“If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with you are a success story” AINT THAT THE TRUTH. They don’t care how you lost the weight-only the results.
Its ok. Eventually everything will be ok. Hold on long enough to find your soulmate whether its a animal, friend, or partner. They will make you not want to hurt yourself because you dont want to hurt them when they find out
Vanessa Tanner it's from a slam poem here on youtube called "When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny" by Blythe Baird. She's amazing and that poem is by far one of the best things I've ever heard, really recommend it!
i was close to cry... i should be happy now! I'm "healthy" again! I eat enough but i wish i could go back to the time where i was underweight and skinny! I hate myself for recovering
Vivian Nicolai It’s not easy, you should be proud. It honestly takes more will power to force yourself to eat after an eating disorder rather than starve. Stay safe x
I cry and wish everyday that I was back at my lowest weight, and hate myself all the time for gaining weight, idc that I was slowly dying and shutting down at that time, but try and stay safe and strong love :(
I really understand you. I’m “healthy” but i don’t like myself this way. I surrounded people who have no idea about my feelings (actually they have no idea about being “human”) and it feels like shit. I don’t know what to do. :’)
I guess i can’t stop thinking about this but i believe you can. They say it’s weakness, but you’re just an angel with your wings clipped. I don’t know you but i’m pretty sure you’re beautiful in every way. Seriously. 🖤
Starving myself and restricting food makes me feel when most days I feel nothing at all... I don’t know if that’ll make sense to most people but some will get it 😋
Forget just getting what you mean by it I’m not here to dump it on you so I’m sorry that you have to go through that because an eating disorder can make you feel like a piece of shit and your not. You are beautiful and it might not sound like much from me but it’s so so true. I hope your doing better now after these three years I hope you can finally be free from the pain and be happy no matter what you eat you deserve it
I see people in these comments with people only having a single word to say each and ever person deserves to be told how amazing they really are even if they don’t believe it :)
“If you are not recovering, you are dying” That really hits home I don’t know how many times my mom has hugged me, crying and telling me that she doesn’t want to lose me to an eating disorder. It really shows how much my eating disorder is affecting my loved ones
When I was about to finish treatment and go back home the therapist told me “the family wants you sick, otherwise they have to change too” and I didn’t believe it at the time but now I don’t only believe it, I see it, I have to constantly ask people if I’m skinny so that I don’t loose my head the ONLY person who ALWAYS says no is my grandma who is the person I live with all the time she looks at my like are you supposed to be eating that??? And stuff she drives me CRAZY
Can I just ask one thing? I want to eat...but then I don't because I think that I'll eat too much and I can't stop....so I really don't eat. Is that considered anorexic?
vab I honestly had the same problem but for me personally it's turning into anorexia because I just don't eat at all for days. Anyways I don't know it's different for everyone
A disorder starts to be considered one when it’s interfering with you’re daily life... so basically if you’re scared of food, if you’re constantly thinking about it or about what you’re gonna and/or not eat, if you willingly keep yourself from eating healthy things even though you’re hungry and haven’t eaten that much today then yeah I’d say you could have an eating disorder. There a many tests and quizzes over the internet for that so try that and seek help!!!
I have been wanting to get this off my back for almost a year. My family and friends always ask me why I’m vegan and I can’t tell them it’s cause it was a way of lowering my calories and avoiding the junk food. And this past year has sucked because everyone always makes jokes about being vegan and they always say “ but don’t you miss meat” or “ wow so you only eat grass” so lol rant over thanks for ready
I understand. Even though I'm trying to get my life back, to recover, I don't know how to eat anymore. I became vegan due to my ED and it confuses the people in my life when they see me trying meat again, or cows milk, but they can't understand that mind is so messed up that I can't tell if I'm avoiding foods because I don't like eating them or because of my ED...
It all started in 7th grade I got super depressed, 8th grade I attempted to put a bullet in my brain. 9th I started fasting and bingeing it made me gain a lot of weight I'm in 10th and obese and my fasts started as 1 day fasts the 3 day fasts then 4 day fasts. I recently did a 6 day fast and got sick and had to eat some but now I'm trying for an 8 day fast
As someone who lost weight don’t fast for days it’s not going to make u feel any better and if u do that you’ll just gain it back instead just try eating less snacks and smaller portions but don’t cut out food cuz the second you eat you’ll gain it back
Why isn't Blythe Baird credited as an artist? She's a poet and artist, much of her poem is quoted in this video. Blythe should be mentioned in the description. Like if you want to see her get credit.
We were born to die. In the end of our lives we die. I always think to myself what the point is of living because we stress, cry, feel pain and suffer just to die in the end of it all.
I remember asking a pharmacy for pills 💊 to make me thin and he looked at me like am some kind of monster and than he told me you are skinny what do you want more do you want to fly on the air or do you want to disappear?
Can I ask a question? I don't know what my situation is or if it is a situation at all but I usually spend 2-3 days without eating and then I one day, usually at night, I just eat a lot. Then I spend another 2-3 days without eating and everything just happens again. I don't know if this is normal or if there's something wrong, I just don't know what to do.
yeah I would love more diversity; more boys, poc and lgbtq people, but you have to understand that most ed movies are skinny white girls and that's why society puts males, poc and the lgbtq community last when it comes to eds and mental health
I don’t know if this is normal or not I just can’t stop thinking of food some days I don’t eat much then this overwhelming stress comes across me and I’m eating to fill something isn’t me and then crying coss I did it and working out until it hurts can someone answer X
Most of the talking parts not from a show are from the poem "When the fat girl becomes skinny" on button poetry (Can't remember author's name). The girl in the video at the time is Mini from skins (3rd gen) I believe
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“i’m not obsessed with being empty but afraid of being full” :/
*”I didn’t eat for 3 days so I could be lovely”*
How do you make your words bold like that
Dem_korean_boys Bts use this * and type what you want but have that star thing on both sides
*wait*
@@adria849 *DID IT WORK*
*Oh yeah, great ^^*
“If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with you are a success story” AINT THAT THE TRUTH. They don’t care how you lost the weight-only the results.
"i'm sorry that i am not a person anymore, i am a problem."
Sorry😢☹️
«I say I am sick and they say no, you're inspiration. How can I not fall in love with it?» oh God.. Totally relete.
"If you are not recovering you are dying" this is a line from a poem by Blythe Baird you can find it on the channel called "Button Poetry"
Bookish Fangirl I love the poem
Alot of the spoken word in the background is Blythe baird
I'm so glad you included Pretty Little Liars 💙 The toxic ed story line often goes unnoticed
I’m still too fat to have a eating disorder or to be loved. And that hurts.
Its ok. Eventually everything will be ok. Hold on long enough to find your soulmate whether its a animal, friend, or partner. They will make you not want to hurt yourself because you dont want to hurt them when they find out
This is the one of best representations of eating disorders I’ve ever seen ❤️
Montgomery Multi thank you!!!
Same!
*i didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely this is my life but longer😭*
The first sentence made me cry
Vanessa Tanner it's from a slam poem here on youtube called "When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny" by Blythe Baird. She's amazing and that poem is by far one of the best things I've ever heard, really recommend it!
i was close to cry... i should be happy now! I'm "healthy" again! I eat enough but i wish i could go back to the time where i was underweight and skinny! I hate myself for recovering
Vivian Nicolai It’s not easy, you should be proud. It honestly takes more will power to force yourself to eat after an eating disorder rather than starve. Stay safe x
I cry and wish everyday that I was back at my lowest weight, and hate myself all the time for gaining weight, idc that I was slowly dying and shutting down at that time, but try and stay safe and strong love :(
I really understand you. I’m “healthy” but i don’t like myself this way. I surrounded people who have no idea about my feelings (actually they have no idea about being “human”) and it feels like shit. I don’t know what to do. :’)
I guess i can’t stop thinking about this but i believe you can. They say it’s weakness, but you’re just an angel with your wings clipped. I don’t know you but i’m pretty sure you’re beautiful in every way. Seriously. 🖤
Honestly same, with my eating disorders I feel so in control of myself. I can't control anything in my life but my actions and words.
Starving myself and restricting food makes me feel when most days I feel nothing at all... I don’t know if that’ll make sense to most people but some will get it 😋
I get it too
I get it too
Forget just getting what you mean by it I’m not here to dump it on you so I’m sorry that you have to go through that because an eating disorder can make you feel like a piece of shit and your not. You are beautiful and it might not sound like much from me but it’s so so true. I hope your doing better now after these three years I hope you can finally be free from the pain and be happy no matter what you eat you deserve it
I see people in these comments with people only having a single word to say each and ever person deserves to be told how amazing they really are even if they don’t believe it :)
“If you are not recovering, you are dying” That really hits home
I don’t know how many times my mom has hugged me, crying and telling me that she doesn’t want to lose me to an eating disorder.
It really shows how much my eating disorder is affecting my loved ones
I no longer know what it feels like to be hungry
When I was about to finish treatment and go back home the therapist told me “the family wants you sick, otherwise they have to change too” and I didn’t believe it at the time but now I don’t only believe it, I see it, I have to constantly ask people if I’m skinny so that I don’t loose my head the ONLY person who ALWAYS says no is my grandma who is the person I live with all the time she looks at my like are you supposed to be eating that??? And stuff she drives me CRAZY
"If your not recovering, your dying.." I hate to admit it, but it is true..~
Can I just ask one thing?
I want to eat...but then I don't because I think that I'll eat too much and I can't stop....so I really don't eat. Is that considered anorexic?
vab I honestly had the same problem but for me personally it's turning into anorexia because I just don't eat at all for days. Anyways I don't know it's different for everyone
Same but none of my friends or family notice how skinny im becoming or that I keep saying im not hungry.
A disorder starts to be considered one when it’s interfering with you’re daily life... so basically if you’re scared of food, if you’re constantly thinking about it or about what you’re gonna and/or not eat, if you willingly keep yourself from eating healthy things even though you’re hungry and haven’t eaten that much today then yeah I’d say you could have an eating disorder. There a many tests and quizzes over the internet for that so try that and seek help!!!
I honestly relate tho
I had this when I was anorexic
This is one of the best representations I've seen, also amazed that Linkin Park was in this! Song - Numb by Linkin Park
This is my life in ways I can't even put to words
Omg, this edit plus Numb, and this version, Omg its so perfect 😭😭❤️
*Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.*
*”sorry i’m not a person, i’m a problem”*
If you develop an eating disorder you are not thin to begin with u r a success story truly. Hit hars
How do I fight it without hating myself for eating
This song and the sentence „if you are not recovering you are dying“ are fucking sad. I cried.
I have been wanting to get this off my back for almost a year. My family and friends always ask me why I’m vegan and I can’t tell them it’s cause it was a way of lowering my calories and avoiding the junk food. And this past year has sucked because everyone always makes jokes about being vegan and they always say “ but don’t you miss meat” or “ wow so you only eat grass” so lol rant over thanks for ready
I understand. Even though I'm trying to get my life back, to recover, I don't know how to eat anymore. I became vegan due to my ED and it confuses the people in my life when they see me trying meat again, or cows milk, but they can't understand that mind is so messed up that I can't tell if I'm avoiding foods because I don't like eating them or because of my ED...
Why are you doing this to me i am crying 😭💔💔
aww
Amazing job! where is the line, "i have stopped seeing revenge on this body" from?
Stacey Eastoe i believe it's from the poem "when the fat girl becomes skinny", but i'm not sure by whom
it's when the fat girl gets skinny by Blythe bird
blythe baird
@@lucijakanada1767 blythe Blair I think. It can be found on the channel button poetry.
ED make you EMPTY but really really empry not just of food but of freinds, family, love, happiness, they destroy EVERYTHING !!!! #ProRecovery
Don't lie we all know why we're watching this 😭😭
*this hurts* 😭
Aw spencer ❤
Ruth Woodroofe She is Olivia from "Feed".
I want to eat but I have this thought in my head if I eat I gain and if I gain I'm fat
Same
The song is numb by linkin park.
It all started in 7th grade I got super depressed, 8th grade I attempted to put a bullet in my brain. 9th I started fasting and bingeing it made me gain a lot of weight I'm in 10th and obese and my fasts started as 1 day fasts the 3 day fasts then 4 day fasts. I recently did a 6 day fast and got sick and had to eat some but now I'm trying for an 8 day fast
As someone who lost weight don’t fast for days it’s not going to make u feel any better and if u do that you’ll just gain it back instead just try eating less snacks and smaller portions but don’t cut out food cuz the second you eat you’ll gain it back
Why isn't Blythe Baird credited as an artist? She's a poet and artist, much of her poem is quoted in this video. Blythe should be mentioned in the description. Like if you want to see her get credit.
We were born to die. In the end of our lives we die. I always think to myself what the point is of living because we stress, cry, feel pain and suffer just to die in the end of it all.
I remember asking a pharmacy for pills 💊 to make me thin and he looked at me like am some kind of monster and than he told me you are skinny what do you want more do you want to fly on the air or do you want to disappear?
My friend and family are making me eat and it is killing me inside.
Sophie Willard I know how you feel but please don’t do it )-:
*ur editing is so good*
So amazing !
Where is the "you fainted on school property" clip from please?
collarmole did you ever find out ? )-: iv been trying to find out that scene forever.
It’s from skins
@@Abbeyrosejeffree what ep
Everyone's so happy with me and proud of me now that im "skinny."
I need to know where 00:17 is from? This is beautiful Thankyou 3>
The “I’m gonna eat a piece later” is from “let her eat cake”
The “I’m fine” is from skins and the “I’ll eat a piece later” is from let her eat cake
@@ellie.wilki. what ep
That voice sounds like China Anne Mclain (think I spelled that wrong)😂
could someone please write all tv shows/ movies that are used here? thanks a lot
limnoupoli I know of 3. Red band society, skins and to the bone
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👏👏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👏👏❤️❤️👏👏👏❤️❤️👏👏❤️ cant wait for my recovery
Désirée Allen proud of you!
what movie/tv show is the girl saying "mom im gonna eat a piece later"?
sebastian uwu it’s a short film called let her eat cake.
Fandoms? Shows/movies?
what show is it where she says ill have a piece later at the begining
Amazing job this videos is speechless
Where u get the voice over
Xoxo. Edits blith bird button poetry
what are the shows shown
Can I ask a question?
I don't know what my situation is or if it is a situation at all but I usually spend 2-3 days without eating and then I one day, usually at night, I just eat a lot. Then I spend another 2-3 days without eating and everything just happens again.
I don't know if this is normal or if there's something wrong, I just don't know what to do.
thats binge eating disorder. how about eating moderately and note down what you ate maybe calories too
I love this omfg
It's motivation for me to continue loss weigt.
Alright but who covered this song? 😍
Alice InCrazyLand here’s the link ua-cam.com/video/xNUeKipc47E/v-deo.html :)
Janet devlin
* i just want to be skinny*
Where is the speech from
i starve myself
resourceful shistar I hope you are safe and in recovery. I have a couple links in the description that you might find helpful.
This is a great compilation...but there's only girls...
yeah I would love more diversity; more boys, poc and lgbtq people, but you have to understand that most ed movies are skinny white girls and that's why society puts males, poc and the lgbtq community last when it comes to eds and mental health
-coming from a black girl
0:13 what movie/ show?
Broken Gymnast skins (i think)
*sees thumbnail*
Wh-
Chills.
I don’t know if this is normal or not I just can’t stop thinking of food some days I don’t eat much then this overwhelming stress comes across me and I’m eating to fill something isn’t me and then crying coss I did it and working out until it hurts can someone answer
X
That’s not normal please try and eat at least twice a day just maybe less than if you don’t want to eat a lot at once I hope u get help ❤
What’s the clip at 0:51 from?
it’s a movie called starving in suburbia. i’ve heard it was under different names, but that’s what i remember watching it as
What is the tv show/movie at 1:52 ?
Gab G feed or the moth diaries I believe (-: also do you know who 0:13 and 0:17 the girl? Iv been trying to figure it out for awhile (-:
Anna Ella the girl at 00:13 is from skins
Gabrielle Groulx it’s a short film here on UA-cam called Empty
What's the show 0:13 ?
Svéa Schlatter "Skins", I think...
Skins UK, generation 3. season 5 or 6 :)
I. love the Numb by Linkin Park in here
2. I love this video
what show/movie is 0:17 ?
Skins uk is the blonde girl
What’s the clip from 0:15
Abigail Sharpe it’s from skins
@@ellie.wilki. what ep
Anyone know what shows/movies these are from?
What were the tv shows/movies shown? I only know Red Band Society.
Skins and To the bone. There's more of them, but I know just those
skins,
Who is the girl who is talking at 0:48
Most of the talking parts not from a show are from the poem "When the fat girl becomes skinny" on button poetry (Can't remember author's name). The girl in the video at the time is Mini from skins (3rd gen) I believe
Movie titles?
Let her eat cake, to the bone, skins uk, red band society, pretty little liars. They’re the only ones I know
What is the girl in 0:41 from?
Also from 0:48 ?
Did you ever find out? Cuz I would love to know as well (-:
@@annaella733 same
galaxy wolf gacha I find out 3> it’s from skins season 2 or 3 hope that helps
galaxy wolf gacha and I believe red band society
which movie/series is this from 2:25 and 0:20 ?
Kiki2110 it’s from a short film I believe. Let her eat cake it’s called (-:
Also do you know what show 0:16 was from? Iv been trying to find our forever )-: with the blonde girl with the British accent saying I’m fine.
Song?
Zhafirah Khansa it’s a cover of Linkin parks song numb by Janet Devlin
Damn..I haven't eaten In A week
0:33 show ?
Malaya Reid red band society (-:
Do you know who the blonde girl is with British accent that says I’m fine? Iv been trying to find out this forever and still can’t ...😅
Anna Ella skins?
@@juicebox4378 what ep
0:14 whats that
What is 1:51 please
it's a short film called empty
what movie is the girl from 0:44 from?
She's not from a movie, she's from the show pretty little liars
who's talking at 1:29 ?
It's a line from the poem "When the fat girl becomes skinny" It's on button poetry, can't remember the author's name sorry
17:00 please!
Not good enough
2:03 What film is it please ?
feed
Thank you :D
which movie/tv show is 0:37 from?
skins you can find it o. netflix
NUMB BY LINKIN PARK GOOD GOOD GOOD
2:07 anyone??
Marie pretty little liars
What's the name of the song and who covers it?
Numb by Linkin Park. I don't know who's covering it though.
collarmole lmao yesss i remember in the car with my parents when it came on an alternative radio station
*ugh ellen is so strong*
What is 0:13 from ? Xx
Skins uk
Naomi 707 what episodes ? X
Guys, if I eat 800 calories in a day then how many kilograms will I lose for three months?
Youngma Youngma1288 a dangerous amount x
Ada Gravatt
Hmm...idk, but if it’s effective then I don’t care. Do you know how many kilograms can i lose for 3 months ?
Youngma Youngma1288 this site is pretty accurate www.healthyweightforum.org/eng/calculators/weight-loss/
your mom gay thanks !
Please don't do that
From which movie is the scene presented at 1:47?
It's not a movie it's a really short film, I'll try to find and link it !!
I found it, it's called let her eat cake
So beautiful !
I guess im an isnperation like it said im in love with mine
0:30 who is this? and the movie please
and 0:38
0:38 is from skins I think, the character Cassie
They're both Cassie, played by Hannah Murray, in Skins UK first generation (Seasons 1 & 2, also has 2 episodes in season 7)
0:14? Please 3>
Anna Ella it’s from skins