Pile 2: I am tired of people playing me, I really am. It feels like a cruel joke that all I want is romantic love, yet I always get fling-people. I have worked on my self-love, but I'm just frustrated. How am I to fully love myself when the people around me have consistently made me feel like I'm not good enough? How can I even manifest romantic love when I don't know how that feels? I am rigid, because I was psychologically traumatized by an ex. I'm honestly a little angry with the universe and whatever higher power, because it always seems like I'm not good enough. First they send me an abusive partner, I work through it and cope and feel my emotions as much as possible without support and then I get chided again. Like, what does the universe want from me? I'm tired of putting in effort in my relationships and being loving and getting the bare minimum. It's not okay. Yes, self-love is important, but it also really sucks to have people consistently ignore and not love you.
I chose Pile 2 and was tearing up for majority of the reading, especially when you mentioned that I "don't need to be a warrior anymore" and can put the sword down now. I have had a difficult time acknowledging and processing negative emotions (like grief) since I was a child and was (indirectly) taught that I "shouldn't" feel so deeply; I was not given the space I needed to fully express, learn and heal from that hurt. What I didn't realize until this reading is that a part of me is afraid to start healing because I've been operating like this for so long (and am afraid of experiencing love because I wasn't given a chance to really feel loved). Thank you for posting this reading; I've been given a lot to think about, but I'm excited to heal properly this time and not be in pain anymore.
This was such a vulnerable and beautiful comment. Thank you so much for sharing this with me. I'm so proud of you for putting energy and focus on healing yourself. 💛 Thank you for watching and I'm so happy that this message found you exactly when it was meant to.
Pile 3-it was extremely accurate. I am a Seer. My intuition and sight are very sharp and clear, especially when I'm relaxed. When I'm stressed out or overwhelmed I get a bit cloudy
Pile 2 read the deepest parts of me. This is what I couldn’t put into words. Thank you for this reading. I now know that I can honor my pain, I can be vulnerable with myself, and step through the door to embracing my truth and embodiment of my more feminine energy🙏🏻🌸 This is conformation💖
Thank you so much for sharing. 💛 I am so happy that this helped you, and am so proud of you for the growth you're embarking on for yourself. I'm sending you so much love and healing. 💛
Hi Lotus, I just found your channel about 2 or 3 weeks ago. And I am so glad I did. The readings I have watched have resonated with me. But never ever has a general reading resonated this much for me. With actual conformations in the reading. At this time in my life I have felt I needed more guidance than ever. So I went back and saw your older readings were timeless. So I picked this one and I was thinking it was going to be oh this person is hiding this from you. Boy I nevered imagined it would be me hiding things. I picked pile 2 and I was crying several times during the reading. Yesterday I was doing a candle ritual for releasing pain from a past relationship. And I was telling spirit that I want to heal and be better. I had been looking for a lot of ways to heal this pain. This video showed me I have more past hurts other than from this past relationship. Yes my father was abusive and left. He left sometime when I was in elementary school. Never saw him again. You know when you said love porion number 9 my great aunt use to sing that song to me all the time when I was a kid. And I loved her singing to me. When you spoke of the Aztecs well of course I'm not from South America but my karmic soulmate is. And he talked about the Aztecs a lot. And Beetlejuice is not one of my favorite movies but my middle child loves that movie. And when you said that every man is looking for a good time not a long time or long haul yes this happens to me all the time. And I was wondering why do I attract this? What am I putting out there that brings this to me. And wow I thought I was emotionally available. This stuff was really hidden from me, and I am so grateful for this reading. I want to move and be at peace. And have harmony and high vibration throughout my whole body, self, mind, and soul. You know what came to mind last night for me? That I think I want to do some painting. I already have an idea of some hurt I want to paint. I'm no artist but I kinda feel like this pain I want to release may come out as great art work. I was thinking last night what is my favorite song ever, and I was like so hard to decide. But then I said oh no it's easy. It Sailing from Christopher Cross. It's not talking about love, pain, heartache, being happy like worldly things happy. It's about having peace, inner peace, tranquility, and lord I can't spell but if you know the song you know what I'm saying. That's my favorite song of all time. I'm going to watch pile 2 again and take some notes. Thank you Lotus, sending you love and light. Also I love the newest reading your ego vs your soul. I have to rewatch that video because I was listening to itbin parts on my breaks. A lot there I can learn about myself too.
Awwww! I am so happy that this reading found you precisely when it was meant to! 💛 I am so, so proud of you for taking this healing journey into your hands and really pouring love and attention into yourself. Your heart deserves to be healed and love unconditionally. Always. 💛 Thank you so much for letting me read for you. I appreciate you! 💛💛
Thank you Taylor. So many messages really hit home in this reading, especially ones that invoke feelings of my past. You are great at showing us the parts of ourselves that need attention, healing, and love. I will sit and reflect on all this new information, knowing that spirit is with me and guiding me forward. ❤️🩹
Wow! I work in Healthcare and my son is a Leo and my mouth is on the floor. I educate people about the heart and keeping a heart healthy life. Wow, a lot of whatvu said was on point.
Pile 3 Cutently in the energy check session. Scandinavian girl with sun in virgo in the 11th house, moon in aquarius in the 4th house among neptune and uranus. Libra rising. Chiron and Mars in scorpio in the 2th house. Cancer midheaven. I work with brain developmentally disabled people. Pets are always drawn to me haha. Been cleaning out in my circle of friends through these past few months and been overworking. Dont have much family either and i dont see them very often. So its been pretty lonely for a while. I've always gotten a lot of comments on me being wise beyond my age since I was even a kid. I used to write and paint in my spare time but i dont really have the time and/or the inspiration. So pretty spot on I think... Interesting reading.
I chose PILE 3 and from the first card you showed, you got my career right. I work in health care. 🙂 I just got interested in astrology and tarot reading recently. I hope to study tarot reading soon after I'm done with my medical training. With the river, I also thought about~ just around the river bend. I love that it was mentioned that I was made for service work and there's something more I want to do soon as I finish my studies. In one of the tarot readings I watched I was drawn to Persephone. I feel like I could relate to her because she's both part of a world that embraces both light and darkness. My life path is 3 and I'm a ♏. I agree that it scares me when I post my creative writing or other forms of art work. Always feels as if it might be ridiculed or be viewed by others as too much. Thank you for this reading again~
I'm so happy that it resonated for you! 💛 Thank you so much for sharing this with me, and for choosing to work in healthcare. I admire everyone that does that for a living--it's truly such a beautiful thing. I can't wait to hear about your own journey with Tarot. It's such a wonderful language of sorts to learn. 💛 Thank you for watching!
Pile #3 haha When you said that I need to clear my space, it was seconds before that I was contemplating whether I had the energy to tidy up my room. Even spirit is telling me off for the mess hahaha I better do some work lol
Pile 3: Spot on af. Persephone is my psychologycal archetype and her myth with Hades my favorite of all time. Why I don´t have hope that I can get the life that I want? Because nothing is happening in my life. I don´t know what to do right now. I´m just... at the verge of giving up.
Pile 3, the vulture thing was amazing! I am blown away by your accuracy, I am impressed.. Also, I'm 34 and I saw 7 vultures earlier today, you have my undivided attention!
@🪷 Lotus Tile Tarot 🪷 there was multiple skin-crawling/jaw-dropping things you said.. I have this energy that follows me around, especially with animals.. always have, I almost had a bald eagle land on me a couple days ago lol.. once I went to a psychic, she did a palm reading as well and she said that I have on my hand what's called a psychic moon and that I may be more psychic than her, she said they're super rare. I think you were spot on when you said "untapped".
Awww, thank you so much for watching! 💛 I'm so happy that you enjoyed it. Always grateful to be able to read for people's energies; thank you so much for letting me read for yours. 💛
Pile 1 😳 I’m having such a moment.✨I’m a 5/2 Splenic projector on the LAC of Incarnation. I study and practice advanced HD analysis and astrology. My Chiron is opp my Pluto and my Uranus opp is next month. I recently have experience an upgrade of sorts with my particular gifts. I see complex patterns and have recently synthesized the last five years to a particular theme as it relates to my design and the global cross change. With that has come lots of movement in my environment particularly the energy of others toward me and quickly. I’m in a counterpart relationship with someone I knew back in the day who resurfaced last year. 4/6 Emotional Generator on the RAC of Laws 4. He’s got Pluto on his Sun and our connection seems to have activated something within us. My mind still struggles with the 🔥🔥thing, lol. We mostly connect in the 5D or whatever. I’m deep in the mundane on my cross but my design is highly intuitive as is his. He is particularly struggling at the moment, and it’s been hard for me because…well we are a union of sorts, right? I of course guide us when we need it and this morning we needed it. His energy was uncomfortable and I felt anxious and I was having a hard time just being with the energy, because I was worried for him. As the day went on things got better. I talked with a friend about relationships, has a couple clients and by the afternoon, he had settled down. I wasn’t worried any more. I picked this video without an agenda, although I did have some family in mind. Guess who came through TO A T??!! First time I’ve ever picked his pile. My first thought was how impressed I was with the way you spoke to him. So gentle, in just the way that’s perfect for him or him through me or whatever the heck just happened. 😂 Honestly I’m trippin’! The best part for me was, the confirmation of my intuitive gifts; how him and I connect, my inner vision of what’s probable for us in relation to opportunities and loving people around him and how that helps the collective. He needed to hear what you said and so did I. I’m not sure how he gets the info, but that’s not for me to figure out, I know he does. And all the other reading I’ve had about me as of late came together as well. His generator burnout I knew but I wasn’t thinking about his sacral needing healing the way mine does, sexual healing in particular. His 34.4 in D-Venus EM’s to my Plutos in 57. I’m splenic but have internal 4&5 tones, and that 4th tone is unstable because that’s the nature of the 4th. My mind has been pretty quiet about questioning my intuition and the things I see, but I believe you may have straight shut it up for good! Thank you! Truly!! You are so talented. I would love to see your design if you would like to share it with me, but of course no pressure. Aloha! 🌺
@@giuliasantamonica2756 Awww, thank you so much for sharing all of this with me! That sounds like quite the intense journey that you have been on. When we're in spiritual unions like that we are just one soul, really, so that makes so much sense. As you continue healing, he will, too--and vice versa. I'm so happy you're beginning to really embrace your intuition! You have incredible gifts and being a splenic projector means that you have a particularly powerful "gut" instinct. My Human Design is Projector with 6/2 Profile, Splenic Authority and Left Angle Cross of Demands (52/58 | 21/48). 💛
#2 Wow! I am crying. 😔🥺 Wow! I am Mexican. I am blocked. I love the song “do you believe in magic.” I have been working on my inner child. I really need to get back to working on myself.
I'm glad the reading resonated, and I hope it was helpful for you. 💛 I'm sending you so much love. Try to be easy with yourself through your healing process. 💛💛💛
Pile 3 You are so gentle, kind and warm. You words inspire me, especially when you said that cleanse your space no matter space in the physical sense or the psychic sense, by which I am struck deep, because your analysis is deep. I mean I know I should clean my house and let the past go but the problem is that I can't do it. My space is always full of all kinds of stuff, I feel myself unable to throw things away because they represent my past. I just can't throw away my past, which will make me feel I am no longer integrated. I am trying to decorate my space and never thought change can be so simple. Besides, your words make me realize that I can make mistake, the person who really cares about and truly loves me will always care about and love me even if I make mistakes. And I love Haku and Spirited Away, I am a big fan. I always wish there is a Haku in my life, never thought about that if I am or I can be Haku. I mean I never thought this could be thought of from the perspective like you said. All in all, your reading is so deep and moving and you inspire others in your own way. I love your video. Thank you and I wish you all the best❤
I'm so happy to hear that this reading helped you in any way. That makes my heart so full. Thank you so much for sharing and letting me be a part of your journey. I am sending you so much love. 💛
Who gave you permission to make me feel so seen like this lol 😆 pile 2 and oh my goodness just with those first two cards out, you described the aspects of myself that I thought only I know of. I am so glad you created a UA-cam channel, I love your videos so much. They help guide me and confirm some things for me. I clicked with your energy from the first time I watched a video of yours probably because you're an INFJ too. ❤❤ Thank you
Awwwww, I'm so happy you feel so seen here! Truly, it's an honor and I'm humbled. Thank you so much for your support and for watching my readings! It means so much! I appreciate you. 💛
Awwww, thank you so much for watching. I'm happy this message resonated with you and found you when you needed it most. 💛 I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time right now. I am sending you so much love. 💛
pile 3 libra sun, aquarius ascendant, scorpio stellium. i also have a pet bunny 🤍 this was spot on wit lots of synchronicities. i am so glad your videos were repetitively popping up in my recommended. i’m not sure why i’m usually hesitant to click on new readers but i felt so drawn to them and for good reason ☺️
It's totally understandable! I get hesitant like that, too. I'm so grateful and happy that you gave me a chance to read for you and they had some synchronicities for you. 💛
Pile #1 and I'm only on the energy check but I have to say I was raised in the "church of hard work". Rest (laziness) was the equivalent of the the Lord of darkness himself. Goes along so poignantly with the over giving tendencies. Learning to balance all of that is absolutely a work in progress ❤ I'm also a life path 6 (1+5) and "smother mother" is one of connotations for that lol 😂
Awwww, thank you so much! 💛 I'm so happy you find my readings comforting and that you enjoy my CR references! Thank you for your love and support, fellow Critter! 💛💛💛
Pile 3: Right out the gate! First card hits 💯 I'll keep going....Even ended with Turquoise which is one of my favorite stones and I love my turquoise jewelry. Great reading! Thank you💫💫💫
I was #1 I'm sick, alot of health problems. I have to go thru my parents house by myself. 1 brother telling me this has to be done in 4.months, sick alot stress of all tht and finding new place 2 live. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through all of this. 💛 That's so much to be baring, and I am sending you so much love and healing energy right now. Thank you for taking the time to watch this and I hope that it was helpful for you. 💛
Pile three 😂😂💕💕 “you’re on the edge of your seat” hahahaha oh precious soul c: happy to be here. My name translates to ‘Wise Sage’ and this made me really happy.
@@lotustiletarot I’m just happy to be here 💕😊 thank you for your intuiting on this side of the internet, it’s always a pleasure sharing energetic space with you. c:
I don't think, I will change my ways. because everything I do has very good reasons. But I thank you for the resonating messages in pile 2 regardless. Because these days hardly anything I hear on here, resebles any reality I actually live in. Sometimes I just wish readings would have a bit more of a realistic core. And less of, what could probably happen in 5D Lala Land... I know I am probably alone with my opinion. So, thank you for your energy and effort.🙏
I'm glad that it resonated for you. I totally respect and understand wanting to continue to do what works for you. These messages are never meant to dictate what you should or should not do, so I apologize if it came off that way at all. Thank you for taking time to watch and share this with me. 💛
Is it weird that I felt like you didn't read for me, but for my ex partner(Pile2). Sometimes I listen to some readings to understand his pov, but most readers can't explain his side as they say that they feel a block. He too never opened up to me, all that I picked from him was through my intuition and empathy. I think the way you described him, I always empathized with him for all the same reasons, but you helped expand my compassion. It's odd because I am at a place where most think that it's easy to hate and move on. I feel like that makes me a bitter person, whereas to be compassionate and understand does make you softer and forgiving, wanting the relationship back. So I am not sure whether to thank you or not(just kidding). Thank you and I am going to scour through all of your videos. Love and light to you❤️✨
Awww, not weird at all. Sometimes I've felt that way while watching a reading for myself. I am sending you so much love and just know you never have to rush the process of healing and how you feel. The reason I may be able to extend compassion to them is because I'm so far removed, but I can only imagine being immersed in the situation and how that made/makes you feel. I'm sending you lots of love. 💛
Thank you so much for watching and for your generosity! 💛 I appreciate you and hope that this reading was helpful. I'm sending you so much love, gratitude and healing energy. 💛💛💛💛
Lotus, you are right, I love the exchange of fluids and baby mamma is like that as well. In my mind, when my woman partner ingests my fluids it is like I am uniting with her. Hope I am not being too crude.
Ah, my dear gazelle card ❤ it all resonated. I was listening to you like "Yes! YES!". I think I really needed to hear these things right now. Not going to lie, it started to feel a bit too lonely here for a bit, so I'm very thankful for this video and Spirit's channeled message ❤ (PS it was so funny when you mentioned ears! I have very distinctive small ears and they're also a bit curved so they look elf-like 😂 I get many compliments on them 😂❤) Thank you for this video!! ❤❤❤
Awww, thank you for sharing this! I'm so happy it resonated for you and that the messages from Spirit were exactly what was needed. 💛 Omg! I have ears very similar to what you described, too! I was hoping that it wouldn't come off offensively. I'm glad it resonated for you! 💛
Thank you so much for sharing and for watching. 💛 That's such a beautiful energy, and I hope that you know how special you are, sweet soul. Thank you for sharing your light. 💛
Pile #2, I have healed through 25 years of hurt and betrayal from family members I thought I could trust. I divorced my spouse be cause he was verbally abusive and he lack support and compassion for me. My daughters disowned me because they felt it was wrong of me to divorce their father and I guess they enjoyed me being miserable. I have a new love in my life and he is much younger than I, which doesn't bother myself or him. We both see age as just a number. We have never met yet but we are planning on a meeting soon. We both have fallen hard for each other and when the day comes for our meeting, marriage will take place. And I will move to my new home overseas to be with him. And my toxic family members will always remain in the past. And we are moving forward to a positive future with an abundance of love and happiness together forever ♾️ 💍💰🏡🥂🌍🥰🥰🎶🎵, I do forgive others for the way they treated me in the past, but if it's a deep, inflicting cut I will never forget what they did towards me. It will always stay deep inside my head. Thank you for this reading it helped me to know what I need to do in my life so I can feel better physically, emotionally and spiritually. I truly love your readings, ❤
Awww, thank you so much for sharing with me. I am so sorry for what you have been through and am sending you so much love on your journey forward. I'm so happy you found someone who loves you so much and wants to help and take care of you where and when they can. That is truly so beautiful. 💛
@🪷 Lotus Tile Tarot 🪷 I went with Pile 3 in the intro, so Reading 1, and found it funny to have messages about perception xD yes definitely still enjoyed the reading!
1:08:24 😂You got my sun, rising and moon all in one shot. Also, Pluto conjuncts Venus in my natal chart. I’m not dealing with reproductive issues specifically but looks like I’ll be getting surgery for what might be an ovarian dermoid cyst so that’s still the reproductive system_(:з」∠)_ To summarize, I was adultified to some degree very early on and in some sense inherited some traits from my workaholic parents. That overgiving reached another level in friendships and acquaintances as I internalized my social value based on how much people need me (I’m all about individual values but when I’m in a group setting I definitely have that insecurity of being worthless😂) and held onto a distorted version of unconditional love. I sort of developed my idea of unconditional love to counteract what I had experienced with my parents when they were young and did not actually believe in unconditional things. My gift for mentoring feels like something natural that I’ve really developed in everyday life and learned from my teachers/professors/etc. I’m working on stepping back from handling people’s problems for them and setting boundaries by being straightforward about the appropriate extent to which I can guide & help and delegating their own responsibilities to themselves. Too many people drawn to me looking for guidance throughout my life. So much so that if I see another child like me I can’t even make sense of why they’re put in that position over and over again both involuntarily and voluntarily if I didn’t go through that myself😂. I’ve recognized that I’ve got many gifts to use to my advantage so I should definitely work on prioritizing the mentorship of myself. I’m putting aside creative leisures like writing (I don’t really write to appease readers) for now so I can work my creativity into professional development (language related career paths with main one being translation) and get to places. ❤Spirit you know I’m on my own journey and I need my peace so let me take it easy with the spiritual stuff😂 I saw the vulture from Pile 3 and decided to take a look at that reading as well. Found some messages that makes for a nice addition to pile 2.
I just want to make a correction: The order of the boxes is not the order of the reading. Box 1 and 3 seemed to have switched places. I can tell from the markings on the lids. (I obv dont mean it was done intentionally, just pointing it out) :)
I was touching and feeling the texture of stuffed lion and you say"touching the stuffed animal will help you right now". I laughed out loud. Can it "Be" any more Synchronized.
Pile 2: I am tired of people playing me, I really am. It feels like a cruel joke that all I want is romantic love, yet I always get fling-people. I have worked on my self-love, but I'm just frustrated.
How am I to fully love myself when the people around me have consistently made me feel like I'm not good enough? How can I even manifest romantic love when I don't know how that feels? I am rigid, because I was psychologically traumatized by an ex.
I'm honestly a little angry with the universe and whatever higher power, because it always seems like I'm not good enough. First they send me an abusive partner, I work through it and cope and feel my emotions as much as possible without support and then I get chided again. Like, what does the universe want from me? I'm tired of putting in effort in my relationships and being loving and getting the bare minimum. It's not okay. Yes, self-love is important, but it also really sucks to have people consistently ignore and not love you.
@@missym877 Thank you.
I chose Pile 2 and was tearing up for majority of the reading, especially when you mentioned that I "don't need to be a warrior anymore" and can put the sword down now. I have had a difficult time acknowledging and processing negative emotions (like grief) since I was a child and was (indirectly) taught that I "shouldn't" feel so deeply; I was not given the space I needed to fully express, learn and heal from that hurt. What I didn't realize until this reading is that a part of me is afraid to start healing because I've been operating like this for so long (and am afraid of experiencing love because I wasn't given a chance to really feel loved). Thank you for posting this reading; I've been given a lot to think about, but I'm excited to heal properly this time and not be in pain anymore.
This was such a vulnerable and beautiful comment. Thank you so much for sharing this with me. I'm so proud of you for putting energy and focus on healing yourself. 💛 Thank you for watching and I'm so happy that this message found you exactly when it was meant to.
Pile 3-it was extremely accurate. I am a Seer. My intuition and sight are very sharp and clear, especially when I'm relaxed. When I'm stressed out or overwhelmed I get a bit cloudy
Pile 2 read the deepest parts of me. This is what I couldn’t put into words. Thank you for this reading. I now know that I can honor my pain, I can be vulnerable with myself, and step through the door to embracing my truth and embodiment of my more feminine energy🙏🏻🌸 This is conformation💖
Thank you so much for sharing. 💛 I am so happy that this helped you, and am so proud of you for the growth you're embarking on for yourself. I'm sending you so much love and healing. 💛
Hi Lotus, I just found your channel about 2 or 3 weeks ago. And I am so glad I did. The readings I have watched have resonated with me. But never ever has a general reading resonated this much for me. With actual conformations in the reading. At this time in my life I have felt I needed more guidance than ever. So I went back and saw your older readings were timeless. So I picked this one and I was thinking it was going to be oh this person is hiding this from you. Boy I nevered imagined it would be me hiding things. I picked pile 2 and I was crying several times during the reading. Yesterday I was doing a candle ritual for releasing pain from a past relationship. And I was telling spirit that I want to heal and be better. I had been looking for a lot of ways to heal this pain. This video showed me I have more past hurts other than from this past relationship. Yes my father was abusive and left. He left sometime when I was in elementary school. Never saw him again. You know when you said love porion number 9 my great aunt use to sing that song to me all the time when I was a kid. And I loved her singing to me. When you spoke of the Aztecs well of course I'm not from South America but my karmic soulmate is. And he talked about the Aztecs a lot. And Beetlejuice is not one of my favorite movies but my middle child loves that movie. And when you said that every man is looking for a good time not a long time or long haul yes this happens to me all the time. And I was wondering why do I attract this? What am I putting out there that brings this to me. And wow I thought I was emotionally available. This stuff was really hidden from me, and I am so grateful for this reading. I want to move and be at peace. And have harmony and high vibration throughout my whole body, self, mind, and soul. You know what came to mind last night for me? That I think I want to do some painting. I already have an idea of some hurt I want to paint. I'm no artist but I kinda feel like this pain I want to release may come out as great art work. I was thinking last night what is my favorite song ever, and I was like so hard to decide. But then I said oh no it's easy. It Sailing from Christopher Cross. It's not talking about love, pain, heartache, being happy like worldly things happy. It's about having peace, inner peace, tranquility, and lord I can't spell but if you know the song you know what I'm saying. That's my favorite song of all time. I'm going to watch pile 2 again and take some notes. Thank you Lotus, sending you love and light. Also I love the newest reading your ego vs your soul. I have to rewatch that video because I was listening to itbin parts on my breaks. A lot there I can learn about myself too.
Awwww! I am so happy that this reading found you precisely when it was meant to! 💛 I am so, so proud of you for taking this healing journey into your hands and really pouring love and attention into yourself. Your heart deserves to be healed and love unconditionally. Always. 💛 Thank you so much for letting me read for you. I appreciate you! 💛💛
I'm a new subscriber and I absolutely enjoy your readings! God bless the universe for bringing you to me!
💝 Sending lots of love!
Awww, welcome! 💛🥰 I'm so happy you found me and that you're enjoying the readings. Thank you so much for being so supportive!
Pile 3. I'm definitely a transmuter. Not easy. What a beautiful way
to explain this role for pile 3. Thank you!
Awww, thank you so much! 💛 I'm so happy you enjoyed it. 💛
Pile 2 🥰 thank you so much. I am going to become a yoga therapist and yes I do deserve love. 🙏🏼💕
Yes you do! I'm so excited for your new venture, love! 💛 Thank you for watching!
Thank you Taylor. So many messages really hit home in this reading, especially ones that invoke feelings of my past.
You are great at showing us the parts of ourselves that need attention, healing, and love.
I will sit and reflect on all this new information, knowing that spirit is with me and guiding me forward. ❤️🩹
Wow! I work in Healthcare and my son is a Leo and my mouth is on the floor. I educate people about the heart and keeping a heart healthy life. Wow, a lot of whatvu said was on point.
I'm glad that it resonated for you! Thank you so much for watching! 💛
Pile 2. You are a gift. This definitely hit my soul. Thank you 🙏🏽
Thank you so much! 💛 I appreciate you and your kindness, sweet soul. Sending you so much love. 💛
🩵 oh my goodness Pile 3 was such a rich synchronistic experience for me. I can hardly begin to explain all of the ways. Namaste! 🙏
Thank you so much for sharing and watching! I am so happy that pile 3 resonated for you so strongly. 💛 💛
Pile 2. My birthday is in May, I am a Taurus. Wow this really resonated with me ❤ day by day I am healing
Thank you x
Thank you so much for sharing! 💛 I am so happy that this resonated for you. 💛
Pile 3
Cutently in the energy check session. Scandinavian girl with sun in virgo in the 11th house, moon in aquarius in the 4th house among neptune and uranus. Libra rising. Chiron and Mars in scorpio in the 2th house. Cancer midheaven.
I work with brain developmentally disabled people. Pets are always drawn to me haha.
Been cleaning out in my circle of friends through these past few months and been overworking. Dont have much family either and i dont see them very often. So its been pretty lonely for a while. I've always gotten a lot of comments on me being wise beyond my age since I was even a kid. I used to write and paint in my spare time but i dont really have the time and/or the inspiration. So pretty spot on I think...
Interesting reading.
Thank you so much for watching and sharing. I appreciate you. 💛
I chose PILE 3 and from the first card you showed, you got my career right. I work in health care. 🙂 I just got interested in astrology and tarot reading recently. I hope to study tarot reading soon after I'm done with my medical training. With the river, I also thought about~ just around the river bend. I love that it was mentioned that I was made for service work and there's something more I want to do soon as I finish my studies. In one of the tarot readings I watched I was drawn to Persephone. I feel like I could relate to her because she's both part of a world that embraces both light and darkness. My life path is 3 and I'm a ♏. I agree that it scares me when I post my creative writing or other forms of art work. Always feels as if it might be ridiculed or be viewed by others as too much.
Thank you for this reading again~
I'm so happy that it resonated for you! 💛 Thank you so much for sharing this with me, and for choosing to work in healthcare. I admire everyone that does that for a living--it's truly such a beautiful thing. I can't wait to hear about your own journey with Tarot. It's such a wonderful language of sorts to learn. 💛 Thank you for watching!
Pile #3 haha When you said that I need to clear my space, it was seconds before that I was contemplating whether I had the energy to tidy up my room. Even spirit is telling me off for the mess hahaha I better do some work lol
I picked pile 3. Great reading 👍👏💯🙏
Omg Taylor!! Thank you so much for this reading!! I make new discoveries in your readings every time I watch them ❤
Thank you for spreading your magic 🍀✨
Awww, I’m so happy that my readings can help you in any way! I appreciate you! 💛
I picked pile 1, it resonated. Great reading thank you
I'm so happy to hear it resonated for you! 💛 Thank you so much for watching and being so kind and supportive. Means the world!
Pile 1. Resonated very much. Thank you.
Pile 3: Spot on af. Persephone is my psychologycal archetype and her myth with Hades my favorite of all time. Why I don´t have hope that I can get the life that I want? Because nothing is happening in my life. I don´t know what to do right now. I´m just... at the verge of giving up.
I'm sorry that you're in that place right now. 💛 I'm sending you so much love and healing energy.
Pile 2 was so weirdly specific. Like the details you mentioned just btw 🤯😅 For example Beetlejuice is one of my all time favourites 😅 thank you❤
Awww, I'm so happy it resonated for you! Thank you so much for watching and letting me read for you. 💛💛💛💛
Pile 3, the vulture thing was amazing! I am blown away by your accuracy, I am impressed.. Also, I'm 34 and I saw 7 vultures earlier today, you have my undivided attention!
AHHHH! WHAT?! 7?! That's incredible! Thank you for sharing, and I am so happy that it resonated for you. Thank you for watching! 💛
@🪷 Lotus Tile Tarot 🪷 there was multiple skin-crawling/jaw-dropping things you said.. I have this energy that follows me around, especially with animals.. always have, I almost had a bald eagle land on me a couple days ago lol.. once I went to a psychic, she did a palm reading as well and she said that I have on my hand what's called a psychic moon and that I may be more psychic than her, she said they're super rare. I think you were spot on when you said "untapped".
w o w !
I chose pile 1
every word you said it’s my reality ! ! Thank you so much for this. Love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pile 3. Your reading are so uplifting and inspired. Thanks for sharing your beautiful gifts dear friend. ❤
Awww, thank you so much for watching! 💛 I'm so happy that you enjoyed it. Always grateful to be able to read for people's energies; thank you so much for letting me read for yours. 💛
Wow. All piles had profound messages for me.. so much to process now
Thank you so much for watching! 💛 I'm so happy that the messages resonated for you. I'm sending you so much love. 💛
Thank you for this beautiful reading ❤️🙏🏻
Pile 3
Thank you so much for watching and being so supportive! 💛 I hope it resonated for you!
Pile 2. Yes I'm a life path 4. I work hard and a lot and it is to avoid feeling certain emotions etc.
I hope that the reading was helpful for you, love. 💛 Thank you so much for watching and supporting and sharing with me.
Thank you for pile 3. Spot on. I’m very impressed how much information you can get from just one card 🤩
Thank you so much! I'm so happy you enjoyed it and it resonated. 💛
Sooo sooo good. Thx. Ur so gifted❤
Pile 1 😳 I’m having such a moment.✨I’m a 5/2 Splenic projector on the LAC of Incarnation. I study and practice advanced HD analysis and astrology. My Chiron is opp my Pluto and my Uranus opp is next month. I recently have experience an upgrade of sorts with my particular gifts. I see complex patterns and have recently synthesized the last five years to a particular theme as it relates to my design and the global cross change. With that has come lots of movement in my environment particularly the energy of others toward me and quickly.
I’m in a counterpart relationship with someone I knew back in the day who resurfaced last year. 4/6 Emotional Generator on the RAC of Laws 4. He’s got Pluto on his Sun and our connection seems to have activated something within us. My mind still struggles with the 🔥🔥thing, lol. We mostly connect in the 5D or whatever. I’m deep in the mundane on my cross but my design is highly intuitive as is his. He is particularly struggling at the moment, and it’s been hard for me because…well we are a union of sorts, right? I of course guide us when we need it and this morning we needed it. His energy was uncomfortable and I felt anxious and I was having a hard time just being with the energy, because I was worried for him. As the day went on things got better. I talked with a friend about relationships, has a couple clients and by the afternoon, he had settled down. I wasn’t worried any more.
I picked this video without an agenda, although I did have some family in mind. Guess who came through TO A T??!! First time I’ve ever picked his pile. My first thought was how impressed I was with the way you spoke to him. So gentle, in just the way that’s perfect for him or him through me or whatever the heck just happened. 😂 Honestly I’m trippin’! The best part for me was, the confirmation of my intuitive gifts; how him and I connect, my inner vision of what’s probable for us in relation to opportunities and loving people around him and how that helps the collective. He needed to hear what you said and so did I. I’m not sure how he gets the info, but that’s not for me to figure out, I know he does. And all the other reading I’ve had about me as of late came together as well. His generator burnout I knew but I wasn’t thinking about his sacral needing healing the way mine does, sexual healing in particular. His 34.4 in D-Venus EM’s to my Plutos in 57. I’m splenic but have internal 4&5 tones, and that 4th tone is unstable because that’s the nature of the 4th. My mind has been pretty quiet about questioning my intuition and the things I see, but I believe you may have straight shut it up for good! Thank you! Truly!! You are so talented. I would love to see your design if you would like to share it with me, but of course no pressure. Aloha! 🌺
Oh wow! I’m Pile 3. ✨🙏🏼
@@giuliasantamonica2756 Awww, thank you so much for sharing all of this with me! That sounds like quite the intense journey that you have been on. When we're in spiritual unions like that we are just one soul, really, so that makes so much sense. As you continue healing, he will, too--and vice versa. I'm so happy you're beginning to really embrace your intuition! You have incredible gifts and being a splenic projector means that you have a particularly powerful "gut" instinct. My Human Design is Projector with 6/2 Profile, Splenic Authority and Left Angle Cross of Demands (52/58 | 21/48). 💛
#2 Wow! I am crying. 😔🥺 Wow! I am Mexican. I am blocked. I love the song “do you believe in magic.” I have been working on my inner child. I really need to get back to working on myself.
I'm glad the reading resonated, and I hope it was helpful for you. 💛 I'm sending you so much love. Try to be easy with yourself through your healing process. 💛💛💛
You are one of the best tarot readers out there. Let me proclaim it right now😤
Awwww, thank you so much! 💛 I appreciate you so much!
Pile 1 -- I definitely needed the message about not looking at the past ^-^;; thank you~
Pile 3 You are so gentle, kind and warm. You words inspire me, especially when you said that cleanse your space no matter space in the physical sense or the psychic sense, by which I am struck deep, because your analysis is deep. I mean I know I should clean my house and let the past go but the problem is that I can't do it. My space is always full of all kinds of stuff, I feel myself unable to throw things away because they represent my past. I just can't throw away my past, which will make me feel I am no longer integrated. I am trying to decorate my space and never thought change can be so simple. Besides, your words make me realize that I can make mistake, the person who really cares about and truly loves me will always care about and love me even if I make mistakes.
And I love Haku and Spirited Away, I am a big fan. I always wish there is a Haku in my life, never thought about that if I am or I can be Haku. I mean I never thought this could be thought of from the perspective like you said. All in all, your reading is so deep and moving and you inspire others in your own way. I love your video. Thank you and I wish you all the best❤
I'm so happy to hear that this reading helped you in any way. That makes my heart so full. Thank you so much for sharing and letting me be a part of your journey. I am sending you so much love. 💛
Pile 3 ❤ you’re such an angel to all of us 🥹 thank you so much 😚🥰🫂
Awww, thank you so much! 💛 I'm sending you so much love! 💛
Who gave you permission to make me feel so seen like this lol 😆 pile 2 and oh my goodness just with those first two cards out, you described the aspects of myself that I thought only I know of. I am so glad you created a UA-cam channel, I love your videos so much. They help guide me and confirm some things for me. I clicked with your energy from the first time I watched a video of yours probably because you're an INFJ too. ❤❤ Thank you
Awwwww, I'm so happy you feel so seen here! Truly, it's an honor and I'm humbled. Thank you so much for your support and for watching my readings! It means so much! I appreciate you. 💛
Pile 3...again, so on point. Thank you!!!!
Awww, thank you so much! I'm so glad it resonated for you again! 💛💛💛💛
Pile 3. Omg I needed to hear this.
Awww, I'm so happy that these messages found you then. 💛
Pile 2 let's gooooo, thank you like always :)
Pile 2 reallly resonated with me, I'm having issues right now about self-love and importance of oneself. Thank you for this video.
Awwww, thank you so much for watching. I'm happy this message resonated with you and found you when you needed it most. 💛 I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time right now. I am sending you so much love. 💛
pile 3 libra sun, aquarius ascendant, scorpio stellium. i also have a pet bunny 🤍 this was spot on wit lots of synchronicities. i am so glad your videos were repetitively popping up in my recommended. i’m not sure why i’m usually hesitant to click on new readers but i felt so drawn to them and for good reason ☺️
It's totally understandable! I get hesitant like that, too. I'm so grateful and happy that you gave me a chance to read for you and they had some synchronicities for you. 💛
#2. Thank you so much! 🌸
Thank you for watching, love! 💛
Piles 3 and 2 resonated a lot with me.
Thank you for the Messages and the Confirmations that I got through your Light Work! 🙏🏼❤️
Love and Light! 🙏🏼❤️🤗
I'm so happy they both resonated with you! 💛 Thank you for watching and being so supportive. It means the world! Sending much love to you! 💛
This reading felt like therapy ❤️🥺🙏🏻thank u so much
Pile 1. When you said in the heart you saw a brain in a little cage I started laughing so loud. I just feel so seen lol. Thank you for our readings 🙏🏼
You never miss with the details 🫶🫶
I appreciate you more than words ❤
Pile #1 and I'm only on the energy check but I have to say I was raised in the "church of hard work". Rest (laziness) was the equivalent of the the Lord of darkness himself. Goes along so poignantly with the over giving tendencies. Learning to balance all of that is absolutely a work in progress ❤ I'm also a life path 6 (1+5) and "smother mother" is one of connotations for that lol 😂
I'm so happy that this reading resigned for you! 💛 "Smother Mother" is something I will remember forever now, haha. Thank you so much for sharing! 💛
Ur the most comforting tarot reader🤍🤍🪞🪻Also- I love dnd, really appreciate how you often make references to Critical Role xD
Awwww, thank you so much! 💛 I'm so happy you find my readings comforting and that you enjoy my CR references! Thank you for your love and support, fellow Critter! 💛💛💛
Pile 3, thank you 🤍
Pile 3: Right out the gate! First card hits 💯 I'll keep going....Even ended with Turquoise which is one of my favorite stones and I love my turquoise jewelry. Great reading! Thank you💫💫💫
Thank you so much! 💛 I'm so happy that these messages resonated for you and found you precisely when they were meant to. 💛
Thankyou so much for the reading, Lotus. Needed this so much. Have a wonderful day 😊😊💝💝💓
Thank you so much for watching! I am so happy that it found you right when you needed it. 💛💛
I was #1
I'm sick, alot of health problems. I have to go thru my parents house by myself. 1 brother telling me this has to be done in 4.months, sick alot stress of all tht and finding new place 2 live.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through all of this. 💛 That's so much to be baring, and I am sending you so much love and healing energy right now. Thank you for taking the time to watch this and I hope that it was helpful for you. 💛
thank you lotus!
Pile three 😂😂💕💕 “you’re on the edge of your seat” hahahaha oh precious soul c: happy to be here. My name translates to ‘Wise Sage’ and this made me really happy.
I love that! 💛 Thank you so much for sharing and watching. I appreciate you so much!
@@lotustiletarot I’m just happy to be here 💕😊 thank you for your intuiting on this side of the internet, it’s always a pleasure sharing energetic space with you. c:
Good job done here Ma’am ❤
Thank you for watching! 💛💛 I hope that you found the messages helpful.
Thank you so much for the reading 💕😊
Thank you so much for watching! 💛 I hope it resonated for you!
I picked pile three. I am resonating with the reading.
I am so happy that it resonated with you! 💛 Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel.
Thank you. So much of what you said was so true.
Awww, thank you so much for watching and letting me read for you. 💛 I'm so happy that these messages resonated and found you. 💛
I don't think, I will change my ways. because everything I do has very good reasons. But I thank you for the resonating messages in pile 2 regardless. Because these days hardly anything I hear on here, resebles any reality I actually live in. Sometimes I just wish readings would have a bit more of a realistic core. And less of, what could probably happen in 5D Lala Land... I know I am probably alone with my opinion. So, thank you for your energy and effort.🙏
I'm glad that it resonated for you. I totally respect and understand wanting to continue to do what works for you. These messages are never meant to dictate what you should or should not do, so I apologize if it came off that way at all. Thank you for taking time to watch and share this with me. 💛
Is it weird that I felt like you didn't read for me, but for my ex partner(Pile2). Sometimes I listen to some readings to understand his pov, but most readers can't explain his side as they say that they feel a block. He too never opened up to me, all that I picked from him was through my intuition and empathy.
I think the way you described him, I always empathized with him for all the same reasons, but you helped expand my compassion. It's odd because I am at a place where most think that it's easy to hate and move on. I feel like that makes me a bitter person, whereas to be compassionate and understand does make you softer and forgiving, wanting the relationship back. So I am not sure whether to thank you or not(just kidding). Thank you and I am going to scour through all of your videos. Love and light to you❤️✨
Awww, not weird at all. Sometimes I've felt that way while watching a reading for myself. I am sending you so much love and just know you never have to rush the process of healing and how you feel. The reason I may be able to extend compassion to them is because I'm so far removed, but I can only imagine being immersed in the situation and how that made/makes you feel. I'm sending you lots of love. 💛
Pile 3. 💎
I'm a pile 3 thank you for seeing me.
Thank you so much for watching and sharing your energy with me! 💛
Pile 3
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Life path 7
Yes, earth angel is my truth as well
Thank you so much for watching! 💛 I appreciate you.
As an Australian, you said integral correct the first time 😊
Haha, awww, thank you! 💛 And thank you so much for watching!
Thank you for #3!
Thank you so much for watching! 💛
Pile 2
Thanks!
Thank you so much for watching and for your generosity! 💛 I appreciate you and hope that this reading was helpful. I'm sending you so much love, gratitude and healing energy. 💛💛💛💛
Pile 2 you are on point I’m a Scorpio, have dad issues , mom is from Central America hence Mayan ancestors, going to have a hysterectomy, am a teacher
Thank you so much for watching and sharing! 💛 I'm so happy that the reading resonated.
Lotus, you are right, I love the exchange of fluids and baby mamma is like that as well. In my mind, when my woman partner ingests my fluids it is like I am uniting with her. Hope I am not being too crude.
Pile 3. ur the best ❤
Awwww, thank you so much! 💛 I appreciate you and am sending you so much love. 💛
Ah, my dear gazelle card ❤ it all resonated. I was listening to you like "Yes! YES!". I think I really needed to hear these things right now. Not going to lie, it started to feel a bit too lonely here for a bit, so I'm very thankful for this video and Spirit's channeled message ❤
(PS it was so funny when you mentioned ears! I have very distinctive small ears and they're also a bit curved so they look elf-like 😂 I get many compliments on them 😂❤)
Thank you for this video!! ❤❤❤
Awww, thank you for sharing this! I'm so happy it resonated for you and that the messages from Spirit were exactly what was needed. 💛 Omg! I have ears very similar to what you described, too! I was hoping that it wouldn't come off offensively. I'm glad it resonated for you! 💛
Hi i just noticed you switched your piles. In the intro I was drawn to pile 1, that turnerd out to be pile three… :)
Oh noooo! Whoops! Hopefully it didn't mess things up too much and the reading still resonated for you! 💛
Pile 3 DF Capricorn Earth Angel.
Pile 3
Pile 3 I'm a Earth Angel
Thank you so much for sharing and for watching. 💛 That's such a beautiful energy, and I hope that you know how special you are, sweet soul. Thank you for sharing your light. 💛
I needed much of your reading i chose pile 3 😔
Awww, I'm happy that you found it. 💛 I hope that it helped soothe your soul a bit and brought you clarity. Thank you for watching. 💛
Pile #2, I have healed through 25 years of hurt and betrayal from family members I thought I could trust. I divorced my spouse be cause he was verbally abusive and he lack support and compassion for me. My daughters disowned me because they felt it was wrong of me to divorce their father and I guess they enjoyed me being miserable.
I have a new love in my life and he is much younger than I, which doesn't bother myself or him. We both see age as just a number. We have never met yet but we are planning on a meeting soon. We both have fallen hard for each other and when the day comes for our meeting, marriage will take place. And I will move to my new home overseas to be with him. And my toxic family members will always remain in the past. And we are moving forward to a positive future with an abundance of love and happiness together forever ♾️ 💍💰🏡🥂🌍🥰🥰🎶🎵, I do forgive others for the way they treated me in the past, but if it's a deep, inflicting cut I will never forget what they did towards me. It will always stay deep inside my head. Thank you for this reading it helped me to know what I need to do in my life so I can feel better physically, emotionally and spiritually. I truly love your readings, ❤
Awww, thank you so much for sharing with me. I am so sorry for what you have been through and am sending you so much love on your journey forward. I'm so happy you found someone who loves you so much and wants to help and take care of you where and when they can. That is truly so beautiful. 💛
I picked pile 3 and it is interesting i am currently living in Belarus and my besites cats and i are besties
Haha, awwww! I love that you're besties with your besties cat. 💛 Thank you for sharing and for watching! I hope it resonated and you enjoyed it.
It did and I absolutely love your readings. It was a perfect timing
Pile #3
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thank you
Thank you so much for watching. 💛 I hope that the messages resonated for you.
Present Ma'am.💛😇
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#3❤
Thank you so much for watching! 💛
I picked box 1 that had some discoloration on the lid, but box 3 was switched to box 1. Anyways I wound up switching 1 to 3 😂😂😂.
Oh no! I was afraid that may have happened. I placed them off to the side and realized I didn't set them with their corresponding piles. Good catch!
I always see rabbits when I'm in need of receiving a sign. It depends on context of how they act or if they are dead.
What an interesting sign! Rabbit totems are so spiritual and it makes sense that they would be a sign like this for you. Thank you for sharing! 💛
You ended up swapping box 1 and 3 around between the intro and readings [noticed cos of the grain marks lol] xD
I was afraid of that happening! Whoops. 😅 Hopefully it didn't ruin things too much and you were able to still enjoy the reading!
@🪷 Lotus Tile Tarot 🪷 I went with Pile 3 in the intro, so Reading 1, and found it funny to have messages about perception xD yes definitely still enjoyed the reading!
1:08:24 😂You got my sun, rising and moon all in one shot. Also, Pluto conjuncts Venus in my natal chart.
I’m not dealing with reproductive issues specifically but looks like I’ll be getting surgery for what might be an ovarian dermoid cyst so that’s still the reproductive system_(:з」∠)_
To summarize, I was adultified to some degree very early on and in some sense inherited some traits from my workaholic parents. That overgiving reached another level in friendships and acquaintances as I internalized my social value based on how much people need me (I’m all about individual values but when I’m in a group setting I definitely have that insecurity of being worthless😂) and held onto a distorted version of unconditional love.
I sort of developed my idea of unconditional love to counteract what I had experienced with my parents when they were young and did not actually believe in unconditional things. My gift for mentoring feels like something natural that I’ve really developed in everyday life and learned from my teachers/professors/etc. I’m working on stepping back from handling people’s problems for them and setting boundaries by being straightforward about the appropriate extent to which I can guide & help and delegating their own responsibilities to themselves.
Too many people drawn to me looking for guidance throughout my life. So much so that if I see another child like me I can’t even make sense of why they’re put in that position over and over again both involuntarily and voluntarily if I didn’t go through that myself😂. I’ve recognized that I’ve got many gifts to use to my advantage so I should definitely work on prioritizing the mentorship of myself. I’m putting aside creative leisures like writing (I don’t really write to appease readers) for now so I can work my creativity into professional development (language related career paths with main one being translation) and get to places.
❤Spirit you know I’m on my own journey and I need my peace so let me take it easy with the spiritual stuff😂
I saw the vulture from Pile 3 and decided to take a look at that reading as well. Found some messages that makes for a nice addition to pile 2.
3 sag sun gem rising
Thank you so much for watching and sharing. 💛
I just want to make a correction: The order of the boxes is not the order of the reading. Box 1 and 3 seemed to have switched places. I can tell from the markings on the lids. (I obv dont mean it was done intentionally, just pointing it out) :)
I was touching and feeling the texture of stuffed lion and you say"touching the stuffed animal will help you right now". I laughed out loud. Can it "Be" any more Synchronized.
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Thank you for watching! I hope that the messages resonated for you. 💛💛
My family and subculture really poo poo nasty, dirty talking intimacy.
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