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  • @BeingBabyRay
    @BeingBabyRay 6 років тому +2949

    She's not even crying and I'm close to tears hearing this story

    • @francesjeanlouis1650
      @francesjeanlouis1650 6 років тому +20

      Being Baby Ray My tears escaped me within minutes of watching this video, Nella's story is so relatable!

    • @AA-de8mf
      @AA-de8mf 4 роки тому +28

      From experience, when you love someone so much and you lose them - there are literally no tears left to cry. You've cried so much that it doesn't faze you when you speak up about it.

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 3 роки тому

      Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day

    • @teaacustardcream2868
      @teaacustardcream2868 9 місяців тому +2

      @@AA-de8mfyes its the body protecting itself. You feel numb

    • @nthabisengjaslene9046
      @nthabisengjaslene9046 7 днів тому

      Brooooo😢❤ God Sped and He still is❤❤❤

  • @nessaduh8033
    @nessaduh8033 6 років тому +1683

    Broke my heart when she said she comes home to echoes. Nella you are unbelievably strong and God is going to quadruple your blessings. I bet your mum is just beaming with pride right now. God bless you Nella.

    • @thandykenani553
      @thandykenani553 3 роки тому +6

      Can hear the sadness in her voice

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 3 роки тому +2

      Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day

  • @AnnieDreaXO
    @AnnieDreaXO 6 років тому +3456

    NELLA DESERVES ALL THAT IS COMING HER WAY!!!! GOD HAS GOT YOU MIKATE!!

    • @Ceemaxo
      @Ceemaxo 6 років тому +15

      ANNIE DREA I died “mikate” I love you for it 😂😂😂

    • @mubzali7759
      @mubzali7759 6 років тому

      Clara Babyyy What does it make please?

    • @liyahkams2956
      @liyahkams2956 6 років тому +2

      Mubz Ali mikate is like a Congolese donut

    • @galaxyprincess4223
      @galaxyprincess4223 6 років тому +3

      Mikate is so good

    • @imanidiomi432
      @imanidiomi432 6 років тому +2

      lmaooo she said mikate

  • @franslam7398
    @franslam7398 6 років тому +1487

    I lost my mum when I was 22. My sister couldn't bring herself to go to her graduation and just asked them to send her degree certificate through the post. To this day there's so many things I would loved to have done for her but will never get the chance and it hurts. It's tough. My dad still isn't over losing her and it's been years.
    Continue to make yourself and your mum proud. Keep striving, you deserve every blessing. Much love x

    • @Radiantglow2
      @Radiantglow2 6 років тому +61

      FranSlam my mum passed away on my 15th birthday and i miss her everyday i couldn’t go to prom because she wasn’t there to be proud of me and hype me up like she did for my sis😭😭😭

    • @reyelle1052
      @reyelle1052 5 років тому +8

      FranSlam im so sorry about your mom I really am 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @destinykennedy555
      @destinykennedy555 5 років тому +2

      R.i.p❤️

    • @destinykennedy555
      @destinykennedy555 5 років тому +1

      Mary oyefolu R.I.P❤️

    • @Whatsup223_
      @Whatsup223_ 5 років тому +3

      FranSlam I’m sorry for your loss

  • @marielove2567
    @marielove2567 6 років тому +665

    my mom died in her sleep of a heart attack in October 2016, I was 22 years old and she was only 44...my mom was also a single mom with 3 kids, im the oldest so i really had to step up and do best for my lil brothers! but this has definitely 100% been the hardest thing ive ever had to experience hands down.. I think about her every single second every single day.. still almost 2 years later i break down crying thinking about her. I still have those days where I just wanna stay in bed and not leave the house cuz I’m so sad.. NO ONE really understands our pain until they've lost their mother themselves. what keeps me going is my 13 year old little brother! He’s my motivation!!! I wish u nothing the but the best thanks for this video. I love your channel ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @gifty2595
      @gifty2595 6 років тому +21

      Marie Love Stay strong. Praying that God will comfort you with his peace ❤

    • @glamanti5864
      @glamanti5864 6 років тому +8

      Marie Love bless you 😩❤️

    • @marielove2567
      @marielove2567 6 років тому +3

      Thank you both so much ❤️🙏🏽

    • @floatingwiththeclouds2016
      @floatingwiththeclouds2016 6 років тому +10

      Omg this made me cry so much because I have 4 little siblings and I know 1000% I would step up for them and it’s a hard job but the loss of a parent is just horrific, I don’t think I could get over it. I was bloody crying over my cat we gave away, every morning for whole year I kid you not, bawling my eyes out. I’ve never experienced a close death and I’m honestly scared for myself because I cannot handle stuff like that. I’d probably end my own life to be honest.

    • @favourjumbo6255
      @favourjumbo6255 6 років тому +4

      Accept my heart felt condolences, stay strong, God is with you!!!

  • @erikahills1035
    @erikahills1035 4 роки тому +301

    Omg whose here after hearing her Dad passed away as well, omg I actually cried and I don’t know her like that it’s so heart breaking. Sending all the love to her and her Dad rest in peace. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😩😩😩

    • @kw4143
      @kw4143 4 роки тому +7

      Erika Hills so sad🥺🥺

  • @JudithMimi
    @JudithMimi 6 років тому +1694

    It's a sad story but every bad experience teaches us a lesson that will guide us for the rest of our lives. Keep smiling Nella! You'll be GREAT!

    • @beigelover95
      @beigelover95 6 років тому +3

      Judith Mimi I love this comment

    • @blessing4361
      @blessing4361 6 років тому

      Juditthhhh❤️❤️❤️

  • @TheTashGrey
    @TheTashGrey 6 років тому +932

    First of all, Rest in peace to your mummy & sis you are making her soo proud right now. Keep growing into the amazing woman you are destined to be. You are blessed ❤️❤️

  • @shilohandkerentv9163
    @shilohandkerentv9163 6 років тому +565

    Still manages to be so positive even tho her mum has passed away and yet I crumble at the near thought of my mum passing away smh.

    • @Stephani33B
      @Stephani33B 6 років тому +50

      Trussss the way they would bury me w my mum

    • @Kobble8
      @Kobble8 6 років тому +21

      The irony in your name maan

    • @rochelle1199
      @rochelle1199 6 років тому +17

      I get a really heavy heart when I think about losing my parents

    • @zatrat5696
      @zatrat5696 6 років тому +17

      If the thought ever crosses my mind it instantly ruins my whole evening 💀💀💀

  • @oldtalez9412
    @oldtalez9412 4 роки тому +310

    Fammm how have I just got recommended this.

  • @RachelBada
    @RachelBada 6 років тому +1253

    Nella i’m SOOO PROUD OF YOU! You’re soo strong. Love you sis ❤️❤️

  • @l.and.s
    @l.and.s 6 років тому +115

    When she said “we were like the three musketeers then mom went up to heaven” that was so beautiful.

  • @pepperAnge_
    @pepperAnge_ 6 років тому +654

    To see you even telling this story smiling and trying your best to keep it together is empowering. Death of your loved one especially your parents isn't something you can expect to ever get over. So proud for how far you've come. Hope you make it big

  • @xxfaithyxx1
    @xxfaithyxx1 6 років тому +435

    God does nothing by mistake. Imagine if you didn't do UA-cam, where would you have gotten the money to have your apartment? You would've just been a graduate with no home. This should be a message, an inspiration to all of us. When you get an idea, run with it, you never know how it will help you or others in the future. You really are such a strong person. May God continue to guide you and heal you in Jesus' name. 💕
    If you haven't already looked into it Nella, I would really encourage you to seek out therapy. It's so so important for situations like grief. Sometimes if they're not dealt with, they can haunt us in the future. Stay blessed and may your light shine brighter.

    • @Jeanettelovesyouh11
      @Jeanettelovesyouh11 4 роки тому +7

      Faith amen to that

    • @hni3402
      @hni3402 3 роки тому +10

      @@maame6768 chile the racistness- like stop- . are you not ashamed of yourself? are you not embarrassed this is really embarrassing..

  • @kerenkeziaofficial
    @kerenkeziaofficial 6 років тому +760

    So proud of you Nella! Continue doing better and bigger things! Stay strong ❤️

  • @MakeupByTammi
    @MakeupByTammi 6 років тому +347

    Nella, let me just say you are such a strong queen! Im so sorry to hear about your mum, I bet she is soo proud of how far you’ve come. 💜😘💜

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 3 роки тому

      Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day

  • @notusingthis233
    @notusingthis233 6 років тому +454

    Aww! R.I.P to your mum your experience telling us this is making me cry 😭 you really make me appreciate my mum a lot more and you look so pretty as always!! Hair and makeup on fleek 😍😍😍 xx

  • @Tee-le4ci
    @Tee-le4ci 6 років тому +400

    I’m not Congolese but I get what you mean, I hate crying in public or letting people see me cry. If it happens it happens 🤷🏾‍♀️ but you are a strong African woman and you deserve many blessings and good memories ahead of you

  • @wadababa8272
    @wadababa8272 6 років тому +301

    My mum is my life. I don't know where I would be without her. I am so glad I have here. Keep making her proud. She is watching from above

    • @Roseyyyyyyyyyyyyy
      @Roseyyyyyyyyyyyyy 6 років тому +3

      wada baba same, my mom raised me all by herself all of my life. She means so much to me

  • @netterz3411
    @netterz3411 6 років тому +308

    Girllllllll i had the same exact thing happen to me. Someone actually told me to come to your channel and watch this video cuz i told them my story and they said it sounded just like your story sooo My dad died when i was 20 and i was living with him at the time so when he died i basically became homeless at the same time. So not only was i grieving but i was jumping around place to place trying to find a stable place to live. It was literally the worst thing ive EVER gone threw in my life... its been 9 years since that happened and im still not over it. It was devastating girl. Your the first person ive heard that had the same thing have happen to them. Thanks for sharing cuz your story made me feel like im not alone.

    • @raychelrose1966
      @raychelrose1966 6 років тому +10

      Netterz I went through something similar these people don’t care about you it’s so sad

  • @maerunway8694
    @maerunway8694 6 років тому +149

    Nella this is your testimony. God doesn't give you challenges you cannot overcome. Don't ever feel like life is against you like it's Nella vs the world. You may not feel it but you're blessed. You have overcome so many hurdles at such a young age that you're on the up from now. In 5-10 years time when you're living your dream you'll look back at now with tears of joy wondering how you managed to cope and you will know it was all you (with the help of God). Keep going!

    • @ceexvn
      @ceexvn 6 років тому +1

      Mae Runway I was just about to comment this. God will never put more on you than you can bear. You don't know the capacity of you strength until a true challenge.

  • @JaydePierce
    @JaydePierce 6 років тому +373

    Much love my love ❤️

  • @SL-vn8rx
    @SL-vn8rx 6 років тому +227

    I never comment on UA-cam videos...and I wanted to drop a really meaningful or even 'corny' message but I am honestly speechless by your journey. Even if you don't see it, this video opened so many eyes , regarding what we have in this life, and that we have to stop complaining and envying the lives of others. I feel like I know you even though I don't, but I am so proud of your strength and I respect you so much, for being so real and transparent and using your platform to inspire and entertain others. Thank you for sharing your story and as a fellow Congolese I feel even more inspired by you. I never want to drop the pressure of calling anyone a 'role model' because that has an effect on people, but Nella Rose you really are an inspiration. God bless you x

    • @elsiekungu2846
      @elsiekungu2846 6 років тому +1

      Well said 🙏🏾 God bless you Nella ❤️

  • @CB-123
    @CB-123 6 років тому +26

    My mum passed when I was 20 I’m 26 now... you won’t ever get over it, and you don’t have to.. 6 years on and I still cry about once a month about it.. Be happy that U keep her in mind, a mother is special..

  • @Nadz95
    @Nadz95 6 років тому +86

    My dad suddenly passed away this January, 3 days before my finals. I totally feel your feelings of life being unfair man, but your motivation is incredible. You're so strong, God Bless

  • @Lee-xp3ss
    @Lee-xp3ss 5 років тому +54

    This makes me so sad. I lost my mom at 20. Ten 10 days after my birthday. The worst. To have lost our home where my most precious memories of her, her scent and everything are would have broken me beyond what I had already been broken.
    I didn't even get to finish Uni. I was just starting my 2nd year of a 4 year degree when this happened. Went back to Uni a month after the funeral and the grief was beyond me! I tried. 5 years of trying to stick to this and finish what I started and not disappoint myself and others, but I couldn't. I was in such a deep dark place which was not conducive at all . At the end of it, just last year, it came down to my sanity and life or this degree. It was utterly disappointing to make the choice to drop out after such a battle but I can't tell you how better off I have been mentally, emotionally and in all aspects this year. The grief alone was one thing to deal with. Academics on top!? Geesh...Some people cope..Unfortunately not me. I am learning to pick up and move at a pace I can manage. For so long I sought permission and approval to rest or deal with this grief. No one but I could give that

  • @Chelsea-pt9cx
    @Chelsea-pt9cx 6 років тому +125

    nella is so strong the way she is just talking about her mum on camera if that was me i would have teared up

  • @sephorak2847
    @sephorak2847 4 роки тому +87

    I can believe she lost her dad... may him rest in peace 🕊

  • @barbriiii
    @barbriiii 6 років тому +81

    "EVERYTHING THAT GLITTERS AIN'T GOLD"!

  • @KikeAJ
    @KikeAJ 6 років тому +142

    God shall continue to bless you and uphold you! I'm sure your family is super duper proud of you!

  • @liliansvlog7676
    @liliansvlog7676 6 років тому +514

    Ur story is like mine, my mom died unexpectedly in my arms as well and she died when I was 12 and now am 13 my dad also died, I miss them but. Take heart dear😘😭

    • @DivineCity14
      @DivineCity14 6 років тому +114

      Lilian Nwanosike sending love and blessings your way.

    • @Valungproductions_
      @Valungproductions_ 6 років тому +6

      Lilian Nwanosike aww how old are you

    • @kethiadinzeyi3604
      @kethiadinzeyi3604 6 років тому +8

      Certi Kid she’s 13

    • @alishat9144
      @alishat9144 6 років тому +2

      Lilian Nwanosike ❤️

    • @glamanti5864
      @glamanti5864 6 років тому +9

      Lilian Nwanosike god bless you beautiful ❤️

  • @olimatakah5996
    @olimatakah5996 6 років тому +118

    You and I talked about our moms' passing. I don't know if you remember. On Twitter. It is THE worst time that has happened to us. I was like a zombie the first year after my mom passed until I listened to a Jhene Aiko song and your gurl broke down. I didn't want to deal with it at all.
    After that, and a few more breakdowns, I began to heal. Till this day, I miss her. I miss knowing that she there. Her laugh. It has been almost 2.5 years now and I am in a lot than I was a year ago.
    Nella! I am saying this to you:
    That emptiness that no one else understands will gradually be filled up with healing, love, acceptance and time. Your mother is always will you and your brother, Nella. She is proud of the woman you are and are continuing to become. Please, when you feel like crying, CRY! You don't feel like talking to anyone, DON'T!
    Emoting is very important.
    I love you, Nella. My name is Oley. A big fan of yours from and living in the Gambia.
    GOD bless you and your family!!!

    • @lihlelee3826
      @lihlelee3826 5 років тому

      Olimata Kah what’s the Jhene Aiko song

    • @ShaunaOSullivan
      @ShaunaOSullivan 4 роки тому +2

      Mpilo Tembe probably Eternal Sunshine

    • @Jeanettelovesyouh11
      @Jeanettelovesyouh11 4 роки тому

      Shauna O Sullivan it must be that song!! cause it makes me breakdown and cry even if nothing terrible happened at the moment. Jhene is an angel

  • @MaggieMayhem
    @MaggieMayhem 6 років тому +525

    Nellaaaa You Deserve Everything That Comes Your Way. So True To Yourself xx

  • @preciousosaghae9673
    @preciousosaghae9673 6 років тому +73

    Nella this is by far one of video my favourite videos you’ve made, this really touched me. I lost my mum last week and I’m 17 and honestly needed someone who understood what it is like. I love you so much and proud of you for sharing this ❤️❤️

  • @LOESlook
    @LOESlook 6 років тому +275

    Rahhhh it just goes show no one really knows what happens behind the scenes. Thank you for sharing ❤️

  • @chloenyako-nti3459
    @chloenyako-nti3459 6 років тому +48

    You got through 2nd year without your mum and a home ! You are strong beautiful and hard working can’t wait to see you win

  • @RubyAliceHome
    @RubyAliceHome 6 років тому +119

    You're honestly so so strong....makes you realise the minor shit we go through is just a small hurdle....you've overcome the most and achieved such amazing things despite what you've been through. So inspiring
    And you look so beautiful too hair. Makeup beat. You're glowing differently. Congrats on finishing uni 🙌🏾❤️🙌🏾❤️

  • @londonwilliams6152
    @londonwilliams6152 6 років тому +40

    "Before you envy the glory check the story"
    Keep up the Good work hun and know that God is your provider and helper in all things.
    You now have another helper (Mum) also supporting and helping you to win sis. X

  • @Redchocolatechip
    @Redchocolatechip 6 років тому +99

    yes yes yes!!! my Dad passed away in 2011 and losing a parent truly does something to you😔 thanks for talking about your experience Nella and it only goes upwards and onwards from here x

  • @skeennah1927
    @skeennah1927 6 років тому +361

    I don't see why the council did not give you 'succession rights' to the house, or moved to smaller house, this should be the case if you lived with the deceased for 12 months or more....

  • @user-kk9oh8kc4r
    @user-kk9oh8kc4r 6 років тому +55

    Nella you are a black queen that deserves the world 

  • @khadijaha4085
    @khadijaha4085 4 роки тому +29

    “Me, my mom, and my brother were like the three musketeers, and now...” is literally my life story 😔 Glad you know God’s got you tho

  • @yjhtbt3904
    @yjhtbt3904 6 років тому +239

    Wow Nella, you are juggling hella stuff. You are doing so great, I would have had like a billion breakdowns.

  • @christianaa2316
    @christianaa2316 4 роки тому +42

    Now her Dad’s gone 😔💔 stay strong Nella

  • @shabj6662
    @shabj6662 6 років тому +128

    Ayyyy queen of UA-cam is backkkk!!!😁. btw ur a strong person!! Bless u and ur mum💕

  • @6naimah
    @6naimah 5 років тому +18

    IMAGINE SHE STILL KEEPS A BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON HER FACE•

  • @raheleyong499
    @raheleyong499 6 років тому +85

    People are so quick to like have an opinion on something without actually knowing what’s going on 😭

  • @Carmyshair
    @Carmyshair 4 роки тому +22

    So sorry about your mum. I definitely know the feeling, lost my mum at 14 and my life hasn’t been the same

  • @SaphPea
    @SaphPea 6 років тому +168

    Absolute queen. You are blessed beyond words. Inspirational💜🙏🏿

  • @chloekitembo
    @chloekitembo 6 років тому +134

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @nickisupremacy7656
    @nickisupremacy7656 6 років тому +25

    Idk how u didn't cry cause I just started crying 😭 stay strong 💞

  • @AfrocentricLuv
    @AfrocentricLuv 6 років тому +96

    Girl I understand. My mom passed away when I was 19.(2010). I was lost. I was in college and broke. I then had to figure out how to pay for school and prove that my mom was my mom(because I am adopted w/o papers). File for independence in the states. Girl I went through hell...Thank you for telling your story. (but I am great today lol)

    • @benitamurinda7222
      @benitamurinda7222 4 роки тому +1

      You are so strong God bless youuu blessings come your way sis

  • @NajmaM
    @NajmaM 6 років тому +152

    Proud of you babes! Always keep that beautiful smile!

  • @floatingwiththeclouds2016
    @floatingwiththeclouds2016 6 років тому +38

    Let’s get Nella to 200k and then to 1 mil then 10mil🙌🏾✨

  • @nmmm2970
    @nmmm2970 6 років тому +29

    Thanks Yaya Nella You changed my mind, this video teach me that in life I shouldn’t be rushing to move out at my Mum house at my own age 15 I wanted to move after uni because my mum always Tells me to cook &clean but my mum is only doing this for my future and that I should be grateful that my mum is alive today thank You Sis ❤️🇨🇩 May God Bless You And Your Family God has Many Beautiful plans for you❤️

  • @kb-qq4zl
    @kb-qq4zl 4 роки тому +53

    I have so much respect for those who lost their parents oh my gosh so much respect. Hold them tightly

  • @alita64
    @alita64 6 років тому +14

    Nella im beyond proud and beyond grateful for you opening up to us all and sharing probably THE most difficult experience in life. I have so much respect for you revealing this also because its really easy for UA-camrs to promote their lives to all sunshine and no clouds and lead their subscribers into believing in all. I have so much love for you and just only want to see you winning and prosper xx

  • @ade_xx2707
    @ade_xx2707 6 років тому +25

    I am sure your mum is super proud of the woman you have become and i am sure she is watching over you. Greater things are coming your way just keep smiling ❤.

  • @KungjiKan
    @KungjiKan 6 років тому +56

    DRC TO THE WORLD AND BACK 🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩🇨🇩 strength is in our genes b, but that’s crazy ah.

  • @anisah7660
    @anisah7660 4 роки тому +7

    this girl is something else shes strong as fuck and now shes just recently lost her dad. you made me cry i love how your such a black strong independent i pray for you keep strong keep doing what your doing you honestly put a smile to my face love you

  • @mercedesmeans6483
    @mercedesmeans6483 6 років тому +32

    Nella I’m so proud of you just opening up..takes courage just to talk about personal things aloud let alone on camera. Thank you for this ❤️

  • @eskayh7734
    @eskayh7734 6 років тому +9

    Same honey. My mom died when I was 20. It's been 10 years since and I'm not over it and I miss her everyday. She was a single mother as well, raising myself and my younger brother. Just want to let you know, you don't get over it. That absence will always be felt. But please consider support groups or therapy going forward. It's all still fresh and it's important you get in touch with people that *get it* and/or people who can guide you in the right direction to managing your grief and stress. You can't do it alone. This is a lot to have experienced at your age. We are human. It is A LOT. No shame in acknowledging that.

  • @Sophiekayytv
    @Sophiekayytv 6 років тому +23

    My first time commenting because your mum story touched me. Am so close to my mum and can’t imagine. You are very strong lady the Lord will continue to provide,comfort and bless u always.👑💕💕💕💕💕your mum watches over you from heaven 🙏

  • @naomilawrence9824
    @naomilawrence9824 6 років тому +6

    This made me cry and I can’t lie you’re one of the strongest women ever! God is with you xxxxx

  • @preciousxoxo5255
    @preciousxoxo5255 6 років тому +21

    Now she's got an apartment of her own 🙌🏾 you've done well nella, she'll be proud of youu💕

  • @monacane8477
    @monacane8477 6 років тому +11

    Nella, my chest. I can’t even articulate how strong and inspirational of a woman you are. I can’t do or say anything to put into perspective how happy I feel when I see your name and a new upload. Not once did I think you lived a ‘perfect’ life, but because I knew you struggled it made you so much more admiral. *You’re beyond beautiful, mentally, spiritually and physically.* Your strength gives me strength baby girl. 💕
    P.S *NW GANG !*

  • @lowkeeananimator4919
    @lowkeeananimator4919 6 років тому +17

    strong black woman! God's definitely got blessings in your future. keep shining boo, you're doing great!

  • @HeyItsCici
    @HeyItsCici 6 років тому +24

    Nella your story really touched my heart. I'm sorry for your loss, your courage and determination is so admirable and I aspire to be as brave and strong as you.

  • @meriam17
    @meriam17 6 років тому +68

    Only God knows everything you’re going trough ❤️❤️❤️

  • @coralline9767
    @coralline9767 5 років тому +15

    I had a dream my mum died and I always feel so depressed when I think about it, it’s the worst feeling I have ever felt in my life and it was only a dream. I can only imagine a small amount of how you feel. Love you so much and Im sure you will pull through. RIP to your mum 💕

  • @leanrokano3635
    @leanrokano3635 6 років тому +23

    We love you nella your mum is so proud of you right now

  • @ria5955
    @ria5955 3 роки тому +5

    Who’s watching this now and deeping how far nella has come 🥺♥️

  • @ruthhenrii3708
    @ruthhenrii3708 6 років тому +41

    This is why you don’t assume someone’s life from what you see but stay strong sisss 🇨🇩🇨🇩❤️

  • @sasa-yl3di
    @sasa-yl3di 3 роки тому +5

    Literally saw this after her video yesterday about her new flat!!!! She such a strong women and keep it going when left brought her down. I'm so happy to see her success and everything going for her!!!

  • @seshemttchetab19
    @seshemttchetab19 6 років тому +16

    Could never imagine 😫😫😫 all love sis, your so strong 💪🏾 this is one of the many reasons you are the QUEEN! 👸🏾😆😆

  • @mimi_missfit
    @mimi_missfit 6 років тому +235

    ❤️❤️ ❤️❤️ ❤️❤️

  • @glorylondon9840
    @glorylondon9840 6 років тому +66

    Wow this made me so emotional , not everything is great and well on the inside of people . This must have took a lot of courage to do this video , I thank God you are well today, wish you many riches and success in the future. 🙏🏾❤️

  • @ceoofhenjoyment
    @ceoofhenjoyment 6 років тому +10

    Nella you are so strong! I'm in tears listening to your story. Just remember that it's okay to cry and ,let it all out❤️
    You are such a strong beautiful young woman. See your smile, it's so heartwarming🤗🤗 You are such an inspiration! Your warm and bubbly vibe will bring good people into your life. My sister I pray that God will look after you and bless your life😘😘 Amen!!🙏🏾

  • @tracymbeneka3267
    @tracymbeneka3267 6 років тому +10

    In this day & age of socials - fool everyone online & be miserable alone, Nella really just released a whole video bearing out her vulnerability telling you to not blindly lust after the life she has.
    She has many struggles as well & some of the things we take for granted, she'd give up what she has to get; say family time.
    So appreciate your life guys, everyone has rough patches.
    This whole video just made me respect & love her 10000000 times more. Pray on her continued come up; she deserves it.
    Nous t'aimons a folie ma chere! Prend courage! Grosses bises xo

  • @Mariam-bt7qf
    @Mariam-bt7qf 3 роки тому +1

    bro watching this video at my age now hits different nella you're truly an inspiration!

  • @odre2057
    @odre2057 6 років тому +32

    Nella you ARE a very strong woman and you are an EXAMPLE to a lot of young women out here and I appreciate u for sharing this❤️🙏🏿 wow I’m crying rn😭 I look up to u tbh

  • @nana-wu6sm
    @nana-wu6sm 3 роки тому +3

    im so sorry, i just came from ur london apartment tour and girl ur so strong. i strive to live like you. i wish the best for you

  • @dzifasepenoo4304
    @dzifasepenoo4304 6 років тому +9

    wow what a story😳 you would never think such a successful young woman would have such a story. Just goes to show you can never tell what someone’s going through🤷🏿‍♀️ keep going sis, we’re all rooting for you

  • @fatima_xd6121
    @fatima_xd6121 5 років тому +47

    2 whole assignments due in a couple of days and I’m here watching Nella ...
    Regret it?
    No.

  • @melissamillion6869
    @melissamillion6869 6 років тому +4

    I was holding back the tears Nella I'm so proud of you, everybody who's watched this is! God is definitely giving you blessings after blessings boo

  • @jaykabembomaishal7420
    @jaykabembomaishal7420 5 років тому +17

    I've lost my mother and i remember when this boy chat shit about her i almost killed him and i stabed him but he survived and I've got some sort of mentor to keep me on track but I'm alright with that boy but i told him if he were to chat shit again then I'd murder him on my life. I know what it's like and I've been through that pain and i sometimes I wish i were dead so i could see her again but i remember always i should live my life to the fullest and should be proud of where i am . But what else i take to considerate is that stuff like that only makes us strong as an individual and being 15 is hard but I'm living the life and everything i do and when I become successful . RIP MUM 🕊🕊🙏❤❤and everyone who have lost someone specail in their life 😔🙏🙏🕊

  • @TheMelateers
    @TheMelateers 6 років тому +15

    You’re such an inspiration and everything you’ve been through God is using you. Even now look you’re here to share your story which will touch many and help many more. Keep it up!

    • @OlaAniela
      @OlaAniela 6 років тому +1

      The Melateers hope she see's your comments your words are spot on x

  • @fardowsamusse3050
    @fardowsamusse3050 4 роки тому +3

    You literally made me cry! We really take things for granted, so sorry for your loss! Your have so much light and it radiates, I hope everything you lost in youth is replaced with much better! Honestly this video touched my heart.

  • @lydiammonka4716
    @lydiammonka4716 6 років тому +18

    so proud of you ☺️ continue doing bigger and better things !!

  • @sweethartia
    @sweethartia 6 років тому +8

    Wow You’re so strong I don’t know how you aren’t breaking down talking about these things I pray God keeps you and you live to prove that anyone can make it through their hard times. He turns our ashes to gold

  • @tracymbeneka3267
    @tracymbeneka3267 6 років тому +11

    I have a bloodclart test tomorrow at 8am; it's 10pm; haven't read anything lol but the minute I saw your notification pop up on my phone; I was like; well, Nella calls! :) WE LOVE YOU NELLA!!!!

  • @ubahkadie3362
    @ubahkadie3362 5 років тому +7

    I just watched this and I’m crying. You’re such an amazing human being and I’m so happy that you have your faith ❤️❤️ I hope you never feel alone.

  • @m.o1191
    @m.o1191 6 років тому +6

    Wow nella you are so brave for sharing this! I'm an only child , and my mother died when 16 and it was the hardest thing ever. two years later and I still haven't healed. Lucky enough my mum put my name on the tenants list so I could to keep her flat, so now I'm 18 living alone and paying for everything. You will get through this trust me , it will take time, but I'm 100% sure you can do this. I wish you the best

  • @NazZarah
    @NazZarah 4 роки тому +6

    nella babe this made me cry man, your so inspiring and strong

  • @lahlekilee499
    @lahlekilee499 6 років тому +64

    Hi Nella, I’m so sorry and I love you gurl❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @mariann716
    @mariann716 6 років тому +6

    Wow Nella, you’ve made me feel grateful for that which I take for granted daily. Thank you for the bittersweet reminder. I pray that the living God we serve continues to honour you, provide for you, bless you and keep you ❤️

  • @tiana1367
    @tiana1367 6 років тому +4

    The nicest thing about this is that even through the worst your still smiling and your happy

  • @michelleb9598
    @michelleb9598 3 роки тому +3

    Wow Nella Rose , this video hit me so deeply.
    Thank you for being comfortable enough to share it with us 😿 & I hope you keep going and showing up for yourself ❤️🥺🫂🫂

  • @nownubia
    @nownubia 6 років тому +26

    *More blessing are heading yo way, yaya!* Btw love your makeup!

  • @desiree2010
    @desiree2010 6 років тому +5

    You were always by far the best youtuber I have ever come across but this and understanding what you're going thru just makes me love you even more. We the same age and I don't think I would be able to handle the things you go thru. I ask that God continues to bless you, the blessings are just going to always flow in your direction. I love you Nella.