Cavetown - Sharpener [Official Music Video]

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  • Опубліковано 15 жов 2020
  • Watch the official music video for Sharpener by Cavetown
    🔔 Subscribe to the channel: ua-cam.com/users/cavetown?sub_co...
    thank u so much to Qiu for bringing this song to life and giving it so much more meaning
    Direction, Story & Concept by: Cheng Qiu / miss.c.qiu
    Follow Cavetown:
    Website: www.cave.town​
    Merch: hyperurl.co/CavetownMerch​
    Tour Dates: www.cave.town/shows​
    Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2hR4h...
    Instagram: / lemon.socks​
    Twitter: / cavetown​
    Bandcamp: cavetown.bandcamp.com​
    Soundcloud: / cavetown
    Business contact: Zack Zarrillo - zack@alternateside.co
    Cavetown is an indie pop artist renowned for his hits “Lemon Boy,” “Boys Will Be Bugs,” “Home,” “Sharpener,” “Green,” “Hug All Ur Friends,” and “Pigeon.” He worked with artists like Chloe Moriondo, MyKey, and Tessa Violet - amassing millions of streams and commanding crowds at international festival lineups.
    Lyrics:
    Lyrics~
    Sharpener’s calling me again
    Trying to turn it into something I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Instead of something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do
    All ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Try my best to get it down
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Looking at the boy across the sink
    Thinking what the hell have you just done
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do
    All ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    You say why am I like this
    You mean why am I stupid
    ‘Cause you know you’re not trying to fix it
    You mean why am I like this
    You say why am I selfish
    ‘Cause you know honey you can’t help it
    #OfficialMusicVideo #Cavetown #Sharpener #WeAreWarnerRecords

КОМЕНТАРІ • 6 тис.

  • @YourMCAdmin
    @YourMCAdmin 3 роки тому +4404

    This song took me back to the darkest days of my life. I'm so glad that I kept pushing through because those days are long gone. Amazing song Robbie.

    • @gracebrimhall4660
      @gracebrimhall4660 3 роки тому +23

      It makes me really proud cuz I don't cry anymore when I look in the mirror.

    • @soulcottage5302
      @soulcottage5302 3 роки тому +5

      👏👏👏

    • @lrsss180
      @lrsss180 3 роки тому +7

      I’m proud of you bud

    • @kaisteinfelt411
      @kaisteinfelt411 3 роки тому +5

      I can relate

    • @sincerely.willow
      @sincerely.willow 3 роки тому +6

      I'm still in my dark days and I do what you do I keep pushing but not about me, im glad that your dark days are over and thats awsome that you kept pushing I was starting to think what would happen if committed oof but now this comment makes me feel like I shouldn't stop and I should keep going so thank you for inspiring me to keep going. 🙂

  • @milky9094
    @milky9094 3 роки тому +4170

    Really appreciate that there's no explicit imagery for such a heavy song. It really makes the message much more meaningful, coming from someone who used to self harm and can trigger easy. This song feels cathartic but not harmful

    • @Ed.E
      @Ed.E 2 роки тому +134

      It works so much better in metaphors to be honest. All his songs do, and so do all his music videos

    • @calthecat6527
      @calthecat6527 2 роки тому +14

      Omg almost 888 likes

    • @alicenicodiangelo6943
      @alicenicodiangelo6943 2 роки тому +36

      i understand that. i used to think i didn't have triggers but when you've personally experienced it it hurts differently (for me at least) there was a boy (he's 4''7 (140cm) and everyone bullies him for this) who was bragging (i kid you not, _bragging_ ) about self harming and how he liked doing it. i softly told him to shut up, bc it was really hurting me how he talked about it (which was not like me cuz im always loud in class) and he just rolled him eyes and kept picking at his scab. thank God for my crush who was sitting next to him and told him to shut up and that he was just seeking attention

    • @bluekriptek100
      @bluekriptek100 2 роки тому +2

      squids

    • @Ana_likes_cats.
      @Ana_likes_cats. 10 місяців тому

      Most relatable comment

  • @Iminacoffin
    @Iminacoffin 3 роки тому +1595

    Most songs about self harm trigger me, but this makes me feel warm and comforted, like im not insane for doing this. Thank you

    • @unclenasty9709
      @unclenasty9709 2 роки тому +31

      Me too cavetown is my comfort zone

    • @tecpupy7310
      @tecpupy7310 2 роки тому +14

      @@unclenasty9709 Same

    • @babsilk
      @babsilk Рік тому +4

      me third, it's like a comfy pillow warming your head after a long cold day

    • @mikuenjoyerXD
      @mikuenjoyerXD Рік тому +2

      🫂

    • @jadien76
      @jadien76 6 місяців тому +1

      @@mikuenjoyerXDyou good do you need some one to explain something I’m just asking because you put ? down I just want to help

  • @kaiblakeman
    @kaiblakeman Рік тому +205

    Idk if this is really obvious or not but i love the part where he reaches his hand out to the train, he’s hesitant at first because the feeling isn’t what he expected but then he touches it and the rainbows explode out, and when he takes his hand away they fade, but there is still some that stay with him forever. I think the train represents sh and the rainbows represent the feelings of relief/grounding that come with it, and then the feeling goes but you will always keep the scar, the reminder of that feeling which is the small amount of rainbow he is holding. Again idk if that was really obvious but I just love that part so much

    • @Midnight74751
      @Midnight74751 Рік тому +3

      Same m8

    • @MikaelaTufts
      @MikaelaTufts Місяць тому

      That wasn’t obvious to me at all… Thank you for pointing it out. That’s a really good interpretation.❤️/gen

  • @rui-wb6dh
    @rui-wb6dh 3 роки тому +1504

    Almost crying because of the line “looking at the boy across the sink, thinking what the hell have you just done.”

    • @emman.7612
      @emman.7612 3 роки тому +62

      i’ve done it so many times and i’ve seen that reflection. this song speaks to me on every possible level it could.

    • @rui-wb6dh
      @rui-wb6dh 3 роки тому +22

      @@emman.7612 here here. really brought back memories for me.

    • @mEoW-mc1du
      @mEoW-mc1du 3 роки тому +21

      The first time is always scary. And It would be terrifying looking into the mirror. Still is sometimes

    • @avawippert987
      @avawippert987 3 роки тому +9

      @@mEoW-mc1du that’s why I try not to look in the mirror but it doesn’t help

    • @countcobo9427
      @countcobo9427 3 роки тому +5

      OMG SAME I think I might interpret it the wrong way though like I interpret it like I just cut myself and there’s blood everywhere or h killed myself and now I’m a ghost or something idk

  • @mistbea
    @mistbea 3 роки тому +4068

    This day can no longer get better than this, a new cavetown song

    • @leafpaws
      @leafpaws 3 роки тому +12

      mhm.

    • @evelynlol1098
      @evelynlol1098 3 роки тому +35

      EXACTLY! I WAS LIKE HELLA DEPRESSED YESTERDAY AND ROBBIE CAME TO SAVE ME!

    • @oliviaprasad5063
      @oliviaprasad5063 3 роки тому +11

      i woke up to this notification and i’m so happy about it

    • @gabby3966
      @gabby3966 3 роки тому +5

      Especially for me cause King Princess also released a song this morning

    • @sadkatt.
      @sadkatt. 3 роки тому

      Exactly, like no way can this get better

  • @shannonhalliwell7154
    @shannonhalliwell7154 3 роки тому +979

    “Everyone’s got a thing they don’t like, a thing that makes them stand in front of the sink with tears in their eyes” - Dear
    “Looking at the boy across the sink, thinking what the hell have you just done?” - Sharpener
    BRB I’m just gonna think over these two sentences for the next few weeks, making link after link between the two songs, personal experiences, and the music video.

  • @ashofc2649
    @ashofc2649 Рік тому +536

    “An escape to me is just a sharpener to you” to anyone who relates to this, please stay strong. It gets better. I promise. Go eat that food you love, go watch a movie, but please try to avoid taking it out on yourself. I know firsthand being told to stop doesn’t help, but whatever you’re going through, it gets better. You are so freaking amazing and it is possible to stop. There are so many people who love you. There are so many people who you have t met yet who will live you. It gets better.

    • @Dookie__.
      @Dookie__. Рік тому +10

      This comment

    • @ashofc2649
      @ashofc2649 Рік тому +7

      @@Dookie__. I hope you’re doing better now, and I’m glad I could help

    • @ohayo-bears9975
      @ohayo-bears9975 Рік тому +4

      it rly help me, thanks

    • @user-gj5ey9bg7p
      @user-gj5ey9bg7p Рік тому +1

      My love for you comes from how absolutely amazing you are, I can tell you know how, we, the readers of your message feel. I want you to know that even when life seems to suck, I love and appreciate the kind human you are and I aspire to be more kind like you

    • @tonin2987
      @tonin2987 Рік тому

      Beautiful, very very beautiful.

  • @smolrobyn6042
    @smolrobyn6042 3 роки тому +2632

    "looking at the boy across the sea"
    *shows a boy that is a lemon*
    Ah, I see you referenced my favourite song by... You

    • @magicpigeon_
      @magicpigeon_ 3 роки тому +135

      He said “sink” not “sea”

    • @saff8724
      @saff8724 3 роки тому +165

      the sink symbolises when you go to the sink after you’ve used this unhealthy mechanism, and usually sinks have mirrors above, so you’re looking at yourself and thinking what the hell have you done :)

    • @Elias-zs1uh
      @Elias-zs1uh 3 роки тому +11

      I thought it was ”scene” lol but sink makes sense too ig

    • @magicpigeon_
      @magicpigeon_ 3 роки тому +12

      Elias it says “sink” in the official lyrics

    • @stupidlittlekid5098
      @stupidlittlekid5098 3 роки тому +11

      @@saff8724 i think it was talking literal, it spoke about a pill, trying to get it down, there's no turning back. suicide attemp with a pill, over the sink staring in the mirror, thinking "what the hell have i just done"

  • @oliveany
    @oliveany 3 роки тому +1756

    lyric:"An escape to me was just a sharpener to you"
    my head:"A kitchen sink to me is not a kitchen sink to you"

    • @aaronthemeatman
      @aaronthemeatman 3 роки тому +101

      THOSE LYRICS HAVE REALLY SIMILAR MEANINGS TOO 😭

    • @kemitstoes5764
      @kemitstoes5764 3 роки тому +11

      @Lily Christian my guy
      do you really not know

    • @janedoedodo
      @janedoedodo 3 роки тому +20

      @Lily Christian it was a reference to a twenty one pilots' song: kitchen sink

    • @OkamiWSDwarrior
      @OkamiWSDwarrior 3 роки тому +2

      Mmhmm

    • @cnmhqwerty
      @cnmhqwerty 3 роки тому +21

      after all this time, I only just understood what a kitchen sink means to him

  • @Joe-kj8oy
    @Joe-kj8oy 3 роки тому +612

    Just got out of the mental hospital for a suicide attempt. this hits so close to home, if I had succeeded I would have never heard it. Even if its something small maybe it is worth it to stay alive, at least for a bit

    • @willowoodz
      @willowoodz 2 роки тому +28

      just wanted to stop by and say i love you for getting through so much and surviving. but, i hope ur also enjoying your life without feeling like u need to survive. you’re amazing. take care of yourself ❤️❤️❤️

    • @juniper7121
      @juniper7121 2 роки тому +14

      i hope you're doing well

    • @finallysomeoneletmeouttamycage
      @finallysomeoneletmeouttamycage 2 роки тому +13

      hey, so it’s been a year, are you still alive?? please be please

    • @incestfetus
      @incestfetus 2 роки тому +6

      Hope ur doing well

    • @marissaangelica8947
      @marissaangelica8947 2 роки тому +1

      Its not maybe... I'm staying alive for any small moment that makes me feel even just a little happy. And that's been the greatest move I've made towards getting better.

  • @jasper2739
    @jasper2739 3 роки тому +4471

    one month free of self harm
    I still keep the blade next to my bed
    I still have a first aid kit in my room
    And I still get the urges
    But I’m staying strong.

    • @jaybek7707
      @jaybek7707 3 роки тому +247

      I know that situation, because I'm there too. But trust me, you are strong, and even *stronger* than you think.
      The urges might last for a while, but that doesn't mean you aren't making progress.
      I'm not going to talk you into getting rid of it just yet. Because that would be hypocritical.
      But may you do me one tiny little favor, and move it away from your bed?
      It sounds useless, but it makes a slight difference. If something has worth to you- (and don't tell me it doesn't, because i know it does. Its an escape. We all make sick connections with things like that.) If you give something worth, it gives it power.
      It might sound crazy, Jasper, but even if you aren't using it, its there. The closer you keep it, the more power you give to those urges.
      So please, move it away from your bed. I used to count a bottle of pills every night. Its one of the worse things you can do.
      Don't let yourself think.. "its just there." Don't make it easy for yourself to back down from the fight. I promise it will be easier to fight if you move it a bit farther away.
      Keep staying strong. -Jay

    • @lakengraham9571
      @lakengraham9571 3 роки тому +83

      rlly proud of u

    • @onyx747
      @onyx747 3 роки тому +50

      Stay gold.

    • @yeah2472
      @yeah2472 3 роки тому +46

      I am so proud of you!! You're doing well! Good job dude and good luck!!!

    • @jotarokujo1701
      @jotarokujo1701 3 роки тому +44

      i'm so proud of you! though it's 5 months later, i hope youre still doing well! best of luck

  • @Namiizan
    @Namiizan 3 роки тому +6529

    DISCLAIMER: DO NOT PUT YOUR HAND INTO A MOVING TRAIN. IT WILL HURT. THE ONLY COLORS YOU WILL SEE WILL BE THE RED OF YOUR BLOOD.

  • @edgebeverage3245
    @edgebeverage3245 3 роки тому +135

    the beginning of the song: *vibey head bopping*
    the end of the song: *still vibey head bopping but sad*

    • @lexbun3172
      @lexbun3172 3 роки тому +5

      Exactly.Made me cry but still a vibing tbh

  • @riochaves8036
    @riochaves8036 2 роки тому +119

    13 months clean and then broke it today. maybe one day i can be as good at resisting like i used to be. proud of everyone in these comments reaching their goals. lots of love everyone

    • @tpwk_lucy
      @tpwk_lucy 2 роки тому +6

      I'm hoping the best for you and your journey a tip to heal it if you want is lotion and washing them out Im so proud of you!

    • @That.salty.artist.
      @That.salty.artist. Рік тому +6

      Over a year clean and then broke it today. We can get through this together. I’m hoping life will go back to normal soon.

    • @no-pw2xc
      @no-pw2xc Рік тому +6

      @@That.salty.artist. you and the person who commented this, I hope you two are doing well and I hope youre clean, I belive in you

    • @Tulpamancersprosopagnosia
      @Tulpamancersprosopagnosia Рік тому +3

      Checking up on you guys, how have you been? How long have you been clean? You guys wanna talk about anything?

    • @indieoregano
      @indieoregano Рік тому

      Healing is never linear. It's an up and down road. Hope you're well, don't beat yourself up for being human 💖

  • @jessicalandrey8421
    @jessicalandrey8421 3 роки тому +461

    only 2 days clean, but I’m trying. For everyone else out there also struggling, I know it’s hard. we’ll keep getting through this together.

    • @aFand0mCollect0r
      @aFand0mCollect0r 3 роки тому +9

      Thank u sm
      You don’t know how much this means to me 🙏

    • @almonds8895
      @almonds8895 2 роки тому +9

      how are you doing now jessica?/gen

    • @jessicalandrey8421
      @jessicalandrey8421 2 роки тому +17

      @@almonds8895 I’d kind of forgotten about this comment, but it means a lot that you’d ask. I’m doing better since when I posted that, not fantastic by any means, but all progress is good progress. I hope you’re doing well ❤️ We’re all going to be okay.

    • @almonds8895
      @almonds8895 2 роки тому +8

      @@jessicalandrey8421 that’s very good to hear! im in a rough patch right now but still doing my best to be kind to myself. and you are right, we will get through whatever comes our way:)💕

    • @theresaheroinmyhead
      @theresaheroinmyhead 2 роки тому +8

      this is 8 months old, but good luck!! :DD i hope everything works out and your very strong

  • @ssg2689
    @ssg2689 3 роки тому +485

    Reading the lyrics, Robbie I'm so sorry you've felt this way but just so you know (if you ever read this) we are all SO DAMN PROUD of you for coming this far.

    • @vee2629
      @vee2629 3 роки тому +12

      hell yeah we are robbie deserves the world and we're so proud of him

  • @Asparagus_stars
    @Asparagus_stars 3 роки тому +190

    I swear Cavetwon songs are like poetry to an cute beat... you don’t get that anywhere else bro this is to pretty

  • @melll8186
    @melll8186 3 роки тому +493

    Lyrics for anyone who needs them :-)
    [Verse 1]
    Sharpener's calling me again
    Trying to turn it into some
    Thing I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Instead of something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do?
    All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    [Verse 2]
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Try my best to get it down (Get, get, get, get it down)
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Looking at the boy across the sink
    Thinking "What the hell have you just done?" ("What the hell have you just done?")
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamed to look thе way I do?
    All 'cause an escape to mе was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room?
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    [Outro]
    You say, why am I like this?
    You mean, why am I stupid?
    'Cause you know you're not trying to fix it
    You mean, why am I like this?
    You say, why am I selfish?
    'Cause you know, honey, you can't help it
    [End of Song]
    Credits: genius.com/Cavetown-sharpener-lyrics
    I know this a bit late but I hope these lyrics can be helpful to anyone still listening to this amazing song

  • @emiliew5553
    @emiliew5553 3 роки тому +186

    i use disassembled sharper blades to self harm.
    i don't know if this is the intended meaning of this song, but that's how i take it. talking about how self harm is an "escape".
    this year started off with a huge relapse into my eating disorder and self harm and it's not gotten much better, but i really appreciate that this whole time robbie's just been putting out song after song and lifting spirits.
    i love you

  • @insertfunnynamehere214
    @insertfunnynamehere214 3 роки тому +681

    I love that all the bots that comment early say stuff like "sending good vibes" or "sending virtual hugs" because they know we all have deteriorating mental states.

  • @KadenFumblebottom
    @KadenFumblebottom 3 роки тому +3350

    Amazing as usual! 💛

    • @rue_thedayy
      @rue_thedayy 3 роки тому +169

      dude, you have good taste in music🍋

    • @stars4sakurai
      @stars4sakurai 3 роки тому +62

      Great taste in music

    • @kindakyana2372
      @kindakyana2372 3 роки тому +46

      Kaden amazing taste 10/10

    • @meltedmelons
      @meltedmelons 3 роки тому +35

      I DIDN'T KNOW U LISTENED TO CAVETOWN
      now I know we both have something in common and both agree on

    • @jellyjxms115
      @jellyjxms115 3 роки тому +32

      i knew it i kNeW he listened to cavetown 😔🥺

  • @user-sr7yv2mv4n
    @user-sr7yv2mv4n 2 роки тому +69

    100 days clean today, my biggest streak so far, i feel so proud of myself and it wasnt easy, ive been struggling for years, i just want to tell everyone whos on the same page to take care of yourself, please, is never easy but you can grow and learn to not needing it anymore and live a less tense life, i really wish yall the best

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega 2 роки тому +3

      holy crap well done dude !! i hope ur doing well still and I am so proud of you, random internet stranger

    • @user-sr7yv2mv4n
      @user-sr7yv2mv4n 2 роки тому +2

      @@catboyneilcicierega tysm !! im doing great, hitting the 6 months milestone tomorrow !! im really proud and excited. I hope u r doing well too, take care i wish u the best

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega 2 роки тому +2

      @@user-sr7yv2mv4n dude that’s so cool !!! sadly my clean streak is one day, but I’m super proud of you for getting that !!

    • @user-sr7yv2mv4n
      @user-sr7yv2mv4n 2 роки тому +2

      @@catboyneilcicierega thats great start tho, i wish you the best. you got this

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega 2 роки тому +2

      @@user-sr7yv2mv4n thank you so much

  • @freyaotoole3772
    @freyaotoole3772 3 роки тому +190

    Songs these days are all about love and breakups, this is why I love Cavetown. He talks about real life problems that everyone else is to scared to talk about. Not only are his lyrics a story by themselves but along with the videos? They may as well be a masterpiece. So many of his songs have helped me, and a lot more through dark times and that is why he is my favorite artist.

  • @sillybug7831
    @sillybug7831 3 роки тому +1485

    the thing I noticed about cavetown's audience is that everyone here is so kind
    just coming here and reading the comments makes me feel better when I have bad mood days
    once more this makes me want to hug Robbie really tight for creating music and uniting people that way ;>
    thankya robbie!! 🎵💗❤💜💛

    • @yutasbestfriend2656
      @yutasbestfriend2656 3 роки тому +9

      There always someone there will help us...Just the time is and the place

    • @alix319
      @alix319 3 роки тому +12

      Says the person with silly bug as their username 💕💕🥺😳 yeah I would die for anyone of y’all

    • @xxtwigteaxx3100
      @xxtwigteaxx3100 3 роки тому +8

      i want to hug EVERYONE >:3

    • @halicusnguyen8864
      @halicusnguyen8864 3 роки тому +2

      @@xxtwigteaxx3100 hug? ⊂(・v・⊂)

    • @xxtwigteaxx3100
      @xxtwigteaxx3100 3 роки тому +2

      @@halicusnguyen8864 for sure >:3

  • @waffles9663
    @waffles9663 3 роки тому +2039

    to anyone seeing this:
    hey, stay for a bit
    drink some water
    eat something, even if it's small, u deserve this.
    take care of yourself, one step at a time.
    I'm proud of you for making it this far.
    I love you.
    (omg😭 I wrote this at like the lowest point in my life hoping someone would see it and feel better. I'm so happy I could help yall, ur all so appreciated and beautiful. Every one of yall that see this deserve the world. Remember that the bad things that may have happened to you aren't your fault ily all sm)

  • @redarrowish6567
    @redarrowish6567 3 роки тому +193

    Robbie, are you okay? This song is about self harm and I’m scared that you’re not okay. Virtual hugs until the world gets better. Stay safe, bud. ❤️

  • @ultigamer4604
    @ultigamer4604 3 роки тому +1562

    Hey I just wanted to say I’m 1 year free of self harm and 2 years sober ☺️I’m actually proud 😅😅

    • @sleepyhead2072
      @sleepyhead2072 3 роки тому +33

      you should beee!! ^^

    • @milicakolaric7732
      @milicakolaric7732 3 роки тому +14

      im so proud of you

    • @martta7766
      @martta7766 3 роки тому +14

      That's amazing 💓 so proud of u

    • @vapecat803
      @vapecat803 3 роки тому +9

      Congratulations :)

    • @featherquill9476
      @featherquill9476 3 роки тому +13

      Oh my gosh, I'm so freaking proud of you! You are amazing and strong and you got this!! *Virtual bear hug* Stay safe and keep being awesome!

  • @noahlynch2140
    @noahlynch2140 3 роки тому +589

    Every cavetown song makes me cry but this one especially. Most of all the last part where he says "You ask yourself why am I like this? Why am I selfish? But honey you know you can't help it" because I get where he's coming from and I feel like that so much. I've been trying to stop sh but it's really hard and it's a journey I guess. I wish I could thank Robbie for his songs. They make me feel less alone.

    • @thelonelypumpkin1136
      @thelonelypumpkin1136 3 роки тому +11

      yes! this was sculpted perfectly to explain why someone might use this as a coping mechanism. i hope today's a little better than yesterday for you

    • @wheelbarrow947
      @wheelbarrow947 3 роки тому +6

      I hope you continue your journey stopping it, I really truly believe in you. Keep going!❤️❤️

    • @danajimenez6428
      @danajimenez6428 3 роки тому +1

      Luck with this, i hope you can be happy and stop to hurt u, i was in some like this and i know the hard to get out and Keep calm
      Just think you're loved for people, and probably u love these people, and u dont wanna hurt them doing this on u
      They want to see u happy and u can help to do it
      When u are doing that, think in them, and try to stop, just to see them some happy for u
      (I dont speak english, so i hope u understand that)
      Luv uu💖💖💗💗💗

    • @cleo_con
      @cleo_con 3 роки тому +2

      i hope your journey goes well, and i wish you the best of luck. you are loved, and i’m so proud of you🖤

  • @ab-ej5tw
    @ab-ej5tw 3 роки тому +176

    This animation style????? Yes????? Why am i so nostalgic and warm feeling rn????

  • @winter-pawz
    @winter-pawz Рік тому +37

    Ugh, I hate being late to comment things, but, I love this song so much. I struggle with self harm, and it lead to be an addiction. The longest I've been clean was 4 weeks, but I relapsed. When I feel like relapsing, I listen to this to calm me down. Thank you for the amazing songs Cavetown😊

  • @limomcito3303
    @limomcito3303 3 роки тому +25

    1:57
    In the lemon boy song, lemon boy is spoken of as the bitter part of oneself which one has to accept in order to live with it and mature, I feel that in this part when he looks in the mirror and sees lemon boy it means that He can no longer see himself, he only looks at his defects which makes him feel bad and well, we already know what happens next, even though it was only a short scene, it represents the problems of self-esteem very well, but hey that is just my interpretation so if someone doesn't see it like that it's fine (sorry for my bad english I'm using google translator) ps: also the last part is my favorite, it made me understand how he felt at that moment through the melody, I don't know how to explain it but if I can say that it is beautiful cavetown surprises me more and more with his progress as an artist ♡♡♡ ♡

    • @lainn2
      @lainn2 11 місяців тому

      I interpreted that the boy who mutilated himself saw himself as a lemon because lemon is a fruit that is usually cut... God forgive me

  • @jordanlove6565
    @jordanlove6565 3 роки тому +673

    I cannot even express how incredible this song and this animation are. The metaphors, the artistic interpretations, it's all just fucking amazing. I hope that this goes viral. I really do. This song means so much to me as someone with depression and suicidal ideation and self harm. I hope that it goes on to tell people they aren't alone and that they can find some meaning here as well.

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 3 роки тому +4

      Awe man I hope you will feel better soon!! ❤️❤️

    • @a_lonely_dragon6280
      @a_lonely_dragon6280 3 роки тому +6

      i love you dude good luck, and nice profile picture

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 3 роки тому +3

      @@a_lonely_dragon6280 thanks dude ily too.

    • @piffny6666
      @piffny6666 3 роки тому +1

      I don’t know if that’s what the song is about but it’s a beautiful song😌

    • @hgmblog596
      @hgmblog596 3 роки тому +2

      I wish you luck and for you to get better!

  • @dokirkn
    @dokirkn 3 роки тому +385

    cavetown's video animations are like the the old doodles i always tried as a kid
    pencil tip broke each time i sharpened it so i gave up on being artistic

  • @wilburconterio6994
    @wilburconterio6994 2 роки тому +32

    I know that feeling of looking in the mirror in horror sobbing. Being afraid that someone will notice. Hating myself for what I’ve done to my body. While it pains me to know gone through this also I am glad to feel less alone. Thanks for that gift Robbie

  • @sarahblundon3247
    @sarahblundon3247 3 роки тому +47

    I am 15 days. I never thought i would make it, this song will and always hold a special place in my heart. Thank you Robbie for being strong so we all can be to.

  • @alexisbored7616
    @alexisbored7616 3 роки тому +2085

    I just-
    This song is so important “an escape to me is just a sharpener to you” like damn if you know what that means it really hits hard and the song as a whole reflects on coping mechanisms and how not all of them are healthy and so many people don’t understand so if you do... then just go to the kitchen drink a glass of water, maybe eat some snacks make yourself comfortable, watch that movie that you like and forget about your problems for a while because you deserve to be loved and to be ok and you’ll get through it one step at a time.
    .
    .
    .
    I’m sorry this is a mess :)

    • @thelonelypumpkin1136
      @thelonelypumpkin1136 3 роки тому +36

      honestly this song hit more close to home than most of his. it's like he read my mind. i hope everyone's doing okay right now

    • @sylviej5018
      @sylviej5018 3 роки тому +14

      thank you :'(

    • @phoebeduncan4642
      @phoebeduncan4642 3 роки тому +27

      I know this made me cry. Cause today I'm officially 1 months clean

    • @heckinghummus2863
      @heckinghummus2863 3 роки тому +11

      @@phoebeduncan4642 I’m proud of u dude. It takes a lot to get through something like that and I just wanna let u know that even if I don’t know you I’m proud of you.

    • @frog-life
      @frog-life 3 роки тому +8

      im sorry that you know it, please take care of yourself altough i dont know the feeling i know frinds who does
      i cant express the pain i see in their eyes

  • @macminator3000
    @macminator3000 3 роки тому +3299

    as triggering as this was i really needed this. when they dragged their hands against the landscape and it got larger, i knew it. i was in tears already. also with Robbie's "disappearance" i feel like he's really struggling. it's been on his mind. i hope he knows there's millions and millions of people who love him so frickin much. so, so frickin much. that we can't thank him enough for all he's done for us.
    and with the situation that happened recently with him having to come out and this whole stupid cancel culture fiasco, we never wanted any of that to escalate or even happen.
    as for the song, i'm sorry for all those including Robbie that you understand the meaning of the lyrics and I'm so proud of yall for pushing through. my absolute babies, i love you all dearly though i don't know yall personally. keep it up homeslices. 🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @jaybek7707
      @jaybek7707 3 роки тому +108

      I feel the same way. I’m worried about him. I hope to what ever entity exists that he’s ok and that things will work out.

    • @butterflyjuniper5305
      @butterflyjuniper5305 3 роки тому +128

      Thia was triggering for me too. Something tells me this can't be a song I put on my playlist, but a song I will always come back to when I need it. Only Robbie could create such an powerful experience with a handful of lyrics. I am forever grateful for what his music as got me through, I hope he is doing alright.

    • @kitsungekithefox5292
      @kitsungekithefox5292 3 роки тому +31

      Wait wait wait, what happened with Robbie? I haven’t heard anything and now I’m worried :(

    • @EL-oo5mb
      @EL-oo5mb 3 роки тому +112

      @@kitsungekithefox5292 people tried to cancel him on twitter for some old disrespectful tweets/comments he made. It ended up with Rob being forced to come out as transgender and he took a break from social media. His management now runs all of his accounts.

    • @kitsungekithefox5292
      @kitsungekithefox5292 3 роки тому +41

      @@EL-oo5mb oh my god, that’s terrible

  • @CoffeeQueen03
    @CoffeeQueen03 2 роки тому +319

    Guys..........
    I've been wanting to do this for so so long now but never felt ready. I've been clean for over a year, physically at least. Mentally I've almost slipped so many times, even mentally went through imagining the process of doing it to my skin so I at least wasn't doing it on my body, but tonight I did something big....
    I threw away my razors. Deep in the bathroom trash. I've put it off so long because I was comforted by the thought that they were still hidden in my room _just in case_ . Well, now they're not.
    I'm free?
    I think I am.
    I think I'm free!
    IM FREE!!!!!!!
    IM FUCKING FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @bacon1093
      @bacon1093 2 роки тому +16

      That's amazing! I'm so proud of you no matter what happens know how strong you are even if it's hard to believe you made it a whole year!!!! That's flipping amazing I'm so proud of you

    • @CoffeeQueen03
      @CoffeeQueen03 2 роки тому +9

      I can't even put into words what that means to me...
      From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Thank you so so much!!!!

    • @Ed.E
      @Ed.E 2 роки тому +6

      @@CoffeeQueen03 dudeee good job!!! it's not gonna be easy. u know that, but you've done the major steps, the hard part, breaking that habit and coping mechanism. just know theres still a road ahead but you've taken the first steps and that's super swag, and don't forget to reach out to people who can help u on the trip :)

    • @CoffeeQueen03
      @CoffeeQueen03 2 роки тому +4

      @@Ed.E You're super right and super kind, thank you!!!!!

    • @bente4555
      @bente4555 2 роки тому +4

      I'm so proud of you

  • @kittyveggies4454
    @kittyveggies4454 2 роки тому +21

    When I first listened to this I never paid much attention to the lyrics and just went along with the soft feeling this song gave me. Listening to this a year later, I started sobbing because of how relatable it was.

  • @noahwestfall9522
    @noahwestfall9522 3 роки тому +1714

    “learn a little self love, ‘cause you’re not half as bad as you thought” your music inspires me on another level. push through buddy

  • @nerbamas6940
    @nerbamas6940 3 роки тому +814

    I get the feeling this is about self harm, dissociation, and/or dysphoria. The first bit being the song is called sharpener. A common thing used to cut is a pencil sharpener. When the person looks into the mirror they don't see themselves, but someone asking them what they have done. This could either be due to self harm or the process of things like cutting your hair to start a transition. I could just be projecting, but u h h those are the vibes I'm getting
    Edit: I ended up reading the lyrics and for sure get sh vibes. Not specifically cutting, but more carving. He talked about drawing a picture that he loved instead of what he wished he could wash off. Carving would fit better for that than cutting I think. But I definitely get sh vibes, and still dissociation vibes because of the disconnect to the boy in the mirror

    • @tearyghost
      @tearyghost 3 роки тому +60

      I was thinking the same thing! The 'escape to me, is just a sharpener to you' line definitely gave me the vibes that it was about self-harm, self esteem issues and dysphoria?

    • @frickennuggets2998
      @frickennuggets2998 3 роки тому +5

      @@tearyghost I am thinking the same thing

    • @retteyer
      @retteyer 3 роки тому +25

      the sh bit is what i gathered, mainly bc i use a sharpener blade. especially the bit that was like “slit the sharpener in two” or smth along those lines bc you need to take it apart to use it in that sense. also because sh is what comes to my mind whenever any type of blades are in mention,haha..
      i don’t wanna assume that’s what it’s abt since it’s his personal experience, but that’s how i relate to and interpret it yk

    • @jadepaw1248
      @jadepaw1248 3 роки тому +25

      Also, about drawing it in the skin or whatever the first paragraph said. A drawing you can't wash off.

    • @kindersarg69
      @kindersarg69 3 роки тому +22

      Also in the mirror there is lemon boy and I think Lemon boy is his anxiety (saw that in the comment section of the lemon boy music video somewhere)

  • @gacha-atlas
    @gacha-atlas Рік тому +32

    I've been clean for 102 days now, I bring my sharpener everywhere with me (not the full sharpener tho) and never really go anywhere without me.
    I always get urges, I think of it everyday, but I've been able to stay strong and hold back.
    This song is very relatable and I utterly love it. I've been looking for a song that helps explain how I feel and now I finally found one ❤
    I'm so proud of everyone who is able to do the same or even better.
    And I'm proud of everyone who is even trying to get clean.
    Stay strong everyone! ❤❤

    • @allie427
      @allie427 Рік тому +1

      I understand how hard it is to stay clean. I'm so proud of you! I really am. Please keep having this strength to keep going

    • @user-qg3ow9hf1s
      @user-qg3ow9hf1s Рік тому

      im very proud of you

  • @bobbie7068
    @bobbie7068 3 роки тому +116

    as soon as i saw the title i knew. i’m so sorry robbie, we are all here for you. we love and appreciate you so much. the ending was heartbreaking, and i want you to know that you are NOT alone

  • @magdaaas
    @magdaaas 3 роки тому +1331

    This song is going to be one of those songs where in 5 years people will just find it and still love it

    • @beeboyyy
      @beeboyyy 3 роки тому +11

      abso-fucking-lutely, also, nice pfp :)

    • @laura-ps7qt
      @laura-ps7qt 3 роки тому +5

      aha nice pfp ;)

    • @y4wnu
      @y4wnu 3 роки тому +4

      UR PFP OMG YES

    • @tranzic5283
      @tranzic5283 3 роки тому +4

      Ah yes, dream smp people in the replies 😌

    • @plutotherat
      @plutotherat 3 роки тому +1

      o7

  • @alliefiscus9222
    @alliefiscus9222 3 роки тому +106

    This song feels extremely personal, and I'm exspecially proud of him for releasing it, take care caveboi

  • @rchlhwll6355
    @rchlhwll6355 3 роки тому +34

    coming back to this song after reaching a year clean from self harm after 6 years of struggling with it. such a beautiful beautiful song, i hate that i understand it and it's crazy how much it resonates with that time in my life, it's like he's straight up read my mind. thank u robbie, and i hope anyone reading this is doing ok

  • @kennedyknighton8238
    @kennedyknighton8238 Рік тому +58

    Most songs abt self-harm or suicide usually trigger me but all your songs make me feel like I’m not alone and they just make me feel safe. Like your talking to me on a personal level love you cavetown❤️

  • @lemon_3612
    @lemon_3612 3 роки тому +138

    The line "honey you can't help it" made me break down the first time I heard it. I never knew I needed someone to say it to me and it's helped me, a bit, knowing I'm not the only one who feels that way.

  • @anions7254
    @anions7254 3 роки тому +418

    tomorrow exactly i’ll turn 8 months clean, this song means a lot. made me cry a lil bit too much.
    you guys are super strong, whatever is happening will pass.
    it’s okay to start again as much as you need. 🌸🌞🍄

    • @doeperfect
      @doeperfect 3 роки тому +5

      I'm so proud of you! Keep going!

    • @sleepyhead2072
      @sleepyhead2072 3 роки тому +3

      proud of youuu

    • @lillyfuller1735
      @lillyfuller1735 3 роки тому +3

      aw yay i’m proud i’m about the same amount of time clean too it’s still a battle but we can do it:))

    • @analyticsystem4094
      @analyticsystem4094 3 роки тому +1

      It's nice to see the progress ,we are only about 3 weeks clean and this song helped cheer us up

    • @BreatheForAMoment
      @BreatheForAMoment 3 роки тому +2

      One year clean yet? :D

  • @islayve1795
    @islayve1795 3 роки тому +47

    to everyone reading this, I love you so much. from someone who never thought they'd make it past the next week, you deserve to feel happiness, love, pure euphoric joy, beautiful experiences, you deserve to see more sunsets, sunrises, share more laughs, hugs, LISTEN TO ROBBIES SONGS, see new art, the world, feel truly infinite. you deserve it all and i am proud of you.

  • @BoinkySponge196
    @BoinkySponge196 Рік тому +10

    This song is perfect in portraying what people that self harm feel. Especially with the line “all ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you.” It just perfectly explains the feelings of people that self harm. This entire song is beautiful.

  • @onecupofsoup
    @onecupofsoup 3 роки тому +318

    tw
    okay. this was released just after i took a hard test at school and could tell i hadnt done well and my first thought was to sh as a punishment for not doing well and then i looked at my phone and saw robbie had released this and i listened to it and just went to the bathroom and sobbed. it hit so hard at the exact moment i needed it to. thank you robin. i can never pay you back for the amount of times you’ve saved my life.

    • @soyanoodle_7259
      @soyanoodle_7259 3 роки тому +43

      my dude please remember what Robbie once said "we don't need A grades for self-validation" and stay safe. I send you all my love and support to you.

    • @LuxuriousLenay
      @LuxuriousLenay 3 роки тому +3

      @@soyanoodle_7259 😢😢

    • @magdaaas
      @magdaaas 3 роки тому +2

      Don’t worry about what your school has to say for you. It’s what you think. You matter and are amazing and aren’t made of paper so don’t cut yourself. Ily and just stay stron

  • @tea4990
    @tea4990 3 роки тому +1111

    friendly reminders to you all:
    -it’s okay if you aren’t okay
    -you are not nearly as bad as you might think you are
    -you are allowed to be proud of yourself, and you are allowed to love yourself
    -you are so brave for pushing through even when life gets tough. you have no idea how much i admire you for that.
    -one day you’ll look back and be so glad you kept on going when things got tough (i promise).
    -you’re not a burden and your friends want to help you and make sure you’re okay. that’s what friends are for.
    -your emotions are 100% valid.
    -you are 100% valid
    -you are loved, i promise.
    -i think that you are hecking amazing. it makes me sad to think that you don’t think that of yourself too.
    -you aren’t ever trapped. things may be tough right now but i swear things will be okay.
    practice healthy distractions (watch a movie or do something you love), eat a snack, bundle up in some blankets and become a blanket burrito, talk to a friend and drink lots of water. take care ❤️

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 3 роки тому +8

      Thank you ❤️

    • @xeno9858
      @xeno9858 3 роки тому +7

      Thanks, I needed this

    • @bonesy2482
      @bonesy2482 3 роки тому +7

      thank you so much

    • @aabriiil.04
      @aabriiil.04 3 роки тому +11

      This made me cry

    • @snazzyfrogs
      @snazzyfrogs 3 роки тому +8

      This is everything I struggle with. I’m trying really hard for my friends though.

  • @asheronthehoise4813
    @asheronthehoise4813 Рік тому +10

    I'm a 823 days clean. I still feel bad and i still struggle, but for some reason, this is the one thing I'm really proud of. I finally have something i keep to myself just to... be glad about. It's a nice feeling.

    • @durruuuu
      @durruuuu Рік тому +3

      I'm proud of you!❤️‍🩹

    • @TaliLovesFrogs
      @TaliLovesFrogs Рік тому +3

      Congrats! It's really hard to get that far, but things will get better soon

  • @ratboy6349
    @ratboy6349 3 роки тому +30

    recently it’s been the five year anniversary of when i stopped SH and this song still hits because it’s like, even though it’s been such a long time and it’s not something i’ve resorted to, or ever want to again, it still niggles at me. it was a big part of my past as a teen and its the one thing its hard to not think about because if a stressful situation arrises, my mind still goes directly to what i used to do to myself, even if i know i wont resort to that solution any longer. but damn this song just Gets It. its not something easy to explain to other people, but the lyrics just presented themselves nicely on a plate holy shit. thank you Robbie, this song kinda sorted out my thoughts for me

  • @lillyburcham7322
    @lillyburcham7322 3 роки тому +179

    Haha this hit WAY too close to home. But to everyone: there's always something more the universe has in store for you. Don't dwell on things. I know it's hard but it's always the positive thoughts that count

  • @somebody_somewhere
    @somebody_somewhere 3 роки тому +1098

    Cavetown: * is swallowed whole by an enormous sleeping pill *
    Cavetown: ugh Tuesdays

  • @superru7438
    @superru7438 3 роки тому +8

    I love the lemon boy reference at 2:00

  • @seraphine1788
    @seraphine1788 3 роки тому +70

    tw: self harm
    this song really hits home for me. until a couple months ago, I was struggling a lot with self harm. even when my family took away anything I had to do it with, or I cut my nails, I still found ways to do it. I'm not proud of it, but after my last relapse I decided I was done. I didn't wanna do it anymore. it's not easy to just stop, I'll never say it is. but I also got medication for my anxiety, and I stood up to my dad, and I started opening up to my friends. I don't usually share my sob stories like this, but what I'm trying to say is if I can get better, so can you. I believe in you. it's okay if you mess up sometimes. you'll get better, I know you will.

    • @iclwom777
      @iclwom777 2 роки тому +1

      i'm proud of u

    • @barneybetsington7501
      @barneybetsington7501 2 місяці тому +1

      >family
      >home
      >friends
      Yeah, this isn't even remotely comparable

  • @Emma-fe4pt
    @Emma-fe4pt 3 роки тому +1615

    103 days free of self harm... but I still relate to this song because I still have an eating disorder :( ... it's a terrible way to cope
    EDIT: thank you everyone for all the support! Today was my first day without counting calories (during the day that is, I kinda gave in at night)! It felt so freeing. I'm trying my best not to count calories anymore and I'm looking for new coping mechanisms!💖💖

    • @jaybek7707
      @jaybek7707 3 роки тому +70

      I am so so so incredibly proud of you pal. 103 days is amazing. You’re winning the fight.
      And about the eating disorder, continue to battle that, ok?
      I promise that the gaps will get longer and longer, even if you slip up now and again. It’s 103 days now, and one day.. you’ll wake up and realize it’s been 200. And then one day, you’ll be at a year.
      I believe in you:

    • @Emma-fe4pt
      @Emma-fe4pt 3 роки тому +20

      @@jaybek7707 thank you!! This means so much to me😥💔

    • @Emma-fe4pt
      @Emma-fe4pt 3 роки тому +13

      @ReadingWriting&Ranting thank you! I sure hope so. I have had it for many years. Unfortunately it runs in my family's genes.
      But I am trying my best

    • @julietteaouad7053
      @julietteaouad7053 3 роки тому +8

      You’re so strong !! Don’t stop fighting, you can do it

    • @danny8284
      @danny8284 3 роки тому +7

      I'm so proud of you, you got this!

  • @nazliby
    @nazliby 3 роки тому +108

    To all people who can relate the lyrics; I’m really sorry you had to go through that. I love you and I’m proud of you, thank you for staying alive 💖

  • @bedkruimels
    @bedkruimels 3 роки тому +11

    Today is gonna be my 11th day clean from SH after daily harm for a month and a half. This song brings me comfort. It's great. Thank you.

    • @onyx747
      @onyx747 3 роки тому +1

      good job

  • @mataramarian5068
    @mataramarian5068 3 роки тому +36

    I know that probably no one is going to see this,but I swear that Robbie is the hero we all needed.He saved so many people with his music,and I have never heared better music and lyrics.You are great Caveboi!

  • @Katastrophe2007
    @Katastrophe2007 3 роки тому +453

    "Hey mom? Why is dad never around?"
    "I showed him cavetown.... he's never come out of his office since."

    • @aitheriossoul2907
      @aitheriossoul2907 3 роки тому +14

      Uhh.. Am i the only one that doesn't get it. Could you pls tell me what it means....✌

    • @Katastrophe2007
      @Katastrophe2007 3 роки тому +20

      @@aitheriossoul2907
      he's stuck in his office listening to cavetown

    • @aitheriossoul2907
      @aitheriossoul2907 3 роки тому +11

      @@Katastrophe2007 thank you..
      I can't believe i didn't get that😂

    • @SaeSaeyoungyoung
      @SaeSaeyoungyoung 3 роки тому +3

      future me be like

    • @holly3833
      @holly3833 3 роки тому +11

      i was on facetime with my friends mum (it's important to be friends with your friends parents, so that if your own parents disown you, they'll be happy to take you in) and we were listening to cavetown, she loves robbie now!!?

  • @drummajorsam4248
    @drummajorsam4248 3 роки тому +168

    For those who keep asking about lemon boy, I'm going to try to explain in my own words what I think the appearance of lemon boy meansin this song. In "lemon boy", the idea of lemon boy is meant to represent mental illness and how robbie has accepted living with mental illness, that's what the whole song is about. The bridge specifically talks about how he is afraid to lose his mental illness because in a way he would be losing apart of himself. From my understanding, specifically going with the lyrics that are sung when lemon boy appears in "Sharpener" , lemon boy represents his past self who had had accepted living with mental illness. While "lemon boy" is about accepting mental illness and living with it, "Sharpener" represents the struggles that comes along with living with mental illness and the want to escape it via any means necessary. That portion of the song is basically wishing that rather than accepting and living with mental illness, he wish he had worked to cure it so he wouldn't have to fight it anymore.
    This song is densely packed with emotion and symbolism and personally resonates with me. An amazing piece that helps me remember that I'm not alone, that other people chose to live with lemon boy rather than abandoning him and that yes it is still hard living with mental illnesses even after accepting them. I would like to make one thing very clear, THIS IS JUST AN INTERPRETATION OF THE LYRICS. I know that robbie has openly admitted to having mental health issues, but I am not claiming this is what he meant for that portion of the video to mean, this is just how I am able to understand it.
    I hope your doing okay out friend, if you ever need to chat I'm just a text away.

    • @keeley7528
      @keeley7528 3 роки тому +10

      this is a cool interpretation of it. i looked at it in a way that lemon boy is the younger version of himself as he appears with the lyrics “sometimes seems like im still young, looking at the boy across the sink.” he is seeing a reflection of the younger him and wondering what that version would think of his older self and who he has become with the lyrics “what the hell have you just done”

    • @MisterDJL
      @MisterDJL 3 роки тому +4

      @@keeley7528 that was my first interpretation too... But after thinking about it , I feel it represents those moments when you feel crazy and self destructive for the first time after a while. Like you were, once again, a kid doing stupid things

    • @Wonkle
      @Wonkle 3 роки тому +4

      "my sour boy is a pain, i want to shoot him in the brain. but i'll miss him in the morning" that hits diff now

  • @kara-6696
    @kara-6696 3 роки тому +350

    ⚠️TW⚠️
    after throwing away my first blade, i stole a pencil sharpener from my teacher’s classroom. i don’t know why i did it, nothing in me at that moment wanted to use it, but i grabbed it anyway. it sat in my backpack for weeks until one night... i just broke. it’s been a struggle, but i’m over two months clean atm. this song is everything i feel about sh and more. to everyone who relates; i am so sorry. you are so brave to have kept fighting, and come all this way. you’re doing amazing...i want you to keep fighting ♥️ please don’t be afraid to reach out for help! you are loved, valid, beautiful, and appreciated

    • @yukeiimi
      @yukeiimi 3 роки тому +4

      Thank you so much for this comment, I really needed it. I'm so proud of you! Keep up, you're doing amazing!! If you need to talk, I'm there. Even though I'm a stranger, I still care about you and hope you feel better. Have a nice day/night and stay safe :)

    • @kara-6696
      @kara-6696 3 роки тому +5

      Yukeimi thank you

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega 3 роки тому +2

      How are u doing now??????

    • @bente4555
      @bente4555 2 роки тому +1

      thank you, I cried reading this

    • @kara-6696
      @kara-6696 2 роки тому +1

      @@bente4555

  • @Soda-sk2zi
    @Soda-sk2zi 2 роки тому +18

    The person who makes me feel the most comfortable in myself is my dads girlfriends son. We were both suicidal during quarantine and now that he showed me this video we both understand the meaning. He gave me the confidence to come out too. I hope someday we do become brothers.

  • @gatitosdefresa
    @gatitosdefresa 3 роки тому +10719

    I used to be a fan but after this masterpiece, I'm a whole air-conditioner.

    • @madison8710
      @madison8710 3 роки тому +562

      ong I thought you were unstanning him but you've just become a super cool fan

    • @gatitosdefresa
      @gatitosdefresa 3 роки тому +107

      @@madison8710 LOL

    • @cirsevandijk5773
      @cirsevandijk5773 3 роки тому +197

      this is the best comment ever. I wish I came up with it

    • @gatitosdefresa
      @gatitosdefresa 3 роки тому +50

      @@cirsevandijk5773 Thank u

    • @tweep5918
      @tweep5918 3 роки тому +29

      made my day

  • @heyyy6544
    @heyyy6544 3 роки тому +423

    i think this song is about the addiction to self harm/self destruction. "sharpeners calling me again" feeling hopeless and as if you have no choice but to give in. "an escape to me was just a sharpener to you" using self harm as a form of escapism. "big old pill to inch around" possibly a burden overhead? you know you shouldn't be doing this but you can't stop. you tell yourself you are in control but the sharpener calls you and controls you. feeling the after regret, possibly seconds after or looking back at your younger self and thinking "what the hell have you (just) done" feeling shame that you do this but continue to do it, feeling as if you aren't making any progress. "why am i like this, guess you know you're not trying to fix this" including possible themes of relapse there. yeah idk let me know your analysis below :)

    • @lunaevans3562
      @lunaevans3562 3 роки тому +21

      everyone looks at things differently. even if there is a true meaning behind it, a lot of us will still view it in a way that helps us feel less alone or like there’s someone who understands. to me its about self h*rm and embarrassment about who you are, and for me like the people around you liked who you were before. also the part where he’s looking in the mirror is sometimes how it feels to sh. sorry i’m ranting i just don’t have anyone to talk to rn lol

    • @heyyy6544
      @heyyy6544 3 роки тому +10

      luna evans i definitely agree. like the themes of embarrassment u mention i think are very prominent in the lyrics, as well as the mirror part. also you aren't ranting at all, i enjoy hearing other perspectives :) i'm hear if you need to talk

    • @beverlylove7188
      @beverlylove7188 3 роки тому +1

      it is on his community post on yt he says that it is abt self harm

    • @tristanmetherell8577
      @tristanmetherell8577 3 роки тому +6

      it’s interesting that this came out after all that crap went down with robbie on twitter. i hope he’s okay.

    • @heyyy6544
      @heyyy6544 3 роки тому +5

      Tristan Metherell yeah. all that twitter stuff was so terrible and he didn't deserve a whole lot of that. i hope he's doing alright

  • @WhoamI-wc7pj
    @WhoamI-wc7pj 3 роки тому +445

    I swear this guy hasn't made ONE bad song. You never seem to disappoint😭
    Lol what are these replies?😅
    Oh sweet I got so many likes! Thanks guys!

    • @idontcare2730
      @idontcare2730 3 роки тому +9

      Its fine like me and you we attent fine
      -friend

    • @zerozeroeszeroed
      @zerozeroeszeroed 3 роки тому +2

      I dont Care ?

    • @zerozeroeszeroed
      @zerozeroeszeroed 3 роки тому +13

      evelyn lol Oh jeez, I really hope you're joking right now. Like, really. I was just replying to the person's reply to this comment that's above mine, their username is "I don't Care". I don't know what they're trying to say, that's why I put a question mark. I love Robbie and his music so much as well. And- how would you know that I'm a girl?

    • @mars-qd2xk
      @mars-qd2xk 3 роки тому +5

      @@zerozeroeszeroed BAHAHAHA I WAS SO CONFUSED- Like the first thought that popped into my head was just- bitch? Girlie omg- 💀💀

    • @zerozeroeszeroed
      @zerozeroeszeroed 3 роки тому +2

      Bianca H. Uh- what's happening.. -.-

  • @dogowoof8521
    @dogowoof8521 3 роки тому +1632

    i just wrote a 5 minute long paragraph instead im just going to say-
    thank you

    • @brickyy3106
      @brickyy3106 3 роки тому +50

      pls post the pharagraph

    • @lillylolly7861
      @lillylolly7861 3 роки тому +19

      yes plz

    • @lee6228
      @lee6228 2 роки тому +7

      i'd read the paragraph :')

    • @yasminferreiralima2429
      @yasminferreiralima2429 2 роки тому +6

      just know that u matter,and u are valid!,it's ok that u don't fell safe enough to talk about it(the paragraph that u cited),the world can be scarry sometimes,also peopple so... it's ok,hope u donig great.

    • @morganray542
      @morganray542 2 роки тому +11

      I know exactly what you mean. Don't feel any pressure to post the paragraph if you don't want to, those words are for you and no one is entitled to see it if you don't want to share

  • @chrisbokuto4452
    @chrisbokuto4452 3 роки тому +805

    the meaning of this song just jumped out to me INSTANTLY. i saw Sharpener, and i thought "this can't be, right?"
    the video, the first three lines, and i knew for sure.
    to those of you who also instantly understood the meaning, and also to those who didn't:
    i hope you're doing okay. no one should have to use sharpeners or any other harm as a coping mechanism.
    its going to be okay. please don't give up. i believe in you, you can do it. I'm proud of you for your accomplishments.

    • @carameluser4894
      @carameluser4894 3 роки тому +21

      a few days before this song came out, i had a really bad night where i did some pretty bad things to myself. i was in a pretty dark place, and when this song came out i saw the title and just went "NO..." like you, i thought that it couldn't be what i thought it was, i thought i was just connecting imaginary dots. but i listened to it and knew what it meant after the first line. it was really strange to me how the song came out a few nights after what i'd done.

    • @ceoofhomophobia3170
      @ceoofhomophobia3170 3 роки тому +2

      Keep feeding people with false promises.

    • @annabethchase4582
      @annabethchase4582 3 роки тому +3

      same here :( as soon as i saw the title. love you friend

    • @cathrinesandtorv5166
      @cathrinesandtorv5166 3 роки тому +2

    • @chrisbokuto4452
      @chrisbokuto4452 3 роки тому +13

      @@ceoofhomophobia3170 keep your negative bs away from this comment section, thanks

  • @itsbethpierce
    @itsbethpierce 3 роки тому +400

    “Because an escape to me is just a sharpener to you” 7 months ago was a dark time for me. This song is amazingly brilliant. Listening to this, as a different person I was 7 months ago really means a lot. Still here and still breathing. The scene when he goes into the door and the pitch black is just like “The View From Halfway Down” from Bojack Horseman. That episode is brilliant as well. Both have the same meaning and if you are not familiar with the show please watch the whole thing. It has really helped me as well as Cavetown’s music.

    • @craigmcdaniel8153
      @craigmcdaniel8153 3 роки тому +2

      I didn't even think of that. You're totally right

  • @rchlhwll6355
    @rchlhwll6355 3 роки тому +14

    back here a little while after reaching 18 months clean and this song still resonates with me so incredibly much, it's almost like robin picked apart my brain and wrote a song about it. whilst i am glad i am somewhat out of that part of my life after so many years of struggling with self harm, i really do understand that lingering temptation that this song talks about. it's very comforting to hear someone you look up to articulate something like this so so well, and this song (and robbie's music in general) has got me through some very rough patches and i am very grateful for that

  • @rchlhwll6355
    @rchlhwll6355 2 роки тому +50

    i come back here whenever i am struggling and it always hits me how incredibly well this song captures how nonlinear and difficult moving away from these coping mechanisms can be in the long term. i started self harming when i was 12 and i'm now 20, and as a kid i never really expected it to stick around for this long but the reality is that it really, really fucking lingers. it obviously does get better in a lot of ways and i really want to emphasise that - i'm over 2 years clean, and living alongside the thoughts isn't as overwhelming or all-encompassing as it used to be, at least for me. i'm honestly really thankful that this sentiment is being put out by someone close to my age who i look up to as well. ive never really connected with those super hopeful and optimistic songs about self harm that i see sometimes but this song feels bitterly honest, it's like it's written in that moment where you realised you aren't as far along with recovery as you think you are and i just. really relate to it

    • @xrui
      @xrui 2 роки тому +2

      hi! i'm so proud of you:)

    • @rchlhwll6355
      @rchlhwll6355 2 роки тому +2

      @@xrui ur so sweet thank u :,)

  • @may5273
    @may5273 3 роки тому +284

    if anyone connects to this song and relates deeply with the lyrics, im so sorry and i want to say that its okay and it is going to be okay some day. i think if you really get the lyrics, we have all been through the same things/similar things and to me, its also comforting to know that im not alone, we're never alone :'))
    go drink some water, go take a shower and make yourself some nice warm beverage and treat yourself well. remember that your're still here, after all those dark days you have managed to overcome, and i am so so so proud of all of you that are still here, alive and breathing no matter what

    • @ren3863
      @ren3863 3 роки тому +1

      I'm almost crying, thank you

    • @humble8273
      @humble8273 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much, you just made my day.

    • @awkwardeggroll6177
      @awkwardeggroll6177 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you! I'm crying from happiness! Ur an amazing person and I hope your world shines forever bright!

    • @twistedclover
      @twistedclover 3 роки тому

      Thank you :)

    • @zee3079
      @zee3079 3 роки тому +1

      I haven’t showered in days and I barely sleep let alone leave my room..ty for this

  • @micahbutforbackup158
    @micahbutforbackup158 3 роки тому +146

    tw self-harm /
    the moment i saw the title i immediately knew what's it gonna be about. i used to break my sharpeners into two back when i was at my lowest and up until now that is the only memory i can think of everytime i see one. reading the comments under cavetown's music vid puts me into comfort knowing that there are a few others who interpreted the song the way i did. i was never alone. although my insides are hollow, i am still human.
    if i could just go back in time to tell this to my younger self, i would.
    maybe then she wouldn't have had resorted to other means of escape just to make herself feel whole again.
    better days are coming, and i am proud of you for making it this far :)

    • @micahbutprivate7703
      @micahbutprivate7703 3 роки тому +2

      I hope you're okay now :(

    • @akaloz6774
      @akaloz6774 3 роки тому

      sorry if this is unserious but honestly if someone cuts themself with a sharpener then just bring a mechanical pencil and markers no sharpener-things like crayons and pencils

    • @butteredlampshade
      @butteredlampshade 3 роки тому

      I'm sorry for asking- but why did you break your sharpeners in two? I thought it was a way to destroy it...

    • @micahbutforbackup158
      @micahbutforbackup158 3 роки тому +1

      @@butteredlampshade tw self-harm
      my interpretation for this song is when a person gets the blade inside the sharpener and uses it to scar his skin as a way of catharsis, hence the line "sharpener's calling me again, trying to turn into something i can draw into my skin"

    • @butteredlampshade
      @butteredlampshade 3 роки тому

      @@micahbutforbackup158 tw self harm
      Yes, I know that, I cut too, but I'm just confused on the breaking part

  • @nekobite5268
    @nekobite5268 2 роки тому +11

    The fact that this is the first not triggering song handling sh topics makes me so happy and comforted, tysm cavetown.

  • @rileyreviews9870
    @rileyreviews9870 3 роки тому +16

    This mucis video is so..powerful. Even the scene with him goofily running with all of the shades and mirrors around the 2:20 mark speaks volumes to me.
    It's like he's going through life as himself, and all of the mirrors represent what others think and how they see you. But in his own mirror he doesn't see the true reflection either. We're all indefinable, even by ourselves because we're constantly changing. And while others can distort us, and we can distort ourselves, at the end of the day we are just a person. With many sides and definitions.
    Cavetown, you inspire me more than any artist. I want to create and make people feel seen, the way your music does for me. I wish you safety and peace of mind.

  • @mxstard2498
    @mxstard2498 3 роки тому +733

    𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚍.

  • @begulgvm1770
    @begulgvm1770 3 роки тому +210

    Dear Cavetown,
    Often I feel useless and untalented, stupid...
    Like everyboyd is hating me and I should not be exist. But your music helps me🥺. Your voice is make me feel like I'm on clouds. There's so much thing I wanna tell and thank about but english isn't my first language.
    Anyway thank you 💞
    Sorry for my bad english.
    Whoever feels like this I wanna tell you that you are beautiful and special ✨❤️

    • @simoni_
      @simoni_ 3 роки тому +8

      i am so so glad you exist! the world is so much better with you here

    • @ebenmorrid
      @ebenmorrid 3 роки тому +7

      you are loved. I'm just a stranger, but I care about you. thank you for sharing. it might be hard right now, but it'll get better. you've got this

    • @begulgvm1770
      @begulgvm1770 3 роки тому +4

      @@simoni_ thank you so much 🥺

    • @begulgvm1770
      @begulgvm1770 3 роки тому +5

      @@ebenmorrid you made my day better... 💞

    • @berrybuttercake89
      @berrybuttercake89 3 роки тому +7

      Hi! I just think You should know this sooo...I know that I'm just an internet stranger but I wanted to tell You that you're great person. I know that its hard sometimes and the situation feels helpless, but belive me, it will get better. Just hold on and don't give up no matter what. Sorry if my English isn't good, it isn't my first language as well. So here's a virtual hug for You, I hope it gets better, and if You want to talk then remember I'm here for You. Stay stafe!

  • @prettysicknasty
    @prettysicknasty 8 місяців тому +3

    the line 'sometimes feels like im still young looking at the boy across the sink thinking what the hell have you just done' really hits hard. that is exactly what it feels like. what the hell have you just done.

  • @adrielysluna4455
    @adrielysluna4455 Рік тому +6

    17 days clean!
    tw: vent
    yesterday was a rough day. i finally told my mom about my sh addiction, she hit me with a belt and made me talk. i couldnt find the words to tell her why i did this, why my arms have healed scars.
    "im not gonna hide any sharpeners, blades or knifes. do you want me to get a knife from the kitchen and do cvts in your arms?"
    like an hour later she just hugged me while i was crying.
    im here listening to cavetown bc i dont want to relapse again, hes my comfort singer :c

    • @my_name_is_bee
      @my_name_is_bee Рік тому +4

      i'm so sorry about how your mom reacted, you deserve better. i'm so proud of you for having the strength to quit, it's not an easy thing. good luck, i'm sending you love!

    • @maruchaan8569
      @maruchaan8569 7 місяців тому

      @@my_name_is_bee hi, it's been a while since i wrote this comment. tysm for your words, even though i've relapsed a few times, but i think i'm finally getting better after all the shit that happened this year. sending you love too xx
      (sorry, i just entered the video and remembered abt this comment)

    • @my_name_is_bee
      @my_name_is_bee 7 місяців тому

      i'm so glad to hear you're doing better!

  • @madmillion88
    @madmillion88 3 роки тому +406

    “Why am I like this?” “But you can’t help it” these thoughts are the ones that happen inside of people with mental illnesses on the regular. It sucks. And the part about looking for what I’m assuming is a thought or part of you that was locked away and then being consumed by it? Painful.

  • @oliviacogswell6702
    @oliviacogswell6702 3 роки тому +235

    Hears the first note: I'm gonna try not to cry
    Hears the last lyric: *sobbing*
    Reads the comment section: **sobbing intensifies**

  • @chanelray5408
    @chanelray5408 3 роки тому +8

    I can really relate to " Sharpener calling me again, trying to turn it into something I can draw into my skin.."

  • @fmsprod6799
    @fmsprod6799 Рік тому +6

    for anyone who doesnt know the meaning to this song, its abt self harm and not liking to face the conciquences of it. "what the hell have you just done" at 1:59, and the whole chorus gives us a regretful yet pitiful insight into seeming crazy for self harming, "an escape to me was just a sharpener to you"

  • @user-yx2ci7jp4o
    @user-yx2ci7jp4o 3 роки тому +194

    (TW!!)
    ive been a fan of cavetown's music for a while now, but this song in particular really struck a chord in me. what im getting from this song is struggles with cutting/carving and maybe depersonalisation, which has been something ive been struggling with for a while. so thank you robbie, this helped me cope a little healthier.

    • @berrybuttercake89
      @berrybuttercake89 3 роки тому +10

      I'm so proud of you! Even if you feel just a bit better just remember that little things are the most important. Step by step it'll get better. I belive in you with my whole heart. Stay safe!

    • @user-yx2ci7jp4o
      @user-yx2ci7jp4o 3 роки тому +6

      @@berrybuttercake89 thank you so much!! youre so kind

    • @phoebeduncan4642
      @phoebeduncan4642 3 роки тому +2

      Yea same I'm glad he's genuinely made a safe bubble for us : )

    • @vxmp1r3mon3y
      @vxmp1r3mon3y 3 роки тому +1

      I had just relapsed when he released this :(

    • @Checkerbear
      @Checkerbear 3 роки тому +2

      Thank you for the trigger warning you are amazing thinking about what will trigger people ❤️❤️❤️

  • @harvestfalllol
    @harvestfalllol 3 роки тому +170

    Hello to anyone who is reading this- I hope you have a lovely day/night.
    If you’re having a bad day or night, I wish that things get better for you.

  • @nottheoatall
    @nottheoatall 3 роки тому +243

    TW//s/h
    "Why am i shamed to love the way i do"
    I recently realized im not heterosexual, im not sure what sexuality tho
    But yeah, i fell for a girl being a girl myself, and im afraid to come out to my family, thats why this line hit me hard.
    "Its just a sharpener to use"
    My only blade for cutting is from a sharpener-

    • @etherfir
      @etherfir 3 роки тому +13

      i relate to this comment. i realized i wasn’t straight a year ago now, i thought i was bi for months and i’ve figured out i am lesbian. and more recently i’ve been cutting, using a sharpener as well.
      i was able to tell my dad i’m lesbian and i’m grateful for him supporting me. my mom does not know yet and i know she won’t accept so easily. coming out and finding someone to accept you is hard and i wish you the best of luck with that. you will find somebody who loves you for who you are. now i don’t know how different our reasons for doing what we do to ourselves are, but whatever they may be, i hope you can get help and find support. i keep my cuts a secret and nobody knows. personally i do it for self-punishment, your reason may be different or more complicated. maybe this doesn’t mean much coming from another cutter, but i do hope you can get help. reach out to others you trust.
      i hope you have a good day/night.

    • @nottheoatall
      @nottheoatall 3 роки тому +4

      @@etherfir Thanks for replying! And for support too..i really kinda need help rn ngl.
      I really hope you will get help too!

  • @L1zz707
    @L1zz707 2 роки тому +38

    Im so proud of all of you for being clean, its never easy but im sure is worth it! If you aren't clean rn... im also proud of you ok? The path may be blurry but we are getting out of this, life is worth living ok? Trust me. I love you.

  • @natalie1536
    @natalie1536 3 роки тому +28

    For anyone who needs to hear this : Stay strong, keep going. I'm proud of you.

  • @Jowonne
    @Jowonne 3 роки тому +171

    I'm currently stressing over a very long exam I answered but didn't get submitted because of my weak internet (so all my answers are gone) and was struggling to study for tomorrow, but this calmed me down. Thank you
    Edit 10:54PM: I still can’t absorb my notes very well, but hey, baby steps. Thank you everyone, you’re all giving me hope that, though it’ll be difficult, I’ll get through this just fine. What matters is that I did my best and that’s good enough (fun fact: this also applies to you, even if all you’ve done is get up and drink water! i’m proud of you!) :> I wish all of you a good day/night, please take care of yourself and stay safe!

    • @-LeMar-
      @-LeMar- 3 роки тому +7

      Good luck

    • @annikai1149
      @annikai1149 3 роки тому +7

      Ah Im sorry, good luck!

    • @evi68
      @evi68 3 роки тому +3

      oh no!! good luck you can do it

    • @oliver-rh6cd
      @oliver-rh6cd 3 роки тому +2

      good luck I hope it goes well

    • @marim.1457
      @marim.1457 3 роки тому +2

      I went through that not long ago, it sucks, but good luck! I hope it all works out for you ^^

  • @elliew3270
    @elliew3270 2 роки тому +12

    I couldn't put into words how much this means to me-I've struggled so much in the past and always felt so misunderstood/alone during that time. I still struggle with my mental health, unfortunately, but hearing this makes me feel so much less alone. Thankyou

  • @maddie819
    @maddie819 2 роки тому +14

    I've used self harming as a coping mechanism for around 3 years now and last year I discovered this song and it has now become one of my comfort songs currently listening to it as a distraction since I relapsed after being 1 month clean a few days ago and I hope to get back on track soon

    • @xrui
      @xrui 2 роки тому +1

      you're doing well hun. :) it'll be hard, especially after you go back to it, but remember you're doing so amazing, im proud. :)

    • @raiiven5268
      @raiiven5268 2 роки тому +1

      Hi hi hope you managed to get back on track and know that you're doing amazing so far

  • @someteaandtoast8504
    @someteaandtoast8504 3 роки тому +244

    When the world comes to realise how special each human being is it will be too late.
    Because I will say that cavetown already showed the world how beautiful humans can be when they make the effort, try and wake up in the morning and say “hey I’m going to make myself happy by making someone else happy!”
    But sadly only a small percentage of people do that ALTHOUGH I’m sure we are all getting to that place of joy slowly.
    One step at a time.
    Is one step to a better future.
    That one step.
    Is the first of 7.6 billion.
    That should happen.
    So when you wake up and think that your in a foul mood so you are going to take it out on other people.
    Remember cavetown.

    • @Claudia-oc7ff
      @Claudia-oc7ff 3 роки тому +4

      I am kind to people all the time, I respect all LGBT, all minorities, and struggling mental kids... His songs always make my day better or make me learn something new! I seriously agree with you #RememberCavetown

    • @someteaandtoast8504
      @someteaandtoast8504 3 роки тому

      @@Claudia-oc7ff #RememberCavetown

  • @neonwolfy6766
    @neonwolfy6766 3 роки тому +206

    I feel like this is a song everyone needs to hear, not just because it’s amazing, but because of the meaning behind it.
    “Because an escape to me, is just a sharpener to you”
    “Sharpener’s calling me again, trying to turn it into something I can draw into my skin”
    I don’t know if it was the intended meaning, let me know how you interpret it, and if I was completely wrong :’)

    • @beverlylove7188
      @beverlylove7188 3 роки тому +21

      it is in his community post on yt he says that its abt unhealthy coping mechanism in other words sh

    • @no-7334
      @no-7334 3 роки тому +24

      To me it means self harm

    • @jesterarmani1999
      @jesterarmani1999 3 роки тому +2

      Tw:
      self harm

    • @crimes2004
      @crimes2004 3 роки тому +5

      To me it’s that me trying to make myself happy (by making a makeshift binder and wanting to cut my hair and other gender dysphoria relieving stuff to me) is making others dislike me more and it’s hurting them inside so I try not to do it to please them

    • @miles4939
      @miles4939 3 роки тому +1

      @@crimes2004 that's totally valid, i relate to the feeling of being afraid to change because it makes others turn against you. cut your damn hair ily

  • @greylazovalcarcel5394
    @greylazovalcarcel5394 3 роки тому +9

    When i first read the title, my stomach dropped. I instantly knew what it was about. I was desperately hoping that Robbie would do a little switch-a-roo and haha look the song is about childhood and that 64-pack of crayons with the sharpener in the back, but no, I knew that it wasnt going to be.

  • @angelskllz
    @angelskllz 2 роки тому +9

    a day clean, i'm so proud of myself and others :)

    • @angelskllz
      @angelskllz 2 роки тому

      it's okay past me, we can try again :')

    • @kaelin7090
      @kaelin7090 2 роки тому

      i’m so proud of you love. keep trying. you’re gonna get there. i love you