Someone once said Grief starts out like a huge boulder we carry around. Overwhelming and difficult to carry on our backs. As time goes on the boulder gets smaller as we learn how to move forward in the world without whatever we are grieving . One day that boulder will be a pebble in our pocket that we carry with us everywhere. Never gone, never forgotten. ❤ wishing you peace this holiday season.
Very well said … I wish I never had a boulder or pebble to begin with. I wish none of this happened in the first place. Battling with the fact that this literally is my reality is as emotionally painful as every bone breaking. I literally cry out in pain. Like I could crawl out of my skin levels of emotional pain. I sit in it though. Because if it’s even a glimpse of what my husband felt, I will work forever to prevent this. And work to prevent the heinous kicking of someone while they’re down. The comments of “you shouldn’t be here” , and the things I read before moderators moderate actually dishearten my soul more than anything. Because as humans I really would expect different. But if that’s really where we are mentally, I will also work to guide those people towards the light. I genuinely feel like my arms are spread and I’m taking every hit for those standing behind me who have dealt with the same pain as me but don’t speak on it the way I do. God made me a strong soldier, because despite it all I continue to live day by day.❤
We come for the coffees, but we stay for the stories. Vlogging / UA-cam is defintely a vice for you and we're all greatful for that. We love your relatable-ness! Cheers girly. Happy you have a camera, its the little things thay are actually big things. :')
Down the road when you’re ready, you would be amazing at teaching others equine therapy (in person). You are such a sweet, calming soul and integrating your love of horses as well as helping others would be right up your alley! ❤
A lot of subs complained that Peach documenting her grief was bad for her channel. They didn’t want her doing it. I didn’t care either way because it was her life and we all can watch at our own convenience. I grieved with her on her journey. It brought back my own memories of my cousin’s passing 11 years ago. My cousins passing broke my mind and heart. There are unresolved issues but all I can do is let it go. ♥️ I think she’s handling her husband’s passing very well. My husband is also a veteran like Peaches husband. So I can understand and have so much sympathy for her. 💙
@@introspective_Onethank you so much for understanding me. And for even trying to understand me in the first place. It makes me feel safe, and accepted. Ily💗
Thank you so very much for sharing it was very nice to get to know you better have a great holiday season have a blessed and safe day stay blessed can't wait till your next video😊❤😊
Girl, I love you !!! ❤️ Just everything about you is amazing, you are just so real and I love that about a content creator. I am not sure everyone is real, who knows, but you are absolutely genuinely REAL!!!!! Love you always!!!!! ❤
“ survive “ LOL 😂 Came for bougie on a budget stayed for the friend, that got me thru a dark time ❤ Your grandmother was a jewel. LOVE the idea of a Christmas ride oh my soul ❤ I’m one of the people that gets depressed during the If y’all ever think of visiting Tennessee especially with the horses let me know ! Our family’s would mesh so well lol One of my dad friends holds the state title for barel racing right now and he’s in his 40s! I need to step up my game 😂❤ And we know some great trails and beautiful places for pictures ❤
Your brutal honesty is refreshing! I plan to see if my daughter follows you. She is a few years older, but has had some trauma different from yours but trauma is trauma. Talking about mental health is key as a healthcare provider myself in my opinion to normalizing and removing associated stigmas. It is as much of an illness as diabetes and absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. One can have genetic predisposition to it just as one can have genetic predisposition to diabetes. It is not a character flaw or weakness. It is an illness to be addressed as such. Thank you for being a light and sharing your experience though I know it has to still be quite painful. I hope you have the happiest of holidays setting new traditions and continue to project positivity & understanding in the new year. ❤
Amen 🙏🏼 it’s not an easy topic, but it’s nessesary here on this channel! And the discussion helps many people. For me that is enough ❤ to say hi , I feel that way too, and it’s okay to feel that way. ❤
Well said. I heard two staggering statistics earlier today I wanted to share. One is the current suicide rate in the general population is at its highest since post WW2. The second, anxiety & depression among those born 1996 and later is breaking all previous set statistics. There has to be a reason for this. Finding that and curing the root cause is the key to helping many. Thank you again for how classy you handle the platform for which you not only did not apply for nor could have ever know was where God was taking you. Happiest of Holidays wishes to you! ❤️
You have inspired me this year to buy alot of dollar tree. Helped since ism lower income and also love a good deal. Ahhh but the drinks you make are beyond creative and I want them all❤❤❤❤❤
@peachyymaddi I really Admire you. I know its hard but you are a strong women just like me, I have my losses too and even thou i cried sometime to time, I keep going cause I believe in God Heaven and they present themselve in my dreams which give me peace. I dont follow religion but I have Strong spirit energy after life believes. I wish you all the best❤❤❤❤
Thank you!!!❤❤❤❤ you’re so attentive. I didn’t have the fuzzy mic thing on, and I wanted to test to see if made a big impact. I personally heard an echo slightly when editing, but since it’s my first one on the camera I’m still learning. So next time I’ll see how it sounds with the sound reduction attached ❤
Hi Maddie love! 🥰 I wanted to know which new camera did you buy for this video? I’m thinking about starting a new UA-cam page and I’m in love with the quality of your camera! ❤ Also may you have a blessed Christmas and wonderful new years eve🎉❤ when I watch your videos you remind me to just be happy no matter the outcome of the day and to appreciate this beautiful life and find humor in it. You’ve helped me mentally also, you’re a strong warrior mama and may it remain that way! ❤
@@peachyymaddi thank you for that maddi!🥰- honestly you earned it girl and well deserved! 🥳 it’s so worth it and the quality is amazing! May many more Blessings come to you and your family maddi! 🩷🩷🩷For always being someone’s light and making us feel loved! ♥️
Someone once said Grief starts out like a huge boulder we carry around. Overwhelming and difficult to carry on our backs. As time goes on the boulder gets smaller as we learn how to move forward in the world without whatever we are grieving . One day that boulder will be a pebble in our pocket that we carry with us everywhere. Never gone, never forgotten. ❤ wishing you peace this holiday season.
Oh I love this ❤
@renattar8295 - So well said! I’m going to remember this👍
Very well said … I wish I never had a boulder or pebble to begin with. I wish none of this happened in the first place. Battling with the fact that this literally is my reality is as emotionally painful as every bone breaking. I literally cry out in pain. Like I could crawl out of my skin levels of emotional pain. I sit in it though. Because if it’s even a glimpse of what my husband felt, I will work forever to prevent this. And work to prevent the heinous kicking of someone while they’re down. The comments of “you shouldn’t be here” , and the things I read before moderators moderate actually dishearten my soul more than anything. Because as humans I really would expect different. But if that’s really where we are mentally, I will also work to guide those people towards the light. I genuinely feel like my arms are spread and I’m taking every hit for those standing behind me who have dealt with the same pain as me but don’t speak on it the way I do. God made me a strong soldier, because despite it all I continue to live day by day.❤
@@peachyymaddi They say he gives the hardest battle to his strongest soldiers. Thank you for being a voice and an example for others.
We come for the coffees, but we stay for the stories. Vlogging / UA-cam is defintely a vice for you and we're all greatful for that. We love your relatable-ness! Cheers girly. Happy you have a camera, its the little things thay are actually big things. :')
Down the road when you’re ready, you would be amazing at teaching others equine therapy (in person).
You are such a sweet, calming soul and integrating your love of horses as well as helping others would be right up your alley! ❤
Awwww. I would use Harvey as my horse. He would be a good boy. I would probably have to get certified or have a permit or something ❤️❤️🦄🦄🦄
1. The new camera is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥!
2. Love you since day one PeachyyPeach 🍑!!!!!
3. Inspo the house!
Surviving is my 2024 goal too 😅 also I cannot stop looking at your nails I absolutely LOVE them 😍
I didn’t realize you lost your husband. Please accept my love and comfort.
A lot of subs complained that Peach documenting her grief was bad for her channel. They didn’t want her doing it. I didn’t care either way because it was her life and we all can watch at our own convenience. I grieved with her on her journey. It brought back my own memories of my cousin’s passing 11 years ago. My cousins passing broke my mind and heart. There are unresolved issues but all I can do is let it go. ♥️ I think she’s handling her husband’s passing very well. My husband is also a veteran like Peaches husband. So I can understand and have so much sympathy for her. 💙
Thank you❤ 🙏🏼
@@introspective_Onethank you so much for understanding me. And for even trying to understand me in the first place. It makes me feel safe, and accepted. Ily💗
@@peachyymaddi❤💜❤💜❤ Those of us who get it... We love and support u all the way girl. ALL THE WAY 💜.
@@broncotia3125that means so much to me 🥹🎄 ILY
Thank you so very much for sharing it was very nice to get to know you better have a great holiday season have a blessed and safe day stay blessed can't wait till your next video😊❤😊
Girl, I love you !!! ❤️ Just everything about you is amazing, you are just so real and I love that about a content creator. I am not sure everyone is real, who knows, but you are absolutely genuinely REAL!!!!! Love you always!!!!! ❤
Love you so much!!!! You are always a light to see in my comments section❤❤❤❤
Iam just happy your here you make me smile everyday Thank you❤❤❤
Happy Holidays Peachyy And Family.
I love your videos! I’ve had a really rough year and they’ve brought me so much light!
I Love Your Therapy Horse.
I love your channel so so much❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
“ survive “ LOL 😂
Came for bougie on a budget stayed for the friend, that got me thru a dark time ❤ Your grandmother was a jewel.
LOVE the idea of a Christmas ride oh my soul ❤ I’m one of the people that gets depressed during the
If y’all ever think of visiting Tennessee especially with the horses let me know ! Our family’s would mesh so well lol
One of my dad friends holds the state title for barel racing right now and he’s in his 40s! I need to step up my game 😂❤
And we know some great trails and beautiful places for pictures ❤
WOW!!!!! That’s so cool🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
I love boujee on a budget and buy this not that videos. They are just fun to watch and I could watch them on a binge. Lol Sending Love 💕
And I also love to hear "So you want a cute apartment, but your broookkkeee!"
@@rachaelhume1818 Love that too!
Your brutal honesty is refreshing! I plan to see if my daughter follows you. She is a few years older, but has had some trauma different from yours but trauma is trauma. Talking about mental health is key as a healthcare provider myself in my opinion to normalizing and removing associated stigmas. It is as much of an illness as diabetes and absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. One can have genetic predisposition to it just as one can have genetic predisposition to diabetes. It is not a character flaw or weakness. It is an illness to be addressed as such. Thank you for being a light and sharing your experience though I know it has to still be quite painful. I hope you have the happiest of holidays setting new traditions and continue to project positivity & understanding in the new year. ❤
Amen 🙏🏼 it’s not an easy topic, but it’s nessesary here on this channel! And the discussion helps many people. For me that is enough ❤ to say hi , I feel that way too, and it’s okay to feel that way. ❤
Well said. I heard two staggering statistics earlier today I wanted to share. One is the current suicide rate in the general population is at its highest since post WW2. The second, anxiety & depression among those born 1996 and later is breaking all previous set statistics. There has to be a reason for this. Finding that and curing the root cause is the key to helping many. Thank you again for how classy you handle the platform for which you not only did not apply for nor could have ever know was where God was taking you. Happiest of Holidays wishes to you! ❤️
@@debbiewilliams8107thought provoking statistics I would love to speak on!
ur blush is so prettyyy
You have inspired me this year to buy alot of dollar tree. Helped since ism lower income and also love a good deal. Ahhh but the drinks you make are beyond creative and I want them all❤❤❤❤❤
GURLLLLY I GASPED WHEN I SAW THE QUALITY!!!!!!! Absolutely a freaking slayyyy queen 💚❤️💚
@peachyymaddi I really Admire you. I know its hard but you are a strong women just like me, I have my losses too and even thou i cried sometime to time, I keep going cause I believe in God Heaven and they present themselve in my dreams which give me peace. I dont follow religion but I have Strong spirit energy after life believes. I wish you all the best❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing ❤
You are so welcome💗
you are so fun and creative. you seem so fun to be around!😂🫶🏽
Awesome vlogmas Q+A. Hope u had a magical birthday! 🥂🥰♐👑
I stopped getting notifications 📣
I’ve missed you and am glad to see you doing well! Your strength and perseverance is inspiring ✨
I loved this! You’re such a beautiful person!!
Thank you so much!! ☺️
Love you're skincare items and you're coffee ❤
Happy Saturday
The camera looks SO good and the editing too :) but you might wanna get the non echo things for your office 🍑
Thank you!!!❤❤❤❤ you’re so attentive. I didn’t have the fuzzy mic thing on, and I wanted to test to see if made a big impact. I personally heard an echo slightly when editing, but since it’s my first one on the camera I’m still learning. So next time I’ll see how it sounds with the sound reduction attached ❤
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If I really want it got to have it ill buy it but if I can get it on sale heck yes I will!!
Hi Maddie love! 🥰 I wanted to know which new camera did you buy for this video? I’m thinking about starting a new UA-cam page and I’m in love with the quality of your camera! ❤
Also may you have a blessed Christmas and wonderful new years eve🎉❤ when I watch your videos you remind me to just be happy no matter the outcome of the day and to appreciate this beautiful life and find humor in it. You’ve helped me mentally also, you’re a strong warrior mama and may it remain that way! ❤
The Sony V1!! And vlogging kit!! It was $800. I’ve been waiting years for one!
@@peachyymaddi thank you for that maddi!🥰- honestly you earned it girl and well deserved! 🥳 it’s so worth it and the quality is amazing! May many more Blessings come to you and your family maddi! 🩷🩷🩷For always being someone’s light and making us feel loved! ♥️
Me too 2024 goals. Survive!!!! 😅😅😅
Hope you have a amazing holiday as well!
Thank you! You too!💗
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That's Great About College Degree.
I think your great
Maybe this camera just shows them better or this lighting, but my gosh your eyes are gorgeous. ❤ love your videos. Merry Christmas
Thank you so much ❤❤
I can’t figure out how to be a member
And who’s black dog is that? I thought you just had pumpkin :-)
Her mom’s
That’s Elliott my moms dog 💗😜
Do you have a schedule for your lives?
Not yet 😅😅
You're gonna quit like your husband quit us?