for everyone who wanted it to be a spotify playlist - open.spotify.com/playlist/432SZmwMqhN9zQiTNKdJRK?si=exQDGORkSliXKQ8FnZYzxA (I added a few other songs yall wanted!)
0:00 I want you 3:05 I will 5:56 Jobless Monday 8:04 washing machine heart 10:12 I bet on losing dogs 💔 13:01 first love/last spring 17:36 last words of a shooting star 20:21 Nobody 23:32 Francis Forever Hope this was helpful, and don't worry because one day you'll find the love ur looking for, no matter how hard it is, love will find it's way to you eventually because ur worthy of it. ❤️
vent,it’s nothing bad just me being sad over not experiencing love in a while. i’m not sure why but i haven’t had a crush on someone in years and i feel horrible for it. i recently reflected on myself after reading an article on love and seeing happy,healthy couples and i feel bad. i get this warm,sinking feeling in my belly and a rush of warmth and guilt on my face everytime i think about it. i haven’t been in love with anyone in so long and i feel so hollow and empty. where’s my tiny,frantic and flushed glances to the person i adore? where is the soft fuzzy feeling i get in my stomach and fingers? where are the smiles that hurt my cheeks from smiling so long when i think about them? i also feel absolutely guilty for people who have crushes on me. i know there’s one person and i feel so bad because i can’t love them back. a while ago i was in this small “relationship?” i don’t know if it even counts but someone had a crush on me and i didn’t have the same feelings for them but i still was with them out of fear of hurting their feelings. gladly it wasn’t anything serious and it disappeared in a week as they spent more time with other friends and things like that. at this point i think i will just force myself to love someone when i really don’t. i’m getting desperate and i hope that i will just develop feelings for the person over time and it’ll work out fine. anyways,sorry for going on a bit of a tangent. i wanted to share something that was really troubling me. have a good day!
last year i celebrated valentines day with my friends but this year they're planning on spending it with their boyfriends. they're teasing me about being single and now i feel like there's something wrong with me for not dating anyone. I haven't had my first kiss yet, rejected every guy that liked me, i feel like I'm wasting my time for being single even though I'm still a teenager. Yep, definitely listening to this playlist on valentines day.
Oh, I relate to this smh, it feels sucky but please remember that nothing is wrong with you for staying single. You simply are taking your time to find the right person and that's okay, what wouldn't be okay is to let anyone into your heart knowing they shouldn't be at it. You can try to enjoy your life in other matters and work hard for your own happiness, then when you least expect it you will find someone to share your life with. Anyway I hope you find that person eventually, we all just need our time before receiving something special from life after all In any case it's okay to be upset about the wait, I am too, guess we still have Mitski to comfort us lol
I relate to this but it’s okay. I’d rather spend time figuring out who I truly am and focusing on myself cuz at the end of the day, all you have is yourself
@@whisp_1874 wow, thanks for that, this really helped, like a lot. i also think its better for me to take my time 'cause i like being young, youth is something a lot of us take for granted and i wanna spend the little time i have as a teen. and yeah, at least we have Mitski.
Mitski is like the only artist ive listened to who's music is completely different for every other playlist. No matter what kind of you mysic you're into, you will 100% find a song you like from her incredible collection.
VENT🛑 I had already planned for valentine's day for me and my partner. about 20mins ago i got a text saying they want to break up cuz they don't like me anymore. Idk what to do anymore i know it's bad but they were my life line, my reason to go out everday just to see them smile.
Life goes on, you will eventually forget them and learn how to live without them, and maybe for valentine's day spend your day with someone you're close and like spending time with, it doesn't always have to be a significant other, all the best for you 💜
Excuse me for venting on a random mitski playlist but I’m pretty much in the loneliest time of my life. I’ve never had a partner and since I started college, my friends and I have drifted off. I don’t even see my family as much as I used to, I’ve been trying to hold on but we all have different lives now. I’ve been like this for 7 months now, but as valentines is approaching, it’s getting extra painful. All I can really do is tough it out and wait for my circumstances to change. The only thing that comforts me is that there’s others in similar situations , so it feels like being lonely, isn’t so lonely
Allow yourself to feel the pain you're feeling, Scream kick cry and shout if you need to. My advice is to take care of yourself, dont rush relationships either, You need to understand that nobody can make you whole, you dont need anyone to fill a gap in you, because you can fill it in yourself. You have so much potential, i believe you'll do something amazing one day 🫂
i hope things will work out for you. everything works out at the end everything will work out and everything will make sense u just gotta stick to this
Last year I spent Valentine’s Day by my self, this year it’s going to be the same cause my two best friends are going to spend it together. Idk what I did to make them spend it without me but I hope they have a fun time
dont be so hard on yourself, no ones perfect, everybody makes mistakes. its never to late to learn from your past mistakes and do better in the future. take your time, theres absolutely no rush
quick reminder, love does not come from another person, it comes from yourself, if you do not love yourself before being in a relationship, the only thing you are looking for is validation which can lead to emotional dependency, self-love does not come from one day to another but you can start respecting yourself
!Unwanted gay man rant! I did, in fact, lay on my bed and cry to this on Valentines day. I have a boyfriend but he didn't take me out or get me anything which is fine because I don't care for the holiday but his reasoning was "We couldn't because then everyone would know I was dating someone like you. Imagine what that would do to me?" I get he doesn't want to out himself (I'm a guy for context) but you should have seen the look of disgust on his face at even the thought of people seeing us together and the way he said it. Yowch...
I have my friends and I'll be their valentines so they won't be sad. Like us and myself :') But let's all be a valentine to a friend cause I find friends better than lovers.
i forget valentines exists tbh, its always been a time for our school to sell chocolate and candies haha. but this year.. damn not sure if im spending it with my best friend or if itll be more- but i feel like a dumbass for thinking (or even hopping) itll be anything more than platonic ,, positive vent, but a vent nonetheless. ive been questioning over a few months now if i feel the way i do, or if its just because its the first person to see something ive never been able to show- or find tbh. i find it hard to really show people who i am, with masking and whatnot, so my real personality has sorta,, disintegrated. i end up being whatever the person in front of me wants atm. i havent known who i am for so long but they see it. and they like it. but fuck i dont know if they would even wanna be more than friends hfgfjhg anywayanyway uh ily ALSO THEY KNOW MY USERNAME AND PFP SO LETS HOPE THEY DONT LIKE MITSKI ! SWSHDGHGKWSD edit: it became more than platonic 😳
ah yes the loney sounds of the 14th of febuary at four am, crying wondering why I push everyone away and wondering what life moment lead up to this and realising that I must love my self first to have a positive, healthy relationship, 'but how' the question begs.
It's not easy to be confident and to love yourself, but i believe in you. Write down your passions, and fufill them as best you can, you CAN live a happy life without anyone else. Meet new people, make new friends, but ALWAYS put yourself first. You dont deserve to be stepped on
the boy i had a crush on kept asking me out even though i told him i wasn’t ready to date anyone because of the trauma i’ve experienced with past relationships but that i would be willing to go on a date with him one of these days. when he suggested valentine’s day, i said no bc that feels like such an intimate day. he told me he understood and hadn’t spoken to me irl or online in a week. i really need this playlist is all im saying
i just want a healthy relationship and a partner. i don’t think anyone else understands how serious i am about it and thinks im just joking. at this point, ive been trying to hard to stay in this place and having someone to love me and someone to love is perfect. but there’s no one that likes me, and no one that i think would change my life and make me happy enough for me to have a relationship with them. it’s actually harder than it sounds. seeing people in a relationship makes me jealous because i just want to be as happy as them, having a s/o would change my mental health and make things better, but every time i have a chance it slips away. thank you for making this playlist, i needed it :)
my now ex boyfriend just broke up with me, we had what i thought were pretty fun plans for valentine’s day but i guess i’ll be listening to this instead :)
Damn man i wish i had a valentine. I want to tell i like her but she loved someone else she met while I was there "he" texted her to be his girlfriend and. Well she liked him anyways Soo i might as well try to stop loving her, like I know she a girl and i am too but she is bi i just want to not be obsessed over her...I'm tired of it so bad, why can't I stop
I've started to listen to Mitski recently, and I haven't expected that her songs are so beautiful and relatable! Thanks for this playlist, I love it so much and I'm gonna listen to it on February 14th❤️
(tw: cursing, mentions of hospitals, and break ups) I recently had a break up with my boyfriend, and they broke up with me because "their ruining my life" and i just cant convince them that i really love them and that hes not ruining my life, and it feels like hes making an excuse to break up with me. We made plans on valentines and everything, i even made a reservation on a expensive restaurant, and hes the only one in my life who knows i am transgender. All my friends don't know, they think were just in a straight relationship, and over the past months ive barely got to talk to him because hes ben sent to the mental hospital 4-6 times. Also, on top of that im dealing with mental issues myself, and everytime i tell someone they think im faking or they just dont give a sh1t. and ive come to the conclusion that no one really likes me, everyone doesnt trust me or just thinks im really annoying. Ik this is a lot but this playlist felt really good to listen to.
P0V: you found the love of your life and you get married with them but they suddenly die from a disease, they leave you alone with letters that talks about their life long dream, which is to get married, travel the world, have children then when they turn 89, they would rob a bank with their partner (which is you), you cry as you fall down on your knees, wishing they never died and survived. You never forget them and everyone around you tell you to move on, but your unable to since you loved them and even planned to have children with them. 24 years after they died you start thinking you see them when really your hallucinating. Finally your parent slaps you while saying “They died years ago, they wouldn’t like to see you suffering because of them. Live your life to the fullest before it’s too late, I was the same when your other parent died but I realized that they would rather see me happy than sad.” You look at them, realizing their right. You start living the way you always wanted to, you travelled to the countries you always dreamt to go to. You start feeling happier and you smile in the air, feeling the cool breeze while doing so. Fast forward to years later, your now old and about to turn 90. You sit down as you feel nostalgic and start remembering the happiest times of your life, you remember the places you travelled to, you then pick up a pen and paper and start writing. You write about a fantasy that talks about a girl named “Fawn”. Fawn loves to travel and loves writing fantasy stories. She always wanted to be a writer but never published her stories thinking nobody would like her stories, she later on finds the love of her life who is also a girl named “Sakura”, Fawn looks at Sakura in fascination as she waves towards Fawn, making her blush hard. Sakura had beautiful black hair and black eyes. Fawn starts writing a story about Sakura, claiming she’s a beautiful goddess who was born in the 1900s, She gives it to Sakura who reads it in fascination, “You wrote this all by yourself?” Asked Sakura. “Yes I did.” said Fawn, Sakura looks at Fawn as she says “You should consider being a writer, since you so good at making these fantasy stories.” Fawn is surprised seeing that someone actually liked it. Sakura gives Fawn her book back as she walks away. Fawn later goes to the lake and finishes her story. I passer by sees her story and is surprised as they had never seen something such a creative story before. “May I take a look?” asked the passer by. “Sure!” said Fawn. Fawn gave them the book as they read the rest of the story and they look at Fawn and say “You should become a writer, this story is so creative!” Fawn looks at them and says “Ok.” then takes the book and publishes it online. Plenty people read it and ask if there’s a book of it because they would like to buy it. Fawn tells them “not yet but I will.” The people get excited about it. Fawn then publishes it publicly and plenty people buy the book. Fawn smiles as someone later taps her shoulder. It was Sakura. Fawn looked surprised to see her as they never met up after Sakura read her book. “Would you like to buy a book?” asked Fawn. “No…” said Sakura, “would you like to be my lover forever?” asked Sakura, Fawn is surprised but accepts the offer. It turns out that this is how you and your lover got married. A now very old you smiles as you publish it and then type in text “This is my last book I will publish, I will miss you all.” You now turn 90 and are told by doctors that you have a week to live. A week has passed and now your in Heaven with your lover. “Y/n..” you say as you see your lover. The end. Also sorry if this makes no sense, I just wanted to entertain you guys while you were listening to this beautiful playlist 🥲
wanting to his valentine. never got to be it. its a year now, never been his valentine, hope whoever has him will love him, just like I did. All I EVER WANTED WAS YOUR LOVE. It's always been you, but it's too late. stay with me, Hold my hand and TELL ME ITS OKAY. I miss you W :):
Save this playlist for Valentine's Day and finally, the day has arrived and it's time to vent. Rummaging my room, I found letters from old friends but one caught my attention since it was from my old best friend, I decided to read it and shit, I had forgotten the good times we had before declaring our feelings and ruining everything. Reading all that letter with Mitksi on the phone at high volume hurts more than my mother's blows 😿
i was in love with my best friend for years and when we got together I was so happy. She was my first serious girlfriend and one day I realized it wasn't going to work out. From living far apart, going to different schools, her being emotionally unavailable were all the things I knew I didn't want in a relationship but I liked her so much that it didn't matter until it did. We broke up 3 months ago and now we cant go back to what were before and I've grown to be fine with that but it still kinda hurts because little things we did together or objects, colors, places remind me of her and it sucks but I'm gonna try to move on. Sorry for the vent.
(VENT!) I like my best friend, a lot. Last year on Valentine's day I confessed to her, and she said she knew and rejected me. A few days prior we had been very flirty with each other, her initiating most of it. Before this I told her I liked someone and that I was going to confess to them on Valentine's day. After I confessed, I told her it was because I was going through a breakup with some guy. (This was before I found out I was lesbian and I was dating him out of pity.) I think she believed it and our friendship went back to normal. We've always been touchy and said I love you to each other but some months ago (I think summer of last year) we started to become more and more flirty with each other. We've only been getting flirtier since. I hate it though; she doesn't mean what she says in the same way I do. I buy her flowers and her favorite drinks and snacks whenever I can. We have a joke that we're married and sometimes she'll call me names like "sweetie" over texts in group chats. She pays for things for me whenever she can, she always listens to me even though I talk so much, she watches movies and shows with me even if she thinks she won't like them. She's the most wonderful person I know and I know she wouldn't intentionally hurt me. Still, it hurts when she says I love you because I know she doesn't mean it in the same way I do. (Reason why First Love/Late Spring was my most played song last year)
WHEN I TELL YOU I DOWNLOADED MYSTIC MESSENGER AGAIN FOR VALENTINES HELP but tysm for making this perfect playlist i’ll listen to it on valentines I HOPE U HAVE A VALENTINES
I kinda think we all have a counterpart waiting for us out there, we're just super mixed up right now, like a big unsolved puzzle in a box. You will find your other one day :)
vent warning even though i have someone for this valentines day im still really nervous. a lot of my past relationships were just to exploit me and use me for their personal gain, and i dont think my current partner is like that at all. but i have no clue how to act 'lovingly', and even though he always reassures me and tells me im doing fine i still have that nagging feeling that one day im gonna slip up and lose him :-(
wow youtube recommendations are scarily accurate sometimes. thank you, I WILL listen to this when I'll cry on valentines. p.s. lonely af but heyy at least I have discount chocolate and otome games to keep me company
sometimes i wonder to myself, "oh why do i even have feelings for her" then i cant stop thinking about all the reasons why :') and the reasons why she would never need me. on another note, im more single than the number 1 :D
for everyone who wanted it to be a spotify playlist - open.spotify.com/playlist/432SZmwMqhN9zQiTNKdJRK?si=exQDGORkSliXKQ8FnZYzxA (I added a few other songs yall wanted!)
Oh man. A Mitski playlist? Damn bro let me just- *has mental breakdown*
LOL SAME LES GOO- BAHA
thanks for the translation Google
0:00 I want you
3:05 I will
5:56 Jobless Monday
8:04 washing machine heart
10:12 I bet on losing dogs 💔
13:01 first love/last spring
17:36 last words of a shooting star
20:21 Nobody
23:32 Francis Forever
Hope this was helpful, and don't worry because one day you'll find the love ur looking for, no matter how hard it is, love will find it's way to you eventually because ur worthy of it. ❤️
Thank you so much ♡
Thank you. I hope I can find someone who loved me back :(
So there's NO burning hill?! 🤨
@@CyberTitan-dy3gy I added to the spotify ver 4 u
me when last spring
Ok
my god im so lonely - mitski
I remember when i was asked out for the first time, I don't miss that relationship just the feeling of someone liking me
i love this so much ohmygod
Thank you babe, I’m gonna need this tomorrow
vent,it’s nothing bad just me being sad over not experiencing love in a while.
i’m not sure why but i haven’t had a crush on someone in years and i feel horrible for it. i recently reflected on myself after reading an article on love and seeing happy,healthy couples and i feel bad. i get this warm,sinking feeling in my belly and a rush of warmth and guilt on my face everytime i think about it. i haven’t been in love with anyone in so long and i feel so hollow and empty. where’s my tiny,frantic and flushed glances to the person i adore? where is the soft fuzzy feeling i get in my stomach and fingers? where are the smiles that hurt my cheeks from smiling so long when i think about them?
i also feel absolutely guilty for people who have crushes on me. i know there’s one person and i feel so bad because i can’t love them back. a while ago i was in this small “relationship?” i don’t know if it even counts but someone had a crush on me and i didn’t have the same feelings for them but i still was with them out of fear of hurting their feelings. gladly it wasn’t anything serious and it disappeared in a week as they spent more time with other friends and things like that.
at this point i think i will just force myself to love someone when i really don’t. i’m getting desperate and i hope that i will just develop feelings for the person over time and it’ll work out fine.
anyways,sorry for going on a bit of a tangent. i wanted to share something that was really troubling me. have a good day!
whoever disliked this definitely had a valentines date
i need this to play on discord thank u sm
Nice
crying rn and i dont even love anyone wtf
off topic but I love your pfp
@@valz3192 Aww thanks =)
last year i celebrated valentines day with my friends but this year they're planning on spending it with their boyfriends. they're teasing me about being single and now i feel like there's something wrong with me for not dating anyone. I haven't had my first kiss yet, rejected every guy that liked me, i feel like I'm wasting my time for being single even though I'm still a teenager.
Yep, definitely listening to this playlist on valentines day.
the exact same thing happened to me.
same here
Oh, I relate to this smh, it feels sucky but please remember that nothing is wrong with you for staying single. You simply are taking your time to find the right person and that's okay, what wouldn't be okay is to let anyone into your heart knowing they shouldn't be at it. You can try to enjoy your life in other matters and work hard for your own happiness, then when you least expect it you will find someone to share your life with. Anyway I hope you find that person eventually, we all just need our time before receiving something special from life after all
In any case it's okay to be upset about the wait, I am too, guess we still have Mitski to comfort us lol
I relate to this but it’s okay. I’d rather spend time figuring out who I truly am and focusing on myself cuz at the end of the day, all you have is yourself
@@whisp_1874 wow, thanks for that, this really helped, like a lot. i also think its better for me to take my time 'cause i like being young, youth is something a lot of us take for granted and i wanna spend the little time i have as a teen. and yeah, at least we have Mitski.
count on me for everything related to mitski; being her fan is my personality trait lol
relatable
no bc me too
literally
same
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bro- thats hit harder then my father belt-
You ok bro?
This slaps harder then my mom
@@TheHostIsHere mhm same here although my mum has one good rough slap
@@axartheghost935 💀
U good?
It's surreal how this woman doesn't have ONE bad song
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Strawberry blond
@@Leonardo-ht5jk that is an excellent song
@@Leonardo-ht5jk you're on crack that song is beautiful
@@earth2angell about a woman changing her culture and beliefs just for a relationship? Thats one of the darkest things mitski talked about
Mitskis song is so good i dont get why people call it bland it has such a good rhythm
people call mitski bland? with half the new songs on the radio being copy pasted?
Mitski is like the only artist ive listened to who's music is completely different for every other playlist. No matter what kind of you mysic you're into, you will 100% find a song you like from her incredible collection.
Mitski is the opposite of bland 😭
@@maryam062 literally, her discography is so diverse
@@almondwaet7966 TOTALLY!
Solo Mitski tiene permiso de arruinar mi estabilidad
VENT🛑
I had already planned for valentine's day for me and my partner. about 20mins ago i got a text saying they want to break up cuz they don't like me anymore. Idk what to do anymore i know it's bad but they were my life line, my reason to go out everday just to see them smile.
I’m so sorry that happened to you :(
this exact thing just happened to me :( i’m sorry you’re having to go through that
You've lived your entire life without them, and you have to continue, its okay to be upset, but dont let that dickwad ruin your chance of happiness 🫂
Life goes on, you will eventually forget them and learn how to live without them, and maybe for valentine's day spend your day with someone you're close and like spending time with, it doesn't always have to be a significant other, all the best for you 💜
Just because you’re in a relationship doesn’t mean you can’t cry to Mitski on Valentine’s Day :]
Literally I’m in a super happy relationship but am I gonna sob to Mitski on Valentine’s Day Anyways? Yes
Yes yea yes yes.
@@jasminesingal6400 yes.
its valentines day and i have a partner
the problem is my old mutual revealed on what shitty things they did five-four months ago
my bf cheated on me on valentines day with my "best friend"
Excuse me for venting on a random mitski playlist but I’m pretty much in the loneliest time of my life. I’ve never had a partner and since I started college, my friends and I have drifted off. I don’t even see my family as much as I used to, I’ve been trying to hold on but we all have different lives now. I’ve been like this for 7 months now, but as valentines is approaching, it’s getting extra painful. All I can really do is tough it out and wait for my circumstances to change. The only thing that comforts me is that there’s others in similar situations , so it feels like being lonely, isn’t so lonely
Allow yourself to feel the pain you're feeling, Scream kick cry and shout if you need to. My advice is to take care of yourself, dont rush relationships either, You need to understand that nobody can make you whole, you dont need anyone to fill a gap in you, because you can fill it in yourself. You have so much potential, i believe you'll do something amazing one day 🫂
I’ll be your Valentine ;)
pro tip: adopt an elderly cat from the shelter
if u need a friend im here :) !!
i hope things will work out for you.
everything works out at the end everything will work out and everything will make sense u just gotta stick to this
normalize listening to mitski songs every valentines day as a tradition
HAH i actually _do_ have something to do on valentine's!
exams.
Me too
same😔
same, sadly :´)
oh, I cried
OUC OUCH OUVHC OWMG A IM SO SORRY
Last year I spent Valentine’s Day by my self, this year it’s going to be the same cause my two best friends are going to spend it together. Idk what I did to make them spend it without me but I hope they have a fun time
I’m so sorry to hear that
my birthday is on valentine's day and i've decided to rethink life while listening to mitski 😍
happy early birthday!
Same! Happy early birthday
happy early bdayy!!! x3
its valentines day (in my place atleast) , happy birthday !! ♡
Happy early birthday :)
I'm so ready to spend my valentines alone, literally stopped talking to my friends, i just have 3 left,,, at least i have Mitski!!!!!!! :)
Tw!! Venting ( excuse myself- this playlist is emotionally depressing. Love it
dont be so hard on yourself, no ones perfect, everybody makes mistakes. its never to late to learn from your past mistakes and do better in the future. take your time, theres absolutely no rush
omg ur such a sweet person. u really wish that they are happy with someone else? that’s really kind.
@@ldpopplays4262 tysm
I think the song "in my heart- kochetkov " when I read your rant. I'm very sorry that happened.
crying bcs i just realized i might be aromantic and that's why it's so hard for me to fall for ppl even tho i want to
same :(
quick reminder, love does not come from another person, it comes from yourself, if you do not love yourself before being in a relationship, the only thing you are looking for is validation which can lead to emotional dependency, self-love does not come from one day to another but you can start respecting yourself
YOU HAD THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO INCLUDE ME AND MY HUSBAND
OH MY GOD
UR RIGHT
!Unwanted gay man rant!
I did, in fact, lay on my bed and cry to this on Valentines day. I have a boyfriend but he didn't take me out or get me anything which is fine because I don't care for the holiday but his reasoning was "We couldn't because then everyone would know I was dating someone like you. Imagine what that would do to me?" I get he doesn't want to out himself (I'm a guy for context) but you should have seen the look of disgust on his face at even the thought of people seeing us together and the way he said it. Yowch...
IM A GAY MAN TOO AND BABES, IF HES AFRAID TO BE WITH YOU IN PUBLIC LITERALLY DITCH HIM, HE IS NOT WORTH IT!! ILYSM
@@valz3192 that's what my friends keep telling me. I've been thinking alot about it lately but hearing it from another gay man is refreshing
you're worth someone who's proud to be beside you
bestie we need updates please tell me you ditched him you’re too good for him
I have my friends and I'll be their valentines so they won't be sad.
Like us and myself :')
But let's all be a valentine to a friend cause I find friends better than lovers.
DUDE I LEFT THE CAP CUT MARK ON IM CRYING
i forget valentines exists tbh, its always been a time for our school to sell chocolate and candies haha. but this year.. damn
not sure if im spending it with my best friend or if itll be more- but i feel like a dumbass for thinking (or even hopping) itll be anything more than platonic ,,
positive vent, but a vent nonetheless. ive been questioning over a few months now if i feel the way i do, or if its just because its the first person to see something ive never been able to show- or find tbh. i find it hard to really show people who i am, with masking and whatnot, so my real personality has sorta,, disintegrated. i end up being whatever the person in front of me wants atm. i havent known who i am for so long but they see it. and they like it. but fuck i dont know if they would even wanna be more than friends hfgfjhg anywayanyway uh ily
ALSO THEY KNOW MY USERNAME AND PFP SO LETS HOPE THEY DONT LIKE MITSKI ! SWSHDGHGKWSD
edit: it became more than platonic 😳
IM GONNA NEED AN UPDATE IN A WEEK OKAY im honestly invested bc lowkeylowkey relatable
@@rachaaizarani LMAOO if you reply in a week i will do bc i will most likely forget
@@sinkkitty594 OK WILL DO
@@sinkkitty594 Valentine's day today
@@stfuidk9798 i got flowers
ah yes the loney sounds of the 14th of febuary at four am, crying wondering why I push everyone away and wondering what life moment lead up to this and realising that I must love my self first to have a positive, healthy relationship, 'but how' the question begs.
It's not easy to be confident and to love yourself, but i believe in you. Write down your passions, and fufill them as best you can, you CAN live a happy life without anyone else. Meet new people, make new friends, but ALWAYS put yourself first. You dont deserve to be stepped on
the boy i had a crush on kept asking me out even though i told him i wasn’t ready to date anyone because of the trauma i’ve experienced with past relationships but that i would be willing to go on a date with him one of these days. when he suggested valentine’s day, i said no bc that feels like such an intimate day. he told me he understood and hadn’t spoken to me irl or online in a week. i really need this playlist is all im saying
Good for him he needed to move on
kudos to him for trying
Good for him he tryed
just finished crying to this extremely hard. thank you i needed to let it out
The first song is mf “I want you” and I physically shrank and started tearing up yasssss 🥂😎
i can't believe i am actually going to see her. but im so lonely that i'll probably have a breakdown when she starts singing
i just want a healthy relationship and a partner. i don’t think anyone else understands how serious i am about it and thinks im just joking. at this point, ive been trying to hard to stay in this place and having someone to love me and someone to love is perfect. but there’s no one that likes me, and no one that i think would change my life and make me happy enough for me to have a relationship with them. it’s actually harder than it sounds. seeing people in a relationship makes me jealous because i just want to be as happy as them, having a s/o would change my mental health and make things better, but every time i have a chance it slips away. thank you for making this playlist, i needed it :)
my now ex boyfriend just broke up with me, we had what i thought were pretty fun plans for valentine’s day but i guess i’ll be listening to this instead :)
i don't rlly feel the need to be in a relationship, i just miss going on dates, sharing secrets. cute shit like that. i miss that.
this,i relate :((
I don't know if this makes sense but thanks for making the playlist
18 years alone with no one
Why do I need to cry on valentine's day when I can cry on February 16th
so true
It’s officially valentine’s day and I have no one to be romantically affectionate towards 🥴(i’m so sorry to whoever is reading this)
Damn man i wish i had a valentine. I want to tell i like her but she loved someone else she met while I was there "he" texted her to be his girlfriend and. Well she liked him anyways Soo i might as well try to stop loving her, like I know she a girl and i am too but she is bi i just want to not be obsessed over her...I'm tired of it so bad, why can't I stop
I've started to listen to Mitski recently, and I haven't expected that her songs are so beautiful and relatable! Thanks for this playlist, I love it so much and I'm gonna listen to it on February 14th❤️
(tw: cursing, mentions of hospitals, and break ups) I recently had a break up with my boyfriend, and they broke up with me because "their ruining my life" and i just cant convince them that i really love them and that hes not ruining my life, and it feels like hes making an excuse to break up with me. We made plans on valentines and everything, i even made a reservation on a expensive restaurant, and hes the only one in my life who knows i am transgender. All my friends don't know, they think were just in a straight relationship, and over the past months ive barely got to talk to him because hes ben sent to the mental hospital 4-6 times. Also, on top of that im dealing with mental issues myself, and everytime i tell someone they think im faking or they just dont give a sh1t. and ive come to the conclusion that no one really likes me, everyone doesnt trust me or just thinks im really annoying. Ik this is a lot but this playlist felt really good to listen to.
it’s not even valentine’s day, i just wanted to cry to mitski because i just got broken up with :)
happy valentine’s day y’all, ily all
Imma be listening to Nobody on Valentines day cause I have no valentine ಥ‿ಥ
Te amo mitski, manana tengo las evaluaciones ayudame a aprobar
He broke up with me 2 days before our anniversary yay 🥰🥰-
Why doesn’t he fucking love me? He’s only into the Asians and the pretty white, blonde girls. I’d do anything for him.
if he’s just into looks he shouldn’t even deserve someone like you
just bcs its june doesnt mean u cant cry to this playlist
Im glad this playlists exists bc i got called out at school for not getting anything for valentines day
ella es la unica que tiene el permiso para hacerme llorar
I'm drawing to this rn thank you :)
THIS IS ACTUALLY LIKE THE BEST PLAYLIST
P0V: you found the love of your life and you get married with them but they suddenly die from a disease, they leave you alone with letters that talks about their life long dream, which is to get married, travel the world, have children then when they turn 89, they would rob a bank with their partner (which is you), you cry as you fall down on your knees, wishing they never died and survived. You never forget them and everyone around you tell you to move on, but your unable to since you loved them and even planned to have children with them. 24 years after they died you start thinking you see them when really your hallucinating. Finally your parent slaps you while saying “They died years ago, they wouldn’t like to see you suffering because of them. Live your life to the fullest before it’s too late, I was the same when your other parent died but I realized that they would rather see me happy than sad.” You look at them, realizing their right. You start living the way you always wanted to, you travelled to the countries you always dreamt to go to. You start feeling happier and you smile in the air, feeling the cool breeze while doing so. Fast forward to years later, your now old and about to turn 90. You sit down as you feel nostalgic and start remembering the happiest times of your life, you remember the places you travelled to, you then pick up a pen and paper and start writing. You write about a fantasy that talks about a girl named “Fawn”. Fawn loves to travel and loves writing fantasy stories. She always wanted to be a writer but never published her stories thinking nobody would like her stories, she later on finds the love of her life who is also a girl named “Sakura”, Fawn looks at Sakura in fascination as she waves towards Fawn, making her blush hard. Sakura had beautiful black hair and black eyes. Fawn starts writing a story about Sakura, claiming she’s a beautiful goddess who was born in the 1900s, She gives it to Sakura who reads it in fascination, “You wrote this all by yourself?” Asked Sakura. “Yes I did.” said Fawn, Sakura looks at Fawn as she says “You should consider being a writer, since you so good at making these fantasy stories.” Fawn is surprised seeing that someone actually liked it. Sakura gives Fawn her book back as she walks away. Fawn later goes to the lake and finishes her story. I passer by sees her story and is surprised as they had never seen something such a creative story before. “May I take a look?” asked the passer by. “Sure!” said Fawn. Fawn gave them the book as they read the rest of the story and they look at Fawn and say “You should become a writer, this story is so creative!” Fawn looks at them and says “Ok.” then takes the book and publishes it online. Plenty people read it and ask if there’s a book of it because they would like to buy it. Fawn tells them “not yet but I will.” The people get excited about it. Fawn then publishes it publicly and plenty people buy the book. Fawn smiles as someone later taps her shoulder. It was Sakura. Fawn looked surprised to see her as they never met up after Sakura read her book. “Would you like to buy a book?” asked Fawn. “No…” said Sakura, “would you like to be my lover forever?” asked Sakura, Fawn is surprised but accepts the offer. It turns out that this is how you and your lover got married. A now very old you smiles as you publish it and then type in text “This is my last book I will publish, I will miss you all.” You now turn 90 and are told by doctors that you have a week to live. A week has passed and now your in Heaven with your lover. “Y/n..” you say as you see your lover.
The end.
Also sorry if this makes no sense, I just wanted to entertain you guys while you were listening to this beautiful playlist 🥲
HOW LONG DID THIS TAKE YOU OMG
@@valz3192 about a hour 😃
damn, is everybody okay??
no
wanting to his valentine.
never got to be it.
its a year now,
never been his valentine,
hope whoever has him will love him,
just like I did.
All I EVER WANTED WAS YOUR LOVE.
It's always been you, but it's too late.
stay with me, Hold my hand and TELL ME ITS OKAY.
I miss you W :):
Me when falling in love with another fictional character every minute
Save this playlist for Valentine's Day and finally, the day has arrived and it's time to vent.
Rummaging my room, I found letters from old friends but one caught my attention since it was from my old best friend, I decided to read it and shit, I had forgotten the good times we had before declaring our feelings and ruining everything. Reading all that letter with Mitksi on the phone at high volume hurts more than my mother's blows 😿
hits different when you and your girlfriend argue for days on end
The guy I love and who claims he does too its going to spend valentines day with his ex, and I will be alone. This playlist is perfect
lonesome love would've been perfect for this playlist 😭
es la mejor combinación y me encanta el orden en que se pusieron las canciones, así puedo sufrir a gusto
Saving this for when she rejects me 💞
Hurts more than my father's emotional abuse
ENOUGH WITG THESE JOKES
i was in love with my best friend for years and when we got together I was so happy. She was my first serious girlfriend and one day I realized it wasn't going to work out. From living far apart, going to different schools, her being emotionally unavailable were all the things I knew I didn't want in a relationship but I liked her so much that it didn't matter until it did. We broke up 3 months ago and now we cant go back to what were before and I've grown to be fine with that but it still kinda hurts because little things we did together or objects, colors, places remind me of her and it sucks but I'm gonna try to move on. Sorry for the vent.
(VENT!)
I like my best friend, a lot. Last year on Valentine's day I confessed to her, and she said she knew and rejected me. A few days prior we had been very flirty with each other, her initiating most of it. Before this I told her I liked someone and that I was going to confess to them on Valentine's day. After I confessed, I told her it was because I was going through a breakup with some guy. (This was before I found out I was lesbian and I was dating him out of pity.) I think she believed it and our friendship went back to normal. We've always been touchy and said I love you to each other but some months ago (I think summer of last year) we started to become more and more flirty with each other. We've only been getting flirtier since. I hate it though; she doesn't mean what she says in the same way I do. I buy her flowers and her favorite drinks and snacks whenever I can. We have a joke that we're married and sometimes she'll call me names like "sweetie" over texts in group chats. She pays for things for me whenever she can, she always listens to me even though I talk so much, she watches movies and shows with me even if she thinks she won't like them. She's the most wonderful person I know and I know she wouldn't intentionally hurt me. Still, it hurts when she says I love you because I know she doesn't mean it in the same way I do.
(Reason why First Love/Late Spring was my most played song last year)
its currently feb the 14, im sitting in my room alone with a bag of chips in one hand and crying to mitski
WAOT ME TOO OMG
Mitski is absolutely amazing, beautiful, talented, awesome voice, poetic, angelic, relatable songs, perfect in every way
WHEN I TELL YOU I DOWNLOADED MYSTIC MESSENGER AGAIN FOR VALENTINES HELP
but tysm for making this perfect playlist i’ll listen to it on valentines I HOPE U HAVE A VALENTINES
I kinda think we all have a counterpart waiting for us out there, we're just super mixed up right now, like a big unsolved puzzle in a box. You will find your other one day :)
im literally a third wheel, my friends are dating eachother. unfortunately, they've been ignoring me these days :(
I’m sorry that that ur friends are ignoring you I know how it feels to be the third wheel it sucks I hope your doing okay
perfecto para llorar 😃
Not me literally listening to mitski after a break up that was a day before valentines haha..
vent warning
even though i have someone for this valentines day im still really nervous. a lot of my past relationships were just to exploit me and use me for their personal gain, and i dont think my current partner is like that at all. but i have no clue how to act 'lovingly', and even though he always reassures me and tells me im doing fine i still have that nagging feeling that one day im gonna slip up and lose him :-(
saving this to actually listen to on the Valentine's Day 😜✌
this is perfect for me since I have no friends to celebrate valentines with this year. This valentines is the emptiest valentines I’ve ever had
Luckily I'm just gonna go eat out with my mom and sister because we don't have a Valentine😝😝
Mitski me puede hacer sentir tan triste y feliz a la misma vez.
nobody got me anything or asked me to be their valentines today so imma cry to this for a while
I literally have a stable and healthy relationship with my girlfriend rn but i mitski hits diff
i could have had a valentines today if i wasn't growing so tired and dull.
wow youtube recommendations are scarily accurate sometimes. thank you, I WILL listen to this when I'll cry on valentines.
p.s. lonely af but heyy at least I have discount chocolate and otome games to keep me company
Never broke up, but still heartbroken
so excited for her new album
This slaps harder then my mom
listeing to this after valentine's but still hits hard
OMG I LOVE SO MUCH THIS PLAYLIST TYSMM
hes coming back and its the end of the world.
getting this playlist ready to play if he rejects me
sometimes i wonder to myself,
"oh why do i even have feelings for her"
then i cant stop thinking about all the reasons why :')
and the reasons why she would never need me.
on another note, im more single than the number 1 :D
ty for this 😁👍👍 my ex being another huge mitski stan adds another level of pain to this playlist
It's way after valentine but this Playlist slaps😭😭😭
Happy valentines to all