Really relating to what youre saying and feeling mate. Im trying too. This week has just been a dark cloud over me no matter what i do because i slipped up last sunday. As the weeks gone on of course been doing better and brain healing. Drink and drugs just pull the rug from under me and i need to work out why i still end up in the cycle of doing well then falling off the wagon. I have a reiki coming up, and also mental health team going to help, got someone to talk to coming up towards end of july. I can tell that i am making a shift, my energy is changing and it is manifesting and just putting one foot in front of the other and doing my best to not over think and stress. I subscribed mate, wish you a great weekend
Know the feeling of falling off the wagon mate, just had a week long bender and was arrested twice, lots of cocaine and a psychosis episode! Got to rebuild and pray everyday and stay strong brother. Love your work mate
@@SamuelRussUK stay strong bro,I'm depressed to fuck today but I know I can turn it around with a couple good days it's just about learning and moving on...alcohol & drugs are the devil...pray and all will come good 🙏🏻
@@Embracelife_x I know the very feeling mate I was in a very dark place only a few days ago, all down to my own choices with drink and drugs though! I’m now microdosing mushrooms every morning and cold water therapy that helps massively and of course good intense training sessions. It’s not easy but the big man has our backs and will reward us if we stay on track brother. God bless you my man, stay strong 🙏
Really relating to what youre saying and feeling mate. Im trying too. This week has just been a dark cloud over me no matter what i do because i slipped up last sunday. As the weeks gone on of course been doing better and brain healing. Drink and drugs just pull the rug from under me and i need to work out why i still end up in the cycle of doing well then falling off the wagon. I have a reiki coming up, and also mental health team going to help, got someone to talk to coming up towards end of july. I can tell that i am making a shift, my energy is changing and it is manifesting and just putting one foot in front of the other and doing my best to not over think and stress. I subscribed mate, wish you a great weekend
Know the feeling of falling off the wagon mate, just had a week long bender and was arrested twice, lots of cocaine and a psychosis episode! Got to rebuild and pray everyday and stay strong brother. Love your work mate
@@SamuelRussUK stay strong bro,I'm depressed to fuck today but I know I can turn it around with a couple good days it's just about learning and moving on...alcohol & drugs are the devil...pray and all will come good 🙏🏻
@@Embracelife_x I know the very feeling mate I was in a very dark place only a few days ago, all down to my own choices with drink and drugs though! I’m now microdosing mushrooms every morning and cold water therapy that helps massively and of course good intense training sessions. It’s not easy but the big man has our backs and will reward us if we stay on track brother. God bless you my man, stay strong 🙏
@@SamuelRussUK you too brother I wish you all the best