast.
"I thank her for what she gave me and I forgive for what she couldn't give me" - this is absolutely beautiful. I had my first ceremony a month ago or so and this one of the big hurdles that I broke through and it's made so much difference to my relationship with them.
This trip sounds bonkers though, I don't think I fully broke through tbh but it was a tremendous experience anyway.
We are so blessed to have you share these truly incredible and awesome experiences! My heart sang listening to you. It's what I've always believed to be true and now that I am a psychonaut also (very early one), its just so nice to have evidence of what my heart has always told me. And how you describe it so perfectly. Thank you, thank you, thank you🕉💜
You are so welcome, and thank you for the kind words 🙏
Love you so much man. Tears in my eyes by the end. I may never experience what you describe but it comes alive in my minds eye as you describe it. Thankyou so much for sharing ❤️🙏❤️
Exactly! I've touched upon it and can feel them more than see them when he describes. It's so utterly beautiful🌌
Wow, thank you mate. I'm touched 🥰
left me in tears.
thank you dearly
Wow! Thanks for making my day, and for being so wonderfully authentic and articulate in reporting from the heavenly spheres 🌈❤
Glad you enjoyed it!
Would be great if someone could bring what you saw to the movie screens. Sounds way more spectacular than Avatar! :)
Thank you for sharing! 🙏❤
I think the cartoon Adventure Time is probably the closest on screen visual representation so far 😀
Beautiful... What a beautiful report. Thank you so much for sharing. I love you so much brother.
Thanks Daryl ❤🙏
This was beautiful. Thank u for allowing us to absorb ur experience brother . Peace and blessings
Aaahhh I love this. Makes me miss mama Aya. Goals.
I'm actually heading back to Peru this summer so I'm looking forward to spending some more time with ayahuasca.
@@AdeptusPsychonautica that’s awesome. Looking forward to any insight you receive from it. I’m open to the means coming my way so I can visit peru for ayahuasca as well. I trust if she wants me there I’ll be there.
That was amazing. Thanks for the share.
Thank you so much for sharing this and thank you for being you and doing this.
Hi Rob. Long time subscriber, first time poster. My current journey with psychedelics started one and a half years ago. I have spent a number of trips reliving/learning/healing from the past. My hope is to find happiness before I die. You have given me hope. This video is the most inspirational thing I have encountered on my journey so far. Thank you. Wayne.
Hey Wayne, thank you for these kind words and yes I think hope is out there to be found, if we can just get past the hurdles we put in front of ourselves. Thanks for taking the time to post and I hope to see more :)
This sounds like an utterly amazing experience! Good job! 🙏🏽🌟
I found myself laughing in a deep, embodied, even a bit ecstatic way, like something in me was recognizing the deep truth in what you were saying. Especially the part about all of this being created just for the joy of it! Beautiful!
Rob I just want to thank you for sharing your experience in such a beautiful and honest way. I was really moved by your video and I am so happy for you that you had such a life changing and humbling experience ❤️ I am considering doing ayahuasca soon. This has been so encouraging and helpful. So thanks again 😊
As a teenager, many many years ago, I read Aldus Huxley's "Doors of perception" and I was intrigued by his fascinating description of his mescaline trip and his conclusions about it. It was years before I took my first trip (LSD) and of course, I was swept away in a manner my intelect could not comprehend; that's when I thought of ol' Aldus and I was amazed by his prowess at describing and analysing his experience of the undescribable. Well, I just wanted to tell you that you just did the same thing for me about Ayahuasca and that your capacity for describing the undecribable is quite amazing. To this you also add the dimension of your open heart and sincerity. Thank you for sharing that creative power and Love with us. 🙏🏼
Thanks mate, thats quite the compliment to even be remotely compared to Huxley 🙏
Listening to your recollections was brilliant.
Thanks. Glad you enjoyed it 🙏
Beautiful! Sounds very interesting and intense, also you looks very healthy 👍
Cheers! I did feel physically prepared with for this retreat and I think it really helped with the ceremonies
These are the most beautiful lessons - thank you for sharing. I hope most people open enough and are humble enough to come to the medicine to learn.
I hope so too!
Love your interpretation, it was wonderful. Glad you were given that. As someone with cPTSD, i felt that.
Much love to you . Thank you for your level head and your Chanel
Much appreciated
Well done. That really demonstrates that there is good therapy and healing to be had in these experiences...thanks.
Thank you so much for sharing! It was uncontrollable, though! God bless you, man!
Wow sounds incredible Rob. Thanks for sharing.
This is the best "trip report" I've ever seen. And SO much more than that. First, what a great description of the play and dance of the 'gods' but your vulnerable gratitude for your mother was really touching and oh so real. Thank you and I'm happy for you to have had that experience, breakthrough and insight. YES!
Thanks Rob, I'm glad that you enjoyed it mate 🙏
Man awesome,
Gonna be short,
I love how this experiences have changed you, made you more aware of awe and awesomeness and all, just go, keep spreading it now, thats the point!! ❤❤❤❤
Congratulations, I cried a lot with your experience.
Thank you!! 😊
Thank you. 🙌🏼
Great, thank you so much for sharing. You are literally glowing. I am feeling very activated from the energy coming from you
Thanks Eryca, I'm happy to be able to share some of that joy I received 🙌
@@AdeptusPsychonautica and thanks to you, I was able to connect with Wiler Noriega for retreats in Spain. Happy to have found your channel, keep up the great work!
Your ability to articulate your experience is on a-whole-nother level...thank you for that💕
Thanks Tiffany, that's very kind of you to say 🙏
Beautiful. Thankyou for sharing.
My pleasure 😊
Wow! You are a gifted speaker. That was an amazing trip report! How lucky you are to have experienced that
Wow, thank you!
A simple “thumbs up” does not reflect the proper, respectful regard for the immensity of your experience. I feel connected to you and all my/our fellow cosmonauts throughout our ongoing quest for universal understanding. Thank you, Rob.
Well said💜
Thanks Chip, I appreciate the support my friend 🙏
This is why being empathic is awesome, if you will. I totally got to feel into that experience. Much love.
Been waiting for this one!
That was a moving testimony. Thanks for posting this.
Thanks Keith
Thank you for sharing, I feel like this video could help a lot of people
Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience brother and your realisations about your mother. Powerful! Much love to you and your family.
Thank you so much
Congratulations! Thank you for sharing your experience. It sounds beautiful.
Thanks Pat, it was indeed - although it took some work getting there.
Well described yet again brother - the idea that we are eternal god like beings who created this 3D playground realm and project a part of ourselves in over many lifetimes is the conclusion I reached myself some time ago - while I've not witnessed our ancestors as vividly as you have, logical deduction & multiple experiences took me there in a less dramatic fashion 😊
What you said at the end hit hard because both my parents were horrible parents but after listening to you say that and knowing they both passed away just recently even though I was not sad about their passing I should be thankful for what they did give me in life. Which was life itself. I have four young beautiful children now and I am a very happy father and I would not be that if not for my parents.
I love you, and we are thankful for all that is . 🙏🏻
Wow, just wow……that was verbalized so well. What an amazing gift for you to experience and then to share.
I’ve just recently discovered 5MEO and and it’s opened me up in ways I didn’t think were alive in me.
I can’t wait to attend an Ayahuasca ceremony to explore, learn and accept myself fully.
Thank you for sharing ☺️
Thanks Ken, and yeah 5 MEO is an amazing experience - I have a few videos on that topic
You do a brilliant job in explaining your experience, thankyou
Thanks Allan 🙏
Sublime 🙏🏻 thank you so very much for sharing this beautiful experience 🤍 it’s a powerful reminder to us all!
Glad you enjoyed it!
Great story. Loved the end
Thanks!
Absolutely beautiful report. So excited for you hearing about your experience. Sounds like a prolonged DMT trip which I’m well versed in. I’m even more excited about my turn with Aya when it comes. Can’t love this video enough with only a comment and a thumbs up. I can feel the awe through your expression of it. Much love 🙌🏻
Thanks Johnny, glad you enjoyed it mate :)
I love you and Rachel, too.
One of your best videos ever, and one of the best descriptions of a high dose DMT experience I have heard. Thank you.
This is an AMAZING trip report!!!
That was profound brother, thank you for sharing.
Thanks for listening mate
Great report - love the openness, honesty and bravery in sharing what's very personal and raw to you. Wishing you luck with your ongoing journey
Thank you so much!
Beautiful words my man,I can relate to every single one. Peace.
THANKYOU...
Unbelivable experience you heve had and being able to talk about it so clearly opens up memories and flashbacks to an earlier existence that I have had.
We are these Creator beings. We all have our own Universes, out there in the Omniverse.
We have created everything, not an external God, but we ourselves are the creatrors of REALITIES and Universes.
This is the Great Secret the system does not want us to know!!!
Ayahuasca has shown you the TRUTH.
Absolutely beautiful!
welcome to the infinit !! 🙏 All this creation, this beeings, universes, realities, this is what we Are. We are ALL THIS INFINIT !! 😃
Great stuff bro thanks for the video
No problem 👍
Wow ! Well done.
thank you
Beautiful report.
Thank you for putting into words what I'd been unable to do. I have had this experience on on sublingual caapi extract and DMT enhanced leaf. I call it " the game ", the entities do these sweeping gestures of creation and invite you to do the same, passing it off to you like a football. Colors that my eyes don't have the cones to see, but my mind's eye does. The fractal nature of reality becomes clear, as above, so below. Namaste
You are pretty good at putting it into words yourself! Here's to The Game 🙏
Thank you.
You're welcome!
Nice
Thanks!
💖👊🧝♂️🙏 love u brother....thank you for sharing x
That was a beautiful recount, mate. So powerful. One of my favourites of your videos how you effortlessly expressed the sometimes ineffable and I'm sure you only explained 1% in words :)
Glad you enjoyed it!
So amazing
Good on you. Seriously saw the belief of your words in your eyes.
Beautiful!
Thank you!
Thanks for sharing
Thanks for watching!
Peace be with you brother! ✌🏻
Gracias gracias Doctorcitos 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Gracias gracias Madre Ayahuasca 💚
Gracias gracias Pachamama 🌎
A powerful narrative there Brother and for me it kinda provides a hint of an answer for of the politely un-asked questions that I often think of about Ayahuasca which is - "Is it truly a healing mechanism - or just an effective coping mechanism". But it sounds like the seeds of serious healing has been sown during this experience and that beng the case, I'm truly delighted for you.
Tell me, mate. Are you still balancing on the fence when it comes to accepting the concept of physical life being but a small part of universal consciousness and that our deaths do not extinguish our own consciousness? Or did the fence wobble a little during the ceremony?
For me, this video is probably one of your very best, if not the outright winner. Congratulations on yet another breathtakingly good upload.
Since my first dabblings with DMT I have been leaning towards the idea that consciousness is not rooted in the physical, but my primary thought which I use to ground myself is that it doesn’t matter.
I think its more useful to be present as a human being and just make the most of that experience, and that doesn’t mean I’m dismissive of the transcendent (far from it) but it does mean I don’t let myself get sucked into it to the point of it becoming dogma.
But for sure I cannot un-experience things like what I describe here, and I love the concepts that arise from it. I think they add to the human experience, although i have seen some people try to use them as a form of escapism which I think is a mistake.
So I don’t think of myself as on the fence, more in the moment and open to anything, without being entrenched in any one thing 🙂
Also thank you for your videos. You helped me make the decision to go to Arkana sacred valley
Glad I could be of service 😀
Fascinating